One of my favorite and most interesting thing about Jon is that he sorts peoples actions into Human and Monster
To him, the actions of monsters cannot be forgiven, as seen with Daisy, Helen and Jared
But along with that, the actions of humans always have an excuse, like Basira and his grandmother
The most prime example of this is with Jurgen where, prior to his meeting with him, he wrote Jurgen off as evil and when he did meet with him he dubbed Jurgen as just a spoiled confused child
And what makes this more interesting is how he perceives himself as a monster. He sees himself as unforgivable and monstrous, even when hes just doing what he needs to survive
He forgives people who hurt him, like his grandmother who neglected and obviously resented him and Basira, who threatened to kill him if he so much as stepped out of line, because they are human. They are people against a monster
The only time he doesnt blame himself for something is when he can blame another monster, like in mag 146, Threshold, where he blames the Web, another, different monster
And what makes his mentality so much more devastating is that many avatars, the monsters in his mind, are shown to not often be in complete control, whereas humans do have entire control
Avatars have to spread fear and hurt or they themself will die. In more explicit cases of lack of control Jon himself has stated he often doesnt realize what hes done until after its happened and Daisy becomes completely mindless by the end of the series to the point of only recognizing two things, a hunt and Basira (daisy also sorts people into monster and human, but thats because of hunt reasons)
Humans dont have these restrictions, humans are entirely free to do what they please, with the only con being they are significantly weaker than avatars
When Basira threatens him, she is doing it entirely through her own choice, whereas when Jon hunts statement givers he is doing it partly because hes forced into that position. But he will still forgive and rationalize Basiras actions while condemning and scrutinize his own, because she is the human and he is the monster
Anyways I like Jon he needs therapy
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So guys...
Hellebore hybrid called 'Walberton's Rosemary'. A cross of Helleborus niger (also known as 'black hellebore' and 'christmas rose') with Helleborus orientalis (also known as 'lenten rose'). Each has such additional names because hellebores bloom in late winter through spring.
I don't recall if Mark said that that flower wasn't based off of any actual flower (though I swear he did) but either way... that's a hell of a resemblance if it wasn't intended.
And, for anyone who likes flower meanings, hellebores symbolize sympathy, purity, innocence, serenity, peace, and tranquility, but also stress, anxiety, and scandal, and in the Victorian Era, they represented delirium.
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Decided to rewatch Dead Apple and...
Has anyone else made the connection now of why Fyodor's ability didn't attack him?
(Chapter 114 spoilers)
It's because it probably wouldn't have worked. His power is based on his death. So how would his power kill him if all it would do is transfer his consciousness elsewhere??
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ramblings on Li Ming (and Heart) and homosexuality
moonlight chicken has so many things to offer in terms of technical beauty and interesting themes but what i cannot stop thinking about is the different ways they approach homosexuality in the story.
we have Wen who has a rainbow flag on his desk and pictures of him and Alan on the wall. Wen, who openly flirts with Jim and has no qualms talking openly about his one night stand. Wen, whose step father knows about his sexuality and is close enough with him to discuss his love life.
Kaipa we don’t know too much about. But his mom knows and is supportive and some of the vendors and the chicken family seem to know. But if anyone was questioning in what reality this show is set with all the class discussion and corona featuring, his part of the story shows that homophobia exists and he is worried about how he fits in with his own family, the expectations of his mother and possible the awareness that he makes the family he has “different”.
Jim is arguably even more visibly gay than Wen in terms of what we see throughout the show. He opened the shop with his ex, they prayed at the temple together and even though he objected due to proprities sake eventually they loudly declared their love to each other and the whole neighbourhood knows. Wen somehow feels like he is living in the remnants of a bubble: his circle of friends seems very queer, his closest friend and the whole gym seem to be all part of that as well. This only might change now with him questioning his work and breaking up with Alan: some gatherings he won’t attend anymore apparently.
And finally, we have Li Ming. At school he doesn’t seem to open up to his classmates on most things and additionally is in the closet. While there wasn’t anything alluding to homophobic rethoric being spread at school we can see how the heteronormativity gets to him and feel that there must be good reason as to why no one knows. And it could just be how Li Ming is judging the situation based on vibes, we don’t know. His mother is or at least was homophobic but at the same time he is raised by his gay uncle who is surrounded by other gay people. And I love how it feels like this might have given him enough security to be comfortable with his own sexuality but how it also isn’t enough to shield him from the world at large.
With so many great shows coming out of Thailand and most of them getting more and more political it just feels so real and 2023 to me that Li Ming is part of a generation that knows who they are but still have to battle with the shadow that homophobia has cast way before they were born.
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ive come to the realization (after reflecting on the slasher vibes that s4 gives) tha stranger things s4 had to be at least a little inspired by nightmare on elm street. my case is this: high school kids getting picked off one at a time in incredibly gruesome murders that a ragtag group of kids from the town is trying to solve, the killer responsible is severely burned, he can travel into his victim's minds (and thats how and where he kills them), AND HE HAS A FUCKED UP CLAW HAND!! idc how batshit i sound i have seen nightmare on elm street more times than i can count and the similarities are so !!! i feel like him rn
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Ten months sober, I must admit, just because you're clean, don't mean you don't miss it... six weeks of breathin' clean air, I still miss the smoke
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SO! here's a silly little theory i've had for a really long time and i was always too shy to share it because idk- i felt like it was gonna annoy or make people mad but like... i've literally made aizawa half-brazilian. i think i can take other liberties too with a random one off character and it be fine LMAO
YAKUZA 5 SPOILERS AHEAD
but alright!
So! I have this fun little theory that the irate customer, Captain Grabass (im not sure what his real name was) that Majima had to disarm is a relative of Tsubasa Kurosawa. I'd like to imagine that he's Kurosawa's brother. And if he's his brother, that would make him Masato's uncle!
I have no real basis for this other than the fact that when I look at that guy, he just reminds me of a lighter, rounder faced Masa. Kurosawa and the man have a lot of similarities too! It's not as easy to pick up on since Kurosawa is clearly much older and also, his state is a factor. However, when I look, I personally see similarities in their noses, eyebrows, facial hair pattern. Then, when I get down to Masa, I see similarities in their build (yes) but also the hairline and facial structure.
I don't know. It may seem like I'm grasping at straws but I genuinely do see a resemblance. I'm not saying it was intentional on RGG's behalf (if there even is one) but it's fun to imagine and pretend their is.
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