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weirdsht · 2 years

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Intricate Weaving

notes: i want for all of my fics to be here on tumblr so i'll slowly bring in my nukani fics here. slowly because im lazy hehe

tags: Eiden/Kuya, Eiden & Kuya, up to you really, angst, open ending?, its kuya centric, making kuya suffer

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If someone were to describe Kuya in one word most would give you the word ‘mysterious’. He's someone who just does what he wants. Bothers with the things that pique his interest and not even bat an eye at those that don’t. It matters not if one is at death’s door and he’s the only one who can help. A no is a no.

“Complicated. That’s what Kuya is to me. Don’t you think it’s fitting?”

Ah yes the successor of Huey, the new Grand Sorcery, he always seems to have a different opinion than others. Even as the both of them are tired because of their earlier bed activities, that cheeky grin is plastered on Eiden’s face. Albeit this one is a bit more tired than his usual one. Kuya can’t tell if Eiden is doing it on purpose to increase his ‘value’, or if that’s just one of his charms.

Deep inside he knows it’s the latter. Although there’s no way he’d admit that. Even to himself

Nonetheless, he has caught the yokai’s interest.

“Hmm? Why do you say that young master?”

“Well, it’s just that your thoughts are complicated. No one knows on the get go why you are doing things. Though you say it all depends on how much it amuses you, your actions say otherwise.”

Kuya ruffles his hair as he wakes up. He tries to get rid of Eiden’s voice that’s still ringing in his head. To be honest at this point he doesn’t know whether he really dreamed of the conversation or he got lost in his own illusions again. But none of that matters as he sees the culprit that made him lucid and back to reality once again.

The said culprit, a bundle of white fur greets him and the man that always accompanied the little guy followed.

“Old fox, your presence is requested.”

Quincy doesn't need to say where his presence is requested. There’s only one place brave enough to send the large man as a messenger to the purple fox.

“And tell me why I should go there? There’s no reason for me to go, there’s no Grand Sorcerer afterall.”

It’s been years since Eiden left.

Since Kuya made him leave with his own hands

He doesn’t know when the two unwanted visitors left. Knowing better than to try and convince him as his answer won’t change. Not that he cares. He prefers being alone. Being alone is more doable than trying to appease some human.

“I’m merely telling the truth, or is it that the young master got way too over head that he has forgotten just how useless he really is?”

Ah, it’s that memory again. Or is this an illusion again? All he knows is that this is what ended everything. He provoked the human too much, to the point Eiden told him:

“Fine! If that’s the case then just send me back or something!”

And sending him back to his world was what Kuya did. If one asks him if he regrets it, he would firmly tell you ‘no’. He’d even dare say he’d do it again if given the chance.

After all, he'd do anything to get rid of the pest that doesn’t intrigue him anymore.

Though he says that, if one asks him if he misses the young master, he’d simply not say anything.

Try as hard as he might, he can’t seem to lie about missing Eiden.

When he tries to, there's a bile clogging up his throat. Stopping his words from coming out. Perhaps this is his punishment? For sending the grand sorcerer away without an explanation.

For falling for someone he wasn’t supposed to.

Okay, maybe just this once Kuya can admit it. What can he say, the fickle human has managed to crawl its way to his heart. But he’ll only admit it just this once. Just this once that he’s all alone and lost in the memories they’ve made together.

“Kuya hurry up! It’ll be daybreak by the time we arrive if you walk like that. Morvay told me about this spot that’s good for stargazing.”

The yokai isn’t sure why he always listens and does what Eiden tells him. Even if he demands something in return, Kuya will probably still do it even if Eiden fails to deliver his wishes.

“Even if you say it’s to make me suffer, you always come out of nowhere to fix my problems.”

Yes, Kuya does just that doesn’t he? He just can’t see Eiden suffer too much. A little is fine, fun even. But the moment that he deems the problem too much for the young master, he finds himself on the way to fix things before he could even register what his doing.

And that impulsive tendency of his is exactly the reason why Eiden left

“It’s fine, even if you don’t tell me your reasons, I know everything you do is for me.”

Eiden might know well just how much Kuya thinks of him even without confirmation. He knows that even if Kuya is like that, he won’t ever bring him harm. That he’ll always have Eiden’s best interest in mind.

Maybe that’s why Eiden didn’t fuss when Kuya sent him back. Maybe that’s why he only stared at Kuya with teary eyes. Love and understanding pooling in them.

That was his last goodbye

Till the very end Eiden understood him. Understood that their fight was just a rile up. A cover up. Till the very end he believed that Kuya had done it for him. As he always does.

But that doesn’t get rid of the pit dwelling in Kuya’s stomach as he wakes up to another day without the human beside him.

Doesn’t appease the regret he feels for not telling the truth.

Stupid pride that runs across his body

He keeps telling Eiden that he’s nothing without the clan members. That he’s a good-for-nothing that won’t be able to function the moment Kuya leaves his side.

But it might just be the opposite.

For here Kuya is wallowing in the illusions he can’t even control, or he guess he could but just won't do it. Drowning in the past and the what-if scenarios if he just lowered his guard for a moment and let Eiden embrace him.

But a what-if is a what-if, just like how no is a no.

And no matter how he wishes to turn back to that day, make things different. Make Eiden stay. He knows it’s not possible.

Even if it was possible he’d still send his young master back.

Afterall just as Eiden says, his human’s well-being is his priority.

Not Kuya’s wants, not Kuya’s needs, and certainly not the uncertain hopes Eiden likes to indulge in.

He’d gladly spend his days like this. Lost in his illusions to make up for his grand sorcerer's presence.

Kuya would gladly suffer another day as long as he knows Eiden is safe once again tomorrow.

#nukani #nu carnival #eiden #kuya nu carnival #nu carnival eiden #kuya x eiden #nukani fic #nu carnival fic

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iamyoumin · 2 years

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sooo im watching naruto for the first time in my life (and already have two tattoos hehe) and here are some thoughts:

1. I can understand why people ship nejiten but for me it doesn't make any sense because she shows signs of attention to lee more than to neji

2. neji is alive, you can't change my mind

3. his de*th was so fucking stupid?? how could you use this precious boi for a relationship development?? like naruto and hinata created this dumbass boruto afterwards and it was not worth it. himawari is fine tho

4. sasuke is such a bitch

5. temari and ino are the only queens of this show. karui too

6. I don't really like hinata as much as the other people but that's not her fault, they just portrayed her really bad

7. neji, kakashi, genma, kiba, darui, kankuro and hidan could spit on me and I'd say thank you (they could do it together at the same time because I want to drown)

8. my mom loves minato and she says that he's the most handsome man in the nrt world. can't argue with her

9. sakura isn't that bad or useless like some people say but the creators def fucked her up. girl move on. you're so strong and you don't need sasuke. like who does

10. I understand that 90% of the plot won't work out without this but it was so fun and annoying to watch how they tried to get sasuke back. let this bitch live and wear this unbuttoned shirt. he made his choice on his own, what's your problem

11. naruto had a lot of cool friends but he always thought about sasuke when he went to hang out with them. that's some king of a strong male friendship, I see

12. I already said that but again: neji deserves better. hope you all agree

it's just my opinion and maybe im wrong about some things but ugh im too lazy to argue with someone so let's just have fun <3 (I'll be glad to know ur opinion though)

#personal #forgot to say that I love sai #he's cute and got the queen #he's truly the real winner #naruto

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mylifeisanexperiment · 3 years

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Fractured Clavicle

Hi Friends.

So, I went to Mammoth Yosemite this past week and well I had a blast. I love Mammoth and enjoy my time there every time I go. This time we headed to Yosemite two days as we had never been. So nice, I expect to return as we only hit the main bits and there are hundreds of trails that we missed where the expert hikers go to. Less crowded you see. We did a trail the second day that practically no one was walking but a handful if that.

BUT I digress from the actual title of this post.

On Sunday we decided to ride bikes and as we headed downhill I fell off my bike. I knew the injury was bad. But I was expecting to be just sore. The next day me left shoulder felt worse. I was also scraped up everywhere too. You know the usual spots like elbow and knees lol. I noticed that my left shoulder felt sore the entire time and my range of motion was very minimal before the pain got worse.

As the days progressed I saw no decrease in pain to my left shoulder. So as we headed back I called up Kaiser to see if I could get in through MD appt because it was bearable and didn't feel like I wanted to sit in urgent care with people who really need to be there and well you know covid.

I was able to get in on Thursday afternoon. Dr assessed me. I told him that I felt the need to come in because unlike past injuries the pain is consistent and not diminishing and also the fact that my range of motion is minimal and painful. I wanted to rule out a fracture.

He assessed me and due to where I felt pain he felt it could just be muscular and gave me range of motion exercises. And I guess because I also told him I didn't take any pain meds he felt it was probably just muscular too. I asked the Dr for the X-ray and he said he would do as a precautionary measure. He put me on modified work schedule as well.

I went to get X-ray and well the man asked me twice if I was gong to see my Dr and I told him no that he told me he would call me with the results. I kind of knew he probably saw something if he asked me twice.

Went home and maybe around an hour the Dr called me and told me I had a fracture and to not do the range of motion exercises he had told me. I went the next day to get a sling. So its been 24 hours since I got the sling and I feel so useless. haha

Im home but I cant do the basic stuff. But I am managing hehe

My best friend will bring me water tonight and we will hang. I guess my old butt cannot bike for a while. BUT in a week or so I'll try to peloton with a low impact 20 minute ride so I don't get lazy.

Anyway hope all are well.

':0)

#blog #mammoth #fall #life #thoughts #journal #diary #injury #clavicle fracture #blogger #blogs #fracture

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itsdanyy · 3 years

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I headcanon that Hawks:

It gets weirder im sorry heh

Sleeps in a matching pajamas set

Always hugs a pillow or a blanket

When he’s cold or sad he covers himself with his wings

Uses his feathers to scratch his back and neck and gives himself head massages

Would be the type to clap to Friends opening every.single.time

His favorite breakfast is cereal (hehe)

Loves Christmas (HE GETS TO SHINE WITH THOSE RED WINGS) (AND MAYBE HIS FRIENDS DECORATE HIM WITH LIGHTS AND TAKE TONS OF PICS OMG CUTE)

He wants to get a car so badly and drive it around to feel cool but it would be totally useless and he wouldn’t fit in

Can and will use his feathers to snoop on you if he suspected something

Loves to throw birthday parties

Loves to have birthday parties thrown for him

Pretty mad about how we’re screwing up the environment

This man can’t buy good presents but will try his best and it’s always something cute and genuine

Will use a feather to turn off the light when he’s in bed (too lazy to get up)

He has an old bag where he collects his fallen feathers around the house

He’s mad at perfumes, the scent can’t stick since he’s always flying but he puts it anyways

He will shape a floating heart ❤️ using his feathers or a fuck you sign, depends

I can see him asking his friend to paint his nails “a pretty color” or just black and he keeps them on

Will sit with a bag of chips and watch James Charles apology videos

This one is weird but hear me out: he cosplays kyojuro rengoku and Erwin smith BECAUSE OF HIS THICCC EYEBROWS LMAO OKAY BYE

#things just kept popping #I’m thinking to make this like a (i headcanon) series #for you my 4 followers #i love you babies #mha #bnha #my hero academia #boku no hero #mha hawks #pro hero hawks #hawks headcanons #bnha headcanons #headcanon #fanart #mha imagines #mha headcanons

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touyaz · 3 years

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Hi!! This is my application for your matchup event hehe thank you ❤️❤️

I’m both super serious and very adventurous! I’m VERY focused on my studies (and I need to be the best at it or I’ll feel useless djndjdn) but also always looking for a taste of the unknown, the unexpected, like leaving for a foreign country with literally no plan and only 20 dollars in my pocket because I want to live a fun little adventure and meet new people. Other than that I’m super cheerful! But I really threaten my friends a lot, saying that I’ll fight them and all, which I do (I love play fighting and I’m a menace). I can be a bit arrogant and a bit mean sometimes :(

What I look for in a partner is for someone to support me and follow me in my adventures around the world! Someone with whom every single day will be different, and with whom I’ll never fall into a boring routine, which is basically my WORST NIGHTMARE, though I do enjoy a bit of domestic routines from time to time (we can’t constantly be on the road and doing weird or random things ofc but still, from time to time I need surprises or unexpected little adventures)

SUNNY 😚💓💓 thank u for joining <33

i'm gonna say your toxic match-up is aizawa!!!! whilst he appreciates your hard working nature, your need for adventure makes him want to pass out. he can't keep up. he's a v simple man + your desire for spontaneity is a pain in his back bc he doesn't want to do that. he'll entertain you for a short while, but he gets tired easily + would honestly rather do smth a lot less active. like he wouldn't mind a holiday every year or so to unwind, but impromptu trips are a definite no-go (unless absolutely!!! necessary). you say a boring routine is ur nightmare, but its probably a dream come true for him bc he revels in knowing how certain things will pan out; he likes the monotony, the easy going, simple schedules. i don't think he'd be huge on surprises unless it's for certain occassions, like the most unexpected thing is probably him giving you smth for white day bc you didnt think he'd care abt smth like that. he may also think ur sunny disposition is a little naïve, esp considering all that he's seen as a hero; he sometimes dampens your mood by telling u to be more serious, etc. also.... he is humbling ur arrogance (no matter how little it is) as soon as possible. doesn't even need words to get u off ur high horse, he just looks at you w the most unimpressed expression (old man can't take a joke :/). if u like him, im sorry, but he's too lazy + tired to try and match ur energy 😞 u can find someone better <3

#ask #wintoxic #i love how u said application as if this was smth serious asjdhka #sunnyfunerals

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puddingemoji · 3 years

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how was ur day cutie

today was great, got some good mail...so thats always a lovable moment for me personally. this hello kitty stretchkins (pic) & the outfit for my backup dancing gig soon arrived today! (keeping secret for now just in case, not sure if im sposed to show yet hehe)

How was your day, anon?

For me, things are slow otherwise. Not to jinx I hope, but stuff has been going nicely in general the past while... I'll put a 'read more' so nobody has to see my life story about my past week or two etc............unless they choose to click, lol.

i've been working on my affiliate/brand ambassador coupon codes and ads a lot lately as well- mainly the newer ones that just picked me up, obv. (https://puddingemoji.tumblr.com/shops)

my past million years have been mostly lazy otherwise, but i got some depop and ebay listings for mainly anime bs up... i also tried to prepare for an irl yard sale...but that hasnt gone so well LOL it keeps raining. (depop / ebay)

im jobless rn which sux, & im between schools bc i had issues w my last college- but im workin on it lol dont hate me for bein useless i already know...................

anyway on a more fun note- its not like i have tons of wild and exciting bs like concerts, events, or parties planned (since things juuuust reopened so recently)...but I've been shopping lately and trying to go to things like the spiritual outdoor market and that pride fundraiser at a church! A few big things are going down tho alredy, like I've been trying to get concert tickets if able as well- and succeeded so far with KoRn and Motion City Soundtrack! I also will be attending Anime NYC if all goes as planned- and will be able to cosplay for the first time in years for anything other than a photoshoot, lol!

At home ive mainly just been workin on decorating my figure/hobby room and setting up my new phone (its an iphone SE lmfao, i was usin a 6S til now). I'm also being a crafty bitch, I'm liking making things with resin lately LOL...and I've been meaning to paint a GK for a while now but need more supplies before I start. I just got a big box of anime figure/merch grails someone split proxy shipping with me on recently, so I’ve been adding shelves and furni to fit all that, hehe. I also have and hung up an LED light which I love so much, I can make it say whatever I want lol!

(Trying to fix my sleep schedule here as well, so I got a fitbit to try to see if it helps with the tracking stuff ...........idk idk idk, my psych wants me to try a sleep study and im trying anything else first to avoid it LOL)

Ik you didnt ask for the life story, but nothing too big happened today so I wanted to share some nice recent happenings/future plans to make up for the reply boringness lol. Plus, if you read that all you clicked the 'read more' so I blame you.

#answered #tysm for asking anon #i hope ur well

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spxllcxstxr · 3 years

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🚢 — hi love, i was wondering if i could get ship for hp in the marauders era? i’m terribly sorry if these are closed, feel free to ignore this!!

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my pronouns are she/her or she/they... i’m still debating which set i like better haha and i would like a male ship pretty please <3

i am a ravenclaw, with some slytherin & hufflepuff traits here and there :) and i am an ambivert!

i am, much to my dismay, only 5’ 1.5” (to all my tall peeps out there... saying that i’m jealous of you would be an understatement.) i am quite curvy (and omg kinda insecure abt that ✌️) i have long, silky, and straight black hair that reaches the base of my back, and i love eyeliner so so much like i’m not even joking (on good days at least)

people often tell me that at first glance i seem bubbly, happy, and kinda quiet or shy hehe, and my friends have said that once you get to know me i am genuine, creative, funny, empathetic, a good listener, charming, painfully stubborn, righteous, and little loud, and very very dramatic jhjfk

i am pretty shy in new environments but with my friends i am loud asf, like seriously i need to shut up 😐 i am very very loyal and i value any bit of trust someone has in me.

my love language is definitely physical touch. i am one of those affectionate yet somehow touch-starved people haha! i find that sometimes words (or saying them atleast) can be a little bit hard and awkward for me, so i like to project my feelings and love for people through physical contact and all the affection they could ever dream of <3 and omg that thing where someone leans into your touch? marvelous. absolutley marvelous.

i like it when people play with my hair or touch me in some way, although if they’re a stranger then i will pull out my ninja moves and roundhouse kick them if they touch me 🤺 i also really like to play with other peoples hair!! (my love for long-ish hair is showing hnng-)

i could ramble about the sky, the stars, and just astronomy in general for days and never get tired of it, bc wow have you ever seen the night sky? i get so excited when i recognize a star or a constellation or a planet and agh i just love astronomy!! star gazing is one of my most favorite things to do <3 (and i have a these necklaces that i love so so much okay, one has the constellation of my zodiac, and the other has my fave constellation!!!)

i am a very very sassy, sarcastic, and witty person! i live for playful banter and teasing, i guess you could say that’s my way of flirting after me and the person i’m interested in have a friendship aha! i have comebacks for days and will not hesitate to roast someone into oblivion (although if it’s that harsh then i’ll immediately apologize bc i pinky promise i'm not mean okay)

i love to draw! i have a sketchbook and it’s strictly for my eyes only, UNLESS i deem someone special enough to view my sacred scribbles <33 i love to sketch people and things, and this might sound creepy but i have this urge to draw the people i’m close to sometimes (i did this a few times and omg i felt so embarrassed so i hid the drawings rip)

singing and music is also a big interest of mine! i’m not the best with instruments (i took viola for a while and i can still play but im no prodigy) but i am pretty good with my voice. people have told me that i have an ~aesthetic~ singing voice and that i have good vocal range hehe! sometimes i randomly break out into song around people i’m close to and they always either laugh or scoff and call me a ‘drama queen’ (i live for theatrics if you can’t tell, anyone who can match my dramatic flare is just yes <33)

oh and i am always down to do dangerous, stupid, and fun shit with my friends AHA 😙‼️i like to focus on the positive side of things, but i do have my icky days where i feel super insecure, sad, and useless ahaha 🥲✌️ my friends always make me feel better tho <3

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whoops omg this was so long, i am SO SORRY

(pls accept my apology bc i feel kinda bad now 🥲)

congratulations on 500!! you deserve each and every follower you have and i am just so so happy for you!

mwah mwah tysm and make sure you’re drinking water and taking care of yourself, love!! 💞💞

Ahhh thank you so so much!! ❤️❤️ don’t worry, these aren’t closed until the 26th I just haven’t been linking to it because I’m lazy 😳 anywayyyyy ship under the cut! ❤️

I ship you with: James Potter!

The ravenclaw tower is cool and all, but you totally going to be hanging out in the Gryffindor common room a lot

James will sneak into your common room though

I promise

You’re short. Just thought I should say that lmao

James thinks it’s so cute though

I’m going to say that James is going to give you piggyback rides throughout the castle

Like even to class

Loves that he has to reach things for you

“C’mon short stuff!”

“Don’t call me short stuff, James!”

“Then stop being short!”

James absolutely loves your body

Like is in love with it

And he will shower you in love all the time

And of you ever get insecure he is right by your side

No matter what

He loves you so much

HE LOVES YOUR HAIR

James will want to brush it and braid it and do weird shit with it

Please put eyeliner on James

He’d look so hot

Janes is a bubbly guy

So I just feel like your personalities match so well

Like you guys are the couple that is always laughing at something

Or making faces at each other from across the room

James doesn’t want you to shut up ever

Because he never shuts up

He loves your voice

Even if you’re just reading some boring book out loud

Falls in love with you every day

JAMES LOVES TOUCH

I swear he will always be touching you

Hand holding

Leaning on you

Anything

Always always touching

Does that thing where he kisses the back of your hand

Like I mentioned before

James loves hearing you talk

So please ramble about space

All the time

Takes you to stargaze

All the time

(You’re going to do his astronomy homework too)

Playful banter is a must

James is cocky and playful and just

Overall sarcastic and sassy

So you guys are going to have loads of fun

Loses his shit when you roast someone

Claps for no reason

“That’s my girl!”

YOU DRAW??? That’s so cool

James always wan s to see what you’re drawing

But respects your boundaries and your privacy

Will hang your drawings up in his room if you give anything to him

Loves them so much

Singing!!!!!

You guys will sing a lot

He will request the Beatles a lot

But like you can just burst out into song randomly and he goes wild

He’s your number one fan don’t worry

You are definitely part of the Marauders

Dangerous and crazy shit is a must

James will always be a shoulder for you to cry on

and like

He just loves you so much

Nd always wants to be around you

He hates seeing you insecure or doubt yourself

“You’re my girl. And I love my girl.”

I hope you like your ship! And drink some water!! ❤️

#spxllcxstxr 500 celebration

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333vam333 · 5 years

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The Nowhere | got7

{ CHAPTER 2 } edited a lil

Title: The Nowhere

Word Count: 1k+

Genre: Drama, Romance, Fantasy-ish, Mystery, Thriller-ish

Warnings: mentions of suicide, murder, a lil graphic (??), a lil profanity(??), a lil smut too ;)

Pairings: Park Jinyoung x reader, Im Jaebum x reader

Summary: After suffering years from the same nightmares that slowly get worse as you grow older, you learn why those taunting dreams come to you like memories you can’t remember in an unfortunate way.

Balmy sunlight brushes past the swaying curtains, caressing against your soft skin and brightening up the darkness in your closed eyes. As consciousness flows into you, you can feel the squishy and smooth surface underneath you, and you groan as you face away from the small window to your left. You bring your hands up to your eyes and freeze midway once you register what’s bandaged on your right arm. A skinny tube curls up your arm, stopping on the back of your hand being held down by a clear bandage. A transparent liquid flows through it. Your eyes follow the tube’s trail and stop when you see a bag of the same clear liquid.

Contorting your face in confusion, you take note of the continuous beeping emanating from beside the window, white bed sheets resting on your legs, and a plastic curtain blocking your view of the rest of the room beside you. Your eyes gaze around the dimly lit room, taking in the sun’s rays spraying a light tangerine color across the white walls and beige, glossy wood floor.

You face the window again, staring at the tree that splattered oddly shaped shadows in the room, the branches oscillating steadily in the calm breeze. The soft chirping of birds in the distance flows into your ears, comforting you like a lullaby as the memories of last night ram into your mind.

Your sister’s panic-stricken voice still rings in your head, causing a wave of guilt to flood over you. You release a quivering sigh and glance over at the curtain at your left, wondering if your sister is on the other side. Your heart stops, tears blurring your vision, How badly did I hurt you?..

The faint clanking of glass grabs your attention and you look at the cabinet past your feet. You tilt your head, eyeing a person crouched in front of the small, two-door cabinet, pushing bottles out of the way only to set them back in their places carefully. You rise slowly on your elbows hoping for a better look at the person, but a wave of nausea swarms over you and your head wobbles, your vision making twos of everything. Wincing, you begin to rub your temples and close your eyes. The feeling doesn’t last long.

The man who kept mumbling to himself was now standing, running a hand through his raven black hair frustratingly, and his other hand on his hip. His white-coated back faced you. Opening your mouth to speak is cut short when the brown pastel colored door swings open, the man standing in front of you jumps and gasps, as another man stands in the door way with his arms crossed.

“O-Oh!” the man’s voice, who stood before you, cracked, “H-Hyung! Hey, how’s it goin?” He puts his hands on his hips, pushing his doctor’s coat behind him.

The man in the door way rolled his eyes and shook his head, dropping his arms. “I told you you had no reason to be here, and why are you wearing my coat?” His eyes widen and points to the nametag as he took a few steps up to his friend.

The other man stepped back, forcing a giggle out. “Hm? No, my name is Im Jaebum too!”

Jaebum squints his eyes, lowering his eyebrows and cursing under his gritted teeth. He releases a agitated sigh and the dull tone of his voice raises , “You always do this..Leave before-”

Your eyes meet and you suddenly feel small, his dark eyes piercing into your skin peculiarly. It remains silent for a few seconds before Jinyoung utters gleefully, “What?..Finally realize how much you want me here?” Jinyoung opens his arms as Jaebum begins to walk forward in a daze, his expression a mixture of astonishment and relief, past his baffled friend and towards you. Your eyes don’t leave each other until he’s standing beside you.

“How are you feeling?” Jaebum questions in a hushed voice, one that embraces you in a welcoming vibe.

You don’t answer. You’re too taken aback by his surreal appearance. His chiseled features are screaming at you, making your face flush the longer you stare at his unblemished rosy-pale skin. His narrow eyes curve into a crescent as the corners of his heart-shaped lips curl up. Eyeing the two teeny birthmarks above his left eye, you bring a smile up to your face, but it vanishes as your sister crosses your mind.

“My sister..” your hand flies to your throat once you realize the pinch in your throat, your eyes widening, “ where is she?” You continued despite sounding like a smoker.

Jaebum furrows his eyebrows and tilts his head, mouthing the word ‘sister?’ as the other guy approaches you. You spot the water bottle in his hand before you get to see his face, and as you chug the water down, the cool liquid burning down your throat gives you a strange satisfaction as you can feel it drop in your stomach. You gasp once you take the bottle away from you and hear a giggle coming from the left side of you. You hadn’t noticed but Jinyoung sat at the end of the bed, just near your feet making a little indention on the twin-sized mattress.

“Aw. You’re cute.” Jinyoung’s eyes disappear and the corners of his eyes wrinkle, the smile on his full lips is bright.

Jinyoung’s features aren’t chiseled as Jaebum’s are instead he has a childish appearance with his squishy face. He gives off the ‘friendly-neighbor’ vibe the more you stare at him, making it more easier to look at him without becoming a blushing mess.

“Sorry to tell you, Y/N,” your eyes are on Jaebum again. You didn’t see a joyful smile plastered on his perfect face and as he sets a comforting hand on your shoulder, your heart skips a beat. And not because he’s attractive.

You began to brace yourself for whatever Jaebum was about to tell you, biting the inside of your cheek and gripping your hands tightly together. You inhale sharply in hopes to suck in the swelling tears and thoughts of the unwanted. Please..please don’t let it be so bad..

“We found only you in the vehicle.”

What.

Your widened eyes slowly narrow, your mouth smiling in disbelief. You begin to cackle unsure whether it’s from relief that you didn’t have to hear ‘sister’ and ‘dead’ in the same sentence, or because his information was unconvincing. You, out of everyone, knew your sister was with you when you had the deer-like reaction when those bright lights approached the both of you. You remember feeling your sister’s newly painted fingernails digging into the backs of your hands, and her frantic, ear-piercing voice repeat your name as if she was a broken record.

You stare up at Jaebum, wiping your tears, with a foolish grin carved into your face. “There’s no way! She was with me, her nails dug into my hands, I swear, look!” You bring your hands up to his face but you realize your evidence is useless to him. He probably assumes it’s glass.. You frown, bringing your hands down in defeat.

“Maybe she hit her head harder than we assumed?” Jinyoung murmurs loud enough for you to hear. You shoot him a death-glare and he jumps when you make eye contact. He leans to Jaebum and whispers to him while he keeps his wide eyes on you, watching to see if you would attack him. “She’s scarier than I thought, Hyung.”

His words make you think, Than I thought? Did he know me?..

You shake your head and decide to not let it bother you. “Where am I then?”

“A hospital.”

“Don’t be a smartass, Jinyoung!” Jaebum growls, holding his clenched fist behind him. He inhales deeply and faces you, forcing a smile out. “Y/N, I asked around to see if anyone knew you here, but unfortunately you have no family or friends that can take you in for the time being.”

“Why would I need to stay?..I need to be in Seoul-”

“You’re still not feeling well.” Jaebum didn’t let you to finish, like whatever you had to say didn’t matter.

Everything that left his kissable lips flew over your head. Nothing made sense, and it caused your head to ache when you focused on it too hard.

“Y-Yes I am-I mean, sure, my head was hurting earlier but that’s because I got up too fast..” you freeze, furrowing your eyebrows and squinting your eyes as you face away from the both of the men. “Right?..”

Jinyoung shakes his head as soon as your eyes land on him. “Your leg is sprained,” he gestures to the blanket and your gaze follows. You hadn’t realized your leg was bandaged or even sore all because your family was the only thing that concerned you.

“Your mind is everywhere, Y/N, take it easy.” Jaebum says assuringly, rubbing your back in comforting circles.

But it doesn’t work. You can feel your blood begin to boil, the urge to pounce on him consuming your mind, and your fists clenching so hard your nails are making your palms ooze blood from the tiny crevices. Jaebum takes note of this and steps back.

“We need to establish where you’ll be staying.” he continues, putting his hand on his chin in deep thought.

“Can’t I just stay here?-”

“Oh!” Jinyoung’s eyes brighten and he snaps, almost like he thought of the most brilliant idea. You swore you could see a light bulb flash above his head for a split second. “Hey, Hyung, how about she stay with us?”

The amount of times your face has contorted into confusion is more than you would normally recall ever doing. “Uh-”

Jaebum’s mouth hung open in disbelief and he shook his head violently, “We can’t handle another person in the house, Jinyoung! You don’t even help me take care of the messes, and they’re mostly yours because I’m hardly home!”

Jinyoung’s smile is too bright it’s almost blinding. He grabs your hands, shaking them slightly. “Oh, you’re gonna love your time with us, Y/N.”

Well, this is something. I kinda got lazy midway, but I guess it’s alright. Hehe.

It’s also shorter than what I’m used to writing, but that’s because I’m also working on something else as well. Thank you for reading, and I hope you enjoyed this chapter!

oof.

#got7 #got7 fanfic #got7 fanfiction #got7jb #got7jinyoung #parkjinyoung #imjaebum #parkjinyoung x reader #imjaebum x reader #vam masterlist #jaebum x reader #jinyoung x reader

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I honestly don't think I'm ever gonna go to university- I'm just too lazy at this point plus like?? what is money

WELL im gna longpost this a lil bit soz fam HAHHA

BUT WELL MM i mean well in the end it’s ur choice anyway and you’re like what- 14 right now? you have plenty of time to think and stuff HAHAHA i can’t personally relate at all because i grew up in an environment where i had no choice but to go to uni or i might as well just drop dead (so having a choice to go uni or not is already making me kinda envious damn u) and even then i didn’t think much about what i wanted to do at university until i was like 17 like legit hehe!!!! and i still changed my mind at the last minute oops

but honestly like, from my experience- although the work environment is fuckin trashy and hectic and some subjects are horrible and group work is even moreso, you’ll make nice memories at uni and meet really rad personalities and stuff (heck bc im asian and i grew up around a lot of fuckin asians im actually seeing and mingling with people who aren’t asian like wow so wild literally highlight of my life)!!! but you’ll be in debt so idk man HAHAHA like my advice that you probably shouldn’t even take, is that if you think that, well you’re ready for the worklife as soon as HS ends (heck i know some people who dropped out during HS to start working) then fuck uni it’s totally futile!!! lots of people who go to uni to get degrees don’t even end up doing stuff their degree entails like wtf HAHAHA (i wanted to get into a medical course- but i ended up switching to an art&design course because i decided that if i dont get a job after uni in my field, i might as well have fun with it rather than fuck up 4 years of my life dedicated to studying for nothing)

but if you’re like me and well like i’m also a lazy asshole myself however i’ve grown up in a really heavily pressured academic environment where i have to aim to be at least 90% and above or else i’m useless and disappointing, and being so caught up in that situation where all i know how to do is like.... study....... and exist,,,,, (i dont even know how to cook or anything bro) then uni is like a nice little transition period!!! like before uni, i had problems even going up to store people and giving them money to pay for my shit HAHAAH but now i am capable of finally ordering my own lunch after like 18 fuckin years lAWL heck i even take the train by myself without having to check with 5 people if i’m doing it right like WOW what a glo up (ok jk im like actually a mess)

but yeah das it from me gud luck w ur endeavours worry about money when ur like 60 probably hahehhe highschool sucks

#notmmd #ask #longpost #whenever i speak a lil bit about my personal life i feel like it just gets more worrisome oops i apologise i have had a rough life #pastelgalaxiesmmd

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edenalieth · 7 years

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Kpop tag game

Well @duckhoney tagged me in a biiiiiiig post lol so here my answers

10 groups/artists you like besides Kpop/liked before Kpop ? Coldrain / One Ok Rock / Coldplay / U2 / Three Days Grace / Wolfie / Eminem / Claude Debussy / London Grammar / Michael Jackson (many other but lets say its my actual fav hehe)

10 favorite non-kpop songs ? *currently*

Sunday Bloody Sunday (U2) / Thinking of You (Mabel) / Love never felt so good (Michael Jackson) / In Bloom ( Nirvana) / Rêverie (C.Debussy) / Glory Box (Portishead) / Starless Night (Trapnest) / Yuki ni saku hana (Hanazawa Kana) / Edge of the Earth (30 seconds to Mars) / Me and Mrs.Jones (Michael Bublé)

10 favorite movies ?

The Devil wears Prada / Lilo & Stitch / Inception / Matrix / The Lord of the Rings / Sala Samobójców (Suicide Room) / Requiem for a dream / 13 going on 30 / American Nightmare / My best friend's wedding

10 favorite tv shows, including anime & cartoons

American Horror Story / Desperate Housewives / Skins / Ink Master / The Simpsons / Shinsekai Yori / Hell's kitchen / Game Of Thrones / Next (this show was so funny lmao) ( i didnt put so much anime bc the list is too big ;;)

10 favorite manga/comics

Tokyo Ghoul / Ao Haru Ride / Orange / Death Note / Deadman Wonderland / Nana (the author is better now TvT) / Sukitte ii na yo / Kujira no kora wa sajô ni utau / Pandora Hearts / Kasane

10 things you enjoyed before kpop/enjoy besides kpop, that won't fit in the lists above ?

dancing / writing / drawing / swimming / hanging out with friends / reading / taking pictures / surfing on the web / playing with dogs / singing

Another Tag Game

( @joonwings also tagged me for this so hehe)

Nickname: Cam, Cami, CamCam, neko-chi, chaton (=kitten)

Starsign: virgo

Height: 163cm

Time right now: 8:29pm

Last thing googled: Hwarang ep8 eng sub lol

Favorite music artists: BTS + above

Song stuck in your head: (kpop one) Limitless by NCT 127 (not kpop) 24K magic by Bruno Mars and Starboy by The Weeknd too

Last movie watched: Nocturnal Animals

Last TV show watched: N'oubliez pas les paroles (its a french one haha)

What are you wearing right now: black pikachu pj and a super soft white sweater and my piggy socks

When did you create your blog: 3years ago! It was its 3rd birthday on the 30th of December :') (on tae's birthday i wasnt even into kpop lol) but i started using it 1/2 years ago

What kind of stuff do you post: 95% BTS, 3% other kpop bands, 2% drawings/photo of landscape, ppl or puppies

Do you have any other blogs: yes but im not using them

Do you get asks regularly: ...;;;

Why did you choose your URL: I like to write and before I was more into fantastic thing so its the name I imagined for my main character haha

Gender: Female

Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw (I was gryffindor before!)

Pokemon team: Fire (on pokemon go im team blue haha)

Favourite colour: black, grey, burgundy

Average hours of sleep: 6-8 hours

Lucky number: 11

Favorite character(s): ok its just SOME of them lol, Nana, Kou Mabuchi, Ken Kaneki, Jace Herondale

How many blankets do you sleep with: 1-2

Dream job: author, book editor BTS noona

Following: ppl who are following me or ppl I follow ?

BTS Would You Rather

Would you rather:

Build a snowman with V OR have a snowball fight with jhope

Get coffee with suga OR get ice cream with suga

go to the cinema with jimin OR the amusement park with jungkook

do a dance cover with jhope OR sing a duet with jin

kiss rap monster OR cuddle suga

babysit with jimin OR dogsit with v (even if im sure it'd adorable to babysit with JM)

meet jhope's family OR have v meet your family

film a commercial with jhope OR film a sketch with V

hug jimin OR hold hands with jungkook (whyyyy ;;; i want both)

go to paris with jin OR go to London with suga

film a drama with jin OR do a photo shoot with rap monster

attend an award show with rap monster OR wear couple tshirt at the airport with jungkook

spend a lazy day with suga OR explore the city with jhope

fall asleep next to jimin OR wake up next to jungkook

make up a silly rap with v OR a silly choreography with jin

have jungkook serenade you OR v sing you to sleep (i want to hear tae's lullaby....)

have a dance party with jhope OR sing karaoke with suga (i take sope)

go camping with jimin and v OR go to the beach with rap monster and suga

cook with jin OR bake a cake with jimin

have a sleepover with the hyung line OR a birthday party with the maknae line

celebrate halloween with jungkook, suga, v and jhope OR Christmas rap monster, jimin and jhope (but i want halloween too ;; itd be so funny)

~NSFW Time~ *SOS*

Would you rather:

dom jhope OR sub jin (cody do you remember)

wear lingerie for rap monster OR put lingerie on jimin

tie up jungkook OR get tied up by v (it was really hard to choose)

pull suga's hair OR get your hair pulled by rap monster

have shower sex with jimin OR have sex pool with v

perform oral on jungkook OR have jhope go down on you (DONT ASK ME TO CHOOSE!)

have a romantic sex with jin OR rough sex with jimin

have angry sex with v OR make up sex with suga

suck hickeys onto jungkook's neck OR get hickeys from v

put a blindfold on jimin OR get blindfolded by rap monster

have phone sex with rap monster OR Skype sex with jhope

ride jimin's thigh OR ride jungkook's thigh (their thighs are perfect)

have jin call you "kitten" OR rap monster call you "babygirl"

wear a collar for jin OR put a collar on jimin

beg for suga OR make jungkook beg for you (hehehehehe)

have sex backstage with jhope OR in the kitchen with jin

get teased under the table at a dinner by rap monster OR tease jimin

play never have i ever with rap monster, suga and jungkook OR strip poker with jhope, jimin, v and jin

do body shots with rap monster, suga and jin OR get lap dances from jhope, jimin, jungkook and v (show me your magic mike!)

Pick A Member | BTS

Rules: Pick ONE of the members listed for each question and explain why! Be honest ad don't just pick your favourite for every answer. Do not choose a memeber who is not listed and try to answer every question.

1. Amusement park date ? Jin/Taehyung/Jimin

• I think we like the same type of attractions and I want him to wear Mickey mouse ears hehe

2. Spend a lazy afternoon with ? Jin/Jungkook/Yoongi

• I would like to watch anime and play video games with him and just take a nap on each other arms

3.Play 1v1 sports with ? Jimin/Hoseok/Taehyung

• It'd be so funny with this idiot, like making crazy victory poses or useless moves lol

4.Make out session with ? Yoongi/Jungkook/Jimin

• I had to search what "make out" means lol but obviously I choose him :)

5.Cheek kisses ? Jin/Hoseok/Jimin

• I want to see him blushing (but also Hobi I think his reaction would be fun)

6.Do a YouTube boyfriend does your make up tag with ? Hoseok/Taehyung/Namjoon

• IT HAS TO BE HIM! bwahahaha I can't even imagine it! he'd choose a gothic style

7.Introduce to your parents ? Jimin/Jungkook/Taehyung

• Dad: so it's you, our daughter kept talking about you, she even called you a god / *me wanting to burry myself right now*

8.Go to a haunted house with ? Yoongi/Namjoon/Hoseok

• I need someone rational to comfort/distract me lol (I was hesitating with Namjoon but he's too clumsy he'd make too much nooises and I will jump every time)

9.Drunk nights with ? Hoseok/Jimin/Jin

• I think we would be the type to cry of laughter just by looking at each other faces XD (I laughed for nothing when Im drunk..)

10.Who would you want to see do aegyo for a whole day as a punishment ? Namjoon/Yoongi/Jungkook

• I was hesitating with Namjoon but I think he'd be cringy lol so the bear!

11.Who would help you pick out outfits ? Taehyung/Namjoon/Yoongi

• I like his style and love shirts so I guess Tae would be perfect for this

12.School dance date ? Jin/Namjoon/Hoseok

• I want to dance all night long and shine next to my sun

13.Sing a duet with ? Taehyung/Jimin/Jungkook

• I think our voices are matching :') I'd do the harmony haha

14.Would make you breakfast in bed ? Yoongi/Jin/Jungkook

• He's the kitchen's king ;)

15.Go on a late night adventure with ? Jungkook/Taehyung/Namjoon

• Us looking for a bowling at 3am lol

16. First time ? Taehyung/Jimin/Yoongi

• (*///*)... my moon and stars

17. Whose clothes you'd steal and wear ? Jin/Taehyung/Hoseok

• First I like his clothes (especially his sweat pants/hoodies), 2nd I just wanna smell his scent on it lol

18.Late deep night conversations with ? Namjoon/Yoongi/Jungkook

• He's the first my mind picked, I think we could "help" each other

19. Who'd you have a play water fight with ? Jimin/Hoseok/Taehyung

• I can't choose between them.. I can imagine me and Tae making a team against Hobi or them doing this with me ;v;

20.Who would you say you're most compatible with ? (Choose any of the 7 members but remember, favoristism and compatibility are two different things).

• Most of my friends say Hoseok but I think I'm more compatible with Jungkook or Namjoon :') sorry JiHope

Bias Tag

Rules: pick 10 biases and answer the questions. No specific order.

(I put them really randomly)

1.Jimin

2.Jongup

3.Hyungwon

4.Chanyeol

5. Sungjae

6.Hoseok

7.BamBam

8.Minhyuk

9.Johnny

10.Jackson

1. Between 3&6, whose most recent concept do you like more?

• I prefer the BS&T concept sorry :(

2. Between 2&10, who would you rather be stranded on an island with ?

• Jackson! XD he went on "Law of the Jungle" so he already has some skills, jungle is him ;)

3.Between 4&8, who would you trust to take care of you when you were drunk ?

• Aish... I don't really know lol maybe more Chanyeol ?

4.Between 1&2, who would you go in jail for ?

• Jimin

5.Between 5&9, who is a better visual to you ?

• Sungjae, his face is so unique idk

6.Between 7&8, who would you rather save from a sinking ship ?

•... ;---;... my babies... I put them both on something! Ill be their Jack!

7.Between 6&10, who would you rather have a movie marathon with ?

• Hoseok ~

8.Between 1&10, who do you think makes a better impression ?

• Maybe Jimin ?

9.Between 3&7, who would you prefer to kiss in the rain ?

• BamBam <3 *internal screaming*

10.Between 5&6, who would you rather have a summer fling with ?

• Hoseok. Of course.

11.Between 5&7, who would you rather do drugs with ?

• Idk at all XD

12.Between 3&8, who would you rather take home to your parents ?

• aaaah boy from the same band x')... Minhyuk ?

13.Between 9&10, whose wardrobe do you want more ?

• Jackson like I don't really know Johnny's style yet hehe

14.Between 4&10, who would you be more surprised to see cry ?

• Jackson

15.Between 1&4, who would you rather have kiss you on the forehead ?

• Jimin but it's only bc he's my everything bc I would be extremely happy to have one from Chanchan too ;v;

16.Between 2&3, who would you rather have hug from behind ?

• Hyungwon-ssi <3 (happy late birthday my baby)

17.Between 5&2, whose group do you stan more ?

• I stan them equally honestly :/

18.Between 4&9, who is higher up on your bias list ?

• Chanyeol, I know him more <3

19.Between 1&7, who would you open your door up to during the purge ?

• ;-; both ? No I guess Jimin, I prefer to die by his hand haha

20. Between 6&9, who would you rather go to a haunted house with ?

• Hoseok! Two crybabies together XD

I tag: @space--lover @gwangjuhope @angelblushe @ofpandaspilliws @min-nevermind @jungjeonkimin @lovablehoseok (do whatever you want or just ignore it haha and if you have some time and courage do everything ;v; im just very curious about you hehe)

#done!#im sorry for the time nia #before i was doing this quickly but now...#tag tag #bts tag

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