#him back before he fucking eats them

[movedtodykedvonte]

(If you’re interested go check my concept on my page) I love the concept of the man spider,I love how many represent it in a more original take,I made a lore about a my concept which kinda resembles to lycanthropy. In my case it’s an advanced mutation stage that starts as a illness and then at the first transformation you’re completely blinded by instincts so you need a huge shock to wake up. Now you feel basically trapped in that body and even if you’re aware you have some “needs” Also it gets triggered by intense emotions,uncomfortable instincts,as a defense mechanism and you’re still aware in that body but sometimes you can slip through instincts and basically everyone are fucked cause it’s a creature up to 10-14 feet tall with fangs,claws,poison,strong and fast

Oooooh this is dope and I will use it to piggyback my own Man-Spider interpretation.

I personally like to think about how scary the initial effects of the bite were and how Peter had to adjust. One I like to really focus on is it's rapid effects and how sick it made Peter at first. I like to think that it would start as general radiation sickness where the bite burns and starts to decay with Peter freaking out but being too scared to tell anyone.

It settles down by the end of the day and Peter really hopes everything levels only to pass out and start to painfully molt. Like fully shedding his skin and waking up feeling sunburnt but with all of his spider powers. For now, I like to think it is the typical beginning until it ramps up. It's a slow process but it starts with his iris and pupils splitting and him covering it up until he just has to wear giant shades to cover his extra eyes. His teeth get sharper and bigger until they turn to mandibles and his fingers start fusing to talons while extra arms grow. It's basically the effect of all the concentrated spider radiation in his blood that can't level out.

Eventually, we get full-on Man-Spider and his whole goal is to feed and claim territory. Due to this being really early in his career and citizens seeing his tattered costume on the beast, the citizens now think Spider-Man at any point will turn back and are wary of all his intentions even after Man-Spider has been dealt with. Conner's (post-lizard shit) helps regulate the radiation to turn Peter back but after Peter has a lot more Spider behavior and a liking of meat.

It's like a werewolf transformation triggered by excess radiation. As long as Peter stays from uncontrolled sources of radiation he's like fine but Man-Spider is a constant threat if he encounters some.

#this is all to say I think of a comic or episode where the villian accidently trigger a transformation and have to figure out how to turn #him back before he fucking eats them #no but ur lycanthropy thing is hella cool #i like to think that if my man-spier bit someone it wouldn't turn them but it gives them radiation poisoning that helps create a circle #of energy so he doesn't turn back into Peter #my whole thing with it being an earler stage is because I fell like Peter getting his powers and understanding them was so underwhelming #and too easy like make him go through something #ask #zoeloveconvers99 #spider-man #man-spider #spiderman #spiderverse #peter parker #marvel comics

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

rough day...

#i might come back and color this. Eventually.... #scribbled this after a busy day of lots of moving things into storage and hauling boxes around #i felt a bit like a workhorse! #at some point i sat down on the uhaul w/ my water and thought. Wow. How Does Eddie Manage #poor guy deserves a break... #he needs a day off smh #i mean the neighborhood would fall apart w/o him probably but still. he needs a vacation! #he works too hard! someone tell him to prioritize himself for once! #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #welcome home fanart #eddie dear #alrighty well its 12 am i need to get up in less than 6 hours and i still have Several Things To Do before i can sleep! #so! queuing this and getting those last chores done #wait fuck. what where they #well! i'll remember when i get up to do them! probably! #yknow 7 hours into tomorrow's drive im gonna be like OH FUCK I FORGOT THE [insert task here] #oh. shit did i eat dinner? hm... im not gonna be ready for breakfast when i wake up #so i might as well add 'quick cup of noodles' onto tonight's Before-Sleep list.... #im rambling! sorry! #anyway i have Much affection for eddie! somebody get him a spa day and some shiny new stamps!!!

[acidicpenumbra]

two "ultimate" level douchebags

#shadfinite #infinadow #< they make me reaaaallt mad whys infinite so freak boy can we kill him #shadow the hedgehog #infinite the jackal #sth #sth fanart #sonic the hedgehog #scraparts #infinite is only so big because all of these fucking guys are so tiny. so fucking tiny. bro doesnt even show his face half the time im goin #to give him 1 solid W in being over 3'3. #lord knows he fucking needs one #besides that i feel like jackal being taller than hedgehog makes sense #i dunno part of it is just me doing lineart before realizinf. im just making excuses but it looks better anyway Amen Ok back to your #regularly scheduled sonknux or something. ok thats a lie i only have one posf of them but my wips man #i kind of want to draw knuxouge next but dont expect anythinf because the second i have a specific thing in mind before i start drawing i #will not draw for the next six weeks #should probably do the sth fandom thing and draw that new sonic frontiers sonic but im not doinf that lest i lose my mind. amen brother #anyways whats up chat im eating a sandwich and considering hopping on splatty. replayed sonic 3 earlier did some team sonic racing #touched sonic forces which meant infinite was on my mind #seriously what is wrong eith these two #anyways anyways SHUT UP STOP TYPING SO GODDAMN MUCH ok #i havent played animal crossing new leaf in a week. oopsies #and thats the long ass rant in my tags done my bad

[zeb-z]

Cellbit who hates being alone, who’s dreaded ending up alone, finding out he has a sister, someone who has gone to the ends of the earth trying to find him, promising he’ll never be alone again - but he can’t accept it or let himself get near because all he can feel is anger and resentment at the fact that he lost her, his family, in the first place (all he can feel is fear, this terror, rooted somewhere deep in that 13 year old kid with blood on his hands and flesh between his teeth, who’s had everything taken from him before - why would this be any different)

#listen. idk. smth about being unable to have nice things especially if they’re from a time before such lasting trauma #he longs for his sister he’s repulsed by the idea he burns all but one of the memories he’s overwhelmed and angry #he’s pissed that his life and family was taken from him so early. he can’t let himself reconnect because he’s bitter and not the same #and under all that is the deep seated fear that it’ll all be taken again. yknow? idk man #it’s so complex and specific like yeah wouldn’t it be nice if he could hug bagi back and have something happy #too bad he grew up killing and eating people instead of in a home with his parents and sister and it fucked him up! #idk many thoughts about this. all of them have me sobbing violently #mcyt #qsmp #q!cellbit #cellbit #z speaks

[proton-wobbler]

So no clue what the phenomenon is called, but I've got that thing of "whenever you hear noises you have to repeat them" thing that some ADHD people have. It's not an always thing for me, but I do it A Lot when I'm out birding. I'm no good at it, of course, as I have a human mouth and no syrinx (a bird's voicebox), but that doesn't stop the chickadees from thinking some kid-chickadee is singing really badly in their territory, as chickadees love to throw down.

The problem is when you repeat a Barred Owl song (because ohmygod their song is amazing!) and the male of the pair thinks you sound juuuuuuuuust enough like an owl that he decides to scope your location. The amount of impulse control you gain when faced with the fact an owl would gladly smack the back of your head for singing terribly is incredible.

#it's seriously so hard to not do a BADO song whenever I hear them tho they're just so fuckin cool #but that night they were already riled up and getting ready for the breeding season #so when I sang the male was like Oh Really?? Fuck This??? and kept an eye on me for a minute before going back to his girlfriend #which was then really cute bc they kept on singing and my grandma got to enjoy it #the shih-tzu did not. he wanted to catch the owls and eat them. despite the fact they'd gladly make a meal of him #(not true. barred owl don't eat dogs) #personal #just thinking about this bc the Screech-Owls are singing at the park tonight but I can't mimic their song very well #so they ignore me and keep singing

[kelpiemomma]

He hesitated as the child below him smiled and reached up. His claws rested right above its head and yet it looked delighted to see him. Did it not realize the danger it was in? It grabbed his fur and giggled.

"Puppy!"

...if he was asked, he was simply raising it up to help him infiltrate human settlements better.

#Khan a. #Zoroark Khan #Raised by Zoroarks au #Khan finds Akari in the middle of nowhere and is about to kill her (bc all humans deserve to die in his eyes) #But when she smiles at him he can't do it and decides to take her in and raise her instead #There was something about her looking... Happy to see him that stopped him #(when was the last time anyone was happy to see him?) #(this is bc I thought it'd be funny if Khan raised akari as a Zoroark and then got upset and jealous #When ingo drops the fuck out of the sky and after becoming the warden becomes friendly #the weird feral child running with Zoroarks. He tries to guide her into human behaviors which she finds so INTERESTING #Esp when he decides she's good enough to go into town!!! The town humans are neat and not at all scary like khan had always said #Ingo lies and says she's his daughter. That they had gotten separated during travel. That she had to survive on her own for a time #Which is why she's... Like That. Everyone eats it up. Gives her free stuff. Tells her they're glad she's reunited with her dad. #Akari tells Khan (who's only referred to as 'malice' yet) and Khan gets jealous as FUCK. #That is HIS BABY. HE FOUND HER. HE RAISED HER. SHE'S HIS DAUGHTER. NOT INGO'S!!! #But when he tries to sneak into Jubilife to steal her back? Bring her home? Do something? He's caught and chased out. And the next morning #Things are abuzz with the news that a black Zoroark had tried to break in!! Those things are so dangerous!! Say... #Hadn't the clans mentioned a black Zoroark before? #Akari discovers then (long after befriending ingo and months since she started coming into town) that Khan had told her the truth. #That these people hated Zoroarks. Feared them. But Ingo tells her that the clans have been harassed by them for generations. #That Malice is right but also he's wrong. And Akari decides she's going to show how GOOD Zoroarks are!!! How loving the are to their family #She ends up helping Laventon and Rei with the dex. She is still known as Warden Ingo's Feral Daughter. And everyone wonders and fears #Bc somehow one of the first pokemon she caught was a zorua she keeps in her party ALWAYS. Ingo thinks her wanting to show the good side #of Zoroarks is a good thing. Peace would be beneficial. He's heard hunters in the pearl clan discuss wanting to track down and kill #Every Zoroark and zorua to keep them from hunting the clans. He doesn't want an entire species wiped out! #So there is Ingo and his 'daughter' (who he is genuinely starting to see as his daughter) and then suddenly #One day there is a knock at the door. And ingo opens it to see a young man with a nasty scar GLARING at him #And the first thing he says is 'give me back my child' which makes ingo ???) #There were more tags but Tumblr said 'fuck you that's too many' #TLDR ingo has to lie to Jubilife residents and tell them Khan is his ex and the residents are LIVING for the perceived Family Drama™️

[laniidae-passerine]

I think some of you guys hate Izzy more than you ever liked Ed and no amount of “he’s my special babygirllll 💞 she’s just a sparkle princess you can’t hold her accountable for anything 🥰✨” posts are gonna be able to hide that

#like yeah nice try using the brown dude as a shield for your hate campaign or whatever but it isn’t working lol #I’m sure they kinda like Ed. but they sure don’t like Ed as much as they like hating on Izzy #who Ed loves btw. let’s just circle back there sometime they love each other. eat dirt maybe #I adore Ed and I love how nuanced and messy his breakdown was #how his actions aren’t motivated by being Evil but at the same time his actions are his own #and they’re undeniably fucked up to the nth degree and he has to own them #because it’s kinda relatable tbh!! I’ve never been that horrid but I’m a person and I’ve fucked up before #and even if I was struggling deeply at the time because of other’s behaviours towards me it was me who did those things #and I had to own them. and grow from it #and my queerness and brownness and trauma didn’t make me exempt from growing and being responsible #which also meant I’m not exempt from personhood and growing and bettering myself and loving myself and all the good that comes with humanity #Ed did fucked up horrible things to the crew and Izzy. and if you can’t acknowledge them for what they are and how awful they are #then you can’t really acknowledge Ed as a character and person beyond the limited ideal you made of him in your head. what he did was wrong #and that’s not alright. but it’s okay. because we know he’s gonna have to grow. that’s the bit people who really care are looking forward to #I’m tagging this #the izcourse #because I kinda feel like it’s overlapping with really shitty Ed takes and meta

[nerosdayinanime]

kny x tokyo ghoul au

was thinking abt following tokyo ghoul's storyline and making nezuko get organ donor ghoul-ified like kaneki but on second thought that seems a bit boring. the slayer marks (tanjiro's specifically- that one frame in the red light district arc where he looks like hes absolutely lost it) made me think of the sort of insanity thing with centipede kaneki when he started eating ghouls. (nezuko's bout of literally losing control of herself beating daki is probably a bit closer tho) dont know what to do with that. tanjiro being human and having to keep nezuko safe with her new life as a half-ghoul is pretty cool but i dont know. could make it different

#sakonji as coffee shop owner and sabito & giyuu as workers and the fox squad being the underground Good Ghouls makes me kick my feet #goth/alt vibe makomo as the mask maker MWAH and sabito & giyuu playing as regular college kids. giyuu 'eating' out with friends and #sabito drive-by eating his food before booking it (Sabito-! you bastard!) and later when theyre alone giyuu holding his hair back #(you should stop eating my food all the time..) ((im fine- as long as it makes it easier on you)) #tanjiro working as a server & nezuko more as #. #i forgot hanae-san also voiced Kaneki #what the fuck is it with him and voicing the main characters of anime about the morality of cannibalism #its not much but its weird that its happened twice #i completely fucking forgot abt that and here i am literally putting tanjiro in his place #as i was saying nezuko has a 'job' there but shes not actually employed or forced to work she just hangs around in uniform like her brother #while tanjiro's the one thats employed. shes the cute mascot of the place and sabito gets hype with her and it entertains ppl #sabito nezuko interactions beloved<3 she makes him go big brother mode #giyuu's behind the counter helping sakonji make coffee so he doesnt have to interact with people (as much) #something something also half-ghoul genya being an antagonist at first until tanjiro & nezuko's bond makes him change his mind #and he becomes the newest employee at the coffee shop. que him and sabito bickering at eachother like children and tanjiro being so #sweetfaced and genuinely kind to him & giyuu being a chill comforting presence he can go to #confides in them his fear about his brother and the guilt he feels for being around them bc it puts them in danger #mm #sweet au. great playing field to ruin absolutely everyone #i should rewatch/read tokyo ghoul its been almost a year i think #do that then decide how i want the au to play out if i want it to try to follow that storyline or if i should do some worldbuilding fuckery #of my own instead to completely change how nezuko & genya's half-ghoulness would happen #i remember i dropped tokyo ghoulre but i dont remember why. didnt bother after that Hide scene in the anime but i dont remember y the manga #i was listening to Seijatachi for writing vibes and stared a bit too long at the album image i put #kny #tokyo ghoul #kamado tanjiro #kamado nezuko #kny x tokyo ghoul au

[zappedbyzabka]

#Imagining an au where Jimmy (and maybe the other cobras) is a college professor #and Johnny is his student that he’s kind of infatuated with and vice versa #but he tries so hard not to look at the pretty boy gazing at him with a pen in his mouth #Tries not to let the dirty thoughts take over when Johnny stays after class and lazes around him and his desk like a careful cat #bending over it to ‘look at his homework’ right in front of Jimmy’s face (and Jimmy is so distracted he lets him go though #all the homework.) Johnny eventually sitting in his lap because ‘There are no closer seats professor’ #playing with Jimmy’s glasses and telling him he’s cute #(actively picturing those big eyes and thick glasses looking up at him while he eats Johnny out) #Then leaving like he didn’t just get Jimmy hard as a rock #And if the other cobras are also professors. they share this issue (though Johnny finds his sluttiness targeting Jimmy because he’s nerdy) #Eventually Jimmy breaks and spankes him with a ruler before laying him back on his desk and fucking him hard until his glasses skew #or straight up fall off (omfg Johnny would sweetly put them back on Jimmy with shaky hands and a dazed brain) #tony o'dell #Jimmy x Johnny

[lesbianjackkline]

supernatural was soooo sick for directly paralleling dean taking his grief for cas, out on jack, with john taking his grief for mary, out on sam and dean. like what the fuck was up with that??

#you can’t look at your son(s) because they just remind you of your dead loved one #it’s not what cas/mary would want but they’re not here and it’s an endless cycle of horror #like it’s soooo fucked and i’m eating it up eagerly #also it’s sooo confusing #like if you don’t want ppl go see deancas that way why write them that way?? #why parallel them to romantic couples multiple times #including johnmary like the BIG one holy shit #supernatural wins most confusing show of all time fr #but i love her and i’ll eat up that shit no matter how confusing imao #also jackkkkkl!!! my beloved <3 #spn giving me cas who was one of my first blorbos and now it gives me jack #who’s literally a mini cas #(and a mini dean hehe) #i love him dearly!!! <3333 #imagine just being born and both your parents are dead like he is soooo tragic #like he killed kelly being born and he accidentally got cas killed and dean hates him for it oughhhh #that one post that’s like ‘cas told jack abt dean before he was born so jack immediately loved dean and doesn’t understand why dean doesn’t #love him back’ or something. im paraphrasing imao #oughh it’s so heartbreaking #my baby boy 🥺😵‍💫 #also his grief over cas waking him up in the empty #that’s love bitch! #mia shifting into kelly so jack can say goodbye properly made me WEEP #just him fr fr #jack kline character of all time #ppl who say don’t watch the later seasons are wrong bc yeah okay the later seasons get weird but also they have charlie and kevin and garth #and my sweet baby jack #you miss out on some good shit™️ #it’s funny how charlie garth and kevin were all introduced in s7 and i don’t like s7 aside from them and a few other bits #mainly bobby’s death bc that shit hurts™️

[whumpacabra]

⚖️ What do they want to change about their life? for ghost

Ooo what would Ghost change about his life??? That’s a good one. He first and foremost would want to leave the black market business, make a fresh start far away from anyone that knows him. He can’t - safety reasons of course; you can’t lead a normal life after that kind of work without looking over your shoulder until you’re dead. He wouldn’t want to put RJ and Casey through that, especially when they understand the life he led until he met them. But more than that he knows that it’s been a part of his life for too long to just leave behind. It would be dramatic to say he was addicted to the rush of his work, but he would certainly be restless and never be able to find satisfaction in any work outside of it. But god, what he wouldn’t give for a fresh start.

[ask game]

#whump #beans speaks #ask game #answered asks #I eat worlds #freelancers #ghost I think is the only one in the European Crew who never went to therapy ever and it shows #RJ? Casey? Even Liza? sure. Ghost is an old grumpy man who would not be caught dead in a therapist’s office. #internal ghost monologue like: #(he wants a do-over. he wants to go back for Wolf instead of waiting for a response that never comes. #he wants to send RJ away before they become too attached to him. he wants to let them live a normal life. #he wants to pressure Liza into taking responsibility for Casey. he wants to encourage her to apologize and do better. #but if he can’t get a clean slate and burn every bridge to rebuild new ones…what’s the point of trying when everything’s so fucked already?

[hauntingblue]

Sanji: I don't even like them but I wanna save them

Luffy: that's my boy

#a dog wanting to eat sanjis food like when he went to give food to his mother 😭😭😭 #what if i shat nyself and cried.... what if i sobbed #I THOUGHT SANJI WAS GONNA STOP THAT KICK NOOOOOOO LUFFFYYYYYYYY HANGING ONTO THE GROUND NOOOOOO #talking tag #watching one piece #epsiode 823 #sanji imagining luffy smiling and he is going to find him in the worst state of his life since marineford.... sanji... #jesus christ!!! ENOUGH!!!!!!!! LEAVE LUFFY ALONE!!!!! #BROOK GOT THE COPY OF THE PONEGLYPHS????? WHEN?????? HE GOT THE THREE OF THEM BEFORE BIG MOM SHOWED UP????? #OMGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! BROOOOOOOOOOK OMG #back to luffy suffering...... SANJI COME OOOOOOONNNN RUUUUUUN.... well at least luffy got a punch in #oh no...... omg luffy :(((??? nvm its not him but close WAIT SANJI CANT FIND HIM??? #jinbe saved pekoms... so the mafia guy wants to get big moms stuff... #sanjis brothers with the waitresses.....they won't be drunk tomorrow but gettig nami?JAIL #they don't give two shits about reiju to even see where she is so fuck em tomorrow lmao #not like she was going to say anything lmao #reiju should jump out of the window and run like luffy tbh #when sanji says he wants to die tomorrow is not bc of any logical thing but because he feels guilty foe luffy i get it now nvm #sanji looking thru the bodies omg..... his hat of course 😭😭 NOOOOOOOOOO #him trusting luffy to be there SO MUCH!!!!! and he IS THERE #please be there????.......... OH HIS STOMACH GRUMBLING OMG HIS HUNGER GAVE HIM AWAY AJDJAKSJAKSJSKKSJSKS INSANEEEEEEE #did he beat the guy or did they leave him for dead???? jesus has it rained so much ever in one piece or ifs just to set the mood #OMG SANJI CRYING AGAIN NÒOOOOOOOOOO luffy looks like a corpse 😭😭😭😭😭 #episode 824 #what is this. no opening no recap just straight up suffering from the start??? ahsjahsk #now the opening after that...... they did something there... oof #luffy smelling the food omg..... he looks like a corpse ENOUGH!!!!!! #sanji berating him and luffy just smiling omg....... eat if you can.... it's the omly thing he can do rn #episode 825 #luffy smiling and the clouds parting and the orquestra version of the opening... sanji saw god right there on the flesh in front of him.....

[skyllion-uwu]

Am I nauseous because I'm hungry or because I triggered myself last night

#my stomach hurts and i need to eat but the idea of doing that is. ack #and i cant tell my parents why because id have to unpack so much spontaneously #like id have to explain i was on the internet before they let me make an account and that i didnt tell them when i was getting those dms #and how its basically ruined any neutrality i had towards sex because ill be fine and then BAM! #everyone else is 12 year old me and im an adult and im my abuser and im going to hurt them if i keep talking about this #just because it was only words doesnt mean it fucked everything up forever. i know back then i was aroace but didnt have the words #but i sincerely think id be just sex neutral if it wasnt for that fucking asshole and now i think about sex for too long and get sick #and i didnt say anything because i thought they were my friend and i dont know if they were 11 like they said they were or not either way #its just. im getting so much off my chest here i wish i could go back in time and tell myself to block after that first message #and i didnt say anything after i realized because i wasnt allowed to have social media and i didnt want to get in trouble over that part #fantasizing alone is one thing but as soon as someone else is involved theyre me and im that person on da and i hate it. i hate it i hate it #i hate it i hate it #is that a common thing. where you feel like youre the abuser in certain contexts even if youre nothing like them #whatever. i have physical therapy and then ask a prof if i can use him as a reference and then finish my application if he gets back to me #and then i can rot all i want #sky vents like amogus

[navree]

“i’ve never seen daenerys say ‘serve me drogon’ just sayin” okay but isn’t a major plotpoint in both show dany’s and book dany’s arcs that she has difficulty controlling the dragons and the reason she locks them under the pyramid is because they’re running wild and won’t listen to her? isn’t the whole scene in daznak’s pit in the books about how daenerys specifically has to whip drogon and give him commands and has to subdue him after he nearly rips her head off because he isn’t obeying her words alone and hasn’t for a while at this point? like it’s a major theme in this entire franchise that dragons have difficulty being controlled especially if you don’t entirely know what you’re doing and that’s a bit theme in how dany’s story plays out in both versions we’ve seen so far what the fuck are you talking about.

#personal #like yeah she's never said 'serve me' specifically but it is a BIG THING #i assume this is from a show only person because if you've read adwd then you know #that dany had to specifically use commands and whips to get drogon under control in daznak's pit #because he was literally about to kill her #it wasn't like in the show where he showed up to save her from death and was there to help her out of intrinsic recognition #he just smelled blood and thought 'yummy' and had to be subdued manually before she flew on him #but even in the show there's that scene in the beginning of season 5 where she goes to the meereen dragonpit #and they start trying to eat her or set her on fire #doesn't she point blank say 'i can't control them anymore'??????? what are y'all ON???? #the idea that these are highly intelligent creatures (more intelligent than men) who are choosing to obey these people #because of magic and dragonblood and all that isn't a farfetched idea #and the concept that their own intelligence and decisionmaking takes control over their riders sometimes is very interesting #a dragon might fly away from a battle even if the rider wants to fight it because it wants to save itself and the rider #like arrax taking what happens as an attack and trying to attack back #which prods vhagar into treating this situation as a threat that needs to be subdued #in spite of both aemond and lucerys immediately trying to stop the dragons from taking over #is actually pretty interesting that tracks with these ideas as dragons as something that can't ever entirely be tamed #they're not horses they're fucking DRAGONS #and it's been like that literally since the first book came out back in the nineties y'all gotta calm down

[finexbright]

moving to the UK has made me develop an irrational fear of ordering take out

#i simply refuse to order at this point like here you go : #i was craving taco bell after ages and i got back from work at 11:45 p.m and placed an order. like literally they were gonna close in #2 mins. and so i wait and i'm so hungry and i open and it's meat. when i'm a vegetarian and i couldn't even order anything else because #it was already midnight #THEN i ordered taco bell in the afternoon next day and same fucking thing happened #THEN one time i was at work it was a long shift and every one of my supervisors know i'm a vegetarian #so they made sure to tell the guy who was serving food to get me the veg lasagna #and i take my food and go to the backroom and it looks suspicious and luckily my friend was around and i #made him take a bite and he was like yep it's meat #and so because of all of this bullshit instead of ordering take out i went to mcdonald's down the road recently #because i was like absolutely not. and i order a veggie burger. and peep in and check to see it's a green box before heading home #and me and b are sat watching gogglebox and i finish my fries and open this green ass box and lo and fucking behold #it's a meat burger. INSIDE a fucking green box that says veg on it #but i was craving mcdonald's badly so i ordered it online. and guess fuckin what. meat again #i basically stopped ordering food and just physically go out to places to eat #and today it's cold and i'm tired so i ordered food from a mexican place and it took two hours for them to #deliver the food #and it was legit supposed to be veggies beans and rice. and guess fucking what. they put meat in it #i can't even get my money back anymore because i've complained too much but what the fuck honestly #YOU keep sending me meat 😭😭😭😭😭 #i'll just make some quick pasta and call it a day 😔✊ #food mention

[disneyprincessdxminatrix]

wallowing in self pity as an after work activity.

#I also watched tv and almost fell asleep #I woke up with a bad stomachache last night which kept me awake for a little over an hour before it got better #so I didn’t sleep enough and went to work #and then received a text that my boyfriend wouldn’t be home tonight cause he’s meeting from friends #and of course I’m not invited because one of his friends is my ex I keep shit taking about (rightfully I might add) #saw him for like one minute after his work before he left again #I’m really fucking sad rn still because as I told some friends #one of my Guinea pigs died just yesterday #and I’m tired and #I’m hungry #and yes my boyfriend offered to bring me food but I don’t even know when he will be back and he’s probably going to bring cake which isn’t #real dinner food anyway #my stuff #give it half an hour and I’ll be better I hope #maybe she least good enough to make myself something to eat #at least my cat his here he always comes when I’m crying #edit: I think the part about tonight that hurts the most is being invited but not being invited #one of the boys sent a message to the group chat if anyone wanted to join #and idk if all of them know #but my bf knows I won’t go anywhere near my ex #even though I haven’t seen one of the other friends there in a awhile and wouldn’t loved to see him #so it’s like #being invited #but not really #cause I can’t go there #I’d feel sick #I already do feel sick knowing he talks to this despicable piece of shit