#i cant leave yet...

[gentleeclipsey]

You're not supposed to leave, who's gonna take care of your stuffed animals and OCs when you're gone?

#a reminder for everyone #and myself #if im gone who would take care of Jackie #whod take care of sal #tunt. skar. cobalt. #if im gone where would they go #i cant leave yet. #i cant leave yet...

[malamira]

no shut up roy's most hated parts of riza's body are the burn scars he left her

he hates them because he hurt her, failed her, brought her into a world where she's in constant danger; his choices led to the events that wounded her and he singed her by his own hand in a measly effort to stop the bleeding, stop the pain, stop the avalanche of consequence that he'd inadvertently barrelled into her direction since he took up the study of flame alchemy; he regrets every wrong thing he's ever done in his life when he's faced with her raised, discolored skin

riza was a victim.

but riza, riza doesn't think so—she's never had full autonomy of her own body since when the secrets of flame alchemy were marked into her skin, she's always been a study, a book, a material, as if inanimate with no right to decide how she lived her life; she only found her power of choice when he'd burned her back at her request, freely choosing to follow roy into the amestrian army, into harm's way, up to the doors of death, but this time they were choices she decided to make

roy gave her that power.

her scars remind them of his mistakes while they remind her of his love.

#royai #shut up im going to go cry in my corner i cant stop thinking about these two #roy x riza #roy mustang #riza hawkeye #fma #💕.writing #i'm gonna change that tag for these blurbs but i havent thought abt them yet so leave them be for now

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i know i screamed. absolutely terrifying. who let them in

#THEY WONT LEAVE ME ALONE THEY WONT LEAVE ME ALONE #i cant go a day without posting laughingstock smhhhhhhh #its a Problem #WHY THEM? HUH? WHY? #theyre a gay ship for gay people methinks. #the dynamic they have in my head is Everything. they are both so repressed yet flagrantly fruity around each other #an infuriating push and pull #anyway theyre harassing me within my own mind #i cant go two steps in any direction without them popping up #scribble salad #welcome home #laughingstock #yk their ship name fits even more because theyre both absolute CLOWNS #they are the ENTIRE CIRCUS #watching them interact must be like watching a circus tent burn but in a Funny way #they become absolute jokes around each other i just Know It

[oddberryshortcake]

PAST LILIA SHIELDED SILVER FROM DANGER

He doesn’t even remember his son but his dad instincts told him to protect Silver I’m gonna throw up

#twst #twisted wonderland #twst spoilers #twst chapter 7 #past lilia really said he hated children yet his dad instincts never leave #lilia vanrouge #i want so much more i cant believe we gotta wait another month hnng

[codecicle]

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#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #jrwi #are they dropping it today?? if not thats cool!! charlie stream in 2 hours #but also like :( what happened to the vampires #you cant just leave me on that cliffhanger

[xxibroughtyoumybulletzxx]

MORE DOODLEZ!!!!

#my little meowmeow #some parts of these look a bit wonky but i needed 2 post something for halloween #I CANT BELIEVE I HAVENT POSTED J&H ART YET I HAVE SO MUCH #the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde #dr jekyll and mr hyde #jekyll and hyde #henry jekyll #edward hyde #gothic literature #gothic lit #my art #most basic generic design of them ever but they’re very fun 2 draw so leave me alone

[mugentakeda]

the successful aftermath of the first ever (improvised) top surgery, invented by master katara of the southern water tribe and performed on fire lord zuko (circa 104 ag)

#sokka is a prodigy inventor that specializes in engineering and tactics. #and katara is a prodigy that specializes in EVIL SURGERY and ANATOMY MURDER. she just doesnt know it yet. #and zuko is her NUMBER ONE ENABLER #its like how azula is a prodigy in firebending and zuko is a prodigy in breaking and entering #hes like I bet you anything we can use bloodbending for good things (trying to make her feel better about it) #and it leads to unethical medical practices (because they cant do anything legal and normal for fun together) #she didnt even come up with a plan for how she was gonna do it she free styled and it worked #sokka hates them both so much hes never leaving them unattended together for longer than 5 minutes ever again #atla #avatar the last airbender #katara #zuko #blood tw #alicias art

[gayarograce]

Man aphobes will really see the most obviously bait post ever and then proceed to strawman the hell out of us while claiming we arent oppressed or arent queer or w/e aphobic bullshit they feel like spouting, huh?

#this post is about aceggot and arobot btw #it honestly shocks me juat how few people are able to see the blatant acephobia in the warm milk post #*just #and also that arobot post. like. its so obviously a troll. and yet aphobes love to use it as evidence that were not oppressed #i probably have more to say about this but im tired and cant really collect my thoughts well enough to write more so ill leave it at that #asexual #ace #acephobia #aromantic #aro #arophobia #aphobia

[moeblob]

New OCs

(briefly, humans and supernatural beings have to team up for building better relations with each other and all the supernaturals can shapeshift and take on human appearances but also have their 'original form'.)

OK so I was GOING to draw fanart today - I had a fun idea and everything! But health anxiety (and anti-anxiety meds) wore me out so I kinda .... slogged through OCs as a treat to me. I am going to go to the doctor tomorrow so HOPEFULLY it's all okay.

#my characters #also kite is the worst socially and says things he thinks are surely fitting for a human conversation #but ends up insulting grady with 99% of the comments and that makes grady not fond of him #but then grady is like super pleasant to others and doesnt know how to act around kite and flubs a lot too #its a disaster and the twins are like oh no this is painful #mr tengu that was so tacky you cant say that to a human #mr tengu you cant DO that to a human STOP BEING LIKE THIS #while callum is just like wow this is hilarious thanks for bothering my younger brother its adding character to his life #and kite is stressed because thats the least encouraging thing to hear ever thank you v much hes TRYING to adapt #but also kite isnt his real name and he doesnt know squat about humans BUT he knows they have the internet #and so hes like well the problem is i dont want to actually say my name to you all because what if i am Online (TM) #and so he asks for a new name and then is like he should name me - the tiny one who wants to kick my ass should name me #so grady is like ....... nooooo...... dont............ and then suggests kite bc he's done google research #and kite is a type of bird and according to wikipedia has some familiarity to tengu so therefore yeah #and kite is like !!!!!! DOES HE ! KNOW THINGS ! and happily accepts the slightly researched name while the other humans #are like grady stop that is bullying the poor guy leave him alone pick a normal name! #anyway not drawn yet but there is a human guy partner for the twins and he immediately is like perfect #i know which is which lets go out and explore the human world for your research #and they dont understand how he knows them apart so fast and none of the other humans seem to tell em apart #but then none of the humans are shocked at the guy who knows so the girls are like sir howst do you know #and hes just v casual oh right yeah younger identical twin sisters - i have Practice ! and they are endeared to him haha #anyway if you read all those tags ty #and yes in his tengu form he does actually have the long nose please do not be mad #i just dont draw noses normally and im too tired to practice rn so #i only drew the second one today anyway - the first pic was done a couple days ago but i didnt wanna post on main #but then here i am posting on main #im sorry

[rose-tinted-kalopsia]

HE CAME HOME HOLY SHIT 😭😭😭😭😭

#HE 😭 #HE LOVES ME AFTER ALL 😭😭😭😭 #baby boy wanted to make sure i didn't switch lanes to zayne damn #don't worry my love I WON'T LEAVE YOU... #(cant even look at the card's story yet BUT I'M HAPPY 😭😭😭😭😭) #ʚɞ*.ﾟ. lnds #*ੈ♡. rose talks

[uniquezombiedestiny]

disease of the body, disease of the mind

#art #astari #splatoon ocs #splatoon #this one was super fun. 1 hour 30 mins too #i love doing lineless always have #and drawing my girl again!!!! #girls when their work is actually quite harrowing. but its not like they can just up and quit right? haha. lol #also her long ass eye things are on purpose. had that in her design since the start! #dont mind that she extends forever im now canonizing that her shirt is oversized #(and the length is also just for like. the art. the vibe and all that) #details: her hair has blue fades at the tips - the shirt shading :D - her little arm connector thing. it has a little sleeve too for #the stump/amputated part #i likely.. didnt do it right but i wanted to show that its there!! #her eye has a pupil - the shirt graphic has shading on the white letters too... aaand yeah thats about it! #enjoy :) #caption is for a part of her story ive yet to update but the premise is that she's diseased (allegedly or genuinely) in some way #and so she cant leave 8s lab/her job despite its cruelty

[teex]

my 2023 resolution was to watch 25 documentaries. i love docs but rarely found myself putting one on. here are the 25 i ended up getting into:

i really enjoyed just about every single one and would still love recommendations for more docs to watch this year.

for 2024, my resolution is to watch 25 foreign films (not including korean films because i find myself already drawn to and watching them regularly). if anyone has any recs, i would love to hear them!

happy new year you sweet digital people

#i cant make my official top 2023 films list yet bc i need to see fallen leaves and all of us strangers first!!! it will b two weeks late #me myself and i are distraught about this #2023 film diary #oybreplies #film

[softness-and-shattering]

So I put on this netflix show, in their tradition of being extremely obvious with names its called Mech Cadets, and its an alien-mecha human-pilot fight-the-giant-bug-aliens story. My first complaint is that the alien mechas are called Robo's. Wow exciting /sarcasm. Anyway thats totally forgiven because 1 the story actually makes choices and puts the characters through consequences instead of like hinting at oh it something bad gonna happen psych we dont have the guts for that. Its a kid/teen show so its not super dark but it follows through and goes the places it needs to.

2, and maybe most importantly, I gotta talk about the disability rep. There's four teens chosen by the alien mechs to be their drift-compatible pilots (I think im using that correctly? Im not super informed on the genre but I know some), and we see straight away that one of the guys has a prosthetic leg from the thigh down, and uses it as an example to tell the main protagonist, hey none of us are perfect we dont have to be perfect we just need to be human. The next episode the mechas are given human-designed weapons to fight with, and the disabled kid gets these flippy sticks I cant quite work out. One of them gets a staff, the other gets this glove for punching, story moves on. Then a bug-alien-antagonist gets into the teens dorm and while fighting it, the alien dismembers the guys prosthetic. He immediately grabs his crutches and goes to town on it with his crutches, and balancing on them to kick with his one good foot*. Then they disconnect the rest of the prosthetic and use its sharp edge to kill the alien. And then he just moves around on his crutches with no comment and Ill cut myself off there so I dont spoil the whole thing.

Except, a couple episodes later, Im watching him in the mech fighting and moving around, and I realise that his giant fuck-off monster attacking weapons ARE A PAIR OF CRUTCHES. Theyre his fucking WEAPONS. Thats cool as fuck!

#is it mech and not mecha and im making a fool of myself? I just cant quite bear to call them Robos im sorry #Mech Cadets #Theres more nice stuff about the disability rep but I want to leave some surprises for y'all when you watch it #The animation is ok theres one character who's face sometimes looks a bit plastic and moves a bit janky imho but otherwise its alright #I also definitely want more about the robos as people because theyre intelligent but theyre also a bit treated like machines #and not sentient beings #but they clearly are sentient #theres definitely themes happening about how alive they are but its not properly dug into yet. if they get a second season I definitely wan #more on them #like why did they just show up to earth to partner with people and fight the bug aliens? where are they from? whats their motivation? #but in a I want more world building way not in a wow this is shit world building way #anyway #mine #disability rep #disability representation #its got some really fun vibes #*his one foot. he doesnt have a good foot and a bad foot he just has a foot. getting him mixed in my head with Kaz Brekker and his cane

[lunar-wandering]

I genuinely think so many people have forgotten the fact of "there are no toxic fandoms, only toxic people".

When fandoms get big, of course the amount of people u want nothing to do with is also gonna get bigger.

Youre not meant to combat them. Youre not meant to talk about them and expose others to them.

Youre meant to block them at the first signs and continue to enjoy your experience interacting with other people.

Kill the weeds, don't let the seeds spread, reap your wheat and enjoy your bread.

#this post brought to you by #me yet again seeing a 'x fandom is awful and toxic' #whilst ive experienced nothing but joy + made most of my current friends through said fandom #im part of that fandom. youre part of that fandom. that fandom brought us together. #you would insult something that created something so beautiful? #just because theres some assholes ALSO in it??? #i just. i cant STAND it #its such a fucking generalization #im so fucking tired of 'fandoms are bad' mentalities #yes theres some assholes. most of us dont want them here either #yes theres people being 'cringey'. leave them alone theyre just having fub #fun #fandoms are a COMMUNITY #of people brought together via a common love of one thing #we praise fanfic and fanart for being so creative #but those only truly exist because fandom does #u cant love one and then blatantly insult the other #jeez #im just. i get so depressed when i see those takes #its like. sometimes some of these takes really just give 'people cant have fun anymore' #and other times i see a 'fandom bad!!' take and im just like #u do understand fandom is a community that YOU are meant to build right? #its like how people tell people to curate their dashboard. fandom is the same #block the people u dont like. dont engage with drama. dont make callout posts. #(if u must u can PRIVATELY inform your mutuals if theres some asshole in the community) #fandom is meant to be FUN. A discussion of what people love and an exchange of arts #not continuous arguing over what hcs are correct and stuff #just. god. fandoms arent awful. thats like saying all humans are bad. #just block the assholes. let people have fun. and enjoy yourself. #those are the three rules of fandom.

[firelise]

TopMew: Sex is a pawn in a game

BostonNick: Sex is a tool for discovery, freedom, self-love, and healing

SandRay: Sex is an expression of gratitude, unconditional love, and commitment

#in this essay I will... #only friends the series #only friends #fuck it ill post it who cares come at me i welcome critique #topmew #bostonnick #sandray #ofts #i think bostonnick also has kinda unconditional love - but like idk how to say it #what i mean is like when ray fucks over sand all he has to say is sorry and sand moves on and vice versa they cant stay mad #but with Boston and Nick the unconditional love and forgiveness so far has mainly come from Nick - Boston is a tougher nut to crack #but it doesnt mean hes not capable of it we just havent seen it yet #honestly can't wait to see it #there is also the looming condition of him leaving

[jgracie]

thinking ab the leo valdez x apollo kid i was writing when i was 11

#𝜗𝜚 ctalks #im so mad my wattpad acc from that era is gone i cant reread it #i remember snippets of the plot #the reader has smth to do w artemis i cant remember what it is tho #not her daughter smth else #it was sooo dramatic peak 11 year old story core #theres this scene where leo and calypso break up so leo holes himself up in his cabin #and the rest of the seven r like omgggg leo won't leave #but then reader arrives w her guitar and starts singing feelings r fatal by mxmtoon and that gets him out cz wow i didnt think u understood #me like that #outing myself on tumblr dot com yet again #lmk if i should write this 🔥