#i cried so many times during this

[queenofstatic]

so.... episode 10, huh?

#duskwood #episode 10 #i cried so many times during this #but when i say i bawled my fucking eyes out during THAT conversation with Jake #holy shit #i need time to let all this settle before coming back to it but just.... what an absolutely mindblowing media experience that was #my heart is so heavy #but that lil secret at the end has given me hope #there's still too much loose ends here

[dootznbootz]

Diomedes: Odysseus! I need your help! Nestor's in trouble! Odysseus:

(Book 8 of the Iliad)

#*points to the asshole who abandons and bitches at his comrades when they ask for help and cries all the time* #“That one's my favorite🥰” #the little fucked up wife man >:D #Nestor and Odysseus are both 'storytellers'. I know he's there with Palamedes during the plow thing in SOME versions but idk if THAT'S #maybe the reason why he doesn't give a fuck??? #Diomedes is so nice. :) He's killed so many people and is an amazing warrior but he's also really nice. he tries to save people even #if he puts himself at risk #Mad rambles #iliad #the iliad #diomedes #odysseus #shot by odysseus #tagamemnon #greek mythology

[killsandthrills]

when bix was trying to see the funeral through the window and started humming the funeral song… oh man

#i cried so many times during this episode #andor #andor spoilers #star wars #bix caleen

[linusbenjamin]

We have to go back, Kate.

#lost #lostedit #tvedit #lost spoilers #kate austen #jack shephard #nikolatexla #hi anon this is for you and all jate shippers <3 #there are so many scenes of them but unfortunately i don't have all the eps #especially the scenes where they kissing and the first time they met :') #so i want to talk about that last gif a bit 😩😭 #i don't want to talk about charlie's death i don't think i can handle this #oh my god i thought sarah was coming out of the car and WHO CAME INSTEAD #when i first saw bearded jack i kinda thought it's probably after the island but i wasn't sure #so i saw kate and my heart skipped a beat #i literally cried when jack said i want every single plane to crash #now who is waiting for kate and whose funeral was that... #i can't describe how i felt during that scene so i'm moving to the next issues #so i met daniel miles and charlotte today aghhhh #and the man who gave them order is the man with hurley in hospital... interesting #i'm having a hard time understanding locke rn because he absolutely didn't have to shoot naomi #i mean he's acting like ben. ben shot him and now he does the same thing to sbd else #and hurley saw jacob. and i couldn't figure out who's sitting on that chair... thought maybe jack's father but no #and hurley said oceanic six??? only six people survived huh... #and the best part is... ben was sayid's boss #I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS #my heart didn't just skip a beat. it stopped right there #this show's the best thing that's ever happened to me #people say its finale was garbage you know what i really don't care

[greatpretending]

@quiddie tonight's Burrow's End was very good and creative and it was a nice break from Too Many Emotions™ but that just makes me more sus of what's going to happen next week

Also Tula calling out Thorns control issues oop 🫣

#D20 #dimension 20 #burrow's end #Sus!!!!!!!!!!! #I have cried so many times during this series!!!!!!!!!!!

[kozzax]

Kipo isn't a perfect show. It's not by a long shot a perfect show. But holy fuck if it doesn't make me feel huge emotions about all of its characters. I love all of them So much. The way it reveals information is so well done and . And. And . [sobs uncontrollably].

#me vibing #kipo and the age of wonderbeasts #kataow #i'm rewatching it during my spring break and you wouldnt believe how many times ive cried already #i DON'T CRY #like. not in a toxic masculinity way in a i'm not super well hydrated way #but i DON'T CRY generally speaking #kipo has made me cry MULTIPLE TIMES in the past few days #it's just so good. it's just SO GOOD

[sga-owns-my-soul]

PLEASE i love your caldweir hc

thank you so much for this ask bc i'm taking this as permission to share all my ideas for it bc it's fully taken hold of me and i think about this almost daily at this point okay so elizabeth and steven would get married like mid season 2 (bc i hc them as being past lovers and reconnecting after atlantis reconnects with earth) and i think elizabeth would discover she's pregnant like RIGHT after they get back to atlantis, so she convinces the sgc to appoint the daedalus as Atlantis' Designated Ship so steven could stay in pegasus with her throughout the pregnancy right and carson would be the one to deliver the babies and ar1 would be SO overprotective of elizabeth and the babies AND i think elizabeth would surprise rodney with the name, like i think she would wait until after she's delivered them and her and steven are each holding a baby and ar1 comes in with carson and elizabeth is like rodney i hope you're okay with this but i really wanted my daughters to be a legacy of not just everything you've done for us but for the future of this galaxy and i want to name this one meredith and rodney would get SO EMOTIONAL AND IT WOULD BE SO CUTE (i need y'all to know that i cannot stop picturing rodney holding tiny baby meredith with tears in his eyes, his pinky being held by her entire hand 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹) also just imagine ar1 going on missions and bringing things home for the girls i think it would be so cute also both girls would have the gene simply bc i desperately want to see john and elizabeth taking the girls through the city just to watch their fascination with the city responding to them bc would that not be so cute

#their second daughter would be named poppy #bc steven wanted something with military ties but still something sweet and girly #and he would be so in love with those girls #the few times the daedalus has to go back to earth for supply runs or whatever he's devastated #no one comments on the colonel of the daedalus crying in the gate room while saying goodbye to his girls #bc they all understand #john arranges to keep his team in the city during one of these trips #so they can keep an eye on things so elizabeth can take the girls and go with steven #and she almost cries over it #i have SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS #shoutout to mushroom for helping me come up with half of it #most of it was born from a different au we're writing together #and a lot of this stuff didn't make it in to that au but i couldn't stop thinking about it #and now i'm rotating the idea of making this an au fic #bc i love it so so much #it's so good #anyways #caldweir #headcanons #asks #sga

[leafy-m]

My stupid story is 20k now how I do make it stop 😵

#Every time I read through to edit I end up adding another scene this is so fuckin embarrassing #It's not even in chapters it's just one massive thing #The beginning is bad though I have to figure out how to rewrite that but lmao a fixed version with dialogue will be another 2k aha ha ha #There's one long scene I could remove and make that it's own one shot but also god how about I Don't #I'll probably end up deleting it because it's just. Too much. Compared to everything else. But also. What if I didn't? 🤷‍♀️ #I think what's hilarious is that I had Plans. About Themes. And Character Studies. And Comparisons #And idk if it's even really in there and visible and not just 20k of 'what if I just wrote the most indulgent shit for me specifically' #And then ended it with an emotional slap to the face because I love building things up and then tearing it apart #(and it does that really well; I'm giggling into my hands - I'm dancing on my own grave) #I've cried so many times during this stupid fic #*deletes other comment* #Anyway my OTHER fic that I also indulgently love and is way too long and made me cry way too hard every fuckin scene #Does not make me cry anymore and idk if I broke it somehow in the editing or if I'm just immune to its devastation now #Honestly concerned that when I post these I'll be like 'meh; it's just ok' and then anyone who reads it is like ☠️☠️☠️☠️ #Hehehehe #Ok I'm done

[blorbobot]

I let it slip to one of my coworkers, because they are also pretty chronically online in a similar way I am, that I think GLaDOS is hot and it went like "oh. You don't know portal... uhm... please don't assume things by just looking at the picture, you gotta actually play the game it uh, it's her voice y'know? Her personality? Don't-" while my coworker was already typing on their keyboard, hit enter, and had realization hit them like a truck.

They had their screen connected to this huge TV so it was my coworker staring at a big screen of pictures of GLaDOS, back to me, and then back to GLaDOS with the most confused look on their face.

I had to sit there and pretend that I *don't* find GLaDOS' metal chandelier-esque contraption of a body obscenely hot. I had to pretend that I'm normal about women who are huge metal creatures and instead talk up her personality. I really hope they don't actually play the game and realize what her personality actually is, that'll open up a whole different can of worms 😭😭😭 I will never recover

#there are so many other details that happened during this event but I don't want the post to be stupidly long #they were laughing until they cried and said they hadn't laughed like that in a long time #they said 'I had a lot of discord friends that simped over some questionable characters but this is a new one' #they have a tumblr account so if you're seeing this: if you decide to peruse my tumblr blog that is at your own risk and it's your problem #for the record: this event was only slightly embarassing for me. it was mostly very funny #and no one was genuinely mean spirited about it #glados #portal #mech amore

[lisutarid-a]

[Gakuen K] Totsuka Tatara Route Translation

For you

LIST OF CHAPTERS

[Translation under the cut]

Yata: O-Oi!

Saya: Eh.

Yata: I-I have something to tell you…Okay? No,no, follow me!

Saya: Follow you where?

Yata: I-I-I don't care where! Come on, let's go!

Saya: Ah, Yata-kun! …You're so pushy already.

Saya: (Yata-kun, you're too fast…!)

Saya: I think he was heading for the courtyard…

Kamamoto: Oi-i, this way, this way!

Saya: Hey, Kamamoto-kun.

Kamamoto: Yup. I'm sorry you had to come all the way here. Yata-san insisted.

Yata: Kamamoto, you idiot! Don't talk nonsense!

Kamamoto: Isn't it true? The gift for the White day, you can't return it by yourself.

Yata: Agh!

Kamamoto: It would be even more embarrassing in the classroom. That's why you brought her here, isn't it?

Yata: Huh…uh…

Saya: Oh, that's what it was. I see.

Yata: T-That's not "I see"! …Kamamoto, I'm going to kick you later!

Yata: That's for you! I'm only doing it out of obligation, because you gave me a gift, so I have to give it back.

Saya: U-Uhm. Thanks…

Saya: Umm…Why is it in the flower bed?

Kamamoto: He's embarrassed to hand it over.

Yata: I-It's nothing like that!?

Kamamoto: Well then, why don't you just give it to her directly?

Yata: Shut up! It's for a scene, for a scene!

Kamamoto: I see. Okay, this one's from me.

Saya: Thank you. …I didn't think I'd get anything in return, so I was surprised.

Kamamoto: Yata-san said "We will return exactly what we have received". That's the rule of the Red club.

Kamamoto: …Oh, right, I've got to give it to you before I forget. This is from Kusanagi-san and Mikoto-san.

Kamamoto: Kusanagi-san said he wouldn't be able to come to the clubroom today because he has a test.

Saya: I see. A gift from Suoh-senpai, huh, that's kind of unexpected.

Yata: Kamamoto, we've done our job. Let's go already.

Kamamoto: Yup. See you.

Saya: I see. Today is White Day.

Saya: (I believed in our promise. I was afraid that he might not come, so I was not aware of it)

Saya: (I wonder if I will be able to meet seniors properly. Will we be able to celebrate…)

Saya: Hello…

Saya: …Nobody is here. I remember Kamamoto-kun said that Kusanagi-san won't come.

Saya: …This room is a bit cold.

Saya: Usually Kusanagi-san is standing at the counter…

Saya: Suo-senpai is sleeping. Yata-kun and Kamamoto-kun are happily talking to each other.

Saya: Totsuka-senpai is talking together with us and observing everyone's condition…

Saya: I like to see the kind expression on senpai's face, when I look at him…

Saya: Senpai looks at me and says "What's wrong? smiling.

Saya: …I thought those days would last forever.

Saya: I'm in trouble now…What should I do with this gift?

Saya: The person I wanted to give it to is gone.

??? Haaah, I finally arrived.

Saya: Eh.

Totsuka: This smell, how nostalgic. Nothing has changed.

Totsuka: I mean, it hasn't even been a month, how can it change?

Saya: Senpai…

Totsuka: Ah, Saya-chan! Just in time.

Totsuka: Here, your present.

Saya: T-Thank you. …No, it's not it!

Saya: Senpai! Where have you been all this time?!

Totsuka: Umm…Actually…

Totsuka: I was researching what would be a good gift for you, and found something great.

Totsuka: It's a charm from a shrine dedicated to the god of fire…

Totsuka: It was located deep in the mountains, far away from here. I thought it would take at least one night to get there. It was a good idea to leave the island, but…

Totsuka: I got caught in an avalanche on the way. It took me this long to get here, ahaha.

Saya: It's not "Ahaha"! Are you okay? Are you hurt?

Totsuka: It's fine, it's fine. A local farmer helped me out.

Totsuka: To return the favor, I've been working as a live-in…I came back here this morning.

Saya: Is that so. You could have at least contacted me.

Totsuka: Sorry. It was a place where the signal doesn't reach, I've been out of range for a long time.

Saya: What about a landline, a letter…Weren't there any other options…?

Totsuka: Ah…I didn't think of this.

Saya: Haaa…

Totsuka: Ahaha, don't make that face. ...Ah, right, present!

Totsuka: I prepared this for you. I would be glad if you accept it.

Saya: Can I open it?

Totsuka: Of course. Hope you'll like it.

Saya: This is…!

Totsuka: That's right. You gave it to me in the spring, didn't you? Your precious good luck charm. I thought I should repay you for it someday.

Totsuka: What I just gave you is a lucky charm. I prayed a lot that it would wrap you up in the greatest happiness.

Saya: It's amazing, I've already had a good luck charm effect.

Totsuka: Really?

Saya: Yeah. …I met with Totsuka-senpai again.

Totsuka: Haha…I see. This charm is amazing.

Totsuka: …I think I managed to come back thanks to the amulet you gave me.

Totsuka: Honestly, when I got caught in the avalanche, I thought that I would probably not make it, memories flashed before my eyes…

Totsuka: My body was getting colder and colder. It was as if I was dissolving into the snow.

Totsuka: …And then. I suddenly saw a light. At first I didn't know what it was.

Totsuka: That light was so nostalgic. My heart tightened so much that I wanted to cry…

Totsuka: And then I realized. That was my "regret".

Saya: Regret?

Totsuka: Yeah. You have only one life to live and no one knows where it will end.

Totsuka: That's why I've lived my life enjoying each day.

Totsuka: Normally… if it had been me up until now, I would have thought "I've had a good life. Thank you".

Totsuka: But it was different that time. I was so frustrated and sad to think that I would never see you again. I struggled desperately in the snow.

Totsuka: With all the power in my body, I aimed for the sky, melting the snow that was taking my body heat away.

Totsuka: I felt dizzy and my lungs were hurting, I thought I couldn't make it anymore.

Totsuka: Even when I crawled out of the snow, all I could see was a snowy landscape…I was about to give up, thinking, "Oh, it's not going to work".

Totsuka: At that time, I met a farmer. He said he was surprised by a huge avalanche and rushed to the scene.

Saya: So that's what happened…

Totsuka: I just wanted to thank you for letting me work for you.

Saya: Anyway… I am really glad that senpai is safe.

Totsuka: Uhm, thank you. …I couldn't die before seeing you and leave things this way.

Totsuka: Sorry for worrying you. Thank you for waiting for me. And also…

Totsuka: I've always missed you. I like you so much… my most precious person.

[Prev chapter][Next: Happy ending]

#k project #gakuen k #gakuen k wonderful school days #wonderful school days #otome translation #totsuka tatara #yata misaki #kamamoto rikio #how many times i've cried during his route i wonder #this scene was pure perfection 😭 #the voice acting and background music just hit so well

[lemonycranberries]

you know... I was still being able to hold myself together. kind of. but not after this scene. oh no. that guy made this speech and the leaves started appearing as Isaac smiled and oh my god. and then crush culture started playing on the soundtrack. and then I started singing along. and when I realized I was crying. and laughing. and I had to go back a few minutes and rewatch this beautiful scene. the second time around I didn't even try. I actually just cried, laughed hysterically, put my hands on my face and cried some more as I screamed along to Crush Culture. I realized I was literally shaking. the feeling of being seen this much on a screen... it's something I had actually never experienced before. this means much more than just a scene on a TV show. this feels like the beginning of something. this feels like actual representation. the things I just felt right now are simply indiscribable.

#who knew screaming “CRUSH CULTURE MAKES ME WANT TO SPILL MY GUTS OUT” while watching a TV show could heal me internally so much. #won't even be able to talk to my allo friends about it... they have literally no idea what this means to me #now my face is kinda burning because I cried too much #who cares #not me #I feel euphoric #ofc this isn't the first time we see an aroace on television EVER #and Koisenu Futari will never ever stop being one of my favorite shows #but still #while watching this I felt. things. #because the meaning of this is so much bigger than simply aroace teens being able to see themselves on a TV show #which is already VERY important #it means being acknowledged in many different ways #it means a path for aspec rep is being carved #it means those feelings which have isolated me so much during my life can now be shared #it means everything. #heartstopper tv show #heartstopper s2 #isaac henderson #aro rep #ace rep #aroace rep #aspec rep #aromantic #aro #asexual #ace #heartstopper #v rambles #my posts

[kendallroygf]

One thing that goes crazy is those distant screaming calls for help you can hear in the background of off to the races. Like the whole basic premise is this lolita inspired dynamic between this young lonely girl and this much older man where she swears that nobody else in the world would even have her except for him and this in itself is a feat because she’s ‘crass’ and has a ‘broke down life’ etc and the whole thing is entrenched in denial. He loves her in spite of all these things wrong with her, all he asks is that she does what he wants, he’s like an omnipresent figure for her - watches her in the bathroom, getting dressed etc. and the almost hyperbolic way she describes herself smitten with him and how she believes she needs him, she’s nothing without him, the dependency borders on the paternal. It’s not that she’s unable to leave it’s that she believes she has nowhere else to go, he’s made it so she’s so enmeshed that she simply thinks she could not survive without him. he’s ‘saving’ her from herself and she’s in even more debt to him for it (sorry that im misbehaving!!!) and imo she’s almost a parody of herself bc she doubles down on this narrative that’s she’s a seductress and insane and crazy and she needs looking after by this mature older man when in reality she’s so troubled, under constant observation but she twists it so it’s like she’s running away to be caught by him rather than to escape. And in the end her calls for help can barely be heard under the passionate repetition that he’s her one true love

#plus lana’s voice going higher during the chorus as if she’s making her self sound more youthful and childish compared to ‘says it sounds #like heaven to him’ which is so sardonic and cry. almost as if she’s making fun of him. and the gimme those gold coins line. like it’s equa #*dry #in some way if she’s getting something out of it too. waving golden jewelry in her face buying her things etc #like the fire of my loins line is not misplaced at all bc this song is so obviously abt lolita. but it’s like. humbert humbert’s perspectiv #almost completely overshadowing dolores’ i.e the calls for help in the background . like soo much of it is based on lines and passages from #the book . she literally cried every night !!! . ‘you see she has absolutely nowhere else to go’ + i love you i’ll never leave you they #would rue the day i was alone without you. like it’s so obviously humberts perspective on himself and how dolores feels abt him. but #modernised in a way. like i fully believe lana knew what she doing with this one. her philosophy degree coming thru … #sorry for analysing and going crazy over a lana song do u stil think I’m sexy …. #but also! that’s why this song pertains so well to fucked up paternal dynamics this is why you see every sicko on this website use this son #like there’s so many layers to it. like sorry but if i think abt succession and breaking bad to this song no i don’t. there was a while #where i was like this is sooo pre s1 tomshiv also. but yeah lol #just.. SONG OF ALL TIME #.

[tiny-moss-patch]

just finished the most recent rewatch and I gotta say, I've watched this show so many times but only this time I finally understood it. especially the ending. and I'm so so sad to let them all go. this show, these characters are so incredibly special to me and they will forever have a place in my heart.

#it probably helped that i stopped smoking weed. this was my first sober rewatch #gonna watch the pilot episode know i think it's so fun to see how it all started after the end #i might even fuck around and watch the German dub for my next rewatch i bet it's gonna be funny #i cried so many times during this one omg #lost #abc lost #lost abc #lost tv show

[violentlydefending]

riceboy sleeps fucked me UP man. fuck. legit cried like four separate times watching it i got FUCKED UP!!!!!!!!!

#AND THEN? APPARENTLY? ALL THOSE GORGEOUS LONG TAKES? THE ENTIRE STYLE OF ITS PRESENTATION? THE QUIET FOLLOWING... THE LINGERING SHOTS...... #was because the camera was the pov of the deceased father??? SHUT! UP!!!!!!!! AAUGUHUGUHGUHU #oh my GOD just thinking about that alone is getting me teary-eyed. this movie fucked me up so hard #oh my god and the lead performances....... what the FUCK!!! #i kinda went on a lil marathon recently bc of a long ride i can NOT sleep during that shit #i also watched till (cried during that too) #tár as well (also enjoyed that) #3000 years of longing (this one i found kinda mid tbh. not bad but def didn't love it all the storytelling was great but the ending kept on #going on and on and i was starting to get pissed off at how many different times it seemed like it was going to end LOL) #judas and the black messiah (FINALLY this one was on my watchlist forever. also really enjoyed this one) #and the fabelmans (also liked this one. really really REALLY loved that tiny lil bit at the end that was just so. yeah) #anyway i just. auaurughughu movies. #movie talk #contra.txt

[lannisterdaddyissues]

rewatched the sound of music today and i’m so emo over it because i just know it would be mav’s all time favorite movie. like, it’s a story about a free-spirited orphan who speaks her mind and embarks on a journey to find her own place in the world after being labeled a “problem” by the rest of her foster family and sent away from them, and she ends up finding happiness with a rich, handsome naval captain and his large family of dearly beloved children, all of whom love her for who she is, and they all sing about romance and patriotism for three hours. it’s literally all his hopes and dreams in a single movie. i bet he watched it so many times growing up while daydreaming about romances with navy captains and big families and singing…

#top gun #maverick mitchell #im just so emo!!!! i nearly cried so many times during the movie thinking mav would love this!!!

[cle-levanter]

I-

I think I’m going to Music Bank in Antwerp, Belgium next April? 😭

#istfg it still feels unreal #basically I knew a girl in uni and we both liked kpop so we lowkey bonded over that but not that much #then she switched uni so we lost contact bc we weren’t close like that but we were still mutuals on insta #and earlier this year I sent her a message bc I saw she was going to soooo many concerts of artists/kpop groups I like #so I was like ‘fuck it I’m messaging her for the plot and we’ll see if we can become concert buddies’ #and she was happy about it and all so all is good #when I wanted to go see B.I (he’s fantastic please go see him if you can) she wasn’t that into his music so I went alone and it’s ok #bc I made new concert buddies during that B.I concert lmaoooo so win win bc I went out of my confort zone and made a pal lol #and earlier this week when they announced music bank in Belgium I was frantic and I texted her to ask if she was going #and she was!!!! well wanted to #and today was the ticket sale and I wasn’t home when they dropped so I wired her my money and she would do the buying #AND SHE DID GET TICKETS OMFG #we got cat 1 tickets 😭 #it still feels unreal like omfg #I’m really going to see my man Soobin and TXT and ONEUS and ZB1 again and goejfizjd #i don’t think my brain is computing that info just yet #it’ll need time #I’ll give it until April lol #I’M SO FUCKING EXCITED OMGGGGGG #i almost cried when I saw her text telling me she got the tickets 😭 #i can’t wait #lia.txt #irl stufff #music bank #music bank Antwerp