#i forget to eat constantly

[moreover-clover]

Me: "hey uh.... did we eat today? I can't remember if we ate today"

Also me: "idk man, lemme check the vibes"

*analyzes vibes*

"We in fact, did not"

#audhd #audhd problems #autistic things #actually autistic #autism #adhd #adhd problems #i forget to eat constantly #who like even needs sustenance #am i right??? #not me #i choose photosynthesis bitch #catch me outside #t posing #in the sun

[cinnamon-phrog]

I feel too sick to sleep right now, everything's' too cold or too hot and I can't even breathe without thinking I'm gonna throw up

#it's because i've been drinking diluted juice #i swear the shit they put in that makes me delirious with fever #ughhhh so sick wish a nice big strong mechanoid could help me rn :( real shame #gonna drink water till the middle of the night. there goes my plans for a better nights' sleep :< #i do genuinely feel awful and i have been feeling so for a while and it's all my own doing. not eating healthy. stressing out and barely- #-sleeping. i have stretch marks from losing weight and circles under my eyes. everything's fuzzy. i keep forgetting basic things. #i'm worried about my future. i'm too disabled to function with a job but not disabled 'enough' just because i can speak 'clearly' #i've got no irl friends or family to fall back on. i can only travel so far and i get meltdowns far easier now #months ago i was treated like a pet. now i'm an adult before i ever got to be a child. #i want to be held. be loved without even having to say a word to each other. not even by an f//o but by someone who'll be willing to love m #but all i am now is sick and hungry and hot and cold and tired and awake. #i can't imagine how much worse it is for other people though. i've seen awful images and they're not even a taste of how terrible it is #i worry i won't be able to afford food in the future. or have a stable flat or apartment. that social services will let me down again #this year was meant to be a break but i'm constantly worrying about the time i become 18. my autism and lack of any social life- #will impact me and i'll be fucked over easier than ever. and that happens often #college brought me panic attacks where i'd physically harm myself till i got migraines in front of people and they didn't bat an eye #i could be kicking and screaming and begging for help but they'll just ignore me or infantilise me

[sunnylovesgirlythings]

Sailor moon: you were a wonderful experience

Naru: you were… everything.

#honestly the fact that usagi goes from jumping into being sailor moon to protect naru only to forget about naru in the end… #it’s my roman empire #while to naru usagi will always be her best friend #naru was usagi’s connection to being human. and #I imagine that what happened to usagi would be horrifying #imagine looking at your best friend and seeing a queen and god instead of the idiot who eat in class and fails her homework constantly #naru never wanted usagi to change. to leave her behind #sailor moon #usagi tsukino #naru osaka

[rapidhighway]

ououghhh

#oughh i need to restart my diet im feeling so baddd TwT #literally feel like garbage from the way ive been eating but ive been just so stressed and so much has been happening #that i didn't have ghe mental space to keep up with the diet and just kind of put it aside #but now i just feel constantly sick and full and im not even trying to restrict to eat like normal amounts im just going crazyy #doesnt help that my scale ran out of batteries and i keep forgetting to buy new ones #ughh #but yeag i feel reall bad and stuffed and sick constantly and the hunger cues are all over the place again and it's just #a horrible time #dude i felt so good physically when i was dieting i need to go backkkk #but it takes.... so much mental energy #i guess i have to pick one over the other ughhh #diet mention #weight mention #fuckk i dint wanna fuck up my progress either but tbh im not that worried about that rn im not going to regain everything from even a few #weeks of eating like shit #even now i just woke up and i feel really bad physically because of everything i ate ughhhh

[warlordfelwinter]

maprico

narin has valid questions about his tenno friend

~1k

[ao3]

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The sun was setting over the plains, bathing Cetus in warm golden light. The market still hummed with sounds—a chorus of voices and laughter, bells and chimes tinkling in the breeze, loud calls of animals, the soft strum of music. The air smelled of the sea, of meals being cooked, of fresh fish and incense and spices. A perfect, peaceful evening, before night fell and the Eidolons began their mournful howls.

Not that the Eidolons would break the peace for Narin. He had grown up falling asleep to their cries, safe within the Unum’s embrace. The night would likely be far less peaceful for the Tenno who sat next to him in the scrubby grass, overlooking the market. They would be leaving the wall after dark, going out to hunt the massive sentients.

Narin couldn’t imagine why anyone would want to do such a thing. He’d seen an Eidolon from a distance once and that was close enough for him. It was hard, looking at Juno, to reconcile the youthful face and stature with someone who could take down a beast of that size. But they were a Tenno. The warframe that knelt motionlessly behind them was proof enough of that. The warframe that Narin had thought was the Tenno for the longest time. But the Tenno were children. Younger than Narin and yet infinitely older.

Millennia… Another difficult thing to believe about Juno. If he looked past their luminous eyes and the marring of their somatics, they looked like any other teen. They looked the same age as him. And yet they’d been alive during the Orokin Empire. Something that was just distant history to Narin. Stories he’d been told.

They’d been in stasis, the way they told it. When they were controlling their warframe, they were on a ship, far from here, their body held in stasis while their mind roamed. They could leave it now, as evidenced by their presence next to him, and it made Narin wonder if they aged when they were outside.

He wondered about a lot of things, with Juno. At the moment, as he watched Juno idly scratching the ears of the kubrow that dozed in their lap, he wondered about food.

Narin popped a small piece of rubad into his mouth, chewing. He’d brought a plate up here with him, with sliced fruit and nuts and cheese, drizzled with spiced honey. It had clearly been meant to be shared and yet Juno hadn’t touched any of it. Maybe they were just being polite about food they didn’t like, but Narin wondered…

“Do you eat?”

Juno blinked and looked at him. “What?”

“Do you eat?” Narin repeated. “You know, like food.” He put a piece of cheese into his mouth, demonstrably.

“I know what food is,” Juno said, frowning, and decidedly not answering Narin’s question.

“So that’s a no…?” he asked, slowly.

They looked away, color rising to their cheeks. “It’s… a… I don’t know,” they said.

“You don’t know?” Narin asked, laughing. “How do you not know??”

“I mean, I don’t,” Juno said, looking at him again. “I don’t eat. I don’t remember… ever… eating, but I must have at some point… before…”

Narin rested his chin on his hand, looking at them curiously. “So your… stasis thing keeps you… full?” he guessed.

“I suppose so,” Juno said. “I’ve never thought about it.”

“So… can you eat?” Narin asked. “If you wanted to.”

Juno stared at him for a moment, thinking. “I… don’t know,” they said, eventually.

Narin picked up a piece of maprico and slowly held it up in front of Juno’s face, watching those unsettling glowing eyes briefly cross to focus on it before returning to Narin’s face. He waggled the piece of fruit enticingly.

“You should find out.”

Juno held his gaze for a moment before they took the fruit. With an amount of caution that was almost comical, they opened their mouth and placed it inside. Almost immediately, their eyes widened slightly and a soft noise of surprise escaped their throat. They chewed slowly, their expression slowly morphing from one of surprised pleasure to increasing distress.

“Mm!—mmrmh!—why does it burn?!” they managed to demand after swallowing. They doubled over, coughing, and Narin burst out laughing. The spice of the honey was quite mild for Ostron standards, but for someone who hadn’t eaten in millennia…

Juno glared at him, which only made him laugh harder.

“Sorry, sorry,” he giggled. “Here, the cheese helps—”

“No,” Juno said, batting his hand away. “I think I’m done with food.”

“Ai yo! Behold the mighty Tenno, defeated by a piece of spicy fruit,” Narin declared. “We are all doomed.”

Juno stuck their tongue out at him and then disappeared, dissolving into light and being pulled backward into their frame. They shifted and stood, Nezha’s figure moving as naturally as if it was Juno’s own body.

Narin glanced at the sky, realizing it had gotten dark as they’d been sitting here. “Time for the hunt?” he guessed.

They nodded. As if on cue, the ululation of an Eidolon split the quieting air.

“Sho-lah. Good luck. I’ll make harpu for you next time.”

“Like I’m going to trust you about food again,” they said, voice synthesized and strange coming through Nezha.

“That one’s a drink,” Narin said.

“Whatever.” They shifted back and step and then launched off the overlook, twisting mid-air and flipping, landing on a roof and sprinting lightly along cords and fabrics, hardly seeming to touch anything before they were jumping again, impossibly agile. Their kubrow dutifully ran down the hill and chased after them.

Narin waved, watching until they were out the doors, and then dropped back onto the grass, looking up at the darkening sky. He reached blindly for the plate and grabbed a piece of fruit, dropping it into his mouth and chewing, savoring the warmth of the spices. He snorted to himself.

“Some killing machine.”

#gonna start posting all my bullshit to ao3 again #that's what it's there for #i just forget #anyway i was wondering this myself about the tenno yesterday #like DO they eat #CAN they #how fucked is their digestive system after the void and being in stasis constantly #or whatever is going on with their bodies when they're in their frames #which must be some kind of stasis if they served the orokin for however long and never aged #warframe #fic #oc: juno #oc: narin

[doverstar]

an absolute wave of homesickness for Doctor Who (2005) series 1-2 just about knocks me over at the quietest moments of my little life

#it was such a specific time. I was just a kiddo #still living with my parents with a giant bedroom downstairs all to myself #it used to be a hair studio or something for whoever lived there before us. and I had this massive room with a table to draw and write at #and a tiny twin bed and I used to set up a projector against the opposite wall and hook it up to my laptop and watch DW to fall asleep #enthralled. couldn't believe the show I'd found. couldn't believe how much I loved Rose and loved the Doctor #you could not drag me away from it. I could not stop talking about it or thinking about it. Matt Smith had just become the Doctor and I- #-had so much content left to consume. and everything was simple. I didn't have a job at the time and every day was creativity #I used to write so much I'd forget to eat. and Doctor Who was the background music of my life back then #I miss winter nights swearing I'd only watch one more episode before I went to bed. all by myself. my family hadn't discovered the show yet #in that small single bed with four blankets and Doctor Who on the wall. drooling over timepetals and pausing and rewinding constantly #that time of my life was so safe and so secure and my imagination was so hungry and DW was feeding it and it was my first time seeing it #I miss that. I miss knowing it couldn't be ruined and there was more yet to see on live television with Eleven when I got caught up #and meeting Matt Smith's Doctor on my own while my family had just then started watching it themselves with Nine? magic #nostalgia #dw #doctor who #bbc #timepetals #dr who #rose tyler #doctor who 2005 #tenth doctor #tenrose #elevenrose #ninerose #nine #ninth doctor #ten #eleven #eleventh doctor

[bunnihearted]

🍽️😔🎻

#soo blah blah need to vent again abt my health issue situation 💀 #yuh so like im so sick nd tired of whats going on. nd not being able to just eat whatever i feel like whenever #it's emotionall draining tbh. im always thinking abt what i could maybe try nd im always like ohh gotta make sure the portion is small etc #it's annoying me sm bc i can def feel the effects of me not getting the right nd enough nutrients nd vitamins etc etc #i get dizzy nd my vision is hazy sometimes. nd im like forgetful bc the other the when i walked home i kept getting lost nd had to walk back #nd forth several times nd i was like ?!?!? what?! i've lived here for 25yrs nd now i just cannot for the life of me rmbr the way #also i am so weak in my body. like carrying even a small amound or books nd groceries nd walking for 30min makes me exhausted #my legs are actually shaking when i get back home nd every step feels like im walking in cement #plus i just wanna be able to go to the gym nd build muscle. but if i dont get enough protein in me i cant build muscles T-T #what else... yeah also i do miss food bc of comfort. like my coffee + chcolate everyday makes me genuinely happy lmao #but i just want the food situation to be normal bc even w veggies im like oh no that is too gas building that is too hard to digest etc etc #it's mentally gruelling to not know how tf to get all the important nutrients!! i def have several deficiences lmao :(( #im so over it. but theres nothing i can do. i wish i could just not think abt it 24/7 tho #also. im the thinnest i've ever been BUT. i am constantly bloated so i look fkn pregnant. so i cant even enjoy looking the skinnier

[quietwingsinthesky]

haunting the narrative for real. we don’t even know she exists until s11 (because it’s a poorly planned show) but everything has been about this injustice that all of creation is built on top of. it is about her!!!

#she is the original dead girl in the attic except that when she was supposed to die in there she didn’t. she clawed her way back out and #started eating people until she was strong enough to rock the whole fucking house. #go girl!!!! make a fucking mess!!!!!!!! get mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #sorry i love amara. i wish the show hadn’t then decided to forget everything about s11 and fuck it all up later. #because this is. it genuinely does drive me insane. it was about her……. #it’s both tribute and denial. she can’t be a part of the story. to acknowledge her is to acknowledge the crime done. so she can’t be here. #but it’s. it’s all about her. this cycle begins with her. the rot starts there!!! #it’s just. it’s a good beat. it really is. for a show that is so. just constantly obsessing over god. who is your dad. and how right is that #guy about anything anyway. and for it to be clear that to understand anything about how this has all been set up. the very first thing you #have to understand is that god did something unspeakable and that’s the only reason he got to be in charge. that’s soooo!!!!! im going in #circles here but u get it right? u get it? that this is the first stone that gets it all rolling. that amara’s imprisonment destroys lucifer #who in turn destroys cain. #u understand me. it’s the best thing they could have done when retconning that literal god has a sister into the show. i eat it.

[cutiecorner]

On my indulgent dadfred + babybat train again, this time with 30% more projection

#mouseprints #agere #fandom agere #dc agere #dadfred & babybat #ive always struggled a lot with eating so it makes me feel good to get praised for it :'> #/sees bruce constantly forget to eat/ ahaha i do that #batman agere

[wereinloves]

my wonderful best friend got me this commission of a cocytus hall cooking lesson as a birthday present and i can’t stop staring at them. they’re so precious. you know whatever they’re cooking turned out so bad no matter how much guidance Blue gives to Solomon but it’s the thought that counts. 🤭

you can check out the artist, Jemi, on instagram!

#obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me solomon #obey me mc #mc blue #solomon #kai.comms #i love them your honor. he just wants to be a malewife so bad yet he constantly fails. #feel like blue would eventually tolerate his food. just barely tolerate it. just enough to stop getting sick from eating it #that’s what love does to u i guess #anyways. i’m obsessed with them i can’t stop staring at this <3 #giggling and blushing and kicking my feet up in the air as we speak #also it’s blues birthday too i am officially reassigning them the same birthday as me so i stop forgetting to celebrate it #so happy second birthday blue i love u. <3

[icewindandboringhorror]

A dramatic lighting sunlight window boye

#cats #He begs and begs to get in the window and then when he does hea relaizies it's too hot and only stays #there for like 2 minutes before getting down lol #He's seemed mostly okay so far since his brother died. Like he's still eating and drinking #and playing and dosen't seem to be lethargic or grieving like apparently some cats are when they lose the other cat they live with #but I'm still keeping an eye on him. #I have been feeding him a little late sometimes because I 'm still so used to george begging for food constantly screaming and waking #everyone up howling and making sure NOBODY could EVER forget to put out kibbles because he is SO SO hungwy at ALL times #whereas noodle is very quiet and hardly ever meows or tries to get attention from anyone in general #so I'll wake up and then it's like 9:30 am and I realize I haven't been Prompted By Screaming to put out food yet #because noodle just literally doesn't care and is just chilling lol #When i do go to feed him he leaps up like 'oh cool food!!!' and is obviously interested in eating but for some #reason just doesn't really ask to be fed or follow you around yelling constantly. Maybe he also got used to george always being the one to #ask for food so h's never had to meow before lol

[ridiasfangirlings]

For some reason I'm imagining how it'd be for Saruhiko to get pregnant and he goes to Misaki and says, confusedly and nervous, that he's craving vegetables for lunch. 😭

Oh no D: I'm assuming this is either omegaverse or trans Fushimi, say post-ROK he and Yata hook up and maybe they even end up getting married. After some discussion and concern and just generally dealing with Fushimi's issues around children and parenthood Fushimi ends up pregnant and he's probably extremely crabby about, I can just imagine him having so many complaints. His knees hurt and he hates having to go to the bathroom so often and morning sickness and he's just generally miserable and not exactly glowing. Yata's doing his best to be a good supportive partner, he's really excited about having a kid and gets to be the one reassuring Fushimi that he'll be a great dad and this is gonna be great he just has to get past the pregnancy thing.

Pregnancy has also given Fushimi some weird cravings, like it's actually gotten him to eat some things that aren't mild and flavorless so Yata figures this is kinda a plus right. One day they're both enjoying a day off together and Yata goes to make lunch, he asks if Fushimi wants him to make some hot pot or something. Fushimi pauses, looking irritated and maybe a little confused and Yata asks if he's okay. Fushimi clicks his tongue and Yata wonders if he's having a craving. Fushimi nods and Yata asks what it is, anything Fushimi wants Yata will make, within reason anyway. Fushimi mumbles that it's nothing and Yata's like no seriously you're carrying our kid the least I could do is make you something good for lunch. Fushimi keeps evading but finally he reluctantly grits out '...vegetables.' Yata's like wait what was that and Fushimi has this pinched expression as he repeats 'vegetables.' Yata's like 'you're...craving....vegetables' and Fushimi sighs and nods. Yata takes that in and then gets this huge smile like all right vegetables, let's get some vegetables. I can just imagine him grabbing every vegetable he has in the kitchen, like taking full advantage of this situation while Fushimi grumbles at him not to go overboard. Yata's like don't worry I'm gonna make you so many vegetables and Fushimi just sinks his head down on the table, looking down accusingly at his stomach like this kid had better appreciate everything Fushimi is going through right now.

#sarumi #Talking K #Yata will never let him forget this #like he's constantly asking Fushimi if he's having another craving #hey I bought some fresh radishes do you want some #and then they have a kid who loves vegetables and Fushimi is like so that was why #he never wants to eat them again he needs to wash his mouth out with beef roast

[shitty-check-please-aus]

it’s so important to let go of what you’re “supposed” to do and just do what actually works for you

#this is specifically about how I've read so many books this year already #because I decided I'd just constantly have at least 1 ideally 2 audiobooks checked out of the library #boom I'm actually reading all the time now #it's also about turning my 'produce' drawers into a deli drawer and a canned water drawer #because if my fruits and vegetables are visible I eat them before they rot #and I don't generally forget about water & deli meats/cheeses #also I know the drawers are allegedly supposed to keep produce fresh #but I have the most landlord special fridge I don't think it did jack shit

[little-mouse-adventures]

;lkajehfgilajkdshgte

If my math holds true, Butler would now be 60.

The man can get senior's discounts.

#artemis fowl #domovoi butler #i honestly don't know if he'd be happy about that or not #on the one hand - holy shit despite everything he survived to SIXTY #on the other hand...he's SIXTY #Juliet would not shut up about it #it'd be like the reverse of when parents take their kids out to eat and the sign says “kids under three eat free!” #and the parents swears and up and down Little Suzy is three and Suzy pipes up “But mama I'm five!” #except it'd be Jules constantly mentioning to waitstaff and whatnot 'oh don't forget to take ten percent off- #-my brother's meal/ ticket/ whatever - he's /sixty/!' #and Butler is just there looking MORTIFIED

[wachi-delectrico]

Gonna get spicy for a second and say that everyone loves spewing hate about narcissistic (NPD) parents and how awful parents with personality disorders are, but if someone were to make a post with the exact same cadence about ADHD parents they'd get shot in public at first sight

#rambling #Lemme clarify and extend my point here (cos I feel ppl could really misinterpret this one) #Am I saying people should just accept the abuse of parents if said parents have a personality disorder? No #Am I saying people with ADHD parents have it worse or that both experiences are comparable and exactly the same? No #What I'm saying is that ppl are much more eager to call out abusive or neglectful behaviour from ppl w personality disorders bc #they're seen as 'scary' or 'monstrous' and inherently evil so they have no qualms going full force at it. They think -pd ppl are the devil #But adhd in ppl's general views could never be the source of such pain from a parent to a child; ADHD ppl are seen as childish #and harmless and clueless and silly and tbh a bit stupid. Besides they could never hurt a 'monster' by jumping the gun at -pd ppl right? #'normal people don't have personality disorders so this can't affect me! But normal people can have adhd!' #That's the core of my complaint: one is dehumanised as a destructive monster; the other is as an innocent victim child #And both (parent w -pd & w adhd) can be pretty bad in their own uniqie ways! But such a thing is never considered - for the #societal construct of the child - that neurodivergencies get pushed into - is of an untainted pure inherently clueless being below human #From my exp and the exp of other friends lemme say: having an adhd parent can suck so much ass! Lol #I grew up with two opposing ideals troubling my mind: my mothers obvious overwhelming love; and the shadow her constant absence cast #She loved me so much and did as much as she could; but constantly forgot about my care and my needs and made rash choices #I think about that more and more as i age; especially as i go to doctors over and over for problems i have had since forever #It is an awful feeling to have sink in your heart: how a parent's love isn't enough; how 'maturing quick' isn't a blessing but a curse #As i grew i stopped telling my mom about my needs my school things and my life bc i got used to her forgetfulness and lack of organisation #It meant irregular eating schedules & inadequate meals. In 5th grade I'd eat table scraps at school cos my mom couldn't remember #how I'd tell her over and over that the food had to be in a specific way or it'd get burnt in the school's oven #I'd go to the 'first' dr appointment to deal w an ongoing problem & then she'd forget to schedule the following ones #You get the idea #Kind of a weird post w a strange framing device but I've been thinking about it a lot lately. Smth triggered this thought last night #I'll also never forget a few months ago when i went go a specialist for my hEDS - told her I've known all my life but never got treatment #Also just. The crushing feeling of the dr saying ''you should've gotten your own med team to work ur case since u were young!' #And just. silently nodding & wanting to cry feeling validated but also so hurt looking @ the obvious neglect #Anyways hey how did this therapy session go Doctor

[tecchan]

What would you do if the whitest white person you've ever seen asked you riddles in an empty lot at night then tried to eat tree bark?

#togainu no chi #apparently the right answer is to forget the riddle and eat the bark yourself #and akira had the NERVE to be surprised when nano tried to eat a solid with the wrapper #my guy you thought he was gonna eat dirt at some point #anyway i love how nano is constantly described as having weak coloring and all that #like i know it's for reasons but damn #it's not his fault he's a sad beige baby leave him alone