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vroomvroomwee · 7 months
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Who was gonna tell me that sitting down on a cold hard floor alone in a room barely illuminated with only a small lamp light in the dead of night, hugging your knees while putting the same song on loop to play over and over and over again as you close your eyes and start rocking side to side softly and slowly for 30 minutes FELT SO GOOOD??
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Just found out a wattpad story I read over 10 years ago now is published AND is a show on Netflix. Surreal and also v cool super stoked for the author
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Micheal feeling comfortable enough around Vanessa to show her his scars:
Then Vanny struggling to not make every single interaction with Mike awkward or stressful:
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It’s so funny their interactions are totally the opposite
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xoalsox · 4 months
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taemin doing an impression of jonghyun (x)
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THE BEST OF GRISSOM ACADEMY
Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, EDI, and Jack With: Flight Lt. Jeff "Joker" Moreau, Lt. James Vega, Ens. Jason Prangley, Ens. Rodriguez, David Archer, and Kahlee Sanders I never had a family- and these guys... Anyone screws with my students and I will tear them apart. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#james vega#sophie shepard#jeff joker moreau#EDI#jack#subject zero#david archer#kahlee sanders#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#grissom is literally my favorite side mission in ME3 so i was so excited to make this omg#it just has it all- good plot + solid witty one liners + an awesome bunch of characters + a nice emotional moment like#and it stars jack who’s like one of my favorite ME2 squaddies so ??? it’s just an all around iconic mission#EDI has so much good grissom dialogue too and she looks mighty cute in her lil hunter hood! 🥹#james has a few really good lines too but none of the ones i liked were in the cutscenes so it was sooo hard to get more of him in the set#i will say i forgot how much good jack dialogue there is in grissom like i just love and stan my girl so much#and now when i see her i think of saoirse and seamus every time like that’s THEIR GIRL KICKING ASS!! ✨✨#her lines with prangley and rodriguez are top notch too honestly#but honestly my favorite moment is still shep and EDI’s conversations with david#like EDI’s soft little ‘no apology is necessary’?#when david says ‘the number of days you lengthened my life’?#i tear up a little bit playing grissom every time bc overlord is the best ME2 dlc and you cannot change my mind#also soph once again eating in cleric’s fabulous guardian armors for shepard (which will always be famous✨)#like the shoulders?? the omni mark?? the set is just talented. brilliant. incredible. show-stopping. spectacular. beautiful. iconic.#and soph's usually rep'ing the purples/deep reddish pinks but did i make the omni mark blue so we could rep spectre alenko colors?#i’ll let you be the judge ✨
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Idk, I think there's something about the new Doctor saying, "you've been fighting everyone's battles for so long, you need to stop for a while and rest."
It's so refreshing to hear.
I look at fifteen and he says "I love you" and "you've done so much, it's time to retire" and "you need to take care of yourself, so that I can be", and it feels so validating.
(Imagine, if you have to, fighting for so long - fighting for years - and never being able to stop. How tired would you be? How difficult to wake up every day and take another step?)
Three episodes of it: "Let it go"; "you don't have to prove yourself"; "you need to rest".
Imagine how we'd feel if we could all give our past selves permission to rest.
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sylvia-forest · 10 months
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[CN] Shaw's 2023 Birthday R&S
⚡ Warning: This post contains detailed spoilers for a R&S which hasn't released in EN yet!⚡
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[Released Date: 16 June 2023]
[This content was translated with the help of Google translate and by my lovely friend XD]
✧[Chapter 1]✧
Shaw walked unhurriedly on the path on one side, and the earphone cable on his chest also dangled. It wasn't until a fork in the road appeared that he was finally willing to lift his eyelids and look left and right.
It was still the bat’s road on the left, two or three vehicles were parked there.
To the right, there was a gentle slope upward, and between the layers of trees, you can see a tombstone standing there, as well as two or three places where white smoke drifts out due to worship.
Since the burial of the old man, this is the second time he came here. Hardly a year has passed by but there were a lot more tombstones than before, and he couldn't even find where he was.
But Shaw wasn't in a hurry, he put his hands in his pockets, and walked east without hesitation. No matter how much this place changes, going to somewhere with the best Feng Shui never goes wrong.
[T/N]: Feng Shui is an ancient Chinese art of arranging buildings, objects, and space in an environment to achieve harmony and balance in a way that will bring peace and prosperity. Or in simple having luck with the environment!
So it didn't take long for Shaw to stand in front of the old man's tombstone without any problems. After staring at the photo that’s mosaicked in the middle, he reached out and pulled out the earphones.
“Hey, old man.”
“I can't believe I chose this photo, you're the one with the biggest smile.”
Shaw raised his hand to brush off the dead leaves from the tombstone, but just with few strokes, his hands were covered with a layer of black dust.
“.........”
After a few moments of silence, he squeezed his hand around his white cuff and wiped the dust off the tombstone bit by bit.
“Old man, you are too far from the city center. So don't blame me for not frequently visting, just swear some words upon the sky.”
As Shaw spoke, he suddenly narrowed his eyes and sneezed several times in succession.
“... Mine was pretty fast.”
“Then you relax yourself first, I haven’t finished reporting. When I’m finished reporting, you can criticise me all you want.”
At this time, the right cuff had become black from dust, so Shaw pinched his left cuff, and continued to wipe the dust.
“Originally, I wanted to wait until Ching Ming festival to gave you a grave sweep, although i don’t visit so often, certain rules still has to be followed”
[T/N]: 清明節 Ching Ming or Qingming festival means the Remembrance of Ancestors Day or Grave-Sweeping Day takes place on the 15th day after the Spring Equinox. 
“But I’ll be busy with some school stuff at that time, so I came early,”
“As for the antiques...everything is fine, except that your business has been reduced a lot without you.”
“You also know that I don't like making trouble, so I'll try my best not to lose money for you. Oh, and there's one more thing— —
“I accidentally broke a cup of yours some time ago. Fortunately, it was only from the Qing Dynasty. In addition, it was repaired in time, so the loss is not big. I just feel sorry for your old age, so I will pay you more.”
Shaw lifted the plastic bag that he brought all the way here and shook it in front of the tombstone. After shaking it, he took out a still warm roast chicken, three or two fruits and a handful of original melon seeds from it.
Then, he glanced at the bottle of sake left in the bag, and raised the corners of his lips slightly.
“Remember it all, all of them are your favorites.”
After pouring the sake into a small glass, he finally straightened up and fell into complete silence, and without his voice, the place was even quieter, with only a string of heavy metal sounds slipping out of the headphones which were half-dangling out of his pocket.
“.......”
“It's all me talking, so it's boring.”
When Shaw raised his foot and was about to leave, he suddenly thought of something and took out a few copper coins from his pocket.
“Old man, you say I can do divination, can you tell me what you want to say to me through divination?”
Jingle—
The coins were thrown up and scattered on the ground, Shaw bent down and looked at them, and laughed.
“It's amazing, it seems to be there.”
He said, glanced at the sake cup that was only 70% full, and then picked up the sake bottle to fill it.
“Okay, I'll fill you up, but don't be too greedy. I'm really leaving this time, and I'll come see you when I have time.”
After Shaw finished speaking, he left without looking back. Only the small sake bottle was left, and the sake made silent waves with the wind.
On the way back, the sky was gloomy, and Shaw was still walking slowly when, a lingering smoke of plant ash floated behind him, and an old lady who seemed to have just finished sweeping the grave hurriedly rushed ahead of him.
“Young man, hurry up, it's going to rain heavily.”
Shaw took a look at the sky, and then kicked a stone on the side of the road.
"What a stupid rain."
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✧[Chapter 2]✧
After returning to the antique shop, the dust on the cuffs had condensed into a ball. 
Shaw didn't take off his coat, he directly took out a dust pan and broom from a corner of the backyard. Originally, he hadn't planned to clean it today, but the layers of dirt accumulated during the tomb sweeping made him realize that it hadn't been cleaned for a long time.
But when Shaw stood in front of the secret room with the broom, he never pressed the switch.
Since the old man left, he almost never went in there again. Even if he wanted to get some necessary things, he would just quickly go in and come out immediately, without any extra stops.
He couldn't say why he didn't want to go there, but he didn't want to "get to the bottom of it". He always felt that once he did so, a lot of troublesome emotions would come up.
So at last he turned and left, and went back to the door.
“Forget it, let's talk about it another day. You can't finish so many things in half a day.”
He began to sweep and drag the chair, and the harsh sound made from time to time made the parrot in the cage jump up and down as if startled.
Shaw stopped moving again and pinned the broom to the ground, “What, are you going to give your cage a big cleaning too?”
Seeing that the parrot continued to flutter its wings, he silently picked up the water basin on the side and walked towards the door.
“Okay, your voice is really precious, I've been raising you for four or five years, and I haven't seen you say a few words.”
After speaking, he lifted the water basin and poured towards outside, "Hey, what a coincidence, I bet you brat purpousefully poured it towards me!"
The old man just stepped into the antique stop and almost got splashed by water, his feet were shivering on the dry floor like an electric shock.
Seeing this, Shaw just shrugged his shoulders, picked up the mop and started mopping the floor, “You also said it's a coincidence, don't touch the porcelain”
“……Come on, I'm too old to argue with a kid like you.”
Old Yan put his hands behind his back and began to look at the "renewed" antique shop, with a puffing sound coming from his mouth.
“I was just next door when I heard your bells ringing, so you were giving it a cleaning .”
“Could it be that you have been enlightened by the Buddha's light, and you are finally willing to take care of this antique shop for your master and inherit the mantle?”
“........”
“Out of the way.”
Seeing that the broom almost reached his front foot, Old Yan immediately step back, Shaw slightly opened his mouth again. “Move to the left, there’s a treasure on the right.”
Old Yan subconsciously put his foot on brakes, and when he looked back, his face turned pale.
“This, the authentic work of Huang Tingjian, you put it here?”
“It's been raining for a while, and it's hard to come across a dry, cloudy day, so I took it out to dry.”
Old Yan's body went rigid, as if he hadn't recovered from the fright just now, “Anyway, put it in a safe place, I was almost knocked down by it just now!”
Shaw remained expressionless, silently putting down the mop in his hand.
“Old Yan. When it was first discovered, it didn't know that it would last for a hundred years or that it would be trapped in a wooden box by future generations.
“It's not too much to let it out once in a while to feel the breeze, right?”
Old Yan was stunned for a moment, his eyes even showed a few moments of longing, and then turned away.
“...... Why do you always come and then disappear?”
Old Yan didn't turn around, the afterglow quietly fell on his back.
“I won't be coming back today.”
…. It’s almost an year, how come today thinking about the scenery of my master enjoying chatting with these precious antiques comes to mind.
And then, there was only a sigh left at the corner.
The antique store was empty again, and the parrot was quiet.
Shaw didn't clean up any more, just leaned casually to one side, looked at the calligraphy and painting quietly for a long time, and then raised the corners of his lips.
“Surely you miss him too?”
“It's so awkward.”
Shaw shrugged, pretending to be indifferent, and when he was about to continue mopping the floor, a black shadow broke into the corner of his eye and stood at the door of the store.
He turned his head and saw the black letter 5 with a slightly raised tail engraved on the man's earphone.
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✧[Chapter 3]✧
At dawn, Shaw walked quickly in the forest, dragging his bleeding left leg.
“This time the "extra money" was harder to earn than imagined, but fortunately the things have been successfully obtained, and the rest is to extort more "loss fees" from BS.”
As he was thinking, his vision suddenly blurred, causing him to run and hold onto a tree trunk and look down at the wound.
Even wearing black pants, you can still see that the place cut by the blade is bloody, surrounded by a network of broken fabric on the top, oozing black and blue blood.
“.......”
It seems that the tip of the knife seems to be poisoned.
He frowned and quickened his pace, walking towards the exit not far away. But the weird thing was, it’s clearly located in front by less than a metre, but he’s like stuck in cycles, spinning around in the same spot.
It wasn't until the third attempt that Shaw finally stopped beside the tree trunk he had carved a mark on.
“Tsk, do you really think these tricks can work on me?” Shaw gritted his teeth and complained, then simply closed his eyes.
How treacherous is the illusion?
And there was no escape from the four-element, eight-diagram array.
The next second, the off by hard memorised Eight Front Strategy taught by that old man, spread out from a circle supported by two legs in his heart. But as soon as he stepped on the “kun word”, a dazzling light wrapped him up. 
He opened his eyes slightly, and found that the source of the light was actually coming from the dragonfly eye worn on his chest.
Shaw took off the chain in surprise and twisted it, but before he could continue looking, that dazzling light burst out again, completely engulfing his sight.
When he opened his eyes again, it was completely black.
“.......”
Shaw subconsciously stretched out his hand, but before his arm was straightened, his palm first met a rough and hard touch, like a pitted stone wall.
Just now it was an open forest, how did it become like this in the blink of an eye? He frowned and took out his phone to turn on the flashlight mode, the moment it illuminated, the surrounding environment was completely out of his expectation.
He was in a closed and narrow "passage", the rocks above his head could be touched by his feet, and the air was thin, with a cold, damp stench.
It was as if this place had never seen the light of the day.
“What's going on?”
Shaw endured the pain and walked a few steps, until he encountered a fork in the road, he turned his head sideways and looked in the two places.
Under the sweeping light of the flashlight, he saw some pottery and ironware on the ground, and a set of chime clocks were displayed in the distance, arranged in order from small to large at the bottom of the wall.
At this moment he felt something was wrong. After all, he grew up on West Moon Street, and he was surrounded by the old man every day. Even if he hasn't experienced it himself, he can probably tell that this was the place where the ancients lived in the legend.
“........”
How come when this thing lights up, he comes here?
He stared at the Dragonfly's Eye in his hand for a while, puzzled. But he didn't see anything unusual. His intuition told him that there must be a hidden secret. That's why the old man never explained it, but only entrusted him to take good care of it….
Just as he was thinking, a benevolent voice came from the storage room, Shaw immediately came back to his senses, and walked with light footsteps. And when he walked to the entrance of the side room, he saw an old-fashioned flashlight lying on the ground, looking along the bright light, a young man in a crumpled Chinese tunic, whose leg was firmly pressed by a broken stone slab.
Shaw didn't move for a while, just watched this strange young man scrambling back and forth on the ground, sweating profusely and grinning.
When he finally pulled his foot out of the gap, he stood up half-heartedly, looked up and saw Shaw standing at the door, and almost fell to the ground again in fright.
“You, who are you?”
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✧[Chapter 4]✧
Before the words fell, Shaw's flashlight was directed on the young man's face.
“You don't care who I am. You've got a lot of nerve, what kind of society is this, and you still dare to put yourself in danger?”
While the young man was blinded by the light, Shaw frowned.
He always thought this square-faced man looked a bit familiar.
But in the next second, the young man blocked the dazzling light with his hand. Seeing that he didn't reply for a long time, Shaw moved the flashlight to his hand again, and shook it lightly.
“Don't play dumb, this jade bead is the treasure you want to take away, right?”
“How about this, give you a chance to redeem your sins, you give it to me, and I'll handed it in for you.”
The young man immediately put the round white jade beads behind his back, his face full of indignation.
“You, what do you think of me? I was going to hand it over to the museum. This is a stone bone white jade, which belongs to our cultural product of the Western Han Dynasty. It is impossible to hand it over to someone with unknown origin like you!”
"You don't look like a good person with that hair color of yours, maybe you are with that group of foreign thieves!"
Shaw was listening and ran a hand over his blue purplish hair.
“Okay, not just a reckless man, but also quite knowledgeable, but you are wrong about one thing, this is not the Western Han Dynasty, but also the Ming Dynasty.”
As Shaw said, he shone the flashlight on the heavy wooden box behind the young man.
“This is lime sand made by mixing lime, glutinous rice, and sand. No one would do this before the Ming Dynasty.”
The young man froze for a moment, leaned over to take a look, and when he turned his head, the vigilance in his eyes was replaced with curiosity.
“....Where did you learn this from?”
"You wouldn't believe it if I told you, how about it? Want to give it to me?"
Seeing Shaw taking a step forward threateningly, although the young man was afraid, he still firmly guarded the jade bead in his hand, as if he would rather smash the jade than give it up 
“I'm not going to hand it over to you no matter what you say.”
“It has been sealed for centuries, and I will not allow its future fate to remain in the hands of wealthy merchants.”
“It should be seen by the world, it is history, it is culture!”
“Not synonymous with money!”
The young man's cheeks were red, and his voice became more and more subdued, as a resy Shaw couldn't hold back his laughter.
“I finally remembered who you look like, your accent, tone of voice, and a face that couldn't be more square .......”
“Just like the old man.”
Shaw scannedthe young man up and down while speaking, “It's okay for you to play retro style, no problem, but it does’nt suit that face of yours, too old looking, I advise you to put that big head down......”
Before he could finish the sentence, a dazzling ray of light flashed on his chest again.
It's the dragonfly eye.
“This is the Warring States glazed dragonfly eye, why do you have it?! I clearly —”
Shaw couldn't hear anything, the shining white light completely enveloping him.
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In the following week, Shaw searched all over the antique shop, but he couldn't find any information about the Dragonfly Eye.
After a long silence, he finally raised his hand and pressed the switch on the back of the antique shelf, and entered the secret room. With the kerosene lamp in his hand, he stared in silence at everything before him - an ancient book lined up on a wooden table at the end, a magnifying glass at the foot of the page, and a sperm tilted against the door.
There are "traces" left by the old man from the last time everywhere.
That's why he doesn't like to come to this place.
He didn't know whether to tidy up the messy secret room or keep it as it was.
He always feels that once these are returned to their original places, time will take advantage of them and erase all the traces left on them. So when Shaw searched, he deliberately avoided touching these things.
The kerosene lamps began to fade but he still found nothing. The only accidental discovery was a dusty wooden box dragged out from the bottom shelf of the ancient shelf-
It contains a red hardcover photo album, and some fragmentary objects. 
Shaw didn't think twice and opened the first page. 
What caught his eyes were four black and white group photos, each photo has seven or eight young people in Chinese tunic suits smiling shyly.
In the next second, Shaw's fingertips holding the album tightened a little bit.The person standing on the far right of the photo was a young man with curly hair and a square face.
“.........”
He subconsciously held his breath.
Obviously the guess was right, but he was still stunned, he continued to flip the pages in a daze.
There weren't many photos of this man, but you can tell that he has slowly changed over time - he has become a little fatter, his face has more wrinkles, and his hair has turned gray. In the end, it became the most familiar appearance to him.
“……..”
When everything was irrefutable, Shaw couldn't help but smile, only the undetectable regret remained in his eyes.
“....Old man, you are very interesting. Hiding so many secrets from me...But it's okay, just leave it as a mystery for me to solve by myself.”
“Sooner or later, I will know whether that person was my hallucination, or I really met you.”
When he put the photo album back, he found an old notebook underneath.
“There are a lot of things.”
He flipped through a few pages, which contained the old man's notes on studying antiquities when he was young, and some essays—
“History is not as old as you imagined, as long as you see it, touch it ...... Naturally, you’ll become a part of history.”
[T/N]: Please take note of this line and don’t forget it, cuz it holds a special meaning behind it and play a big role in his bday date which will also be explained later ;) 
Seeing this, Shaw inadvertently looked at the ancient books, calligraphy and paintings in front of him. For some reason, these things that he has been accustomed to since he was a child, seem to have undergone different changes at this moment.
It seems that through these, we can see the past and see the freshness of the past.
Thinking of this, he raised his hand and placed it on one of the ancient books.
Has he become a part of history? To be honest, he has doubts, but there was nothing he could do about it. 
Because the only person he can ask has become “history”.
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The time has come for the summer solstice, and the cicadas are chirping even more.
He patted the dust on his hands before picking up his phone and glancing at it - [Speedy Skateboard Shop] Dear member, happy birthday! Coupons have been added to your account, welcome to shop! Remember to subscribe back.
Shaw didn't even think about going back, and walked straight into the shop. It's been more than a year and a half now, and it's time to come to the store to make an account. Even if he doesn't bother to take care of the business, some basic things still have to be done.
But when he took out the calculator from the drawer, he found that there were stickers on the bottom of a business card.
He tore it off casually, and found that it was not only crumpled, but also had many cake patterns printed on it, one of which was the peach cake.
When Shaw saw this, he couldn't help laughing.
“Old man, aren't you hinting at something again?”
However, the only answer to him was a beep.
But Shaw didn't mind, and laughed even more.
“Okay, I've been eating it for so many years, and I would feel uncomfortable if I suddenly stopped this year.” He picked up the landline beside him and dialed the number from the business card to see if he could buy it.
After a while, the phone was connected by an aunt with a northern accent, ”Master Hua, why did you call this year? Don't you usually order it a few days ago? But it's okay, the birthday cake has been reserved for you.”
“What do you say, when will you come to pick it up? I'm off work soon.”
Shaw held the phone tightly, “Now”
She seemed to realize that it wasn't Master Hua's voice, and the other party was taken aback for a moment, “Oh, it's not Master Hua? Then will you help him get the cake from here? Or would he be getting it  himself?”
“........”
"He's not coming, I'll get it myself."
The time Shaw finished taking the cake and returned to the antique shop, it was already dark…
Without saying anything, he cut a piece of longevity peach cake and put it on a plate, and ate it quietly. But yes, what can change dramatically in the past year?
Shaw paused for a moment while eating the cake, and there was a glimmer of darkness in his eyes.
He couldn't say that, except for this cake, there were quite a lot of changes.
“Stinky boy! Stinky boy!”
At this moment, it was as if a stone had hit the calm lake. Shaw straightened up suddenly, and looked at the parrot who had finally opened its mouth. It was obviously still dark on the street, but time seemed to be turning backwards, and the bustling noises of the daytime could be heard next to his ears— —
“Old man, can you stop nagging me? This chicken is learning to talk, I don't want another bird to scold me.”
“Brat, if you were less of a troublemaker, could I say that?”
“...stinky old man,”
“Well, you brat!”
When this past incident came to Shaw's mind, he couldn't help laughing, not even noticing the cream on the corner of his mouth.
He continued to fork a piece of yellow peach and put it in his mouth,
“Old man, what did I say? You can't say everything out loud.”
“The bird always learn the bad, not the good.”
The night was quiet again, and the parrot also lowered its head and combed its feathers,
Shaw looked at the empty antique shop, picked up a candle and stuck it in the cake.
After lighting, the warm light of the candle reflected on Shaw's face, the youthful nostalgia and resignation were reflecting out.
“......Old man.”
“All these years, I haven't been very filial to you, I happened to turn 18 this year, so let's set an example.”
“To be your good disciple for once.”
“Your antique store, the treasures you receive with love, the "history" you cherish”
“I'll take care of it for you.”
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cinnamon-phrog · 2 months
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A mutual reblogged a pr*ship post and their dni is now neutral. Unfallowed. Bolcked.
#see if i joke i don't CHOKE. on my tears. because this just keeps happening#i'm so scared to interact with mutuals for this exact reason#most i've made have either left me. became toxic over minor differences or become a degenerate.#which is sad because i really enjoyed this friend and all those friends before they or i cut ties#but this kind of shit is unforgivable to me. i've had bad experiences with a friend turning out to be a pr*shipper#everyone flocked to me to fix their traumas but i had talked to that person often. it hurt a lot. they harassed people who harassed them#i was only 15. and i was threatened but what the hell is a sheltered kid SUPPOSED to do back. i wasn't taught shit#people in their fucking 20's were trauma dumping to me in dms and sadly still go to me when they catch wind of this person-#'i need support' you need to get offline. please. just block and ignore. i'm tired.#i should not have had to be babysitting adults and older teens when i didn't know what half those words were at the time.#months ago i did something stupid when i was at my limit and mirrored the pettiness i saw. i was told i would drive someone to suicide.#over saying the person was a bit mean and bringing up some posts i thought they made#i did apologise when i got it wrong. but got threatened with the person possibly killing themselves in my inbox.#this person and the pr*ship person were famously at eachothers' throats#i do not stand by the pr*ship persons' actions. their opinions on the other person were honestly right though. the only thing i agree with.#once again i complain about proshits and gatekeeps. the two are almost as bad as eachother to me#or at least two awful sides that have affected me and my ability to make friends online.#so that's what this remined me of.
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hugs-are-good-for-you · 11 months
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Devotion and love aren't an alter of stones if they're not for a god, they're symbols of care for people - How my D&D game introduced Arepo and a follower of Arepo
I am currently running a futuristic sci-fi fantasy D&D campaign and I took the opportunity to expand the pantheon beyond the standard D&D fare to include some new deities and one was in honor of Tumblr's very own Arepo. After a session or two, one of my players, a Paladin, wanted to adjust his deity and Arepo was selected. Last session it was implied by a seer that Arepo was extending his hand in welcome, if the paladin only saw it (He's a recent convert), but it was this session we saw what that looked like.
First, we meet Ivan, the wannabe youth pastor who immediately recognized that the paladin was a follower of Arepo. He described the feeling that Arepo's magic gave off as laying in a grassy field in summer, peaceful and tranquil, a sort of humble contentment. From there, he introduced how Arepo is traditionally worshipped, which is by taking a stone and painting a source of love, friendship, or devotion on it and placing it on the alter, a pyramid of stones, to build Arepo's alter on the basis of your own devotions. He left the paladin alone to do so and that is where we were introduced via memory to how a friend of the paladin who had introduced him to Arepo worshipped personally.
This friend had said at least once that the only reason that Arepo made alters was that he was serving a god. So how do you serve a person? Not with stones and alters and prayers, silly. You ask them how their day was or what they're interested in and stay interested in what they say, you make them food they like, remember things that are important to them, make them smile or laugh, and above all, you help them, no matter what. People don't need alters of stones, but symbols of kindness, to be told they're loved and cared for and know that it's true.
She would make cookies and other foods for people routinely and hum songs of worship as she danced around the kitchen preparing the food. When she introduced this to the paladin, they remembered how many times she had made them their favorite cookie as well.
In placing the stone on the alter, now painted with the arcane symbol of their friend and themselves, the paladin felt that same feeling that Ivan had described earlier. The stone felt sunwarmed beneath his hand, the smell of summer, cinnamon, and grass floated along the wind, and the feeling of something or someone smiling at him and keeping company was felt.
In that moment, the paladin was struck with a thought, which is that Arepo was the god of devotion and friendship and that in becoming a god, he had practiced those qualities and that he had not forgotten. When the paladin gave him his trust and devotion, he gave some of his in exchange, it was always meant to be a two-way street.
Jokingly, the statement of, "Hi, this is Arepo trying to reach you about your cars extended warranty." was made, but he genuinely had been extending a hand in welcome, trying to be felt.
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PRINCE!GOJO X KNIGHT!READER MY BELOVED i just thought about another thing and i need to get it out - i like to think out knights are connected ok. hear me out maybe my knight is just another version of yours - meaning if my knight had met satoru at a young age, they would've turned into your knight DOES THAT MAKE SENSE your knight is a bit more soft (still a warrior though!!!) while mine isn't as soft as they'd like to be and that's just because one grew up in a castle with the prince taking care of them and the other grew up having to fend for themselves they're all just sooooooooooooooo ahhhh i can't i keep thinking about your knight too like they all actually made a cozy little home in my head i love them so much
and i think your lovely "i think i was born to meet you." applies for my little prince and his little knight too:(((((((((((
- @softgirlgonehaywire
MICKEY I KNOW I SAY THIS EVERY DAY BUT WE RLLY ARE CONNECTED i was literally thinking abt this while answering that ask…. the differences between our knights…. AND UR SOSO RIGHT thats literally perfect. its canon to our lore now. 
it makes sm sense too bc the reason why my knight!reader is so devoted to prince!gojo is bc he saved them!! and i think that also leads them to have a kind of hero complex where they want to return the favor, or save others the way he saved them… but to your knight satoru is just a silly little spoiled prince that theyve never met before, so why would they like him??
ok but now im just thinking abt our knights meeting each other…::: ur knight coming face to face w a version of them that isnt as hardened, that was saved and got to live a more peaceful life….. the envy and maybe contempt? or maybe just apathy. idk but i am THINKING
AND AND AND…….. ok but what if our princes met the other version of their knight 😵‍💫😵‍💫 HEAR ME OUT HEAR ME OUTTT
just…. ur prince!gojo meeting a knight!reader who is soso loyal and smitten w him (he would cry and explode i think)….. and my prince!gojo meeting a knight!reader who lost their smile (WHO HE FAILED TO SAVE oh i think that would just break him)…… my knight being so indulgent and ur satoru taking full advantage of it, ur knight getting hissy when my gojo acts overprotective…… HHHHH IM LOSING IT MICKEY CAN U FEEL IT……..
anyways in my head theyre one big found family who take care of each other <333 love & peace on planet earth etc etc. they were meant to meet each other one way or another!!!
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mothwiingz · 3 months
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another new oc i love her
i do not know how to draw digitgrade paws
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arcxnumvitae · 2 months
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Luna has been mentioned in a D.isco chat which means I am contractually obligated to post York.
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dylanconrique · 9 months
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tim faking a back injury while play wrestling with lucy all so he can pop up and pin her back down to the ground and tickle her senseless, can you please imagine how cute that would be????
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vulpinesaint · 5 months
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it's me and all the women in literature described in despondent unhappiness in a marriage that they don't hate but don't enjoy as they should and who feel as if they're not the way a woman should be and who yearn to be free of their husband and children not because they despise them but because they're not for a husband and children and who can't say that they're miserable but who feel a numb kind of despair in all that disconnectedness and disconnectedness and disconnectedness. they are just like me for real
#we have the same kind of depression 👍 but also. i can see so clearly that that's the way i would be if i still thought i was a girl.#and i had grown up to get married to someone and tried to be a woman and a mother like that. god...#edna pontellier hold on. i'm going out into the sea with you. we'll drown together.#laura brown from the hours on my kin list 👍#need to reread the hours so bad. opened up my copy of it to check if laura had killed herself at the end or not for this post#and just skimming the last few chapters made me tear up. god. but there are still the hours aren't there? one and then another...#and then you get through that one and then my god there's another...#um. books that make you go 'okay so maybe i have wanted to kill myself a little bit all these years. but maybe i'm going to be okay'#the book ever honestly it is Everything to me#and kate chopin's the awakening is good as well. much to be said about the depiction of people of color in that novel#but the depiction of edna pontellier's mental state is so. ough.#glances at the ratings on goodreads nd stuff have made me so irritated.#god forbid a woman commit the ultimate selfish sin of leaving her children behind because she's so miserable by killing herself.#because far worse than the thought that she could be losing all her personhood moment by moment#and wasting her life away feeling like a shell of a person#pales. in comparison to the thought that she could POSSIBLY abandon the children she didn't really want to have.#of course it's a bad situation for the kids. sorry to raoul and etienne. but they will survive.#condemning the main character for having the audacity to go off and die... sickening. i hate people#valentine notes
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piplupod · 11 days
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whyyyyy do people think disordered eating is healthyyyyyyy i am going to explode myself soon i cannot live around these people any more my god
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jjkeremika · 1 month
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I’m truly amazed, everything you write is so beautifully written and my heart jumps out of my chest. Like at first I saw you on my for you feed and it was a fic of eremika and I was like okkkkk, I don’t really read ships of the actual characters if it’s not with me🤭😔 but I remember being so engrossed in your fic regardless of it, but I was a ghost user then and never interacted so I just memorized your handle and came back to you to stalk your new fics every single time. But now I’m not a ghost user anymore and I just wanted to let you know that your masterpieces don’t just disappear in my mind but they follow me around everywhere and thank you for writing, it’s been such a pleasure reading and rereading your work and I hope to read more! (Not to like put pressure on you but like if you ever do write more, I’ll be sure to reblog and like and comment from now on as I now know how this app works) have a great day/night. P.s (does this come off as disappointing? )
-dewbi
my heart🥺🥺this is so sweet, thank you so much for sharing with me. this is so touching and i’m struggling to express how honored and happy i am to know you’ve enjoyed reading my works🥹🫶
i have lots of eremika and reader ideas in drafts so there’s definitely more to come, and i’ll happily consider other aot/snk requests and/or topics.
i so sincerely appreciate your support and comments and kind words☺️feel free to interact with my works at your own discretion. i’m just so happy to know you’ve enjoyed them.
i hope you have a great day/night too. please say hi anytime! (p.s. absolutely not disappointing. this is so nice and you are so kind)
—mako
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