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whet-ones-write · 4 years

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Omegaverse Alpha Kuroo, Semi and Tendou Headcanons - NSFW

So as My first three Alpha headcanons were so popular I thought to do some more! Sorry Daichi and Noya anon I’m still working on your ask! I just think / fighting with myself if I bullet point it or do it as a story but we’ll see how it comes! So have Kuroo, Semi and Tendo!

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Eita Semi;

★ At first you couldn’t place whatever the scent that Semi had, it wasn’t strong like some other Alphas that you knew but it wasn’t anything that stood out to you. Though when you got closer to him and got to know him you realised just what it reminded you of. It was of your own Alpha father figure. It was something about it that just sent you back to that fatherly figure that made you want more of it and never be without it.

★ Though this Alpha is known for being quiet and brooding. His attitude didn’t phase you as you tried to get to know him. It was you who initiated the want to be close because of the familiar scent that brought you to him but he never pushed you away nor made any advancements until Tendo started talking to you. He knew the other hot headed male Alpha wouldn’t take you from him but whenever you did enter he couldn’t help but suddenly start to hover over you protectively purely because there was another Alpha near you.

★ As a sign that you weren’t mated but at least together he would buy you something like a choker or a ring. Something Physical that you could proudly display and would spare no expense with it.

★ For your first time being knotted it would most likely be in his rutt when his mind wasn’t clear with what he was doing. Though thankfully you weren’t in heat so there was a less likely chance for you to get pregnant he still couldn’t believe he did it. Apologising at the end quietly that he shouldn’t have done so but you make sure to tell him that it was ok, and just think next time much to his delight that there would be a next time.

★ If you were to have children together he wouldn’t be completely oblivious to it. He would have his suspicions but wouldn’t say anything wanting you to be the one that told him. Though if you denied it or didn’t see it even if it was clear he would speak up about it not wanting to risk your life or the life of his first unborn children.

★ Though he rarely got into protective mode there would only be a few times in which he would get in such a raw mindset that he would need to be. An example would be if there was another Alpha looking for your attention while he was present, clearly fighting for your attention. Though Betas and Omegas wouldn’t trigger this it would only be when he feared he could lose you to someone else and would take them on even if they were bigger than him, he wouldn’t be scared to fight for what he wanted.

★ Though this guy was born to be an Alpha he rarely displayed the common traits only because there wasn’t any need to. Ushijima while on the team would be more than enough for the whole group. Semi is one for brains rather than brawn and would rather follow another Alpha than fight for leadership in the group. Though still fight for you blindly while following others not wanting to pick fights unnecessary.

★ Though he would be clueless at first when it came to your heat and heart he would make sure that he read books, asked others that he could trust as well as other sources to learn as much as he could nad prepare for it both mentically and physically as much as he could before learning what you liked and what you didn’t like.

★ He would be a very attentive and caring Alpha making sure you were wanting for not even if others thought that he was mean or cruel to you. You knew him better than that and knew that something was just bugging him or that something was on his mind and that he would speak to you about it later. To some he was a closed book but you were able to open him up and show that there was more to him than people saw.

★ Where ever you wanted to mate or make a nest he would happily do so but he would also try to make you inclined to do it in a large open space like the living room where he could stuff it full of cushions, pillows and blankets so then he wouldn’t never have to travel too far for food or water keeping you healthy and happy.

Tendou Satori;

★ If you like fire, burning of logs or any kind barbeque this guy will surely smell like it. His attitude, scent and hair all match and would only burn brighter when angry, protective or in rut.

★ He would be the one to approach you first, you having his eye he just couldn’t bare to be apart from you the moment he laid eyes on you. Hovering almost to the point where you snapped at him, why are you following me? You would question while he would only blink and only lean his head to the side like it was obvious. “Well I like you and want you, so I want to get to know you, what you like, dislike and everything in between” He would give off a goofy smile and with that you were gone, that smile would melt anyone’s heart.

★ The first time he would knot you would be when his rut suddenly started acting up without him noticing and on top of that you were in public, having a lovely meal and he would be begging you for help for some kind of release. Though thankfully you had only just sat down and you were wearing a dress which could cover up most things while you ate and waited for his knot to deflate. Though made a mad dash home as soon as you could so no one could suspect a thing.

★ He would be the type of Alpha to have his instincts take over far more often than he should, thinking with his heart and gut rather than his brain. He would instantly start insulting and barking at any Alpha that dared try and get close to you besides the ones he trusted like Ushijima and Semi. Though if his bark didn’t work his fists would quickly knock any other alpha into next week for daring to even look at you in a way that wasn’t appropriate.

★ His sign of possession would be leaving hickeys all over your neck whenever he could or anywhere else that could be visible if you let your guard down. In his opinion would be the most prodonimate way of saying you were his and you were in no way allowed to cover it up much to the teacher’s dismay. They knew better than to get in the way of a young Alpha and what he wanted, it was just easier to let them be.

★ He would all be for having kids when you got older and this man would enjoy every moment of it. He would whisper all sorts of filthy things in your ear in your heat which only encouraged his own rut, letting his innermost carnal desires unfold and take hold of him.

★ You would always be the one to bandage up his fingers and gently kiss them as if that would help him but it would only fuel the fire in his heart to do better for you. It somewhat became a good luck charm for him, and would get angry if you couldn’t do it or wouldn’t if you both had a fight. As originally he had hurt them in a fight for you from another Alpha that turned out to be just a friend but that taught you not to make him angry.

★ He was a clueless Alpha though, always leaving it to the last minute to get what you wanted or needed for your heat and or for his rut. He just couldn’t prepare even if he wanted too, as soon as he would remember, something else would take up his mind, but he made sure that you had the most important things, or to have you remind him several times just in case.

★ Though he had the confidence and attitude of an Alpha sometimes he just didn’t feel it all the time when Ushijima overpowered him. So to reaffirm what you already knew, you could easily and each time prove to him that he’s your alpha and that would never change if you had anything to say about it, on top of that you would always confirm that you wanted him as your alpha and show him physically that that you wanted him no matter how much better Ushijima or other’s might be.

Kuroo Tetsuro;

★ This man would smell surprisingly fresh, like the outdoors near the sea but not as strong as being right on the seafront. Though when he walks into a room though his smell is fresh, it’s stronger than most showing just how much of an Alpha he is compared to others.. (I hope that makes sense)

★ Don’t give this Alpha ideas because if you do he will run with it for miles. Oh you want that sexy pair of lingerie to parade in? He’ll buy it and make you wear it as soon as you get home. Toys? Don’t worry he’s probably already got them, you talk about being breed like a little slut? Be prepared not to walk the next day because he loses his mind, and his feral side comes out with words. One would think and wonder how he could say such things in the heat of passion because it was just that mind blowing, you couldn't understand how.

★ Try and convince me that he would at first do the Kinda wild kabe-don to get you attention before moving onto the Standard Kabe-don to really show his alpha status and attitude. Though if you didn’t resist him he would lean into the Tender Kabe-Don and only let you leave with a kiss because he knew he would have you if you would just let me take control over you in the most primal of ways.

★ For as much as he would be an asshole to you it was how he showed you he loved you. Slinging an arm around your shoulder and bringing you close to him as you both walked, laying his claim over you and just being really close, kissing your temple as you talked and smirking knowing he is the cat who got the cream.

★ Coming to your heat he would make sure he would have everything you needed and more without even needing to ask him if he knew what you wanted. He would have secretly gotten it out of you without evening knowing and hoarded it all before it would happen.

★ Though the first time would knot you would be when you both had been dating for a while and found himself unable to keep himself at bay any longer he had always pulled out before but this time he was the one begging and questioning you if it was ok as he wanted nothing more than to just be one with you for at least a little bit afterwards, wanting post sex cuddles and love, peppering you with kissed as he squeezed you in his arms tightly but with only your permission would he do so.

★ He wouldn't really have to fight others for your attention as he was not only confident in himself but around others. If anything you had to fight for his attention as he was needed in most areas of the school though you knew it was for mostly academic reasons sometimes you couldn’t help but feel at least a little jealous of all the others that got to spend time with him.

★When he couldn’t be around you he would give you a shirt or a jumper of his to make sure you smell like him while he wasn’t around and to have other’s know just who you had as a partner.

★ Though when you were alone together he was the most caring person you could imagine. Loving you, wanting to just hold you and be close to you. Though while out and about he would make sure yes that you were close but to also just let you take the lead as he was happy to follow wherever you wanted to go.

★ This man would know you’re pregnant soon after you knew you were and would be able to figure it out, though wouldn’t be shy to tell you and be concerned over your health and well being for everyone involved.

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siberlius-moving · 4 years

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i know i said no essay bUT HERE’S A LONG ONE

- spoilers for beast au ahead -

BEAST: On being human and alive

What does it mean to be human? What does it mean to be living?

The characters here refer to Beast AU’s characters, but I will specify when I am referring to the main universe’s respective characters.

Dazai and Akutagawa: what is a beast? who is the beast?

Dazai in the Beast AU, having glimpsed into the alternate universes, had concocted an elaborate plan to ‘save’ an universe where Odasaku got to write his novel. I would like to think, that this Dazai saw the lives of other Dazais who had left the Port Mafia and lived a purposeful life where he could genuinely be a good person and help others, surrounded by people he cares about and who also genuinely care for him (thus, in spite of all the suicide jokes, Dazai in main universe is actually clinging onto life pretty tightly). But Dazai in the Port Mafia was still a person who hadn’t learnt to appreciate human life as being something more than the act of moving and breathing. As smart as he was, he hadn’t had the maturity to understand empathy, sympathy, and the value of having connection with others. Main universe’s Dazai, in fact, is still learning to do so. He has a long way to go, but you realise that it is his connections with people like Oda, Atsushi and the ADA that give him purpose to live another day, and help him be so much more successful in pulling off his schemes since people actually trust and open up to him. You can argue that he would still have been successful being his old Port Mafia self, except with a lot more deaths and violence. But, he would have lived a very short life. Which, was what happened in the Beast AU.

Beast AU’s Dazai, latching onto the regret of main universe’s Dazai, and encouraged by his own lack of will to live in his present life, decided that this universe didn’t matter (since he technically had already ‘lived’ in other timelines) and set on a path to help Oda finish writing a novel. It is incredibly selfish, because for everyone else, this was the only life they ever had, would ever lived. By the end of the book, Dazai realised this. He got called out by Oda for it. In their one and only meeting, Oda noted that Dazai was almost childlike in the way he tried to recreate a friendship that never existed. When Oda told Dazai that they were not friends and that he would do everything in his power to get Akutagawa back, Dazai understood. At the last stage of his grand plan, where he was to die, it had seemed like he got what he wanted - Oda had his book written and had led a nice life after all. But was it really what Dazai wanted? Was he not just slave to the main universe’s Dazai’s wishes?

Akutagawa in Beast AU isn’t very much different from Akutagawa in the main universe, at least until Dazai came about and changed everything. Dazai in the Beast AU, had become the Port Mafia boss at a really young age. All the immaturity and issues mentioned above get ramped up here. He controlled the port mafia with an iron fist. I would think it was harder for him, because at least for Mori, he had years to build his way up. The rumours that Dazai killed Mori to usurp his position made it harder for Dazai to consolidate his power. He knew that he needed multiple figures of fear to rule. In the main universe, Dazai was an executive who didn’t know the existence of Atsushi. Akutagawa was the only one he could mould into a similar role he was looking for. Thus, Beast AU’s Dazai went to Akutagawa first.

But in the main universe, Dazai realised too late that Akutagawa was too 'wild’. He was a blunt kind of mass weapon of destruction, too much of a wild card. In any case, Dazai was just an executive then, and Akutagawa served his purpose most of the time, and Mori had a good range of competent supporters he could use. Chuuya actually respected and was extremely loyal to Mori. In the Beast AU, Dazai didn’t have that kind of support. But he needed one, controllable weapon from the shin soukoku for his future plans. He tested Akutagawa by letting him kill all the gang members (in the main universe, Dazai had them killed as a ‘gift’ to Akutagawa to entice him to join Port Mafia). Akutagawa killed them extremely brutally, almost animalistically. Too wild for Dazai’s needs. That was okay, because Atsushi was perfect, and Dazai knew of Atsushi’s existence. Atsushi had a moral compass and knew right from wrong. He was only uncontrollable when influenced by his ability and he turned into a tiger, but this can be managed by a brutal spiked choker around his neck. His conscience, along with his fragile mentality, allowed Dazai to perfectly control his actions by using said conscience against Atsushi, without the unpredictable risks that Akutagawa posed.

Here’s the important thing: Dazai thought that Akutagawa was a ‘beast’. A beast is a thing controlled by its nature. It cannot be controlled by anything else besides a severe master. It is dangerous, it is wild, it is irrational, but it is innocent. After all, it is only doing what its instincts call for it to do. How can one be guilty, when it does not know what it is doing is wrong? If it is evil, then all it knows is evil deeds. Nothing one does can change it. After all, Akutagawa was inclined towards destruction, and he was talented in it. He tends towards irrational destruction with utter disregard for his or others’ lives. Gin was injured while saving Akutagawa during the massacre, and he abandoned her for mindless, hopeless revenge. This fact was used against Akutagawa - Dazai rejected him over it and took Gin away. Dazai told Gin that Akutagawa had abandoned her for violence and would abandon her again because when it came down to it, he was a destructive beast who cannot ignore his nature and he cannot love the way normal humans do. Akutagawa proved Dazai’s point when he attacked Atsushi for calling him out on this, even though Atsushi was leading him to Gin. Gin, out of resentment and love, left Akutagawa so that Akutagawa could live on, like he was a wolf that belonged to the forest.

But Dazai was wrong. Akutagawa had lived in environments that had shaped him to be extremely reactive, violent and constantly on survival mode. He would react to threats with immediate violence. But that did not make him inherently a beast. Even he had nothing, he acted as a protector for the children, and led them as much as he could. After Oda found him, offered him food and shelter and gave him a chance to live a life beyond constant survival, he flourished. He bonded with Tanizaki over the love of their sisters. He agreed to ADA’s conditions for helping him find his sister even though he could have simply attacked them for answers. When Kenji showed him the rice plains he was enraptured by the sight. He learnt to plant rice with Kenji and had continued to help him with farming even when he had no reason to help him. He sucked at paperwork but was really good at keeping with Kunikida’s schedules and helping him track and catch criminals (and without killing them!). He helped Oda babysit 15 kids by making playgrounds, showing up for their PTAs and helping them be more confident in school. When he had the opportunity, he could choose to be kind. When he had the patient guidance of a loving community, he could learn from them and change. (Minor scene at the start of the novel: When Akutagawa gets hot tea spilt onto him, Tanizaki and Kunikida sensed instinctive bloodlust on him. But what he really did, was to catch the tea cups and the serving tray swiftly with Rashomon and hand it back to the waitress.)

Oda pointed it out rightly - Akutagawa was an emotional person and he cared too much. When things he cared about were hurt, these emotions took control of him and he would lash out in rather violent ways. And he would feel guilty over it. But, how can a beast feel guilty? It is interesting that in the Beast AU, Atsushi was hardly ever referred to as a beast, even when he was famous for being unable to recognise friend from foe when he was in a tiger state. One of the more obvious parallels is then when Akutagawa noted that Atsushi was driven mad by guilt. And Akutagawa slowly saw it in himself. They were similar that way - both were hounded by the guilt of a irreversible mistake that destroyed/changed their lives. Akutagawa never forgave himself for leaving Gin alone that night when Dazai took her away, to the point that he wanted to die. He only wanted to find and kill two people. One was Dazai. The second was himself. He was afraid of this uncontrollable beast he felt was inside him.

Oda told him not to chase the beast for a good reason - Akutagawa was not a beast. But he could choose to be one, if he followed that path of no return. Kunikida at the crucial fight point, when urging Akutagawa to stand up and continue fighting said it too: that Akutagawa was not an evil person, but he could choose to be a good person if he chose to become a detective with the ADA. And Akutagawa chose. He allowed Atsushi to live, and told him to keep on fighting and living. He continued working with ADA, trying to solve cases and save people, so that he could prove to himself that he was not a beast, and that one day, Gin could see that he was better and came back to him. I think, even in the main universe, Dazai knows he is wrong about Akutagawa - he may have given up in trying to teach non-terrorising skills in Akutagawa when he was still in the Port Mafia, but he has since tried to amend his mistakes through Atsushi.

Being able to make choices is what makes you human. Choosing to do things beyond our instincts, our nature. We are good, because of the choices that we have made. Likewise, we are bad, because of what we have done. Akutagawa was born to have traits of a rabid hellhound, but he didn’t become one. No one tamed him. What happened, was that he had met with kindness. He had friends. He shared his thoughts and his past and his feelings to the members of the ADA, and they had connected with him and helped him out as much as they could, even when he had yet to fulfil the ‘spirit’ part of the exam. Kenji and Akutagawa had an interesting conversation in the fields. Kenji pointed out that while his companions had died, he had continued to live well. Akutagawa then wondered if it was because his companions have given him the best parts of themselves for him to live on. It is the connection with others that make life worthy of living, that make life mean something. To be human, is to make choices. To be judged on our worth as a human, is to be judged by our very actions. This is inherent in what it means to be alive: living is only worthy when we can share our lives with others.

Now contrast this with Dazai. Did he really have a choice? If he did, he made some dreadfully selfish ones that destroyed and traumatised the people around him. The Dazai in this world had his own experiences that made him a separate person from the other Dazais after all - his actions and the consequences were his and his own to bear. Who was he to have something that the other Dazais had worked to achieve? The Dazais in other universes may have lost Oda, but Oda was a friend, who shared memories and time with him, who understood and seen him. The loss was devastating, but main universe’s Dazai didn’t truly lose Oda. Oda was still alive, in his mind, giving him the motivation to live on, reminding him to reach out to others and telling him that he was not alone. Dazai in the Beast AU was truly alone. He might have thought that he could replicate a connection in this universe, but his actions had made them nonexistent. As much as Oda was kind and empathetic and perceptive in every universe, it was just impossible. And Oda’s life involved people he cared deeply about, people who Dazai had hurt. Dazai, in the Lupin bar that he had never been in this universe, may have been in denial to tide over the years of waiting for Oda to finish writing and for shin soukoku to develop the best they can be, but once he spoke to Oda, the illusion shattered. Even with all his knowledge of the world, it was never going to recreate a purpose to live. No matter his good intentions, Dazai would never receive the acknowledgement he badly wanted from Oda. Oda would never give him the relief of forgiveness Dazai wanted for the terrible deeds he had done. And Dazai would die, in misery, fulfilling a wish that didn’t truly belong to him.

If Dazai truly didn’t have a choice, then, he was compelled by forces that created this condition within him - he was then, the only beast of this universe.

#meta #essay length!#it's hyperfixation babes #i have A LOT OF THOUGHTS ON THE BEAST AU LN #bungou stray dogs #bsd beast #bsd #akutagawa #dazai

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kpopboysreact · 6 years

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Bambam - Got7 - A-Z NSFW

A – Aftercare

Bambam’s aftercare mainly consists of pulling you into his arms and stroking your hair until you’re lulled into a deep sleep. He intertwines his legs with yours and locks your body against his. He’s so used to this sleeping position that he finds it hard to sleep without you now.

B – Body Part

On himself, he likes his legs. They're very slender and strong from all his dancing. And on you, he likes your hair and your eyes. He’s constantly playing with your hair and he loves looking into your eyes, especially when you talk to him so he can just go into a trance. Hearing your voice while staring into your eyes. What could be better?

C – Cum

He doesn’t really have a preference because he’s never thought about it in depth before. He knows it feels great when cumming inside you though, so he will if you’re okay with that.

D – Dirty Secret

He’s fantasized about fucking you on a private boat ride. He relishes in the thought of being so far from anyone else when he takes you, so private and intimate.

E – Experience

Bambam doesn't have too much experience, but he isn't a virgin. He’s experienced enough to know what he likes but he’s still experimenting with new kinks and positions.

F – Favourite Position

Bambam really likes it when he sits in a chair and you ride him that way. It’s a position where you can both take a little bit of the control and power play is a thing. Though he likes taking most of the control, he thinks it’s cute when you try.

G – Goofy

He’s a little bit goofy in bed, only because when things are completely serious, he’ll burst out laughing and ruin the mood. He won't get carried away, though. Most things he goofs around about are just how beautiful you are to him, because he can talk about that for days.

H – Hair

Bambam has a big thing for wanting to show you just how much of a man he is, so it’s likely he won't shave at all to be as raw and natural with you as possible.

I – Intimacy

Important, but not always apparent. I said before that he’ll constantly tell you how beautiful you are to the point where it gets a little goofy. That’s his way of expressing his love and being intimate. So if it doesn't get to be too much for you, then he’s definitely more on the intimate side.

J – Jack Off

If both of you weren’t too busy, he would always go for sex before jacking himself off, but he knows that’s not always an option because of your schedules so he won't hesitate to use his hand if he needs to. I’d say he jacks himself off on a fairly average basis.

K – Kink

He has a thing for chokers and for when you call him daddy. He also likes to leave hickeys all over you. I mean all over. Your neck, behind your thighs, your chest, your ear...you’ll find them in unexpected places at unexpected times.

L – Location

His favourite place is in the bedroom just because it’s a place of safety and comfortability. But he has no problem switching things up if you want and will even try public sex. He also likes shower sex and wall sex because he can make you depend on him by holding you up.

M – Motivation

He thinks you look cute when you're batting your eyelashes and when he thinks you're cute, he goes to kiss you. And when he goes to kiss you, he goes to do other things, too...You could pretty much get him into the mood at any time by kissing him.

N – NO

Bambam is likely to try everything at least once, but I think he would draw the line at a threesome. You’re the one thing Bambam can’t lose, and he always feels like he has to prove himself to be enough for you. Having a third party in the bedroom to pleasure you would ruin that for him.

O – Oral

Bambam loves giving oral, but don't kill me on this, he isn't exactly an expert at it. When both giving and receiving, he gets impatient too fast and wants to get to the actual sex. He would prefer skipping oral unless you really wanted to do it.

P – Pace

Bambam’s pace is going to be pretty fast and hard from the start. He thinks it feels the best and as long as you're ready for him, and trust me, he’ll make sure you are, it’ll be the most pleasurable for you, too.

Q – Quickie

You and Bambam will have a shit ton of quickies, he loves them. Sometimes it satisfies him more than actual drawn out sex. He needs constant validation that he’s good enough for you, and quickies are a good way to do that because he can see just how good he makes you feel very quickly.

R – Risk

Bambam doesn't mind taking risks at all. In fact, he really likes it. The rush he feels when fucking you or teasing you in public can't be replicated. If you two had some unexpected company, his reaction will really depend on his mood. Sometimes he’ll blush like crazy and scramble to cover you up, but other times he’s just so deep in you that he doesn't give a shit and keeps going.

S – Stamina

Bless this boy. His stamina is really great. You’ll always be cumming first, sometimes several times, before he lets himself go. And then he’s likely to be up for a second round if you keep him going before he gets too tired.

T – Toys

Nothing during sex. He doesn't want to use any vibrators, he has to be enough for you himself. Maybe he’ll occasionally use handcuffs on you or some form of restraint to keep you from touching him, but it’s not like that’s a kink of his and you won't see it much.

U – Unfair

Oh he teases you. All the time. Physically and verbally, he is always teasing you in some way. He’ll often act all innocent about it, too. “What’s that, jagiya? Why are you blushing so much?”

V – Volume

Bambam will be loud in bed, grunts and moans, and he’ll sometimes play it up a little just to make you blush. Part of his validation comes from hearing your moans though, so he wouldn’t be so loud that he couldn't hear you.

W – Wild Card

He reeeeaally wants to use vibrating panties on you when the two of you go out in public. Seeing your face occasionally scrunch up along with a sharp intake of breath when anyone could see you turns him on. He knows you're all his.

X – X-Ray

I mean Bambam straight out told us he’s big, so...

Y – Yearning

His yearning for you is pretty high. He is a young man and on top of that, he’s Bambam. You can expect him to have a high sex drive but he would never push you into sex if you weren’t in the mood.

Z – Zzz

Bambam really gives it his all when he has sex with you, so he’ll be really tired. And though he’ll try to stay up with you, it’s not likely to last long. He’ll pull you into his arms and fall asleep peacefully not long after you’ve both come down from your highs.

#kpop #got7 #Kpop reactions #got7 reactions #bambam #got7 bambam

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