#i wanna do theatre again

[wigglys-dikrats]

why do meredith’s starkid vlogs make me cry

#is it because i miss doing theatre ? possibly #it is because these people have been friends for over 15 years and still love each other so much and i miss having connections like that ? #yep. #i miss my friends #i don’t have any irl friends i talk to anymore #i wanna do theatre again #idk i’m in a weird spot mentally right now ig lol #anyway #meredith stepien #vhscc #vhsccs #vhs christmas carol #vhs christmas carols #vlogs #youtube #starkid #team starkid #my post

[puppyeared]

is this your card? ♦️♣️♥️♠️ it isnt but you dont wanna hurt his feelings

#this was supposed to be a warmup but i got carried away.... i havent drawn in so long that its been hard to focus orz #im testing a new brush for fun. again.. i think i can use this for clean lineart..?? im surprised i went as long as i did with the #narinder brush honestly... but i wanna try something new so here we are again #if i could get my shit together id love to draw a model of his van because i have smth really cool in mind..i was looking at pictures #of old wooden caravans like the horse drawn ones and i wonder if i could combine that with the shape of an RV #i like the ones with a door at the rear bc it kinda lookslike a train caboose.. maybe he'd get someone to weld him a custom ride!! #idk how intricate and detailed i can design it without making it a pain in the ass to draw every time BUT i have a general idea #it would probably have a door on the side but idk if itd flip down to make a stage or upwards to make a roof?? and then theres a #curtain behind it where he would come out and do his show methinks.. ive been looking at pictures of camping vans on pinterest for ideas #i dont think he LIVES in the van since i mentioned his home is an old run down theatre when he isnt on the road. i wanna draw that too #but the RV should have enough for long travels like a bed and cabinets..? maybe a net hanging on the ceiling where all his props go #id like to think of ideas for a hometown.. toronto has a huge entertainment district so it would make sense for him to live there #although id also love to base parts of it from vancouver since id love to go back and visit </3 #..would there be furth names for those places?? nyancouver... clawronto... whinnypeg (like a horse whinny)... #pawson creek.... purrlington... otterwa.. i love coming up with names lol #my art #myart #my oc #oc #sleight #laikas comet oc #fan character #fur #furry art

[grxceful-ly]

peter bringing mayday with him to do spider stuff because yeah, he had things to live for before--but now he has a child and he is going to raise this child and be there for her and maybe if she’s there, strapped to his chest, he’ll be more careful. he’ll consider his life almost as precious as hers. maybe bringing mayday to work is a precaution. 

#disclaimer: it's like 2am and i don't know what i just wrote because my brain won't function enough to read it over again #i also have read like zero spiderman comics so if this doesn't make sense because canon already speaks on it #i'm sorry #atsv spoilers #spiderman: across the spiderverse #across the spiderverse #peter b parker #mayday #i am having thoughts #PLEASE BLOCK APPROPRIATE TAGS IF YOU DON"T WANNA BE SPOILED PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU #miles morales #into the spiderverse #spiderman #spiderman spoilers #this thought came about because i think swinging around with a child is the stupidest/coolest thing ever #and i feel like peter wouldn't do it without a reason #anyway sorry for the random change in fandoms i saw the movie tonight and it was fantastic #also #catch me crying in the theatre because peter wants his daughter to turn out like miles #OKAY IM DONE SPAMMING THE TAGS NOW BYE #across the spiderverse spoilers #spiderman across the spiderverse

[quackshley]

uhhh the scrunkliess!!!!!!!

#furry #furryart #furry art #furry artist #furry artwork #furry oc #wow i havent drawn comic stuff in ages. i might dump some of the old concept art here at some point. maybe itll motivate me to start drawin #it again. i still do love the golden pine theatre comic #i did revise some of the script though but that was a while ago. the beginning got a decent overhaul. plus some designs got punched up. #Theres more i wanna fix and change but im still waiting for motivation to hit me #and if i start posting the comic again itll be as i feel like drawing it rather than weekly. Also might switch from webtoon to tumblr for #posting it. but eh who knows im just rambling here

[pothospant]

his default recall is so cool..........

#not me arts tag #ive never used his default skin so i didnt even know what it looked like until now....ough #i wish u could mix and match sounds or recalls with skins................ #i honestly forget half the time hes supposed to be like. Cool and Suave and a Competent Badass #because my brain is always like. god hes so small and floppy and will die if you breathe on him wrong #also hes always crying and breathing heavily in my ear so im just like. poor guy #he should be at the bed taking a nap not fighting....... who made him fight.... stop that he doesnt belong on the battle field #he might be a badass hitman or smth but my brain is like #this is just a sad theatre kid who took gymnastics #''aphelios how is your assassin training going'' aphelios who has only been reading the acrobatics textbook: my what #is there anyone still reading these tags. hi there #i have a lot of thoughts on him. im very obsessed with his animations #like he has a laugh animation for every weapon....... #all the various weapon animations... #maybe the real reason we wont have a legendary for 10 more years is all the animating they have to do #i mean his base animations are so good id honest be like OK if they reused them #cant rly do much better than already Top Tier animations #unless we get an alune legendary..... #hope alune is super awesome and badass and all the aphelios voicelines are a really shy awkward guy or smth #like you look so cool and awesome fighting and the whole world doesnt know ur listening to a lil guy in your brain the whole game #the contrast would be very funny methinks #if anyones still reading this. yes i know riot made up some reason about budget or whatever for voices #but i choose to believe aphelios is head empty no thoughts and thats why he doesnt talk to alune #(STILL GOOFY OF A REASON... lots of VAs can do both genders of voices.... like. what about kindred and kayn....) #then again wouldnt be surprised if they were overbudget on the animations but still smh my head into oblivion #can relate to a guy who simply doesnt wanna talk #(said after 10000 tags of talking to myself) #i should really put my thoughts onto a separate post or blog or something #anyways have i mentioned i think hes really cute

[queer-crusader]

Gnawing at the bars of my cage. Begging for the theatre peeps tonight to tell me there's always space for one more to join them. Hissing at my supervisor. Crawling from paycheck to paycheck. U know how it is

#im Going Through It #we had some grade A bullshit again today at work and im so tired. i don't wanna fucking do it anymore #getting a new supervisor from may onwards and so far i feel like she already hates me and i am going to hate this #i want out so bad #but i have like. a couple more raises ahead of me and a shit tonne of student debt to clear #(tho im intenting to get rid of like half of it soon) #i just wanna be an author and theatre maker and not have to deal with this shit anymore #but i Gotta Save Up before i take the plunge into some of the worst paid professions lmao #anne speaks

[unproduciblesmackdown]

orvphil: so real

for example used analysis on the following instances

orville's physical reluctance & difficulty kneeling to propose to jane vs. readily swinging right into such a kneel with phil during 'til we meet again

'til we meet again

(see above) noting the "both immediately becoming So happy to be doing this" and "staring at each other for an unbroken ten seconds after finishing the song which was evidently beyond simply a [hold for applause] thing"

having indeed an adorable little meet-cute, which may not be an integral part of every eventual writer/lyricist & composer partnership

when phil drops in at wingate manor and he an orville have a private little wave to each other like =)

sitting next to each other sharing a hay bale and orville gets drinks for them both and phil walks orville home

lucky day

the choreography where orville's at the piano and phil swings it out while rotating it and orville's "walking" while sitting to one side to help (my analysis: going ohhhhh ;w;)

both simultaneously answering "his" when asked whose song it is like the earnest effortless mutual admiration and appreciation huh fellas

margaret talking about protecting your heart from these theatricals; orville Is one of these theatricals, and he loves it; phil watching him / reacting in this moment including his little "hell yeah" move like he had for orville going off in lucky day

their general enthusiasm together / for each other / enjoyment of being around each other and increased ease of operating when around each other

phil wishing orville could hear his music and talking about how orville ruined his own night to save theirs, then remarking "...what a guy!" mmhm

🌈🌈🌈

#orvphil #summer stock #orville wingate #also everyone was so funny & my god they were dancing & it's so true this show was a delight. i laughed smiled applauded effused enjoyed #shoutout to orville's escaping ''don't do Anything but get married have children'' through theatre; being gay; a little luck #it's so true: william (orville) & veanne (margaret) & gilbert (phil) were all so funny & great individually & in any combo #anthony/tony (montgomery) too lmao his ''....how dare you.'' iconic #shoutout to having orville show up for 1 Sec (in pajamas i believe) for the purposes of villain i have done thy mother. he just lives here #phil is great. trying to hold it together....writer's trick from my momma Use Your Words #and then with orville helping out he can chill out & enjoy his wins & orville can have any wins & enjoy them & chill & Do Things too #and everyone is so cool to him right away. why wouldn't they be. hugging like everybody hey besties #obviously corbin bleu is being his national treasure america's sweetheart leading role & Dancing....all the praises warranted #everyone crushes their role & is a delight. including any little moments w/the ensemble / all Ensembling things. go t.j. #it was great of course & a delight & again the orvphil is extremely real. 100% the textual intention & execution. thanks cheri love you #let's get that summer 2024 show if they can / wanna for real (they want to; let's just see it shake out. summer 2024 is pure speculation) #Oh Nooo if i forgot anything & have to reblog & add to this / rewatch & re/discover any delights

[feisaru]

Beloved Mephisto,

You know naught about love.

(But Mephisto did in fact know

About the suffering brought about by this thing we call "love"

You just believed him to be incapable of it

Too arrogant for it, perhaps

Dear Gretchen,

You failed to notice

In your ignorance

That the devil might feel too)

#we are returning to our typical saru schedule after this. no more of this bs #the story of this is #its something that id like to think does not happen to feisaru. ergo i just. dont wanna put them into this. #i dont want to infllict this on them. its not a them issue #not authentically anyway. if you put them into these exact circumstances it well might habe been. but i really do not want to think abt that #my regular degular 21st century hs au feisaru is the bane of my existence i want to not think abt it at all costs #still #i hate this #i never want to do this again #never #ever #this sucked off my.. idek anymore what. its just so bitter #listening to the song helps btw. hate yourself - tv girl. that is the whole late stage dilemma of the relationship #the song would be blond directing this at red. caption starts out w red and goes over into blonde #redemption never wouldve danced with the devil. i have like 10 diff things for that in my head #this one just so happened #the people in the pic are impersonating gretchen and mephisto from faust. for a theatre thing. and heres a lil sth: #gretchen hates everything about mephisto. she is very faithful and mephisto's demonic presence so utterly grosses her out #sometimes i wonder if maybe it was a sign the roles were assigned like this #funfact blond does never want to dance with redhead again. they would much much rather do this with with someone else #'the taste of your salvation lingering on my tongue. not distant enough for me to forget what it was like but just far enough away to be #utterly unreachable' #ugh my head spins. i could say a lot. its just a matter of if its worth it. ive been thinking a lot. for years now. still much too late #kain kritzelt #my drawings #im good btw #i had nothing to ref from for redhead ahah. didn't feel like searching anything. so off the top of my head it is #this is the legendary edgeworth style frilly cravat shirt btw #blond is an awful person but they tried. it just never was enough. becoming less themself for that person redefining themself was never enou

[juniperhillpatient]

And like and like -- ok I'm not telling details or anything like that by saying this - they KNOW what the fans want & this movie was the perfect amount of fan service like.....UGH listen ok just listen. SO many other inferior franchises (I mean....everything in the world is inferior to Scream we been knew but..) almost condescend to or make fun of their audience. Scream has always been a love letter to slasher fans & particularly SCREAM fans. I just think one big reason I have never felt let down by any piece of Scream media ever is that it ALWAYS feels like the creators are speaking directly to us, the fans. you could just feel the love for the Scream fandom in every second of this movie. the self aware schtick is annoying EXCEPT when it's done the specific way that only Scream has ever gotten right <3

#sorry. i get really intense about scream #but then again if you don't know that / can't appreciate that. what r u doing here lol #scream #scream 6 #AKKDLKDHJSKLJDSKJLDKJL #i'm sooo #i wanna go see this movie again & again like i did IT chapter 2 #i saw that movie every day that it was in theatres #i might do that again honestly. been a while since i did that with a movie. it chapter 2 was the last time #this probably makes no sense #but it makes sense to ME <3

[mifunebooty]

Happy one year anniversary to one of the biggest mental breakdowns of my life That made me see i have to start changing my life to better myself and my relationships with others by being responsible for my mental illness upkeep and stop living for others and live for me and now im taking film and theatre classes with a job on the side and have a short movie to my credit

#cherry says #woooo its been a year ..... #would i still do absolutely anything to take back what i did and not have wrecked that shit up badly #yes but it was my doing and my realization of the history of it caused me to see how bad my mental illness got #it is what it is but it did push me off the cliff to act and clean up myself #and none of it was fucking easy that mental rehab shit was so much work but it made me finally clean it all up #and start over and be responsible #and push myself out there #that fall semester was A LOT but i loved it i wanna stay in theatre its connections there #its like a rich fountain of connections #and you know what work creates more stuff to think about and thats okay #spring was more relaxing and i again accomplished a lot #that damn short movie y sabes que say what u will with Khalil but that there is a combo of networking #me finally being brave enough to make moves to somebody mixed with working on a movie #yea bitch...... worked on a movie before i got kissed or asked out but thats the lords doing #but i love where i am its always work its always getting up its always seeing what i need to do and fix #and its okay because its all good and everything rolls on like the great gatsby #we beat against the current bitch #im gonna go clock in now

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

*smacking myself in the face* SHUT UP BRAIN SHUT UP

#like girl this is NOT something I need to spend every waking minute stressing out and making myself miserable about #and YET #LITERALLY LOOSEN UP I WANNA BE ABLE TO BREATHE AGAIN #Lu rambles #literally nothing has happened I went out with the theatre boy ONE time and we chatted and it was fine. I said some stuff #that in retrospect was probably super awkward but like that's life. like it was just a chill hang out except for that #I HATE social situations. theatre is one thing bc it's With A Purpose but just sitting and talking to someone #is REALLY REALLY HARD. I feel small and terrified like a frightened animal. #but it was fine! it was literally fine!!! at the end we were both like ''we should hang out again sometime'' even though #neither of us is sure if we want like... a Relationship(TM). we're just hanging out bc we get along well. it's Normal #so WHYYYYYY can I not just feel any peace or confidence anymore why did I do this to myself #I wish I'd never said anything to him in the first place. like it was chill and easy to just be friends but now?? UGH #I literally do not care enough to be THIS freaked out about it and I know that logically and yet my brain won't stop panicking constantly #I just want to RELAX 😭 #shrimp emotions

[gods-favorite-autistic]

Dude our recital theme at my dance school this year is occupations and while I am sad that my musical theatre class isn’t doing newsies (apparently mt 1 or 2 is) we are doing Brotherhood Of Man from How To Succeed In Business Without Really Trying which I’m really excited about

#meanwhile for my jazz Ib class we’re being sailors to the song Kokomo #once again musical theatre is superior- #/j i love jazz i just do not wanna do Kokomo #madurday night live

[navysealt4t]

oh yeah i mightttt do the ballad of jane doe as a solo for my state’s solo & ensemble thingy :3

#i wanna do that but i wanna check with my choir and voice teacher first #i think i can do it? the highest note is a D6 which is at like. the very end of my range but if i practice i think i can hit it good #i might do that or i was thinking wishing you were somehow here again :] #blue’s theatre #<- this counts in my mind

[dallasstarsdyke]

im so good kisser coded but was born a bad kisser. injustices

#chick who is sososo fucking nervous and kinda just wants to cuddle #does anyone wanna hear the weirdly avoidant relationships ive had #theyre kinda funny #ok 1. stage kissed a couple times i thought she was straight for embarrassingly long. stage kissing was not in a theatre context btw #2. immediately got quarantined after we realized feelings for each other through a m.cr based groupchat #did Not kiss mostly texted #3. one or those classic gay codependent relationships that lasted for a year but it was a middle school year so that means more #she left for a dude who threw up during the hard sets at swim practice. blow to my self esteem #4. barely happened i just felt obligated and they text me to do their homework all the fuckin time #5. nothing happens we are too shy we just listen to metal together #do you know how fucked it is to overshare this bad and know ill never be able to blame drinking ☹️ jkjk #edit. 5.5 someone who liked me at work but then his homie contacted me and i said i didnt really like him #never saw him again and i think he got fired 💀

[akkivee]

ichikuu haul 🤭

#this is vee speaking #excuse the mess of wires lol i was playing video games #there was an online ichikuu event at the beginning of february that i lurked around in #and realised there were some ichikuu doujins i hadn’t bought so i did lol #like i visited the event because i wanted the anthology (the sticker sheet is covering it up but look how MASSIVE) #but you can’t expect ME to not shill when all this content is in my face lol #i’m very excited to read the one on the far right the sample pages brought much concern lol #but there’s supernatural kuukou still finding his way back to ichiro it looks really good and really painful lol #ichikuu artists are really inspired lol i’m still crying over this set of doujin where ichiro and kuukou kinda have a same dream experience #and ​they’re watching their friendship unfold and end alone in a theatre #god it was a big showcase how their break up really fcked them up tho like ichiro’s half had him musing he probably loved kuukou #(crossed out was he definitely loved him) #and then in his dream he and kuukou are laughing like old times and when he asked kuukou if he had ever liked him #kuukou responded ‘no i’ve always hated you’ BECAUSE THATS HOW ICHIRO THINKS KUUKOU FEELS ABOUT HIM STILL #IM NOT DOING THIS COMIC JUSTICE IT HAD ME FCKED UP FOR AN ENTIRE DAY #THE SETUP THEM BONDING AGAIN WITH THEIR HAPPY MEMORIES ON SCREEN ONLY TO BE HEARTBROKEN AGAIN BECAUSE THATS JUST HOW ICHIRO PERCEIVES KUUKOU #*cries* i wanna draw a fcked up/painful ichikuu story too……………………… #c: ichibro #c: kuukou👑

[realnielsbohr]

i miss doing theater </3

#i didnt audition this year bc i wanted to see how busy id be. and like. i totally couldve done it #im a theatre minor so its not like im not doing anything #but my old high school's theater acct posted rehearsal photos #and my college's theater acct posted rehearsal photos too #and its like. god. i miss doing that #theres a chance to audition for next year at the end of the year i think im gonna do that #i will GLADLY be ensemble or whatevs i just really wanna be on stage performing again :( #ben talks