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amischiefofmuses · 6 months

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The Dare - Morior Drabble

“I dare you.”

A detour after school had brought the boys to the forest’s edge, staring into the shadowy depths but none of them brave enough yet to trespass the borderline. Of course they had heard the stories, whispers of monsters, missing children, the DEVIL himself but it wasn’t something they believed. Well, not openly at least.

“If you want to see what’s in there then you go check it out yourself!” The blonde muttered, arms folded across his chest in a show of defiance. He was no fool, he and the brunette both wanted little to do with the curses of the place but their raven-haired friend was obsessed with the tales.

“Don’t you think it would be safer if all three of us go?” The raven-haired boy remarked, a sly smirk curling at the edges of his lips. “Unless you two are too scared...”

The boys remained unmoved, his childish goading simply wouldn't spur them into action - it was perfectly logical to be reluctant about such a thing with the tales of the unimaginable horrors that apparently roamed the darkness. Real or not, it was a fact that some people had never returned.

“People go missing in woods that aren’t cursed all the time, it’s nothing about all those rumours, I just don’t want to die lost in the wilderness because you want to chase ghosts or whatever the fuck it is that you do.” The brunette explained while kicking at the stray forest debris beneath his feet, trying his utmost to be logical but he couldn’t shake the feeling that something was indeed watching them from the woods. He reasoned it was likely some kind a predator, a mountain lion perhaps.. but that didn’t make him feel any better. “Please can we just stop being stupid and go get some food?”

“Fine. I’ll go by myself then.” The raven-haired boy shrugged, unmoved by his friends fears and encouraged by the unending recklessness of youth; he turned and began walking towards the forest.

“Thomas, this is a bad idea..” The brunette tried to warn him but all of them stopped as an unfamiliar voice piped up behind them, sending a chilled shock up their spines as they glanced to eachother with wide eyes.

“You know boys, they say these woods belong to the devil..” All of the boys turned to see the man clad in black leaning against a tree, pale eye set on them, his expression somewhere between curious and amused. The brunette was certain he’d not been there a moment ago, proving the encounter to be all the more startling.

“D-Doesn’t mean I can’t check ‘em out..” The raven haired boy, Thomas, sounded far less confident now. Any boldness he’d had prior had been lost the moment they’d been interrupted.

The stranger chuckled, it was almost like the woods themselves echoed that noise as he pulled himself away from the tree to stand up straight. Adrenaline spiked through the boys’ systems, each of them could feel something was wrong here, the energy of the entire place had shifted from that of childish games to something darker. Something that didn’t want them there.

It became all too clear when the man stepped into the light. What they had assumed was an eyepatch or unfortunate shadow wasn’t that at all, it was an empty eye socket oozing inky ichor down his cheek. And his ears-..

He was no man at all. He wasn’t even HUMAN.

”I think you should ask my permission before you wander my woods..” The creature’s voice was low, amused and carrying unspoken threat that made each of them feel a chill race up their spine. That was enough to ensure the boys wouldn’t be exploring it any time soon. For as far as they knew, they were face to face with the devil himself.

Thomas scrambled backwards, tripping over his own feet momentarily, forcing the other boys to grab his arms to help drag him up so they could get away. It seemed the creature had no intention of following them but his laughter echoed on the wind until they were well away from the forest’s edge.

A lesson learned, one Morior would be happy to teach as many times as needed. Humans were not welcome in his woods. For their sake as much as for the safety of the Fae within.

#Half is under cut because its fairly long #Eternally Wandering || Morior #Whispered Legends || Morior HC #Figured id throw this out there so theres a little more writing on my blog #And this lil story of Morior scaring the heck outta some children seemed a good place to start #i fell asleep editing this last night lmfao #tbh hadnt meant to post this when i did but mobile does whatever it wants ig

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rainbowdaisy13 · 3 months

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Just watched Miss Americana for the first time after learning the lore around the 2019 coming out plans and it’s so much more heartbreaking with that in mind. At the beginning where she says she didn’t have anyone to celebrate the success of 1989 with, like ‘shouldn’t there be someone standing next to me?’ I can’t help but think the reveal was meant to be that that person was always standing in the shadows because she couldn’t be up there with her. And the old diaries and her saying that she always just wanted to be a good girl and will take whatever amount of success until society won’t tolerate her being successful anymore… she seemed so scared there. At the end when she’s asked what it feels like to not be silent anymore, she’s just so elated when she says ‘fucking awesome’. To think she thought she’d be out when people see this 😭😭😭

And all those cute home videos where you never see the other person… it feels so heavily edited it makes me so sad :( Motion capture paint me in a bad light indeed… I need her next film to be more truthful!

Yeah Miss Americana was such a mindfuck as someone who was in the Kaylor/Gaylor space prior to its release. I was convinced (maybe naively) that this was the Coming Out. The whole documentary turns out to be a big nothing burger—like when we really think about it, a rich famous white woman making an entire documentary about how she finally felt brave enough to make a IG post saying she’s democrat…..it very much gives “people are dying Kim”

I’m still of the belief that Miss Americana was always meant to be a two parter—with “The Heartbreak Prince” being Part 2. When in life has Taylor ever used half of a song title without there being a specific reason?

We may never know for sure if the whole doc was 180-ed to be about “politics” instead of her coming out, but what was released definitely felt off and not genuine like we were told it was gonna be

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twistedoverbloat · 2 years

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hi saw the post about a danny phantom yuu so i propose to you any thoughts for a yuu with the same powers as mob aka kageyama shigeo (mob psycho 100) or saiki kusuo ( the daily life of saiki k) i just think animes with really blunt protagonists while the rest of the cast are chaotic gremlins is a fun concept

Oh shit and the Mirror is like you have no powers but your strong and everyoen is like ok whatever ig.

Till Saiki Yuu is out here destroying the Overbloat without moving. And Mob Yuu is fuckin batshit crazy strong and no one has the balls to fight them.

Omfg Mob Yuu getting so mad because Crowely didn't find them a way home and it goes over 1000% Half of the school was broken down everyone though Yuu overbloated but now they didn't. Everyone now knows not to make them mad or everyone could die.

Omfg imagine how it would be if Grim Overbloated and Yuu couldn't take it and slowly turned mad and Overbloated to fight him...

Saiki Yuu using their mind reading abilities to know if Riddle was mad at Ace or deuce and they also tell them the answers to both of them when Riddle questions them.

Saiki Yuu getting attached to Grim and now have to fight him. And might even have to kill him in the process...

But yeah Saiki Yuu teleports out of the coffin room and to the Ceremony scaring everyone (they brought Grim). The Mirror says how powerful they are but has no magic. When Grim set fire they took it out in a second and levitated Grim.

Mob Yuu walking one step into the room and everyone hair's on their neck stand up because Yuu was peeved that this man wasn't listening to them. Leona almost but his ears back too.

But yeah their chaotic little shits and can get The First years and then out of anything and can also cover up their tracks.

#Saiki Yuu #Mob Yuu #mob psycho 100 #the daily life of saiki k.#twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland x reader #twisted wonderland yuu

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arowrath · 9 months

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i get what you mean with the “abuse being seen as some form of romance is so fucking weird” thing. it took me way too long to realize my ex was actually being shitty because i thought relationships were. like that. i’m scared of younger people entering relationships and thinking being horrible/their partner being horrible is acceptable or something. sorry it’s 3am over here too, i’m half asleep

didnt see this last night sorry but yup exactly . seeing posts about like. "devotion" and "loyalty" in relationships that r straight up abusive/controlling, or like. idk the fucking, yanderecore stuff or whatever 😭 and similar posts that arent in that. community? i feel like thats the wrong word. but they dont call it yandere but its the same stuff yknow what i mean. and like i was in a relationship in early 2019 while being involved in a lot of fandom discourse and long story short being surrounded by people going "actually its not abuse if the abuser is mentally ill ur just ableist" to defend their blorbo was notttt good for my impressionable developing mind and kept me in that relationship way too long. idk i feel like people just dont get that their posts dont exist in a vacuum ig. and like normalizing/romanticizing that stuff does affect people even if its not intentional. idk this isnt super well worded but whatever i just woke up and speedran my morning routine to get to my therapy zoom call on time im still eepy lol

#ask #abuse tw

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madisonbeersource · 11 months

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Hiiii 💙 It's been so long since I've been here.... How are you? I hope you are very well

There are several news about Madison that I want to comment and to begin with, the most important thing, WE CAN TALK ABOUT THE MV ABOUT SPACE!? OMG she even already posted a picture on her ig and said she was going to see aliens!!!! Is real this fantasy?!?! I would love for this new single to be a bit like homesick 2, especially in terms of narrative. It would be a dream. I CAN'T WAIT

According to my predictions I think Mads is going to release this new song on Friday this week no, the next one on June 2nd. Hopefully. And if it's sooner even better. When do you think it will be published?

I think it's AWFUL what I've heard on Twitter about people leaking the Madison song. I haven't heard anything or heard anything personally, but it just seems so wrong to me. Especially when it's so close to this song coming out and we're getting closer and closer to mb2. Madison will release her music when she wants to and that's it. It's so unfair

Oh and can we talk about how AWESOME Madison looked when she went to New York to do interviews and promote her book? She looked so cute in those tweed-like outfits, the sunglasses, those super long black boots she wore to an interview with that gray dress (if I'm not mistaken) but whatever, she looked amazing, as always.

Moonlight, do you already have The Half Of It? Because I haven't read it yet and I'm dying for it. Just like I haven't listened to the podcast Madison did with Call Her Daddy either. I've seen several snippets around, but haven't listened to the whole thing yet . Have you listened to it yet?

Okay... now I can't think of anything else to comment, but omg it's been so long... too long. When we get Madison's new song I'll either scream or cry for joy, I don't know. What I do know is that I'm looking forward to it, not only as a big Mads fan, but also as a big space fan.

I hope you are great and as excited as I am!

love you 🛸

💙🌓👽

hi my lovely stardust<3 i'm doing good wbu?

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG this is gonna b legit crazy good!! can't wait honeslty i love how she makes continuity of her last album i was scared she would change her artistic choices drastically but OMG noope she did not and thank god!! but so many artist are releasing new shit and i'm beyond exited

she said june 2nd right?

idk who takes care of the songs she made but she needs better security idk how songs can get leaked like that don't they have security for these type of things? but i gotta admit i didn't even know songs of hers were leaked!! i don't wanna know tho ngl i'll not hear anything sdfhgfds i support the queen always

her press tour was So cUTE and true she was SERVING lewks!!!! our girl is not an author and i love this title on her

NOPE I DIDNT!! but i'm dying to have it !! also yes i've seen her podcast it was so real! i prayed for it not to be awkward and thank god it wasn't because i still remember hailey's call her daddy podcast and all i can say is awkwaaaard

IM NOT HERE JUNE SECOND ILL B W MADISON MOTHER QUEEN BEER thank u very much gfdsdfgn finally she's releasing stuff and i admire her for that! also me too i'm still waiitng for the time i can finally go to space

I AM INDEED GREAT AND AS EXITEDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!

i love you the most <3

#ask

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pensat-i-fet · 2 years

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The Journalist’s Footballer- Chapter Four (Rúben Dias)

Word count: 776

Rúben

I’ve spent the last 20 minutes looking at Christina’s profile. I’m being careful not to accidentally like old photos. I don’t want her to think I’m a creep looking at her photos from 2017. Though, I guess I am exactly that.

It’s funny to see how her photos have changed. The older ones are mostly her with friends or on holidays with her family. Then we have a lot of nights out until we get to the last couple of months when she started to post mostly professional photos. She’s always been pretty, but it’s easy to see she’s grown into her looks to take her from cute to gorgeous.

“Who’s that?”, asks John while I was distracted looking at a photo of Christina in Brighton with her family.

“Um…no one”.

“I’m not your mum, Rúben. I won’t tell you off for looking at pretty girls on IG”, he laughs.

“It’s just…the girl that interviewed me yesterday, I was being nosey and checking her IG”.

“Let me see her”, John says, asking for my phone.

I give it to him and he takes a quick look.

“How is this fair?”, he says dramatically. “That I get the middle-aged dudes interviewing me but you get the hottie”.

I shrug and laugh.

“Anyways, how was your date?”

Not the change of subject I was looking forward to.

“Alright, I guess. She only seemed interested in us in one way but I guess I wasn’t planning a life with her either so whatever”.

“Wow, that sounds horrible, Rúben. I feel for you”.

“Shut up!”

“Maybe you should invite your journalist friend to be your next date”, suggests John. And I try hard not to show a reaction to that.

Because I’ve thought about it but I don’t want to scare her away by being too forward.

When I go back to IG, I see Christina has uploaded a new story and click on it. It’s of her and a guy, called Matty according to the tag, and she’s written “coffee and Matty, my favourite combo”. I show it to John.

“I guess she’s busy with her boyfriend”.

“Wait until they break up, then”, he says laughing.

I roll my eyes at him and go back to the story. Her head is on his shoulder and they both have big smiles on their faces. I can see his hand is on her waist. I mean, of course she has a boyfriend. I shouldn’t be surprised but it bothers me anyway.

Christina

After my coffee with Matty, I go back home to work on some articles that are due soon. I’m struggling to concentrate so I pick up my phone to scroll through social media.

Friends have posted, so I like and comment on their photos. My sister Lily has posted a new story with my nephew, so I like it and answer with a bunch of emoji hearts. And I see Rúben has posted a new photo too. He’s wearing the outfit all City players wear when they travel for away matches. But I have to admit that even though the outfit is horrible, it doesn’t look half bad on him. I debate for a second before liking the photo.

I mean, I’ve liked some of his photos before. But, he wasn’t following me back then. What if he thinks I’ve only done it to get his attention or something? Not to be all I’m not like the other girls but I’m sure many use that trick. Ugh, why do I have to overthink everything? He won’t even notice I liked the stupid photo.

Ok, phone away. Back to writing.

Once I’m done with work, I reward myself by making a delicious frozen pizza for dinner. And I might even take a bath later. Glamour and luxury 24/7.

When I go stop the timer I set on my phone I see I have a few notifications. But one stands out. A DM from Rúben. So he is like the others. What a surprise!

I still open it to see what he has to say and it confuses me even more.

“Hi Christina. I’m playing in London tomorrow, against Arsenal. I have a couple of tickets if you want them. For you and your boyfriend. Let me know if you want them. Xx”

For me and my boyfriend? I didn’t have one of those last time I checked. But I do want the tickets. I’ll gladly support City against Arsenal. I’ll support literally anyone that plays Arsenal.

“Hey Rúben. Hope you are ok. That’s super generous of you and sure, I’ll love tickets to the match. But…I’m a bit confused. I don’t have a boyfriend but I’ll be able to find someone to take to the match with me if the offer still stands. Xx”

Pizza time now.

#ruben dias #footballer x reader #ruben dias fluff #ruben dias imagine #ruben dias x reader #footballer imagine

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pop-roxs · 1 year

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hoo okay I can already tell this is gonna be long but manga thoughts!! i only read up to roughly 150 I think (Also hi hi I’m off anon! anxiety has been overcome >D<)

quick lil context of me even getting into this also! so my roomie and I have a tradition of watching really bad animes during finals weeks and this time my rookie suggested we watched black butler 2 (still so funny it’s just 2 not season two not book of ___ no. just two. Peak comedy) first half of that was laughably bad and then like ep 7 onward it was frustratingly good. Some bizarre pacing some bizzare writing choices but I liked it overall. anyways over winter break out of nowhere I got manga spoilers on my tiktok for Agni’s death and. It emotionally devastated me bc I loved him sm bc of the like one ep in 2 where he appeared. i told my roomie that and we decided to like actually watch the good parts of the anime so I could get a taste of the actual plot (and eventually we watched s1 lmao)

so yeah that bit didn’t impact me as much when I actually read it but 😭 Agni I miss you dearly you’re like one of the only people I’d trust to hold my drink in this series I KNOW you would take care of it and not spill anything. Also, I read the entire (post campania) manga while procrastinating studying for my organic chemistry exam bc chemistry is a pain in the ass and I didn’t want to look at it

right um. Other arcs. so the school arc has some BIZARRE pacing- (and i never got used to the just casually dropping the F word even if it was used iba like historical context) I was half skimming some of the pages bc I thought it was gonna be basically a fluff filler arc so that end caught me off guard- deffo enjoyed the soma content though! i sure hope he stays happy and nothing awful happens to make him stop smiling! hahah fuck.

Emerald witch arc is kinda funny to me. like yeah, okay queen of England, send this 13 (14?? I forgor) year old child to a different country to deal with werewolves. this isn’t even ur country girly what. Wolf and miss sullivan (can’t spell her first name) r fun characters I like their addition a lot. Could’ve done without the uh. weird scenes with sullivan but. whatever. (The scenes with finny taking care of ciel also were so sweet Omg I will cry- finny is probably one of my top 5 charas I love himmmmm he scares me tho )

that being said I fuckcking RECOGNIZED that shit was chemicals as soon as I saw that circle thing oh my FuckKING GOD. I literally put down my phone and stopped reading for a good while. I’m reading this manga to procrastinate my ochem I did not need it to insert itself like that >:’(((( it was good though I liked the arc a a lot (my roommate fucking burst out laughing when she saw me being angy and asked why.)

Sascha and Walmart will (sorry sir you are just not memorable) were cute! Hope we get more content of them in the future, or just more reaper lore. Please. I’m going insane all I want is lore (Also my roomie had already told me abt the reaper backstory so that didn’t rlly surprise me). Will and grell showing up for like one chapter was funny as hell, you know will was pissed bc that whole convo could’ve totally been an email or a pigeon or whatever. i missed them though so im not complaining

Idk what to call the next arc. the return of the school guys was… funny ig?? i have to be honest I kinda disconnect whenever they appear I just don’t really care for them 😭 the whole band group off was so funny though and the tonal whiplash was something I was NOT prepared for. It wasn’t as jarring as the paving of the school arc but like hWUH THATS A LOT OF PLOT AND BIG REVEALS HAPPENING REALLY FAST NOW-

love othello though. I’m a forensics chemistry major and I love the forensics part of it significantly more than chemistry so seeing a funny guy doing that is so very !!! ya :D also love the dynamic with Grelle. they’re both trans and besties you can’t change my mind- ALSO OTHELLO JUST . THROWING HIS SCYTGE AND THEN BIDING BEHIND GRELLE. Love him. ronnies still my fav dont get me wrong I am endeared with his talk-shit-while-getting-his-ass-beat mentality but othello is very close behind

wish we had more reaper lore . I would kill to know these guys backstories- Ronald and sascha seem so much you her compared to their coworkers it eats at my brain. sascha especially like aaaaaa kid what happened for you to end up here :(? MAN (also I could fight abt the reaper lore for so long. they don’t deserve this. this shits unfair. AGH…

i had more stuff that I wanted to say but forgot. sorry if this isn’t very understandable i just wrote as I thought of things- basically. reapers my beloved . I’m begging for lore please . soma my king I hope you’re okay. when will Ronald come back PLEASE he’s been gone since like campania 😭

BRO ROOMMATE ANON REVEAL!! i hope you dont mind me still using the roommate anon tag,,

agnis death def threw me off. i wasnt expecting yana to kill him off, especially after having him around for so long. that whole scene was very surprising. and yes i agree with you!! hes probably the most wholesome character in black butler next to some others like the phantomhive servants and soma.

i actually quite liked the school arc(and a lot of people in the fandom would agree w me)! but i get how you wouldnt. i personally was only mostly focusing since i just wanted to get back to grelle T^T.

i didnt really like emerald witch at first. i was mad when it had the honor of being the 100th chapter. but its grown on me since(n yeah those scenes were weird..).

i LOOOOVEEE SASCHA!!!!!! THEYRE SO CUTEEEEE X33333 they remind me of my best friend since they both have that same cheery vibe. like little guy is just making the best out of their afterlie and havin some genuine fun. i fw it. grelles outfit was also sooo hot in that chapter gaw dayum. i want a piece of that reaper PLEASE

you can call the return of the school guys the boy band arc. it was weird but i really enjoyed it.

i find it funny how everyone automatically says that othello is trans. one look at the silly science man provokes the Feeling.

trust me man, everyone wants more reaper lore. i am clawing at yanas feet and begging her to tell me what in the ever living fuck happened to grelle in her time as a human. WHAT THE FUCK KINDA LIVES DID THEY LIVE. WHAT DROVE THEM TO SUICIDE.

i understood everything you wrote, dw!! :3 im hoping soma is ok as well </3

#i love your long ass asks #roommate anon #black butler #kuroshitsuji #water posts

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ariyucake · 2 years

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˗꒰ ✎ Hell is not so welcoming. ♬ ꒱˗

˗꒰ ✎ Story summary : the female reader was once a student at NRC, a school of villains. However, she was treated differently and poorly, resulting in her trauma. She is now a female RSA student whom is a well known actress and model. She gets nervous when she was told that the very next day she will be having a school meet-up. After episodes of hyperventilation and tears she didn’t want to experience that again. But what she saw there made her want to ring her uncle and aunt up, why exactly? I dunno. Read for more ig. ♬ ꒱˗

♬ You’re just relaxing here, and having a good life. If you want some shit then scroll down! This post will probably be long but whatever. The longer the better, right? <3

You laid down on your soft plush bed comfortably, you were half unconscious until somebody knocked on your door —

“ Y/n! O-oh, that was pretty bad of me to just call out your name.. uhh — anyway, y/n, I just heard that this influencer invited us to a party at their mansion! You’ve gotta come with us. “ Neige barged into your room for some reason. He was the dorm leader and you were the dorm’s little helper. You woke up shocked and surprise but nonetheless nodded at him. You were pretty tired but who cares when Neige is happy? Yeah, everybody cares about Neige. Obviously… you don’t give much of a shit about him.

“ Oh my god… Neige — my door was unlocked? Ugh. I was just thinking about closing it. Please don’t barge in here like that! That almost scared me and could’ve given me a heart attack. “ you scolded him as he let out a few sorries.

“ Sorry y/n! I was very excited… ehe… “

“ It’s alright then, Neige. It’s not like I actually did get a heart attack. “ you responded as you get off of your bed and walked towards him. He was taller than you but you were more stronger.

“ And tell that person that I won’t be accepting their invite because I’m going to… uh, N…NRC. F-for a meet-up. “ you quietly said as Neige looked at you confused.

“ Why the sad face? You’ll get to meet Vil, right? “ “ W-well uhhhh… “

“ You don’t need to know Neige, it’s none of your problem because you don’t need so much stuff on your plate now, anywho… goodnight and bye! “ you slammed the door shut in front of him then locked him. He stared at the door like an idiot for a few seconds before saying a quiet “ e…ehe? “ under his breath. Soon enough he left with a sad face.

Drawing on a simple piece of paper, you handed it to a certain cat boy in class who was your desk mate.

“ Oh? What’s this? “ he smoothened the crumbled paper. He read and looked through the paper very carefully.

“ Pls don’t ask me to do your homework. “ — y/n.

He laughs at your awful handwriting. Although your handwriting was very neat and pretty during tests and all of those wonderful things, your handwriting automatically turns into the worst handwriting possible.

But somehow… he can still understand it.

“ Hey, your drawing is pretty cute here! “ he nudged you over softly as he dangled it in front of your face.

“ Did you hear what the teacher said? He said there’s 2 things that we have to do as home work. Good luck loser! “ you left him as he looked around the classroom and… and… everybody was gone already?! What the hell…

Standing in front of NRC’s entrance, you mentally and physically sighed as you walked closer and closer. You can just turn back but you have to go there, you have a discussion with NRC’s headmaster! You were heavily murmuring about… something. Under your breath.

Your hand reached the door’s knob and you lightly twisted it. You closed your eyes and prepared for some bullshit to come… but it never did. All you saw was a very loud campus of male students roaming around endlessly.

You gulped in the saliva that was building up in your mouth. All you need to do now was find Crowley… the Headmaster. It’s been only a year and you’ve already forgotten where the hell was the Headmaster’s office always at.

Walking around the campus might solve your problem as you can ask people around for directions, so you did what you thought would help you.

A certain red-head caught your attention and you immediately went up to him.

“ H-hi, my name is y/n l/n and I’m a student at RSA, unfortunately I have a meeting w-with the Headmaster about Vil Schoenheit and I’s movie role and such. Can you please guide me the way to the Hsadmaster’s office, please if you can? “ you mentally cursed at yourself for stuttering even two times, but you looked at the boy with a bit of confusion before he suddenly said —

“ Hello y/n, you’re the famous actress and model am I right? I’ve seen you before but let’s not talk about that right now. My name is Riddle Rosehearts. I am the dorm leader of Heartslabyul dorm. I will gladly show and guide you to the Headmaster’s office. Follow me. “ he says as he guided you all the way but then —

You bumped into something and fell. You saw a weird alien-looking cat and you assumed that the said cat was what you bumped into. You helped the cat up and muttered a few apologies. You looked up and saw a young girl around the age of 16. She had beautiful white long hair and bright yellow eyes.

“ S-sorry! I didn’t mean to! A…ahh.. now I’m just being… “ “ No, no. It’s okay, really! This happens to me a lot too! “

The girl looked at you and smiled, Riddle stood there dumbfounded and told you to that you should go to the office right now, but you had received a sudden notification that the meeting was cancelled and that your roles about a certain movie was already decided and so on. You told Riddle about this and he paused.

“ Well, I guess I can spend a little time here for a while cause I really wanna get to know you. “ you say as you looked at the pretty girl, she looked like she could replace you in every way possible.

“ Let’s start off with introductions… my names y/n l/n. What’s yours? “ you started off with a innocent and Norma question but the girl took a step back and quietly said…

“ You… you look so similar to me… “

You didn’t know why but you felt offended. You wanted to tell her to shut up and just continue on with your idle chit-chat. But good thing you controlled yourself.

“ Eh? What? Well whatever I heard nothing. Anyways what’s your name? If you don’t mind… “ the girl was still quiet. You expected her to be an extroverted and bright girl but she had been very quiet.

“ M-my name is Yuu l/n… we.. we even have the same last names… “ …what? What did you just fucking hear?

You gritted your teeth at this but managed to hide it.

“ Oh really? What makes you so quiet about it? “ “ We… we’re probably related due to this — “

“ Oh shut it! It’s just a few coincidences… u-unless.. “ you immediately ringed your uncle and asked him for what his missing daughter’s name was.

‘ yuu l/n… ‘ you thought and froze.

“ H-hey. I think we should go take a test. My uncle is going crazy right now so… “ “ Eek! Okay! “ what? What the hell did you just hear?! Now she’s excited? What…?

You and yuu left to go to the hospital and when you both arrived, your uncle and aunt was already there.

“ Oh my… you look so much like y/n but even better! Ah… “ you were getting jealous, they already did a blood test and now yuu was your cousin? What the hell?! Ew no, no, no…

The next few weeks passed by horribly, your whole entire family had became so fixated on yuu they forgot about yuu and yuu is now basically a new influencer who was getting transferred to RSA and was getting popular by the second. You hated it. And what was worse yuu stole the role you had in the movie you were going to take part in with Vil, but he didn’t even bat an eyelash when he heard about this! Your life was going downhill and yuu was constantly getting spoiled and love. What does she have that you don’t…?

You’ve had enough, you had enough!!! You wanted to beat her up and choke her till she dies. But you can’t.

Although now, you consider it. She was being a bitch to you too y’know, ahaha!

Note : there’s some blood and mess here so uh, get ready.

You pulled her hair and she tried pulling yours but you stepped on her stomach. She screamed and her saliva got onto your face. You slapped her face until her face got red like a tomato… she slapped you back and you kicked her harder in the stomach. You took out your dull knife and started stabbing her eyes but she tried to cover her eyes with her hand. Turns out her left hand got impaled by your dull knife and it was bleeding a WHOLE lot. You choked her and took out a sharp pair of scissors… now this is where the fun starts.

You stabbed her in the stomach again and again as your face and body got covered with blood. She kicked you and you groaned.

“ S-s-s-stop….! “ “ S-s-s-s- what? Are you a snake? Well kinda. “

You threw yourself on her and she fell. Gosh you were heavy but at least that did you a favour!

One of your brothers got into the room somehow and immediately called for 911. You were grounded but later on, you immediately became the family’s loved one again.

“ Sh-she’s the one who tried attacking me! She tried to kill me and then she got herself in this situation… believe me!! “

Your lie worked. You were sure you’d go to extra hell for that.

Yuu was immediately grounded and was in a hospital bed for months. You trashed her room and cleaned it out in just one day. She was practically living in the hospital by now.

“ Oh dear ugly Yuu, even if you’re still ugly nobody… and I mean, NOBODY, would like you! You know. I was starting to like you from the start but you suddenly became a bitch and I wasn’t even lying! You did start the fight by throwing the scissors at me… stupid. “

You were a villain in a hero’s school. Weird. But you liked it.

I’m so tired bro have this shit for now.

#:: Twst #:: twisted wonderland #:: y/n #:: blood warning #:: angst #:: blood uwU #:: Twst x y/n #:: idk bro

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0blackrain0 · 1 year

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I had a dream(nightmare??) a few days back and it's still on my mind and honestly, it's making me uncomfortable just thinking about it so I thought of posting abt it here so it might help ig?

Basically the other "me" in that dream was going out with her father (my father-) and they chose to go to a museum and stuff. It wasn't really like a museum tho, there were stalls and stuff and her father decided to get some chocolates for the family before leaving. Anyways after a while, they left the museum and her father asked her to go home ALONE (prob because he had work to do). That obviously made my other self very scared because I, myself have never travelled alone unless I'm going to school. So she gets into a Uber and the driver is like this chatty, friendly guy, except that he's a little too friendly. Obviously that makes her feel uneasy. It should have taken them to reach the destination in like half an hour maybe? Idk, I just know for some reason. But the driver was purposely taking wrong turns and was talking with her too much. She got scared and asked him to stop beside a building. The thing is, she fell outside the uber (she got hurt too, idk how she fell tho) right after he stopped it. She payed him half the amount of what she was supposed to pay since he didn't get her home. Her legs felt weak as she got into another Uber. And the previous driver was still standing in one place, staring at her as she left in the uber. The current driver got her home within a few minutes and told her that he lived around this area too(That made her feel better than before ig? Prob cuz the driver was a nice guy). For some reason it was like night time, ig around 1 am. The gates were locked at the apartments where she lived. But thankfully a mother of friend's was standing and talking with someone on the phone at the watchmens office place (idl what you call that srry-). She saw the other me and opened the door to the watchmens office room and the other me walked really fast to her apartment after thanking the lady. She saw her brother watching TV and her mother, who saw her (other me) entering the house, say "Wow, finally home are we?" And her father came out of his bedroom looking at her(also me).

Idk why but like this whole dream or nightmare or whatever, made me feel so uncomfortable and unhappy. It just makes me feel uneasy whenever I think about it. The thing that messes with me the most is prob the driver's part because I could feel her emotions and feelings and stuff. She felt scared and I could feel it too. Every night I think about this and I can't sleep. It's just so weird yk?

#dreams #bad dreams #nightmare

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awetistic-things · 2 years

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🧋 a vent ab my parent <3

cw^^ anxiety attacks mentioned, verbal abuse, self harm mentioned, caps

|🍄| keep yourself safe and don’t read this if you know it will trigger! Ava has some cool non trauma dump posts that you can look at instead! |🍄|

she calls me names all the time. like all of the time. it’s not just annoying, it hurts. like a lot. she calls me things like a*hole and weirdo, jokingly. I always laugh though as a coping mechanism (no clue why??). me and my brother called her Karen when that was trending and she can’t get over it. telling her to get over it is not an option. last time I told her how I felt she got super angry and said “you have no right to tell me what to do” or something like that. I actually didn’t even tell her what to do, I asked a rhetorical question which effectively acts as a statement. anyways, it triggered an anxiety attack or something (?) idk. I didn’t have trouble breathing I was just very emotional and scared to the point where I was going to call the police because I thought she was going to hurt me (physically or verbally) and I wasn’t sure anybody in my house would help me or would be able to. she’s remarked multiple times that she could “really be crazy”. I locked myself in the bathroom for safety. I turned the light off to prolong her not knowing I was in there. I actually hid in the bathtub where you wouldn’t be able to tell if I was in there so if she unlocked the door from the outside she wouldn’t find me immediately. since we’re already here talking about things she’s done she’s also called me &my brother racial insults. whenever she’s mad she calls us the nword and it feels racially motivated. my siblings and I are all half black. she’s also technically half black but nobody would perceive her as such. she has white skin, we do not. that same day I got super scared and stuff my mom requested something from my brother. he said no because he has the right to do whatever he wants including say no. she got mad and somehow (most things are foggy from that night) we ended up driving to McDonalds to grab some food. she was speeding which also triggered me because I’ve been in a car accident before and even though it wasn’t a total wreck, it was still traumatic. speeding and slamming breaks is very triggering for me. my school bus driver recently slammed on brakes for no reason. she was trying to make a point that we should wear seatbelts, which, point taken but that triggered me so bad. I know it’s not really her problem but I was holding back tears. anyways sry for tangent back to the story. so we were on our way to McDonalds and she’s speeding. as she’s speeding she’s going on and on about how my brother is an nword hard r for saying no to her after “aLl ShEs DoNe FoR hIm”. she’s done nothing but abuse him and I only have sympathy for him. she does this all the time. you say no and she gets so mad. she’s diagnosed with bipolar something but I’m not sure exactly what. I don’t talk about it because I’m afraid of her reaction. I’m scared that I will literally die. my siblings are moving out. as selfish as this is, I won’t have anymore protection. I’ll be her therapist and her outlet for anger, frustration, everything. my other parent isn’t even an option for me. I would rather be homeless than live with him. Surprisingly, I don’t self harm. that actually makes me feel very invalid but I’m pretty sure daily verbal abuse is sufficient trauma. (any trauma is “sufficient“!)

anyway that is a LONG ask. side note completely unrealted: my crushes name is ayva but I’m not gonna ask her out like ever bc she hates me for some reason (probably the autism!!) and is a suspected homophobe. but anytime I go back to your carrd to check your ask rules and stuff bc I always forget and/or wanna double check I think of her 💕. also if you want to hear more about my family issues or my crush (pls ask me to talk about her pls) or something I’ll do it ig?

if you actually sat here and read this whole thing ily forever and ever and ever! 🫂💏 /p

[tw: check ask]

#autism #autistic #actually autistic #asd #autism spectrum disorder #on the spectrum #autistic problems #autism problems #ableism #racism #homophobia #abuse #parental abuse

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princess-pill-enjoyer · 1 year

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Hi again. I'm back to semi keep myself sane

CONTENT WARNING: SELF HARM

Well not to say addiction isn't a form of sh lmfao. Still just incase

I'm just gon say it. Uh I'm writing this because I ended my nearly year long streak of not cutting. I don't really do it often so I don't bother keeping track of when I do it specifically. But yeh. I did it out of frustration towards myself, R, my family, this fucking job, my money, my loans.. I'm just so angry and I don't know what to do. I thought I'd just sob a lil and make myself feel better with that. Didn't work ofc. Even now that I did that to myself I couldn't bring myself to cry 💀

I miss being able to get high in these situations. I feel like I did in college again. Those days walking around feeling completely lost on what to do next. Everything is irritating me and I'm just over it. I never wanted this shit you know?

I'm slightly disappointed in myself. I always told myself I was just tryna be like everyone else when I started cutting myself. Tho I know it's just me being hard on myself. I used to bite/scratch myself and pull my hair out before so it's not entirely fair to say that. But still like. Why couldn't I just punch a wall or something damn 😭😭

Anyway. I alsoo found about 500mg around my room. I had so many pills under my drawer. Plus all the pills I spilled around when I tried to kms while half conscious from the attempt not even a full 2 hours before. I thought i did a good job of throwing away the loose pills after the fact buut ig at some point I made a lil stashe. I've just been staring at them. I want some so bad but I know once I take them I'm buying some more. I have that bad. I can't just have one good experience. I have to have it again and again until it's completely stale. I really stopped taking pills daily in November and took my last pill in early December. I'm scared of what I'll do if I give in. But should I care?

Mmm... my leg is on fire. Sorry if this is too much info. It's hard to focus on what to say next. All I can think about is the pills, how mad I am, annnd my thigh. I don't think it's enough tbh. The fact that I'm still babbling is proof enough.

Well. Speaking of which. A huge apology for some of my older posts. I upset myself rereading my old trip reports. They were awful. I never realized how much I was dealing with at the time. 2022 was the worst year of my life. No doubt. But I WISH I didn't go into so much detail into my personal issues. On one hand, it was good for me as I could let out everything with no filter. Thoooo on the other, that is not what this page was ever supposed to be and I hate that you have to sift the relevant info from my personal drama. I'm tryna be better about that shit. Not everything needs to be said. Plus, I needa be better about thinking about what I'm thinking lol. I feel like im way more irrational than I've ever truly paid attention to. Blasting this place with that isn't thr smartest thing either way. I'll be from here on trying to focus on the bigger shit making me feel rhe way I do.

Oh uh. Well my dumbass inhaled my edibles the other day tryna make myself feel better. My dad made me some to try to replace my dph/pen habit with "real weed" but I've never liked it much. I don't really like weed period for whatever reason. When I'm mixing it with pills I like it but on its own... no. I get really paranoid but so out of it I can't think my way through it. Least with dph I would get paranoid or hear/see something and I'd just forget to be scared. My dislike has led me to eat them fairly infrequently keeping my tolerance kinda low. Thoo I ate about 4x my normal dose annnd as fun as I thought it'd be, I found it more annoying than anything.

I'm in therapy now. I uh don't know how much I like my therapist thus far. He seems so interested in building better habits and not as much fixing whatever's wrong with me. He honestly sounds like he's already given up on me. On my first appointment, he asked about previous visits to therapists. I had only been to one and I was a kid so I didn't understand or take it as seriously as I should have. But apparently I show signs of something deeper going on and talk therapy is "usually not very productive" for people like me. He's focused on getting me medicated and teaching me better coping skills are his main focus from the sounds of it. Tho then again, I've been filling out paperwork and doing minimal speaking so ig he's off the hook 💀💀

Man recommended me to come in 2x a week for the time being. Part of me questions if this is for me or just for him to fill his time slots as quick as possible. Especially with me not having any appointments this week due to his schedule being full LMFAOO. I'm not mad really. I'm just hoping from here out I can actually do the damn 2x a week. I wanna get this treatment shit over with.

Okay well. This one's served its purpose. I'm exhausted and my leg hurts so bad. I wanna sleep it off. Gn

#vent #misc

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boneybrokengoblin · 1 year

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I took some before photos of where I currently am in my weightloss journey.

These are going to be like my half way photos ig. Since i had lost 125lbs initially. I sadly havent rlly lost any weight at all during the last year. Ive fluctuated between 155-165lbs. Well this month i decides to break that cycle. I want to finally reach my goal weight of 135lbs.

Tomorrow morning i will weigh myself to get my mew starting weight. And then im thinking that ill update here weekly with my progress for that week :)

Im getting my fasting app back along with my weight and fitness tracker.

Now its not like i have to explain my process to the few to none people who are gonna read this (because tbh im talking to myself here in these posts, i dont actually have any followers who care ab me or anything) but here it goes anyway,,

I work at a job where im on my feet all day long. I also get dizzy and lightheaded very easy. I dont want to draw attention to myself so i always eat in the morning. I used to do omad but that was when i had a desk job so i didnt have to always be on my feet. Im gonna have to start with 2 meals a day for now. Ill do breakfast around 9-10 depending on how hungry i am that morning.

Breakfast will consist of whatever we have on the line at breakfast that morning, most of the time its eggs bacon or sausage and toast. 1 of each.

I also wanna throw in some fruit so ill probably have either apples or melon with that.

For my dinner meal i will have to eat with my parents because even at the ripe ol age of 21 i still live with them and they still expect me to eat the food that they cook. They eat pretty healthy so ill just have small servings of whatever they make me.

The real kicker is that im not going to be allowing myself to have the sweet foods i love so much. Ive had a year to eat them. Ive had a year to satisfy myself with them. Now its time to set them aside in favor for a healthier lifestyle.

Im going to make an effort to stick to this plan so that i can be happy and reach my ultimate goal.

Im very worried ab the loose skin and how it will affect my body dysmorphia along with my dysphoria surrounding my chest. Im unsure if losing 30lbs will make the loose skin better or worse. Im going to try my best to work out as much as i can to tone up my body. With how high my starting weight was im scared that it wont go back to normal.

This is a long post now so im logging off. Ill post my before pics along with my new starting weight tomorrow morning

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