#i was made to love her unconditionally

[angelicstalker]

I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her

I'm in love with her ❤️

#mine #i love her so much #we talked about our futures today #she made me feel so much more reassured and she doesnt even know it #she has no idea what she means to me #it makes me so happy knowing she genuinely wants that future with me too #i feel so much immense joy #i want to kiss her and spin her around #i want to grab her by the hand and take her somewhere fun so i can make her smile so big #she deserves to feel how she makes me feel shahsj #i adore her #i was made to love her unconditionally #only thing i need to work on is how to be a bit more sensitive to her #she is so wondsrful and raising my voice at her accomplishes nothing #i dont want to be like any ex she had and i dont want to make her feel like another person to pet her down #ill do whatever i can do to make that girl feel so secure and safe with me #my girl... #i love her so much oh my god like i just cant stop thinking about her jesus

[raayllum]

me when i remember the long standing headcanon of rayla being virtually friendless growing up post s1 is legitimately 100% canon and has been for a while since bloodmoon huntress and that callum and ezran were her first real Friends ever and they loved her so much they even became her family

#tdp rayla #brotp: we're in this together #'he's my friend my best friend' and the first people to love her wholly unconditionally and never leave her side!! #gnawing on my leg #as a friendless s1 rayla truther BH made me Cry lmao LIKE WE KNEW BUT S T I L L #mine #memes #text post #thinking about my 'rayllum + loneliness' meta again

[musclesandhammering]

Me: Loki’s had such a sad life, he deserves to be loved.

Person: That’s ok, he’s got Sylvie now 🥹✨💕

Me: 😒🙄

Other Person: That’s ok, he’s got Mobius now 🥹✨💕

Me: 😒🙄

Person 3: That’s ok, he’s got a new family now 🥹

Me: 🥹🥹🥹

#found family over romance every single time #I don’t wanna hear about how he and sylvie are soulmates and he cares about her more than the entire universe 🤢 #I don’t wanna hear about how Mobius is the only person to love him unconditionally & he’s Loki’s new glorious purpose 🤢 #can we stop making every single gd bit of his character development about romance please #I promise you guys that is SO not the point #it’s about redemption and change and growth and healing but y’all would rather the entire show be about who he made googoo eyes at #shipping discourse #shipping wank #anti lokius #anti sylki #antisylki #loki series criticism #loki series #loki

[just-rogi]

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#like I’m sorry #I love my best friend so so so much and she’s perfect and kind and has gone above and beyond to be rational and to be there for me #and I get it she’s an autistic woman and has faced adversity and has had to go on medical leave and that’s hard #and I’m not being dismissive of her struggles #but it makes me so angry because her parents unconditionally love her and her siblings and have always made her feel that way #and has never worried about money as a kid #and yeah her relationship with her parents isn’t perfect of course #but she literally cannot understand domestic violence beyond just reading about it in a book #like she did everything she can to understand and relate #but sometimes I want to scream because I feel so alone #because no one in my life fucking understands why I’m the way I am #and I’ve been struggling the past two months really badly with coping #I’ve had to go to the doctor to ask about PTSD and not like the tik tok OWO kind #but the I was in a car crash as a kid with my dad as a drunk driver and I keep getting flashbacks in my daily life to being a small child #that are impacting by daily life and interactions #and like I feel so fucking alone #and to hear from my friends ‘your right this is horrible and toxic but lots of people go through this’ ISNT FUCKING HELPING #I don’t want to hear that it’s normal I want to feel fucking safe in my bedroom without my mother blowing up my phone or calling the cops #I am unwell and I’m so stressed and I’m so sick and I can’t cope with this and none of the therapists I’ve tried to find handle ptsd #especially not therapists of color #I’m angry and I’ve been getting worse over the past two months #and not that it matters but due to ^^^ reasons my birthday has always been insanely fucking bad for me #like depression watch bad. when I turned twenty I was vividly hallucinating while walking around campus for a week straight having #flashbacks in class and I had to be taken out of the auditorium because I was physically unwell and couldn’t stop crying and shaking #and I told my friend I didn’t want to celebrate I just wanted to sit on her couch and not be alone and she fucking ditched me #because an emergency with a different friend came up the night before #like I have a history of suicidal ideation traumatic flashbacks eating disorders and self harm and I’m asking you to be with me on a very #upsetting day and you call me the night before telling me we have to cancel because another friend is having a bigger crisis #and like you don’t even feel a little bad about it?? #I’m just upset and scared and I’ve got a doctors appointment tomorrow and I’m not in reality right now and that’s scary

[malewifespike]

Isn’t it crazy how Spike was licherally the only one that loved Buffy truly unconditionally. even her scoobies abandoned her in s7 even and ESPECIALLY Giles and Willow (i was disappointed but not surprised @ xander) but SPIKE SAW HER AND LOVED HER!!! When she hated him he loved her! When she hated herself he loved her! When she gave up he loved her! When she fucked up and people died he loved her! this monstrosity this creature of death and violence SAW her in ways nobody else could/wanted to! isn’t that crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!

#like and thinking about Buffy’s life as a whole it’s been filled with people loving her but only conditionally and temporarily…… #Angel and Riley and Parker and that random dude from s1 that liked the adrenaline of the danger of being around her #and even her PEOPLE her FAMILY rejected her so completely that they kicked her out of her own home after she made a call that got- #-people hurt #they love her but only when she’s Strong Perfect All-Knowing Slayer Buffy #even after Buffy forgave and accepted and treated Willow with gentleness and kindness after she almost KILLED DAWN #Willow still abandoned her…the audacity…. #and faith! the one who was legitimately evil for a while and actually purposefully killed people! she allowed Buffy to be rejected! #like GIRL!!!! #but Spike. he loved her when she said ‘I hate you’ he loved her when she broke his heart #he LOVED HER UNCONDITIONALLY!!!! and CONSISTENTLY!!!!!!! #btvs #buffy the vampire slayer

[rosedhall]

ADON one-shot fics I want to write but am yet to find the energy for. Honestly, which of these do you lot think sounds the most promising? Bc maybe if I have some more interest spurring me, they might get finished., lol

#txt #fics #i need more people to bounce ideas off yk #in my own head too much #Rose's one more succinctly is her dealing with Jimmy being the best thing in her life but also the worst mistake she ever made #i think it's an interesting dynamic #i love you endlessly and unconditionally but i never should have had you.. also headcanon that jimmy looks like hugo #Hugo's has a couple paragraphs already he is a rotten piece of work even when not possessed. but interesting #the Jimmy one is him interacting with James lol. i like the two weirdos interacting #gestures. enjoy

[navree]

started thinking about aemond feeling like he has to earn people’s love due to feelings of inadequacy when he was younger, started thinking of him probably feeling that way even about his mom and his siblings, had to lie down

#personal #god i really wish they'd done more with helaena so that i could talk about her and aemond's relationship (platonically) #(i don't like that ship at all sorry fam) #but now i'm thinking about aemond and alicent and aemond and aegon once again #(but also then contrast that with alys where he didn't really do anything to Earn her affections at all) #(kinda the opposite he did lowkey commit strong-icide the first time he met her) #(but they built a rapport and she loved him anyway. unconditionally. with no terms and conditions) #(great made myself sadder in the tags of my own damned post)

[sassmill]

Hate that I’m having a huge fucking freak out after a really nice day

#we went to (town where my CSA happened and where my family that has disowned me for speaking up about it all live) #which was weird #but I kept trying to focus on the moment #going there for the first time as an adult with a group of women that I love who all support me unconditionally #we were having a great time #and I was reminiscing about the town with my boss because she grew up there #so we both have a lot of formative memories of the same places #but each time I would tell her of some happy childhood memory I also had this ugly nasty thing lurking behind it #like yes my family all live here and I don’t come visit them anymore because they’re defending my abuser #and have made it abundantly clear that I am not welcome or accepted or believed or respected #and I kept trying to shove that down we were having such a good time #and then it was also great because I got to spend the day with Woman I Have Feelings For #but her reaction to the birthday card I made her was not what I had hoped so I was overthinking things the second my day started #and then spending the day with her outside of work made those feelings bubble up real big #but we were in a place that I associate with my trauma and my last relationship ended really traumatically as well #so I had the combination all day of: #do not think about your CSA do not think about it do not think about how your entire family turned on you without question #do not think about how much you’re scared that she has been trying to subtly reject you and you’re embarrassing yourself by not taking a bin #don’t think about how if she does feel the same about you you can’t enjoy any intimacy ever #because of the CSA #and because of the last person you dated #and don’t think about how your body rebels and launches into a trauma response ar the very thought of intimacy #and don’t think about how you’re terrified that you’ll never be able to be intimate without panicking #and don’t think about how you tried to force yourself to be intimate with someone and ended up completely freezing going mute #being retraumatized in another way entirely #don’t think about how terrified you are of the fact that you cannot predict or control that trauma response #how even with your first girlfriend when you wanted to be intimate you would freeze up #and how she yelled at you that one time ‘you never let me touch you’ #so yeah lads I’m crying a little bit in the dark #googling ‘how to overcome trauma response during intimacy’

[hoeforcheol]

Long story short, she had a fight with rebound and home girl wasn’t letting her leave so she stayed the night. But she no longer wants anything to do with her and I feel like that came with the undertone of “I don’t wanna see her again because our fights were easier.” That might just be me tho.

#she cried and I felt bad #but she did it to herself #I made it clear i won’t be tolerating that again #but that I love and care still #because I can’t just throw 3 1/2 years down the drain like she tried to #but I kept a firm tone and made it abundantly clear that she’s overstepping too many boundaries #and she’s lucky to be burning bridges with very forgiving people who love unconditionally #and this is getting ridiculous #but I’m sticking to the 3 week rule for myself #if she tries to get back with me #she has to wait and think ALONE if that’s really what she wants after next week passes #I don’t know what my answer will be #but it’s either no. definitely not rn #or yes and she’ll be working at my pace on my time #I have a list of hard boundaries that will not change until I say so #and I have high expectations #and I might still move out when I have the money for it #I’m proud of the way I handled everything #cuz I wanna go to her job and give her a big bear hug #but I know she’s coming to the realization that she really fucked around and found out this time #and it’s a rude awakening but 🤷🏽 #you played yourself babe #today is gonna be interesting if I’m home when she gets home #but on the bright side I actually have an interview at that kpop store now #I’m really excitedddd #anyways #my ringer is on if she needs me #today is about me tho

[adanseydivorce]

hot take apparently but I genuinely think if your going to do an f/m/f love triangle esp with some element of infidelity, it reads a lot better in a situation where the two women have enough respect for each other that the dynamic isn’t just the two women competing for a guy or something, but they are Not best friends or even really friends at all, just two human women who have a mix of negative and positive feelings about each other. I like it way better.

#s speaks #Like genuinely I like it Much better than how it’s done on shows like OTH/Rvd/Pll and how the relationship between the two girls is treated #in those situations by the show usually within the love triangle plot. #this has Issues of course but. If anything acting like Daisy and Camila should love and support each other through everything would have #made those issues worse not better. #and again I think it’s Insane that if Camila is your favorite character what you want is for her to be unconditionally sweet to Daisy… #failure of logic there is insane you should be happy the show let her justifiably be a little cuntier to her than in the book #like. they admire things about each other they are not friends #and that’s good with me! good for the plot

[biblade]

sometimes i try to write but then i remember how much i love blade boy and i start to tear up

#he is so perfect to me: his journey throughout the trilogy his devotion to alina the fact that he is just (as far as he knows) #a human with no powers and nothing to offer but the one skill he's got but he still fights to better himself FOR her #and then suddenly he's drowning. he's at his worst. its killing him because he knows he can't keep her the way things are going #BUT HE STILL DOESN'T RUN FROM THAT LOVE. BECAUSE SHE IS HIS BEST FRIEND. SHE IS THE WHOLE OF HIS HEART. #NO MATTER IN WHAT SHAPE IT IS HE WILL LOVE HER UNCONDITIONALLY EVEN IF IT BREAKS HIM #okay i made myself unwell see what i MEAN? #╰ 🗡 𝐎𝐎𝐂 — himbo energy but like lesbian

[etherbonded]

self indulgent drabble, btw this is not an attempt to romanticize himari and her shido at all this is just to explain himari's view of things and what drew her into him initially. along with just explaining things

She was in her first year of University when she met him, her husband, Shido Masayoshi. She wasn't all too open to him when they first met but, after a month or so, he drew her in.

He gave her a sort of affection and seemingly unconditional love that she'd never received in a romantic way. And god, it felt good, it was such a rush. A hot fire of lust and desire, and what she believed at the time was love.

He slowly started to pull her away from any bonds, and make it so she only had time to spend with him without her noticing. That's when things became sour. He became more irritable, and even one time during sex took it too far with chocking and nearly suffocated her. But every time he did that... he come running to her drenching her with apologizes and gifts, saying how much he loves her and how sorry he is.

It was only when she began her second year when she became pregnant, and while knowing he's no good deep down. She still hoped that there was love in there for her, but when she breaks the news to him.. he shatters that hope. Himari begs and pleads desperately for him to consider marriage, for him to please have mercy on their child. And eventually he caves. And he marries her.

The wedding was agony, it wasn't made up of anything she liked and it was painfully snobbish. Nothing like the wedding she'd always dreamed of. What made it worse was that night, he left her all alone while he went to talk to other women. The same night she discovered the metaverse. And what caused her awakening besides being in danger due to shadows one may ask?

Well it's simple, the pain of betrayal and feeling as if she was an idiot to think she could trust him was so much, which was followed by the catalyst of her awakening, a moment of agonizing clarity:

SHE ENDED UP JUST LIKE HER MOTHER.

...But this time? Unlike her mother? She'll actually try to protect her child. No matter what.

#the solar eclipse╰┈➤ BLACK MASK HIMARI #diary entries ≪•◦ DRABBLES ◦•≫ #tw love bombing mention #tw manipulation #tw toxic relationship #tw attempted murder #( ask to tag ) #( this is kinda dark but its genuinely how i envision it. ) #( also i yeah. himari's lack of GENUINE love in life made her end up in shido's hands. and it's why she showers goro love unconditionally ) #( because she doesn't want him to go through the same thing she and her mom did ) #( she also doesn't want to end up like her mother bc her mom and her have such a bad relationship. ) #( and it's all her father's fault !! ) #( i have many thoughts. )

[byelair]

is anyone else unendingly bothered by karen wheeler constantly saying things like “you can tell me anything, I’m here for you” to her kids? because those words seem so so hollow. she guilts the truth out of them. the wheeler parents seem so uninterested in their children’s lives and only show an interest when they can berate them or make a snide comment. i’m just thinking about how difficult it would be for mike to tell his reagan-voting patriot parents anything that they wouldn’t want to hear

#like NO WONDER that kid is repressed #i'm rewatching season 1 and she just yells at nancy and pulls the truth out of her with guilt #shes always on the phone even when mike is urgently screaming for her attention #she has not made herself to be a trustworthy adult #and they juxtapose her behavior with joyce's. a parent who has proven to be trustworthy and to love her kids unconditionally #like maybe i'm projecting my own experiences w my own mother but.. idk #and that mother-daughter moment w nancy felt SO out of nowhere. i think in season 3? #i'd need to watch more to get more specific but her being untrustworthy has always been my vibe #but yeah. just musing on this #💬 #byler #stranger things #mike wheeler

[lesbenson]

im delusional and unserious but at least i don’t ship liv with any of the ada men

#sorry i saw another post saying she should’ve kissed peter when he left and it made my head explode #this is not a barson safe blog hes gay !!!!!!!!!!!! and i hate peter stone for literally no reason so he’s out too #almost said any adas and then i remembered cabenson #cabenson <333 #bensonism #barson i Understand but i liked their dynamic before s23 so much more 😭 #‘i’m you now liv’ is SO much more intense and profound than saying he loves her unconditionally #she hasn’t done anything to make him hate her but she HAS changed his worldview and made him grateful to her for it

[davlucies]

promise me.. promise me.

#the parallels your honor #taz balance #davenport #lucretia #stolen century #cycle 92 #ever think about the emotional and interpersonal fallout from the cycle 92 argument....... i do.... #ever think about how long she worked on her plan without telling her captain.... ever wondered how he felt abt that........ #ever thought about their mutual pain and grief and desperation and forgiveness of each other... ever thought about how he didn't vote....hh #the way they shut her down and made false promises... and he said nothing.. the way they both love the crew so deeply & unconditionally...

[chisatowo]

Ok read the current endori event I will need approximately 1 billion years to recover

#rat rambles #band posting #I have a disease and its called being a moca enjoyer it mean the world to me it sucks so bad /j #but also this is just such a good kokoro event too I think #like I think it does a rly nice job at showing that kokoro is like. very aware of the world and ppl around her #and also her noticing and commenting on just how compassionate and nice moca is made me want to explode #just like goddddd moca IS nice moca DOES care it cares SO MUCH it makes me insane #like I love how they both unconditionally take eachother seriously on some level. idk its just nice to see for both of them #neither of them are dumb they just go about things and thinking in a different way #also the end bit of kokoro asking what means a lot to moca and moca immediately playing an afterglow song. Im not ok #and kokoro just like gets it and is like ah so thats what means a lot to you! and then shows what means a lot to her by singing a hhw song #this is what bndori does to me it makes me completely lose my mind over such small and mundane moments fjdjxnskd #also I will be obsessing over kokoro and moca's dynamic for ages I want them to become besties actually #I just love watching their braincells interact I want to study them under a microscope