#i’m going to lose it

[seaweed-butch]

Have y’all thought about how heart wrenching it was for Grover and Annabeth when Percy closed the door behind him? I know they were both immediately brought back to the night they couldn’t save Thalia. They BOTH lost one of their best friends and felt like they were going to lose Percy the same exact way. I think about how Grover promised Sally to protect her son as her last wish. He finally got a second chance to be a protector, just for it to be ripped away. I think about how Annabeth felt the same way. How, even though their friendship was just beginning she knew she didn’t want to lose him. “Don’t do this to me” she has already lost her best friend!!!!!!!!!! She couldn’t think about losing another that same way. I think about how Percy felt bad that Athena had punished Annabeth for HIS actions. This was how he was going to make it right. He would fight the chimera because it was HIS fault Athena allowed Echidna into her temple. I think about how they were BEGGING Percy to open the door. How helpless they felt as they were about to lose their already dying best friend. They don’t even know if seaweed brain is alive or not right now!!!

#I’m going to lose it #annabeth chase #percy jackson #grover underwood #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo series #pjo fandom #pjo tv show #season 1 #pjo spoilers #echidna #chimera #seaweed dyke #seaweed butch

[lunamoonsmile-blog]

Jonny Sims is going to add five more people named Michaels to the Magnus Protocol just to spite us all. We are all going to to be scrambling just to figure out which ones which.

#tma #jonathan sims #jon sims #jonny sims #michael shelley #michael crew #the magnus protocol #tma podcast #tmp #please god why are there so many people named MICHAEL #i’m going to lose it #Michael

[kay-selfships]

moodboard: you try so hard to block the names of ships with your f/os but the ship keeps showing up on your dash bc people either don’t actually tag the ship or tag it with some more obscure name for the ship

#istg i’ve blocked like four different variations of kav//atham but they. keep. showing. up. on. my. dash #i’m going to lose it #self ship #self ship community #self shipping #selfship #f/o community #f/o #self insert #selfshipping #romantic f/o #fictional other #self insert community #self insert x canon #romantic fictional other #selfshipping community #f/o imagines #selfshipping memes #selfshipping problems #selfship problems

[thecoolestcowboy]

Good afternoon queer people of Tumblr. Welcome back to your favorite game: ‘Do I Wanna BE Him or BE IN Him?’

#this hairstyle is doing things to me #i love you new zealand #ofmd #our flag means death season 2 #ofmd s2 #LORD!!! #zoo wee mama #the minute i see the new season i promise you #when i catch you ricky #ricky when i catch you ricky #i’m going to lose it #our flag means death #(if you’re reading the tags) #(the answer is in.)

[vampyre-gutz]

these pictures of Miles Teller have an iron grip on my brain

#miles teller #vinny pazienza #bleed for this #god hes so pretty #i’m going to have a heart attack #banging my fists on the table #i’m going to lose it #he’s so beautiful

[randompoetemogirl]

Season five and Runaan is still in this effing coin.

#the dragon prince season five #the dragon prince #Runaan #Ruthari #I’m going to lose it #let him be with Ethari

[sincerely-sofie]

#Y’ALL ARE GONNA KILL ME I CAN’T HANDLE THIS LEVEL OF LOVE AND SUPPORT #THANK YOU??? SO MUCH??????? #I’M GOING TO LOSE IT #PLS EXCUSE ME IM GONNA GO CRY NOW #stuff by sofie #people are nice and i am crying

[mitchmarner]

leafs fans got to celebrate one (1) thing and the entire organization immediately imploded after. cursed cursed cursed cursed cursed.

#hahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahahhahahahahshdjckdkfkdkcmex djfkdmc #i’m going to LOSE IT

[stranger-frogs83]

i just think it’s interesting how a repeating theme in the goldfinch is that love is associated with trust

theo trusted his mother with his whole heart, and the book started off strong by making it very clear that he loved her more than anything

but trust isn’t only what we think of at first, the “i’ll tell you things and rely on you and believe in you to believe in me”. trust also comes in a deeper openness that shows up a lot in the form of drugs and alcohol? which i find interesting? hear me out

for me personally (idk how many people this extends to) i really hate the idea of being drunk or somehow intoxicated/under the influence around people i don’t trust. like i could do anything, say anything, that i didn’t want them to know or see and now it’s done and can’t be taken back. the same applies with me for sleeping, since i sleep walk and talk a lot, though i think sleeping around someone is inherently a sign of trust just for so many reasons.

what do theo and boris famously do around eachother? drink. do drugs. sleep.

theo is a blackout drunk. it’s mentioned several times throughout the book, and especially the fact that he showed boris the goldfinch while blacked out means that he basically surrendered all self control/awareness.

even if consciously theo wasn’t thinking of this as a sign of trust (his alcoholism probably sabotaged that sentiment), inherently his willingness to get drunk around boris is a sign that he trusted him.

that he loved him.

there’s just so many small things in both the vegas era and the later times of the goldfinch that show theo and boris’s trust in eachother. it drives me insane i want to get all of it and write about it but i’m not coherent enough lmao 😭

anyways there is so much where it’s written that theo and boris trust eachother wether directly or indirectly, subtly, symbolically, whatever.

and that just solidifies for me how much love they have for eachother, because love and trust go hand in hand in the book

#themb :( #theo and boris #ARE SO SOULMATE CODED #boris and theo #boreo #tgf #tgf analysis #the goldfinch #i’m going to lose it #strange frogs or smth

[headofocs-inklesspen]

I’ll have more energy tomorrow > I’ll have more energy tomorrow > I’ll have more energy tomorrow > I’ll have more energy….

#crow rambles #chronic fatigue #if one more fucking person tells me ‘wow you look tired. do you even sleep?’ #i’m going to lose it

[silvermizuki]

So uh. Copy and save your files to your actual hard drive before you delete things off onedrive.

#I’m going to lose it #onedrive keeps screaming at me that the storage is full #so I was like ok fine #it’s not going to remove files off my ACTUAL computer #it deleted all my csp brushes #ALL OF THEM #it could be worse but dude #I was deleting photos too #fuck onedrive all my homies hate onedrive #worst thing Microsoft has created #hush silv #sigh #now to hunt down all the brushes I had downloaded #hopefully it didn’t fuck anything else up

[unwantedcrow]

YOU WANNA KNOW THE WORST THING

YOU WANNA KNOW THE ABSOLUTE WORST THING

AT THE BEGINNING OF EP.30 I GOT AND ACTUAL MCDONALDS AD

AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS A JOKE. AT FIRST I THOUGHT THIS WAS THE DUMB INTRO THEY WERE DOING

BUT NO

THE SECOND THE ADD ENDED THE INTRO STARTED AND IT WAS EVEN WORSE

AND THEN

I GOT ANOTHER MCDONALDS AD HALFWAY THROUGH THE EPISODE

so anyways I’m really digging the new direction they’re taking this podcast. 10/10 the whole way

#Also the ad was focused on getting people to work for McDonald’s #AND THEIR SELLING POINT IS THAT THE COMMUNITY IS THEIR “SECRET SAUCE #THEIR SECRET SAUCE #i’m going to lose it #I was jumpscared three times this episode and none of them were fun #it’s not dnddads I’m disappointed in this is par for the course #BUT MCDONALDS?!?!? #thin ice #thin freaking ice #dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dndads #dnd

[vampiricmycelium]

It’s really nice of Fit to fit his whole lore stream into my lunch break at work so I could watch it live. What a guy

#charlie has a boring life #I’m going to lose it #glad it fit so nicely #now I can finish my work day with too many thoughts #qsmp fitmc

[angstyantoinette]

i saw Barbie yesterday. it was a masterpiece, left me conflicted and in awe but also wanting to hug my mother. i was internally sobbing.

now it’s got me me thinking….yandere Barbie? Yandere Ken? how would that go?

#writing #yandere #yandere barbie #barbie #i need to know #i’m going to lose it

[aanteater-nose]

Fucking screaming

#i’m going to lose it #glenn howerton

[nathanexplosionbignaturals]

#i’m going to lose it