#i'm doing pretty fine now

[keeps-ache]

i'm officially one more year old today :) how old do you think i am? i'm curious

#just me hi #hiiiiii #i'm not gonna confirm it if someone gets it right but i am curious about how old you people think i am #but also wooooooooooo #another year under my belt! gonna try to not let the existentialism get me this year >:) #my dad called and said 'hey you're officially Old' and lol #thanks pops lolll #i literally just woke up a couple seconds ago so i'm not verrrrryyyyyyyy [hand gesture] #dang :) #it's a little like. scary but that's just how change is #gotta let go to get somethin better #GOSH i was a wee tot not too long ago! #i'm nearly half the age of my mother #i'm living in the 2020's (a solid group of numbers like heck yeah!!) #i'm doing pretty fine now #i'm not getting any taller [laughs at my tall younger siblings as i continue to sleep rather comfortably on the van's back seats] #i've lived to see my little sisters lose their teeth. my brother to learn how to drive #i've seen fireworks! and the sky from the window of a tall building!! #i've seen gold streetlights on city walks and bright white ones while i've sung in the car with my mom at night #i've been here for a year or so now and met many many lovely people #i've rediscovered my love for my crafts multiple times #i've been tired but now i'm not!! #i'm not so nervous outside! #i remembered i love the colour blue! #like woAH i haven't lived so long but i've been here for a while #there are little children who see me as the Big-Person-But-Not-An-Adult?? now! #i love this #good things make me wanna cry so i'll stop here #but hi again :) #how're you lol?

[sysig]

A very normal scientist doing very normal gene splicing experiments (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Gaster #Wobbledogs #Sometimes media flooding bleeds over into other interests at the same time and yes that is my only justification for this lol #I'm always most amused by the sequence of things lol - I'd already started in on Handplates again but then got very diverted by Wobbledogs #Which is especially weird to me because I was introduced to the game like half a year ago and it didn't really grab me #It's cute but eh it's fine - and then I watched a proper lightly edited playlist not like jumpcut-jumpcut-jumpcut #That can make for a very punchy one-off but it doesn't really reflect the gameplay loop #So actually getting to see it properly made the difference and I kinda Get It now and also kinda want to own the game lol #MeanWhile - Ghoster's been hanging out as my desktop buddy literally /while/ watching and I was getting new ideas on that front #They smushed together lol #Having him onscreen is just a good excuse to do a quick once-over style of study and follow some silly ideas haha #What would Gaster think of a progressive mutation type game ♪ Watching them grow watching them struggle to walk #Only uses the scold feature - or the worse option that he treats the dogs better than the skelebros noooo haha #Pretty much all of the creatures in Undertale are sentient to some degree aren't they :0 Wobbledogs are just dogs #They're not monsters but they're not humans but they're not exactly just dogs either - just little creachurs haha #It's fun to imagine him nurturing anyone or anything haha ♪ Goes from ''???'' to ''How can I help this reach their full potential'' #Whatever ''potential'' means in his own context hehe #It's cute in its own way

[jojo-schmo]

Hello ms bubble wizard mage maam', I was just wondering what are your thoughts on magolor regarding how he's apparently **highly aware** of all characters to ever exist in the kirbyverse

Also its become a trend where god is replaced with NOVA in the expressions... Do they know?

Ello ello!

I like Magolor a lot, but he is omniscient? That's news to me. Is there a source for that? :O Unless you're talking about that Magoverse trend I saw floating around a while back- I didn't see much but what I did encounter reminded me of all the different Sans Undertale AUs out there. Hehehe Magolor is quite versatile! What fun.

And I know people use Nova as an expletive when writing Kirby characters! It's cool!

I use profanity in real life but I personally try to not associate Kirby characters with it in the works I make. I want to diversify the vernacular of the citizens of Popstar so I made a small list of expletives I thought of, lol. They should have a variety of things to yell out when they stub their feet or an apple falls on their head! So I get randomly inspired out in the world and I make sure to write them down!

I remember seeing someone have the characters use expletives based on food, like for example, "For the love of shortcake!" or things like that. That idea's fun!! (If you are the person who had this headcanon and are reading this please tell me so I can credit you for it!)

Does anyone else have expletives/exclamations they write for Kirby characters? Please share them if you do heehee. It makes the world building feel more fleshed out and creative >:3

#ask #headcanon #magolor #also if you use profanity in your Kirby works that is totally fine!! Everyone writes differently and has preferences #as long as a writer isn't going into like... problematic territory? But that's a pretty extreme boundary to cross #I don't think the average Kirby creator/enjoyer crosses into extreme or inappropriate territory. (at least I hope) #and I do sometimes find it funny to see a Kirby character say a bad word lmao! #But I personally would not make Kirby say f--- haha. I've seen enough of that in the real world ;P #and I try to keep the audience of a series like Kirby in mind #I think the most severe word I'd use for a Kirby character myself is “damned” in the context of condemning something to punishment #It's just my personal opinion and style right now! #if I wrote fan stories for like GTA or something then that would be different :P #I'm also trying to swear less in real life too lol #I am making..... some progress on that. xD #anyway thanks for riding the train of my stream of consciousness #take a complementary high five on your way off the train #:P

[anewp0tat0]

the majority voted for me to not photoshop and just work on the valentines day art to be posted later in the month. and yea I will do that. but I already started photoshoping regardless. so happy belated birthday Grelle!!

I was originally making William into Sebster, plus Nardo's face shape worked a lot more for William than it did for Sebs, and could I have just imported a whole new face in there? yea, but it would have taken longer, may not have looked great... plus I accepted that in the end, I do afterall headcanon Bassy to be Grelle's side toy while Will is her main. so she would want this.

#fine #but you know what Grelle looks happy and so does Will I can feel it so I'm accepting it #we're all happy? good #happy belated birthday girlie!! my photoshop's still a little rough but I hope I got to capture some of your beauty ;D #in the end it's impossible for this not to look atleast a little weird but try to just enjoy the moment. and don't zoom into the details #pretty pretty please #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #photoshop #digital art #grelle sutcliff #grell sutcliff #william t spears #Im sureee I would have finished this on time but oh nooo minor illness got me😔 this world really do hate my girl. but we're good now #whether we like it or not #oh yea and don't zoom into the manga panel either. not my best reconstruction really but I didn't think it needed too much #hopefully it doesn't distract from the main attraction

[cctinsleybaxter]

google how to tell optometrist not to show me my own medical file due to insane phobia of eye anatomy

#they scan the inside of your eyeballs now instead of doing the pupil dilation thing (NO) #and he pulled up the photo on his bigass computer like 'that's your eye! pretty cool huh :-)' while i'm fighting the impulse to Run #idk for me it's like how some people can't look at drs showing them surgical/injury photos or watching a needle go in; which i'm fine with #i don't need to see what's going on in there. how do i explain this to someone who loves to see what's going on in there

[lunarharp]

little bit of modern au (SPOILERS for the zelda game.)

#witch hat tag #orufrey #zelda totk spoilers #thus ends the orufrey playing on their switches saga. oh modern au...the place where everything is pretty much ok. Yes i have joycon drift. #hey literally why do ppl leave private replies on twt. not priv qrts. that's like..fine. Whatever. but priv replies...who r u talkin to. #once i posted a comic about writing that went REALLY far before i deleted it and got 400+ qrts and someone left a string of private replies #Yeah go off king. What is the point #what does it mean. what does it all mean. <- me at all times looking at the internet in my puter and understanding nothing and just leaving #i'm obsessed with how i said that qifrey doesnt really 'identify' with link so it's hard for him to play games like this #but he cooks food and sleeps as if things are real. Oh what a mysterious fellow...my darling..meanwhile once again oru plays normally #qifrey: I don't really know who zelda is so... sorry that happened to her...bye.. Oh my stomach must be rumbling by now! #if you haven't seen the other parts to this saga he ended up caring abt zelda because he pretended to himself that she is oru. Princess Oru #i play more like qifrey btw. totk was really good

[shions-chin-scar]

"Sukuna this" "Sukuna that" let's hear it for THE prettiest boy this episode instead

#jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen anime spoilers #haruta shigemo #he's adorable and awful and i will not acknowledge the last five minutes of the episode #he's doing just fine and retired. he's a video game engineer or something now idc #lmao looking at this again like 90% of these are him being scared shitless and i'm just like ''pretty boy''. yeah that's on brand.

[running-in-the-dark]

I've got an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, and I'm getting my conch piercing swapped out for a shorter one. that's gonna be stressful 🙃

#annnd I will absolutely take my lorazepam for the second one... yeah it's unnecessary yeah it's dumb but. I'm SO scared #and I haven't even thought about taking any in ages. so it's alright and I don't mind #I will do things to make things I want to do but am scared of easier for myself so that I can do them at all #and that's fine #I'm so hoping she'll say the piercing is healing well... it doesn't hurt at all and I've been careful with it and I've cleaned it #(almost) every day like she said #but there's a bump and it still gets pretty gross and. well I'm just hoping it's fine 😬 #I kinda keep going from 'I still want as many ear piercings as possible' to 'I don't want to get a piercing ever again in my life' and back #though at this point.... I'm thinking I definitely should not get any more in my left ear since it keeps being difficult (the slight hearing #loss and the tube and then I got a middle ear infection... maybe it'll eventually be fine again but right now it's not looking like it 🤔 #but whatever maybe I'll get more in the right one. I could. if I wanted to. we will see 🤷) #also it suuucks that I now have to drive 30 minutes to get to my psychiatrist's office but I like him a lot so I will not look for a #different one #personal

[lilypheria]

This is definitely my worst writer's block since I got writing back two years ago and the anxiety lmao

#lily.txt #maybe i'll just.... do something else #haha... ha #my mood is shitty bc of other things too so now i'm pretty much just sitting and staring and going “this is fine” #lmao

[icewindandboringhorror]

examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk

#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard* #I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details #of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point #but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag #of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there #are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance #but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly #doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. ) #the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead #of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like #you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image #or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i #wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol) #hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe #I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing #that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc #eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that #this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently #wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj #Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU #CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN #MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie* #Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol #I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it #with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits #and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit #out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the #unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh #re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI #art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA

[that-was-anticlimactic]

just accidentally spilled an entire water bottle on my bed :)

took my sheets off and put a towel over it. then looked up what to do just in case and. like everything said "use a fan" and "mold could happen so be careful" and now i am Terrified of getting mold since so much spilled and since i don't have any fans. i am so tired oh my god i just want to go to bed

#like genuinely terrified of it molding now #so that's great :) #i just wanna go to bed but i feel like i have to tend to my mattress #but i won't be able to work well tomorrow if i stay up super late tending to a mattress i can't even sleep on tonight #ugh sorry the thought of having to buy a new mattress bc of mold Terrifies me #i am a teacher universe like i save a lot but i do not make a lot of money :) #anyways sorry for rambling it's been one of those nights #i was actually having a pretty good day until then #i was getting settled in for the night... put my water bottle down on my bed while i went to piss #and then i was going to get in it and lie down after a long day of work #aND IT FELL AND SPILLED #like yeah that's on me for being stupid but i like keeping water in my room!!! that one hadn't spilled before so i thought i'd be fine for #the few minutes i'd be gone but nooooooo #okay i'm done now sorry #super tired and super paranoid #and my mom said to put my mattress pad over the shower like bestie i live in an apt you think i'm putting my WHITE mattress pad on the rod? #absolutely not i know that's pathetic of me but idc i DON'T do stains not at all nope nope nope #okay done now for real sorry #just freaked :) #corey talks:)

[briar--rising]

It's very interesting trying to find blogs to follow for cherry alive bc like. Things we like: pink, ribbons, flowers, pretty clothes, baked goods, cute things, fairies, feminine stuff, cottagecore aesthetics, etc etc etc

Things we DO NOT like: misogyny, thinspo, 'i'm just a girly girl who needs a boyfriend to take care of me' (and related), traumacore, lana del rey inspired stuff (her music's fine, the way it's been turned into an aesthetic online bothers me), nymphette stuff (Yikes TM), tradwife stuff (extra Yikes TM), etc etc etc

Like a lot of pink themed blogs have content we find viscerally upsetting and completely antithetical to what I'm trying to make this space into. On my former account I saw a lot of posts criticizing the whole "girlblogging girl dinner" thing but I didn't see a lot of the original content they were responding to. Now I've seen it and I do not like it! I like femininity and fairies and flowers and sunshine. One of my deepest desires in a relationship context is actually a dynamic that includes a certain amount of being taken care of. But like. In a chivalrous butch/femme way not a weird 'girls are incompetent' way. I like so many things that are aesthetically adjacent to a lot of stuff I hate, but at the same time completely opposite from it. Because for me it's about healing and embracing joy and whimsy and magic and sunshine and hope and art, and, to a certain extent, how that stuff interacts for me with gender and femininity and finding joy in my femininity again. It's not about this bizarre 'i'm just a weak little girl' and/or 'i'm a violent girl who's cutesy and cruel' or whatever all that nonsense is. It makes me so sad to see honestly. Like. Idk what you're doing, I'm having fun. You should maybe try it too.

#text post #my post #anyway. i don't follow those blogs but i follow some that are close to it #like. i'll follow some coquette blogs if they don't post some of the things i find more objectionable about that whole world #bc i like ruffles and ribbons and vintage pink and white fashion #but like. things just a step to the right of that scare the crap out of me and make me very sad #it's fine though i'm careful to make my dash pretty happy #i just run into it when searching for new blogs to follow #the interesting thing is i get it #i had a pink traumacore dollkin blog once upon a time. and obviously we do still have a thing for dolls/creepy dolls sometimes #but i'm just soooooo glad to be out of that place for the most part and in a much healthier happier world now #in fact. i deleted that blog and used the email i used to use for it to make this account <3

[stick-by-me]

What's your order?

(From this shop here!)

New follower sticker for: @catfluff!

+ An enlarged version of my personal favorite :]

#stickers #sticker collection #New follower sticker! #You get two technically because they go together but sssh don't tell the other new followers #Do yall even count as new followers?? I'm so behind on my queue I'm pretty sure you followed me over a month ago... #BUT REGARDLESS!!!! #Kitty cat and other beasts for you :] #cute #animals #Etsy! #The kimchi bunny #Food #Fun #Bunnies :D #Cats :3 #I MESSED UP MY QUEUD WHOOPS #It's fine!!! surprise 2 am sticker be upon u #The new follower queue is slightly out of order now but not by much. Still tho. Sorry :'3

[corbinite]

I've been in a creative frenzy these past few days and I went from just having a vague idea of just a regional map for my dnd campaign, to suddenly having a rough topological world map almost finished. It's in the cahill butterfly projection because it's easier to ideate in and I cannot be asked to account for much distortion so I just decided to make the world fit easily onto the projection. I'm not gonna be too anal about the tectonic realism but my goal is for someone with like a bachelor's in geology to be able to take a look at this and think it at least feels truthy (and you can see some of my sketching of what the tectonic activity is)

next step: atmospheric circulation

next next step: oceanic circulation

next next next step: climate zoning

next next next next step: drainage basins, rivers, and hydrology

next next next next next step: major eco-zones

next next next next next next step: major cultural zoning and fitting in the other cultures I've thought of but haven't mapped yet onto the map

I desperately need sleep

#mine #personal #I also spent way too long getting a decent implementation of this projection working in blender #so now I'm able to export the map and actually view it on a globe when I want to make sure everything fits together right #so I have krita open on one monitor and blender open on the other #players don't look if you do somehow manage to see this no you didn't #there's certain parts of the map I don't love but overall I'm pretty happy with it #the layout was hard though #I got way less ocean than the real earth but I choose to be okay with that #it's still like... more than half ocean I think #so that should be fine #worldbuilding

[imaginarymen]

New OCs! Johannes Havener and Arthur Allen respectively.

Once, they were enemy commanders with a very strong mutual respect. Now, under the new leadership of the Amalgam (a fictional space empire in a verse I’ve never really posted about in detail), they have not only become allies, but lovers.

Their dynamic is one of growth. With one being emotional and the other being more of a thinker, they sometimes clash, but their opposing natures compliment each other more often than not. Arthur’s straightforward nature and methodical way of acting has made Johannes feel safer hanging up his arrogant persona and allowing himself to be vulnerable and authentic. In turn, Johannes’ strong emotions have helped Arthur get more in touch with his own.

On a funny note, they also happen to be that ship dynamic that's like 'the most beautiful brown eyes you have ever seen x staring into your soul.'

#➢ imaginary art #➢ imaginary ocs #➢ chara: johannes #➢ chara: arthur #Yeah I changed Arthur's personality a bit since I last talked ab him he's less arrogant now and more just genuinely confident but subdued #Also pretty proud of the art on these two and how I managed to make their features look distinct aside from just hair and coloration #I used to really struggle w/ same face but I think I'm doing fine >:)

[thebirdandhersong]

I think in between having medium level body dysmorphic background noise since elementary school and the annoying mouse critic voice in my head doing comparison studies 80% of the time, it's really a step forward that I'm now able to look myself in the mirror and say: okay. Let's start with this: I'm glad I have this body. I'm going to treat it well. I may not like the way it looks at times, but it's mine.

#i realised how deeply this has been needling away at me very recently #because in situations where this has happened i genuinely have no idea what to do with compliments re: my appearance #because some part of me doesn't believe that it's True. on account of mouse critic voice being annoying. #my spiritual director/life coach called me pretty once in passing and i was like ???? alright moving on #and a girl i met recently said the same thing looked at me more closely and said: the more i look at you the prettier i think you are #and i was like ??????? don't know how to deal with that. my brain says you're lying but my eyes see that you're being sincere #anyway it is a step forward that i can be like. okay yeah you know what things are going to be fine. eventually i will like the way i look #but for now i'm going to ACT like i like the way i look. #or at least start with treating my body well instead of regressing into old destructive habits #we are going to eat properly! sleep properly! go out on walks (and not run like a maniac until we're tired all the time!) and enjoy the sun #like! you know what! a win is a win