#i'm upset and frustrated

[inspireland]

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#this just sucks #I'm upset and frustrated #my night went to shit and my inspo to edit kimchay went dead #is having a good day from start to finish too much to ask? #it's been so hard to be inspired and have the energy/time to follow through lately #i literally feel like I'm dead inside and when i do feel something it's usually something negative #so it sucks to have that one moment where I'm feeling good unintentionally taken away #and i feel ridiculous for being upset

[v1-kisser]

Proship dni for my comfort thanks.

I feel like everyone portrays F/Os as these romantic, perfect all around lovers, and while that's all well and good! I prefer F/Os who are flawed, who don't always say the right things. Who can sometimes be petty or selfish. F/Os who have a habit of seeing conflict as a contest on who can talk the loudest, instead of a conversation. F/Os who run out of patience sometimes and have to go cool off mid-conversation, even if they're right. F/Os who struggle to communicate their emotions.

I find comfort in the idea of a relationship where mistakes like that are allowed and given room to breathe. A relationship where, no matter what the conflict is, the walls eventually come down. Maybe it takes hours, maybe days until you're both calm enough to work it out. Maybe it takes several conversations to solve it, but each end in Hey. I love you. I'll talk to you tomorrow.

You're not perfect, and neither is your F/O. That's okay. That can be beautiful, too. There's not a hug that's more comforting than the firm, tearful one after reaching mutual understanding. Knowing that you didn't mess it up too much, you didn't break things permanently. You couldn't if you tried. They missed you... and you've got some serious affection to catch up on.

#.thoughts #selfship #selfship imagines #selfshipping #f/o imagines #LeV1 #Yes this is about V1 and I... #We're really different- personality wise- with starkly different views on lots of things- violence for example #It can be kind and understanding with me but I often forget that I'm the exception and not the rule #And get upset when we meet others and it immediately threatens them and treats them like they're pests #I think its original purpose as a war machine should NOT be a ''get out of jail free'' card for being an asshole #And V1 uh... Disagrees. To put it simply 🙃 <- Palpable frustration #Anyway I'll quit rambling now #I still love my machine #proship dni #comship dni #safeship #safeshipping

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance - Traverse Town

#kingdom hearts dream drop distance #khddd #traverse town #scenery #my gif #trying my hand at giffing the worlds of this game despite the lack of a first person view (something i'm very upset about) #so i have to obtain and edit these shots in a very awkward manner #all while constantly being shoved around by my dream eaters #i'm so serious when i say making this set was really really frustrating lol #i can't find a free roaming camera mod or anything else that would be helpful for me #but i'll keep at it because i love looking at still shots of video game environments #and being able to share it with other people who enjoy it too #ANYWAYS traverse town is so beautiful in this game they added so many gorgeous areas with pretty glowing lights #i like the wacky whimsical mail room too and how there's this entire secret workshop hidden beneath that weird mailbox haha #the world really does feel magical and dreamy especially with its updated music #just realized the stars in the first gif are moving which is strange

[solarpunkani]

I saw this on Twitter and honestly felt a bit sick just thinking about it. The sheer determination some people have to keep anyone from getting any sort of help, any sort of benefits, to kick down someone who has such a big heart to help those around her?

Here's the Tiktok where the woman, Carly Burd, talks about it. She shows the salted state of the land. This video was posted 21 hours ago at the time of posting this.

Another video where she discusses it, this one was posted 4 hours ago. Over 5 kilograms of salt, she estimates, was put into the soil of her allotment. She'd already planted onions and potatoes with her kids, which are now ruined. She's working to find a solution, which I genuinely hopes she does.

From what I can tell, this is a GoFundMe that she runs--not just for this tragic occurrence, but to generally support the work she does. It has a goal of £4,000 pounds and at the time of writing this, it's raised over £54,000 pounds, but by all means if you want to donate and help her out I'm sure she wouldn't turn any help away.

I genuinely hope all the help she's getting with this lets her grow a lot more food and help a lot more people.

[Photo ID: a scrrenshot of two tweets of a Twitter thread by Elsbeth Tashioni @THISisLULE, with 6,102 retweets, 2,345 Quote retweets, 28.1K likes, and 1,597 Bookmarks. The leading tweet was made at 4:24 AM EST on 4/12/23 (April 12th 2023). "Some UK woman on tiktok has been making videos about how she’s been feeding people (partly through an allotment) in her community who are struggling due to the cost of living crisis and then yesterday she posts that someone went and salted her land so she can’t grow food anymore" The second tweet has 25 replies, 1,391 retweets, and 14.5k likes. "Do you know how evil you have to be to sneak out at night, not to even steal to benefit yourself, but to destroy the possibility of people in need getting help?" End ID]

#uk news #Carly Burd #tiktok #community outreach #cost of living crisis #gofundme #go fund her #solarpunk #out of queue #community building #community organizing #ani rambles #i guess since i'm making this post about it #genuinely between me finding the links and typing up this post its been an hour and I'm still upset and angry for this woman #and i didn't even follow her on tiktok before now! just the idea of someone taking something that's helping the community and maliciously.. #EURGH its frustrating to think about

[sonysakura]

ALRIGHT! What time is it? Debunking time! XDD

This image up here is the original edit made by @/rayactive factory on Twitter 2 years ago. Not a screenshot of a mod or a glitch but an edit.

And this is a cropped image of their edit, reposted by someone else without context less than 2 weeks ago, making people assume this image is really from the game:

The original creator even tried to explain here, and confirmed once again it's an edit:

Unfortunately, the misinformation has spread too far, and I see it being called "a glitch" almost daily on my dash. On the one hand, it is fantastic that this gave rise to such a wave of awesome arts, but on the other hand, the misinfo is pretty unfair to the game (and imho dismissing ray's work as well but that's my personal pet peeve). Like, you don't even have to credit the creator but at least don't mislabel their edit =<

Please share this post so it reaches everyone who has seen this edit and was curious to know where it's from, confused about it or even believed it to be a simple glitch 🙏

Sources: 1, 2, 3 (they are attached to the screenshots but as I've just found out unviewable on mobile)

#Sonic series #Mario & Sonic #Mario & Sonic at the Sochi 2014 Olympic Winter Games #Shadow the Hedgehog #Sonic the Hedgehog #Sonadow #Shadonic #Shasoni #edits #rayactive factory #r #sonysakura being talkative #My sense of justice is going haywire #I'm so upset on ray's behalf #Seeing these glitch allegations day by day has been incredibly frustrating #Some of this is my personal hang-ups of course #But still #Unfair! #100 notes #500 notes #I'm so glad it worked and people are learning ✨the truth✨

[shuploc]

I will be posting a little Astarion piece later today! 🤗

#I really hope you guys don't mind! #-and I hope you'll like it! #ALRIGHT BUT OKAY' COME HERE *grabs you by your shirt collar* #I'm putting up missing posters all over town for my marbles' cuz I've officially LOST THEM #LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING ME #hey uhh' bg devs' uhh' why is it that I'm able to customize a character so it looks almost exactly like me #and then when I romance astarion' he makes me PICK HIM UP?? #HELLO??? #LIKE YOU'RE KIDDING #also' not me actually getting frustrated and upset over the fact I'm not in the bg universe- #-since astarion hasn't seen his face in hundreds of years and I can literally draw him 💔💔💔 #these vampire boys in my head better start paying rent real' soon.... #anyways... imma stop being cringe for now #-astarion piece coming up in a bit 😊👌

[weepingfireflies]

Listen, I know I'm the weird one for thinking about it in such a methodical way, but I think that if you're going to criticize someone, you should at least be aware of why, specifically, you're doing it. Are you trying to help that person see something in another light? Are you trying to inform others about a prevalent issue or mindset? Are you really upset with them, or is there a larger issue at play? How will criticizing this person change them, others, and/or yourself?

Like, I understand that's a kind of a robotic way of thinking, but taking a moment to think before I interact with anyone, especially strangers, has saved my bacon more than once. And, like, if you're just doing it to be mean, why are you even doing it? You obviously can, but why not use that time being happy

#idk. it's just so strange to see ppl criticizing without actually having a conversation. if that makes sense? #like obviously some ppl are going to be mean for the sake of being mean but it's still weird to see #idk that might also be a bad-faith interpretation since it's probably has more to do with the person being mean than the act itself #(as in they're frustrated or upset or hurt in some way) #also 'saved my bacon' primarily refers to how what I'm saying may be misinterpreted or how I may be misinterpreting someone else #or there's some other viewpoint or fact that makes my criticism invalid or unnecessary #idk. I have anxiety and am constantly running through scenarios so ppl just raw-dogging convos will never not be weird to me #my posts

[hells1nfern0]

Everyone whos saying they pulled a 5 hour long bait and switch on people just for the hl2vrai trailer. It wasn't just a bit for that it was so much more than that. Everyone is switching on a dime calling it such a good joke or staying stuck mad and pissy about it. Genuinely it was a fun stream. It was something the RTVS team clearly had a lot of fun making, they put 3 years of work and planning into it. There is more to them than HLVRAI. They never directly said it would be HL2VRAI.

But honestly though. I can't blame them for teasing it as such. If YOU put 3 years of effort into something would you allow it to just get ignored by everyone because it isn't what everyone cares about you for. Or would you want to make sure all the people started liking you for it initially would see how you grew.

BrBaVRAI was the same thing that HLVRAI was supposed to be. A fun stream with friends.

It isn't just for you man. It's supposed to be something fun and if you genuinely threw a shitfit about it or if you gave up on it called it unfunny, mid, or even bad. Only to turn around once you got what you Wanted.

You do not deserve what the RTVS crew will make.

You do not deserve HL2VRAI

EDIT: Honestly I don't care about most of the shit people are upset about. Yeah its fine for them to troll you they're known for that. Don't treat their work like it was always shit up until the point they gave you the shit you were waiting for. Just because you wanted a Twix doesnt mean a Snickers doesn't taste just as sweet. They aren't morally bad people for a prank that upset you.

#hlvrai #hlvrai2 #hl2vrai #brbavrai #I'm just frustrated is all. I was genuinely hoping that it would be a switch around bait because it would be funny #I even thought it would be funny if people got upset about it #But what I saw was just rude and petty. Even if someone wasn't being all pissy pissy about it there was still so much passive agression #and a ton of fucking guilting #The rtvs crew is not morally in the wrong for a joke you are just sensitive and do not care about them as people #You only see them as a vending machine. #people are already scraping for shit from the trailer ignoring the entirety of the work they did before that #like genuinely if you ignore all of brbavrai just for your little trailer thats genuinely shitty and not fair to the crew for all the work #they did #anyways ill probably stop posting today abt it just it makes me so mad just watching people shit on it when i can tell they loved what they #made #rtvs

[uncanny-tranny]

I think there is a difference between "I'm not supporting this incremental change/policy because it will not work/it is not something which will be sustainable even at a small scale," and "I'm not supporting this incremental change/policy because it is not doing absolutely everything I want it to do"

I see this with my fellow USAmericans a lot where there will be a new bill, for instance, that only makes small (but positive!) changes, but because it is an incremental change and not a magical bill that will undo 200+ years of the United States Being Like That, they won't support it. I absolutely sympathize with the frustration that comes from politics, especially because it is slow, tireless, and often thankless, but I really can't emphasize that if you throw in the towel at every opportunity, you can make way for worse outcomes. You don't need to stop at incremental changes, but you also do not want to see the alternatives if you care about your fellow people.

#politics #us politcs #this isn't specific to the US but i've just sene it a LOT with my Fellow American™ #and I don't want to insert myself into international politics in the sense of being an authority #i'm not even saying that *i* like this even #i myself find that i have very complex feelings about this topic and it's hard to parse through them sometimes #so i get that it's frustrating and upsetting at times. i am Not saying it's easy or fun

[antianakin]

I'll never understand how some fans are so incredibly willing to just be okay with "it happened in a timeskip" to excuse bad writing lol. Like "oh yeah these two characters who have been enemies for like four seasons of a TV show had their entire reconciliation OFF SCREEN in the time skip between episodes right at the end so it works" or "oh yeah this character who was left basically broken had their entire growth and development where they came to terms with the thing that broke them in the time skip so it works" kind of stuff. Like that's literally the ENTIRE emotional climax of a story that's been building for a while and you're FINE with not getting to actually SEE IT???

Can't relate.

#fandom wank #i'm so so tired of people telling me 'well it happened in the timeskip' when i get annoyed about something #like a character doing a personality 180 #or a character suddenly changing their mind about something that was really important to them #or literal wholeass character development that's integral to this character's story #there are some things that can happen in a timeskip and some shit that CANNOT #like imagine if luke had NEVER confronted yoda or obi-wan about keeping the truth of his parentage from him #like we come into rotj and they're just fine and it's never addressed #like luke's just never mad and they never even have a convo about it #imagine how unsatisfying it would feel to have had that massive bombshell dropped without any real payoff to it #imagine never actually getting to see luke work through that particular revelation or how it impacts these relationships #and they were just like 'well it happened in-between movies' #it would SUCK #you NEED those convos in order to actually understand how luke fully comes to accept the truth about anakin #because even if he's calmer by rotj he's still upset by it a bit #only by TALKING to yoda and obi-wan does he actually get to the point where he has total faith in anakin's goodness #we HAVE to see that he's still frustrated about this and still working thru it #we cannot fucking skip it #i'm willing to accept that he's calmer about it due to the timeskip but not that he's already worked thru it all #there's a fucking difference

[cleradinel]

maybe bylers can be forgiven for the overall sentiment (far from being everyone’s though) of indifference or dislike towards steve/eddie/steddie when everyone and their mother started pretending eddie spent the whole season gay pinning in gay despair when will byers is right there and steddie was the talk of the town when the byler storyline has been happening for 4 whole seasons and steve was put at the very top of the gay ally pedestal when jon has been the most supportive brother since the beggining. maybe, just maybe it was okay for will byers lovers & byler lovers to be a little pissed. everyone and their mother is a dramatic way of me saying, maybe the actual mlm love story in the show being overshadowed by a wildly spread headcanon rubbed us the wrong way and maybe it’s okay to feel like that, even just a tiny bit, or a whole lot.

#i am just thinking and i am not trying to start shit #cause as far as i'm concerned as pissed as it's all made me i still like them fine and think the headcanon is somewhat cute. #again i'm just thinking and writing down thoughts but. it 100% makes sense why some people are still upset over this #i don't believe in holding most grudges but let people feel what they need to too #again i LIKE who i'm refering too. the situation has just been frustrating #i'll tag this as #byler #but hum #yeah

[the-ninjago-historian]

DANG IT DOC! Stop making calculating this harder for me! I'm trying to figure this out and make a video!

#ninjago #lego ninjago #ninjago lego #I'm gonna be super honest. I'm pretty upset and frustrated about his statements about the NeverRealm. #Some of the them completely derail any way of figuring out the timeline. Or don't make sense to me. #Not a fan of that Doc. Come on. #tweets #ninjago neverrealm #Ninjago NeverRealm #ninjago ice chapter #ninjago secrets of the forbidden spinjitzu #I get so serious about figuring out the specifics of this silly Lego show. Lol.🤣

[the-cat-and-the-birdie]

When you're writing an essay and the Tumblr app reloads and deletes half of it so now it's never getting done because your motivation is completely shot and you already spent an hours worth of spoons you didn't have on it :)

It's incredibly upsetting and exhausting

This has happened to my last three essays. at this point my writing motivation is shot. I can't do it anymore. Idk when I'll get back to writing essays but writing a bunch of stuff only for it to disappear genuinely takes so much outta me.

Sorry.

#I'm really sorry I was like ten seconds from posting the George essay but then it deleted #and I genuinely don't have it in me to write it again #im already frustrated #so it's not happening #and I probably won't come back to it #srry #I'm pissed too #buti have so much other work to do #I don't have the time or the spoons to rewrite that whole thing #this happens so often #and it's very upsetting #that's why I haven't been posting lately #I'm probably gonna be off for the rest of the day #bye

[six-of-cringe]

You know what? The cancellation makes me sad, but not because I liked the show, more just because of what could have been. The show had the opportunity to be so good and broach the topics and themes with such intricacy as the books did, but it largely failed to do so. I can see how people could still enjoy the show if they were watching for other reasons, but for me it just fell flat in very bitter and at times offensive ways. It was surface-level, taking the outermost layer of each character and discarding the rest to fit into a disjointed story. I wanted it to be good, I wanted it to delve deeply into the characters and stories I love, but it didn't, and its cancellation just reminds me of that disappointment. Though seeing people upset about it makes me sad too, it also makes me feel somewhat isolated in my reasons for enjoying the book series in the first place and my feelings about the show. I would have liked to have a show that I could feel angry about the cancellation of, not a weird sadness-relief.

Also kinda bummed out for the actors!! They were clearly very excited for their roles and had little to do with the subpar writing.

#i have no sense of schadenfreude #i've won but at what cost #the show made me unhappy i should be happy right now #but i'm not. i just spent a big paragraph trying to explain why but i'm still not really sure why #seeing people upset about the cancellation of a bad show also makes me frustrated that they don't enjoy soc for the same reasons i do #which is silly but thems the brakes #shadow and bone #shadow and bone netflix #six of crows #soc #six of crows fandom

[hallowpen]

Can someone please tell these production companies that there are so many GL novels by other authors. I'm not above begging at this point.

I've reached my limit, I think. I'm tired of pushing aside my feelings about these novel adaptation decisions because "it's Thai sapphic representation, and you've been waiting so long for that rep" or because "it's IDOL" or because "they cast Namtan or Silvy or whoever" (these are my own excuses btw...I still very much adore Saint, Silvy, and Namtan which is why I was going to give these adaptations a pass in the first place)

That's one more to an already too long list [X]...

You can ask any Thai queer person who has followed or knows more than vaguely of this author and I guarantee they can list off at least a handful of all the harmful things they've said or done...and we're just supposed to continue to enable that??? It's really dulling my excitement...

ยุดเดี๋ยวนี้... เหลือจะทนแล้วนะ!!!

#koda vents #GMMtv #IDOL factory #i'm not exaggerating or being overdramatic when i say i almost cried when i saw the trailer #and not in a good way #i'm ANGRY and UPSET #so i'm allowing myself to BE angry and upset #and the most frustrating part is #i really want to support the actresses #because none of this is on them #(thai→eng translation): knock it off...i'm fed up with this #thai gl

[weenwrites]

Quick reminder! Go save fics that you enjoy! And I don't mean bookmark them, I mean copy and paste the fic onto a word document, or a notes app, or just anywhere in general, because you don't know when the original fic will become unavailable.

#ween says #[ just saying this because in the event that tumblr is being used for ai ] #[ i'm going to ditch the website and take everything down. ] #[ unfortunately i won't be found anywhere else ] #[ since i don't know of anyplace better to go ] #[ it frustrates and upsets me so much that i even have to think about this ] #[ but ah well. c'est la vie ]