#i've been just kind of hiding away and not happy about it. and also idk. i just have a weird anxiety sharing where i am at in terms of blog

[blakhol]

Well hi!

I'm either remaking or revamping, not sure which yet. But I'm in general doing an overhaul of the blogs I want to keep and deleting those I'm done with for now - or the characters I only am writing specifically on discord.

I hope everyone has been well and staying safe. <3

#ooc #a lot has been going on whether it has been mental stuff or irl stuff that led me to just disappear for a while #and just lurk from time to time. some reasons valid and some were stupid. i've been writing on discord and other oc's elsewhere #cause my muse for my bbys has been dead and it has been frustrating #among other things zzz #but nestor came back gradually and naturally lenny i've been eyeing. #i've been just kind of hiding away and not happy about it. and also idk. i just have a weird anxiety sharing where i am at in terms of blog #or sites or what have you. it's silly and i've been working on it. #or maybe not silly because it has been an issue i've had to deal with for a long time now to figure out #either way tho. idk if this makes sense but hi. idk how reliable i am but i'm trying to be more than i've been

[fuxuannie]

HIII I FOLLOWED U RECENTLY AND IM LITERALLY JUST BLOWN AWAY BY UR WORKS I LOVE THEMMN

okay listen listen listen. what are ur thoughts on enemies to lovers w dan heng.

OR OR OR WITH GEPARD (idk how thatll work but the idea is very appealing to me AHUEHDUE)

(also i saw it was ur birthday yesterday!! happy belated birthday 🥳🥳 stay healthy n safe, dont forget to hydrate and eat :D)

- idk can i be 😟 anon (my face 24/7 LMAO)

↳ pairing : (seperate) gepard landau & dan heng x gender neutral reader

↳ synopsis : request ♡

↳ authors note : dan hengs is more or less a joke bc i genuinely couldnt think of much for him im SORRYANSBDNS thank you smmm for the sweet messages they rlly warm my heart

☆☆ ONE BED TROPE ⁉️

When the peace between the Overworld and Underworld was established, you and Gepard both agreed that it didn't mean that suddenly you and him were buddy-buddy now. However, with Seele and Bronya becoming allies, it meant that you and Gepard were more often than not being assigned to work side by side.

And with that arrangment coming along, that's what brought you here. In an abandoned building, sitting on a bed with Gepard kneeling between your legs as he bandaged your bruises. "You know, if anyone sees this the angle looks really-"

"Shut up."

You smirk at his fluster, seeing the slight shade of pink that he tries to hide. In return, he not so nicely pulls on the bandages around you, tightening them in a way that was nearly suffocating. "Ow!-"

You won't deny that Gepard was an insanely pretty man, his soft skin and gentle features complimented his.. annoyingly kind soul for those who needed his assistance. He was loved by many, and you couldn't really blame people. Just cause you both were on opposite sides didn't mean you couldn't acknowledge his determination to protect others.

"Your injuries are fatal. We can move by morning, just rest for now."

You look around the room, mostly to ignore how he takes off his heavy armor to to rest properly. "You know it's.. there's only one relatively comfortable place to sleep in, right? Or in other words.. there's only one bed?"

Gepard nods with a sigh, your eyes finally turning back to him as he tries to lay on the floor and use his arm as a pillow. "Yeah. And you're hurt, so you can have it."

He ignores your pitiful stare, closing his eyes until he hears you clear your throat and opening one of them slightly. "It's.. cold. And there's.. enough room."

"Oh? And won't this look like a suggestive-"

"Shut up!"

You ignore his laughter as he stands up, feeling him ruffle your hair as you look up at him. "Asshole. Just.. sleep, will you?"

"Gladly. If it means I won't have to look at your face anymore."

"You know I'm pretty." "Maybe, but you're infuriating."

"Wait, what?"

☆☆ BITTER EXES WHO HUNTS THE OTHER DOWN

Maybe that description was a little detailed, but wouldn't it be funny if you were DAN HENG's ex and you were so pissed at him you joined the Stellaron Hunters. Blade himself started hating him a little more after hearing you rant about him for the 10th time in a day. (He's more pissed that he made you that way and now has to deal with it.)

So when you caught up to him in Luofu, even if you swore to Blade you wouldn't do anything until his business with Dan Heng was over, you just couldn't resist just having a little bite. Just for your own enjoyment.

"How have you been?" "I've been better, especially since you're holding a knife to my throat and pinning me against a wall."

You scoff at his remark while pushing the blade closer towards his neck, not quite enough to cut but grazing his skin to a point he can feel the cold metal. "Shut up."

"Good to know you're still angry at me."

"Why wouldn't I be? You left me with nothing but a poorly written note that had nothing but 'Goodbye.' on it."

That got a little reaction out of him which was him clearing his throat. "Seems like you haven't forgotten either."

"No it's more.. did you not see the other one I left you?" "There was another??"

You and him exchange awkward glances, you eventually pull the knife away from his neck and take a few steps back.

"If it matters at all, you're still really pretty."

"Seriously, now of all times I-"

You laugh a little, causing the familiar feeling of Dan Heng's heart skipping a beat as he looks off to the side. "..Whatever. Just because we had this.. whatever this was, it doesn't mean you're off the hook. You're still gonna be a dead man, I promise you that much."

Dan Heng watched you leave the shadows, until you were out of sight was when he laughed a little. "It's a little odd I found that stupidly attractive but.." He shrugs to himself, not like anyone will know.

#˚₊· ͟͟͞➳❥ bailu's candy stash #honkai star rail x reader #hsr x reader #dan heng x reader #dan heng hsr x reader #gepard landau x reader #gepard x reader

[metatronhateblog]

The Opening Sequence Pt 2 The Cemetery

Welcome back to the opening sequence breakdown. It only took me forever to get back to this thanks to con crunching (curse you Crowley's leather vest), split attention, and work. Today I will be, you guessed it cause you probably read the title, talking about the cemetery sequence.

Now there isn't too terribly much here, and I'm sure a lot of this has already been talked about. I've no doubt people were smart enough to already find all this.

But as I have no self control and am in fact procrastinating finishing my Crowley cosplay, here we are. I promise we'll get into some more....weird? Less noticeable??? I don't even know? Stuff as time goes on. We're just starting off with the basics cause it's easier on my brain.

So in the cemetery, we already know that Jim is hiding out behind some headstones next to the mausoleum they enter. Nothing too weird there, aside from the fact he's hiding. BUT WE'RE NOT HERE TO TALK ABOUT JIM.

Instead I'm here to talk about all the weird little things on the headstones. Again, I wouldn't be surprised if it's all already been found, I just personally haven't seen anyone talk about it?

We start off seeing this little mausoleum that says 'ARCHER' on it

Which we also see make an appearance in episode 3, when our beloveds are in Edinburgh.

(Did I start this draft then immediately drop everything to lighten/color correct all of season 2 episode three so I could see if there was anything in the background? Maybe...)

Then we have our lovely statue of the one and only beloved yet self absorbed Gabriel. Again, nothing too fancy.

And this little cross with an very interesting symbol on it right next to Gabriel. The symbol from a glance looks to be a money sign but when you take a closer look, I think it's actually three crosses? Or maybe one cross with two little lines on either side and a big 'S' slapped over top.

Then we have our 'Everyday' headstone which is of no surprise due to reoccurring song appearances in the season.

But then something else caught my eye while I was making this post that I didn't notice previously... See that little guy up in the corner of the everyday headstone?

Him?

yeah well idk who he's supposed to be but he's not the only one...

And then a third that is hidden behind a cross

Perhaps important characters? Or maybe a little hint about something that I don't know yet. Or maybe even just put there to fill in the background with no meaning....who knows.

Either way these gentlemen (or ladies) appear in the actual episode behind the Gabriel statue.

Then here we have two...stone caskets? Above ground graves? Where they both look the same, but one appears to be crossed out, maybe worn away with time, and you can't see the other because it's hidden by a headstone that says 'Peter Paintball.'

I have no clue who Peter paintball is. Maybe it's a reference to Season 1, or maybe it's someone on the crew or something. But I have no Earthly clue.

Moving on. As our boys continue their cemetery date with a trail of people and creatures and...objects? Behind them. We see the mastermind behind our Clerkenwell Diamond Robbery. Miss Austen herself.

I'm just as unphased at her name being in this cemetery as I am 'everyday.'

From here, I've had to do a lot of tweaking and playing with the lighting, and I won't lie, some things are still kind of...not quite able to be made out imo. So now we have...

A two for one that kind of leaves my brain churning questions like butter. I'll start with the more legible one.

"Here lies the former shell of Beelzebub."

I mean 'they're just such a little ray of sunshine' so of course this headstone makes sense. But also...why? What exactly does this mean. Like what's it referring to? I get that demons are dead inside which...mood. But could this possibly be referring to whoever Beelzebub was before falling? Or maybe the fact that Beelzebub feels some sort of happiness after meeting Gabriel and therefore the shell has been buried? I don't know. I just sit here and mull this over sometimes and maybe it's not a detail I should agonize over, but still.

Then we have 'here lies...Adam...' with the words underneath that I can only barely make out some of. I have tried fixing this so many different ways, and maybe it's just my lacking photo editing skills but still. I believe Neil has said this headstone is referring to Adam as in Adam and Eve? (Correct me if I'm wrong.) And if I squint I can make out....(from my best attempt at cleaning this up enough to see it)

"I do not understand, surely your very existence requires....of the world..."

Some of the words I can't make out, and the whole bottom line is a mystery to me because it's blocked entirely by the shadow that I can't fix.

Buuuuuut using my skills of deduction I'm going to assume this is a quote from Adam in the show? Gonna assume show and not book all things considered. (Upon further investigation it's Death who says this to Adam.) I can't remember. But the quote is something like

"I do not understand, surely your very existence requires the ending of the world. It is written."

Which...well hell that's a very interesting thing to put on a headstone (once again questioning which Adam Neil said that headstone belongs to...)

(Maybe it's a reference to Adam Young but Neil is saying he's not dead? Because he never actually confirms which Adam this is a reference to but I suppose it could be either considering it begins and 'ends' with an Adam.

But the thing I find really interesting is actually the headstone right next to it, also a take on something Death says in season 1.

'Left early to beat the rush.'

Which. Hell this one took me by surprise the first time I read it. Death says it to the mail man in Season 1 'Think of it as leaving early to beat the rush.' And if I recall correctly (I don't know where the source is) Neil has said something similar about Terry? So for all I know this headstone could be a nod to Terry Pratchett....or it could be two very interesting Death quotes on back to back headstones.

Could the Adam one possibly be referring to the fact that Adam, by the end of season 1, technically reversed the end of the world? Or something along those lines? I just find it weird that amongst a bunch of (i'm using this word lightly) joke headstones we have two very intriguing Death quotes....

Finally, we have this little interesting bit on the side right here.

We have that symbol from before but a little clearer now...and? A head? There's a bust here in the corner in front of Gabriel.

At first glance it reminds me of the Gabriel angel statue...and maybe this is supposed to be Gabriel...But if you look a little closer...you can see a button up.

Now this is the best shot I can manage of it.

This looks specifically like Jim. Not Gabriel, but Jim. It's dressed similarly and I think that's his hairstyle. The face looks similar. I momentarily thought it might be Aziraphale or even Crowley but that wouldn't make sense...right?

So for now, I'm thinking that this is a bust of Jim. Very interesting considering Jimbriel is hiding right in front of it and there's a different statue of the Archangel Gabriel earlier in the cemetery....So what the heck is this all about...

Now if I missed any, or if any of the headstones in the background have writing that is hard to make out, let me know and I'll update this post.

But as I said before, I'm sure someone has already done this. Consider this a reference post, maybe let your gears turn a bit about some of the epitaphs because they're certainly some head scratchers if you ask me.

Thank you for reading this, and keep a look out for more of the opening sequence breakdown series in which I slowly lose more and more of my mind staring at this thing and picking out little tiny details.

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens season 2 #good omens meta #the opening sequence

[floatinginzerogravity]

I did an Analysis of the Murder Drones Pilot for my friends and am deciding to post it: Pt.1

Okie, It's Murder Drones explanation time

okay, first of all, I've waited LITERAL MONTHS to do this, and WILL be pointing out every tiny detail, and would very much love to do this with every episode. (I am happy stimming so much right now)

If you don't feel like reading all this, I can provide a condensed version. I will just send a wall of text, I will fill it with my theories and goofy bg details, I will send excessive screenshots of the characters, and I will not feel shame. Be warned

so, The year is 3000 something, and humanity has been colonizing other planets, using half-sentient worker drone robots to mine them. Humanity then blows up the planet by accident (oops)

Just for clarity, this is not earth, it's a completely separate planet around 70 light years away called Copper 9 (Side note, it's technically impossible for a moon to have rings. oops, the show is scientifically inaccurate, it's ruined now/j) Anyway, the core collapse killed all humans and turned the atmosphere into a "toxic death storm" (description lovingly borrowed from N) The Worker drones, now free from human control, discovered their sentience. They build a society based on the human one before it, with families, schools, and all the other stuff

The Robot Sentience side tangent: Liam Vickers, show creator, when asked about the Drone's sentience- "It was kind of a basic, limited version... the disaster that happened on their planet that kind of left them kind of stranded, kind of played into their adaptive AI abilities.... You need a sort of intelligence to not fall over... it expands to keeping them alive in various circumstances" Basically, they were programmed to do certain tasks, and when humanity was wiped out, their goals changed and they were given the space to find their own sentience. Sentience can also occur if they're in an environment that promotes sentience or if their damaged/corrupted in some way

JCJenson (in Spaaaaccce) (aka the company that created the drones and runs colonization. The name of the company is also, apparently, based on a cleaning company. BCBoston or something) Decides they don't like sentient AI running around and sends Disassembly Drones to Copper 9 to wipe them out

(Text: "CALCULATING, MOST PROBABLE DEITY TO PRAY TO)

The implication here is that the blue guy threw his child when the attacks started. (I think the fandom named him Bob or something similar) This is the first example of the A+ parenting of Murder Drones characters.

V's just perched on a lampost lol. Very Creature™️ of her

Bg text #3 I guess

[Text: Photo cred: some dead dude lol] [Text: "dying is stupid and also dumb" -me, idk]

[Text: How do we fix this in a complicated Sci-fi way] So, Uzi wants to fight, and everyone else wants to hide, basic plot stuff, moving on

Her railgun has stickers lol

[Text: "Violently opposed to biological life" The rest is readable]

Khan (Uzi's dad) being the worst™️, an image collection

Something that will forever irk me until the day I die is why a robot has Testosterone????? Don't they not even have biological genders, or biology, like, at all???? I don't think robots need hormones, bud

I once saw someone point out that this is probably one of the first times someone has been nice to Uzi, as she has no friends, is bullied, and her father is a bit neglectful <- Understatement (I do want to say that Khan isn't as bad as most of the fandom seems to think he is. Doesn't mean he's good either, though)

Baby's first "Bite me", I'm so proud. (Fun fact, in Spanish she says "Jodete", which translates to "Fuck you!" )

HSDHJDSFNJKDSHJDFHGJFGBKJDFDKJG WHY DO YOU HAVE HORMONES?????? YOUR FREAKING ROBOTS???!!!!!! WHYYYYYYYYY (Plot: Uzi says that she plans to sneak out to find the last part for her railgun, and in the next scene she is waking up at 3:00am to do just that) Now time for deciphering Uzi's sticky notes

[Text: To do: >Talk to source

>...

>(I can't read the rest)] [Text: RESEARCH: How to turn "REALLY sad all the time" into "Look really cool"]

[Text: LIMAL NO 4EYA!!!!!] <- I have no clue what this means [Text:Murder ??? Matter ???? really at c?????] <- Again, no clue what this means

[Text: Uzi Dos-] [Text: Yeaahhhh, I'm not reading that]

Location: Khan's closet where Uzi steals the "Door Master" key from

"Yeah, everyone has a picture of their family where one member is mysteriously ripped out in their closet."/s -Liam Vickers, paraphrased from a reddit AMA

[Text: WDF of outpost 9 [Having faithfully made a slab of metal that can be a wall but also not a wall, on the 11th day of December, three thousand and ???]

[Text: You cannot be murdered by scary robots when .... a door, (unless they open it) A scientific]

I find it interesting that the DD's are referred to as "Murder Drones," which is not their technical name. It seems to be something only the WD colonies use

Fun fact: this line is a bit of a meme in the MD community

Plot: Uzi manages to lie her way out of the WD colony, enters the Corpse Spire, and finds the required part for her railgun. As she goes to leave, she's attacked by a DD, who she defeats with her railgun, only for it's head to regenerate.

#murder drones #murder drones analysis #murder drones theory

[not-your-fucking-kacchan]

hey queen!! happy to see u back (ur writings really good) *ahem* do you think you could write one-sided pining from far away with iida annnnd maybee shinso? like idk theyve been pining for y/n without them noticing for a long while and theyre tired damnit! maybe theyre a little bit of jelly bellies?? maybe? tsym!!!! feel free to ignore, btw :D

Hello!! Thank you so much for your feedback, i cant tell you how glad i am that my writing is being recieved this way 😩🛐

Theres a little bit of angst and you can see it if you squint really hard but theres a happy ending !!!! :,)

Also- i would a hundred percent do this for shinsou- but im thinking i might save that for a later post so i can fit all the tags i want in and keep them seperate, y know? I hope thats okay <3 <3 <3

Masterlist<3

Iida x Reader

When you had transferred to class 1-A via reccommendation, even if it was a little late, Iida welcomed you with open arms and words of support.

It really didnt take long for him to fall absolutely head over heels for you, however, as he grew to learn more about you.

You were so kind and accepting, and whenever Mina or Denki asked you for help with their studies you would comply with a compassionate smile.

He wanted to talk to you.

He wanted an excuse to speak to you more, and become closer to you. You were perfect for him, and you respected and validated everything he said and felt. He had never felt so seen in his whole life.

So he never realised the growing bud of jealousy hiding away in his heart. Every guy that spoke to you were met with suspicious glances and a possessive, protective Iida. He was like an overbearing puppy.

You found it absolutely adorable how he would blush very faintly as you spoke to him, but you never realised that it was because the gullible idiot was in love with you.

He was serious about you as well. He imagined a future with you. So, the next time he would catch you walking out of the classroom last, or wandering around on your own, he planned to confess to you.

He was obsessed with that you would tie up your hair in a cute little ponytail, or cover your mouth when you were eating, or tilt your head when you were confused about something. The navy haired boy couldnt help but study your mannerisms like you were an art piece on display.

So when he saw you talking to Todoroki the next day, giggling and blushing and standing awefully clise to him, naturally he was distraught.

You didnt even realise that he had seen you, so when Iida suddenly becomes much more distant it actually kind of worries you. Had you offended him? Was it something you said?

The next time you find yourself face to face with Iida, he looks at you in shock and you notice how his eyes dart about awkwardly, almost as if he was looking for an escape. It was definately something you said, you decided.

"Iida, i was- uh-... i wanted to ask you... why have you been avoiding me?"

You were genuinely worried that you'd lost a friend, because what friend suddenly starts acting like you don't exist? And suddenly you're tearing up, big, bright eyes suddenly going glassy and overflowing with salty tears.

The poor boy almost has a heart attack.

He was only trying to put some distance between you so that his feelings wouldn't affect the relationship that you had going on with Todoroki.

But now, you were ceying in front of him and he realises now, that his actions had driven a bigger rift between the two of you than he had thought.

"Y-you won't talk to me anymore! And i'm- i'm so worried that i've lost you as a friend! Please-! Was it something I said? Just- just tell me where i went wrong- please-! Iida i'm so very sorry-"

In his head he berates himself, because in his selfish act of pushing you away, he jeopardised your friendship and trust and became the cause of emotional turmoil. He was absolutely in the wrong here! This behavour is not becoming of a future hero- what kind of saviour makes a woman cry? As a representative of class 1-A and some of the most promising young heroes, he should be ashamed, and he owes you an apology!

But more important than that, is the sting in his heart and the lump in his throat that tell him no matter who he is- hero or not- he has hurt his friend as a result of his stupidity. And it's frustrating. It feels bad. Genuinely bad.

It's a crushing guilt that weighs down his shoulders as he sees you breaking down and furiously wiping your tears away. The dejected feeling of having upset and caused distress to someone so dear to him.

He feels absolutely gutted, and his heart drops to his stomach.

In silence he pulls you closer, giving you a gentle embrace to let you know that everything is okay, before pulling back and bowing about as low as the gravel at his feet will allow him to.

"Please, (-), allow my to offer you my most sincere apology! Even I know that it is not enough to right my wrong, but it is all i can offer you, along with the explanation that you deserve!

You see, I had distanced myself from you because I had unknowingly fallen in love with you, however I did not wish to put any strain on your relationship with Todoroki. To do so would be incredibly unbecoming of a friend and future hero representing our class 1-A.

However, I did not realise that this would jeopardise our friendship the way it has, or bring you such emotional turmoil. To not think about the consequences of my actions was childish and immature of me! Please allow me your forgiveness!"

By now your tears had stopped and you were dizzy with the unexpected embrace and detailed, sincere apology, only one thought really striking you.

"My-... my relationship? With... Todoroki??..."

You have always been, and remain to be single.

As single as the lost sock down the side of the bed.

As single as a thirty-five year old man called graham.

As single as the third wheel on a tricycle.

Oops.

It's then when it dawns upon Iida just how stupid, and head- over- engines in love he was. He had just assumed you were both in a relationship. How absolutely silly of him.

"I see now... This was all a misunderstanding, then, i presume?

Well, i must say this is a touch embarrassing. I will do better to not assume such things in the future! To not learn from such an elementary mistake would be-"

You quickly cut off that bullshit with a kiss, unable to keep yourself from giggling at his antics. He's a genuinely stand- up guy, and you would love to get to know him more, after all, he actually knows how and when to apologise unlike most men.

#iida x reader #iida tenya #tenya iida imagine #boku no hero academia tenya #tenya headcanons #tenya x reader #mha x reader #bnha x reader

[paintedpeeta]

okay so I commiserated the other day because I couldn't think of anything to ask for in terms of headcanons, but I've thought of things so I'm back!

what do you think are the little things the other says or does after the "real" moment when they're secure in their relationship that completely floors them every time and makes them think "oh wow I really love this person and I'm so lucky"

ahh seeing this in my inbox just made me so happy you have no idea :)

for a start i think they’d both be big on acts of service. it’s shown a bit in canon, like him bringing her cheesebuns because he knows they’re her favorite and y’know. her nursing him back from the brink of death in the first games.

i can imagine him doing little things like heating up her socks and pyjamas at the hearth before she puts them on, having a bath drawn for her when she gets home from the woods, and of course cooking/baking for her. in short, he does things that just make her feel a little bit pampered and spoiled. she’s never really had someone take care of her like that, and at first it’s hard for her to indulge and allow herself to enjoy these small luxuries, but she eventually comes around and lets it happen (because there’s no stopping him anyway).

on the other hand, her acts are a little more pragmatic but no less loving. she cuts his hair for him (though she loves his curls she concurs that it would be annoying to have them falling into his face all day at the bakery), makes sure that he takes all of his medication and takes care of his leg, and occasionally takes his lunch to the bakery for him. i also, rather self indulgently, like to imagine that she takes up embroidery and knitting after the war because hear me out… it’s such a practical thing to do!! like, being able to mend and make their own clothes? idk i just think katniss would be all over that. knitting him something warm in the winter, fixing/patching holes in his work pants, leaving a teeny tiny embroidered K on his shirtsleeve as a reminder.. just let me have it okay.

but sometimes the situation flips and she brings him flowers from the woods, and in return he’ll paint them for her. he’ll rub burn cream on her scars at night, and then she’ll scratch his back or scalp until he falls asleep.

she’s not the best with words, but she’d figure out early how important it is for him to hear that he’s loved because he didn’t get that affirmation much as a child and so she makes sure to tell him as best as she can. at the beginning she always gets flustered and embarrassed, sometimes hiding her face away into his chest or his neck so she can say it in (somewhat) privacy but he loves it all the same.

and i know that the subject of pet names/nicknames is kind of contentious and i’ve for sure spoken about my own personal headcanons about that before, but i can imagine him taking to calling her his girl (and later, his wife) and her secretly liking it. because she’s a softy at heart. and i think if she were to ever use a pet name for him, or to call him her husband, he’d probably need picked up off of the floor.

moving on from the intentional things that they do that melts the other, i’m thinking of all the sweet little moments of realisation that they both must have that this is their life now, and this is their person 🥺

like, can you just imagine how floored peeta would be to have katniss wanting to share his bed again? she’s a little too shy to ask at first, and so in her usual blunt katniss way she just starts to show up to his room to lay down beside him.

or how apprehensive katniss would be because she knows that she loves him now and that makes it all too real and fragile - but she can’t help but adore the way he looks at her, and the way he pulls her legs up onto his lap when they sit on the couch together, and how he starts to refer to the house as theirs…

i just think there must be so many moments where they each have that little thought that they’ve been so lucky to have the chance to grow back, to eventually raise a family and grow old together when so many people they loved didn’t get that chance 🥲. it doesn’t even always come as a direct result of the other’s actions or words, sometimes it just hits out of nowhere and all they want to do is squeeze the other and let them know how grateful they are/how much they love them.

#everlark headcanons #ur honor i love them #asks #it’s been a while so this might be a little muddled up but this felt so nice #thank u for the request 🌟🌟🌟

[fallingsunflower]

I forget if I had asks about this but a couple nonnies messaged me privately asking me to post this. A lot of this is stuff we already talked about here but this is it all in one coherent post ♥︎

I think Harry was pretty nervous going into the night from the minute he stepped out of the car. This clip doesn't necessarily show nerves as it does trying to stay out of people's way, which could either just be courteous or show a little of his personality. I know people think he likes attention and I'm sure he does to a degree, but he's not walking confidently around like he owns the place and like people should cater to him. He moves out of the way from people walking, he tucks his arm close to his body which closes him off, and he rolls his lips together (he rolls his lips pretty frequently throughout the night also which usually means something along the lines of uncertainty).

During his red carpet walk, he does a lot of adjusting the strap on his shoulders (which I don't really consider fidgeting but rather I think he's simply adjusting it). He looks like he lost weight for the night so I think it just doesn't fit like it did when he was measured). He also clasps his hands in front pretty often and moves them around a lot which suggests holding back some kind of negative emotions, such as anxiety, frustration, or discomfort (prob anxiety and/or discomfort here). He does a lot of hand fidgeting in general so all of a sudden he's thrown into a pretty intense situation with no pockets to fidget in lol he also hides his thumbs periodically and fidgets with his rings but we already know he does that lol hiding sensitive body parts (like the stomach, thumbs, and groin are all usually linked to subconsciously wanting to hide oneself out of shyness or anxiety, or something similar).

He def isn't in a weird funk or anything, just nervous I think. BUT I would also argue that Trevor Noah's comment threw him later in the night and possibly altered his mood a little.

He seemed alright when introduced. Happy to be there, looking down which signals nerves or insecurity. Stark difference in comparison to Taylor who holds a gaze very well with whoever she's talking to and the camera.

Trevor's panties comment caused Harry to not look back at him for a good couple of seconds. He shook his head, smiled kind of, and was fidgeting with something under the table (his shoe maybe, idk). And then the looking away, fidgeting, smile/grimace, head shaking was more exaggerated after the sex symbol comment.

Obviously I think we all kind of knew Harry would be uncomfortable with that, not rude or super obvious about it, but I found watching the people around him to be pretty telling too. Jeff kept looking at Harry to gauge his reaction and I think almost as a security blanket for him? Tyler Johnson was pretty animated with amusement but looked confused at the end with the green m&m comment (lmao). Lizzo laughed but even she looked like "wtf" and I think she said something like "wow" at the end. I trust her to know what Harry is like tbh. I think she takes him under her wing.

From the seldom shots we see of Harry throughout the ceremony, when he's not performing, he seemed comfortable. He was a little slouched over but it's hard to tell if that was telling of his mood, which also contributes to shyness/anxiety, or if that's just how he is because his posture normally isn't spectacular. I don't think I can properly judge that.

With BOTH of his wins, he reacts the same (a little more for AOTY but the point stands). Hands covering face meaning he doesn't automatically rely on other people for comfort or general feelings and introverts in intimidating situations, covering his mouth which could mean shock, still not really gravitating toward others but rather they pull him in (I could talk about that point in more detail just generally speaking you want). Basically Harry = shy. I've been saying it for ages now but seeing it so blatantly obvious makes my heart hurt 🥲

Also just retagging this sequence of pics.

AND NOW WE GET TO THE PERFORMANCE BECAUSE IT WAS SOOO OBVIOUS HE WAS NERVOUS AND THROWN OFF. The first note was really rough and he almost tripped BUT we now know it was because the stage was moving in the wrong direction 🥲 Harry prob had maybe 3/4 days of proper rehearsals because he only ended tour recently. I'm sure that mishap really really threw him. The performance was rough, not terrible, but I think they did a good job considering the issues we just found out about. I hope Harry knows it's not his fault and he did the best he could. He seemed to grow more comfortable toward the end.

It also makes this comment about how performing went seem sarcastic to me - "it was a dream". It's funny knowing what really happened now after hearing him say that.

Anyway, those are my thoughts :) just opinions. I'm happy to talk more about it.

#harry styles grammys 2023 #grammys

[terra-feminarum]

Curious about ur tags on the "do we really need deodorent" post. I love perfume and my gf does too so idk what you mean when you say you can smell emotions such as desire. What are your experiences with that?? Have you had genuine social benefits like this from not having artificial scents blocking those signals? (Trying to ask this in the least creepy way possible.)

Thanks for your question. I'm not sure if I can decipher the smells of people I don't know well, but it's often very clear with people who are close to me. It's actually very useful to be able to know when someone is anxious even though they might hide it very well otherwise. I also very much enjoy smelling when someone is joyful and relaxed. Of course I can miss things, like I can miss visual cues of someone's state of mind. But smell is one more cue to notice.

When it comes to physical closeness and sex, smell is crucial. I believe one of the reason for all the perfumed products is that people want to have sex without being aware if the other person is really feeling it. Without artificial scents, it's obvious if there is or isn't mutual desire. It's an animal thing, no conscious reasoning is needed to analyze the smell, it's just very very obvious if someone wants you and you want them. It's also an actual social benefit to realize the lack of that smell. You can't fake a smell. The hookup culture would probably die without artificial scents.

I can also often tell if people are ill, and they don't have to be close to me. This is a bit tricky because sometimes I don't know if it's ok to bring up questions about someone's health, but if I smell sickness for a long period of time I do get concerned. I've recognized a serious illness on someone and smell was part of that, even though it was only one part of my reasoning. But it helped me to understand the whole picture better and bring up my concerns which were unfortunately confirmed later.

I think people should respect our animal instincts more and not be afraid of smelling like humans. And I don't mean being dirty and never washing your clothes, but having enough human smell for necessary communication. But that would mean not everyone would smell good at all situations. I believe because we're living very close to completely unknown individuals of our own species we need to wash away and hide our real smell to tolerate strangers so close to us. I admit, when I use public transport I'm happy if people have showered recently.

But I'm not sure if people smell bad even when they are dirty if they're your people. My partner never smells bad no matter how dirty and sweaty she actually is. And then again, most strange men smell like danger to me, and I think it's just healthy animal behavior to be wary of unknown males. This is a bit annoying at times because sometimes I get very alert just by walking in a hallway where a man has been before me, but I haven't yet deciphered why this smell is so much stronger on some males than others. This is something I'd love to know. Note, my sense of smell isn't very good at all, I think I've smoked enough to kill most of my olfactory receptors. I'm just interested in smells and I approach the world as the animal I am.

Oh, and while I believe some smells are kind of objectively perceived, like the smell of fear or illness, some probably depend on the context. Like men who smell off-putting and threatening to me might smell really lovely to their partners. And I believe the smell of desire is only obvious when it's mutual.

#this is all based just on my observations on myself #but mammals tend to communicate with smell so it makes sense to me

[drukhari]

I just had a weird thought: see I have a fairly small chest (like small enough that I get mistaken for a guy), and I've been thinking about top surgery but ik I can get away with my small chest not to mention I wouldn't have to deal with transphobic family being particularly vocal about their transphobia... but I was thinking okay maybe top surgery is something I can get a little down the line but then at the same time I was thinking what if I get it in like 5 years and I would have had wasted 5 years of me being happier and it's like now I have to rush to make this decision but objectively I know I don't have to rush and I should take my time but I just feel like whenever I do decide to get top surgery, I will inevitably have that thought of "I've wasted so much time, I could've had it before" and idk I just feel very conflicted, like I'm postponing my own happiness

If you feel like you're postponing your own happiness, that kind of implies that you're already not happy with the state of things (or at the very least, not as happy as you'd like to be) and to me that's a very important point to acknowledge. Contrary to what some people may think, you don't need some grandiose reason for why you want to pursue any gender affirming surgery. If you truly feel that having it will make you happier than you already are, then to me that's enough.

Depending on where you live, the process of pursuing top surgery can already take some time and can involve having to have conversations at the very least with prospective surgeons (if not also a therapist, particularly when it comes to getting health insurance to cover it), so those kinds of conversations may help to either confirm your choice or bring up important considerations that maybe you hadn't thought of before. I know one thing I did myself was I joined a few online communities for people who had already had or were soon going to be having top surgery, so that I could hear firsthand what it's like and what kind of questions other people had along the way - and for me those conversations drove home that this is absolutely the path I need to take for myself to be happy and comfortable in my own body, and that I couldn't live my life any other way.

The last thing I'd like to add is that when it comes to your family, if they currently have control over any aspects of your life (e.g. shelter, food, help with paying bills, tuition, etc) or if there's a chance they'd try to physically harm you for pursuing top surgery - then you'd want to make sure that you're in a safe position to pursue the surgery before you schedule an official date with the surgeon. You can always start down the road of gathering information, speaking to some doctors, talking to other trans people online who've had it already, etc - everything up to the actual procedure itself since at that point it becomes a bit more difficult to hide. It sucks having to postpone your own happiness until you're free from a situation like that, but risking your health or safety isn't something I'd advise for anyone.

I hope that some of this helps, anon, I wanted to take some time to really think about your ask and make sure that what I was saying at least made sense - but ultimately the choice is no one else's but yours and whatever you choose should be what makes you feel happy and comfortable.

[ishouldreallygetofftheinternet]

What if I just had a breakdown here because it's the only fucking social media that won't end my fucking career, not that I have one, if I say how I'm actually feeling. I don't want 12.4k people over on Instagram to know that I'm a self-hating, self-harming, self-serving piece of shit with extremely treatment resistant depression, that I know will never, ever even get a tiny bit better but I wish to god I could delude myself into believing that it would to give any one of the six different meds I'm on, or the TMS a fighting chance.

And don't anyone dare come at me with a *hugs, or a *pat, or a "none of that is true!" because it is. Even implied digital physical contact makes me squick. I have heard it all a million fucking times and I don't want to fucking hear it ever again. Even in this state, I know that's going to hurt some people to hear. But it's how I've felt this entire goddamn time and I only haven't said anything because my fucking feelings don't matter. I have to be as small and as palatable for my chosen people as I possibly can be and if I dare hurt their feelings I should slit my fucking wrists, claw my insides outside until I'm covered in my own vile blood, kill myself in as painful and as grisly a way as possible.

And I have these thoughts and visions constantly. They never go away and they never will and I wish so fucking desperately that I could make them a reality. That I wasn't a fucking coward and I had the guts to kill myself, and actually fucking succeed for once in my pathetic life. And I know I've used this turn of phrase already, but this is my fucking breakdown and if I don't give a fuck then no one else gets to: don't you dare come at me with the "it's actually braver to go on living uwu", "you're so strong for keeping on going" because it's bullshit and if you actually believe that horseshit, then you're deluding yourself and/or you've never fucking been through this and have no idea what you're talking about. And I don't even want people who HAVE come out the other side of this going "I felt the same... etc etc" because great. I am actually genuinely happy that you found a way out. I love for you that this too really did pass, and all the other bullshit they say. Idk how in this venom filled rant to make it clear that the sentiment is genuine, but it is. But it does not change the fact that I don't want you dropping into my reblogs or replies or inbox or whatever because I KNOW that yours is the majority experience. Or at least it's the one they advertise. Majority is not all. I've spent my whole life going there's no way I could be part of the exception, that I could be the worst kind of special, because I don't matter, I'm not worth shit. Well I guess I believe I have some value because I am in the minority. I am the exception. I am the experience that they will never tell you about on the official websites, somewhere between life and death, and you have to track it down in random anecdotal Reddit threads because it's one of the few places on the internet that hasn't been sanitised beyond usefulness. But you already know all that internet bullshit and, for once in my fucking life, this is about me.

Oh Emily but you post about yourself all the time on Instagram! First of all: fuck off. You are smarter than to fail to recognise that anything anyone posts on IG is the most sanitised, best, most productive facsimile of themselves. That is not me. That is a character I play. I play her every fucking day because I don't want the pity, or the disgust, or the contempt, or the hatred that I know is inevitable if I were to put her away for even one moment. If I were to show this side of myself that I hide from everyone but I am locked inside my own head with day in day out.

And I'm also aware that, probably a few paragraphs back, you were thinking about how best to alert the authorities, friends who actually live in the same town as me. To which I say really? You're going to get me locked up in a useless psych ward and for what? I'm not a danger to myself. We've been through this I'm too pathetic. The worst that'll happen is I'll have a few more cuts on my thigh that will be healed by the time I go home, if you let me, not even scabs. That is all I am capable of "oh but Emily, what about your previous overdoses!?" What about them? Did any of them ANY OF THEM do a single long term thing to me? No, so sit down and shut up. Psych services are less than useless to me - all they serve to do is to remind me that I am a problem. That I am difficult. That I am a complex case. I fucking know. How DARE you assume that I am not fully aware of my reality. That I haven't been in this fucking swamp long enough to know what everyone's next move is, what they think about me, what they want for me. Misplaced hope. After a decade I have seen it all before. There is nothing you can throw at me that I cannot anticipate, that I haven't thought through on my own, that I haven't tried yet. If I told you that I hadn't tried something you suggest in the last five or so years, I was lying to make you feel better. Maybe I'll be proven wrong about this, I fucking hope so. I'm a scientist - we fucking love to be proven wrong (or at least those of us who aren't a particular flavour of arsehole do)

And I can feel myself calming down. So there's even less reason for anyone to act. Just let me lie in my bed and cry myself to sleep as usual without the cops or the paramedics or whoever the fuck busting down my door. I'm autistic. Do you know how much fucking extra stress with literally no positives that puts me under? If you actually care, if you actually want to help first, I'm sorry that I've tricked you (and yes, I'm fully aware that that is the bad thoughts talking. We've been through this: in this moment I don't care) then do something practical. Do my taxes, fill out forms for me, clean my flat, make me actually nutritious food and then force me not to snack because no matter what it is, I'll want to eat within an hour, take me to go exercise, respond to the 27 men in my socials inboxes at any one time, make my appointments, manage my money, secure specimens and collections visits and collaborators, manage the multiple emails I get a month asking for my advice or expertise or to communicate my science and everything else, explain to the people I love who I desperately desperately want to be happy and unbothered and flourishing, explain to them why I am a constant disappointment. I know those people are reading. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that you had to see the ugly creature behind the curtain. If this rant ends up as a copypasta, or in some video so be it, exploit my pain as you do dozens of others for your own gain, be that monetary, fame, or just sick satisfaction and delight. I want to actually post one of these rants. Know that I will not answer the door to the authorities and for once in my life I will not be the placid little lamb who follows their every order even though I am dying inside even more than I was. I will kick and scream and run and fight. If you bring that upon me, you will actively ruin my life, so have fun living with that for the rest of yours. I will have my visa taken away, I will be barred from working in any country other than my own, I will be forced back into the NHS system that I am actively working through the trauma of to this day. But if you've decided you're going to do that then there's nothing I can say that will change your mind because in this moment I am not human I don't have rights and I need to be detained for my own safety. So fuck it post tweet

[crymeariveronceagain]

River's Thoughts after reading Flashback Again

oh my stars i don't think i can mentally recover from this book

Sophie doesn't understand that if she's in love with Fitz she can't be in love with Keefe and like on one hand i get it and also SOPHIE FOR THE LOVE OF THOR!

"We must not let anger make us overlook potential" is a sucky way to judge a judicial system. the function of judiciary systems is justice. Bish, where that justice for Alvar? Like, I don't want him dead, and I don't think that the way he was treated in this novel was okay, but also. Like, if you're gonna put him on trial, can we like, maybe pretend to be just? Idc that he's not the same person if this is justice let it be justice.

Luzia Vacker is so sus. Like, she just radiates untrustworthy. The entire book. There's never been a more obvious liar.

Alden's definitely a crappy parent. There's a lot of undertone in everything said about him, and as he fades into the background, it's almost like his kids mention things like "my dad would kill me if i did such and such a thing" more often. Idk. I just find it odd.

Exilium and the human world made Sophie a natural killer.

This book is everywhere what the hell is happening

Look, I've said it before and I'll say it again. Sophie does not want to be more than friends with Fitz. She literally refuses, constantly, to tell him that she likes him, because she's doesn't want their friendship to change. She likes being friends with him. Literally. The idea of a relationship is so dangerous, so scary to her, it's just straight up not comfortable. And I don't want that for her. I don't want her to have to feel like a relationship is difficult or something she wants to hide. I want her to be happy with who she winds up with. She's not gonna be happy with Fitz. At least, not happy enough to shout it from the rooftops and kiss him in front of everyone.

Ah! Sleep paralysis! Y'know! For kids!

Oh, no, that's just Sophie's echoes. I'm sorry. I forgot that this is fantasy, and fantasy doesn't let kids suffer from sleep paralysis. Hah.

Sophie and Fitz would be a better team if they agreed that friendship was where it's at. Not gonna lie.

Fitz with chronic heart issues. That's it, that's the thought. Idk guys i like the angst this could inspire.

Ah! Panic attacks! Y'know! For kids!

Literally, the only thing keeping Fitz's anger in check this entire book is the fact that if he gets angry he physically suffers and i just think it's kind of sad that this is where he is.

Okay but Alvar being Neverseen shifts the focus away from Alden. Anything weird relating to Everglen or the Vackers can always be traced back to Alvar, and Alden never gets put in the spotlight. That's all I'm saying.

Fitz. Has no friends. What happened. How come Sophie has like 10 friends, and Fitz has. One. And it's his girlfriend. How come we aren't talking about Fitz's protective and obsessive nature literally coming from how few friends he has and how alone in the world this kid really is at the end of the day. He's alienated himself from his family, he has one friend, and he's just. I don't know where I'm going with this. He's too relateable, that's all.

Silveny is offically less annoying than Ro!!!! Yay Silveny!!! Kudos to you!!!

Keefe is literally feeling awful constantly and he's desperately acting like he thinks he's the best it hurts me, guys. This is a coping mechanism. I do this.

Keefe Sencen also actually gives off intense Tony Stark character vibes in this novel. I don't know what's up with that. It's not good, though. I will say that.

Fitz made it extremely obvious about his family's stance on match status.

Keefe flinches whenever a telepath reaches for his head. I'm worried about my baby.

Sophie Foster loves Keefe Sencen so damn much. I can't handle it.

all these pages about the Vacker Legacy and I'm still thinking the Legacy is the entirety of the Neverseen and the eventual downfall of the council idk guys.

How did Gisela know that Alden was sending his kids to the forbidden cities. How did Gisela know that Alden was doing illegal things to find the moonlark. How. How did she know. I think I'm going to scream.

If Alden isn't Neverseen it's practically an affront to writing tbh.

Mr. Forkle habitually violates Sophie's privacy and no one talks about it and Sophie's used to it at this point, but that doesn't mean I'm okay with it.

The idea that the Neverseen's costumes are so complex baffles me. They just need a guster. One swift blast of air and bam. Every neverseen member's identity is known. Because. You could just. Blow the hoods off.

For a secret terrorist organization, the Black Swan is really incompetent. Like wtf.

Sophie being the only person Fitz trusts is not healthy. This is not a healthy relationship. You need to trust more than one person. You can't live like that. Fitz. Fitz.

Marella gets so offended that people don't talk to her but also she starts no conversations and never lets anyone visit so like. I feel like part of this is on her.

Sophie is building an immunity to a sedative. That sedative she's taking is meant to knock her out. There shouldn't be any sort of override that her body can reach. Why has it stopped working so effectively?!

Fitz can be really cruel. Fitz is really cruel. For very little reason, a lot of the time. This is a hurt kid. Why is no one like, checking on his mental state. This kid is going to fall apart. This kid is breaking to pieces. Someone needs to grab him and hold him together. Otherwise there won't be any Fitz left.

Tarina is a better bodyguard than Sandor and should have been Sophie's bodyguard from the beginning send tweet

Sophie knows how to regulate her body temperature really well, and has a special sense for manipulating heat. That's interesting. Especially considering how hard Forkle had to work to keep her from manifesting as a pyro.

Sympathizing with Fintan hours lets gooooo poor insane pyrokinetic i love him and he wants me dead

Fitz was. Way too chill. With committing murder. And everyone else. Was too chill. With the nearly murdering his brother thing. Like, he's a traumatized child, I get that. But also. Can we, like, i don't know. Get him psychiatric help?

Tam Song my beloved.

Tam Song without a G is just Tam Son and that's what he is to me. He is my son. I love him.

There's way too many jumped through hoops that are skipped over from Tam joining the Neverseen to protect his sister and then Sophie trying to register from the match. Just like there's too many missing pieces between when Alvar goes evil again and when Tam joins the Neverseen. This is kind of sloppy.

Also.

SOPHIE. YOU HAVE BIGGER CONCERNS. LEAVE THE MATCH THING. PLEASE. FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THE STARS.

Ah, no, she didn't.

Breeding sapient species! Y'know! For kids!

Thank God Sophie Foster is unmatchable I think i'd lose my mind if she wasn't.

#this book was a dystopian hellscape <3 #kotlc #kotlc flashback #kotlc keefe #keefe sencen #kotlc sophie #sophie foster #kotlc fitz #fitz vacker #kotlc thoughts #river re-reads kotlc #kotlc tam #tam song #kotlc linh #linh song #marella redek #kotlc marella

[ronance4everbrainrot]

Since I love Robin being the dad so much. Here are more Dad Jokes, this time from @kolimachris.

These dad jokes are definitely in the Murray adopting Robin AU.. Because while writing the first one...it basically already a story..but it all actually just being a build up to a dad joke is so funny to me. I shall tag @corgiplays because they probably don't want to miss this)

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Robin and Nancy are visiting Max in the hospital. Well they are there with Erica and Lucas. Or well only two visitors at a time, so Erica left to get some fresh air. Erica didn't want to leave Lucas alone, but she knows Nancy can look after him, even tho it doesn't seem like it, she's good at comforting people, well only when they are her brother's friends [I mean S2 with Dustin ✨ so this is my hc now]

But Nancy also probably stayed because Erica is closer to Robin and Erica also has a bit of a grudge on Nancy for hurting Robin (without knowing). So now Erica and Robin are walking down the hall to the elevators/stairs. They walked in silence, they (Ronance) still haven't spoke a word yet, just nodded as a greeting (and hugs 😪🥺) but still silent. Erica keeps brushing against Robin's side, stepping closer and closer, seeking comfort but still not wanting to seem like a little child. They talked about it in one of their sleepovers months ago, that Erica doesn't have to act like she's okay and isn't bothered by all this, but she wants to act strong like the adults and older teens do.

When they arrive at the elevator the door imidiatly opens and two doctors came out. Some people would see it as a blessing not having to wait for an elevator, but Erica has never really been fond of them, and after the Russian stuff, even less.

Robin looks down at Erica, who is staring at the elevator with a strange look in her eyes. Robin takes her hand and gives it a squeeze and Erica snaps out of her short trance and stares up at her, understanding eyes looking down at her. Robin tugs her by the hands a bit and guides her to the stairs, for the first time since she arrived, she said something "Hey, it's okay, I'm also frightened by elevators." she quietly says as they enter the staircase and the door shuts behind them.

They are still looking at each others eyes, Robin's kind and kinda sad smile turning into a tiny mischievous grin. "I'm taking steps to deal with it." she quietly snickers as they take steps down the stairs" Erica stares at her with a 'A you serious, right now?' look and then rolls her eyes, groaning in annoyance and looking away, secretely hiding a tiny smile. Robin's a bit louder chuckling can be heard down bouncing and echoing from every wall and direction, some people who are on the lower part of the staircases thinking it's a crazy patient.

(I love and hate this. Something bothers me but idk what, but I love it)

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The kids were at Family Video, having been allowed to choose two movies for free. to give to Will and El as a goodbye gift from Robin and Steve. They already got one for El so Robin pulled Mike to the side and started talking "So you're like the closet to Will -from what I've gathered- and I have a lot of movie knowledge. If it's ok for you, I'd just ramble on about movies I'd think will would like and then you could make the end decision. Stop me anytime you want... I know I ramble a lot" She starts listen of sci-fi movies and explaining the post (without spoilers ofc). And Mike, who was at first skeptical of what Robin said and also just frowning in annoyance for not having found a movie for will yet, actually started smiling a bit when Robin actually did know every movie.

He's quite impressed and Nancy is completely flabbergasted by the fact that Rambling Buckley, actually made her shithead brother smile. The same Buckley that Mike always groans in annoyance when she started rambling. 'Of course she can win over my brother' Nancy thought bitterly, but also with a happy smile on her face 'she probably could make Ted smile.....omg... She actually could' Nancy's eyes widen and the smile turns to a shocketh face.

Steve walks over to Nancy, who is leaning near the wall of the entrance. "What's going on through that pretty head of yours" Steve asks casually leaning against the wall next to Nancy. Nancy cringes but tries not to make it anymore more awkward then it already is between Steve and her. "Nothing, just that Robin is a really great person" she says, jealously invading her voice for reason. "Yeah, I guess she is.." he says and stares at Robin as if he were in love (but he's not.. Well he canonly was once, he just loves her platonically ofc)

Nancy wanted to say something but they here Robin calling the kids to the counter, since Mike finally found a Movie to get for Will. "Thanks for the help kids! I'm not as close as you are to them so it really helped that you helped." She chuckles "Now, I just have one important question to ask" She mischievously looks around.

"How do you know a pun is ready to be told?" They all look at her confused and most of the annoyed as well, groaning "It's fully groan." Robin laughs louldy like a dad and Lucas just snickers at all his groaning fiends. "We got free movies, but at what cost" Dustin dramatically exclaims. "0$. Because it's free" Robin started coughing with how much she's laughing. Lucas also started fully laughing, whole the others rolled there eyes. Dustin shocked that she did that, laughed in disbelief.

Steve also groans at Robin's jokes and walks over to her and the kids. Nancy watches in hidden amusement, how Steve is trying to stop Robin from making jokes, but she somehow manages to always make a joke out of the thing Steve said. Mike walks over to her, saying that they can leave now. Max is dragging a still laughing Lucas out and Dustin is the last kid out, who's just staring at the ground in deep thoughts. Nancy waves at the duo behind the counter and leaves, quietly chuckling to herself while walking to the car, where all the kids are already inside and waiting.

(you know, I only added that part with Mike because I recently looked at the comments under the summary post from Corgi, I think, and then saw that i commented "and Nancy was so shocked when Mike smiled at Robin because of her movie knowledge" or smth. So 🤷‍♀️)

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Robin and Nancy are alone again for the first time after the bathroom thing. Robin doesn't know why she decided to go, but even tho Steve and her are closer again, she's bother that he's still trying to get with Nancy, not only one a jealous way, but in a 'Nancy doesn't want to get back together with you and she's getting uncomfortable' way.

Now she's alone in a car with Nancy Wheeler, searching for things that may have a connection to Vecna. She's still shocked about the news of Chrissy. She remembers when Chrissy stood up to Jason for her or the also bathroom thing, ironically enough. She almost cried when she knew it was Chrissy who died, but she didn't want the others to worry and it's not important rn anyway.

So while in the car, Robin was trying to distract herself, so she was talking a lot. Nancy just keeps rolling her eyes and gribbing the steering wheel tighter, frustrated and overwhelmed about losing another friend and the upside down being back again and Robin isn't making it better. "I knew you rambled a lot, but how did it get worst" she spits out, not really noticing that it could hurt. Robin acts like it didn't hurt and apologized "Sorry, it's just that it helps distracting me from stuff and I really don't want to be alone with my thoughts right now.."

Nancy side eyes her with a concern, but only for a second before she rolls her eyes again 'No one wants to be left alone with their thoughts' Nancy thinks to herself, her hand loosens from the wheel. Robin was quietly and anxiously sitting there the rest of the ride, she wasn't talking but she was tapping on the dashboard with her fingers in some kind of rhythm. The rhythm sped up and Robin finally broke, well broke the silence. "Did you hear about the 4' tall psychic on the run from the police?" Nancy is surprised for a second but then tightens her grib on the steering wheel again. "I swear to good Buckley, if you're gonna say-" "They're a small medium at large...?" Robin finished, voice getting higher at the end, scared of Nancy's reaction, but also just needing to try and lighten up the moment right now. Nancy just stops the car and stares at Robin with a look she can't explain.

'she wouldn't just throw me out of the car....would she?...' Robin stares wide eyed at Nancy when Nancy pointed behind Robin at the car door 'Oh Shit, she totally would' "W-wait, I'm sorry! I- just get so nervous sometimes t-that I have to tell a joke! You already know that! At least it thought you already knew.." Robin's pauses for a second and Nancy feels guilty for some reason but just stares at her in confusion. Robin shakes her head and continues "please, please! Don't throw me out of the car! I-" Nancy blocks out Robin's talking '...she thought I'd throw her out of the car?... What an idiot' Nancy shakes her head in frustration and shuts Robin up by holding up a hand. "First of all, I'm not throwing you out. If you'd turn around [Look at what you seeeeeee~] and look at [what you seeeeeee~] your surroundings, you'd see that we're at the library." Robin does as told and to her relief they actually are at the library. 'Oh God.... How embarrassing.....' she flushes a bit red. "And second of all, I should probably fill you in on what I know" Nancy says she she leaves the car and then tells her about what Eddie's uncle told her.

(Don't ask me what the hell I did. I don't know. Sorry to kolimachris, you may not get why I'm using these situations or smth, if you want to understand and have some time or a lot of time, you can check out my pinned post (you probably just need the first one, the summary one? Forgot how I named it))

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It was a special day. Joyce and Hopper are getting married. El walks Hopper down the aisle first, it was such a cute wholesome moment. Then when he was at his place, the music started and Joyce approached the aisle with both Jonathan and Will by her side, walking her down the aisle. When Joyce reaches her position, Jonathan and Will stand as her bridemates and El stands as Hopper's mate of honor. They say there vows and and kiss their now wedded parnter.

(I'm not gonna write a full jopper wedding (even if i would love to have the motivation for that), but they all are crying happy tears. Murray was obviously the person marrying them together (forgot how that's called) because that was on his to do list. The flower girl is Robin. Who just made dad jokes/puns about flowers the whole way and the ring bearer is uh.... idk... I want to say Mike but also not. Also I want to say Nancy but only because I want her too. Anyway)

Now they were at the restaurant for the celebration and Robin was sitting with the Wheelers and so was Murray since he's officially her dad now (well that happend before the wedding I don't know when exactly tho, but he adopted her ✨🥺) She was sitting next to Murray and Nancy. "Did you really have to make all those jokes about flowers?" Nancy snickers with a raised eyebrow. "I not only had to but Hopper insisted on it" she proudly explained. Murray snorts in disbelief "Of course.." Robin turns to him and says in Russian "It's not my fault you don't have a sense of humor" he scoffs and say "I've got plenty of humor, thank you, birdie" then he turns to Karen and starts a conversation with her. Mike is almost sitting backwards on the chair just so he could talk to Will who are on the table next to them. And Holly is just talking to Ted who is just eating the food prenting to listen. (Omg Ted is here 👀)

Max was sitting at the Sinclairs table which is on the other side of the Hopper-Byers table and she's just sits sideways so she is turned to Lucas direction but can hear El better. (just wanted to mention Elumax ✨ now back to Ronance)

Nancy looked at the two confused and raises her eyebrows at Robin when she turns to look at her again. Robin just shrugs and stabs a small watermelon piece with her toothpick. She looks at it for a second and eats it. "So you're not gonna tell me what that was about?" "I thought you were smart enough to figure it out in Murray's respond" Nancy flushes for a second but hides it "R-right.." 'not like a completely gay panicked when she started talking Russian' she looks at Robin strangle when she started analyzing the watermelon piece "...something wrong with the watermelon?" Robin looks up, tilting her head like a confused puppy and making a "mmh?" sound 'God, I love her so much'

"It practically looked like you were interrogating that watermelon" Nancy jokes. "Oh, that" Robin chuckles "I just wanted to find out why the melon didn't want to make a big deal out of getting married" she pauses and Nancy look at her with fond annoyance "unfortunately their partner canteloupe" Nancy playfully rolls her eyes with a smile and shoves Robin's shoudler lightly "You're such an idiot, Buckley" "But I'm your idiot, mon amour" Robin says with her beautiful rapsy voice as she takes Nancy's hand that shoved her and kisses her knuckles, staring at her through her lashes.

Nancy is flushing bright red and loses all her chance of calming down when Robin quietly says with more rasps then usually "Eres tan Hermosa" only for Nancy to hear. The others looked at them confused as Nancy suddenly jumped up and pulled Robin from her seat to drag her somewhere. Murray has a knowing look on his face but just sips his whiskey and Eddie, who's sitting with the Hendersons, steve and his uncle (who was also invited which is sweet) also has a knowing smirk growing being very proud of Buckley.

(You know what, don't question it. Also nothing happend, they for some reason (and also somehow) looked the restrooms door and when they came back 30 minutes later, Robin's hair is messier than usual....it's so funny to me that it were just supposed to be dad jokes. But I did say the reaction and interaction of the people so here)

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It was almost Christmas and Nancy was again dragged by the kids to Family Video. She didn't really need to be convinced because she lov- likes talking to Robin so while the kids were searching for a perfect movie to watch for Christmas, Nancy was at the counter talking to Robin. "So what brings you here, Wheeler? Did you miss me?" Nancy scoffs "You wish, Buckley" 'oh how I actually do' Robin thinks bitterly. Robin laughs unamused and then turns to look at the kids who are rummaging through the movies like it's the end of the World. She can hear Mike trying to get them to rent one of Will's favorite movies, since they will visit for Christmas.

'I know what you are, little wheeler' she was shaken out of her thoughts when Nancy starts talking again "..Are you okay?" Nancy asks, and Robin remembers the incident of the week before. "Uh- y-yeah!" She hold up her right hand "Just left a scar here, but it looks cool!... The way I got it is not really cool tho..." she awkwardly laughs. 'wow, one minute I was all like "Did you miss me?" and now I'm like super awkward' Nancy takes Robin's hand to look at the scar and then look at her own scarred hand "Huh, Looks like where matching" Nancy thinks out loud. Luckily Robin was too into her self-loathing thoughts to hear what she said "Wha- I'm sorry, did you say something?" she awkwardly asks "..no" Nancy lies, embarrassed for some reason. "oh okay" Robin nervously chuckled. She looks around the store and sees a copy of a star wars movie.

As the kids came back with two movies in hand, instead of greeting them she asked "How did Darth Vader know what Luke was getting for Christmas?" They all imidiatly shut up and looked at her weirdly/annoyed. "He felt his presents." Mike snorts, actually finding the joke funny, however it was quiet so Dustin and Max's groans overruled it. Lucas highfived Robin and Nancy looks at her amusely unamused. Robin just shrugs with a wide grin, having heard Mike laughing as well.

(I don't know 😪 I love it tho. Look Corgi 👀 the matching scars ✨)

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Steve and Robin just left the theater showing back to the future, searching for a water fountain. "Hey hey Steve! Stevie!" Robin calls out, giggling and pointing at the escalators "Let's slide down the escalator!" Steve groans "Noo... I need wateeer" Robin pouts and crosses her arms. "Water!" Steve points the waterfountain and tries to run over to it but trips over air and crashes into the floor groaning in pain. Robin is just laughing her ass off but goes to help Steve up.

"Hey hey, Steve! Wanna hear a joke!" Steve just quietly groans and tries to stand up with Robin's help "Ok so. A length of rope goes into a bar. The bartender says "we don't serve your kind here." The rope goes outside and tells his friend to tie him into a knot and fray his ends. After that the rope goes back in. "Aren't you the length of rope I just kicked out?" asks the barman. "'fraid not."" she rambled out and was, again, laughing her ass off.

Steve just groans in confusion "wha-" his face smacks back to the ground as Robin let's go of him "Oh look! It's the poster of back to the future! We were just watching it before!" she giggled. Steve just drags himself over to the waterfountain, while Robin is admiring the poster. When he finally reached it, he helped himself up with the thing and started drinking. After a while Robin starting talk about how the mom was trying to bang her own son.

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(And that was that, poor little Stevie lol)

After Max woke up, she thought things would never be the same again. She was blind, she couldn't see anything, she couldn't see anyone's faces anymore, she thought that this would change everything. But it didn't, at least not everything.

(I'm too lazy to write anything deep for that)

Right now they are having a party both in honor of Max waking up and also for Hopper coming back from the dead/Russia. El and Lucas were constantly by Max's side but ofc with boundaries, but well El doesn't really get boundaries because Max missed her. So they are cuddling on a couch rn, Max just listing to the others talking or El's heartbeat. Lucas is next to them, his arm on the couch behind them. Max is between El and Lucas (Elumax ✨).

[The others are doing something else but aso at the party]

Hopper was sat on another couch with Joyce leaning on him, his arm draped around her shoulder. (Jopper ✨) Murray is next to Joyce talking to her about something. Robin was on a couch near Hopper's position and they were talking. Max loves hearing Robin's voice, as she does El's and Lucas, but Robin's voice is somewhat more comforting. They were snickering about something when Robin said "Why did the mushroom go to the party?" "Hopper with a knowing look says "I don't know, why did the mushroom go to the party?" Joyce slaps his shoulder, Murray sighs and El looks down at Max who's expression changed from peaceful to a frown. "Because he was a fun guy!" Robin says and Lucas wanted to laugh but Max searches for Lucas face to lightly slap him. Murray just takes a sip from his whiskey and Joyce fondly shakes her head. El looks confused at her dad laughing and also mad that they made Max frown.

After Hopper stopped laigh he asked "Why did fungi leave the party?" this time Robin has the knowing look and her grins widens. Max just shakes her head, with a tiny smile, happy that things are still somewhat the same. Lucas tries to keep a straight face but cracks and joins Robin and Hopper "Because there wasn't mush room!" All three exclaim and burst out with laughter and Max annoyingly kicks (ofc lightly) Lucas, who this time won't stop laughing. El is just confused about all the different emotions. Murray is just uninterested. Joyce is trying to keep a smile on her face. Hopper and Robin are laughing their asses off and Max is switching from a fond little smile to an annoyed frown.

(no idea what just happend, but I don't think there were sober, at least Hopper and Robin weren't)

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Sorry it's so AU related, my brain just decided to do it.

Hope you liked it eitherway!

And leave some jokes in the comments again, if wou want to!

Lots of love ✨❤️💃✨

#very long post #dad robin buckley #dad jokes #robin buckley #Murray adopting Robin #ronance #jopper #elumax #you can tell me if I should untagged the two ships #nancy wheeler

[missjoolee]

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Lookit you! Hallo and welcome to the book exchange! (you exchange one book for one of my ideas i probably will never get around to writing) I've been holding onto this ask for a good one though. something unique! and recently i watched a video on the internet (:P) that prompted a few versions of "make it juke" and idk. i'm pleased with them but honestly i don't have it in me to continue any of my wips at the moment, let alone start something new, so here you go!

(Thanks to @preoccupied-educator and @story-courty for helping me fine tune these a bit.)

(Happy Juke Jeudi!)

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College au. it's a college town and so a lot of houses are rented to students. The guys have a gig at a house party and after the set, a lot of the partygoers decided to play a neighborhood-wide game of hide and seek. So you have a rowdy group of drunk people running all over the place. (i don't know much about the traditional college experience but I feel like this could happen lol)

In one round, Reggie is one of seeker's and found Alex pretty quickly. but they've been wandering around for awhile and haven't seen anybody new and Luke isn't back with the group gathered in front of the party house. Seeing one of the houses has a camera doorbell, they decide to knock and see if the residents might be able to help them out.

Julie had been at the library studying when her phone started going insane with alerts about movement outside her house. then she gets the alert that someone is at the door so she moves to the stairwell to look at the live feed at the door. Seeing two guys around her age looking around, she turns the mic on just as they begin to walk away. They explain whats going on and ask if she can review the video footage and look for a guy in a cutoff shirt. They were polite so she chooses to help out. she reviews the footage from the timestamps of the original movement alerts. sure enough, she sees a guy in a cutoff and jeans running around the house and climbing into the recycle bin. Laughing, she lets the guys know and decides to sit and watch to see how this pans out, already formulating her story for Flynn later.

When she sees them open the lid, their friend is no longer running and he looks kind of grumpy as he stumbles out of the bin. but he's also kind of cute and now she feels kind of bad. as they walk past the front door again and she hears them telling him how they found him, and he walks up to the camera all "Not cool!" and now she has a real good view of him and before she can think it through she offers to make it up to him by buying him a milkshake or something.

He pauses before he accepts the offer because he recognizes her voice from a class he shares with her. a class that he constantly gets distracted in because of her.

OR

Same situation, but Reggie is the one hiding and Luke is the seeker. and he gets a bit distracted just hearing her speaking voice through the speaker and tries to hold a conversation instead of look for Reggie, but Alex keeps him on track. And in this one, he offers her a milkshake as thanks for helping out.

OR OR

HS au where the guys play at a party that gets the cops called on it. everyone SCATTERS and Luke gets separated from Alex and Reggie. Julie wasn't really doing the party scene ever since her mom died and was home alone, and when the cops come knocking, she doesn't feel like dealing with it directly so she talks to them through the doorbell.

but when they ask to see if she could see where one of the kids went, she looks and recognizes Luke. Not being a snitch, knowing he probably was just there as another opportunity for his band and not because of the underage drinking or drugs, she tells the cops she didn't see where he went. but now she is very alert and paranoid because she just lied to freaking cops! she keeps watching the live doorbell feed as the cops slowly move on.

eventually she notices Luke's friends and she wants to tell them but she is also rooted to her bed. (what if the cops come back and realize she was home the whole time?) so she "pssst" into the mic trying to get the boy's attention without being so loud it attracts the cops back, and it takes a few tries but eventually they cautiously walk up to the door. and Julie kind of knows them from school and does the unthinkable and gives her phone number and says "text me. it's about luke". Alex immediately is on his phone and texts her and she's like "he's in my recycling bin. get him out and lay low in the garage. it's unlocked"

and then she grabs one of Carlos' bats and moves through the dark house to sneak out the back to confront them and make sure she shouldn't actually call the cops. they scream at being approached with a weapon which causes her to scream and then they are all shushing each other because COPS, and then the rest is history?

(Send me a book emoji and I'll share the plot of a fic I'll probably never get around to writing. No time frame on this. I will answer any that show up in my inbox so long as I still have ideas!)

#legolasghosty #jatp #julie and the phantoms #juke #juketall #jukebox #joolee's crack like thoughts #the ideas i get yo #juke fic ideas #julie molina #luke patterson #julie x luke #Book emoji game #happy juke jeudi! #thedeathdeelers

[breakaway71]

20 questions writer meme!

Tagged by @galauvant, thank you bb! Retrospectives like this always give me the best kind of nostalgia about my writing, and I could use that right now, in the middle of some heavy projects. <3

1. How many works do you have on AO3? 242

2. What's your total AO3 word count? 1,200,157

3. What fandoms do you write for? Currently? Julie and the Phantoms, Back to the Future, and Stranger Things are the biggies. I also always include Supernatural, because one way or another it always drags me back in unexpectedly.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Say it Sweet (Teen Wolf, Derek/Stiles, truth serum)

2. Give All My Secrets Away (Supernatural, Dean/Castiel, hurt/comfort, wing!fic but not in the way you expect)

3. All That's Best of Dark and Bright (Teen Wolf, Dere/Stiless, trans MTF Stiles and falling in love and rescues and ~feels)

4. Family Matters (Julie and the Phantoms, gen, Ray accidentally adopts the whole ghost band and Reggie in particular and some stuff happens, idk, lots of good dad stuff)

5. Ad Astra Per Tentaculum (Teen Wolf, Derek/Stiles, space AU, Stiles is an alien. With tentacles.

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? I try really hard, but often fail. Not because I don't appreciate my readers, I do, so much, but it often feels like social interaction in my brain, and some days, that's a lot harder than others. It really comes down to how many spoons I have. I have better luck with new fics, and even then, it's a real toss-up if I manage. *hides face in shame*

6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? Oh. Hmm. I don't write a lot of angsty endings, honestly, but probably all those things i didn't say. Supernatural Dean & Sam gen fic, and it's. I mean, it's major character death, but in a weird way, and the ending...okay, yeah, it's a lot, but it was also meant to be hopeful?

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? Basically everything lol. No, really, I love me a happy ending, if I tried to pick, we'd be here all day. I guess one of my more recent(ish) ones I have a serious soft spot for is the 88 mph (take off, last stop) verse (Julie and the Phantoms band-as-family time travel gen fic) - the ending of the main story itself is pretty damn fluffy and happy, but the timestamps kind of add to the feeling. :)

8. Do you get hate on fics? I've been very lucky that in a couple solid decades of writing fanfiction, I've only ever gotten a small handful of negative comments. And maybe only one or two I would consider actually hateful.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Rarely, these days. I did so a lot more before I realized I was deeply ace. Sometimes I still indulge, but the mood of a story has to fit just right for me to go there. As for what kind, I mean, I've hit a lot of bullet points lol, but overall it tends to be more about ~emotions than the actual smut itself.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written? CROSSOVERS ARE MY WHOLE ENTIRE JAM, seriously, I live for them, the crazier I can write and make work in a way that makes people screech about me using black magic, the happier I am. Probably the one I'd consider "craziest" in terms of HOW DID THESE TWO FANDOMS WORK TOGETHER THEY ABSOLUTELY HOULD NOT HAVE WORKED TOGETHER was Good Dreams, Sweet Prince - a Julie and the Phantoms/The Sandman crossover, canon-compliant to both universes, where Reggie is Dream's son. (It's also probably one of the crossovers I'm most proud of, honestly.)

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not any I'm aware of

12. Have you ever had a fic translated? I've been asked many times, but it was never something I was comfortable with. There's a level of trust you have to have, not being able to be sure that a translation is true to the spirit of the fic, and it's a level of control I've never quite been able to give up. I feel bad about it, honestly, because I'd love more people to have access to my work. Maybe someday I'll get past my brain stuff about it.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? No(t yet)

14. What's your all-time favorite ship? This question is deeply unfair and I rebel, I have too many I love with every piece of my heart, too many I've never been able to give up even when my fandoms have shifted and changed. I can't even pick an all-time favorite just for Supernatural!

15. What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will? There are a lot of them, unfortunately, but I'll probably say my Julie and the Phantoms/Voltron Reggie/Keith crossover fic for sure. It was something I started at the height of my love for both fandoms, but the ideas got way too big for me at the time. Then I lost the fic notebook with most of my outlines and notes for it, and that was kind of the nail in the coffin.

16. What are your writing strengths? Overall, I think my ability to get into a character's head and really nail the characterization. (Which is not to say it's always perfectly true to canon - I've taken a lot of liberties with Reggie, for example, because the show didn't give us a lot to work with besides "comic relief". But I at least know when something I write is veering a little too far from canon to be believable anymore.)

17. What are your writing weaknesses? Action scenes, for sure. And plot. Most of my fics are just ~vibes where plot occasionally creeps in. Sometimes it works and comes together surprisingly well, sometimes it's just ~vibes right through the bitter end lol.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? I will do so very sparingly, but it's not something I generally trust myself to do well.

19. First fandom you wrote for? Pokemon, although Harry Potter was the first fandom I ever finished anything for. (Sadly (or, well, not) none of those stories exist on the interwebs anymore, they were all on older sites/forums that either no longer exist or went through a few too many purges. I still have a few of them fics in theory, but they're on floppy or zip discs I can't access, and most were written in programs that don't exist anymore.)

20. Favorite fic you've written? Oh hell. My answer to this changes with the tide, honestly, but one of my most favorites is my Detention trilogy. Dean/Gabriel, student/teacher AU. I think a lot of people were scared to read it because, well, teacher/student (not to mention an unpopular ship), but I worked damn hard to balance a very fine line with that fic, and I was so proud of how it turned out.

Tagging @ladyeternal178, @bananakarenina, @zubenpics, and anyone else who sees this and wants to participate in the fun!

#writing meme

[fizzingwizard]

another house I've been working on...

This is what happens when you want to build a ranch... but you want to also make it kind of cool and modern... but also quirky and eco-friendly... and the sims living it are a weird mix of grunge and rancher and rock and roll... basically I was very indecisive, also there's a reason I usually stick to small houses lol. I like it for the most part but still a WIP.

was really fun to build a barn and stable, just wish I could properly get the cow in there (i did try with resizing and hiding the cow shed, but that trick is broken in my game. sometimes it works sometimes it keeps saying it's blocked) also the ceilings/ ceiling paint appear and disappear at will lol. still happy I could build a loft.

didn't take interior pics yet bc still working on it but I did cap these two rooms because they amuse me. the first is like the secret den where all the good honest hard-workin' ranchers go to play thrash metal at midnight lol. the walls are sound proof >_> and I just like this bedroom for my weird grungy emo girl. It's not what I wanted as a bedroom when I was a teenager, but idk, it was fun to put together.

it was fun to chill with sims so much this week. i gave myself eye strain and didn't do a lot of the other stuff I meant to do 0:) i do love the aesthetic in sims, i like to watch the shadows and light changing, the sound of birds and rain and rivers. seasons was the best pack XP

and im so happy we have sleeping bags now so we can sleep under the stars xD living vicariously through my sims

wanted to give sim!snufkin the new hat with the glorious feather but... it's even more gaudy than the other one. holds its shape too well and the brim is so flat (tho I like that it's broader). it's more important for snufkin's hat to be floppy than for it have a big feather. le sigh

as ive said my game is well and truly bugged. today, randomly, the firepit just stopped working. kept saying some interactions were blocked when they weren't. reset didn't help. also trying to mount a horse... every time the sim would get a little further, a little further, a little further... then poof, the game would teleport him and the horse back to just standing around. what worked with that was to move him and the horse to a different lot. suddenly they could ride no problem.

also I really love that all the animals interact with each other. the cat and sheep are always in the chicken coop. however I've encountered a problem with the sheep. with chickens, they're objects, and you can take care of them even if you're a visitor to the lot (ie they're not your chickens). horses count as a person, so you can't treat them the same, but you can cheat their needs if you have to. sheep, though, don't seem to have a way to cheat needs because they're objects. but unlike chickens, visiting sims can't take care of them. I went to visit a friend and found their sheep all dirty. I even got a pop-up saying the sheep was planning to run away and i was like what do you want me to do about it lol? there's no option for my sim to take care of a sheep that isn't theres. I don't get it.

#sims #sims 4

[ngmn2002]

Ch 96: Random thoughts

To say the least, I'm so pleased with the new chapter. I was really in need for a light chapter. So, the chapter was really satisfying to see.

Welcome back. I missed seeing the three of them interact this way.

Hmm…. Kou seems to have a tendency toward tying others… (let's say supernaturals?) up…..? I wonder now… who is going to be next in line…… maybe Mitsuba 2.0? Whatever anyway. I don't really care that much about it.

Same old Hanako... same old Hanako. So lovely. "yes, I... will not." Great.

Hmm......

Kou and Nene's reaction is really sweet. Although... I'm not so sure about Hanako... I guess he will still be keeping things to himself.

Twins.

In comparison to what happened in the tea party and that you didn't say a thing about it, this is so much development, keep it up!

Lost in thought…. Although, in the hell of mirrors one… he looks like he's thinking more seriously…?

Well, I expected some other kind of reaction here. He doesn't seem surprised or anything. It feels normal to him? Maybe he had his suspicions before? Maybe he knows something? ............?

It also feels like: "yeah, that's something Tsuaksa would do." As if... Amane is not surprised to see Tsuaksa pulling such a thing. He is used.... to Tsuaksa... maybe.... being.... this way....? Idk.....

And.... Why would Tsuaksa want you to do that... is there a reason behind all that and you're aware of?

Spill the beans already, Amane. What are you hiding?

Anyway, ... maybe someday he will talk about him as a person... with Nene...? Hopefully...? Just as he promised her before...?

That's interesting. ♡

Maybe my favorite thing in the whole new chapter. Such a sweet look we have here, Amane. I really want to see where things will go with this.

And... even with you saying all that.....

Fascinating. ♡

(I guess that made you want to understand Tsuaksa even more and to get closer with one another, huh?)

You're moon is amazing, isn't he? He is worth some deep thinking to know about all his different sides. ～

Tsukasa's eyes...

It's nice to see the 3 of them working as a team and planning things up.

This! Is... so funny!

Why does Amane's face look like: "Oh, crap! I've been caught! He discovered the truth! I'm done for! I couldn't hide the truth well enough! I'm screwed!"

And… him not denying that… Is extra funny. Like… are you scared for real, Amane? I'm in suspicion here. Are you… or not???

Is there really a side you fear from your dear, lovely twin? ...........

I've always wondered about how Amane could have felt about Tsukasa's black eyes back when they were little. Did he fear them like their mother did?

Amazing. ～

It's great to see the 2 girls back to how they used to be. With alomst no secrets between them. At least on regard of Nene's interference with suprenaturals and all. Their friendship is really sweet to me.

The gang having fun after going through some wild things is really refreshing.

Such a wild ride these 2 have went through.

And... I kinda have hope for the twins to have a kind of happy ending after seeing this. A really nice feeling. I hope it will come true someday.

Well, I don't know how to feel here... I'm a little scared.

And as they say... what is you're running away from the most, comes running your way.

Hmm!!! A really nice chapter!!!

#some random thoughts of mine #jibaku shounen hanako kun #jibaku shonen hanako kun #toilet bound hanako kun #hanako kun #jshk #tbhk #Sch 96