[Image ID: Full-body digital illustration of Adaire Ducarte and Hella Varal circa Winter in Hieron. They are bodily facing each other but looking toward the camera. End ID.]
part 1 of my mini series of drawing hieron guys. i still have c/w art in the works but i have GOT to get these guys out of my head and onto paper before i explode
you know it's bad when i read svsss and tgcf, stories about just two guys falling in love and getting together, and think, "god i wish i were in between them."
gay little domestic cottage core life with binghe and qingqiu? please and thank you. being sandwiched by hua cheng and xie lian, two pretty men who are hundreds of years old? i am blushing, kicking my feet and giggling
and again, it's not even that i would want only one of them. like in both of the relationships, the two love each other too much to the point it'd feel wrong if they were separated! it wouldn't feel complete, so you gotta be with both of them!
but that's the thing; i just?? i feel so incredibly guilty whenever i think about being loved by these mxtx couples??? like it's so stupid but i feel like i'm intruding in on something and it's like, everyone else seems to just want them together only, not wanna be with them. like it's fuckin taboo or whatever
i feel like with any other character from any other media it'd be fine to simp for and write/read x readers of them, but when it comes to these books, it's off limits! no way, what are you, crazy? yes, yes i'm unhinged and desperately want their love and affection simultaneously. i want to be in a happy little poly relationship with these overpowered beautiful men with long hair.
i can't be the only guy or whoever to feel this way?? to wanna be kissed by these characters? sandwiched?? i have two hands for christ sake and they all look so happy together and im just like "lord i wanna be with them so much". someone tell me i'm not alone cmon <\3
Pran having sex in the forest makes the following things canon (attached: rationale)
1. Pran's thing for cleanliness is not an OCD thing.
If it were then they wouldn't have been able to save sex. The obsession/compulsion would not have allowed it to happen. He never complains about Pat's overall hygiene as much as he gets dirty with games and fights on the regular. If he didn't like filth, this man would not have sucked a finger to BEGIN courting the man of his dreams.
Which means we can safely assume that it is in relation to their Feral Musky Scented Hoe-ness.
2. Pran's Feral Being has a single switch: a sweaty Pat.
Pran's attempt at distance from any form of Fragrant Pat is to avoid unleasing his Feral Self (refer to this for more information) on Pat. Every single of his attempts to make Pat work for it is to make him sweat. This is as dirty as the written word can be. He's a man on a mission and he will not shake the cottage unless he succeeds.
3. Pran Parakul Siridechewat is Snow white if Snow white had sex with Prince Charming next to the seven dwarfs sleeping 20 meters away from them. Separated by a thin layer of tent-sheet. IN THE FOREST ON ONE (1) MEAL.
The thing about being with Pat and the universally accepted idea about him having zero refraction period is that the sex lasts a while. And is loud. And involves multiple denials and rewards. And could potentially be saving the brain rot from reaching Symbolic analysis level. Because HOW DO I GET OVER THE FACT THAT THEY HAD SEX WITH VIRTUALLY EVERYONE PRESENT/IN AUDIBLE RANGE.
It's my dream to be like Shakespeare. I want people to someday look at my posts or what I've wrote and think its some amazing literacy but when you study it closer you realize it's really bad puns and dick jokes
me and my (also bi) flatmate were talking about date guy last week and out of nowhere she goes 'if you get a boyfriend im gonna be so annoyed we haven't even done anything gay together yet' and like i laughed it off but i keep remembering it bc we dont have a flirty friendship AT ALL like even in the moment it came WAY out of left field and im just here like hold on was gay shit ON THE TABLE??? NO ONE TOLD ME
Need an emotional support gf for horror movies because i really like horror stuff but i’m too anxious about the idea of getting scared to start it when i’m by myself