#it’s very sweet and healing to me

[shepscapades]

Hey! i’m really into the dbch story and i was wondering if doc and xisuma ever tell bdubs the specifics of why etho lost his memories, cause if they do that is prime self blaming angst for bdubs

I’m inclined to believe they don’t. Actually (and maybe I should do a small comic for this so more people see it) I imagine, once a month or a few pass and they finally return etho to bdubs as reset, I imagine they are VERY serious about warning bdubs not to try to force Etho to re-deviate— they don’t go into specifics, but they probably tell bdubs that whatever happened had to do with something that was emotionally overwhelming, and that forcing him to redeviate/not letting it happen naturally could trigger the same error. They have no idea what could happen so bdubs needs to be very careful and let Etho find himself again on his own.

Whether or not bdubs gets impatient or can only go so long before he doubts it would be that bad if he tried pushing Etho in the right direction is another story.

But yeah. I don’t think Xisuma or Doc really… tell anyone that this happened. Etho’s error seemed like a very specific one-off scenario, so it’s not something the other hermits should be trying to avoid or be careful about happening to their own android friends, and the only thing telling people would do is make them worried about the situation. All they need to know is that etho was broken and that they need to be careful with him. I don’t agree with their decision to keep what happened to themselves but I understand it I think. Xisuma “i don’t want to worry the hermits” Void and Docm “eh this isn’t the first time I’ve replaced this arm, people won’t question it” 77

#that’s a lie actually I think xisuma ends up telling Cleo :> #but only because Cleo is very smart and I think they should be close in this au :] #but no she would clock Tired Overworked Existential Crisis Xisuma in an instant #Cleo calls them both idiots and gives them big hugs and tells them they need therapy. also that they’re welcome by her place anytime to talk #it’s very sweet and healing to me #this is where “all things end’’ on Xisuma’s playlist comes in actually #oh my god I got so off topic #BDUBS IS GOING TO FEEL GUILTY NO MATTER WHAT THOUGH #like okay. technically #the reason etho shut down is because he was freaking out that everything was his fault #(last life—not giving bdubs a heart— trying to win for bdubs and then losing— coming back to s8 feeling like he can’t face bdubs—> #ending up leaving him alone when the moon hit #and bdubs was hurt by these things. no doubt #but bdubs just wants his friend back and maybe he’s a little reckless about it #bdubs hides his emotions behind cartoonish frustration and complaining but he feels bad #he feels like he should be doing more to ‘save’ etho and bring him back even though he was to #told* he shouldn’t #dbhc ask #dbhc #dbhc bdubs #dbhc etho #dbhc doc #dbhc xisuma #ask #anon

[theluckiestlb]

as a self-identified adrienette girlie....kinda miss them, ngl.

#miraculous ladybug #ml #mlb #wish we got a bit of post reveal pre relationship #been thinking about this lately #they dropped each other rather quickly??? #rewatching the eps has given me whiplash #there still exists a fondness of course #but something's not the same #upon reflection I've always written/characterized adrienette as ladynoir with a coat of adrienette paint #prpr my beloved #seeing marinette heal from past relationship trauma is wonderful and all #and adrien has been very sweet and supportive #but ladynoir was always the heart of the show #a playful tenderness #there was something unique to them #the depth of their bond #shouldering burdens teenagers should not #like the new york sewer scene #chat blanc was a ladynoir episode at its core #ladrien...adrienette..marichat #HER chaton #HIS lady #all roads kinda lead to ladynoir #I really wanted that post reveal build up #learning to trust one another again after their identities are recontextualized #the friendship and banter #ladynoir #cough chatonnoir is correct imo cough

[mymitochondriaforpresident]

The racism my beloved Simon had to face….my baby. 🥺💔

Although painful to watch, it felt incredibly validating. It was so annoying watching some people say this show was “only about class” while dismissing the BS that Simon had to go through. The abuse was ten fold because he’s POC and S3 finally exposed that.

That being said, and on a more positive note, it was so incredibly sexy when Simon sang happy birthday to Wille in Spanish (he feels safe with him!) and when Wille admitted to fantasizing about stroking those beautiful curlssss (and then actually did it). 🥹❤️‍🩹

Wilmon forever. 🤎🤍

#simon the bravest of braves and the sweetest of sweets i love him sooooooo much #and apparently inspo was from irl hate comments omar has received? 🔪 #oh HELL no. 🐓🤎 #omar brought face heart soul and curls to this season and to this damn show and i love him and simon so much #like it wouldn’t have been that bad if he was fully white and didn’t look the way he did and i stand by that #those online hate comments were disgusting #imported? latin lover? (they were a breath away from flat out calling him a wh*re and i was ready to throw some fucking hands) #even more hurtful because simon was very obviously a virgin when he met wille and didn’t even sleep with that douchebag #who shall not be named on my blog #y’all can try to pry this interracial ship out of my cold dead hands (you won’t) #but we heal and that’s beautiful ❤️‍🩹 #they mean soooo much to me 😭😭😭 #and like i said before #no it wouldn’t have been good if simon wasn’t poc I SAID WHAT I SAID WHAT I SAID #young royals #wilmon #simon eriksson #simon my beloved 💜 #i love them sooooooooooooooo much. #🤎🤍

[sweetbugs]

unusual post but every body look at my new bug tattoo :-)

#bugblr #bug #insect #insects #bugs #tattoo #should i tag #healed scars #? #its my first and i was super scared but #the artist was super sweet they made me feel very comfy ♡♡

[cupiidzbow]

bites my thumb I know I already talked abt nicknames they’d call me but I thought about it again and got sick to my stomach (good way ) 💔💔

#everyone should do this . it’s healing . #anyways i call banjo jojo or jo or jojo honey and it makes meeee sooooooo GRAGHGGH. #he likes my name . he wants to use it he like how it sounds when he says it I think….. #he saves pumpkin for more special occasions or when we’re one on one …. I think it sweet ….. #FUNKY ALWAUS USES THEM literally if he doesn’t sweet talk me he would drop dead . #sweetness or sweetcheeks … cutie pie…. baby cakes maybe …… he likes babe or baby for simplicity too…. #MAYBE PRECIOUS. drops dead #I KNOW SHIT IS SERIOUS WHEN HE USES MY ACTUAL NAME but that’s only when he’s worried abt my safety or smth serious happens yknow… #i Like using his name a lot but I love calling my guys honey or sweetie it’s so natural for me …… #TOM LOVES CALLING ME SWEETHEART…. or bell . what who said that . #idk he makes me sick. we’ve been married for so long maybe there’s a name that stuck since we were younger…. #I love calling him tom tom or thomas jokingly . honey of course . #i Like to think tommy’s full name is thomas. thomas jr (Tom’s not very creative ) #and Timmy is Timothy. #ID BE LIKE THOMAS ??? and they’d both look at me and I’m like oh wait. looking for my son not husband . #txt #idk im just spitting out words I’m sick in the head #🐻🍯🪕 #🦍🏄‍♂️🌊 #💰🦝🍃

[toastytrusty]

romkas for the soul

#they heal me #sweet guys who hate each other but in a loving way #miiiiight be posting more art going forward ? feeling very drawful as of late #anyways #roman roy #lukas matsson #romelukas #succession #hbo succession #succession hbo #succession fanart

[gunkbaby]

ik most of u dont agree with my ed tokyo ghoul takes and that’s fine. but there is something so validating about an almost entire cast of characters for whom eating is a task that inherently involves a lot of guilt and shame.

#rize having a bed. #shuu being very picky. #kaneki not being able to enjoy food as a social activity like he used to. #hinami growing up and not understanding the joys of childhood sweets #even touka’s cake monologue #the fact they live off coffee and water and nutrient cubes #gunk #I’d c what anyone says i have an ed and i will never be able to eat normally bc of it #i read tokyo ghoul through that lens of a person too disordered to eat normally ever again. #when you have lost that human necessity of enjoyment from food. when food becomes more dangerous than healing. #you might as well not be human #such a human pleasure has been stolen. it will never return. #people can’t understand unless they know it #my Mia got so bad i was throwing up 20 times a day #i truly hate food. it has taken so much from me #i want to be free #i bend over and vomit comes up because my body assumes that’s what I’m doing #it is a pain that no one will understand. recovery has left me. #tw ed #tw ed implied #tw Mia bs #chomp #tg gunk

[kathrynmjaneway]

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#get yourself a gamer boyfriend 10/10 can recommend #i spent the entire weekend with him #what did we do? #he watched me play elden ring for i think a total of 18 hours over 2 days #first time playing it for me and i knew basically nothing about it #and he has like close to 700hrs in that game #and i wanted to try it #so he let me and coached me through it #best backseat gaming 🫶🏻 #i beat margit???? on my first try and it was very very exciting for me but i think. my boyfriend was even more excited about it than me #it was honestly such a cool moment the way he reacted #very sweet #we've dubbed finding graces with 'touch grass' #on that note i am a nintendo girl ive played on Nintendo consoles my entire life #but im playing on an xbox controller on his pc and its driving me insane WHY DID TGEY SWITCH THE ABXY BUTTONS AROUND #the amount of time i accidentally healed myself by pressing the x button when i wanted to press the y button is INSANE and a bit hilarious #anyway #i was like is this okay you just watching me play and he was like oh yes hes invested now #and i think the plan is for me to play through the entire game until june #and then to play the dlc together #very exciting #i am obsessed with this man #elden ring #personal #we've dubbed the FP dring thingy blue juice and every time i run out of FP and dont notice he just says blue juice #its been a fun weekend #also i once accidentally perfectly parried an attack with my shield and did some cool combo with my sword and he was so impressed #but i didnt even really notice i just accidentally pressed the wrong button and was trying to switch from my staff to my sword and trying to #block #i play as an astrologer for those who care lmao

[oscill4te]

overtly emotional af today

#and feel light headed too... 3 more hrs. im gonna briefly see my mom today and i feel embarassed #today my coworker was sweet to a kid she gave the kid candy and for some reason it almost made me cry #its like seeing that kindness ppl have towards children is healing but it also hurts for some reason #anyway there are good kind hearted ppl out there. it makes me feel very emotional #i hope one day i wont be a cold stoic dissociative mess and be able to be kind and warm like ppl are to those who need it #i am so inspired by kind warm souls. its not easy to be warm. its a hard choice and yet they make that choice anyways

[puppyeared]

uhh. uhhhhh

#realistically i knw that if i went thru with making animatics for all of these songs I think my hand would fall off BUT. i have brainrot #half of these songs are either here bc of the vibe or because i listened to the lyrics and read analyses and put 2 much effort than i had t #ALSO LISTEN. LISTEN BODYBAG IS EXACTLY EVERYTHING I IMAGINE WHENEVER I THINK OF WUKONG AND MACAQUES RELATIONSHIP OK #two birds and baby hotline is also kind of self explanatory. although most of the jack stauber songs are mostly for vibe #bitter water is a very specific flavor of pining / unhealthy outlook. kind of has like an insatiable vibe to it but idk how to name it #i want soap to be a healing song but maybe im just being optimistic. im here for the vibes although i feel like if swk and macaque were #actually to make up i think they would go into it kicking and screaming. and im frustrated because i cant find a song to match that #except maybe bodybag which AGAIN. THEY ARE SO FUCKING STUPID THATS HOW THEYRE GONNA HEALL FLYING BARK PLS #what if it doesnt end well also feels like a doomed narrative to me. like if you think about it from how their relationship might have st #started (and im probably taking from how everyone romanticizes their relationship as something really innocent or sweet at the start which #i am also not immune to that). but knowing them it is also a very good possibility thats not the case at all. what it is i dont know #primadonna also strikes me as a swk song but like msotly because he serves cunt. on that note I like to imagine rose colored boy as swk to #MK.BECAUSEEE i love how MK brings out the best in people AND AND AND!! 5000 year old immortal who has seen some shit come on people 'and i #have taken my glasses off' COME ON LOOK ATIT. you could also argue that could be macaque to MK and it would make sense #Spotify #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #yapping #playlist #monkie kid

[toastsnaffler]

everyone say thank u to my roommate for going to visit her parents this weekend so I can jack it loud and nasty 🙏

#i love her but there are some benefits to having the flat to myself.... love getting to wander around in just my boxers + a tshirt too #things i could do while she was still here if i wasnt a pussy 🙄 #jk itd just make her uncomfortable and im too respectful for that #having a lowkey crush on her is an endless comedy to me bc we would be so woefully incompatible romantically #and also sexually.. historically ive only ever stone topped bc ive never been comfortable enough w anyone to let them fuck me #despite very much Not being stone or exclusively a top. and i think shes some form of sex repulsed anyway so like. sits there dead silence #and also shes so in love with her other friends and i showed up late to that party.... ive been feeling kinda guilty lately bc ik- #she misses them a lot and wishes we'd be able to stay roommates w them too. and im a pretty poor replacement for them tbh #and i love spending time with her but whenever i do i feel kinda painfully aware im not them like i could never fill that space #and asking to hang out more with her always feels like im taking away from time she could be talking to them. or even being alone ik she- #likes her own company and i get that a lot too so its chill but ahh.. man #i dont mean this in a bitter or jealous way at all like theyre all such sweet ppl i couldnt ever hold it against them #theyre kind of a 3 headed cerberus type situation and im like. the stray puppy they found on the side of the road #theres nothing they can do differently i was just born to be alienated from other ppl forever until i die. and someday i hope ill- #finally get used to it and accept i wont ever feel like im enough for anyone else or feel like anything else is enough for me #old wounds healed over 5082 times that still hurt to touch but i cant help pressing my fingers into them anyway bc its a familiar pain etc #anyway lost where i was going with this its just been on my mind again recently. i hate to be pitied i hate to feel like im only included- #bc they didnt want me to feel left out i hate feeling like a shoddy secondhand stand-in and its been a lot of that lately #also been a little annoyed bc sometimes it feels like shes trying to micromanage my social life and girl. we're not close enough for that #im sure its well intentioned but im not part of what they have going on i cant compete in that ring so dont try to push me into it.. #ahhh. its all ok tho one of the guys is coming to visit next month which will be rly fun but ill try to give them some space too #its good at least im doing this processing now bc group situations can be spike traps of triggers for me sometimes #regardless of how good friends i am w ppl and ive already had a wobble a few weeks ago w how i cope and i dont want it to become a #fully fledged regular issue again bc its so hard to crawl back out of that pit. anyway losing coherence here im gonna stop rambling #and go make myself an early dinner and then back to drawing........ #sorry for long tags if ur reading this blows u a kiss but go find a better use of ur time girl!! #.diaries

[hecksupremechips]

Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of

#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit #i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it #very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically #some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like #AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE #and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to #and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded #it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me #i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me #and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him #away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt #feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like #aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family #hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs #his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage #and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them #HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM #and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is #but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK #and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way #or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he #doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’ #yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them

[girl-bateman]

Im so mad my book isn't published and I can't nurish myself on the broken hearts of readers being tricked by the false allure of found family. How sick !! Let me drink those tears of anguish !! Let me cause misery plssss 😩😩

#just to be clear misery is not my main objective when writing #its just a very sweet added bonus #and genuinely makes me giddy with joy thinking about #like yes !!!! make people fall in love with the idea of healing through the friendship and love of a father figure #then let said father figure be just as horrible as the original father !!! the sin and tragedy repeats itself !!! the cycle never ends #not until all fathers die can the daughter start to heal on her own #hallelujah!!! #but also people will be so pissed lmao YESS #i cant wait fr !!!! 😭😭😭😭😭 #writing

[iwantyoursexmp3]

at this point im just speeding through chapter one of lover boy like im trying to get through the perfume department

#ON A LINE LEVEL NOT BAD!!! NOT BAD ON A PLOT BEAT LEVEL EITHER!!!! #I definitely know I want to completely rework the opening but want to wait until I’ve written more #but also it’s just like im not used to this balance yet #of the grief but also the earnest silliness etc etc….it’s my own experience of grief but it takes getting used to #definitely hard to strike the balance from a writing pov #i have not been this consistent in a novel draft in a while but the last time I was the story was like. thematically + emotionally simpler #I think it definitely is a case of writing the first chapter closer to last but I’m gonna get thru the plot beats you know #also we’re deep in the tags so I’ll get mildly over sharing I need to be DONEEE with the bobby death flashback #I won’t detail what it looks like but it’s a scene that def takes from my experience of seeing someone dead and is very cathartic #VERY proud of what I’ve already written #but absolutely not a scene I can dwell on I need to be past it #chapter 2 in contrast has some super sweet Bobby flashbacks and I want to be there. I need healing #I don’t want to think about his dead body anymore :( #like it’s not triggering. but I need to be in the right frame of mind to write it #and the longer it takes me to get there the less I am in the right frame of mind bc I’m like anticipating it

[peepooworld]

what’s the fucking point of a hospital call button if you push the button and no one comes? what’s the point of having a button for someone to push and get help if the help doesn’t come?

#trying to exercise my famous patience and acknowledge that hey it’s a hospital and everyone’s busy! #but currently too drained by the very lonely experience of calling for pain meds three times over a long stretch of time #and my nurse took her sweet time getting me care #pain is finally starting to ease but it shouldn’t have been allowed to get that bad. #and now i’m too tired and cried-out to be patient and kind. i was suffering and no one came to help me. #it’s just very frustrating that the care here swings between ‘top notch nurses who are deeply caring and want you to heal’ #and ‘nurses you cant trust with your wallet’ #lung theylapse

[beevean]

Castlevania: Curse of Darkness

Sarabande of Healing

#castlevania #castlevania music #curse of darkness #music of the day #i never stayed in the shop for too long #so the celesta part feels almost nostalgic at this point #it's very sweet and it makes me think of hector sitting in the rocking chair to get some deserved rest #but the cello was a surprise #that's a moving cello #and the cute celesta part never loops again #it's just that heartrending cello painting julia's inner suffering #yamane's comment in the soundtrack hit me harder than i expected #'i want to heal her forced to bear the fate of her brother but she's the one healing hector' :( #the name 'sarabande of healing' could also be translated as 'sarabande of comfort' #which is what hector and julia should do to each other :(