#its one of the parts im really proud of

[dokupine]

a koopa observes a blooming piranha plant. Buzzing insects pollinate the flowers and the koopa’s face.

#originally part of the piranha plants ask but it has its own post now! #already my art responses to asks are cluttered #and Im really proud of this one #kips art #art #super speculative bros #koopa troopa #piranha plant #super mario #speculative biology

[good-beansdraws]

Mutual left this tag on one of my Fuuta analyses and yeah...

Part two of "Fuuta’s central theme is invasion of privacy and he has extreme anxiety over being watched, so it's interesting that we get to pick him apart and see all his worst, most private thoughts" :(

#milgram #fuuta kajiyama #i didnt want to be annoying with a tag but thank you trinipopkt for the original tag :3 #ive never posted something like this so let me know if i need to tag anything #my writing brain may be struggling rn but you can bet im still over here drawing fuuta 😅👍 #part one was the lil moodboard on main #this also had slight oc connections (my brain was going brrr having a scientist oc) but once again its general to the audience overall #plus i was really proud of the composition/posing/colors i switched to -- i was excited to share!! #it took me like 80 years to pick a composition/pose that worked asdfsadsg #and i had to redo all my coloring and shading because i wanted a more neutral sterile science look than what i originally had #anyway it wasnt my usual type of drawing so it was a lot of fun to see it come together! #i did the first version and my partner said it was mean (and against procedure) to keep him awake #but then the second version felt equally mean :(((( so in conclusion rip fuuta #he is my little bug and i am going to figure out what makes him tick

[fluffalpenguin]

Happy Shun Duel Links Day!!! (party popper emoji)

#yugioh arc v #yugioh arc-v #arc-v #shun #yuto #comic #duel links #sorry for the long format but OOH it looks so clean when its all in one line!!! #this almost didn't make it out of my wip jail cells because i spent 30 mins on one of the panels #using references and everything but it just looked super duper odd and it was a waste of time overall #and don't even get me started on the toning (clenches fist) nothing was looking right at one point #but enough about the process i want to talk about the comic itself #part of the motivation for drawing this was seeing all the fluffy shunyoot celebration pics during his roaming event #they ARE cute but also i really really wanted so badly to see shun's visceral reaction that didn't reduce him to mere comedic fodder #(something i'm also guilty of) #so anyway like we always say in ygos we make our own food #wow im rambling anyways the last line of dialogue i had most trouble with but also the most proud of #no shade to the writers of the show (ok maybe like a LITTLE shade) but with this comic i really wanted to reflect the feelings of both #fans of the show as well as fans that left after the ending because that was something i saw floating on jp twitter during the roaming even #and it really made me Think #also can we talk about how in the event yuya was just like hey shun i have a surprise for you!!! haha :] #he was THERE when shun said never appear in front of me ever again did he think shun would just be omg yuto :) #this is why youre my favourite (yuya) #anyways last but not least #the final yuto panel is a healthy mix of guilt + existential dread and doubt about his own existence i hope that was obvious enough

[skitskatdacat63]

"Bring on The Dancing Horses"(x) - Echo and The Bunnymen × Ferrari Drivers

#yes this web weave was titled 'Bring on The Prancing Horses' in my docs....yes im proud of that.... #long post whoop!!! pls scroll back thru and listen to the song while doing so if you wanna experience it better :) #this was originally supposed to be an edit but i have no patience for that and im very happy w this!! #i daydream to music a lot and when i first heard this song i could only think of ferrari seb then sebchal then ferrari drivers in general #but this hurt me a lot to make(for several reasons) #one: AAAAHHHH IT MAKES ME SADDDDDDD!! now im only gonna be able to think of the myth of ferrari when i listen to this song #it rly hurt to look up the pics for this bcs it still feels sore to me and it makes me so sad #but at least i didnt have to watch vids! id probably burst into tears #two: fighting for my life in google docs trying to format the text hahaha... i refuse to use photoshop #special thanks to cofi (@sweatyflytrap) for giving me the idea to put the TPs for the lies lyrics! #its both funny and unfortunate that domenicali was the TP for both felipe and fernando #it would be a bit better if there was a different tp for each but ah oh well #also hehe changed the lyric a tiny bit for the Kimi part. in the og lyrics its Jimmy not Kimi but yknow felt odd to leave it as it was so! #other than that i really really ardently feel that this song fits the cycle of ferrari drivers soooooo well #the 'bring on the new messiah' at the end of the song PLEASE IT FITS SO WELL! with how they drop their prev golden boy for whoevers next! #also omg the way seb's verse is 'you're breaking my brittle heart' rather than "im breaking your brittle heart' HURTS DOESNT IT?????? #i didnt included the original opening/middle verse. i def could make it fit but it wasnt a good opening for this post specifically #'Jimmy Brown made of stone' = kimi again. 'Charlie clown no way home' = charles of course! #anyways this is my magnum opus...but nah i really like it! ill only ever make web weaves w random 80s music i think hahah #ferrari #scuderia ferrari #felipe massa #kimi raikkonen #fernando alonso #sebastian vettel #charles leclerc #f1 #formula 1 #we do a little bit of f1 #normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion

[kohakhearts]

theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

#taylor.txt #im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything #i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation #and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school #like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling #like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk #it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah #tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh #when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :( #anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students #noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh

[swamp-teeth]

—the king of hell

#art #one piece #onepiece #zoro #roronoa zoro #fanart #demon zoro #im literally tagging anything idk #im really proud of this omg #its still gonna be part of a tiktok thing but i wanna post the still too #anyway himb #i love himb

[yo9urt]

video games....

#mine #i love my steam deck sooooooooo much im so happy i can actually play games again like a big proper library of them #and everything #everything on steam AND emulators is available to me. do you know how many games that is! #i started a new beegee3 playthrough on the HARDEST DIFFICULTY (!) today. which is also a single-save difficulty #and im in one of the most difficult parts of the game right now (level 4) and kind of nervous lol #but at the same time im really proud of myself for learning the game to the point i feel comfortable challenging myself in it #and im happy i get to at all :D i love you video games #and sooner or later ill come back to stardew valley cause there was that big update and i have some games on my wishlist too #and its not verified yet but i might play that pomeranian making the house dirty game cause it looked cute #oh and yakuza also because my friend got two of the yakuzas for me #YAYYYYY GAMES #also kind of sad though because tomorrow i pack and sunday i go back for babys last quarter of college #and im worried about how busy its going to be with classes and job apps and then of course actually graduating #and moving out and haivng a job and stuff #when all i want is to enjoy being able to play video games again.... sig #sigh* #WHATEVER...future mes problem #oh i almost forgot...one of the best parts of the deck imo is the versatility because with games like beegee3 #you can play it in controller mode which has its pros and cons but you can also swap to computer mode #which also has its pros and cons so like. i can adjust as needed #when im just exploring or trying to loot an area etc i go controller #but when im in combat i go computer because the hotbar is REALLY helpful for decision making #its really nice to have the option to choose since no console players have that it seems #and the only pc players who can do that are the ones who have and are willing to connect controllers #and most of them dont seem to be into that #but im really glad to be able to do both #ok done yapping now

[cephalopaints]

My pieces for the Splatoon 3 Concept Zine!! I'll be honest, I'm kinda emotional about it- This was my first ever zine and everyone's pieces were gorgeous, I'm so happy to know and be friends with people who love splatoon as much as I do. Please go check it out, everyone in there is so skilled and it's dedicated to someone important to us.

#splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatoon 3 concept zine #artists on tumblr #nintendo #clownin' around #art tag #ocs #portfolio #im not too proud of the second piece; seems too bland- i couldve put stickers and grafiti in it but i couldnt rlly grt it right #im super proud of the first one though!!! #you can tell im tired cause im being cringe and mushy #me using proper grammar? CRINGE #i read through the zine while listening to the credits songs and GOD that fucked me up i was crying like a lil bitch #i was just really happy to be a part of this ajcskfjs #we played some celebratory pbs and minigames and we had fun when it released!! #and yknow. im really happy to just have friends like that #I KNOW I KNOW VINNY IS BEING CRINGE FAIL ON MAIN EVEN THOUGH THIS ISNT HIS MAIN ITS JUST MORE POPULAR THAN HIS MAIN #i was caught giving a fuck ... devastating #its past midnight and my eyes are drying up so im heading to bed #some stressful stuff happened earlier too so i think ​thats enough feelings fo 2day ... schnorr mimimi #july 2022

[ghostedglitch]

gonna level with yall i have. been drawing little things every day since i got my ipad. its mostly aitsf stuff. i will probably start posting it in the coming days. heart emoji

#i want to wait a little bit for my last post to get more notes #im really proud of the zine pieces i have made this year #its an honor to be a part of such cool creation so i try to bring my a game to my pieces #kind of went off with the r0sem4ry and s0lk4t ones lol #harper babbles #not my art

[insert-neologism]

sugar water by flower face

#yellowjackets #jackieshauna #this is the 4th installment of 'making edits to every song from the album 'shark in your water' to jackieshauna' #guys weve come so far im so proud #only like. Idk 6 more songs to go? not sure but I WILL do it. #anyways so I dont fully like this one. like I think it's good its an alright edit #but doesnt live up to my standards. but Idk what i couldve done to make it better just yet soo #mostly i dont like the ending (the song is like 3mins with an amazing solo but I didnt have any ideas for that) #but I am very proud of the like fast parts #notably 'he likes to keep me half way out' and 'he's got a sharp twist no he's wicked in the heart etc' #REALLY proud of yk girls like me weve got a slow pulse. TRUTH #lol I always use that for anything that has to do with sleeping/cold ive come to realize #just like the bridge is synonym for dreaming Idk why #mine art tag #omg also love the float up to the sky part #the beginning not though which sucks bc the beginning is definitionally (?) the first thing ppl see. #BEAR WITH ME IT GETS GOOD #anyways this was the firdt song in which i had like any problems with the lyrics. curious #still loved making it #i have SO many ideas but I cant rlly make two edits at the same time like I hab to finish one and then I can start the other ones #soo youre gonna get them but probably after the shark in you water thing is donee #stay tuned gamers #mitos incredible life #jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water

[avoiltaire]

III EP10: IRIDESCENT

#i.. am kinda proud of this #YO I KNOW ITS SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAN NEXT BUT #IM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS EPISODE #it was so mf good omigof i alm cried at some parts #i got a teru coming up too #bro i gotta stop making these full screen ones theyre so hard to crop #i got lazy towards the end (as always) so the background is really rough #idk how that rainbow effect came about lol i was slapping filters on & suddenly one of them went honkers and this was born #mob psycho 100 #mob psycho 100 fanart #shigeo kageyama #hanazawa teruki #mob psycho anime

[hjemne]

I've been... Absolutely normal? After this breakup with the person that I really genuinely wanted to spend my life with.

It happened Friday night, I cried most of the night and a little on Saturday but then something just shifted and I've been like 99% fine and normally and happy since then? The only time the sadness has really hit me since has been thinking about how upset my (dying) grandma will be that she won't be able to know my partner. But otherwise? I got horrendously drunk on Saturday night, had tons of fun and was fine with a guy low-key flirting with me. Since I got thru the handover and sleepiness on Sunday I've been utterly normal, getting on with work, reading romance and enjoying it rather than being sad or jealous etc. The main stressor has been the number of deadlines I've had this week and trying to manage my parents' reaction and reassure them I'm fine.

It's not that I'm complaining I've not been truly and utterly crushed by the heartbreak, but I'm just weirded out by this reaction. I'm worried I'm bottling it all up and it'll explode later or that this is me sliding back into depression, but I'm still enjoying things and it doesn't feel like depression? Like have I actually reached that level of emotional maturity that I've dealt with everything (or most things) already?

He decided about a week ago that he didn't want to go through his early twenties having to factor someone else into his life plans. I understand it, I respect his decision, acknowledge that there's no use in trying to talk him out of it, appreciate the fact he told me as soon as he could in person so we ended the relationship still loving each other rather than growing apart and resentment building. I really can't stress how I've never loved or been loved by anyone like with him before and that he has been the most important person in my life for four years. Accepting that the life we were planning together has gone has seemed to happen so easily and it feels like something must therefore be wrong. It's helped that we haven't seen each other in person and haven't currently got plans to I guess because I think it's going to really hit when I can't be physically affectionate like before. But even with the distance I still just can't understand why I'm feeling so nothing about this. He brought up that he might want to break up in March and I cried far more than this. Have I been emotionally checked out of the relationship since then without realising? Am I just bottling stuff up without realising? I just wish I knew

#im very used to being alone #even during the relationship we were long distance for most of it and i was living by myself or with emotionally distant family #and last month i moved in with 3 friends and with uni starting I'm able to socialise more even though i still prefer to be alone a lot #so maybe its the fact that i dont feel so isolated that's helping? #even when we lived together i only really had my now ex around to turn to for friendship #also with university im so so overworked but it gives me structure #so im with friends and have a purpose #which is maybe whats holding me together #i think i did process a lot of this after we nearly broke up in march #i said to him months ago that I ultimately want him to be happy and if he decides that its not with me then ill hate it but accept it #i am also on a lot of adderall lmao #switched prescriptions today #anyway even if im slightly scared everything is going to explode out of me one day #i am still proud with how im handling this #i could have been so vindictive during the break up but i knew thatd only hurt him and that i dont want him to be upset #so i wasnt #there were a couple of times i said stuff that i could have left unsaid like how i had our anniversary card already written and in our desk #and i think part of me did want him to hurt at that but mostly because i wanted him to see how much i was? still petty I know #but also i think I'm allowed a bit of pettiness when im being dumped pretty much out of nowhere #idk man #its not bad necessarily its just weird #we said we'd talk on the weekend so the first convo post break up wouldnt become a Thing of who would blink first or whatever #and i want him to know im alright but i don't want it to seem like im bragging or that it means the relationship meant nothing to me #like hey I've lost the most precious thing we had together and actually it seems im fine without it #i really really hope hes feeling a similar way #our friend and my housemate went to visit him yesterday so hopefully hes let him know im coping fine so he doesnt have to feel guilty #i dont want him to be alone in a new house full of strangers and heartbroken #ive been telling our mutual friends to look after him and saying they really really really shouldnt take sides or anything in this #and i dont like thinking of him being sad and knowing there's absolutely nothing i can do rn to help other than giving him space #rambles

[floorpancakes]

yeah i forgot to colour the white lace on the top of the collar but that's what happens when i go all out, a little wacky and crazy even...

#art redirect post #go go go!! #im still not asleep yet but i did an overnight intensive work session for most of this all in one go and im very proud #the concept is early 2000s glb/mmm/mana inspired elegant gothic lolita #and a blend of butler and maid fashion split down the middle in different asymmetrical locations #its a butterfly pea tea time theme hence the clock hands #and the pocketwatch #and the butterfly pea tea slipping from the cup and the classic mmm bright blue #the ringlets were a nightmare at first but i got really used to drawing them and now theyre the best part #like art wise #obviously i didnt go ham on shading for the actual design for utility reasons but #i really elevated my concept here #i don't know if ill win this contest but this design became near and dear to my heart so fast #ill have to get back to work tomorrow on even more stuff but for now #im glad i did what i did #kinda ate here honestly #really feeling like a 'real designer' even if it doesnt look like it yet #fashion design #gothic lolita

[crave-mp3]

You guys there's this art school that i want to apply to but I'm so so scared. Like why. Worst that will happen is they'll be like "nah you're not good enough" and I'll go somewhere else but why is the simple act of applying terrifying

#ok ok theres also the matter of like... finding a job ect afterward but still just applying is so Scary :(((( #like my friend applied and got in and stuff so i think part of it is like being scared im not as good as he is lol which is STUPID #but anyway im really proud of him and happy for him its his dream school :'))) #i also know another person whos going so pressure's on but only in my head and bc im the one putting it there. hell on earth #uugggghhhhhgdhdhfhg #vic.txt

[steampoweredskeleton]

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Ignore

#delete later #i did really well today #ive been working on my coding project and i got one section of it completely working #i fixed several errors all on my own and got the output i wanted out of it #and ive learnt how to make other parts of the code work too so it's going to be easier #its wild bc 6 months ago i had only just started learning about coding. i didn't know anything #and now im writing scripts abd solving problems all by myself #im very proud of myself. im a smart man sometimes and i can make things that work #i also just feel better in myself. i feel more like myself than i ever have. going on t is the best thing that has ever happened to me #i can see my neck getting thicker and maybe even my jaw and im hungry and eating more and im more present #in my own body. which means im bumping into shutdowns more bc i cant dissociate like i used to but thats a dealable with thing #bc today i looked in the mirror and immediately smiled at myself. and its just the beginning! #life is hard and exhausting but also joyful and exciting and the adventure is as much of a slog as it is a wonder

[dog-girl-zezora]

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#personal #is it strange that i worry im becoming too functional. #that my mental illness has been such a huge part of my life #absolutely crippling me in many aspects of it for Years #and now i am appearing so functional even beyond normal functional to others. #is it bad that i dont want my struggles to be over looked. #i do good at my job. but i know me at my worst. #its like. i dont want to say im getting better #i am taking the necessary steps towards my future #but that doesnt mean i am no longer bipolar. that i will not have my moments. #it will be there... always... #i am worried. i will relapse very hard and i wont be able to function again. #... it is a genuine concern. #... i am doing so good. #its something to be extremely proud of. but i cant forget what i Bring with me #it will have its moments and i just need to learn how to cope with it #i can do this. i can do this. #i will be okay. i have to be. i hope my mental illness doesnt.... become unbearable like it was #and everyond is here to help me through it. #no one in my current irl really would get that. #that i am doing so good right now. i dont know when the good will Stop. and it will be bad. #like. i cant tell hiw far it will go #7 days and im going strong #please. god. help me control the demons inside me. i cant have a bipolar episode in this job. #i could. but. ....... #i Have to Cope.