#its why im at work rn

[obsob]

making and weaving and loving! like we have done for millennia!!

#mine #original #ough. hello. #happy new year!!!!! first drawing of th year!!!!!!!! #also LAKSBF 15k followers. hello. welcome #i taught bf how to crochet n hes making a blanket....the irl insp for this piece... #im so proud of these colours....i used an actual real life colour palette..n i think that is th way forward #also . gradient maps my beloved #why have i always refused ur warm embrace....... #dont pay attention 2 the wool bowls okay ive seen a picture of one like once #i do want one however. tho why r they so expensive #its a bowl w a hole in it. relax #ive been listening 2 the silmarillion audiobook as ive been working...i love it sm its like incomprehensible #like. idk what ur talking abt but i love it all th same!! #i tried reading it last year n was like.......okay anyway #rereading gay nuclear disaster book rn....natasha pulley would it kill u 2 write a smut scene #i want 2 see th horrible little scientist man get railed #next book after this is . 1030 pages oaodghsdugd #my goal is to read 50 books this year but i do not think that will happen bc i refuse 2 read books less than 400 pages skjdgbskjd #someone ask me about books. i have so many opinions abt books #okay good evening. i leave u w love

[pancakemolybdenum]

screw it. im posting this too

#autoresponder #alter ego #hs #homestuck #danganronpa #danganronpa thh #can u tell im on a chihiro zine project rn #lovisas art #why do i keep posting at like 9 am? its bc im bored at work and want attention #lil hal

[astarionposting]

Last words of a shooting star 2/?

PART 3 (apparently nsft smh)

You wouldn't leave till we loved in the morning, You'd learned from movies how love ought to be; And you'd say you love me and look in my eyes But I know through mine you were looking in yours.

more spicy gifs to follow hehehehe... but first some unhealthy and manipulative astarion angst bc i have mental issues ALSO IGNORE THE CLIPPING ARMS AND MOUSTACHE SMOOCH.. THAT IS TOTALLY NORMAL 💀💀

#bg3 #bg3 gifs #bg3 screenshots #astarion #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 astarion #bg3 tav #baldur's gate astarion #astarion ancunin #astarion screenshots #astarion x tav #astarion x the dark urge #baldur's gate 3 screenshots #baldur's gate #SORRY IDK why its soo low quality rn #probably bc im on my laptop so the resolution is lower than my pc #usually my pc is like 2000 somethign x 2000 something i think #but rn its 1920x1080 and idk how to hotsample ive tried but it doesnt work idk #Spotify #astarion gifs #TUMBLR FLAGGED PART 2 IM SOOO MAD #AAAAAAAAAAA #ASTARION POSTING #oc: Lillith/the dark urge #oc: lillith/the dark urge

[spooksier]

also btw that passage about media consumption as activism and the idea of "gayboring" (this post) are twin sisters to me because when you see media consumption as activism and therefore as a reflection of real life, any gritty or unsavory or "weird" aspects of any marginalized culture/community gets completely sanitized in favor of portraying an "ideal" form of that community in the eyes of consumerism (i.e.: boring and safe and non-confrontational)

#text! #might need to write a whole paper about 'gayboring' as a concept because it is....it's so prevalent rn....... #ofmd s2 and wwdits post-s2. who said that. #not to say they're bad stories just that they (in my humble onion) are using queerness to avoid actually writing plots #bc who needs plots when you have ao3 tropes lol #it's literally why i stopped advertising myself as a 'queer artist/trans artist/black artist' bc its being turned into a selling point #rather than a real life #(again in my humble onion) #sorry im working on my final research paper im in a writing mood

[foxprints]

Not sure who it beat the futz outta but I'm sure they deserved it

#kept going back and forth on whether i wanted to make the blood stand out more #like to i make it bright and very very red or do i leave it more realistic #i ended up sorta compromising and then adding a bit of MBs own fluids to the mix cause why not #Murderbot #fanart #the murderbot diaries #art (asshole research transport) #Murderbot Diaries #secunit #first look at my Perihelion crew logo! #based on some of my favorite shirts from my own closet #shitty background because im working on another pic with a much more elaborate background thats slowly killing me #i have work i need to be doing and a zine piece i need to finish buuuuut my head hurts and rn its just #easier to work on some self indulgent stuff rn #anyway the scene in Network Effect where MB eviscerates the Grey Targets by more or less #liberating them of their spines #lives in my head rent free #i was having a good chuckle at all the tags on my MB character sheet that are like #ITS SO FRIENDSHAPED AND SOFT #because i was already drawing this one of it splattered in blood djejdhsh #get u a blorbo that can be both i suppose!

[grimalkinmessor]

Once more frustrated by people seeing Light's various moves as stupid because they're looking at it from a point of omniscience and not from the perspective of Light himself and the information he had access to :')

#death note #yagami light #my light bias is showing but also no its not #bc im right #like honestly what would YOU have done? without the knowledge that you have from being a spectator #an audience member #i myself wouldve done some of the dumbest shit imaginable and i own that #im a dumb bastard i wouldve panicked the moment L came on screen tbh #i would attempt to leave the country and then L would arrest me bc he was monitoring the ports #also i wouldnt have been kira at all bc i wouldntve thought to use the death note worldwide but thats another story #thats also another pet peeve i have bUT THATS NOT THE POINT RN #THE POINT IS THAT FOR SOMEONE WHO KNEW AS LITTLE AS LIGHT DID ABOUT THE SITUATION HE WAS IN HE MADE THOUGHTFUL CHOICES #choices that WORKED #sure some of them might have fucked him over a bit later but AGAIN #hes not omniscient. there were things he literally had no way of knowing. why do people think hes omniscient #grim rants

[stiffyck]

are you guys tired after liking a post? is reblogging it too much work? poor you.

#with some of the likes to reblogs ratios i see on other artists works its incredibly frustrating #dont be surprised if artists you like stop posting stuff #i actually need someone to fucking explain to me why its so hard to reblog art #and by art im including fanfics too btw #like im not talking about my art here rn #i do get pissed off over those ratios but some other artsits work i see? why can you guys like the post but not reblog it! #you clearly enjoyed the fucking post!!!! so why not REBLOG IT #stiff talk

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

bc its hot out im thinking about Laughingstock (two fluffy boys) being too warm to sleep in the same bed. so they start arguing over who gets the bed - trying to give it to each other of course - and Howdy. Howdy starts making a sales pitch about how great the bed is, wouldnt Barnaby like to try it? its right up his alley! perfectly suited to him! so Barns is like "oh hm well sure ill give it a go". he lays down. blinks. "heyyyyy wait a minute" but Howdy is already camped on the living room couch, smug as a bug

#and thus begins several months of them moving each others stuff around #to try and switch who's taking the couch #howdy is sprinting home after work to try to move back onto the couch before barnaby can beat him to it #one day poppy says 'why dont you just buy two beds? #they look at her for a long moment before continuing the Fighting Over The Couch bit as if no suggestion was made #bro if they hug or just touch during summer #i bet it sounds like velcro when they try to separate #cue them gazing sadly and longingly at each other from arm's length bc They Cant Have Contact During These Hellish Months #they're both too fuzzy!!! its unbearable #absolutely unprompted #laughingstock #no yeah and okay the Set doesn't experience real seasons but rn im living in an imaginary world where theirs is real #and during summer poppy/howdy/barnaby must be miserable #especially poppy #like they must be in lethargic 'lay in front of a fan and die slowly' mode #no wait howdy's store probably has Killer ac... catch the whole neighborhood hanging out in there #popsicle party lets gooooo

[oceanwithouthermoon]

long as fuck nails always painted with at least a clear coat club:

saiki kusuo

teruhashi kokomi

kaido shun

saiko metori

imu rifuta

nail biters club:

kuboyasu aren

yumehara chiyo

arisu makino

suzumiya hii

nendo riki

aiura mikoto (with fake nails over top)

(formerly) kaido shun

(formerly) toritsuka reita

(formerly) akechi touma

normal short nails 🙄:

hairo kineshi

mera chisato

satou hiroshi

toritsuka reita

akechi touma

#idk why i made this its just funny to me #i was just looking at how long my nails are rn and this came to mind #i think akechi bit his nails as a kid and then learned how much bacteria is there and snapped out of it so quick #ur gonna have to trust me on aiura cuz i just know. #she has to constantly resist the urge to bite off her press-ons but theyre a little tougher than normal nails so she still chews on em a li #kaido used to bite his nails BAD but he broke the habit a while after he started painting them #cuz swallowing nail polish constantly is really annoying and gross and DEFINITELY wasnt making him choke or anything noo shhh #im not rlly sure of my reasoning with toritsuka.. i just know #i couldn't decide for kusuke tbh cuz i feel like he just doesnt give a shit #but for him does that mean he would just let them grow out forever or that he would just bite them tf off ? #he would probably need short nails for all the hand work he does though so #maybe he maintains them normally but only for that reason #we all know he doesnt take care of himself so he wouldnt do it if he didnt need to #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #meows post

[puppyeared]

ive made myself more wet and pathetic

#new icon because im SUFFERING. im in HELL #its so bad. i had to sign out of discord so now im both lonely and stressed #because i KNOW im still gonna get dstracted. i just did making this URGH #how good are brains at working around things. i once set a 7AM alarm on my phone with snooze cause i was so sure my brain would #be too lazy and keep snoozing instead of actually turning it off. but nay it either kept sleeping through the alarms and snoozing #or actually managed to turn off the alarm half awake that i barely remembered it and then waking up late #i actually have a track record of climbing out of bed and turning my alarm off without remembering. which is impressive bc i have a loftbed #the other thing is setting fake deadlines so make myself panic into doing things ahead of time. but unfortunately that doesnt work either #because if theres one thing my brain will put all its energy into remembering its self assurance. meaning i WILL be able to remember #the real deadline even if i try to trick myself. cant ask someone to give me a fake deadline either #the only things keeping me going rn is that i have deadlines due at least 1 day between each other and excitement being able to talk with #crow after break. but you can see how well thats going <- ignores long term rewards in favor of short term pleasure #BTW CROW IF YOURE READING THIS IM SO SORRY TURNING OFF MY DISCORD WITH BARELY ANY EXPLANATION #im a huge fucking dumbass and i had barely enough impulse control not to block everyone in my dms because i realized that would send a real #really bad msg. youre not distracting me im distracting myself and i promise youre not annoying me i just really like talking to you and #thats why im just barely stopping myself from signing in. I WANT TO TALK TO U LOTS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM KICKING MYSELF FOR DOING IT #you can be a little mad at me btw cause i definitely could have done that better but i was all over the place abt how to do it without #making u think im ignoring you. IF THAT MAKES SENSE. SORRY #yapping #doodles #puppysona #edit but last week i tried to schedule and give myself work periods and break periods using my class schedule #and reminders on my phone to tell me when to start and stop. can you guess what happened

[sheepydwagondraws]

Artfight Week 1

Been trying really hard to dedicate time to working on pieces for AF this year, and I'm really enjoying it! I love drawing silly little guys <3 I should do trades more after this is over lol

Featured Characters:

Hum, owned by @kowtownart

Vista, owned by @cupidtxt & Spammail, owned by me :3

Addision, owned by @gehega

Brandy, owned by Windwaken (on AF/dA/TH) & Spamton, owned by Toby Fox lol

Rocco, owned by @lighterium

Kelby, owned by @hannah--bug

#been trying to use this as an opportunity to improve my lineless stuff a little more #like I think I got it down for Spamton lol but for like other characters with different palettes #i think its been working well :) #and im actually super proud of how many ive done so far!!! #I was trying to do one a day if I could #which I havent really stuck to but like #I think I only did 6 the whole month last year so #now my goal is to beat the first year I played #I think I did like 13 #rendering was taking me soooo long.... which is really why ive switch to lineless tbh #i dont have the time and energy rn to commit to a drawing long enough to render it #but i think it works for this style so slay #aaaaanyway #sheepy post #artfight #artfight 2023 #artfight vampires #deltarune oc #addison oc #furry oc #anthro #idk what else to tag these tbh #eye contact #<- I guess? idk send an ask if you want smth tagged

[koipalm]

cyno my love

#twitter is terrible right now and i dont rly wanna post art there rn #thats ok now we can all look at cyno #i still have other stuff to finish but this came out of nowhere. i promise im still working on ssss stuff guys #cyno #genshin impact #how the hell do i tag this. whats his last name #cyno genshin impact #i guess. #anyway i finally watermarked my art in what is theoretically the worst way ever. #BUT i hate covering up my art and i hate compressing it #i dont like looking at compressed artwork i want to see all the details so that is why i leave mine as they are #a good and sustainable practice? no. but i am not a big artist anyway so its fine. probably #my art #ANYWAY. can we all think about cyno for a second. can we just think about him. he is so beautiful to me. i like him so much #the plume in his hair was inspired by 'as the scarlet sands' by shyjinks #because i LOOVE the idea of cyno wearing jewelry

[atherix]

I have been sitting on c2 of Midnight Breaks for a few days and have decided yeah I hate it, gonna rewrite c2 so please bear with me a little longer <3

#personal #i got very sick right after posting c1 and wasnt able to write #and its a hectic time at work rn. and im in a trig class #thus why its taking me so long to write rn orz #but its coming i prommise jfjskfjs

[sonknuxadow]

ignore razor and blade in the background this isnt about them . anyway . Looks around all scared. thoughts on him ^

#if anyone is actually wondering why they are there though they were just serving as references for what a sonic style shark might look like #and i was too lazy to get rid of them #ive been wanting to make a shark sonic oc for forever . well i finally made an attempt at it #just in the 'messing around and throwing shit on the canvas to see what works'' stage rn though . dont know how much he will change #i feel like he looks a bit plain. needs more markings or accessories or something #but im also trying to stay somewhat close to what actual shark sonic characters/underwater mobians in general look like #but then again the only sharks we see are a pair of siblings who only show up in archie sonic #so they might not be the best examples. idk. #i mean im already breaking the rules by giving him shoes #but he has shoes because im thinking he might spend a lot of time on land . where its not as comfortable/safe to go barefoot #whatever man idk #my art #oh and also ive been calling him riptide the shark in my mind as a placeholder name idk if itll stick or not

[taitavva]

snow angels

#even if u invert black mask it does not look good #im working on a christmas themed drawing rn #and its taking some time ... #persona 5 spoilers #p5 #persona 5 royal #p5r #procreate #2022 #illustration #digital fanart #goro akechi #persona 5 protagonist #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #taitavva sketches #1.5 hours #why do i keep doing angel akechi as warmups

[stayatsam]

like sure i think it's a good starting point of the "we're (trans) just like you! (cis)" for inexperienced parents and friends of trans people. it gives them a foundation to go on that trans = human, baby steps

but i have to stop there before it reinforces that cis = default and that trans (not cis) = becoming default (want to be just like cis people).

i didn't start T or get top surgery because i wanted to look like a cis man. yes i wanted to be more masculine, the look and sound and feel that's typical of cis men, but i still want to be trans and associated with transness.

stealth is painful for me to be in when im not out to people. i don't want to be assumed to be a cis man i want to be seen as a trans man, and i want the "we're just like you!" be likened more to "we're both men even if our experiences are different" i don't need to pretend to be a cis man for me to be a man

separating my masculinity from my transness reduces my personhood to a black hole of total alienation

#not sure where im going with this idk why im thinking about gender a lot rn #i think its bc im mostly stealth at work and i hate my job and i hate being stealth #but then if im not stealth ppl get weird #when im not out as trans to people i interact with daily i feel like im suffocating #in the closet so to speak!