#jshk sakura | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mikeyelistsukasa · 1 year

Text

Hanako,Sakura,Teru,Tsukasa & Kou seeing Darling‘s SH scars for the first time

Tw: self harm ofc,scars mentioning,basically dark topic

An:yeah it wasnt requested,i wrote that because…why not?Enjoy NOT PROOF READ

please do not self harm yourself. And im sorry to those who already done it or ho though it. Stay strong and don’t give up. Ily all

You were cleaning the bathroom today because yashiro was sick today and kou had to leave early

Not that you minded. You still have company and that is hanako and those little adorable mokke‘s.

This is a lot better than going home and just lying in bed doing nothing or homework.

„say s/o-chan/kun, how come you agreed to clean the bathroom? Most people would decline it you know, GASP don’t tell me you enjoy my company~“

„Oh sush will ya? Im doing this cause i feel bad for yashiro…but i suppose you are correct about me enjoying your company“

Hanako smirked, happy at the response you gave him

„Now tell me where is the sponge and gloves so that i can start cleaning the toilet“

„Oh!- its over there“

Hanako pointed to the left corner

„I’ll bring them to you :D“

Hanako decided to spare you these 5 steps and decided to bring them to you

But just as he turned around he saw you pulling your sleeves up so that you wont get your sweater dirty

You reached out your hand to take it but before hanako gave it to you he

He noticed scars?

This boy stared in shock at your wrist

„Uhm…hanako? Can you give me the gloves already?“

Suddenly you are being grabbed against dour wrist

„S-S/O YOUR ARM I- WHAT HAPPEND ?!! WHO DID THIS?!?? DOES IT STILL HURT??!!“

It took you a second to understand that he is talking about you scars

„O-oh! I totally forgot i had them“

You laughed a little seeing hanako‘s worried expression

„DONT LAUGH! YOU ARE HURT“

Just before he could go to grab some bandages you gently grabbed his hand

„Pft Hanako…im okay.“

You sat down with the ghost

„Im sorry for laughing i guess heh, your worried expression was pretty cute tho~“

Hanako flushed at that but you could still he his concerned look

„To answer your questions. I self harmed. I did that to myself. And no they do not hurt anymore because i quitted“

You smiled gently hoping it will relax the poor boy for a bit

But i think you only did worse

„Yourself??? Why??? Dont tell me someone forced you to do it to yourself. When did you quit???“

„Geez give me a break dude haha….i had a very hard time back then where i thought doing this is the only way to release stress.i had big family issues at that time but now everything is doing well.and to answer your last question i did about 2 years ago. So again do.not.worry“

Hanako blinked processing every word you just said

„I see“

Suddenly he stands up reaching out a pair of gloves

„Well ready to continue cleaning?~“

You and Sakura were sitting in the broadcasting room enjoying some cup of tea while reading books

„Hm“

„Is there something wrong?“

Sakura asked without taking her eyes from her book

„No not at all. I just got really invested in the book you gave me its very interesting i like it! Thank you by the way“

Sakura smiled to herself hearing that and went back to reading her book

Suddenly instead of reaching her cup, Sakura accidentally spilled her cup of tea with her elbow all over your pretty white gloves

„Ow ow ow ow ow hot hot hot!“

„Oh no dear- im sorry i didnt mean to do that, it was an accident“

You slowly take off the glove

„It’s alright don’t worry hah! Everyone doesn’t mistakes“

Sakura couldn’t help but let a slight sigh of relief hearing that

Thought that relaxed aura she just had disappeared right this instant after seeing your wrist

You stared at her in confusion

„…..S-sakura?“

Sakura stared at your wrist realising those are old scars and coming to a conclusion that you stopped this awful habit

…but just in case-

„You don’t do this anymore. Right?“

„Eh? Oh! Nono don’t worry i quitted. Im okay now :D“

„Understood“

Sakura grabbed gently both of your hands

„I’ll go get you new gloves“

„Oh don’t worry it’s okaaaaaaand she is already on her way„

“Hey s/o.”

You saw Teru sitting next to you

“How come you always wear a sweater under your uniform? I mean its summer. Aren’t you like sweating under there?”

“Ah hello Minamoto-kun. No im not sweating under it. And i wear it because its my favourite sweater! Ofc i wouldn’t wear it if it was that hot for me, i dont like it that much to the point i would sweat under it”

“Well nothing i can do. Also i told you, you can use my first name”

“Yeah yeah okay prince minamoto (¬_¬) “

Boink

“Whaaa what was that for T-T“

“you know exactly why :)“

“say... Wanna go out tomorrow like i dunno swimming? I heard it is going to be very hot tomorrow”

“Hmmm…yeah sure! Im free tomorrow so i don’t mind”

“Great! I’ll meet you there”

And just like that the bell rang and you went your ways

𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚎𝚡𝚝 𝚍𝚊𝚢 | (• ◡•)|

You were waiting for teru at the beach for about 10 minutes already

“Phew, he sure didn’t lie about it being hot today”

You took off your favourite sweater and wrapped it around your torso(or hips idk)

“S/o!”

“Speak of the devil”

You turn around to see none other than Teru Minamoto

“Hey Min- Teru… well where do you wanna go first?”

“Hm how abouuutttt…some ice cream?”

“Sounds great to me!”

And just like that you guys went to get something to refresh youself

And while you two eat you remembered that you need to apply some sunscreen

“Teruuuuuu~”

“Yeah?”

After teru saw s/o holding the sunscreen he without any hesitation sat down allowing s/o to put suncream on him

“In return I get to put sunscreen on you correct?”

“Hmmmmmm alright alright”

After some minutes s/o finished and took off her clothes revealing herself only in a bikini

Teru slightly blushed after seeing s/o in such clothes but stayed respectful non then less

That is until he saw s/o do a ponytail revealing scars on their shoulders

“S-s/o…”

S/o sat down signalling teru to put the sunscreen on their back

“Teru? Is something wrong?”

“What…happened to your shoulders?”

“O-oh… well you see back when i was *insert younger self* i had fallen into pretty deep rabbit hole after loosing something/someone important to me….”

Teru couldn’t tell if you finished talking or want to add something more

“But…”

S/o shows their left/right arm to show more scars

Woah!How did he not notice them before?

“I was only getting more and more let down with each day. To the point i started to let out my anger on myself”

Teru looked at your expression seeing that you were uncomfortable with the topic so he put the cold sunscream without saying anything on your spine

„C-COLD you jerk!!!!“

„Haha. Im sorry we don’t want you get burned right?…Also promise to quit what you are d-„

„I already have don’t worry, these scars are like from 2-4 years ago“

„Oh! Well if you feel like doing it again let me know and I’ll be there gor you“

„pft You sure are cheesy today“

„Well what can i say? Im spending time with the most beautiful person right now“

„Oh my~“

„S/O S/O S/O S/O S/O S/O S/OOOOOOOOOO“

„Sigh what is it tsukasa.“

„Let’s go find some supernaturals to smash!“

„Heh yeah-no not today im very tired right now“

„Awh :(„

„Don’t give me that look“

:(((((

…

„Fine just not for too long…“

„YAAAAAY“

‚i don’t think we will find a supernatural anyway‘ i thought

When out of nowhere i heard some noise

But that was probably just my imagination

„OHHH A MOKKE“

„W-wait tsukasa don’t run away!….great now im alone“

Suddenly i heart the same noise again but this time it sounded like someone was…growling?

Just as i turned around i saw a big supernatural right behind me

I barely managed to dodge his attack but in the process it ripped off my sleeve

„TSUKASA??!?!?!NOW IS A GREAT TIME TO SMASH A SUPERNATURAL“

You closed your eyes ready to take the supernaturals attack

….but nothing came

In fact you heard some…unpleasant noises

You opened your eyes just to see tsukasa smashing the supernaturals face against the floor

You stood up glad that you didn’t get hurt and went up to tsukasa

„Hey…tsukasa thats enough“

„It hurted you…“

„Hm? No it didn’t don’t worry so lets just g-„

„Your arm“

You looked at your arm confused since you don’t feel any pain on it

„Oh! Tsukasa those scars are old its okay it wasn’t the supernatural that did it!“

„There are others that hurt you?…“

Tsukasa stood up and placed his hands on your shoulders

„Tell me who“

His dark aura made you kinda nervous

„Well how do i explain this to you…the one that caused these scars was me“

„S/o is hurting themselves???!!! (」°ロ°)」 „

„No! I mean- it was a long time ago…so do not worry i am not being hurt and im not hurting myself“

Tsukasa didnt quite fully understand why you did that in the first place but hearing you being safe is all that matterd to him.

„well then…LETS GO FIND MORE TO SMASH“

„NO-„

You and kou had teamed up at school to be partners in cooking class

‚They probably teamed up with me cuz they struggle with cooking‘

‚i teamed up with him to spend more time with him‘

Yeaaaaahhhh cooking sure was something

Honestly he didn’t even notice your scars right away after you rolled up your sleeves

He noticed it when he told you to cut the cucumber

„Ow! Stupid knife(╥_╥)“

„S-s/o are you okay?“

„Yeah just a tiny scar on my finger heh“

„Wait let me see- S/O YOUR AR-„

You quickly put your hand against his mouth

„is everything okay here you two?“

„Y-yes mr. (Teachers name)“

That was close

You shouted with a whispering voice

„What was that you idiot???we almost got in trouble“

„your arm its full of scars!!!!“

„Yeah??? So what“

„What do you mean so what???? I got concerned and-“

„You two! Out.now“

…

„.:…Promise to not tell nii-chan that i got into trouble“

„I promise-„

„OH RIGHT your ar-„

„Sighhhh you still on about that?“

„Ofc! What happened??? Who did this???How did it happen???Does it still hurt??? Should i bring anything????“

You let out a small laugh. You hate to admit it but kou being so worried is so cute to you

„Its alright kou. Those are my old selfharm scars“

„huh- but-but why would you hurt yourself?“

„Sometimes people do harm themselves. Some stay up late. Some stop eating and well…“

You looked at your wrist

„Some people harm themselves physically“

Kou grabbed both of your hands

„I might not have a right to say anything about this but please don’t ever do this again! You matter so much to me…the last thing i want is to see my friend/bf/gf/partner suffer while i dont do anything!!! I will do everything and anything you want just please…“

Hearing that made your eyes form up some tears

„D-don’t cry!!! Did i say something wrong??!!!?“

„Oh kou… i promise. Those are old ones so dont worry I’ve stopped…it’s just…hearing this i-„

You hugged Kou tightly which startled the exorcist

„Thank you“

…

Kou hugged you back tightly

„You’re welcome“

Hope i left you satisfied. Stay safe you all and don’t do stupid stuff

489 notes · View notes

ctheathy · 7 months

Note

Can you make a Sakura, Kou, Yashiro, and Hanako x fem reader platonic?(toilet bound). The reader has a huge panic attack?

Hanako-Kun, Kou Minamoto, Nene Yashiro, Sakura Nanamine w/ reader who has a panic attack

Hanako-Kun x Reader

Kou Minamoto x Reader

Nene Yashiro x Reader

Sakura Nanamine x Reader

General+Fluff Headcanons

Short Concept

Author's note: Had enough episodes of my own to know how exactly to approach this request in particular lmao. Thank you for the ask <3

Hanako-Kun/Kou/Reader/Nene/Sakura [Platonic]

[Gender-neutral Darling|Female Darling|Male Darling]

Potential ⚠️TWs⚠️ :

Minor description of panic attacks

Hanako-Kun

Hanako is an... interesting scenario for sure. He tends to have mixed responses towards the matter as it takes a much longer time for him to properly catch up on the begin stages of the panic attack, not noticing your distress from beforehand. And he'll instead misinterpret your behaviour with being irritated. And due to his clingy and childish nature, including his natural desire to bother those around him to no end; he'd likely be one to nag you about it to try and get the answer out of you, which would most likely have the immediate result of worsening your already fragile mindset.

By the time he catches on, you'll likely already be in midst of the entire overstimulation. Which is when he'll be caught off guard for sure, but he'd be quick to work on his comeback. His demeanor changing from playful to serious in an instant. He'd have a gentle approach, trying to question your current needs instead of clinging onto you like a leech as he normally would. As he knows your current support is a priority over hugging you with all his might. He'd stay with you for the time being, not daring to leave you by yourself when you're in a state like that. Asking for a lot of consent for once in his life if he could preferably touch you or not. And if you were to calm down a little from the episode, he'd quite frankly demand you to skip your classes and get signed off as sick; just so you could have your stay in the school bathroom. And you bet he's not even thinking of leaving you be until you're all better.

Kou Minamoto

Kou has a really big heart and always desires to be there for his allies. He'd have more difficulty catching up on indirect indications that you might be on the verge on a panic attack, but he'd try to check up on you every now and then. But unlike Hanako, he would be more open about your sudden mannerisms and call you out if you were to distance yourself from him. He'd be able to tell whenever something isn't going too good with you spiritually wise, but he wants to have a calm approach to prevent you from freaking out even further.

He'll be startled at your sudden meltdown for sure, getting quite a bit of stress himself due to his lack of experience among the topic. He'll tense up and most clearly panic over you being in that particular state, but put on a tough facade for your sake. He wouldn't hesitate in the slightest to wrap his arms around you and keep you close to him. Even if you happen to become violent in your panic attack, Kou would always try and hold onto you to prevent you from hurting yourself at all costs. He'd continue to give you soft pats on the back to try and calm you down, trying to keep himself quiet to prevent himself from making things worse. He'd just silently stay close to you, keeping in touch with you and making sure you won't be alone for a second until you recover slightly from the episode.

Nene Yashiro

Oh, the poor sweet girl. Nene tends to be a rather timid, shy and easily stressed student herself. She definitely has less experience with comforting those in need than the others do, but she is, however, quicker to notice if you were to fall silent or haven't been talking for the entire time you've been among the same room. But unlike the males, she'll also be quicker to pick up on the signs that you aren't doing too well in the first place due to her natural sensitivity towards the emotions of others. She'd definitely nudge you or softly try to get your attention without trying to scare you in the duration of it, pulling you to the side and asking if you're doing okay or if you need a break for rest.

But as soon as she notices how shaky your breath is and how you seem to be on the verge of crumbling, she panics slightly. Not too sure what to do at first as you slowly begin to behave more unsteadily. Due to her shyness, she likely wouldn't be as touchy with you as Hanako and Kou would, but she's definitely the one who's more careful with her movements and tries to remain most thoughtful of not doing anything that might set you off further. She'd hold your hands and softly caress them or gently stroke you on the shoulder for comfort, but not without asking if it's okay for her to do so for like twenty times before actually doing it. Nene is hesitant with her actions, but she truly wants to be there for you until you feel better.

Sakura Nanamine

Due to Sakura’s mature and responsible demeanour, she always seems to be prepared for situations such as these and is quick to act upon the minor signs. She also happens to be much more calm among the situation than the others are, which usually results in less panic fromout their friend’s perspective as well. You know what they say, never fright in a dreadful situation unless if you want to the same terror to be shown throughout others. She'd probably already notice something isn't clicking right off the bad. Especially as panic attacks tend to be shown in a bunch of stages or have clear signs when one's about to start. Heavy or quick breathing, increasing heart rate which results in sweating, lack of eye contact and speech. And overall being zoned out from the situation itself, making the person incredibly alert over the tiniest of details.

The female would get you out of that room and away from the other individuals around immediately, excusing the both of you from the area as she calmly requests for you to go with her. You'll likely end up in a more isolated location, making sure that nobody will bother you when you're in a state of shock and fragility, and she'll send those who bust in out right away with a death glare. She'd allow you to rest yourself on her lap or against her chest for the time being, all while her soothing voice tries to calm you down in the process. Making sure you're taken well care of for the time being of your vulnerability.

55 notes · View notes