#just to know somehow you are near me

[chevril-glove]

Whatever you do, don't think about Aziraphale and Crowley while you're practicing On the Street Where You Live. Certainly don't think about the headcanon that they can sense each others' proximity on Earth, or the fact that they can travel the whole earth to be near each other. And DEFINITELY don't think about how Crowley would "let the time [world] go by," as long as they could be near each other.

But if you do all that, you might as well put on a wig and a scarf and sunglasses and make a video.

#good omens #my fair lady #cosplay #just to know somehow you are near me #nowhere else on earth that i would rather be #let the time (world) go by #on the street where you live #ineffable #ineffable spouses #ineffable husbands #ineffable wives #crowley #crowley cosplay #fem crowley #aziracrow #ineffables #so many ship names

[babisawyer]

Jackie realizing she’s gonna have to take care of shauna and jeff’s ghost baby

#🐇 #yellowjackets #truly it’s so interesting to me how much better this season is than the first that literally never happens for me #the current timeline is finally getting interesting. Jeff is still the best part #love how fast misty took to being a cult that is so her™️ #Jackie liking poppies is interesting to me both in the Jackie is gay camp and also you know the whole thing with wizard oz and her death #the ending was so fucking depressing I need a nap now #like I’m so happy they didn’t eat the baby that would have been so incredibly cheap but glad to finally have answers #like do we think shauna was dreaming or had she temporarily crossed over because like where was Jackie and the French dude #I’d say it would make sense that Lottie could be there somehow #idk it reminded me a lot of Jackie’s death of course so I have many questions #I will say the cop story line is pretty stupid like no fucking way is any of this legal and also let’s kill that creep cop shauna #I will help you girl I will drive the get away car #I was also like wondering awhile ago if Lottie’a camp is near where the plane crash was #and my best friend and I were like no there’s no way and then they tell us it’s in New York so like possibly close to the boarder? #I tried looking up cherry hill but I couldn’t find anything idk it’s probably totally unlikely and they just also happen to be in the woods #I didn’t get a preview for next week is there a preview? idk #my complaint this week is where is Jackie lmfao where is her ghost why wasn’t she in sex ed give me something I’m not ready to move on!!!!

[rafyki]

Listen, I know Percy is just a kid who's bearing the weight of saving the world on his shoulder, knowing there's a high chance he will die at the end of it even if he survives - but. The way in the last Olympian he's so ready to judge and condemn Nico without thinking twice, he wants to fucking strangle him, he stops trusting him and considers him a traitor (and he kind of his okay, but not really!) - even when he knows that Nico didn't mean it, that everything he told him was true and that he never meant to hurt him, he just wanted to help.

Nico's only fault is that he trusted his father too much, and really Percy could try and understand him and his reason. But he doesn't. He never tries to understand him, he just discards him like an afterthought. Like - where's the "I'm gonna take the prophecy on myself to keep him safe bc he doesn't deserve to suffer anymore" gone? Where's the "I feel guilty and I want to help him"??? Did he forget everything?? Can he try and empathize with him for just one second???

#percy jackson #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #nico di angelo #percico #my posts #this is me speaking as the biggest nico stan that i am #but if i manage to put my rage aside for a moment #this actually makes Percy's character and his whole relationship with nico even more interesting #bc percy isnt just a hero hes just a kid #hes not perfect #hes nowhere near perfect #somehow nico pulls out the worst part of him #not sure what this says about them #they live on two completely separate planes of existence #they only meet occasionally and collide #but they dont really SEE each other you know #percy doesnt see nico not really #when he first met him he stopped at the annoying petulant little kid #amd after that he stopped at the ' #'hes a creepy son of hades and i cant trust him bc he kind of betrayed me once #he doesnt try to know him for real #nico too in a way - hes in love with the heroic side of Percy but does he even really know him #as i said theyre both traumatized little boys who have too much on their plate #they didnt even have time to deal with everything #i HATE that rick never showed us them bonding for real though #their relationship stayed superficial in a way if you think about it #but do we care about canon? no we dont in this house. i like to think they finally got time to really know each other #after boo when everything was over #and maybe they become friends or more. but anyway they finally really SEE each other for what they really are

[icewindandboringhorror]

More misc. daily life pictures and such

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that -- #1 & 2 - Very bright pretty looking sky ! #2. HUGE icicle that looked like you could kill someone with it or something.. Pulled from near a gutter on the side of a building #3. & 4 & 5 - various images from a silly party I had where I pretended to be some elf king turning like 204 years old lol (also not like #a REAL party. Only my roommates were there really and we're all in the same household bubble. #just to clarify. I would never dare have a large party anyway given #my hermitous nature but on top of that.. didn't want there to be some implication that I'm having a Party while covid is still ongoing lol. #NEVER.. But I do love dressing up as some fantasy character so much.. The only thing that could ever bring a true hermit wizard #to engage with others socially is the prospect of connecting it somehow to fantasy worlds and costumes lol. One must simply dress up #as a silly 200 year old man from time to time and pretend you've never seen a balloon before in your life. etc. #6. bapy boye... feets #7. The main food that I made for the elderly elf man 'party'. which was a Deconstructed Beef Wellington (kind of as ajoke since I watch s #o many silly cooking competition shows and they always make stuff 'deconstructed' at the last minute when under time limits or whatever.) #I've wanted to make beef wellington a few times but Ithink to do it well I'd need like..an actual kitchen and a lot of time and #an oven that fully works to bake things and etc. etc. So I thought this would be an easier method. A thick steak cut round to kind of mimi #c the round tenderloin or whatever it is in a wellington. instead of the puff pastry being wrapped around - I just did star shaped cut outs #of pastry and baked them and put them on top (to go with the star theme). instead of mushroom duxelles being wrapped around in pastry #its in a little circle under the steak. and instead of mustard being brushed onto the meat I made a mustard gravy sauce type of thing #Then of course asparagus on the side.. my favorite... Though I know some wellington #also has a layer of prosciutto I think. or I saw one person use crepes. I didn't feel it was necessary to incorporate that too lol #8. bapy son helping me do a giant puzzle that took me hours and I had no idea it was actually that large of a puzzle #until I started putting it together and for some reason it made me stressed by the end instead of relaxed lol.. puzzle fatigue #photo diary

[dallonwrites]

okay actually looked at the lover boy wip intro again and this has me crazy because the grief in this was meant to all be about bobby but "remember that his favourite fruit was peaches and try not to cry over it" got me because felix's favourite fruit being peaches is like. a recent but definitive part of his character. and i can't remember if i just used peaches as a placeholder for bobby's favourite fruit (he does not give peach to me) and if i first wrote this before or after i decided peaches were felix's BUT now i'm like. what if this passage is him grieving bobby but it spirals around his grief for his relationship with felix??? find a lover the way you found felix and don't lose him this time but also find a lover because you're trying to find a connection as deep as the one you had with your best friend even though you know it can never be replicated. you can never find a lover that will love you like bobby (platonic, to be clear) loved you. find a lover in the fact you are alive even though it makes you nauseous because it just reminds you that your best friend isn't. how do you grieve someone who's still alive whilst simultaneously grieve someone who isnt? trying to grieve two people in two different ways and you feel guilty at the way they blend and blur because it feels like you lose your separate grips on both of them and you don't feel like you have space in you to accommodate all this ache. and like what if i edited all this to make that parallel more clear?? that his primary grief is bobby because he's the one who's dead but he's also grieving felix and probably doesn't even realise it?? and then the two become blurred?? and if he realised this he would actually feel fucking awful about it and like a bad friend?? haha just kidding unless??

#especially the fact that a component of his “find a lover to try and mask the grief” is trying to find a lover in the literal sense. #its near 1am you guys are getting the i dont know if this is coherent infodumping #i wrote an essay in the tags but its gone and i have no idea if tumblr ate it or i somehow put it on a different post but im like oh okay #guess i will just save that analysis for the writing update!! #my lover boy writing updates are gonna be so obnoxious btw theyre gonna be essays theyre gonna be me putting the degree to use #now i can say i actually have one #i wrote a DISSERATION on the exact type of fiction that lover boy is....... #anyway it was about queerness and loss and what loss means thematically in queer narratives #so that whilst the loss of bobby is absolutely monumentally bigger than losing felix as a partner #it is actually not a surprise if beau somewhat blurs his grief for the two #that being said whilst i dont believe in ranking different types of love/relationships #i love the idea of platonic lover and this platonic connection being just as if not more powerful than the romantic one #could essay about that but tumblr might eat it! so!

[fbfh]

thinking about how good steve is at taking care of you... he's so quick to figure out just what you need to feel better, and he loves babying you, pampering you, wrapping you up in his strong arms and caring for you and kissing you until you feel better. he loves the way you need him, looking to him to make descisions when you're just too tired, leaning into his touch when exhaustion sets in. after he drags you into a shower and washes and conditions your hair and rubs some nice smelling lotion into your skin, he pulls out your skin care products, knowing the exact ordrer of the steps and the right amounts to use, you don't even have to remind him. he carries you to bed, bundling you into his chest while soft music or a tv show plays in the background. laying on his soft hairy chest feels like being put on a wireless charger at 5% battery, the warmth from his skin slowly bringing you back to life. your stevie takes such good care of you, and no matter how you're doing, you always feel better when you're around him.

#drabbles #steve harrington #steve harrington drabbles #steve harrington x reader #stranger things #stranger things x reader #stranger things drabbles #I am so tired dude #steve harrington is literally the only reason I've been able to do any care tasks for the last two days #hoping i can just sleep this entire weekend and down three carmel frappes and take some ibuprofen and that will somehow fix my problems #steve loves a project #he would LOVE a nick miller kinnie s/o like me who's in near constant various states of decay #he forces me to take breaks while I write my julius pepperwood book and i won't shut up about niche zombie facts the whole time #he really does love a project #you know the hot mess song by studio c?? that's us #steve: did you eat? #me shaking an empty coffee cup full of meted ice anf creme brulee creamer: duh #steve: no

[chipjrwibignaturals]

I have a chronic illness called “unable to pick up a game again mid-game” that prevents me from actually playing persona 5 (the game with a 10 hour long tutorial)

#to be fair I think in THIS case it’s a bit more choice paralysis #iirc i JUST finished madarame’s palace but its near the end of that Chunk of Time #and between being low on guts and finishing it late meaning I couldn’t get the teachers confidant sooner #(or now bc see above. low guts.) #it’s just made me like. YOUVE FUCKED THIS. START OVER. #but I’m like!!!!!!!! 20 something hours in or whatever!!!!! #I KNOW the realistic answer is ‘not everyone can somehow 100% the game on the first playthrough and p5r has NG+’ #that I should just continue On and if I rlly wanna make up for that I can do a Second Playthrough but. !!!!!!!! no!!!!!! #idk maybe I’ll start a second save file and we’ll See #I wish you could rb w polls at Least on your own posts I wanna make Yall decide for me HFKDBN

[peridots-pixiwolf]

[Start ID. A drawing of two scavengers from Rain World, one labelled Sanic and the other one Shrek. Sanic's fur is light brown, with darker extremities, a messy row of pale green spines down its back, and bright blue eyes. They sit contentedly, staring at the screen, with a couple grenades by its feet. Shrek has pale fur, a green head, hands, and feet, and brown eyes. It's facing to the right, with their arms splayed out and an explosive spear on their back. Beside each scavenger are a few woefully-compressed screencaps of their in-game appearance. End ID]

An ode to these silly beasts, who accompanied me on my second visits to Industrial and Chimney

#peridots-art #rain world #scavenger rain world #...usually only draw set characters of games and not. creatures. so that's new for me #absolutely love specbioing these guys though!! buggifying them scratches the right itch in my brain especially when they could reasonably #be buggy in canon!! #bugs #clarification on the ''shrek is maybe two guys'' thing ahead. first we'll argue for One Guy #1. both found in the same region at the same time 2. remarkably similar coloring and mannerisms (seemed to be the pack leader) #and now evidence supporting the two different guys theory: #1. travelled with a different pack of scavengers the second time vs when i found it 2. second time had slightly duller colors and noticably #longer horns (without the little gradient at the end) #so now you see why i didn't notice anything wrong until after reviewing the screenshots. BUT!!! secret third option!!! #the first one with the short horns was found first when i was using the entrance-to-industrial shelter #and the one i mostly relied on for reference was near the higher shelter. shrek numero dos. the canon shrek. #but i have a screenshot of shrek 1 in the place shrek 2 was found. hanging out with one of shrek 2's pack members no less. #conclusion: ??? #ok now that that's ''settled''. don't let this all distract you from the fact that the simple act of SWITCHING TO THE SHADING LAYER #got me out of a four-month-long mental rut. i can't say that it was depression nor that i know anything about depression in the first place #but even if it wasn't very serious? it Sucked. even if it was just a nagging thought at the back of my mind my life was duller somehow #i started to feel a little unmotivated. lonely. anxious. like the days blend together. the things i liked weren't bringing as much joy #and all of that got worse recently. the main reason i haven't posted any art for like a month? art stopped being fun. #which is a TERRIBLE thing for someone like me who loves to draw so so much. so when everything that's been building up over the past months #just vanished completely? without warning? you better believe i teared up over a doodle of a scavenger for making me feel right again. #i'm overjoyed to be free of it. i'm hopeful again! i love myself again! i can fall in love with the world all over again!!! #i have no idea how this happened. but i have motivation and determination and i feel like i can change my life for the better now. if i try #maybe this was my normal but it's the striking opposite of what I've been feeling--i'm finally proud of my accomplishments! and of myself!! #which was something i couldn't say in earnest even before december. #and reader? i call you tag-wanderer for i have no way of knowing who you are. maybe a treasured mutual or maybe a stranger. but i love you. #and i hope you make your way out.

[docholligay]

Also that put me in mind of my clearest memory of reading @ultrace 's pathfinder books*, of, and I'm sure he'll correct me if I'm wrong, knowing in my heart of hearts that michiru would be an inquisitor of we could deal with the faith thing or make it otherwise work.

But the ends justify the means, mind fucking, detecting lies shit, that's michiru.

*doc why were you doing that? I don't think you understand, I was the girl who read the cereal box at breakfast when I was a kid. I didn't have a smartphone until I was in my 20s but still managed to nearly get into a reading based accident, just with a magazine. They were sitting on the table.

#i find thinking about this stuff so interesting #but my other blorbette prime is p straightforward #she's your... oh shit I'm bad at this...rouge chaotic good type #ish #but i mean not like michiru #who i think is neutral (derogatory while somehow being affectionate) #she's a horrible little evil meow meow and i love her #Haruka is playing fucking...near lawful good #while thinking she's PARAGADE #shout out to my amazing and beloved stupid wife #who while playing all the mass effects 'for me' #so i could experience the story #overrode me from time to time with #babe you can't just be mean it affects the story #yes i know my love

[laesas]

KPTS Playlists

Kim's Album || Chay's Album

So the concept behind this is that Kim releases a post-canon album and Porchay releases an album of his own in response. I love the idea of how the songs on each of these would affect the other person listening to them, as well as giving both characters the ability to use songs to communicate feelings that they can't express openly in person.

KimChay - Why else would I tutor you?

A big mixture of both KimChay albums + some extras that didnt fit either album but fit KimChay as a whole or inspired me while writing.

Additional Playlists and rambling under the cut 🖤

VegasPete Shoot Me || VegasPete Let it Out

I love both these VP moods but struggled with mixing them in a single playlist! The vibes were too all over the place - so now theres one for the emotional stuff and one for the self-destructive decisions bourne from hedgehog funerals and bisexual lighting

SO! Thoughts on playlists:

The concepts behind the KimChay playlists are my favourite and they're the ones I put the most thought into! - I started them back in july and I'm still adding to them now! They're not necessarily all about Kim and Chay's relationship per-se, there are a couple that I think really fit Kim's relationship with his brothers for example, or the way that Porchay feels living in the compound with his lack of autonomy. I've tried to keep a consistent sound/vibe throughout and match both the lyrics and the sound to the melancholy post canon situation!

My absolute favourite is Chay's album (lovingly referred to as the chaylist). Picturing the absloute breakdown Kim would have listening to some of these songs sang by Chay is so delicious to think about. Hopefully these would be the catalyst to a KimChay resolution!

There are a couple of other less developed/experimental playlists like for KinnBig, Tankhun (sad lol) and KimBig on my spotify profile! (as well as some other non KP playlists)

If you liked any of these, found a new favourite, or found them useful/helpful for art/writing/rotating the faves in your mind, feel free to share and to come yell at me about them here! DMs are open, anons are on! I'd love to hear your thoughts!!!

#KimChay #The Chaylist is out lads #there are somehow... 4 people following it... already..... which is like girl i have shared this nowhere..... how did u get here lol :') #kim kp #chay kp #playlists #if you guys make anything inspired by this I would love love LOVE it if you tagged me! not to credit! like just @ me in the replies!! #like no pressure to do so I would just love to see it! #I'm nosy and excitable and I want to *S E E* #also I tend to be incredibly picky with *vibes* + lyrics so out of not wanting to offend anyone I'm not going to take 'add this!' requests! #but also if there's a song that's perfect for the blorbos that isn't on the playlist - anon is on and my inbox is open! I love music recs! #also if you have just general ''think about this character + this song!'' thoughts i would LOVE that! hehe #if u have a character... that you want a song rec for........... i could do that lol #my head is full of nothing but little guys #I have thoughts about pretty much all of the characters + xyz song *constantly* haha #I dont have a 'happy' kimchay playlist but that's only bc the vibes were near identical to the PatPran playlist I already have titled ):) #also if you spot the playlists where i went through taylor swifts entire discography and worked out every song where she was in a car #and then every song where she uses public transport #then no you dont. #that would be. unhinged...... 👀 #I think my next one will be a Tankhun happy playlist which would refine the sadder Tankhun playlist a bit better #it's a similar problem to VegasPete. The dichotomy of my favourite boy knows no bounds! #ANYWAY #Send tweet or whatever #kpts

[pinkplatiploo]

I have acquired a free plain hot pink zip up so like. What am I going to do with it. Like what will I do with it. Like whatever will I

#YES I WANTED TO MAKE MY OWN AND NOT PAY FOR A MABEL SWEATER FOR A LONG TIME #Also why do I always get a sweater embroidery project during the summer #this is like the third time I’d be doing this #ok whatever #I still need to plan out some logistics things about what exactly I want to do tho #like it’s not just a plain hoodie #it is a zip up that isn’t made like a basic zip up #(lowkey doesn’t make sense but I know what I mean) #so I am debating making the star a patch on the chest or putting the star on the back #I think if I do stuff by the zipper it won’t look good or I’ll mess up the zipper somehow so 🤷‍♀️ #I know I said this is my third time embroidering a sweatshirt but believe me I am no expert I kinda just go with my heart and what I in my #uneducated opinion think will work #so #then there’s the star itself #I have these cotton squares I bought from a thrift store a few years ago that I can use #problem is all I have are these teddy bear ones and yellow ones #plus the squares may not be large enough for the back if I decide to do that #I can paint the fabric (and I have before) but I think it will come off over time #because I did that with the sweater I decorated last year and the paint is coming off to the point where I plan to repaint parts of it at #some point in the near future #I guess I could dye the fabric but I do not have dye on hand and I do not want to buy a lot of dye for such a small amount of fabric #I do like tie dye so I’d probably use that dye again at some point but still. you get it #pink thinks

[designernishiki]

sometimes i kinda wish mirei wasn't killed off because boy the divorced exes dynamic with majima could've been so god damn funny

#everyones seen my 'if you see my ex-husband at pride' post. thinking about that sort of thing #like yeah i know y5 said they werent exactly on bad terms (though i think that was vague and debatable considering the way she #recounts her backstory with haruka not really painting him in a great light- for understandable reasons mostly dont get me wrong- but my #point is . i think there may have been more passive aggressive animosity lingering in there than what was presented in the romanticized #retelling of the story later on in the game basically). but come on. you cant tell me they'd get along just fine if she were to have lived. #say what you will about her and her intentions and etc but regardless she DID tear kiryu's family apart and guilt trip the SHIT out of him #to do so. knowing majima. and knowing how majima feels about kiryu. do you think he'd be like. cool with that #like if/when he heard the whole story i do Not think mirei's Heartwarming Vicarious Dreams would be enough to excuse the damage she did #and its such a wild coincidence itd be hard not to think- at least just a tinnnyyy bit- that she somehow found majima's weakpoint #(kiryu) and attacked it on purpose out of spite or something. #yeah all that and i think their relationship mustve been inevitably Very toxic and fucked up considering. everything about both of them #especially at that point in time. plus the very weird and not great gap in maturity (18-19 vs 27-28) and all that. no way that ended just #totally chill and amicable. no fucking way. she had fair reason to harbor resentment towards him and i wouldve liked to see that honestly #anyway so i mean you see what im getting at. perfect setup for the most toxic but kind of hilarious divorced dynamic Ever #if she were to ever come anywhere near kiryu again majima would be there in 0.2 seconds to sheild him from impending psychological warfare #rambling #majima #mirei #y5 #yakuza 5 spoilers

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

see sometimes I try and think about it all more logically. what if it was all happening to a friend. my friend!! you completely forgot to feed your kitten his wet food for five days? you haven't drunk water for a couple of days? you didn't shower or change your clothes for four days? you've only eaten two actual meals in the last two days? your average sleep in the last week is around five hours? my friend, you need help.

since it's me, I don't need help.

#most of it has been genuine forgetfulness/zoning out and 'oh it's 2am' #but like. last night i was lying awake hungry as anything bc all I had was dinner and not a great deal of that. if id been in a house on my #own i would've hopped up and got smth but i couldn't in case of disturbing grandma #(I have since purchased things that I will store near my bed that I can either take out of there #or leave them there for any such emergencies. if you call them emergencies. sometimes if i can't handle eating normally if i can't see what #im eating i can manage that - makes it less real somehow.) #honestly tho i am shocked by how immediately all my carefully created routines have fallen apart tbh #should i talk to my lecturer at uni who does the 12-2 class? to check she's ok with me eating in class? bc otherwise i will likely not eat #anything before dinnertime. probably skip breakfast #i don't know. i don't know anything. i love my course i love it so much and i don't know how i'll handle it #but i don't think i'd handle not doing it #idk im just so tired man #depression does a number on you frfr #okay that's it im turning on the heater finding some music and doing a lil dance. see if i feel better. maybe try a bit of hot water with #ginger or smth livening in it. i do want to try that. something to wake you up. ive been in a dead depressed limbo for five hours straight #and done nothing of use #tw ed #good news tho i find my anxiousness overall reduces the more depressed i am xD idk why lol #personal #puddleglum hours

[smallest-moon]

just thinking about kaveh (yes again) and how i think he'd love to study the chasm, to be able to fiddle and learn about the rocks and minerals there

it would be a perfect place to learn about steadier foundations, how to work with different types of rocks and how to best combine them, after all he needs such knowledge to continue to improve his architecture (not to mention more inspiration and a million other things he could learn). really what better way to learn about such things than the land of geo?

also thinking about how zhongli would still be the geo archon and is still working as a consultant and that is how he ends up being kaveh's guide through the chasm and the rest of liyue

they get along extremely well, which taking turns going on deep tangents about whatever subject comes about while the other listens and attentively (and in kaveh's case when the subject is very particular, taking frantic notes)

during this trip, kaveh was extremely worried about his expenses and made sure to budget everything as this was not a cheap journey but he figured that it would be worth it all in the end

and zhongli was extremely observant, he had noticed this and it he finally understands one night when after dinner (paid by zhongli) kaveh got drunk and spilled his heart out to the man it was so easy to talk to him for some reason

this made zhonglis heart stirr even more at this point, he'd already been captivated by the architects sunny personality and deep heart so this made him come to a decision: he'd look out for kaveh

and so during the rest of the trip, he made sure to pay for everything leaving the younger man quite flustered and whenever he noticed the architect looking at something with an interested look he didn't hesitate to get him whatever it was

#listen what im saying here is sugar daddy zhongli okay? okay! glad we got this down #i just want kaveh to be cared for and loved and spoiled #and since kaveh and zhongli live in my head rent free i had to smash them together for my own personal reasons #said personal reasons is that it makes me happy #my other draft was getting stupidly long and somehow turning into a fic so i need you all to understand that i need to scream about this #im going to turn this into a fic its gonna happen in the near future believe me #as much as i crave validation i just know this is gonna be stupidly specfic to get any but im happy with my choices #genshin impact #kaveh #zhongli #kavli #zhongveh #i have no idea what to call this but i like zhongveh #mine.

[snekdood]

oh you want to force the label "butch" on to me? well looks like its time to go back to strictly fucking cis men

#damn and i was really comin around too! too bad ig. yall know whats best or whatever you need to tell yourselves. #im a man. call me a gay man before you think of calling me that shit. call me EVERY slur one would call a gay man before ever calling me #ANYTHING NEAR a fucking lesbian of ANY variety. #i will stab women to prove a point to you until you fuck off. #we'll never be seen as equal to cis ppl till yall stop forcing identities on to people. literally doing the exact same shit cis ppl #do to me already but bc you tell yourself you're above it and woke n shit suddenly you're somehow different. fuck the entire fuck off. #until you can look at me and see me as just a fucking dude. we will never have equality. until you're able to STOP trying to see me as #ANYWHERE NEAR adjacent to women- we- as trans people- will never have equality. #and no i dont think that means lesbian = basically just women but it does subconsciously in plenty of yalls minds. #otherwise why tf would someone be saying trans men/butch as if they're equivalents? why cant you just say trans men? #or better yet and more accurate would be trans men and/or butches. bc otherwise using a dash in between trans man and butch #means you think they're the same thing and just different phrases for the same thing. thats what it means to use that dash #like that. #yall make being a stealth trans guy sound so much more appealing. if as soon as i mention im trans you start thinking #'butch' or 'afab' subconsciously and go on about the struggles of afabs or whatever then ig that means i gotta be stealth and never reveal #that im trans ever tf again bc yall STILL dont fucking get it.

[rosicheeks]

OMG! OMG! OMG!

I never thought I would see a video of you singing! You are so beautiful. Your voice is amazing! To see your cuteness while you sing is wonderful. Those cheeks! Your face is so expressive, and your shoulder roll was so fun. Those freckles! and that giggle at the end...(big sigh)...

The sound I made when I saw the ask about it was not as embarrassing as the sound I made when found that the video was still up. You have made me so happy with this. I know it's silly but I teared up listening to it because I had to close my eyes to stop from crying. This is so beautiful! You are so beautiful and it has nothing to do with how you look. Thank you Princess! Thank you!

#I know I’ve used this gif before #but this is literally me right now #I’m not OKAY #I’m a fucking mess right now actually #I’ve had a really bad day and to see all the positivity and kind words about my singing video is literally making my day #I’ve thought about making a TikTok specifically for singing videos and now I’m feeling a little more confidence about it 🥺 #still don’t know if I’ll ever do it #but it just sounds fun #I have a few duets that i sing by myself and I thought it would be fun to do both parts somehow #either do some sort of edit #or like different makeup on either side of my face and turn to the camera whatever character I’m singing (if that makes sense) #ok getting distracted #back to one of the sweetest asks I’ve ever received #same with the other ask from my dear 🌸 I’m going to keep this ask near and dear to my heart #this means more to me than I can ever express #like I’m going to screenshot both of these asks and save them for a sad day and when I need a pick me up #I said before but I’ll say it again voice compliments are one of my favorites #I’m speechless and I don’t know what to say anymore tbh #you are way way WAY to kind to me 😭 I don’t deserve all these lovely words #thank you so much for this ask and being such a sweetie #can’t imagine anyone tearing up over me singing popular tbh 🥺😭 #that’s just so sweet #maybe I’ll have to sing one of my super sad ballads and see if I can make you sob #some of the songs I sing to myself hit my heart really deeply so I sometimes cry while singing them #also ‘you are so beautiful and it has nothing to do with the way you look’ hold on I need a fucking minute #I’m sobbing again #thank you so so so so so much #idk how much longer I’ll keep the video up cause face but go enjoy it while it’s there 😇 #fav asks #sweet asks