Sometimes I'll go on Instagram and post a picture of Saturn Devouring his Son or something on my story and say "how I feel rn" and some random overly familiar stranger will ask what the fuck is wrong with me.
I much prefer tumblr, where random acceptably familiar strangers will reblog without commentary or simply say "mood" or "me" in the tags.
I love Star Trek cause you’ll see a screen shot with no context and think “this is homosexual activity” and then with context it’s somehow even more gay. They somehow beat themselves at their own game every time
i’m drawing icarus and apollo waltzing for my illustration class and my professor told me to make the dip more dramatic because “the sun god should not support icarus in his fall” like you fool. you absolute buffoon. you think apollo didn’t support icarus? you think apollo didn’t shine down on icarus every day, even in that accursed tower, offering him what little warmth could be found in such a prison? you think daedalus would’ve founded a temple to the sun god if he was malicious in his compliance in icarus’ death? icarus wouldn’t have flown so close if the sun wasn’t so welcoming, so loving, so captivating. if the sun was cold and uncaring, icarus would not have burned. it was not apollo’s fault icarus fell. he could not curb his warmth, just like how icarus could not curb his curiosity. apollo loved icarus as much as icarus loved him, and that is why their story is so tragic. apollo was not a malicious force in icarus’ death, the fates were, and that was out of both of their controls. do not slander his name like this.
I think Freminet has some of the most interesting dissonance in his self perception of any Genshin character.
Like, of the Hearthlings we know, he's one of the most emotionally mature and intelligent. Lynette might still have him beat, but after playing her hangout... I dunno. I think they're tied. Lyney is Crumbling, Alrecchino is. Well. Arlecchino. Everyone else is a deeply traumatized child or adult and Freminet seems to pretty regularly be people's emotional support. His character stories talk about getting his vision by saving a bunch of other kids on a dive that went bad. The Selkie event literally had him being a therapist for a grownass woman, citing his past experiences with all the other Hearthlings that have died or killed themselves. And he handled that situation WELL. Yeah, he seems to live in a fantasy, but goddamn he's alive and a lot of people in his position aren't so clearly something is working.
Either his or Lyney's character story talks about the time Freminet had reached out to Lyney to try to ease his burdens, which resulted in Lyney blowing up at him. That probably contributed to Freminet thinking he's not good at it, but I think the reason Lyney reacted so badly was BECAUSE Freminet is actually a good support. He can't allow himself that from the little brother he's supposed to protect.
Freminet seems to both cry and dissociate often, but like... Kiddo you are in fact the only person in this family actually processing your emotions. Lynette dissociates 24/7. Arlecchino. Lyney lies and tells everyone he's fine and would literally rather die than admit otherwise. In comparison, Freminet is doing FANTASTIC
Freminet also gets a lot out of helping people! Like anyone, he needs to feel useful and needed. He seems to be an excellent mentor to the younger Hearthlings and perfectly competent on his own, but when you put him in a room with Lyney and Lynette who baby him and insist that THEY take care of HIM, he withdraws into himself.
Like, Freminet by himself feels like a young man and Freminet with the magician twins feels like a teenager. I have no idea how old he actually is. Logically, he would be OLDER than them! He's been with the House much, much longer and his experience shows. I think it's fascinating that they love him SO MUCH and yet, they just Cannot let him help them. Which is hurting him.
(Lynette is much better about not babying him and that is probably why their relationship is so much better than Freminet and Lyney's. Also why she keeps having to mediate between them. Because Lyney charges off trying to Fix Everything and that just makes Freminet feel useless and he doesn't want to get in the way and- you get the point)
Idk. It's hard to tell what things the previous director said to him vs what Arlecchino has said to him. I'm inclined to think our Arlecchino was the one that said he cries too much, but in a "crying in front of your enemies will get you killed" way and she herself is too fucked up to realize how "you cry too much" could be damaging.
Also I try not to consider gameplay stuff when it comes to story, but Freminet also has some of the most BRUTAL animations. He SMASHES HIS EMOTIONAL SUPPORT METAL PENGUIN INTO HIS ENEMY'S FACE. He doesn't think he's the most amazing fighter, and by Fatui standards he probably isn't, but he is winning fights against most grown men.
Tldr Freminet thinks he cries too much and is a burden and isn't good at helping people when he's actually the most mentally stable Hearthling send tweet
🎒 What items do you typically keep on your hotbar? (what order?)
⚒ Do you play with or without mods? Which mods do you use?
👕 What does your current skin look like?
🌷TULIPS!!!! wel... allium is pretty nice too but i love love red tulips <333
🍗 ough literally whatever..... i usually stick to carrots though? if im feeling fancy i'll farm some steak tho :D (i do play modded a Lot though & farmers delight food is just. ough. amazing.)
🏛 hmmm.. like. simple medieval? spruce wood stone bricks... that sorta stuff !!
🎒 pickaxe / sword / axe / shovel / empty spaces / food / bow <- it is like that all the time unless im building and need more slots for blocks !!
⚒ MODS MY BELOVD!!! i made a modpack with like.. 40 or so mods that i love playing in so much.... favs are farmers delight, chipped and decorative blocks !!! minimap and map mods are a godsend also. and easy emerald tools ough ough. i literally Only mine with amethyst in that world.
👕 ooh!!! fun question lemme see if i can grab it
here !! i made it in skindex <3 mechanic w green dyed hair & blue gloves hehe
always enjoyed the Chess Set In The Foreground perspective framing used here
now also noting like, huh, a chess set in a general store just visited by marigold competitors who killed one of their guys and are now on the way back from their rendezvous point w/suppliers
> i’m 8teen and autistic, number one 8:11 fan ever!
> i use slurs that i can reclaim. even if i don’t use them here please don’t bother being on my blog if that upsets you.
> i block freely and don’t really have a dni criteria just don’t be a fucking weirdo nd we’re good! i don’t mind minors sixteen and above on my blog because i don’t post any nsfw or anything. just know you aren’t my target demographic. >_<
> i’ll mainly use this to post art and different rambles about my special interests. speaking of interests here’s a list :3
a list of my freak interests ( blue = hyperfix )
8:11, the magnus archives, hermitcraft, minecraft story mode, general horror, sally face, jujutsu kaisen, hell’s paradise, chainsaw man, psychology and philosophy, bugs, plants, religious symbolism, dream interpretation, percy jackson, magnus chase, mythology, dungeons and dragons, baldurs gate three, five nights at freddy’s, resident evil, silent hill, original characters, mad father and games like it, fear and hunger, don’t hug me i’m scared, jesters and clowns, ancient greece and rome, bungo stray dogs, honkai star rail, and a lot more.
> my tag list is as follows ( will be updated )
#freaky — my art
#drool emoji — reblogs and other things that i like
#omens deranged ramblings — general rambles
#i hate rich people — hate rants about billionaires