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rockroselazuli · 9 months

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TOA Anniversary Munday

Celebrating TOA and the people who contribute to make our group what it is.

Repost, don't reblog. Only fill in what you feel comfortable sharing!

Happy anniversary, TOA! Here's to many more years spent together.

Tagging: myself

Name: rai

Pronouns: he/him

Birthday (no year): december 28th

Where are you from? What is your time zone?: colorado! mountain time zone

Roleplay experience: ooooohh my god um. like 15 years maybe?? most recently on twt. i used to rp on tumblr back in high school though and i'm SO glad to be back cause i missed it. rping on twt is awful i need to be able to write three thousand words in one post

Got any pets?: my kitty selkie :)

Favorite time of year: autumn.. i love pretty leaves and comfortable weather and halloween and pumpkin flavored things god bless

Some interests and things you like: drawing, audio drama podcasts, birds, sugar, cosplaying, horror

Some funfacts & trivia about you:

i collect plushies

i have 14 tattoos and my next one is gonna be grima

i write original stories and someday i'm gonna make a webcomic

What non-Fire Emblem games do you play?: pokemon, animal crossing, other miscellaneas things

Favorite Pokemon type & Pokemon: type is flying & pokemon is absol. my absolute belovedoh my god that was not supposed to be a pun

How did you get into Fire Emblem?: my childhood friend was really into radiant dawn and told me all about it and then i mentioned it to my dad and he was like "oh yeah fire emebeleme i wanted to try out one of those games" so he bought radiant dawn bc it was the one i talked about and. we did not know it was a sequel for the longest time.

What Fire Emblem games have you played?: 7, 9 & 10, 11 & 12, 13, 14, 16, 17

First Fire Emblem game: radiant dawn

Favorite Fire Emblem game: awakening

Any Fire Emblem crushes? 😳: g.. gregorgy. also sephiran and naesala. and rafal why is gregory the only human here

If you’ve played the following games, who was your first S support? Who would you S support nowadays?

- Awakening: tharja. now i would gaius if i wasn't so attached to him being inigo's father always

- Fates: silas. now uhhh mmmm?? m. i don't know WAIT. keaton

- Three Houses: i don't remember?????? what the fuck. um. oh nevermind it was claude lmao of course it was claude. and i would do it again

- Engage: no one i uh. seem to have completely missed the chance somehow. anyway i'm going for alfred this time cause alfred/alear is everythign to me

Favorite Fire Emblem class: KINSHI KNIGHT but basically just archers in general. and DANCERS i love them

If you were a Fire Emblem character, what would be your class?: um.. idk but i'd like to think i'd be the donnel archetype cause aptitude is my only chance

If you were a Three Houses character, what would be your affiliation?: golden deer!!

If you were an Engage character, which Emblem would you Engage with?: either micaiah bc i like her or um. yeah. i would go with claude also but not when the Other Two are in there can you imagine the bickering

How did you find TOA?: a couple of my mutuals on twt are here!! waves at them

Current TOA muses: yeehaw

Who was your first TOA muse? If you don’t have them anymore, could you see yourself picking them up again?: not toa but my first fire emblem muse ever was volug. yeah i could write him again

Have you had any other TOA muses?: not yet but stay tuned

Do you think you have a type of character you gravitate towards?: yeah lmao. i've got a couple archetypes that hit me like a train every time

What do you believe you enjoy writing the most?: characters with weird ass emotions

Favorite TOA-related memory: i haven't even been here a month yet but this event is really fun

How do you pronounce TOA? 🤔: just the letters lol

Got any delusions that didn’t see the light of day that you’d like to share? 😉: back when i was on twtrp i kinda wanted to pick up ashe but then. i didn't. because ferp on twt is a nightmare and ashe was a popular character (i was cyril. safe in my little bubble)

#×{{ ooc }}#{{ i literally just got here but hi everyone }}

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ootahime · 3 years

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what is utahime’s role in the future? — a prediction (manga spoilers)

part 1 (unedited)

I WAS ABOUT TO POST IT BUT I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED IT AND I WAS SO HURT FR!!!!! I HAD REWRITE THIS ENTIRE THING </33

part 2 is here!

in this post, i will be analyzing the information we’ve been given about utahime so far to form a prediction about her future role in the jujutsu kaisen series. if you’re as interested in utahime’s character as i am, please feel free to keep reading :3 (i’ll also be talking about her relationship with gojo a bit too)

soukatsu_ on twt!

kaikaikitan on twt!

utahime iori is a semi-grade 1 sorcerer working as a student supervisor/teacher at kyoto jujutsu high school. she loves drinking beer and going to karaoke. she’s also close friends with shoko and she’s not particularly fond of gojo most of the time. what else do we know about her?

hates sweets (funny she’s the complete opposite of gojo)

she’s great at singing and it’s a huge part of her technique

squabbling with gojo became a reflex :3

everyone absolutely adores utahime

loves watching soccer and baseball

a terrible drunk (worse than naobito zenin)

gojo is her main source of stress

let’s dive into her personality and abilities!

chapter 65

before i get into it, i think it’d be best if i were to explain the timeline because a lot of people seem to be confused about this one particular thing. utahime is born on february 18th, 1987. contrary to popular belief, she is not 3 years older than gojo. it is november 2018 in the story because gojo was sealed on halloween. if gojo was born on december 7th, 1989, that would mean that right now, he is only 28 years old. he has yet to turn 29.

the year is 2007. gojo satoru is a second year at tokyo jujutsu high school. the japanese school year begins in april which suggests that gojo is only 17 at the time (even if it’s not april, it doesn’t look like winter yet so it’s unlikely that he’s already 18). utahime is 20 because it is past february. she is a 2nd grade sorcerer at the age of 20. that’s not bad at all!

chapter 65 introduces young utahime and mei on a mission together within a cursed site. in real time, they’ve been gone for two days which is a cause of concern for gojo, shoko, and geto because the two haven’t contacted anyone since the beginning of their mission. the two begin to suspect something is wrong because the hallway markers they’ve set in place disappeared, and no matter how far they travel within the halls, the end is nowhere in sight. mei theorizes that the cursed spirit is overlapping the space as they travel forward. utahime agrees with this speculation and proposes a plan to escape the cursed spirit’s grasp by moving erratically. notice how she says that if one of them should escape, they can try to attack from the outside or call for help. if utahime was not capable of inflicting damage on anything then she would have told mei to escape and attack if she can while she waited to be rescued. however, she didn’t. she included herself in the sentence which leads me to believe that she is capable of going on the offense if needed.

keep in mind that at this point in time, mei is a grade 1 sorcerer. she is knowledgeable about all things involving jujutsu because she is experienced and skillful. we can see this aspect of her character illustrated when she theorizes that the cursed spirit is messing with the space they’re in. she chooses to go with utahime’s plan because she agrees that it’s the best action moving forward. this verifies that utahime is an intelligent girl that’s able to get along with pretty much anyone.

her intellect is demonstrated once again in chapter 79. she was able to deduce the possibility of there being more than one traitor and the fact that one is probably a higher up. she also narrowed down the mechamaru as the mole of kyoto not because he was acting suspicious but by process of elimination. she thought thoroughly of his technique and how easy it would be for him to manipulate devices small enough to be undetectable.

sure you can argue that she should already know all her students’ abilities and whatnot but you have to admit that it’s hard trying to sniff out the traitor when no one is acting suspicious. in addition to that, how did she know that there was a traitor in the top brass? i would have never guessed that tbh LOL (maybe bc im an idiot).

okay, now that we have established that she’s intelligent, let’s answer a more important question. is utahime weak?

chapter 33

if gojo calls utahime weak, does that mean there is some truth to it? well it is true that she is weaker than him because he’s the strongest and all. in my opinion, he’s just teasing her. he probably found that calling her weak is what really riles her up. maybe i’ll talk about why he loves teasing her so much in a later post. but anyway, gojo calls everybody and their mom weak. he even said jogo was weak and we know how powerful that guy is. gojo’s words alone do not indicate much about utahime’s power. in fact, i don’t even think he has seen her use her technique yet. he’s probably only ever heard of how it works. this is what i think their conversation about her technique was like:

gojo: hm? ur cursed technique is singing? can u show me?

utahime: what! no way!

gojo: why not?

*one of the classmates tells him that she can only use her CT once in a while because it consumes a lot of energy*

gojo: hahaha! u have to conserve cursed energy to use ur CT? why are u so weak, utahime?

utahime: i! am! your! senpai! respect! me!

what i’m trying to say is that gojo loves poking fun of people. we should not believe him when he calls someone weak because compared to him, everyone is weak.

this is a little off topic but let’s examine him telling her, “and you don’t have the nerves, utahime.” i think he’s trying to say that there’s no way she’ll ever do something like that because she’s not the type to put her students in danger. remember the soft expression and relieved smile on her lips when she said that she was glad the students were safe after the kyoto incident? gojo was directly in front of her so not only did he hear her say that, but he could have seen the look on her face too. even if he told her that she didn’t have the guts to betray the school to get on her nerves, he knew that utahime simply cared too much about the students so he ruled her out as a suspect right away. this is why he ultimately decided to confide in her and ask her to help him.

i’m a person who loves over-analyzing things. i really enjoy the dynamic between gojo and utahime. they’ve known each other for more than 11 years and although they always bicker, there is an unspoken feeling of trust between the two. gojo can do anything and everything by himself because he is truly the strongest person alive, but he still knows when to rely on others. him deciding to entrust utahime with such a job implies that he believes in utahime’s abilities.

chapter 52

she’s not using any cursed energy here--not to our knowledge at least. this is just pure skill. she was able to swiftly evade the swing from haruta. he was surprised himself considering the fact that he was right behind her. how do we know her CT isn’t speed? after haruta swung at her, we can see that some of her hair got cut off. if she was using her CT then speed should be her specialty. she should have been able to completely avoid the attack altogether but she didn’t. of course this isn’t a wow moment because jujutsu sorcerers should know how to dodge attacks, however, i’m just trying to get the point across that she’s not a defenseless person without her technique or others. let’s not forget that semi-grade 1 isn’t a weak rank either. you can’t simply be recommended to be a grade 1 sorcerer if you only can support others.

chapter 48

i want to bring up this panel. it suggests that utahime and takuma are sorcerers who have not experienced black flash and therefore, do not understand the essence of cursed energy as well as those who have like gojo and nanami. i find it strange how takuma and utahime were used to represent sorcerers who haven’t experienced it yet. is the purpose to demonstrate that there is a clear difference in skill between adult sorcerers like utahime and takuma compared to gojo and nanami? i could be nitpicking but the order of todo’s statement doesn’t line up with the sorcerers being shown. let me explain in depth. todo starts off by saying, “for those who have experienced black flash as compared to those who have not...” wouldn’t it make more sense to show gojo and nanami on the right side to represent sorcerers who have experienced black flash? that was mentioned first, after all. gojo and nanami should appear when todo says “for those who have experience black flash” while utahime and takuma should be shown right after to personify the second part, “as compared to those who have not.” i’m just making it more complicated than it actually is LOLOL i’m sure it really just means they haven’t experienced black flash yet, which is completely fine. i also find it fascinating how they used utahime to contrast gojo. with nanami and takuma it makes sense. nanami is someone takuma looks up to, he wants to gain nanami’s approval before he deems himself worthy of a promotion. what about utahime and gojo? what’s the purpose of comparing those two together when it’s obvious that gojo knows more about the essence of cursed energy more than anyone else? i might be delusional whoops

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let me know what you guys think? this is only a part 1 so i haven’t gotten around to answering the question. i’m pretty much done with the second part, i just need to revise it a little. i think after i post part 2, i’ll try to interpret all the gojo and utahime moments in the manga >.<

#gojohime #gouta #gojo x utahime

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not-really-recovering · 3 years

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i’m bored so i’m going to do all 30 days if this i think. have fun reading if you decide to read this.

DAY 1: Height-5’7” CW-138lbs GW1-130lbs UGW-115lbs

DAY 2: i’m 5’7”, i’m sorry of insecure abt my height bc i feel too tall bc my friends are short but also i’m tall so i can be a brighter weight and still be skinnyish

DAY 3: my thinspo is kendall jenner, it’s cliche but she’s just perfect and we have sort of similar body shapes, hers is just better. also the monster energy can girl who’s leg is smaller than the can, that’s my goal

DAY 4: i’m afraid that when i loose weight i’ll have also lost my already thin hair. i’m also afraid that i’ll still look the same to me even if i’m down a lot

DAY 5: i want to loose weight for control over something and so that i’m not the fat friend/cousin like i currently am, i hate it. i’m doing it for me and also for society to not hate me

DAY 6: i binge. i think i do it bc i’m bored tbh

DAY 7: no they don’t bc they will stop me

DAY 8: haha i wish i worked out

DAY 9: yeah my family, doctors, an ex and a few others have made comments here and there abt my weight and it sucked

DAY 10: I gave up soda and now don’t even like the taste. i also gave up my happiness and the ability to eat without crying

DAY 11: i don’t really have one tbh, they get deleted so quick that i haven’t made an emotional attachment with any

DAY 12: breakfast- black coffee and maybe cereal, lunch- nuggets or tortilla pizza, dinner- whatever my mom makes, snacks- lots of popsicles

DAY 13: unhealthy

DAY 14: 115lbs, unrealistically halloween but realistically christmas time

DAY 15: i was vegetarian for 2 years and only eat chicken now as my only meat. it used to be more helpful when i was able to cook for myself but sometimes it would have been easier to get a plain chicken breast for dinner when out tbh. so not really sure deal for weight loss but doesn’t really hinder it

DAY 16: i first worried abt my weight when i was 9, but really developed my ed at like 13 (i’m 18 now)

DAY 17: i’m not properly diagnosed bc i can’t recover yet but i think i do, if not i have hardcore disordered eating

DAY 18: PIZZA! i love it and can’t resist it no matter how hard i try

DAY 19: 5hrs ago (dinner- 4 nuggets, ketchup, 1/2 cup watermelon (yes i eat like a toddler))

DAY 20: i forget the name of it but it was slightly higher calories which was nice to do during the school year so i still had energy but could loose weight

DAY 21: medium for most clothing, normally i get a large/xl so it’s oversized. 8/10 for jeans at american eagle lol

DAY 22: 131.8lbs. i gained weight bc i moved and lost motivation and then covid hit so i was surrounded by family so i gained back up (160lbs) but am almost there again

DAY 23: obviously, media sucks most the time tbh

DAY 24: i think that it was bad in 2016 and on twt bc they truly are pro, but i feel like most people i see on tumblr now aren’t actually pro, they just want a community and to feel seen and safe. i think that no one should try to force an ed on anyone at all though, it’s one thing to find a community but to drag others in is bad (if you see pro ed stuff on my page, please tell me what it is so i can remove it. i tried to remove any pro stuff i could find from my page. i won’t remove my stats though bc those are rare and i use those to track my progress, that’s my only slightly pro thing hopefully)

DAY 25: i tried, i don’t have a gag reflex though

DAY 26: being skinny enough that i can wear what i want and eat what i want and have a partner that won’t struggle to pick me up

DAY 27: by binging lol, idk i just try to avoid it as much as possible

DAY 28: yessss, it’s been my goal since i found out what it was, it would be amazing. also no thigh chafing during shorts season

DAY 29: beauty is in everyone. it is what makes each person special and unique. i think everyone is beautiful in their own way. please remember you are beautiful and that beauty can be exemplified even more with confidence in yourself. care for yourself as much as you can, everyone is beautiful.

DAY 30: my stats are still the same and my 10 facts:

i’ve moved 8 times

i graduated valedictorian but still can’t spell

i have a boston terrier named sweet potato pie

i prefer to go by the name sam

my pronouns are she/her

i love going to concerts, my fav has been the 1975 and my next ones are Bleachers and Harry Styles

i tried to recover 2 years ago and totally failed

my best friend first talked to me just bc her dad said she wouldn’t and it was friendship since then

my favorite color is green (even before it was trendy) and my room is painted green

i’m going to college in less than 2 months

thank you to everyone that read all that. i love you all. please stay safe and recover if you can. i’m always here to talk. stay safe everyone!

#anna #tw ed stuff #pro ania #anarecia #ed tricks #tw ed behavior #tw ed content #ana relapse #not pro just using the tags

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ich-lese-fanfiction · 4 years

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LGBTQA+ Headcanons Day 11: Hetalia: Current Nations (+ HRE & Prussia)

(Disclaimer, these are my own opinions. Also not doing every single chara. I also take these way too seriously and think them out way too hard... Also we are talking about countries here so plz don't take this too seriously...)

America: Bi. Honestly, everyone might be pan at this point although we don't know for sure but like... I'm just going off the fact that America seems to have a very close relationship to Japan but I think he does still find girsl cute although idek since non of the countries he often hangs out with are female...

China: just gonna mention him here because he does have a history of crossdressing but I don't really had any headcanons for him that I feel would fit his chara...

France: Pan. He loves all beautiful ppl and like, in the early days, ppl were saying he was probs bi but I think nowadays the fandom mostly sees him as pan...

Japan: Gay(?)... I'm a bit hesitant... but he would definitely be in the closet... but he and America hang out a lot and then there is the 3some with the other Axis members so like...

Germany: Gay. If he was HRE before, I would say bi... he seems to be totally open to being in a relationship with Italy however, he becomes very flustered about these things...

HRE: Mentioned here with the fact that if the Germany is HRE theory is true, he would be bi because he does have that very cute relationship with Chibitalia so like...

Italy: Bi or pan... I forgot if he knew he was a guy before puberty or not but I think he knew? Anyways, like France, he flirts with a lot of girls. But we ain't gonna forget HRE and Chibitalia's relationship and Italy, although oblivious might have feelings for Germany too...

Prussia: Bi. He has feelings for Italy (Hetafacts made a whole video about it) but we all know his unrequited love for Hungary too...

New Zealand: Honestly, I know he's male but I can totally see him being a demiboy... or just a feminine boy (I can't use femboy anymore because the twt ppls are saying it's offensive...)

Vietnam: Bi... this one is more of a stretch since cute can mean quite a lot of things but Thailand and Taiwan are potential love intrests so...

Wanted to mention that Toto (Thailand's elephant) is apparently a girl

Taiwan: Lesbian? For her maybe feelings fof Taiwan?? Also gets attracted to Ukraine (although most of the girls automatically seem to have a thing for Ukraine...)

Finland: Maybe gay? He doesn't reciprocate Sweden's feelings for him but he's still open to the whole kids idea and is also very close to Estonia...

Sweden: Canonically gay. Only for Finland tho :p

Denmark: Gay... like... the interactions he has with Norway kinda just screams gay to me...

Poland: Gay. We ain't gonna forget that Poland might have feelings for Lithuania...

Greece: Bi or pan. He has a lot of sex. He also might hav had sex with Japan...

Turkey: Bi. Implied to have feelings for Japan and did have feelings for Ancient Greece before her death...

Spain: Gay or bi (since I can't remember if he flirts with girls or not)... He and Austria were married once... also he wanted to marry Chibitalia although now he wants to marry Romano so like...

Romano: Bi. Flirts with some girls, had a crush on Belgium but his relationship with Spain is... complicated...

Hungary: Bi. She used to be Austria's wife and seems to have feelings for him still but as a tomboy who used to think she was a guy, she's still pretty manly and seems open to female relationships... Also like... I still cannot get over the Halloween thing where Hungary dressed up as the prince and got Austria to dress up as the princess... that was really cute...

Austria: Bi... or Pan... or just doesn't care as long as it solves the problem cause he likes using marriage as a way to solve disputes... Like... he's married Spain and Hungary and maybe France too so...

#hetalia world twinkle #hetalia world stars #axis powers hetalia #hetalia axis powers #hetalia #headcanons #headcanon #lgbt headcanons #lgbt #lgbtqa+#lgbtqa #lgbtq

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machigattaneko-blog · 6 years

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An early Munday thing - muse stuff under the cut

Name: Phoenix Gender: Genderfluid Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Blonde Relationship: Polyamorous here but yes in one relationship (engaged) Zodiac: Aquarius Favorite Color: Purple Favorite Season: Fall Favorite Place: The safety of indoors? lol I don’t really have one. Favorite Holiday: Halloween Favorite Video Game: ....There’s so many TwT I guess currently Kingdom Hearts Last show you watched: Free!! Where do you live? UT :/ Been here for a bit over a year and just ugh. How old are you? 22 Who is your favorite author? Haha as if I read Android, iphone, Windows, other? Iphone all the way What are you currently listening to? On my Own by Ashes Remain Who are your favorite blogs? Fuck - @mckeitbeautiful @terraluminosa @legacybcrn @sydneyreturn Last video game you played? Kingdom Hearts Remix (i forget the name of the one I’m on) Do you have any pets? No. :( I mean my sister who renting a room from has two dogs so I mean does that count? lol What is a place you want to see on your bucket list? London Do you cosplay/ if yes what is your current favorite? No but I want to! Seriously wanna cosplay Yuri!! What was the last movie you saw in theaters? The Incredibles 2

What’s your honest opinion about your muse? He’s a lil shit and a pain in the ass but he’s adorable and just because he comes off as rude doesn’t actually mean he hates you. But a complete pain in the ass.

What are your favorite kinds of threads? All of the types! Honestly I like them all.

Are you a selective roleplayer? Yes I am

What made you decide to join the fandom? Honestly? Just Yuri in general. I really wanted to rp him and I finally got a blog up for him.

Do you see yourself staying with the fandom for a long time? I hope so.

What's one thing you dislike about your Muse? I don’t dislike him but sometimes rping him can become difficult just because of how he is with other people cause he’s just a pain lol

Any headcanons about your muse? Mm... He’s actually scared on letting someone get actually close to him cause he’s built these walls so long ago that he really hasn’t let anyone get close to him besides his own family. Even though he does want someone or all the people he enjoys being around to break down those walls he just can’t seem to make it easy for them? idk

One thing you love about your Muse: He isn’t afraid to speak his mind. He got a problem with you? Haha he’s gonna say it to your face without a fuck given. He’s protective over the people he cares about. Sure he picks on Yuuri and stuff but if you fuck with that boy Yuri is gonna fuck you up. Ok? ok.

Favorite moment from your Muse's canon, and why: Probably when Otabek rescued Yuri from his fans and Otabek asked to his friend or something like that. It really made Yuri open his eyes I believe because no one actually asked to his friend before. And I also like how he start off hating Yuuri (jealousy is a bitch huh, Yuri?) but he actually started to like the other. I don’t there’s so much that gave his character such good stuff

Why you began RPing: Uuuuh. I liked writing and my friends from middle school actually got me to write stories with them with canon characters so that’s where it started. And then I liked it a lot and moved onto the internet on facebook (we don’t talk about those days tho) and then I was introduced to tumblr. I just enjoyed it. I enjoy writing with other people than myself and I improve better too.

An OTP with your Muse in it (if you have any): Well fuck again. I’ll just put the general Otabek x Yuri. Though there’s like many that tie with that.

A NOTP with your Muse in it (if you have any): Any that involves him with a girl? Cause I’m sorry he’s gay af and you can’t change my mind on that.

Favorite part of RPing: Getting to know the muns behind the muse! Interacting with them and becoming friends even maybe??

Any RPers the Mun admire: @mckeitbeautiful Honestly I was so scared to interact with you and talk with you cause I just love you’re writing and you have all this experience and I just sometimes felt like you are just outta my league lol. But I admire you a lot <3

A talent of the Mun's (besides RPing, of course!): Does being socially awkward as fuck count? Ehh... I honestly don’t know? I tend to nitpick myself with everything so.. haha even my writing and character portrayal.

Is there anything challenging about writing your muse?: Like it says above he’s a pain and he’s a pain to deal with. A muse has to understand how Yuri works otherwise they may fight or that said muse could just not bother and leave. Yuri curses a lot and it’s just his way of expression. He doesn’t really care if what he says or does bothers another. And he clearly doesn’t think about consequences. He also feels like he can’t trust a lot of people and that’s makes it harder to let people get close to him but hey it’s a working progress. Do you have any roleplaying pet peeves?: Haha who doesn’t?! When someone clearly hasn’t read my rules, when people don’t cut their posts, you make someone a starter and like TWo months later it hasn’t been replied to (this hasn’t happened here but it happened on one of my old old blogs twice and I stopped doing starter calls on them. There’s a long list lol

What is your preferred roleplaying style and why? (semi para/para/mirror etc): All. I mean I usually make threads multi para on accident but I like to include thoughts, details and stuff so sometimes it can get long.

[Canon] Do you feel you stick to canon characteristics of your muse?: Honestly I try my best to and I hope I am cause it’s one of the things I can get really insecure about to be honest.

#outofthefairy #long post #i was bored and i looked at different memes and put them all together xD

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lostboysuga · 5 years

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He Sings In The Morning

also posted on wattpad, twt, and ao3

ao3 link

don't confuse pls !!

part one !!

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Taehyung was sitting on Hoseoks bed, trying to patiently wait as the older male continued to try and perfect his costume. He finally came out of the bathroom after almost 2 hours wearing all black and a headband. “What are you, a rat?” Taehyung asked, not quite sure what he was supposed to be.

Hoseok sighed and said, “I'm a mouse,” He pointed up at his ears, “Duh.”

“Oh. Well whatever, you took so long that we're late for the party now.” Taehyung deadpanned, scrolling through his phone.

“What seriously?! Why didn't you tell me?!” Hoseok scrambled to grab everything he needed, including car keys and wallet just in case. Taehyung just let himself get pulled along, not really seeming very interested, since he didn't even want to go, and Hoseok was just dragging him along.

They got into the car and drove up to the party a few miles away. The music was blasting and you could hear it even inside the car with all the windows up. Taehyung rolled his eyes and got out of the car with Hoseok following close behind.

They both entered the house and it looked as though the party truly was in full swing and they were nearing the “best part of the night” for those who actually go to parties. Hoseok ran off somewhere when he spotted his cousin, leaving Taehyung to navigate the party alone. He didn't mind it much, he just wished Hoseok wasn't such an airhead and realized that there are other people living in the world.

Taehyung knew he wouldn't last through this party without a drink so he went into the kitchen because that's usually where all the alcohol is in movies. Taehyung didn't know much about parties because he was kind of a loner. Hoseok and a few others were his only friends. But he liked it that way, better friends over more friends any day. Hoseok was his bestest friend in the whole wide world, and Taehyung liked it that way. He didn't really need anybody else.

He got a drink after being asked the ridiculous questions about what he wanted to drink as if he was at a legit bar. he didn't know what to ask for so he just asked for whatever would be best for the party. The girl that was making the drinks smirked and grabbed bunch of things that Taehyung could barely read what they were. She handed him a pink drink in a plastic cup, apologizing for not being able to put it in a glass.

Taehyung muttered a small thanks and walked away. Before he took a sip of his drink, and it smelled like straight vodka. But he got a hint of cranberry juice and realized he'd just been served a really strong cosmopolitan. “Jesus, what am I a fucking girl?” He said to himself, tempted to throw the drink out, but decided against it as he saw Hoseok flirting with some boy who probably was way older than him. Hoseok caught sight of Taehyung and shouted for him to come over.

He seemed to have met an oddly pale older boy dressed as a vampire. He seemed to have really natural looking makeup on, but when Taehyung got closer he realized that the boy wasn't wearing any makeup at all. Taehyung tried not to be weirded out by this and instead tried to make small talk.

“Enjoying yourself?” Taehyung asked monotonously, though trying his hardest not to sound like he wasn't interested. Truly this boy looked like he didn't want to be here either.

“Not hardly.” The older male replied.

“Me too. I'm Taehyung, by the way.” He outstretched his hand for the older boy to shake, and he did.

“I'm Yoongi. Nice to meet you.” Yoongi seemed to be a little too formal for Taehyung, which was odd only because of their surroundings. They were at a college Halloween party, but Yoongi seemed to be the only one here with a serious costume. He looked like a true vampire, fangs, cape, the whole nine yards.

“I really don't want to be here, but my best friend brought me so I had to come.”

“My apologies that you're not enjoying yourself. Perhaps we could go somewhere together?” Taehyung pondered this for a minute or so, and then finally glanced over at Hoseok, who was dancing with some random drunk dude. He knew either way he'd be left behind when Hoseok forgot about him and decided to run off with some guy.

“Sure. Wherever is fine as long as it's not here.” Yoongi reached for Taehyungs hand and Taehyung let him intertwine their fingers together. Yoongis hands were cold; really cold. Taehuyng didn’t want to ask why his hands were so cold, so he kept his mouth shut. They walked out, hand in hand, and in minutes the house was just a spec in the horizon. Yoongi led Taehyung, what seemed to be, miles away from the house, and away from Hoseok.

Eventually, they came what looked to be a forest, but it seemed very out of place, as it was right next to an apartment complex. But Taehyung wasn’t quite complaining, even if he was slightly afraid of Yoongi, as he’d seen too many crime shows and knew that forests were where you dumped dead bodies.

The came upon a very dark looking stone with a skull imprinted on it, and Taehyung was starting to get pretty freaked out. Just who was this dude? He was super creepy, that’s for sure. Yoongi mumbled some words that didn’t sound like English, but then the stone moved open like a door and and Yoongi led Taehyung inside. Taehyung was sufficiently frightened enough to go home now, but once they got inside, he wasn’t all that scared anymore.

It looked like a little underground cottage. It was kinda cute if Taehyung had to admit. “Is this where you live?” Taehyung asked, letting go of Yoongis hand and walking around to view everything Yoongi had inside of what Taehyung assumed to be his “house’’.

“This is in fact where I live. Do you like it?” Yoongi smiled as Taehyung walked all around Yoongis absolutely fascinating home. He didn’t quite know what it was about this place, but he really seemed to like it. Maybe it was that smell in the air… What was that smell? It was nothing like Taehyung had ever smelled before. He wasn’t sure what to call it or what to compare it to.

What was it about that smell that made him so light-headed? What even was in that fragrance? “What… Is… This..?” Taehyung then suddenly passed out from the scent looming through the air, while Yoongi remained completely unaffected by the scent, as he made it himself in the basement where he made potions and other concoctions. As a vampire, he was quite adept at brewing potions, despite many people thinking that potion-making was only for witches and wizards.

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Taehyung awoke in a red and black room,and not recognizing his surroundings, he began to panic. He shot up, and despite getting a headache from sitting up too fast, he didn’t care because he didn’t know where he was and that was a big problem. He began to scramble around the room, looking for clues as to where he was, but he couldn’t find anything. He tried to think about where he was last night, but his memory was so fogged, he couldn’t even remember who he left with. Did he really have that much to drink? He swore he only had 1 drink, and he didn’t even finish half of it.

Then, a voice came from behind the door to the room Taehyung was in, and it sounded so familiar. “If you keep making a ruckus, I won’t allow you to come out.” Who was it that had that voice? Who was it that he knew?

Then it hit him, and all his memories came flooding back in a flash. It gave him an even worse migraine. Hoseok, the party, Yoongi, the creepy door leading into Yoongis house in the forest. Everything. It made him fall backwards and onto his bottom. The owner of the voice who he now recognized as Yoongi asked if he was alright. When Taehyung responded, he opened the door as slowly as he could.

“”You!” Taehyung shouted. “What did you do to me?!”

“Quit your incessant shouting, I only changed your clothes!” Yoongi looked very irritated with Taehyung but the younger boy didn’t care. He was furious and didn’t believe Yoongi one bit. He looked down at his outfit and suddenly he looked exactly like Yoongi did; clad in black leather and a cape.

“Why am I dressed like you?!” Taehyung was so livid he wanted to just rip off the clothes he was in.

“Because you’re mine now.” He pointed to his own neck and smirked. Taehyung mirrored this action and felt two small holes in his neck, and his eyes went wide and he suddenly knew why he was so naturally pale, why he lived underground, why he knew how to make potions and turn them into aromas to knock people out.

“You… How could you..?”

“Because you’re beautiful.” Yoongi replied, placing his lips on Taehyungs. The younger male had no idea what to do and didn’t want to get knocked out again, so he kissed back. Yoongi smiled into the kiss and Taehyung tried his best to smile as well, but it came out as more of a grimace than anything even close to a smile. Yoongi pulled away and Taehyung tried his best to make his “smile” a little more believable. Yoongi smiled again and pecked his lips, so that was a good sign, saying that it had worked.

“Since you’re human, well, for a while anyway, you can go outside during the day, but you’ll get hotter easier and sweat more, so I’d suggest you stay here as often as you can. However, I will allow you to go out until you finally turn.”

“T- turn?! You bit me?!”

“I thought we already established this. I bit you to the point where you’d become a vampire and spend the rest of your days with me.”

“Why… Why would you do this to me..?”

“Because you’re the one, Taehyung.” The younger boy was taken aback by this statement, but tried to act as though he was okay with this. He knew he wouldn’t have any other choice anyway so there was no point in defying Yoongi at this point in time. And even if he wanted to, who would believe him? Hoseok surely wouldn’t believe him, even if he saw the bite marks.

He sighed and said, “How many days do I have?”

“At the very least a week. However it’s different for everyone. It could even take a month. I’d say be back here in at most 72 hours.”

“Okay…” Taehyung didn’t know how he could fix this, but he knew even if he wanted to, he couldn’t. It wasn’t like there was a potion to cure vampirism. And even if there was, there was no way Yoongi would give it to him, let alone even confirm there was a potion to cure it. “I’ll… Be back…” Taehyung tried to not let the tears pooling in his eyes fall, but he couldn’t help it. As he was leaving, where Yoongi couldn’t see his face, he let them fall, because this was probably the last time he’d be able to cry without Yoongi breathing down his neck.

Taehyung tried his best to find his way home, eventually getting to a main street and walking home. Truly, Yoongis cave wasn’t that far from Taehyung and Hoseoks shared apartment. He walked into the apartment, and hoped to God that Hoseok wasn’t there. Miraculously, he wasn't. Taehyung went straight to the bathroom to put bandaids on his neck, in hopes that it wouldn’t draw so much attention to the bite marks. He could always just say that they were pimples and be done with it.

Taehyung wondered how he’d get everything he cared about over to Yoongis, unsure of how much his few backpacks could carry. He had a suitcase as well, but he didn’t know if that would really help him at all. He did his best to get everything out, making it seem like he’d never even been there.

He took a suitcase and a backpack of his favorite outfits and filled the rest of his backpacks with books and all the empty journals he’d recently purchased, along with every single pen and pencil he owned. He wanted everything that would be important to him while living with Yoongi. Maybe he could start writing letters to nobody, asking them to please rescue him from Yoongi. He knew there was no point wasting paper like that, though, especially if he was going to spend the rest of eternity alive and with Yoongi.

He grabbed all of his practically all the way full bags, and went to leave his room. He stopped in the doorway to look back at his room. It was a skeleton of what it used to be, a ghost even. Hardly anything was in there except his computer and a few other items he didn’t care about. But all the photos of him and Hoseok since high school were in his suitcase. He couldn’t leave without them. He could live without them, without the memory that he was once human and had a wonderful life ahead of him.

He sighed as he began to cry again, and turned back towards the hallway, and walked out of the apartment, leaving his key on the counter.

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