#maybe ill draw that too sometime.

[fayzart136]

There's been so little time to share

We always had our loads to bear

I won’t forget

I won’t leave you this time

This time

#i relistened to TBI. Its still so damn good. #also yes i already drew this exact scene 4 years ago #but this time i actually know how to draw it like i see it in my head so. redraw! #tbi #the bifrost incident #the mechanisms #loki tbi #sigyn tbi #''die in peace'' ''die in honor'' is another strongg contender for moments that grip my heart btw #maybe ill draw that too sometime. #the mechs #the mechs tbi #art #artists on tumblr #sfw #blood cw

[ruporas]

in a mood (ID in alt)

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #doing straight up nothing with the bestie. really good activity of doing nothing #i mainly drew this just so i can test how itd be not drawing their faces bc i Love drawing their faces a little too much. #maybe ill throw them in a more intense situation next time i try it bc it just ended up focusing on wolfwood and his silly newspaper #he's reading the news... cruel happenings all around no mans land... have to keep up to know where to go next and where to avoid #but theres also some guy in the same room being distracting as hell. i think they can coexist without bothering each other but theyd #be so painfully aware of the other person... both of them usually have tended to their own space after all for years. ww especially i think #would be easily distracted with vash's presence bc he's spent 2 years thinking about him already (for his mission...) #and thinking about vash is a Little easier than dealing with his personal anguish #though it can definitely overlap too. and sometimes its not that bad. sometimes its just vash's hand feeling unexpectedly nice and gentle #ruporas art

[fleouriarts]

feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole

#hivemind tv #riley savage #graydon weaver #hmfcu #quadeca #jane remover #eden burke #my art #2023 #fanart #doodles #its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online #doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself #and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling #and come back and then the cycle repeats #its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard #so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)' #NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here #and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out #and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave #i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style #idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment #i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one” #or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it” #sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse #whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m #friends for a while i think #woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography

[slavhew]

19/01/2024

ice skating got cancelled

#sonic the hedgehog #sth #shadow the hedgehog #shadow #admin draws #fanart #the day when i drew this i wwas supposed to go ice skating but the rink closed due to it being 15 celsius all of a sudden #so instead i stayed home and drew this #its been too long since i drew a sunset so that had to be fixed #this is pretty different from what i imagined at first but it turned out nice despite that #actually very happy with it i just hope its readable. aka him skating on ice and leaving a puddle behind him #i might retry drawing this sometime and compare. who knows #i wanna try drawing the final fight between him and sonic from sa2 next #since i played that stage in generations like 4 times in a single sitting its sooooo fun and the music fucks #anyways. idk when this will be posted prolly like a week or so after i queue it. maybe ill have drawn that by then

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

examining your relationship with your art can be fun

but watch out

#examine too hard and you'll have a crisis #or *another crisis if you're like me #sometimes yeah i think about it too hard and then i get the intense prey instinct #to chuck my tablet into a field and then take off sprinting in the other direction #though i know id just come creeping back like a cautious but curious deer. get a little closer. run away #closer. jump back. poke the tablet and run away. come back and poke it again. #its the 'what am i doing? am i doing what i want to do? am i enjoying this? is it hurting me?' #will admit i have these thoughts every other day #ill have like a good bit of fully enjoying art & what im scribbling #and then suddenly ill wake up the next day and its terrifying and Too Much and huh??? HUH??? #i want to draw but im so so scared <3 but im being sooooo brave about it <3 #anyway i think we should all destroy our electronics and run screaming into the woods #OH MY GOD SOON I CAN DO THAT. #not the electronics - i mean the running into the woods part #oh im so excited. when its all too much i can just walk in nature with no one around #that Will fix me! for sure! #when the Art Fear™️ comes back i can just... go away for a few hours and touch some motherfucking grass #AND MAYBE FORAGE SOME CHICKEN OF THE WOODS. I AM DYING TO HARVEST WILD CHICKEN OF THE WOODS. #LITERALLY HAS BEEN A LIFE GOAL FOR YEARS NOW #when the Art Fear™️ creeps in i can get some big chickeney mushrooms and cook em up. refresh my soul.... #absolutely unprompted #but yeah sometimes i wonder if im drawing for myself or others. like drawing for others is fine but... i think there's a fine line #am i balancing it? am i Indulging enough? am i doing what i want to do enough??? #are my people-pleaser tendencies consuming me again? am i feeling Pressure? hm. yeah its crisis time #am i living how i want. am i enjoying how i want. am i interacting with welcome home the way i want to. #i think im going to go do the dishes....

[aviul]

i may have accidentally woken up some ancient nostalgia brainworms... so here’s a 1:1 “hd” redraw of the agent portraits from elite beat agents

#elite beat agents #eba #elite beat agents fanart #eba fanart #i was too lazy to do *all* the agents #maybe someday #eba is still one of my favourite games even tho i havent actually played in years #this game was a formative experience for me... it inspired me to learn how to draw men #maybe ill draw some proper fanart sometime too #i just needed to get the nostalgia whiplash energy out of me somehow so i figured id do something simple #the nintendo ds was the pinnacle of gaming #u cant change my mind because i know im right

[cindertobglow]

save me dovewing save me

#dovewing #warrior cats #wc art #i love her shes one of my favorites #my fluffy lil gal <3 #this was a warmup bc i have stuff to work on but maybe ill draw others sometime #definitely wanna draw my boy thrushpelt too

[ozymoron]

reading posts that come across my dash and sitting for a minute to debate with my mental disorder if not reblogging this will mean a hell portal will open beneath my feet and i will suffer for eternity for my lack of action or if its all good and i can just scroll on by (its usually the hell portal thing)

#⚠️ #personal #having ocd makes making moral decisions so fucking hard for no reason #cause ill see a post thats like info or seems important and like i can tell its that kind of post just by skimming it st first and somethin #clicks in my brain that just tells me if i dont share that post everyone will know and think im a horrible person #regardless of what the actual post is about #i need like a handbook on how to make proper moral decisions #cause like yeah i do care about things i try to share stuff about things i care about and believe are important but sometimes i dont have #the energy to read long as posts and my brain twists it to make it out that people will know and i am the bad guy #idk my ocds telling me even saying this makes me a bad person #the fact i even struggle with this #sometimes i think im not built for social media but really i think social medias not built for people like me #maybe i should get help for my ocd but the idea of describing all the shit going on in my brain to someone just makes me feel scared #cause like i dont know when to draw the line at making something a problem i should actively have a hand in helping #how much is too much when do i stop #<- in regards to my own mental health like the mental exhaustion that can come from it i hope this makes sense #like some things you gotta invest like emotional shit into and like sometimes im just tired and i come on here and im faced with one of #those posts and i just have to debate with myself what the fuck im supposed to do #this is more a me issue than anything i need to sort this shit out with some mental health professional or something #cause like i dont want to have people think i dont care about these things i do and ik pressing reblog takes like no energy but idk man #im not even sure if some of the shit i reblog is cause i care or is just an ocd compulsion #i feel like most times its both #i cant help but think im the problem here i want to be on social media its just so draining having my mind repeatedly hound me for not like #showing enough care (reblogging more posts) about a certain issue online #idk im so tired of it all im so tired of my mind i wish i didnt have ocd #vent #so funny right after i posted this i scrolled down and one of these posts was rigjt beneath it and the debate happens all over again #lord i need to get out of here

[mansion-of-haunts]

inspired by a text post from @the-most-powerful-ruler

human professor is so much easier to draw than littol creetur professor

#puppet history #the professor #the substitute #ryan beef boy bergara #mike doodles #ive sat in those desks that connect to the chair for four years and i still cant draw them #ah well #ill add a transcript later maybe #im too tired rn #ignore how the text goes out of the speech bubbles sometimes i didnt wanna adjust them #we are watcher

[crescentfool]

ohh the joy of videos and streams... i like listening to people talk about things they like/think about it’s very contagious... 🥺

#lizzy speaks #THIS IS BROUGHT TO U BY THE MINATO BRAINCELLS SHAKING BACK AND FORTH.. #so so many of my interests feel like they're in some kind of hibernation lately in terms of the emotions they evoke #my brains been mostly gravitating towards formulating strategies and trying new things in splatoon right now... LOL.. so i havent thought- #a whole bunch about other things i like even if they do mean a lot to me.. #so i really appreciate being around other people who really like the things that they like because its infectious and reminds me why- #i enjoy those characters / ships / whatever else #like oh... ryomina.. minato.. ryoji... i love them very much and i like hearing other people express their appreciation for them #also yosuke.... i like hearing my friends talk about yosuke his characters a very fun one for me even if i never took the time 2 personally #analyze him its just very nice to be around that kind of energy! im so grateful! #related but unrelated squid school made a video about the splatoon manga... which i havent thought abt in a month or two #yet somehow watching that revitalized my sleeping lil braincell that loves vintage coroika... #IDK i just feel like lately ive gotten to be around a very contagious positive energy of people who appreciate stuff and i like that!! #mayb ill stream again... something about talking about things out loud and not over text evokes a certain kind of insanity #i like to draw to express my love 4 the things i've come across but sometimes i think too much abt the quality.. LOL #so maybe ill just go FUCK IT we ball!! better to draw than to not draw at all. or ill just stream 2 outlet the 'hehe i love so many things' #there is so much love stored in my heart it hurts i lov So many Things and I love Being reminded of that god i love people loving things!!!

[pocparks]

#rwby #yang xiao long #weiss schnee #freezerburn #yang x weiss #weiss x yang #i draw sometimes #my art #once again whenever i feel the urge to draw its these two #but im glad i dont want to lose my art style anymore then i already have if i can help it #i wanna get better at rendering skin #it always looks weird whenever i try to go darker but if its too light that also looks weird #idk lemme stop complaining bc i actually really like this i even posted it on pixiv #maybe someday ill draw yang clinging on to weiss lmao

[hanzajesthanza]

i feel like i should make more of those “what does [x character] look like” posts because people just forget what they look like 😅

#maybe for my own reference too because some characters like milva are so sparsely described but there are descriptions #you just have to be paying attention #the age old dilemma… i want my blog to be a resource for the books and for people just getting into them #but i find just posting passages with no original analysis to be boring if done in large quantities #but sometimes its what this fandom needs damn it because no one knows dandelion has long curly hair lol. #or maybe they do know and no one cares #but i feel like it’s a game of telephone with the fandom like people just look at what others are doing and do that #instead of reading the books and imagining for themselves #which is what i did long ago (you can tell that one drawing i did with ciri with a really inaccurate scar) #maybe ill just do one for milva because i find shes described but really infrequently #and for regis perhaps because everyone does the games design and i dont like the games design 😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅😅 #the elbow-high diaries

[toastsnaffler]

thinking abt the touden siblings got me sniffling and weeping....

#im.too emotional abt them to properly explain #just rly glad to see autistic characters in media that i can deeply relate to and share experiences with. its such a rare thing #and i feel so protective of them i dont give a fuck abt fandom normally but some ppls bad takes lately are getting under my skin #like just say u hate autistic people and leave. stop calling laios a fucking freak im going to kill you with my bare hands #ppl think theyre so smart and funny for making posts like haha hes thr type of autistic that makes everyone uncomfortable and wish he- #would shut up or go away. im going to start hitting u with a brick until ur a bloody pulp #and thw way ppl treat falin so differently just bc shes not a guy. even tho theyre both clearly autistic and struggle socially #like wow thats crazy. do you act this way abt autistic ppl irl too #whatever just liberally blocking ppl abt it i dont fucking wanna see ur stupid posts #anyway.. back to thjnking abt their backstories and crying a little. masculinely of course #man i am soooo tired im so glad its the weekend i want to melt into a puddle and soak into the carpet and stain it forever #but we dont.have carpet.in this flat so.i guess ill just go to bed...... #well maybe a little elden ring first #i would reallt like to draw sometime this weekend too. need to muster up some creative courage #but thats a problem for tomorrow... zzz #.diaries

[simcardiac-arrested]

the intrusive thoughts and executive dysfunction drawings are interconnected because these symptoms are also interconnected . To me

#it feels like any time my thoughts let up i get hit witj the dysfunctions and become unable to do anything #on the other hand it also feels like whenever i can actually go on about my days like a normal person suddenly my intrusive thoughts are #attacking me from all angles #This is all god’s plan to make sure i am always suffering some sort of disorder as to not reach my full power …… #they do both happen at once sometimes too and that’s like purgatory pretty much #and sometimes it feels like maybe i’ve gotten way too good at shutting out my #thoughts that i ignore the ones like Do Work and Draw and Get Up #does this make sense to anyone?:) i like analyzing illnesses it’s fun #and i wonder if anyone else makes any connections between them #crammerposting

[corvilett]

🐦 #24 - Feral Pigeon

#feral pigeon #pigeons #birds #bird art #birblr #in this house we love and appreciate pigeons #i enjoyed drawing this one a lot c: #i sometimes pick a random brush ive never used before #and try to draw a birb only using this one brush #it loosens things up and kinda takes the pressure off of me whenever my perfectionism gets in the way #ive done this a couple times with shoebills #maybe ill post them too someday #ive drawn one using a brush that just makes a line of dashes lol #the brush i used for this pigeon here has the size of 1 pixel #so i had to use the fill tool to color it without losing my mind #corvilett draws

[todayisafridaynight]

i was playing about dropping Fifty Drawings onto everyone's dashboard this week but the unfortunate reality is i am in fact being assaulted with images

#snap chats #this is what happens when i go on three hour walks i guess #might abandon some but i will spitball the ones on the forefront of my brain.. #more for my sake so i dont fuckin forget cause I Am Starting To Forget Already dont read if. you dont want spoilers ??? #not y7 spoilers. or i mean i GUESS there'll be y7 spoilers but i mean for my psts. i guess. only i care about that ANYWAY #i wanna draw a comic of aoki getting SOME kind of butterfly memorabilia or something with him and butterflies #i Was having a chortle with myself about Like A Butterfly but i was also like... Yk Butterflies Still Are About Rebirth #lame as hell ik but shut up anyway next one i wanted to do was Troubled Teen Jo getting in a scrap with arakawa #idk if i want this to be AFTER arakawa's become a father or not.. im still chewing on exactly what i want the direction of it to be.. #i have an IDEAAAA just.. nothing concrete yet.. #and then the one i wanted to see if i could do tonight was Beach Day With The Arakawas :) Cause IDK <:) #i really dont know.. for some reason i just got visions of them three at the beach.. maybe its cause of tonbi idk... #though the more i thought about that idea the longer it got and the more i was like 'maybe i can turn this into a fic instead' #a terrible sentence cause generally i never get anything done when i say that but it'd fr be too long to make a comic of #so at least for now maybe ill make a short fic.. just tryna figure if i want a jo or arakawa pov #i always think of jo's pov so i wanna challenge myself with arakawa. i always focus on jo and his pov of 'becoming a father' #but sometimes i also really wanna explore arakawa's pov on jo becoming another parental figure for masato. or smthn like that idk #ANYWAY LET ME COOK. im not a good chef but i can at least cook an egg lemme see what i got... #bye bye for now ill be in the kitchen (google docs) if anyone needs me..