#me when i sob uncontrollably

[milk-lover]

Sobbing uncontrollably reading through a dissertation about the college experience of students with ADHD. It is like reading a report about my life that just says over and over "My experiences are real. My hardships are real. I am not lazy, I am not dumb. My struggles were not my fault, and they were not a moral failing. The failure was with the system, not with me."

Here's a line that got me in particular:

"Hotez et al.(2022) compared the health, academic, and non-academic capacities of a nationally representative sample of U.S. first-year college students with ADHD and without ADHD. Students with ADHD self-reported lower academic aspirations and more feelings of depression and overwhelm, ranking themselves lower in their general emotional health. The fact that students with ADHD scored in the highest 10th percentile for many non-academic traits, such as artistic ability, computer skills, creativity, public speaking, social confidence, self-understanding and understanding of others, compassion, and risk-tasking, suggests that this population has strengths that are frequently underappreciated in academia."

(the paper is a thesis called "Understanding the Collegiate Experience for Students With ADHD" by Gia Long, 2022)

#adhd #actually adhd #i often hyperbolize but i am dead serious when i say sobbing uncontrollably. this is why i was putting off this assignment. #1000 years of hell to professors who assign self-reflection papers /hj #i dont feel comfy posting the pdf bc its not mine butttt.. i will share it to people who dm me. #edit: pages 80-85 #edit: thank you to everyone who reached out and asked for the pdf!! i wasn’t expecting this reaction #keep reaching out I’ll keep sending it #if anyone is interested but struggles to read academic papers pls ask me for help bc I’ve gotten a lot of practice with them and am Glad to #expand someone’s access to a paper like this

[poisonousquinzel]

sometimes I think about this lil section from one of their DC Pride stories and I cry <3

#that last one from ivy just 😭😭 #the way she had to repeat the ''when she...when she cries in her sleep and lets me hold her.'' what if i sob uncontrollably #harley quinn #harleen quinzel #poison ivy #pamela isley #harlivy #dc comics

[sketchy-tour]

BOO

SKETCHY!!!??!?!

HELLO!?!?!?!?!?!??!!??!?!!?

THIS IS!?!?!?!?!? GORGEOUS!?!?!? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE TO DESERVE SUCH LOVELY ART!!!!!

IM SOBBING AND SLAMMING MY HANDS ON THE FUCKING TABLE I CANNOT EVEN BEGIN TO FORM WORDS TO DESCRIBE THE SHOT OF PURE DOPAMINE THAT JUST ROCKETED INTO MY BRAIN!!!!!!!! SKETCHY!!!!!!!! SKETCHY WHEN

WHEN

I

GET

YOU!!!!!!!!!

WHEN I FUCKIN GET YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#welcome home #welcome home oc #wally darling #welcome home puppet show #welcome home arg #welcome home fanart #dandy leon #ivy darling #others art #reblog #my art #sketches #IM LITERALLY GOING FERAL #AND SLAMMING MY HANDS #THE WAY I VIOLENTLY BEGAN TO HIT MY CHAIR WHEN I SAW THIS #ITS MY PHONE LOCKSCREEN #IM WEEPING #SOBBING UNCONTROLLABLY #THIS IS EVERYTHING #I LOVE THIS SO FUCKING MUCH I JUST!!!!!! ARRUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #ARAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH #I GET TO JUST LOOK AT THIS AND HAVE THIS!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!!??! YOU MADE THIS FOR ME!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! IM FLABBERGASTED #IM JUJST #LOOK AT THEM #RESTING #RESTING AND HAPPY AND CALM AND NESTLED AND THE GRASS AND IVY AND WALLY AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #ARARJNAFJNKDSAFNDJSKFN JSNFJ KSDNFJKNFDJ KSDNFJK NJKJKF jnfjknfjk n jkn jkn . fdgfg #sketchy to sketchy communication

[wikitpowers]

it's the way ty's hand is like longingly holding onto kit's hair for me~~~

god they're so in love i'm sick (with heartbreak)

#i would miss you #OKAY THEN FUCK ME UP LIKE THIS #OKAY FINE ITS FINE WHATEVER IDC OR ANYTHING #[sobs uncontrollably] #side note: if ur wondering when the hell i’ll stop posting comics from years ago #the answer is never #ty blackthorn #kit herondale #kit x ty #kitty #the dark artifices #the wicked powers #tda #twp #tsc

[moominpopzz]

Thinking about Dakota’s need to help everyone, thinking about Ashe needing help getting used to her body again

#‘I’ll take care of you’ ‘it’s rotten work’ ‘not to me. not if it’s you’ type shit #I was thinking about how hard it was for someone I know to shower by themself after something tramatic #which lead to me thinking about when I’d help them #which lead to me thinking about Dakota helping Ashe #and it made me start sobbing uncontrollably because he loves her so much and he would do it for her in less then a heartbeat #he’d do it for any of them in less then a heartbeat #Dakota Cole the person you are I love you #jrwi #jrwi pd #prime defenders #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi fanart #jrwi pd fanart #ashe winters #dakota cole #demonkicks #jrwi demonkicks #jrwi ashe winters #jrwi dakota #Moomins gallery<3

[townslore]

oh god my birthday is so soon ( monday )

gonna be 19 babey !!!!!!! older than goro ever got Haha ( haha.... hah )

#when the towns lore #im excited to be 19 tho #i like uneven numbers as my age way more. for some reason #it makes me feel safer. also for some reason #also the thought of goro ever getting to 19 makes me emotional as hell #starts sobbing uncontrollably

[cinnamonsikwate]

watching the first 2 episodes of frieren last year shook me so bad i still can't get myself to continue it, but between what i remember of it and the nightmares episode of dungeon meshi i can't stop thinking about the ways laios would prepare marcille for his death. what would he leave behind to remind her that he (and by extension all the people she loved and who loved her) are still with her in spirit, even if not in body?

#dungeon meshi #laios touden #marcille donato #i'm a laios & marcille are a secret third thing that can't be defined by language truther but make of this what you will i guess lol #if falin does turn out to have an extended life span due to dungeon shenanigans laios would rest easier but he'd def still worry #dungeon meshi spoilers #she might come across the regenerated kensuke at some point but that one was an accident 😅 #i still think he'd train some dogs to accompany her #maybe make a promise w one of the castle staff & their family to keep training dogs through generations so there'll always be a rag for her #would he leave annotations in her magic tomes for her to find years down the road? #oh and he'd rope everyone else in definitely #he'd ask everyone in the party and maybe even kabru et al. & toshiro et al. for good measure #oh and what i meant by frieren shaking me was w each ep i found myself sobbing uncontrollably halfway through #i loved it but it was A Lot for me emotionally #i do remember seeing a post about how one of the reasons himmel had no problem having statues of him made #was bc he was doing it partly in the hope that when frieren sees one she'll remember him & their adventures together #that their time together wasn't just a blip in her life #he may physically be gone but his memory lives on #that really resonated with me #calemonsito notes

[circuscl0wn]

Yeah…so I just got to the scenes of Ai di blowing out the birthday candles by himself…y’all-

Im literally SOBBING

#i can’t do this #I haven’t cried like this to a show in a while #why didn’t yall tell me I’d be sobbing? #like I didn’t even cry for pit babe or the sign…but here I am SOBBING uncontrollably #CHEN YI WHEN I FUCKING CATCH YOU #kiseki: dear to me #ai di #chen yi x ai di #chen yi

[ministarfruit]

the universe is fun now!! 🪐

#vtuber #hololive #holoen #tsukumo sana #she makes me so happy #and astrogirl is a BOP!!!!! #linked it in the caption if you want to listen #(sobbing) I'm not alone. now you are here. the constellations are so clear #(still sobbing) infinity sounds good to me. as long as you are by my side #HER VIBES!!! SANAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! #IDK WHY I GOT SO EMOTIONAL WHEN SHE SAID THE UNIVERSE IS FUN NOW #IT FEELS LIKE HEALING!! IT FEELS LIKE LIGHT #(SOBBING UNCONTROLLABLY) SANAAAAAAAAA

[max-vandenburg-is-life]

Their little made-up families <33333

#tag yourself who's kid would you accept into your school #single parent guillermo.... i love him #love the one where laszlo is just standing there. he's so cool #also Laszlo in the one with the headmaster.... i say mr cravensworth i desire you carnally #nadja x laszlo x sean so real i love them all so much #i just love sean so much I'm so happy he came back this season. seanie my good time boy my rotten soldier <3333 #nandermo... we aren't even gonna talk about it #also everyone holding hands..... gay people...... family......... sobs uncontrollably #this was such a good ep I love it when they're all together being stupid i love them so much #anyways that was enough commentary from me #god nandor's the weeknd botox face still gets me every time #wwdits #what we do in the shadows #wwdits s4 #what we do in the shadows season 4 #guillermo de la cruz #nadja antipaxos #nandor the relentless #laszlo cravensworth #colin robinson #feel free to save and share! #an original post no way

[comphyjost]

i’m not crying YES OF COURSE I’M FUCKING CRYING

#i feel violently ill #just when i thought i couldn’t cry more #i’m only uncontrollably sobbing #so you enjoy making me cry erik huh #erik johnson #gabriel landeskog #colorado avalanche

[its-murderous-business]

Tagged by @threetrenchcoatsinatrenchcoat to post 7 comfort films!

My besties already know what I’m going to say lmao

Im too lazy to tag anyone, feel free to make ur own post tho!!

#decided that comfort movie meant they couldn’t make me sob uncontrollably when watching #which meant I had to take Over The Moon off the list #and they had to be things I don’t find deeply satirical like the bee movie megamind and emo the musical #murderous babble

[reikunrei]

i just kinda wanna be ooey gooey about free! for a second.... i always get so sad when ppl who didnt stick with it still harp on it as just being fanservice and “the gay swimming anime” bc like. sure, it is both of those things, but also. you literally cannot deny that the story is something so deeply human and personal and loving.

like, it’s about doing what you love, but making sure it’s good for you, and that it’s what you really want to do. it’s about finding purpose in your life and in the things you enjoy, and the connections you make with other people. and how those connections will forever shape you, for better or for worse, and if you want it to be for the better, you have to put your own foot forward and take it into your own hands.

and it’s about how nothing that you love ever comes to an end. those bonds, those memories, will last forever, and they will always be there to help you.

it was so popular in 2013 when it first aired bc it was “the gay fanservice anime” of the year, but man, the story as a whole... like the actual story is so lovely. and i think it’s such a shame that the general view of it is so closed-minded because the general public didn’t stick with it past season 1. allow the love and whimsy of unshakeable friendship into your heart!!!

#i say things #free! #im just *sobs uncontrollably over the show* #however. it is very much one of those shows that i feel is like #you had to have been there LOL #but maybe that's just me bc i do view it through such a lens of nostalgia #like. i would recommend it now to ppl. but. hesitantly LOL #and then i'd probably say 'just watch s1 and s2' #those are objectively the best after all #like man s1 is soooo so so good #ANYWAY i should start to get ready for bed soon..... #<- that guy's lying btw #also laughing at me saying it's abt knowing when something is good or bad for you #*aggressively sweeping fs2 under the rug repeatedly*

[jellinuy]

i was hurled back into my hunter x hunter phase just a moment ago when i came across hisoka and kurapika’s official songs (AKAKU. AKAKU. AKAKU. MOESAKARU).. i had such a raging crush on kurapika and killua back in the day, you wouldn’t even believe.

#spam. ★ #hxh #i don’t wanna talk about my hisoka phase leave me alone #if u mention his name near me i’ll sob uncontrollably #and i’m omw to crush on kurapika again yeah i said it #WHEN I SAY I HAD A CRUSH ON KILLUA BTW I MEANT LIKE WHEN I WAS 12-13 PLS DONT THINK I WAS AN ADULT CRUSHING ON A CHILD

[coleheinous]

original by ashepoems

#this is a poem that makes me sob uncontrollably when i read it #something something never had a childhood #felt like i was forced to grow up too fast #i miss being my moms baby #poetry #i highly suggest viewing the original #ik we clown on tt but there are some people using the medium in a very genuine and artful way #i also showed this to my mom. didnt realuze it would make her cry #it just. encapsulates how i feel so well #cole talks #poems #mommy issues #depression #SoundCloud

[mejomonster]

(One of the sucky things) about healing dissassociation/not being able to feel shit. Is first u feel the stuff u did not notice u were feeling, which u disconnected from, which is mostly big Yikes heavy stuff. And only after u feel miserable a while do u regain the ability to feel like... happy. Excited. The pleasant stuff that has more feeling to it than the neutral content zone that's been your "nicest" felt emotion for the last year.

#rant #like. i am purposely working on grounding more yes. therapy went well in that regard yes #but knowing i basically need to oscilate now between AGH OW SAD CHEST PAIN AWFUL AGONY and #then also stay in the window of tolerance to prevent a panic attack by cqrefully feeling enough to cry for like 1 minute then #Putting Feelings In A Box (as therapy said to) and basically disassociating again until i can tolerate risking feeling for another minute??? #not the Most fun. #but id like to feel excited again some day. or joy or a crush. or eager. etc. so i gotta process all this heavy feeling stuff #but like. theres apparently a Lot cause when i give myself permission to become present? i feel a WALL #holding me together and i carefully open a tiny slot in the wall and just feel that 1 sliver. #ajd the wall isnt budging. my mind is like yeah.... u still need the wall. if u took down the wall in one move we might go ballistic #anyway i opened one tiny piece of wall today and was hit by immense grief and fear #cause ppl i love are quite sick and its a very real fear they may die soon. it hurts so much to notice i can #only notice in tiny 30 second periods split by an hour of putting it back in q box #or else id cry too much and crying tends to sdare me. so i dont wanna sob uncontrollably for hours