#meta: caleb.

[asuffocator]

caleb's primary form of coping when stressed, scared, upset, or angry about something is to go for a walk (typically with the intention of returning these days, though he's left bad situations in the past without looking back). this is true when just experiencing general life stress, but also of interpersonal conflict. his instinct is to get 'away' when having a disagreement or other form of conflict with someone, in large part because it takes him a very long time to feel 'safe' in moments of relational stress or turmoil, regardless of whether he generally feels 'safe' with the person with whom he's having conflict.

conflict in general isn't safe place for him, and for years and years the only way he could make himself 'safe,' was by leaving the situation, even if it meant living on the streets or wherever else he could find. it gave him a sense of control even when it didn't give him safety, and he still defaults to it.

walking in general is a good activity for him when he's upset or stressed; both it and driving are something he feels can help calm down his mind and help him sort through the thoughts in his head. however, it can also be avoidance, and get in the way of him facing tough conversations he isn't ready for. it's also just something that can be really lonely, and further escalate feelings of being alone and cut off from loved ones and bring up bad memories of years spent alone and being unhoused. sometimes what he really needs but doesn't know how to ask for is someone to walk with him, sit with him. he'd be more grateful for that than he'd know how to say.

it's taking him time to adjust to having people that worry when he's gone, adjust to having people he can have conflict with while staying in relationship. he's trying to be more self aware and communicate better so as to avoid scaring loved ones, but it's a work in progress.

#most of my life i've felt alone. #meta: caleb. #meta.

[terrifyingstories]

caleb doesn't understand hanna not talking about him in therapy because if he went to therapy he would just talk about her for hours

#laura is finally back to watching s3 of pll and so i have returned as well #most of my life i've felt alone. #meta: caleb. #meta. #hanna not talking about caleb because her relationship with caleb is healthy and she thinks therapy is for you know. not that #something something about how SO many bad horrible traumatic things have happened to caleb #and it would make so much sense for him to be defined by these to be irreparably damaged #but instead he focuses on the good in his life (hanna; his adoptive family aka the blake ozeras) #and would just talk about how much he loves all of them

[sldlovescartoons]

Some Professor Widogast thoughts:

So, you know about how weird it is to see a teacher outside of a school setting? That’d definitely be a thing with the Academy students, but at least for most of the Professors it was at normal places like the market or at Balls or whatever. Not Caleb, though, or well yess also then but also other times.

Like you’re a fancy rich kid, you go to fancy wizard school, and you’re doing a rebellion by sneaking out to this underground club with these crazy new age bards and a bar and a fight ring. You feel so badass and then you get there and your Transmutation 101 teacher is there, drunk, getting playfully grinded on the left and right by a purple tiefling and a married halfling that’s husband is dancing on her- and you just leave. Just right away. You don’t even have time to notice Expositor Lionnet trying to get to second base with her wife right behind them.

One student is from a prominent land owner in the Zemni Fields, their family goes to Blumnethal’s festivals to set up stands to sell wares and have a good time. They go to a fight pit that they hear is really cool, they have a keg stand and everything, and they get there and their teacher who’s pushing 40 and teaches their ‘Advanced Components 205’ every Wednesday is doing a keg stand, being held upside down by a blue tiefling and a half orc dressed like they stepped out of smut book with a sea theme, while two scary looking lesbians and and Halfling in sundress cheer him on. And when they let him down, the whole group immediately jumps into the fighting ring and destroy the competition even though the Halfling looks like they are too drunk to see and none of them are in decent gear. The group gets bored right away, start a three way shoulder war/chicken fight, which goes to hell right way because they all try to cheat. The Monk has their Professor in some sort of leg lock when the student’s father drags them out.

A student’s family goes on summer vacation to Nicodranas. To their horror, they find out that Professor Widogast and his friends don’t believe in bathing suits when they go to the beach.

The best part? Everytime something like this happens, nobody believes it.

#critical role #cr2 #the mighty nein #caleb widogast #Professor Widogast #headcannon #meta #ramble

[residentinsomniacartist]

wait wait wait guys have you ever thought about how the Mighty Nein are everything they shouldn’t be upon first glance

no no guys guys listen to me they’re all the antithesis of what they’re meant to be and that’s why they’re such amazing and heartfelt characters

like, Caleb is a wizard who’s afraid of his own fire magic. his own power causes him to falter in battle. his strongest spells are his most dangerous to himself. wizards are supposed to be prideful of their magic, but Caleb’s is the reason he hates himself

Beau is a monk who never wanted to be. her job is one that people normally associate with being calm and collected and Beau was a wild rebellious kid who got dragged into this line of work against her will. she never wanted to be this!! but now she is and she’s gotta deal with it!!

Fjord is a warlock who never wanted power from his pact, which is why you’d think a warlock would make their pact at all. but no. Fjord made his pact because he wanted to live, not because he wanted power. he was a scared orphan who hated his tusks, not a buff, muscled, angry half-orc like people assumed

Nott is NOT, that’s the whole crux of her narrative! she wasn’t pretty, like a halfling girl was supposed to be. she wasn’t a goblin, she was just transformed into one. and not only that, but despite being a three-foot-tall alcoholic kleptomaniac, she’s the mom of the group!

Jester is a Cleric whose god isn’t actually a god and who would much rather bash bad guys over the head with her lollipop than have to stop and heal her friends!! she’s a bubbly, optimistic ray-of-sunshine, but you know when she says she’s gonna change the world with friendship she means it as a threat

Mollymauk is an amnesiac, but he doesn’t want to remember who he was. if you ask him, that wasn’t him! he might be a flirtatious hedonistic carnie, but he’s also single-mindedly devoted to making the world a better and more loved place than it was when he found it. he’s a liar, but he means well. he’s an arrogant fool, yes, but he’s right! he did it! he left it better!

Caduceus seems like he’d be creepy and grim from growing up in a graveyard, but he’s actually the most chill out of the entire Nein by far. he’s calm, he’s sweet, and he’s comforting, more than anything else. you’d think he’d be amazed by seeing the outside world for the first time, but he spends the whole time knowing that one day he’ll return home, that he wasn’t supposed to be the one to leave

Yasha is a barbarian with skeletal wings and a dramatic, monochromatic look, but she’s a complete sweetheart. she’s Molly’s best friend, she was a carnival bouncer, she’s a lesbian disaster who collects pressed flowers in a book out of love for the wife she lost. those black wings were actually hiding soft white feathers

Essek was born straight into the den of politics, he was a spymaster, he literally started a war for his own gain, and yet. he’s sounds irredeemable on paper, but. he’s not!! sure, the Nein kind of have to drag his alignment kicking and screaming into neutral, but they manage it. Essek learns and grows and he overcomes his nature. he becomes good, against all odds

guys guys guys don’t you see it!! look at them!!they’re such compelling characters!! they’re everything they’re not supposed to be!! dude y’all how didn’t I realize this earlier!! they subvert their narratives in the most interesting ways ever and I justhshsbhshshsjnsmshsnhsfn!!

#having very normal thoughts about the hyperfixation before bed as you can see #god I love the Mighty Nein #I swear to god their story is one of the best things I’ve ever discovered #it just #it just screams ‘you can be more than what the world made you to be’ #‘you can be more than you once were’ #‘you can live and grow and love and it can be so so amazing. just let yourself have it’ #the Mighty Nein’s story is one of such overwhelming hope and love for the world and I just #*distant sobbing* /pos #the mighty nein #critical role campaign 2 spoilers #critical role #cr c2 #caleb widogast #beauregard lionett #fjord stone #nott the brave #veth brenatto #jester lavorre #mollymauk tealeaf #caduceus clay #yasha nydoorin #essek thelyss #cr meta

[essektheylyss]

Because I'm going to be thinking about this forever, I do want to talk about how Caleb speaks, because I think there's something to be said for how his protectiveness (in general) actually presents itself.

Caleb uses epithets and allusions a lot. He refers to Nott as "my goblin friend," to Jester as "my blue friend," to Yasha as "my barbarian friend." Yussa is at one point "our wizard friend," and Essek is "my Kryn friend," in the two-shot.

He is also, notably, paranoid about being surveiled. He wears the amulet of nondetection for most of the campaign, and it's not unwarranted, given that Trent locates him and nearly burns down the Blooming Grove the moment he's able to get a lock on them. Trent in fact has been shown to use any and all information he can get ahold of about or from Caleb against him, to a truly extreme level. His seemingly single-minded goal is expressed to be to ensure that not a single aspect of Caleb's life and loved ones is safe at any moment, to perpetuate the threat of harm from any direction in order to essentially control and monopolize Caleb's every thought.

In Echoes of the Solstice, Caleb does suggest that he is not concerned with Trent being able to surveil him any longer, but Trent is not the only threat, and, timey-wimey plot nonsense aside, the Hells' inability to scry on him since then suggests that he is likely wearing an amulet at least by that point in the timeline.

The extent of Trent's focus on him and his ensuing paranoia is extreme, and even beyond when he may no longer feel that Trent is a threat to him, he seems unwilling to allow him to pose a threat to others, and people he cares about in particular.

Within that context, it's not difficult to read his use of epithets, particularly in referring to people who are not currently present (rather than using their name aloud), as a form of protection. Some of his manner of speaking implicitly or explicitly presumes that he is being surveiled, even outside of the context of protectiveness; after Vess Derogna's death, he frequently refers to Lucian only by epithets, most often, "our old friend," and at one point establishes "Lady D," (to Jester's glee) as a code name for Vess Derogna for the specific purposes of countersurveilance.

This method of protection, I would imagine, goes double for Essek; not only does Caleb have the habit of worrying over those who would use his loved ones against him, which is of course borne out in Echoes of the Solstice, but he also must consider that Essek has his own enemies, and a stray mention of his name in the wrong company or setting could get his partner killed. It seems even in that gifset, when Caleb says, "I am worried for Essek," after the encounter with Trent at Vergessen, that he first considers obfuscating, stumbling over allusory phrasing before acknowledging that Trent already has the information he needs, and at that point Trent is their only real concern about who might care, given Lucien is far too focused on reaching the Astral Sea to worry about hostages.

When Caleb answers Jester's, "And he's going to hurt Essek," with a silence and an oblique reply, it feels most to me like a further measure of protection, knowing that knowledge is power that can be used against him and his loved ones, and silence is the weapon he has against it.

#critical role #caleb widogast #shadowgast #essek thelyss #cr meta #trent ikithon #echoes of the solstice #anyway I've been thinking about this nonstop nobody talk to me nobody look at me #I am not gonna keep harping on about how interpreting a lack of direct mention of someone = a lack of caring or interest but #I will float alternative readings into the ecosystem. diversify the ecology lmao

[sparring-spirals]

Jester follows Caleb in, dutifully, loyally, ready to fight on his behalf, of course. Of course. And Fjord balks, a little, everyone hesitates, for a moment. But she was always going to go in. She was always going to go in. How could they let Caleb go in there alone, facing Trent, facing his undead parents? Facing his worst fear, his worst guilts, his worst enemies. She follows him in.

How could they let Caleb go in there alone? With just his parents, with Trent. With just his parents, almost the same but not quite, speaking and moving, with Trent and his poison honeyed words. Facing his worst guilt, and a twisted form of forgiveness, and something he has been aching for but cannot have. She follows him in, because she loves him, because she wants to protect him, because shes sorry he has to face this. Because she. Is sorry.

She follows him in, because Jester is always willing to do what is needed to protect the people that are hers. Jester is always willing to do what she has to do to protect her people, whatever that looks like.

Jester follows him in, and looks at him and says- I'm so sorry. And casts Turn Undead.

#OH IM BACK ON MY JESTER BULLSHIT <33333 #critical role #cr spoilers #cr liveblogging #jester lavorre #caleb widogast #character meta #love is stored in the jester #smooch jester lavorre i love you and your characterization so much #the mighty nein reunited: echoes of the solstice #echoes of the solstice #oh shit i forgot i have a pair tag for them #blue fire

[callowyn]

do you guys think anyone on ruidus was getting cognouza dreams for a minute there? like imagine being the yak farmer assigned to yussa errenis. for a while there you go to sleep and it's

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but then you wake up and go to work. on the moon

#cr spoilers #this is not worthy of the tag meta but I am thinking about it lmao #even if the dreams from cognouza can't reach through the gate #we know exandrian dreams can. and caleb and beau were In It #Welcome (welcome) /WELCOME/ *welcome* #except you're a tax accountant for the mindweave the other 16 hours of the day #fucking wild #critical role

[probablyhuntersmom]

There hasn't been any interaction between Raeda and Hunter except pretty minor moments:

But man oh man is there common ground now:

I have no clue if they'll do it but it would be really rad if Eda and Hunter stand side by side in front of Philip in Watching and Dreaming, to tell him it's all over.

I want Raeda to adopt himmmm...but it's probs not happenin'..

#the owl house #raeda #eda clawthorne #raine whispers #toh hunter #caleb wittebane #evelyn clawthorne #possessed hunter #possessed raine #toh analysis #toh spoilers #1k #2k #loz writes a meta

[revvethasmythh]

it's so funny to me that caleb and veth really did just trade off the job of intensely pining for the other at like the halfway point of the campaign. like, imo, nott in the early days did not behave in any real romantic or even romance-adjacent ways toward him--I imagine it would be very hard to even think in that way when you hate what you look like so much, have such low self-esteem, and are actively lying about your entire past, including a secret husband. caleb, on the other hand, is kind of diving directly back into the sort of relationship he had with astrid and eadwulf. very close, very intimate, we-huddled-for-warmth-together-and-oops-it-led-to-something-else sort of thing. he is the one who expresses that he's fine with it if people think he and nott are romantically together when they're talking to keg. nott is the one who pushes back on that. he calls her his life partner. unknowingly, he compares his feelings for nott to nott's feelings for yeza. his behavior only really starts to change after he finds out about veth's husband because suddenly all of that other stuff is rendered inappropriate in retrospect. but even then he compliments her to yeza over dinner in the most awkward of ways, he admits to being jealous, he calls yeza "a lucky man" to have her, he stares at veth and yeza closed bedroom door for far too long, he creates an entire arcane tower with room for her family just so she'll stay with him. in general, his behavior is not, um, totally and completely platonic about it, you know?

like, veth's feelings for caleb are canonical and therefore indisputable in their existence, but caleb in the early days was not that dissimilar to how veth was acting near the end of the campaign. it really paints a picture of "right person, wrong time" in the way things just didn't line up for them. or, as veth would say: "in another world, maybe"

#i am actually thinking about this because my widobrave 2 poll had so many moments on it that caleb initiated #and i often see it remarked that people think widobrave is entirely one-sided and caleb only treats her as platonic or familial #which. my real answer is that it's just complicated and i don't think he'd ever admit to any romantic feelings being there #but i also. uh. i wouldn't call it platonic or familial. there is some holy fourth dimension that this relationship exists in istg #impossible to explain but it is NOT entirely platonic nor all that familial imo as it stands in canon #this is like. ONE piece of the meta I was trying to figure out how to phrase earlier today. bottom line of it was: #I don't think the caleb/veth romance is entirely one-sided but also it is so so complicated #their relationship changes SO many times. SO much. that's why it's so frustrating that fandom is stuck in episode 13 re: their dynamic #SO MUCH ABOUT THE DYNAMIC CHANGES AFTER EPISODE 13 #even sam reigel himself on talks said there was no reason their relationship wouldn't change/evolve after that #and it did change! it really really did! #widobrave #the mighty nein #caleb widogast #veth brenatto #critical role #inaugurating the new url with a widobrave post. as it should be

[vethbrenatto]

time for me to reminisce on caleb widogast. not the man. the name.

how it was just one of a ton of aliases that bren aldric ermendrud used. it didn’t mean anything. if it was any other day he would’ve changed it the next day. but it was the day he met his best friend in a prison cell, so the name stayed.

and then it was the name he had when he met the rest of his friends that would become his family. it became his name because it was the name that the people who cared for him would use.

bren was never a deadname, becoming “caleb” was never any great show of choice. it was just a name that he happened to have on a particular day. the people that loved him made that his name.

#critical role #mighty nein #caleb widogast #it's a FASCINATING relationship to a name #critical role meta

[kolapon-art]

Oh, so grims are not all babies. He made Hunter a child on purpose so he can mold him into whatever he wants. Just experimenting, to see what is most easy to manipulate. And this grim? With its human ears? Was it the perfect grim Belos wanted? Was it an older experiment or one he was already growing?

Well I will say that this adult, round eared grim he was planning to bring to the human realm should Hunter have failed. 

#the owl house #toh #toh caleb #toh belos #toh hunter #the owl house belos #the owl house hunter #the owl house caleb #philip wittebane #caleb wittebane #toh meta #toh spoilers

[ludinusdaleth]

absolutely out of my mind obsessed. OBSESSED. with liliana always saying "he" and, even if we know it's ludinus, never saying his name and obfuscating him with predathos, these two pillars of limitless power & incredible cruelty that chain her, stronger than her, in her own words. how he needs her. how he admires & values & even in some way adores her, and maybe more. how she's pulled ludinus back from the very edge. her trying to change him, and zerxus 1000 years ago trying to change asmodeus and jester trying to change artagan and caleb trying to change essek and the m9 trying to change lucien and opal trying to change lolth, and imogen, trying to change her own mother. this cycle of desperate belief in redemption that can succeed or fail, the coin that hasnt landed on a side yet. how that's freedom for some. how that's a whip, a martinet on the back of the reformer for others. the belief in set fate vs the vanguard belief in changing destiny. generation upon generation of hope & abuse that can so easily become one or the other or both at once for eon upon eon. how the gods who created these mortals who seek any glint of kindness desperately wish, in this moment, for redemption themselves. "to reach a hand down to somebody, they need to be beneath you". but the gods are in the sky. and their saviors are on a lonely planet & lonelier moon, locked together by a cycle of violence & desperation started by them so long ago.

#cr spoilers #critical role #campaign 3 #exandria unlimited: calamity #campaign 2 #ludinus da'leth #liliana temult #critical role meta #predathos #zerxus ilerez #asmodeus #lolth #opal #essek thelyss #jester lavorre #caleb widogast #artagan #imogen temult #lucien tavelle

[terrifyingstories]

caleb is the takeout boyfriend. he'll always go to pick up food or grab food on the way home. he also will always happily go with you to grab or pick up food or do any kind of errand. he doesn't need to be entertained and finds grocery shopping and other mundane things with the people he loves to be enjoyable. after spending so much time doing things alone, he likes just existing around other people even if they aren't talking or directly engaging. this might be amplified with a significant other (he's :(( about not going grocery shopping with hanna before they cook together because it's a part of their Quality Time time), but really extends to anyone he loves. he's always down to hang out with you, no matter how "boring" it is.

#most of my life i've felt alone. #meta: caleb. #meta.

[let-us-cultivate-our-garden]

The Tale of the Brothers Wittebane

Masha: Let me tell you the eeriest unsolved mystery of Gravesfield...

The Tale of the Brothers Wittebane.

The year is 1613.

Two orphaned brothers arrive in Gravesfield.

Their names? Philip and Caleb.

Caleb did his best to take care of his younger brother.

They tried to fit in with this strange town...and its unsavory practices.

The brothers became witch hunters.

Gravesfield's history of witch hunting is an ignoble stain!

And yet...

local lore suggests that the Brothers Wittebane

met a REAL WITCH from another WORLD!

Her name was Evelyn.

Ripped pages from Philip's diary say the older brother was SPIRITED away.

She'd send Caleb strange SYMBOLS that led him unwittingly towards her WITCH'S LAIR.

Philip sets out to pursue the evil witch himself!

And neither are ever seen again...

Maybe he saved his brother and they went on to lead peaceful lives...

Or maybe they're all LOST IN A REALM OF HORROR AND STRIFE!

To me, sounds like big bro got a girlfriend and lil bro was terrified of losing the town's respect.

but that's just me!

Storyboards from The Owl House episode "Thanks to Them," by Inbal Breda.

#the owl house #belosfanstakeover #emperor belos #philip wittebane #caleb wittebane #long post #toh meta #toh storyboards

[yestheantichrist]

Now, we all know about the Wittebane brothers statue in Gravesfield

But rewatching the episode a couple days ago, I found out something:

PHILIP IS SHORT

#either the person who made the statue was like ‘well we gotta make them the same height or it’ll look stupid’ #or Philip specifically told the person who made the statue to make him not look short compared to Caleb #toh #toh meta #the owl house #the owl house meta #the owl house memes #toh memes #philip wittebane #the owl house philip #emperor belos #caleb wittebane #hunter toh #hunter wittebane

[essektheylyss]

I'm just thinking about those family secrets and drama that people don't tell the kids about because kids can blurt things out in mixed company even with the best intentions, that you only learn when your mom says something offhand about "And that's why your cousin lived with us for a year," while you're helping in the kitchen at 11pm the night before a holiday and it recontextualizes a whole bunch of stuff from when you were nine and things didn't quite add up but also you were having a great time having sleepovers with your cousin, but also this context raises a LOT of other questions.

So in that regard, it is so funny to wonder like, how much Luc actually knows about Essek. Has he actually met him? I presume he has, but in that case, was he in disguise? Does Luc know him by an alias? Is Essek one of those family members who shows up to events very intermittently and no one really talks about? For that matter, how much does he know about Caleb's history?

I'm just imagining him hearing the "Shadowhand" comment in the Archive and not knowing who the fuck this geezer is talking about let alone why his godfather's being threatened until Aunt Jester says, "And he's going to hurt Essek," and putting a lot of things together that also raises more questions than it answers like

#critical role #cr spoilers #essek thelyss #caleb widogast #luc brenatto #m9 solstice #I have so many serious meta posts to make cuz I'm still feral and yet here I am making shitposts #it's fine it's cool lmfao #I'll get to them eventually lol