#my moms side is crazy. thats all i'll say
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#the boy update is that ive calmed down significantly and am once again a Human#i'll see him when i see him. im not gonna stress anymore#hes busy working like crazy anyway and i need to get a job NDNJDDNDNDMDM#like i still really like him but i think my priorities have been Fucked NDNDJDJDJDJDJD#BUT IM BACK ON TRACK. YA.#my other friends also back from her trip so thats exciting. i missed her JDJJDDJDDDD#i just..... its gonna take me awhile to ask to hang out. im just SHY and also I HAVENT FELT LIKE SEEING ANYONE DJDJZJSKSKSKSKSKSKS#but now im better... yeah i think i just needed like to be a hermit for a bit#plus i suddenly am super busy this week like what the fuck. family AND friend things. like did everyone just Wake Up all of a sudden NDJJD#like we may even see my cousins from alberta. im like JDJDD OK???#havent seen them in like.... im gonna say 10+ years. and of course its this week that theyre here with my uncle#who ive only met like idk 3 times JDJJDKDKKDJDJD#and of those times... hes been drunk out his mind i think... 2.5/3 NDJDJD#i think hes sober now tho????#idk. we might not even see them. my moms side is really flakey 💀#but hes my moms fav brother and shes his fave sister so i hope they get to see each other NDJDJJDJDJD theyre only a year apart#its so weird bc him and my mom were so close but then like... lets just say Life and he moved away and ya zzjjdjdkdj#they had this like. super long like 4 hour talk on the phone a few minths ago and idk i think it cleared up like the last 30 years. idk man#my moms side is crazy. thats all i'll say#personal
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New camper: Percy Jackson x reader (daughter of apollo)
A/n: thank you so much for giving this a read! This is my first time writing for the PJO universe so let me know if you like it! Requests are open! No NSFW or Smut! Enjoy
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"Good morning" Percy said tiredly, greeting his best friend Grover at the dining pavilion, taking a seat next to him.
"Morning" Grover replied, "hey did you see Annabeth on your way here? She's usually the first one here and I haven't seen her yet"
As if almost on cue she was walking towards the boys, an excited smirk painted across her face.
"Camp Half-Blood has a new camper!"
"What?!" replied Percy
"She showed up late last night, all alone. Chiron told me she had been hurt pretty badly but he took her into the infirmary and gave her some Ambrosia"
"She took it? So, she's definitely a half-blood?" Percy asked
"Yep! We should be meeting her later today" Annabeth was ecstatic, she loved new campers!
--time skip--
As the day went on there was still no sight of the new camper. Word had made its way around camp and people began to take their guesses as to who was her parent.
"I hope she's in our cabin!" A child of Aphrodite had said
"No! I bet she HAS to be in ours! Showing up without a Satyr by her side means she's a warrior"an Ares kid chimed
"As long as she's not in ours I dont care" a tired looking Hermes kid said.
It was almost dinner time when Chiron had found Percy, sparring with someone from the Ares cabin.
"Percy can I speak to you for a moment?"
"Yeah sure" he said, removing his helmet and recapping his sword.
"Im sure you've heard we've had a new camper join us."
"Yeah it's all over camp" he replied
"Ah yes. Well let's say she hasn't been thrilled to learn about her new family. Reminds me a lot of you when you first came here"
Percy thought back to his first few days at camp. He was confused, scared, angry, and very much overwhelmed.
"I was wondering if you could help ease her mind by speaking to her. You understand what she's feeling better than I can."
"And im not half horse" Percy smiled
"Yes there is that" Chiron chuckled
"Alright I want to meet her!" Percy agreed. He really did want to help, but he also knew how jealous Annabeth would be that he met her first. The two walked into the big house and there she was, staring down at her feet.
"Y/N, this is Percy, son of Poseidon. Percy this is Y/N. I'm sure you two will get long swimmingly" Chiron chuckled at his own joke, "I will give you two some privacy" with that, he left the room. Leaving the two teenagers alone.
An awkward silence filled the room, when finally Y/N broke the silence.
"Son of Poseidon, huh?" she asked
"That's me" he smiled, proud of the title he held.
"That's crazy, the gods don't exist!"
"They do exist. I know it all feels a bit insane at first but-"
"A bit?! My whole life i've had these things coming after me and I didn't understand why. I thought I was insane and seeing things, but apparently that's normal?! And my dad? The reason he's neglected me my whole life was because he was a god?! There's just no way"
"Hey, it's gonna be ok. I know how you feel. I felt like that when I first got here. All my life my dad wasn't someone I had thought about much because I had my mom, and thats all I needed. Then I find out that he's now the most important thing in my life? I had so many emotions, but if you just give this place a chance? I promise everything gets a lot less scary"
This seem to get to the girl. She started to tear up.
"Ok, i'll try." she whispered
"I'll show you around and it'll all be ok, I promise."
The two made their way around camp, Y/N was mostly silent. "The sun is so warm here, it's not like that where I'm from"
"Everything is a little bit stronger here."
"I can tell" she smiled
"So, do you have any idea who your dad might be?" Percy asked, careful not to poke at the sensitive subject.
"I think but I'm not sure. My mom used to talk about Apollo, a way she never did about other Gods"
"Ok then...then we have to find a way for him to see you! If he see's you, he'll claim you!"
"Yeah but how?"
"Gods dont claim you because they feel like it, you have to work for it" Annabeth said, inviting herself to the conversation.
"Y/N this is Annabeth, daughter of Athena"
"Hey" Y/n said
"Percy have you taken her to the archery field? Apollo kids thrive there"
"No I didn't"
"Seaweed brain c'mon!" Annabeth rolled her eyes, "Lets go" she led the two there and put a bow and arrow in Y/N's hands. The girl had fired it easily and hit the bullseye.
"Beginners luck?" y/n asked
"Go again" Chiron said, but before she could something came flying down at her, she shot it down easily.
"That could've killed us" Percy said, mouth agape, "and you shot it down with ease!" he said
"Look!" One of the campers said
Y/N was becoming engulfed in a bright light and a sun appeared over her head. She was now an official resident of cabin 7
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teasing cove when you have a crush on each other drives me So crazy
flirty eyes from across the counter, sliding your hand across his chest... or even worse (read as: better), putting your hand on the small of his back as you go around him to the refrigerator
and the idea of doing it before he's going out w his parents is even better
sat on top of his car, laughing and whispering to yourselves. you lean in to whisper something in his ear or lean closer to his face to say something smug, something flirty and he flushes
then his parents walk outside, all cheery then they pause a bit when they see the deer-in-headlights look on cove's face and the way you pause
kyra gives a cheery greeting and cliff laughs, realizing what a awkward situation he's walked in on but he greets you anyway.
"hi," you smile, abandoning your conversation with cove and talking with his parents while he fidgets beside you. "well i should get going.."
and you slide off the hood of cove's car, fixing your bottoms and you put a hand on cove's shoulder which makes him jump.
"i'll see you later cove." your hand drag down his arm as you walk away, slipping into your house.
its silence between them before cove jumps up and exclaims about how theyre gonna be late
or you have cove over one night, and you have the house to yourself. your moms and cove's parents are out, catching a movie and dinner and your sister is sleeping over a friends house in the city to catch up with her old group, so there's no one around to tease you or usher cove out for the next 4 hours at least.
taking the opportunity to be as loud as you want, you put on some music and its so... flirty
(i can see sabrina carpenter "nonsense" or sza "the weekend" or my favorite 50 cent "best friend")
maybe its not meant to be, maybe the beat isnt anything remotely sexy and more on the pop side, but either way you're mouthing/singing the lyrics back to him and you're obviously flirting with him
even though you're just moving throughout the kitchen without any rhythm and you just leaned forward across the counter but you did it with a smile and you're teasing him.
oh god even better, you're in the kitchen trying to make this box brownie you bought at the store and the radio is on low, and you're sitting on the counter and cove is mixing the batter
maybe its because he has the best arms between you two
or maybe its because you wanna watch how his veins pop and his hands look wrapping around the spoon...
you like him way too much if you can find him stirring brownie batter together sexy, but thats not your problem
mmm imagine cove coming behind you to help you get the brownie pan out of the cabinet, helping you move the pots and pans in front of it and his body is against yours. and hes so chill about it, as if his groin is pressed again you....
and when its finally in the pan and its cooked, you're trying the brownies and cove finishes his so you pull him in by his belt loops...
he totally freezes up but youre in front of him, holding out a brownie for him to eat from your hand and he keeps eye contact as he bites down. hes watching you, and youre watching the way his lips part as he bites down and how he licks his lips...
and cove swallows, youre watching the way his throat bobs...
omg and if you bite the same spot he bit into, looking into cove's eyes the entire time and his hands move to your thigh, the other to the back of your neck..
and you both lean in and meet in the middle, and you're so lost in kissing each other that you drop the brownie.
as much as you like, love, kissing cove you're glad that that was a smaller slice since these brownies are pretty damn good
but then cove slips his tongue in your mouth and suddenly the brownies taste so subpar to this...
oh man i need to stop typing n write this shit immediately 🙌🙌🙌😫
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Imagines
REEEEEEQUEST. Slighr angst but its just fluff mostly
"If the Mandela Boys found you injured"
"Cesar Toress"
So background
You accidentally broke your arm while doing ( Insert physical activity ) and have to wear a cast
Obviously, Cesar noticed and asked whats up
You explained everything and he felt so fucking bad
He treats you like your about to die
I mean in his eyes you are fragile so-
Hes sooo much more gentle. Like 20% more gentle
And thats saying something knowing how gentle and soft he is
Will, not can, WILL help with carrying things
Like he would rather pain his back then make you suffer even more
If you complain about the cast, he will always be there to remember you that its only temporary
Hes like a mom...like his mom-
He just needs to make sure your okay
Cesar will make the living area more suited for you and your arm
If your dominate arm is broken, expect Cesar to become your dominate arm
Even if your left handed
Once its time for the cast to come off, he insists on coming with you
Hes there to make sure your not uncomfortable and that you can rely on him to comfort you
After wards, Cesar will take you and him out for ice cream as a mini reward for getting through these times
"Mark Heathcliff"
Background
You and Mark were cleaning his place. You were in his upstairs attic. You were stepping backwards to get away from something when you
WHOOP
You fell through the entry hole and fell hard on the ground
Yea Mark put everything down to come get you
You didn't get super injured, just your head and back hurt like shit
He immediately started to panic and thought you needed serious medical care
In reality, you really didnt. The fall wasn't that serious and really it was only a few feet above the ground
Not saying it didn't hurt, but it wasn't dire
But Mr Heathcliff doesn't care because he also thinks your dying and your ribs broke to make a horrible xylophone
He instantly lays you on his bed, sobbing out of pure panic
You tried to calm him down by saying your actually okay and that you aren't seriously injured
Hes still not convinced
"I can't just go back to cleaning because you said your okay! Are you crazy?!"
Doesn't matter what you say, your not cleaning anymore
He will do everything while you lay down in his bed and watch shows
Deadass. Gave you the remove and said "Watch whatever you want. I'll finish out work"
Honestly hes like Cesar but a lil more s p i c e
He ended up joining you after he was done with cleaning and cuddled you
"Adam Murray"
You and Adam were both trying to look for something in the trunk of the car
That was when you hand unknowingly grabbed a pocket knife that someone forgot to cover
So basically you cut your hand
You yelped in pain and shock, confusing and scaring Adam
He took one look at you grasping your hand and knew instantly something happened
He made you open your hand and he just saw blood
Adam instantly freaked out and went to grab his water bottle and hand sanitizer
He made sure your hand was thoroughly cleaned. Like really clean.
After that he put a little bit of hand sanitizer on the cut. Yes it stings but its helpful
He tries to distract you from the pain by talking to you
"Just listen to my voice, baby. Okay? Just listen to me and don't pay any attention to anything else besides me and my voice"
Once your all clean and taken care of, he tries to find the knife
Don't worry, hes being careful
He ends up finding it, finding blood dripping on the side
He cleaned it off and puts it away correctly
He kisses your cheek once its all been done
Hes super apologetic and he tries to make it up to you
Mhmmph...A is for apologetic adam...
"Jonah Marshall"
Background time abbeyyy
You and Jonah were doing a mission in a home
You were on the ground setting up a camera when Jonahs arm moved a vase and it crashed on your head, causing it to shatter
He instantly swooped in to make sure your okay
He checks your scalp, your skin, face, whatever could of been hurt
If any glass did cut your skin, he will instantly pick you up and take you to the bathroom to clean you up
He cleans up the glass after he takes care of you
Jonahs motto is take care of important things first yknow
He is much more careful when working
He doesn't exhile you to a bed or something
It is your choice whether or not to continue working or not
If so, cool more help
If no, that's also cool
If he really needs help, he'll call up Adam
He just makes sure that your not in dire need of a hospital
But if you do need a hospital trip, like let's just say glass fell in your eye or somthin
That mf stops whatever he's doing and drives to a nearest hospital
Yes he's putting himself at risk to be caught, but he disguises himself best he can cause he's going in with you
Emotional support an all that
#fluff#x reader#mandela catalouge x reader#cesar torres x reader#mark heathcliff x reader#jonah marshall x reader#adam murray x reader
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to quote recent events...
"Buzzy from afar. that's what they say about me too"
"All good, smiles"
"No, lloyd is gonna slip in"
"Hablo espanol?" "There a way i can spin that and make it totally offensive" "Oh yeah? Try mother fucker, Try"
*They smash the bottle opener over the remains of the 'plant'*
"How deep is this supposed to go?" "Oh, well..."
"yeah, you get a lot more drunk than me" "well yeah that's because im smaller" *a chuckle from Wilbur*
OUT OF POCKET: it is funny to make fun of lightweights. but not in a rude way, more of a /pos way. :] like, im bigger boned/ bigger framed or smth and i know im not a lightweight so i make fun of my other mutuals for being lightweights (in a /pos way)
"I'd love to do a *fucking* weed stream"
AL IMPUT: fuck yeah id watch that. im smokin' on the other side of the county with yous.
"AHH!" "lloyd is transparent" "fuck, you've got lloyds piss man."
"Like, isnt white wine worse?" "well, its the less horny option"
"Its like the one all the middle aged moms drink"
"And the waiter will say 'i didn't know you were here with your sister' and you'll say 'well, no, she's actually my date' and he, and he goes ' ohhh she looks so young' and then, and then she likes you more. "
" lloyd! "
" my man just, like , bloody hands, crunching through the like, shards of broken porcelain like, HERE BABY HAVE SOME WINE"
AL INPUT: ....THIS BASTARD. i love the marrage joke. thats fucking hilarious. dont worry, he's not married, maybe to big q, but only platonically. thats just too fucking funny. :3
"Why the fuck are you calling me on Whatsapp audio?"
"I couldn't do it "x2 "Oh yeah man, i just got a crazy ass call."
"Yeah who the fuck uses Whatsapp audio?" "Yeah man, up top"
I'll do more quotations tommorrow. time stamp is at about 30 minutes :]
#wilbur#quackity#wine stream 2023#mmm white wine fucking slaps#i have not had red wine yet and i cannot wait to try it#lloyd is a white wine if anyone was wondering#wholly shit....i finally am able to watch a stream from them...im in ALL the action#this feels amazing
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Miles 1610 X Nigerian Y/N
notes: nigga when I tell you this took my too long to make. Like writing this is not for the weak bruh
warnings: jus fluff ig
summary: y/n takes miles to meet her nigerian parents. ( im nigerian so umm yea)
“Miles, they are not going to like you if you don't take this seriously.” You said this for the 15th time. Miles is coming with you to a party your parents are throwing at your house. You thought it would be a good time to introduce them to Miles for the first time. As much as you were excited, you were hella nervous because this was the first time you ever brought into this household. And not just any household, but a Nigerian one at that.
Miles needed to understand that one wrong move will ultimately end in your mom gossiping to all your aunts and your dad to the uncles saying, “ arabinrin mi, o ko ni gbagbọ aṣiwère ti ọmọbinrin wa mu fun wa lati pade oh.” (my sister, you won't believe the fool our daughter has brought back for us to meet oh)
It's like you could hear it from a mile away. The thought made you sweat bullets because you know that they'll never approve if they have a horrible introduction to each other. “ No Miles try again, that's not right! C’mon you actually have to try. “ You said about just giving up and saying maybe this isn't the right time for him to meet them. ‘’Mami por que te preocupas tanto?’’ He said coming closer to hold your waist. “ because you don't know my parents, they're super judgemental and really strict. Like they didn't want me to even think about boys until i was at the ripe age of 30.’’ “ Thats crazy.’’ He said while laughing.
‘Not its not, because as much as i love you, i need our parents to support our relationship.’’ you said as you were pacing around your room. ‘’ Ok ok I understand. Tell me what I need to do and I'll do it ok?” he said while grabbing both of your sides and engulfing you in a warm hug. And you sigh as you take in a pleasant whiff of his cologne.
TIME SKIP
Miles rang the doorbell to your parents house. “ remember everything i taught you please, and just be yourself at the same time.’’ you said while giving him a nervous smile. ‘’ Don't worry mami everything will be ok’’ He said wanting to give you a kiss but the door flew open.’’ e kassan mommy this is Miles” you said very sweetly to your mom. “ ekassan ma o dara pupọ o pade rẹ” Miles said while bending down to greet your mom. You just stand there; completely shook because you never taught him all of that. ‘’ Here are some roses I brought you, and you look completely beautiful, now I know where Yn got her beauty from.” He says smirking a little at you and how surprised you are. “ AHH AHH YN, why didn't you tell me you got with this handsome man?! Please arewa okunrin, what's your ethnicity, let me have three guesses!’’ your mom said begging the poor boy. “ No mom please no, he doesn't need to tell you all of that.” you said completely embarrassed that it even came out of her mouth. Luckily, Miles just laughed and proceeded to answer the question. “ I'm actually African american and Puerto rican ma.’’ “
Ehen so Yn has now gone and brought home a latin boy, ok ohh.’’ Your mom says, folding her arms in astonishment. “ Ok well Yns dad isn't here right now but you're more than welcome to stay.” Your mom says pulling him away for him to meet all your aunties. “ Come and see the fine boy Yn has brought to me ohh.’’ She exclaimed while pulling miles away. You laughed as you saw him being poked and prodded by many aunties at once. When they finally finished, which felt like hours after, he came back to meet you with a smirk on your face. “ Well, that was definitely something.’’ he said like he just saw a ghost. “ This is my family for you.’’ You said while laughing your head off. “ Haha. very funny.’’ He said while rolling his eyes. “ Anyway, im super hungry, can i get something to eat real quick?’’ He asked, wrapping his hand around your shoulder. “ Not too close omo, do you want her to get pregnant?!’’ Your mom yelled from far away. “ Mom! Stop please im begging” you said covering your face in embarrassment. “ Sorry!” Miles quickly said while moving his arm, but still scooting closer to you so that he can be near you as much as possible. “ Ok lemme just get something for you to eat c’mon.’’ You said while pulling him off the couch.
He followed you to the kitchen and jumped up when he saw plantain.
“ You guys have platanos too?!’’ “ Mi vida, here if anyone hears you call it that you're in big trouble. We call it dodo or plantain.” You said while rubbing his face by how cute he's being. “ Well whatever you want to call it, give me two big spoon-fuls of that please.” He said while looking at it like it was his prey he was about to catch. “ Ok OK! It's not going anywhere why are you looking at it like that?’’ You said, chuckling at how hungry he is. “ Oh and gimme some fufu and efo riro.” He said looking over the table. “ Miles bruh, how do you even know about that?’ You said dying of laughter. “ Mami stop asking my questions and just put it please i'm dying over here” He said all dramatic.
Ok so this is litterally my first story so dont judge me pls. :)
#miles morales x you#miles morales x y/n#miles morales fluff#miles morales#fluff#this is my first post#pls dont be mean#miles 1610
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i've been going thru everything that i own & mercilessly scrutinizing each n every item like not even a single square of toilet paper from any roll of toilet paper will escape my wrath i feel like jesus (me) at the gates of heaven (my room) during the rapture (right now) judging all of the people (belongings) still on earth (in my possession) and every fucking body is going straight to hell you're all sinners and it's too late to repent now the final trumpet has already sounded woe eternal.
anyways a few years ago my dad gave me this small box of stuff and i never looked thru it until now. what is any of this stuff and why did he give it to me?
a dropper/tincture(?) that's empty except for some white residue. printed label says it's 25i-nBOME & next to that (not visible in the pic) handwritten in black pen is "20 mg". this is the only thing that i know what it is, but somehow it's also the item that confuses me the most. i distinctly remember one summer asking my dad if he had ever done acid, and he said "no never have/never will" & went on this huge rant about how "it's a drug for crazy ppl—just look at your mom & grandma, they used to do acid all the time—explains a lot doesn't it?" i can't imagine any reason why he would have lied to me about that because, at the time that i asked him that, he knew but didn't care that i always had acid & would use it somewhat regularly (like he wasn't saying that to me in a moralizing way, he was just sharing his opinion & halfway joking). also, i've used meth with him before, so ofc he knows i wouldn't gaf even if he was seriously against any psychedelics. so what happened that he had an empty 25i-nBOME container & randomly gave it to me one day then never mentioned it ever? i'll always wonder, but i'll never ask...
the next thing is honestly scary as fuck to me. i have no clue what it could be. idk if y'all can read the words on the the black thing, but it says "BLIMPIE HUMIDIFIER". i googled it & if anything i'm even more confused now. i think maybe it's some kind of thing you're supposed to put in a bag of tobacco to keep it from drying out or something like that? not sure how it's supposed to work tho. and i assume that most ppl probably actually use it for weed, which makes sense bc my dad smokes weed literally 24/7. but what creeps me out about it is there's a crazy smell (idk how to describe it just it's strong & it's not very pleasant but not awful either, maybe like a chemical smell idk) as soon as u open the prescription bottle... and then there's whatever the fuck kind of residue on the sides of the container. looks like honeycomb or beeswax to me. not sure i just have a strong feeling that bees were somehow involved with whatever happened here. i almost wonder if this is a really normal weed thing like some kind of idk dabs or resin or rosin or whatever is the shit that the hardcore weed junkies smoke and if so thats fucked up i cant believe ppl are out here smoking ear wax off of nails with a blowtorch or whatever but that definitely seems like something my dad would do.
the last thing (3) says "LEWHIF" which according to google is like a recreational inhaler basically like apparently you use this to inhale dessert flavored air so i guess this is like what you might use if you want to vape but you can't because you have asthma. i don't really get the appeal but then again i don't have asthma so i guess this one isn't for me to understand...
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chapter 15
Can’t you like it for me?” he says with big puppy eyes.
You look away.
“You’re being emotionally manipulative here.” shut up girl im loving u too much i cant
“You are playing with fire here, Bunny. Try not to burn yourself”, you grumble.
He chuckles and pecks your cheek.
“I like the burn”, he rasps against the shell of your ear, turning to the front afterwards.
SHUT UP IM CANT TAKE IT. try not to lose your shit challenge- mission failed successfully
He treated you so goddamn fucking well that sometimes you still felt the urge to punch him in the face and run away jk in the corner, i'll take that as a compliment
Lately the latter have become more and more. YAY
“Hey kiddo. How are you doing?” he says in a surprisingly deep voice for such a small frame. me with felix and taehyung
“for half a million bucks I expect to have the painter constantly working on it in a metal cage in the middle of my living room or something.” - ........ - a few bystanders had heard you and were now looking at you with weird eyes. SHUT UP THATS SOO ME except my voice would be low and nobody would hear but could be loud too cuz universe makes it louder at times when u dont want anyone to hear shit
although he was stressed and exhausted he never once smelled of alcohol. AHHHH IM SO PROUD OF HIM *gives a big ass hug and a smooch
WHY DOES NERO'S SHOULDERS LOOK FAMILIAR TO HER AND WHY DOES SHE LOOK FAMILIAR TO HIM AHHH STOP I HATE IT THIS CHAPTER IS A ROLLERCOASTER
again a fluffy moment after the tense thank you, her threatening to buy green and purple pillows PLZ that sounds like me trying to threaten my parents by telling them im gonna marry a cat crazy dude
“I’m not asking for it. I am very much anti punishment uwu i love this stupid noodle
He swallows heavily, “a-are we going to make out now?” he asks, grasping for your hips. he is such a cute and horny noodle pls and no u are about to cringe for the rest of your office time
FUCK GET YOURSELF A MAN WHO CAN FIGHT FOR YOU IMMEDIATELY
“don’t say that what the hell my cock twitched.”
“I am not going to apologize because I am way too turned on to care.”
He looks from side to side with the tip of his nose rosy.
“What’s with the sudden horniness oh my god?”
“It’s just that I never really saw you work before and it’s kinda doing things to me.” SAME HERE IM FEELING IM WATCHING SOME HOT CEO FROM KDRAMA BUT EVEN BETTER AAAAH
It makes his ass cheeks tense up and forces a quiet whimper from between his lips. SHUT UP SHUT UP HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO MOVE ON FROM THIS MOVE ON WITH MY DAILY LIFE????? VANESSA HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE LAUGH LOVE IN THESE SITAUTIONS ??
I REPEAT HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE LAUGH LOVE IN THESE SITUATIONS??? JIWOO SOUNDS SIERIOUS OH SHIT NOW SHE KNOWS AAAH
WHY IS SHE CONNECTING THE DOTS SOMETIMES CHARACTERS SHOULD BE DUMB PLEASEEEE also why is there a group of people surrounding kook??? 👀
the whole thing was soo tense i sweated through my shirt now im a stinky kid -_- BUT WE LOVED IT the emotions was captured soo well and he was supportive yet very unsupportive if your brain's going haywire with an anxiety/panic attack
Twirling him threw him straight into subspace. *insert meme i hope i dont fall, her: twirls him
kook : oh no mommy
the mom is sweet AND I CANT STAND THE DAD UGHHH
i prayed for her to not go to the mirror AND SHE DID NOO its really the worst thing to do during a panic attack :(
that was soo scary even i felt the uncontrollable demons while reading and thanks it ended on a good note and it was cute.
anyways i wish her a great day next morning(tho the story has ended) cuz them muscles be hurting like a bitch oof
Me reading through all your reactions:
hahahahha I love how you went on an emotional rollercoaster with this chapter jfdjsf also you quoting so many parts is my weakness hehehe thank you so much for doing that
BROORORORO THE TWIRLING PART WAS THE ONE OF THE FIRST TIMES I WENT "oh fuck i have a mommy kink" LIKE IDK IF YOU GUYS KNOW BUT AAOL WAS MY MOMMY KINK AWAKENING FADSFAHH
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Thanks for always answering bby! Im glad youre doing alright! Ive been feeling quite down the past days, yesterday my day reproached me because I was "overreacting" when I saw my cat being chased by dogs (I said a strong hey to get their attention away from my cat from the window where I saw everything) and he kept on saying bullshit like why you scream so loud with an annoyed tone of voice and I felt so bad, he always get these anger explosions and tantrums and no one can tell him anything or he will get more mad and im like, dude, mine was a REACTION. You cant control that at all. What was best, to leave the dogs catch my cat and it ends in a worse situation? Man you wanted that? Like for real I felt so pissed and frustrated. I even told him that when he gets mad no one can tell him to calm down or stop overreacting. My sister, mom and I always try to be more calm and colected and try to see things in a good reasonable light, but with him truly you cant communicate at all. And whats worse is that I end up being the crazy one! So now ive been trying to ignore him and interact the less its better for me.
And on the other side, so ive felt kinda down because Taylor will come to latinoamerica but isnt going to visit my country and I saw one of my closest friends will go to Brazil to her concert and I'm stuck here in my home due to my illness, I cant even make my own money to pay me the things I want, my closest friends are busy and we havent talked a lot the past weeks, maybe I will go back to University next semester if Im on better health terms and I really dont want to see some people ive considered to being transfered to another University... I feel like everything and nothing is going on with me at all and thats makes me go all ugh :( literally my only joy during all this time has been watching series, movies, reading and listening to music. Healing is so tiring and lonely at the same time, I dont mind it generally, but sometimes its strenuous.
I wish I could get a ticket and fly anywhere and start from zero with a whole new everything. Thank you for listening and being here for us, it means a lot💐🩷🩷
(So sorry for the long emotional dump, you can delete it if its bothersome)
Of course my love!! I'm sorry I didn't answer this sooner <3
To me, it does NOT sound like you overreacted. Dogs are (typically) bigger and stronger than cats. Even a big dog playing with a small cat could be unsafe. You did the right thing, even if the cat wasn't in danger! And like you said, it was one of those immediate reactions anyway, because of course it was! Lulu sometimes just looks at the edge of the balcony in a certain way and I'll put her back inside. Or the other day, she started to walk a bit too close to my burner plate while I was making a candle and I DID yell at her, because I got scared! We don't ever want to see our pets get hurt, so it's natural to have automatic reactions like that. Ignoring your dad, or minimizing contact with him, is probably the best option here, unfortunately. I'm sorry he tends to act a bit more irrationally, and tries to flip stuff around onto you. That sounds very frustrating to deal with.
I'm sorry you can't see Taylor!! That's a shame :(( It sounds like you're feeling pretty lonely, which is an awful way to feel. It's good you have hobbies, but I totally understand why they don't always quite feel like enough. I hope you start to feel a bit better, and find some people to connect with! I hope your close friends can find some time for you as well <33
And your emotions are never ever bothersome!! Lots and lots of love for you my friend <333
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ranting about my ryou bakura playlist <3
in terms of artists i think ryou would really like mitski,, hmm Evanescence??? he would really like old obscure creepy vocaloid songs.
i dont have much 2 say 4 genres ,, just generally angsty sad slower songs remind me the most of him, But def some more ramped up angry songs too !! he deserves them !!
Talking about specific songs and lyrics ↓ (lotso text)
"Please believe me when I say I've poured my whole past down the drain, say that a second chance is a chance I can take!
But I can't make amends for things I can't remember, I can only say I'm sorry and occasionally pray..." (Half-Decade Hangover - Will Wood)
"But I'm losing myself, and I'm afraid you're gonna lose me too.
This magic keeps me alive, but it's making me crazy! And I need to save you, but who's going to save me?
Please... forgive me for whatever I do." (Remember You Omnichord - Trillian)
"Something dark is following me here without a trace...
Is it real? Or in my head? I guess I'll find out when I wake up back home or dead. (THATS SUCH A BANGER LINE)
... With a piece of my mind as I'm caught, intertwined,
Between the roads, of what's modern or old..." (Into the Pit - DHeusta & Dawko) [ oh fandoms colliding ! the song fits too well i Couldnt resist ]
" 'You're not like me! I'm not like you! I'm not who these things happen to!' And that's exactly what you say before they do!" (BAD LUCK! Jhariah)
"There's a ghost, in my home! But it's better than being alone... Yes, my house is haunted! That's the way I want it!" (Ghost - nelward)
"My thoughts are filled with cruel intentions! Maybe my conscience is possessed!
It's no use I can't control it! Maybe it's a sign not to quit.." (Bad Blood - Creature Feature)
"I'm just a side character to your main spotlight...
...You'd be nicer to me, If you saw the true me,
But you won't get woke to that 'til I'm gone." (Side Character - Cloudfodder)
going more in depth with these songs:
The entirety of PHANTASM - JACK THE STRIPPER (( heavy cw for suicide ))
heavy bakura vibes, the way it references the horror genre so much and casually referencing (( suicide ) with such an upbeat tone, very much reminds me how even though how we usually see bakura so happy or just goofin off and stuff , but Really the entirety of his story and what's going on with him is ... Really sad.
I think it was someone else on tumblr? it was someone somewhere that pointed out hey 'freeze your brain' Reaaly matches ryou. and they are SO right! How both of the characters switch between schools constantly. And how both of their moms died. both of which are explored in that song, and also its just generally sad and angsty !!
"Forget in six weeks, you'll be back on the road! When the voice in your head, says you're better off dead!"
Also the entirety of Ugly Story - Phemiec (( thank u homestuck if only for this persons music) reminds me very much of bakura's and yami bakura's dynamic. Ryou is being controlled and used when he doesn't want to be
"I might be a killer but one day I shall be queen, and put an end to slaughter...
In someone's spider web, or net I could be caught... But I'm too bitter, better off alone, guess I forgot..."
Also generally sad and somber
(this song is a duet i imagine between ryou and his yami .. )
"A parasite needs a host-
I'm only trying to do what is best for us!
Well I never asked for this, I never wanted this! All that I want is some time to myself!
...I'm just just reminiscing, (Just STOP reminiscing!)
I just want you here with me! (I just want my privacy!)
God, can't we just get along? (God, won't you LEAVE me ALONE!)"
(Evelyn Evelyn - Evelyn Evelyn) (highly recommend <3)
other songs of note that are so made for him
Familiar Haunt - RL
Another Song About Ghosts - Joy Again
Exorcism - CreepP, Lollia (!!!!!)
What The Water Gave Me - Mishkin Fitzgerald
Watch Your Back - Junie & TheHutFriends
Friends. - Omori (also some other omori ost songs, esp ones associated with basil Because they are so the same.)
In all i love him and only wish the best for him. im going to explode the millennium ring for traumatizing him : o)
Also.. i have a yami yugi (season 0) playlist ill probably also do this for <3
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I'm a little late with my review, but I made it 😌 In Part 3, we see a glimpse of Wells being weird with that comment of 'What happened to all those little girl dresses?' 🤢 Also, the fact that Gloria and Y/n live with Wells? I thought Gloria and Y/n lived together, but Y/n being forced to live with Wells kind of explains more why she's uncomfortable. She lives with him; therefore, she is being forced to be around him. I'm just surprised too that Gloria moved in with this guy even though I think they've only been dating a few months? 😬 If that's the case, Gloria and him move fast and I feel like maybeee this is hinting the relationship was rushed.
It's stated that Gloria and Y/n used to live in Texas...so how did Gloria even meet this guy? Maybe online? But why would she be so willing to just pack up and force her daughter to leave everything behind? It's safe to assume they both grew up in Texas, so to date a guy for a few months and move in with him is a huge leap.... Maybe love makes you do crazy things? 🤡 It's stated in ch 1 that Y/n has only known Wells for a few months, so maybe the reason Gloria was so comfortable moving was cause her and Wells had been dating a while, but maybe Y/n never met him until a few months ago? Thats definitely a possibility.
Idk something just doesn't feel right with that relationship 🤣 I love how medically accurate chapter 3 was. I literally had to do concussion research and reread ch 3 just to catch all the symptoms since I missed them all lol the tiredness, the headache, the way Y/n was falling asleep in Billy's car, the way Y/n got moody with Stu and Billy in the car...all of those showed that something was wrong. Billy and Stu picking Y/n up was cute and all, but we all know they secretly want Y/n fully dependent on them. Cute how they both quickly knew something was wrong in the car tho 🥺
The Stu vs Y/n staredown was unexpected. Y/n shouldn't have snapped, but Stu shouldn't have been condescending. The fact that he had the audacity to be like "You couldn't even last a couple hours in the hospital" just shows his lack of empathy for what Y/n went through and he's trying to show her that she 'needs' him.... don't make me laugh bro, she doesn't need NO MAN 😭🙄 'DOn'T COME CrYinG tO ME' Nah bro, I'll go cry to my mom instead 🙃
Not me leaving 4 paragraphs long review 🤪 Idc if this chapter was a filler, I loved it ❤
anon i love u so dearly :) i saw the start of your message while i was in class and got so so excited!! thank you so much this, i was feeling so unsure about part 3 bc of how messy my life has been!!
Yes the Gloria and Wells situation is weird!! That's part of the reason Y/n is so bothered by it, but let's just say Gloria's smart! They're there for a reason and it'll get revealed soon! but yeah, Gloria's def the type to date a guy for awhile before he lets them meet Y/n.
Also thank you for noting the medical accuracy 😭 my dad is a neurologist so i've been told quite a bit about head injuries!! i also did a bit of googling to confirm everything lol
i'm glad you liked the car moment!! i wanted something a little cute and domestic, especially bc they are definitely trying to make Y/n dependent on them so that she can't leave, plus it's not like they can make a real move on her, dating Sidney and Tatum is important for their plan and they know that Y/n isn't the type to (knowingly) be a side piece...but that's going to be shown a little more clearly in the next part :)
Also I feel like both Billy and Stu are so good a perceiving people, especially the one person they consider worthy of their genuine care, that they just instantly knew something was up. They can read Y/n better than she can read herself at this point.
also yeah both Stu and Y/n were being problematic that morning! Y/n's attitude was a combination of a lot of things. She was stressed and concussions can lead to mood swings so that was the main reason, but let's just say that Billy and Stu knew what they were doing when they were being a little touchy with their girlfriends. And, even though she doesn't fully realize it, it kind of worked. She was a tiny bit jealous and she's never really felt jealous over a guy before (especially the boyfriends of her best friends) and that, paired with some subconscious guilt and her concussion led to a bit of a tantrum. She wasn't the center of Stu and Billy's attention for one minute and she immediately chose violence😭 she's so real for that lowkey.
And on Stu's side, at first the fact that she was uncomfortable was kind of good for his ego. Like aw, she's jealous, she cares🥺, but then when she saw that she was actually unwell, he felt a tiny bit bad. Not guilty, just a tiny bit worried that something was going on with her head injury. So when he finally decided to ease up, and Y/n's reaction was to not only reject him but then to straight up not listen to him?? Stu was not having it, and it bothered him so much he low key forgot to act 'normal' and exposed his lack of empathy for a second.
also you’re actually so funny 😭 humble him!! he wishes he could go cry to his mom 🙄
thank you so much for the review!! it really made my day :)
#final girl fic#scream imagine#scream 1996#sream x reader#billy loomis x reader#billy loomis#stu macher x reader#stu macher#ghostface#poly! ghostface#poly!ghostface x reader
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i just finished spiritfarer, actually properly finished. its impossible for me to talk about this game purely subjective bc its so. close to me. and my lived experience. putting this big long thing under a keep reading, warnings for discussion of death and whatnot as thats the prominent theme of the game, and spoilers for the game probably
please excuse the messy, rambly writing, im very tired and very very emotional about this sad boat game and just need to get my thoughts about it down before i go crazy
impossible to not cry at the end. i bought this game around 2019 on my switch, fresh after two or three big familial deaths. picked it up here and there but could never get myself to the end, either being to busy or it being too much for me. i finally found some time now, after owning it on PC for a year or two, to sit down and let myself experience it.
this game treats the passing of loved ones with such respect and care and the grief that follows so beautifully. even the characters i didnt much care for i felt heavily about when it was their turn through the everdoor. it blends this grief with gameplay mechanics so well, and doesnt ever let you forget those close to you. almost every character either has a resource you can collect because of them, their spirit still there when you need more of it, or theyre the ones who had you build the crafting station to make materials and youre reminded of them when you step in the door. i found myself making sure i had everyones favorite foods stocked in my inventory well past their exit. and to really hammer it in, everyone gets their profile marked in the stars when theyre gone.
stella's job is to take care of people, but shes always felt like a vessel-type character to me, as ive had my dealings with the loss of loved ones and those around me and found it incredibly easy to wear her shoes.
moments that really stood out to me were atul not letting you take him through, you just find his flower on its own. so heavily touched me, a man whos only ever cared for you not letting you see his struggles because he knew thats all youd devote yourself too. stanley, letting the weird kid take it the only way a kid could, curious but scared but you were holding his hand. i cant even begin to talk about daria, shes new to me and i can only hope no one can relate to her story but feel for her just the same. gwen, god i could go on about gwen. all the characters feel so lively, so real, all dealing with whats ending them as best they can.
the one that got me the most, though, was astrid. my grandmother on my moms side passed in 2019, so already getting me with a grandmother character but astrids story and motivations remind me so much of her and one of her lines at the everdoor, "dont forget me or i'll haunt you" sounds exactly like somehting my grandmother would say. tears pouring out of my eyes only beat by the end of the game as a whole. such a beautiful story
and beautiful game, too. breaking from the sad stuff for a bit to say the art and music are so beautfully crafted and touching, every character design and choice of animal so perfectly selected. look at darias profile how can you not fall in love immediately. look at her :3
just. please play this game if you have any sort of feelings about grief and loss. its touched my heart several times in the years since 2016 after lots of familial death and covid. its a bunch of different games at once, largely a resource management and crafting game but the story is so well written and the visuals are beautiful and im soon to buy the soundtrack because i always need it with me
this game means so much to me and will forever be on my mind, one million thank yous and tears to thunder lotus games and everyone involved.
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Dear Charlie,
It's been a minute, hasn't it? I hope this fall season is treating you well. Did you have a nice Halloween? We sort of did. Nic and I had Halloween goody bags set up, and not one child came to our doorstep. We made these scrumptious cupcakes. They tasted delicious, but the recipe could use tweaking. I probably overdo the festivities. I'm only looking to provide treats for sweet kids, like I had received as a kid. We watched Bridesmaids and I felt a lot like Annie. Except, I think where she was in the movie, that was me several years ago. And now, I'm a little better. Ish.
We moved to Smithville a month ago. It's about an hour and a half northeast of San Antonio. While I love the town dearly, (it's actually been remarked as a city. But when I can drive around the entirety of the town in 20 minutes, I'm sorry, but that is a town). Okay, okay. I'll concede. It's a near city. It's rather lovely here. They have little town events, sales, and nearby towns and events to go to. It happens to be 15 minutes from Bastrop, and 45 minutes from Austin.
We made this crazy move because Nic has a new job with Tesla. And, it seems to be going right for him. He gets better benefits, I think for free, and has more days off. So, if he needed to work more hours, I'm sure he could ask. I try to get up with him to make him breakfast and pack a lunch, since it feels good to do these things.
I'm starting new jobs it seems too often. I may have fudged a bit on my resume, but only for the period of times at my jobs, never the skills or experience. A few years ago, my mom suggested I work at a call centre. They tend to pay more, depending where you're going. So, it's a great opportunity, since people are always needed. But, I've come to realize I'm not happy taking call after next, seated on my butt, waiting for the next break or lunch time. And yet, this newest company treats me fairly. Hell, I have benefits beginning today. A dream come true, you would say. I'm realizing my job(s) aren't very fulfilling. And, it doesn't stop there.
In my life, I haven't felt challenged, happy, excited, or seem to enjoy myself. I'm very much aware, that one move to a new town won't magically solve my problems. But I've given more thought to what could help. Despite its low pay, I used to enjoy working at the gas station in San Antonionear my apartment. I loved the many things to do, the people I would say hello to, the variety. I'm realizing I loved and still love keeping busy on my feet. For several reasons, A. Exercise! Which means more energy to do things. B. Staying busy with various tasks helps my ADD brain thats always running. C. It gets me out of the house. But, I haven't felt even remotely happy in any of these call center jobs since my very first one. I worked as a reservation specialist for a major hotel chain you'd recognize in a heartbeat. As much as I hated back to back calls, I loved the variety of the people calling.
I went around town yesterday, asking various businesses if they needed help, but many of them didn't hire outside of their company. I visited the library, gazing around longingly, wishing I could be employed by them. I may have to work on earning my degrees if I want to pursue that route. I checked out 5 books, all of which due in two weeks. I am going to try Dollar General just down the street, and maybe the bank floating teller job I found. I would be a teller on my feet. I would have to dress nicely and count change back. But I haven't felt confident in my appearance since developing this skin condition on my face. I'm sure they are always hiring, so I'll put it off for a bit.
Hopefully, I'll find a job or more that has me on my feet, earning my way up! (Kind of. Retail is notorious for underpaying). I would want the morning shift. I want my late afternoons and evenings to myself. I can practice my baking, perfect recipes, and think of ways to continue developing my hobbies into a side business until I can work for myself and dictate just what I'm looking to do.
But beyond all of this, I'm ... miserable, starved for more human interaction, and accepting I think I'm most definitely at that point in my life, where I need therapy. Funnily enough, I've been reading this book on a therapists journey with receiving therapy during a critical time in her life, while discussing her sessions with her patients (while concealing their names for privacy). It's pretty funny and enlightening in so many ways. Oh, and the books I've checked out from the library seem great. If I can remember, I'll get their titles.
I suppose that's enough for now.
I miss being around people, having friends, and learning new things.
Love,
Mary
8:02 am
Monday, 1st of November, 2022
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I know you said you wouldn't talk about your daughter/share her face (which is totally valid !!) can you talk about her a little more? She seems like such a sweet baby and I had no idea she was already 2?? That's so crazy!! I've been following you since you first started writing for Henry and she was so young then!!! It's totally okay if you don't want to talk about her though !
of course i can!!
she did recently turn 2!! i didn't talk about it or mention it because my grandpa wasn't doing well at all on her birthday (i was certain he was going to pass on her bday and was stressing tf out about it, but he didnt, he's doing better) so i didn't mention it. but she had a wonderful birthday party the weekend after her birthday, and our entire family came. my older sister came as well and brought her girlfriend and boyfriend and i was worried about my dads side of the family's reaction (they're german-mennonite but have been a little more accepting recently) but they were all so accepting and it was sweet!!
she got a ton of presents as well. i felt so bad because i didn't have a lot of money at that point in time because i helped my parents pay a bill and i paid for my ASD screening and things but andrew took over the expense part of it, and took me on a shopping spree for her birthday and we got her a ton of toys, some of which will be used for her playroom in our house! she got a play kitchen with a lot of dishes and food! she got some tumbling mats because she has a TON of energy and can't sit still (i'll talk more about this another day) and we're enrolling her in gymnastics and dance soon! my parents gifted us our old trampoline that had been taken down 2 years ago for the winter and never put back up bc we never used it so we can have that in our backyard!! she got a few other gifts as well, and she loved all of them!
i used to do this all the time but i havent in a while so here's her milestones so far:
she's talking so much. she's always been quite vocal and advanced when it came to speaking, and she sounds more like a 3-4 year old which we're hoping is good!
we still struggle with object permanence sometimes but thats okay because i do too.
she's gotten better at her shapes and colours, and is loving dramatic play. she's very independent, and doesn't like when her dad and i help.
she's still very small, but we're monitoring it, and her doctor says she might have a growth spurt soon, but if she doesn't, we'll have to look into GHT, but thats only if she's not on track by age 3. because of how small she is, she has some mobility issues, but nothing major. she just has trouble walking on uneven ground and climbing up more than 2-3 stairs at a time.
she's also been going to the doctor regularly because we're thinking she may have ADHD as well. we're struggling with emotional regulation, and as i mentioned earlier, she's extremely hyperactive (to the point where she has to sleep separate from the other kids at daycare because she'll disturb them. she's been walking mainly on her tiptoes, and its hard to correct that, at least for us.
potty training was going well, but we've regressed in that area a bit because she had an accident and my mom yelled at her for it, so we're back in diapers :(
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I just heard my mom randomly complain that I can clean the plushies in my room, but I can't clean the bathroom me and my sister share 🙃 I stg, I feel like im going insane. I say I've cleaned it 3 times in a row, my sister finally says she does it after i stop cleaning for her, but in a way you can't even call it half-assed, more like a quarter of the job, I get upset and say I don't want to do it again until she can do a proper job, and my mom acts like im the problematic one.
Idk, I really feel so crazy. My sister (who is the same age as me) never willingly helps out around the house in any way, she'll be outright told by my parents and she'll constantly not do it, then when she finally does whatever, she does it in a poor way, then when confronted about it, she makes up excuses and says she did do it right. There's literally no difference between her abilities and mine. In fact, she interacts with my mom more. They'll be out buying squishmallows or some shit, but my mom can never get in a "hey... also, could you do those chores, thanks 😊" but will also come home to me and despairingly rant about "OHHH, where did I go wrong with my shitty kids..." to ME who is actively trying hard to constantly please them, and she will STILL complain about my actions. The last time they told me to clean up after my sister, I relented, even when my sister threw her giant bag of garbage from her room into the bathroom, calling it a "nice" gesture (when idk who in this world would interpret that as a nice gesture, I'm literally just being told to take out her garbage on top of doing a job she didn't originally do right), and my mom will still complain about it even when I do it.
I've tried explaining my side to them, but my mom will giggle and go "OH, I'll keep my mouth shut 🤭" like I'm obviously saying a basic thing wrong, and my dad says "well, she said she did it, you don't have any proof she didn't do it." when we've all witnessed her not do basic chores for the longest time. I think theyre too lazy to discipline, and my mom has control issues, so she constantly wants to clean for us (and recently I've had to fight to even do basic things over my own things). But this causes my sister to be lazy, the "oh, mom will take care of it" attitude, but when my mom isn't available, the expectation is tossed to me, who doesn't want to accept that (because why would i??) Then, my sister gets the "I took the garbage out after 3 weeks of being asked, why can't she clean all of the rest of the bathroom and why wasnt she still cleaning it then." and I get called out.
I just don't get how this double standard exists for me when we're the same age and there's no difference between us. They don't get upset at her for not doing whatever, she'll have an attitude and go "whatever." and slam the door in my moms face like she's 14 years old whenever she tries to ask her to do something, and then somehow I'm yelled at. I think they flat out never disciplined either of us, bc thats too much work, but I miraculously became self-aware enough to go "hm... maybe I should do my own laundry, or the dishes, or sweep..." but my sister hasn't come to that conclusion. In fact, any time she DOES do something, usually in a wrong way, she'll demand I do double the work asap. I think my mom doesn't trust anyone to do a good job (and she's always criticizing us as we actively do a chore), so she wants to play maid in a way, and I feel like by extension she's punishing me for not waiting on my own sister happily without complaint. Literally teaching me to devalue myself because she allows my sister's behavior to go on just because I'm desperately trying to please them more and more and am available to them, but apparently can't satisfy them (due to my sister still being shitty).
I stg, I feel like as long as I live in this house, my sister won't magically become considerate, my mom will still keep venting to me about my sister while not bringing it up to her and lumping me in with her, and I'll get the "what do you mean, you don't want to clean up after your sister for the 4th time in a row??" They really do make me feel crazy, and I'm like how is me cleaning things in my room relevant. If anything, wouldn't that prove I can clean, but am not for some reason (because I feel it's unfair im doing it repeatedly for my sister...) I feel like im talking to a wall that only hears "I don't think I should..." and throws out the reasoning and doesn't even consider getting upset at my sister in the same way. Why are they like this
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Hello you mrs. adventurer but doesn't wear tacky clothes lefty eyebag. 😌
I'm just at work now, actually playing on my switch because it is so slow, no calls or emails at all. But I am okay, woke up with a headache and really hungry 😅 It could be stress and dehydration combined.. but bleh it is what it is.
You are like my niece's mom. She would let her pick her clothes, but if it doesn't match or it looks crazy together, she will shake her head no, but will still let her wear it haha.
That's a lot of pillows! I guess I am weird though, I have a pillow but I don't use it at all. It's just on the bed for decoration.
Was it fun to ride the snow mobile? It always looks fun in the movies or shows. That and skiing. I want to try either one of them but I don't want to be in the cold that much.
Have you ever tried jetski? Or canoeing? Kayaking?
I think next year I will try to be more adventurous. I'll try doing the wall climbing and axe throwing 🤔
That picture with the trees is really pretty. I like seeing snow on trees and houses. The snow in Nebraska is nice but then after the day, when it gets plowed and all that, it is ugly to look at hahahaha.
You have parts ready and you're not sharing?? Oy vey.
Hm, if you could do anything without getting caught, what would you do?
-CuriousGeorge
Hello hello you!
Sorry i fell asleep while putting em to nap, then woke up cleaning, n went to the stores to get stuff for dinner then cook dinner, n clean the kitchen n now waiting next to bathtub while em taking a bath. 😁
Hows work? Is it done yet?
U need to drink a lot of water.. or maybe stretch, i assume u probably sit a lot in a day? While working.
Haha i love that statement.. i say it often too "it is what it is." 😅
Haha yeah sometimes my way works, by giving her choices that i set up for her but sometimes she is just one stubborn princess so i just let her wear what she wants.
Haha the pillows r sleeping pillows, not just decorations pillow. So we use it.😆😅 it's mainly for him because he moves a lot when sleeping. He tossed n turn a lot, blanket or pillows can be on the floor by morning sometimes.lol.
When i sleep, i always sleep in one spot n i dont move a lot. I either sleep on my back or on my right side n always close to the edge. 😅🤣 how bout u? How do u sleep?
Oh yeah, snow mobile is fun! I love it. If u gonna try it someday, dont try the one thats only go on thr flat ground n ride it in circle.. pick the choice that let u go up on the mountain by urself because it's scarier.hahhaha.n more dangers.lol.
I hv tried both because one time when my sister came here n i wanted her to try, the company that i used to pick closed for good. So the only one thats open was.the one on the flat ground n just go around n around. It's not fun, they even told u to slow down if u go to fast. The one that goes to the mountain, u can go as fast as u can.haha.
I never tried skiing or snowboarding.
I never tried jetski nor kyaking nor canoeing. But i tried a sea doo. It was fun n scary because it goes sooooo fast n if there is a ripple or a little wave it will jump over it.hahaha. i tried it on the lake tahoe lake though. What scared me is the water is so clear u can see the bottom of it n u know it's deep. What makes me less scared is i know there is no shark or any weird sea creature. 😅
I also tried wake boarding on the lake, thats the one that u stand on a board n got pulled by a boat, that shit is hard 😅🤣 im not gonna do it anymore.. i also tried thing thats called flow rider when i was in a cruise. It's like a machine that blows fast water like u r surfing. It's fun but hard n it's not my thing.hahhaa. im not gonna do it anymore. U can google flowrider. My body got all sore the next day it wasnt even funny 😅
Oh i always wanna try wall climbing but i bet it's hard. Axe throwing, i forgot i was gonna respond to what u said about it. I think u told me there is a bar that has axe throwing n it reminds u of me? Im wondering why it remind u of me? Hahahaha. I never tried it. I hv seen a few video that sometimes the axe ricochet back to u n it kinda scares me. 😅
Haha i got what u meant, snow after get plowed look dirty 🤣🤣🤣
Haha yeah i have two parts ready i just need to proof read the whole thing n wait until everything done then post it. 😅
Hmm i dont know what i would do if i can do anything without getting caught. I guess maybe rob the bad rich people n give the money to the people who need it i guess. Or go to illegal puppy mills or the restaurant that serve dog as their food n take all the dogs n save them n destroy the place 🤣
What about u? I hope i dont sound crazy or psycho.lol.
Cheerio!
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