#namjoon twin flame

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RM’S CHAOTIC LOVE LIFE ANALYZED IN SONG LYRICS

This is all alleged and speculation. No relationships are proven true until confirmed by the idols themselves or their agencies. Do not take this personally or too seriously. This is just an extreme over-analysis of song lyrics and observations I have made about idol interactions from years of being a K-Pop fan.  This is a work in progress- RM has like a million songs and I am constantly going back and rediscovering new meaning in lyrics and adding to the song list. So buckle up, get a snack and a drink because I basically typed an 12 page thesis.

Indigo track-by-track analyses link

Favorite Girl (2012)- girl broke up with him over a letter in the winter

Thinkin Bout U- mentions red converse high girl

Coffee (2013)-bitter over breakup bc became idol?

Blanket kick (2014)- keep being/acting embarrassing around crush/gf and admits a lot of songs about her- possibly about yerin?

Miss right (2014)- maybe about yerin? possibly about wishing to be in ideal relationship but can’t bc idol

Where did you come from (2014)-superficial love 

Boy in luv (2014)- unrequited love and changing oneself to try to get her affections

Danger (2014)-unaffectionate/uncaring gf not putting her all in the relationship

Intro:what am I to you (2014)-relationship started out too intense so gf put up barriers and shut bf out

Converse high (2015), converse high (predebut) -song that I believe is about yerin from 15&

Run (2015)- giving your all to someone who doesn’t appreciate it

Hold me tight (2015)-knows breakup is about to occur but wants to rekindle feelings from beginning of relationship

I NEED U (2015)- how because of this girl, they are becoming ruined and they want out of the relationship. However, they cannot bring themselves to leave and begs her to break it off for him. They are going through hell because of this relationship yet they keep coming back.

Autumn leaves (2016)- refusing to move on from breakup

Love is not over (2016)-refusing to move on from breakup where girl clearly didn’t love him/ she was toying with him or realized that hookups don’t satisfy them bc only last the night and person only theirs when they are physically in the bed

Blood sweat tears (2016)- addicted to sex with someone

Dilemma (2016)- gf feeling like stranger as she becomes distant but rm still refuses to let go bc he loves her

13430 (2018)-galactic ode to lovers whose bond dwindles, eventually breaking aloof.

Fake love (2018)- “I’m so sick of this fake love” Pretty self explanatory. The same message will be repealed in “Her” and “Closer”.

Her (2018)- the person they are in love with doesn't know the real them, only the mask they put on

Truth untold (2018)- It speaks of the singer putting on a mask to see the one that they love. They create a facade to hide behind so the object of their affection doesn’t see their broken and damaged side. They are afraid that their love will leave them because of their hidden side. They have a love, but it is fake love because they aren’t being real and so because they did not have the courage to show their love their real self, they left. They are left sitting in their ruined dream reminiscing about what would’ve happened if things turned out differently.

Im fine (2018)- a little self growth yay! Went from “save me” to “I’m fine”

Euphoria (2018)- happiness associated with young love and new beginnings. There are some underlying tones of feelings of how their love is fake and not based on attraction

Waste it on Me (2018)- a hopeless and hopeful love affair. While one side of the relationship labels the concept of love as a waste, the other strongly advocates for the pursuit.

Jamais Vu (2019)- can never do right by gf so want another chance

Crying over you (2019)- breakup but each person is mature enough to let go of each other and sending wishes that their ex would find a better person whom perfectly fit for them.

TOMORROW X TOGETHER - 0X1=LOVESONG (I Know I Love You) (2021)- apparently RM had part in writing this song. He must have been loved up in his couple ring era because this song screams honeymoon stage. Clearly it didn't last based on the angry songs in this list that came afterward.

Young Love (2022)- We don’t know which of the members this viewpoint is about, so I will include this song just to be safe

SEXY NUKIM (2022)- you know the part I’m referring to… Girl you can keep it low While we do the ride I'll apply you tonight Ain't gotta DM 'Cause you heard about my team”

Closer (2022)- Namjoon, man. Will you ever learn your lesson?! You can’t replace sex with love! And you know it too. You’ve written like 20 songs about this very thing.

Change pt. 2 (2022)- MANS HEXED HIS EX LMAOOO. I WOULD BE SCARED SHITLESS.  “SOMEDAY A GREAT GRIEF WILL DO COME FOR YOU AND THEN YOULL KNOW IT TOO THATS ALL I CAN SAY TO YOU. YOU CANT LOVE SOMEONE LIKE I DO”

Smoke Sprite (2022)- Honey, what you doin' in my bed? Yeah, Uh, baby, welcome to my favorite place, yes→ RM said 2022 IS THE YEAR I LET EVERYONE KNOW IM NOT A VIRGIN

Dont ever say love me (2023)- “I wanna die when youre next to me” like man wants to breakup so bad because even when youre around him you give him the ick

WHO ARE THE SONGS ABOUT?

ANONYMOUS PRE-DEBUT CITIZEN

RM admitted to having a girlfriend in highschool during a 2015 episode of Problematic Men. He said it was a short-lived relationship because she had too many male friends and was causing him to be jealous. Speaking of 2015, notice how the other men are rushing him to try and slip up and admit that he is dating? Or admit that he would write a letter to a sweetheart? That goes into my theory about Yerin below, with the timelines matching up in 2015. RM is notoriously TOO honest and his Problematic Men hyungs knew it, with Namjoon probably gushing about his girlfriend at after-taping 회식, and were wanting him to slip up and spill on air. RM finally admitted that he would write a song for his crush on White Day (cough cough Converse High cough cough).

YERIN

While BTS has never had a confirmed partner since debut, Baek Yerin is the only rumored girlfriend RM has had tabloids write about. Yerin is the only one of the three women I’m the most confident about in this analysis that he has had a relationship with. I am fairly certain that RM has a crush on Hwasa, and that Chaeyoung has a crush on RM.

Yerin’s entire 2019 album “Every letter I sent you.” seems to be a reflection of the passionate love (and toxic) affair her and Namjoon had when they were around ages 18/19-20/21. It could be possible they dated even as early as when Namjoon was 16 if his earlier unreleased love songs are about her, as well. That’s highly unlikely, as Yerin is the same age as Jungkook, 3 years younger than Namjoon. 

Her songs often mention tons of sex, drunken nights, smoking, and fights. This sounds highly out of character for Namjoon (minus the sex and a little bit of drinking). There are rumors that some BTS members smoked, though it’s not confirmed who they are and if they still do. (Edit: Taehyung was officially confirmed to have smoked after pictures of him smoking at the 2022 Grammys were leaked. There were also numerous other occasions where he was holding a vape in his hand, but nothing as big as this “Grammys smoking scandal” went as viral. Jungkook is also confirmed to smoke after his vape was revealed in a Weverse live. Suga alludes to him being a constant smoker in his song “Haegeum”, and he does hold that cigarette like a seasoned pro… but the cig reference was mainly a call out to overprotective fans who think they they can tell other people what they can do with their bodies.)

They most likely had a karmic relationship- an intense but PAINFUL relationship that will rip you out and spit you out. Every hidden side of you is revealed through sex and intimacy, but it is so intense, that you cannot be with the person forever but you feed off of each other’s brokenness. I’m sure if you asked them about what they learned from that relationship, they would say they learned SO MUCH about life, love, and self.

It (allegedly) definitely seems like Namjoon broke up with her around 2015-2016 after the success of I NEED U, when BTS became busier and he had less time to spend with her. From the timeline of BTS songs, I would place their relationship anywhere from 2012-2015. While he was heartbroken for YEARS after this (see the above listed songs, the longest list off all 3 lyrics lists), he has now come to terms with it. It seems like Yerin has come to terms with it as well, as this blog post breaks down each song meaning beautifully. It seems like Yerin has found a box of diaries or love letters from this relationship and has written songs in chronological order of the entire timeline, from beginning to end, with the last song talking about her getting closure with viewing the memories and how the two were not meant to be.

Yerin states that “This album reflects memories, dilemmas, and thought processes I had from when I was nineteen to twenty three.” She is currently 24 years old Korean age (23 years old standard age at the time that I wrote this in 2020, she would be 26 years old in 2023 now). This would put the beginning of the album at 19 years old in 2014 to 23 years in 2018. The timeline does match.

Maybe its not our fault (2019)- how partners in relationship slowly started to drift apart

0310- sex cant save a relationship

It’s like I dont know myself (2017)- the more he probes the more she loses herself and him

Meant to Be (2019)- about namjoon 100000% id bet my life on it. Him saying they’re meant to be, he’s kind. 

Across the Universe (2015)- hes slipping away but shes clinging to him

Mr. Gloomy (2019)- talking about how hes so melancholy and loves rainy days (Namjoon forever rain)

Bye Bye My Blue (2016)- becoming resentful of Namjoon’s growing fame while her career is stagnant

“Cuz I’m afraid to say things I want to say. I push you away and make things uncomfortable”

CAN I BE U (2019)- most likely a response to I NEED U

His Ocean (2016)- NJ trying to get a deep connection but Yerin resisting. Namjoon also has a fascination with oceans and always mentions it in lyrics.

“I'm not good at emptying my heart. It's not as easy as it sounds. But why do you keep asking me to do something I can't? There's a lot that has built up in my heart. I can't get rid of it and I'm always frustrated”

Amy (2019)- apologizing for the hardships she put him through in the relationship and admitting she buys all their albums and that their Love Yourself campaign has helped her (allegedly)

Popo (2019) - saying how intoxicated she is with the man (his eyes, his scent, his voice). If the song is about NJ, I mean, same girl. The man in the song wrote her a song and played it for her.

“You'll never know How much your voice attracts me, boy. It's exceptional Especially When you're playing the song for me. I can't take my eyes away”

Datoom (2019)- Reflecting on how much they argued before they broke up

Not a girl (2019) - seoulbeats (linked above) sums up this song perfectly: “Yerin wanting to speak up for herself against a lover who doesn’t seem to truly be for her. There lies a misunderstanding between who he attempts to see her as, versus who she believes she truly is.”

“Can’t be what you want. I can’t be what you were. I can’t say I have done so many things but now. Can’t be good enough”

Newsong2 (2019)- "Want to be just like you once. Make it up if I do wrong. Ignore and leave the silence". Make up and brush it under the rug.

Point (2019)- insecure partner in love keeps questioning her love

London (2019)-partner is trying to idealize her and is not seeing her for who she is

HWASA

It does seem that Namjoon has a thing for Cancers, if my and others’ speculations about his dating life are true. Both Yerin and Hwasa are Cancer suns. While Namjoon’s Cancer Mars is in his 8th house and plays a predominant role in his life and relationships, it is clear to see why he is drawn to Cancer sun individuals. But remember, the 8th house is death and rebirth. Karmic relationships.

Hwasa and Namjoon do have a lot of similarities, from not only looking similar (face, tan, thicc), but to being criticized by fans and media alike (tan, ignorance. RM has apologized and grown from his mistakes. Still waiting on Hwasa’s genuine apology since she continues to appropriate… and do blackface). Both are also highly sexual beings.

While the man in her songs has characteristics that sound a lot like him, so do many other anonymous citizens of Seoul like Hwasa stated. She makes her ex sound like he was available whenever to come and see her, and RM being part of the biggest boy group on the planet doesn’t have much free time, even though his personality is very empathetic and giving. The only reason I included her is because a lot of other people seem to think there was something going on between the two, whether it was a FWB situation or brief one-month romance. I will admit I do not keep up with Mamamoo or Hwasa at all so these are the only songs I know by her. I have heard rumors that she has been in a steady relationship with a man like 10 years older than her and is in a prominent position, like a ceo or something? All alleged, of course. You can never really trust that stuff.

Twit (2019)- how Hwasa wants her lover to not be so passive, loving, and predictable, but take charge and surprise her. This song seems the most likely of Hwasa’s songs to be about NJ because Yerin and BTS’s songs about exes have mentioned the man giving so much of himself into the relationship that he loses himself. Hwasa fans speculate that Twit may be about Loco, as he was VERY chivalrous and swooned over her every time they worked together.

“You give me a lot, but why are you the only one feeling unhappy? Because you breathe only for me. You look so lonely”

Why (2020)- missing her ex, most likely the lover from Twit

“You're my hero. We have many similarities, like a mirror”

Kidding (2020)- sarcastic remarks to a cheating ex and his new lover. Not quite sure if this is about Namjoon because his natal chart doesn’t really have any aspects linking to cheating, but natal charts aren’t the end-all-be-all. Everyone still has free will, and he very well may have cheated.

“Of course you must have been busy. You two falling in love. It’s an old thing that’s thrown out after one use. You’re going to regret it soon. Isn’t it so ironic?”

CHAEYOUNG

Another slightly uncomfortable pattern in all of these alleged “exes” is that RM likes to date younger women, as every single “ex-girlfriend” listed here is younger than him. Namjoon was born in 1994, Hwasa in 1995, Yerin in 1997…. and Chaeyoung in 1999. Namjoon… dude. Chaeyoung is a Taurus, which vibes well with his Virgo sun. Namjoon also has his descendant in Taurus, which is what he looks for in a marriage partner. I don’t have any of the girls’ birth times, but standard 1200 time all results in negative match scores, showing that the majority of Namjoon and each individual girl’s natal chart did not sync well for a compatible match.

Whenever there are multiple fan videos of idol ships, take notice. Weed out the delusional ones but pay attention to ones that seem plausible after researching the K-Pop industry and how idols get away with dating. Idols have confirmed that looking at each other is a form of flirting when at award shows. And there are plenty of clips of RM and Chaeyoung doing just that. Chaeyoung has written her own rap lyrics but mostly it is about a crush and then immediately to heartbreak, so clearly the relationship didn’t last long. The song timelines from crush (2016) to regret (2018) show a brief interlude of happiness and touching (2017). My guess is that after pursuing RM for quite some time, he gave in and hooked up with her, but she wanted more and got her heart broken.

Precious Love (2016)- apologizing and asking scorned ex to come back

“I’m so sorry. Please come back. Do you still feel the same? Have you still not forgiven me? Have the scars I’ve given you Not healed yet? Or have you replaced me With someone else? Is there no place for me In your heart anymore?”

Daring Woman (2016)- she’s young but stop pushing her away

Eye Eye Eyes (2017)- describing a crush she has on someone. Mentions white tee shirt and jeans that he likes, possible reference to converse high

“Ocean-like eyes, I’ll swim in them. Yeah yeah yeah. Everyone knows his pretty eye-smile. I want it to myself. Yeah yeah yeah. Your heart is ice I’ll melt you” and “Do men like White shirt with jeans and most importantly long hair”

Missing U (2017) -ex promised her the world then broke her heart. A recurring theme throughout all 3 girl’s lyrics, hmmmm maybe the ex in Namjoon’s songs isn’t the problem, then?

“You promised me And I foolishly believed. But when you left, you had no guilt. But still I miss you. Miss you baby”

Sweet Talker (2018)- I have a very tiny suspicion this might be about more than one BTS member since Jeonghyeon was involved in the writing process. RM is known for choosing his words carefully, being a smooth talker when it comes to flirting and being a poetic genius.

“You seduced me with your sweet words. You made my heart beat with your clear eyes” and “Your words were as clear as the sky. Your words had no feelings”

The only confirmed relationship I know that Chae was in was with that scumbag tattoo artist that drew those lewd drawings of Chae giving him head and posted it for the world to see and she got so much hate because of it. Thank goodness they’re not together anymore.

This is where I had last stopped in my draft. It says the last edit was December 6, 2020 lmao. So some things I had previously said I may disagree with now but I'm leaving up as I like to see how my thoughts have changed over the years. For example, I now do not think that Chaeyoung or RM ever dated, and that she just had an extreme crush on him. I mean, girl same. Yerin I still believe 100% dated him as she broke formal speech on TELEVISION and called him a pet name. The only reason that wasn't a bigger deal is that both were unknown artists back in 2015. Hwasa, I am on the fence about. I see more reaction videos of Taehyung being the ass man that he is lusting over her than RM. I wouldn't let my buddy thirst over my girl but RM is pretty chill about it. Granted they are in public and being filmed, but even if he did talk to Tae about it, V still did it over and over. Weird, no? So that is why i lean more towards that Hwasa and RM probably didnt officially date, but maybe were just fuck buddies?

Now onto RM’s love life that DID make news:

COUPLES RING

I really wish I had kept a better timeline of him wearing that ring, sigh. The only things I can really find online of him wearing that ring started the whole “namjoon married” ordeal were around September 2020 when that infamous video of him taking it off before going on air surfaced, making it look hella suspicious. I definitely remember him wearing that ring for maybe the entirety of Dynamite promotions? The Dynamite era went from August 25, 2020- December 3, 2021 according to BTS Wiki. This was like peak COVID time and I was an essential worker so I admittedly wasn’t keeping up with BTS that closely and instead was just trying to make it through the day. He was talking about having kids a lot during this time too, and that one live of him showing off the baby shoes did not help his case that he is already married with kids. Namjoon did seem to get in on the joke though by trolling us and posting that photo of him and a little girl with her face covered.

There were also terrible rumors going around during this time that he was gay. Namjoon clearly has a very close guy friend and likes to take pictures with said best friend to preserve memories. To respect his non-famous friend’s privacy, he puts emojis over their face on the photos. Some of the emojis were hearts. Thus the shipping and speculation began. RM eventually stopped posting photos with this friend at all and then deleted all of them.

FIANCEE

June 24, 2022… the day when all Namjoon stans had a heart attack. News broke that he was engaged. So those couple ring photos must be true, we all thought. But alas! HYBE released a statement saying “RM’s marriage rumors are not true. We are currently taking swift action against malicious rumors started on YouTube.” Namjoon himself even posted on his instagram story saying “I don’t know her.” All is well, right? Then Indigo was released… and Namjoon really meant it when he said “I don’t know her.”

It is my belief that Namjoon really was engaged to be married to the person whom he shared couple rings with and who was the lockscreen on his phone. But, based on the lyrics from his songs in the Indigo album, we know that the relationship did not end well. Based on the lyrics in “Closer” and “Change pt. 2”, it seems like she broke his heart by either 1) cheating or 2) putting up emotional barriers and saying she didn’t have feelings for him. I will dissect all songs from the Indigo album in full in a separate masterlist and will link to it here.

According to the Sojang video posted on June 23, 2022, RM’s chaebol “fiancee” was going around bragging about being engaged to the idol. Once word got out about this, they had a huge fight about how she was just using him for his fame and not for his personality. This is where I kind of believe Sojang may have sources that are true. The BTS members have had tons of fake dating rumors and have never felt the need to personally respond and always just let their company handle it. Around this time, Jungkook was being “attacked” by Sojang for fake dating rumors as well and he never responded. But Namjoon decided to go to his personal instagram and type “I don’t know her” which could be viewed in two ways: he really has never met the person Sojang is claiming he was engaged to… or he never really knew the TRUE person who he was engaged to, only the mask they wore. And we all know that Namjoon loves being petty, passive aggressive, and cryptic… even more so when it comes to his exes apparently if his songs are anything to go by. He is straight up hexing his ex at the end of “Change pt. 2”.... The breakup has definitely scarred him. While I think he has been working on healing and that the Indigo album has helped tremendously, I do think that Namjoon is now way more reluctant to love than he once was. He has even said so himself on The Dictionary of Useless Human Knowledge that he used to see himself getting married (hmmm… I bet you did), but now he is unsure if he ever will. His long letter to ARMY recently on Weverse gives me hope that he will find love again when he is ready, and he admits so himself in that letter that he won’t go searching for it but will let divine timing take place and let the chips fall where they may.

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disclaimer: if you came back to read that one fic you liked but can´t find it, its bc the link wasn´t working anymore so I deleted it :/

yandere / mafia / bad boy

bloody love - smutty, king jk, evil jk, obsessed jk, posessive jk, blood thirsty jk like fr, he honestly loves bathing in the blood of those who did him wrong in his eyes, reader is lgb. this is an on going series but I´LL BE DAMNED IF IT ISN´T THE BEST THING I´VE READ in a minute!!, the writing its so captivating, not a single dull or boring moment, i can´t wait for the next part tbh

romantic dreams - yandere!jungkook, tattoo artist jk, boxer!jk, UGHH ITS GOODDD, he´s so toxic frfr, namjoon is sick of his ass lmao, totally obsessed with reader, jealous and possesive af, he´s crazy sdlfjs but i´m into it

toxic noona - yandere!noona, toxic controling relationship, jk is a victim, he´d rather die than leave, reader likes to make him cry, manipulation

crafting new memories - yandere!jk FR, stockholm syndrome, jk kiddnaped reader and fucks her while making her watch herself on the news,,,her own missing sign

twin flame bruise - twin!jk, jeon jeongguk and jeon jungkook, they look the same but are opposites, the one thing they have in common is you. it´s an on going series but I like how the plot is vvv different from what we´re used to

yours insanely - yandere!jk, serial killer jk, detective!reader, he kills women who look like you

darknet - yandere!jk, the internet is scary, human trafficking, jk is scary dangerous, it´s a LOT, just wow

who is in control? - yandere-ish, lawyer!jk, posessive jk, obsessive jk, toxic relationship, stalking, manipulation, secret relationship, he´s cray-cray

hybrid au / soulmate au / super hero au / alien au

his bunny - smut, fluff, bunny hybrid reader, fem reader, clingy reader

bunnytalk - bunny hybrid jk, owner reader, jk is a sad bunny bc reader won´t return his feelings but it´s all just a misunderstanding

night vision - e.r, alien!jk, suggestive, lowkey smut, bunny hybrid reader, jk has tentacles ,,,,,nothing else to say, flirty fluffy jk, this is dIFFERENTTTT i love it

closer - smut, step siblings au, noona reader, yandere!jk, jk is obsessed with him older step sister, WHEWWW this is intense, very detailed, loved it

slice of life / university au / idol jk

soju - fluff, shy baby hubby jk, reader cooks him his fav meal and he basically looks at her with heart eyes, i love it

you make him go crazy - fluff, idol!jk, slight angst, multiple scenarios, reader is constantly making him go nuts, he is STRESSED lmao, it´s cute anyways, reader is kind of a careless brat but jk wouldn´t have it any other way

you wear his clothes - fluff, thing is...HE gives you his clothes, he´s so boyfriendd

all my fault - angst, fluffy end, hubby jk, in which you pass out after an argument and find him crying when you wake up

call me soon - summer break up, strangers to fwb to lovers, obsessed jk

screw up; over wine - finance major jk x model!reader, first date drabble, he is really into reader so he takes her to a fancy pricey wine and dine but guess wHAT.. he is broke lmao so he straight up PANICS, lowkey highkey secondhand embarrasment but it´s jk so it ends in a cute way

kiss me better -angst, jerk jk, mean jk, misunderstanding, manhandling, he is crying bc he assumed she was cheating but he was sooo wrong, now he is begging, crying, throwing up,,, they make up anyways, its angsty in a satisfying way

you´re leaving me - angst af, hubby!jk, daddy!jk, he found divorce papers after an argument and thought the worse, he starts going crrrazy but as always, it´s a happy ending

snowball - fluff, angst, crack, implied E2L, flashback from their college days. this is part of an upcoming series, and I already love it bc wdym it was lovE at first sight?? galaxy in his eyes, artsy space love talks, fireworks exploding in his chest bc ur giggles are his fav soundddd and everything?? I am HERE for it. he lit spaces out, brain dead, no other thoughts but youyouyou and your pretty self

you´re sleepy but you promised you´d go grocery shopping with him - e.r, its cuteeeee

movie night monday -fluff, e.r, he is impatient lmao, clingy cuddly loving fluffy jk

couple questions with vogue - fluff, e.r, idol!jk, supermodel!reader, I LOVE THISSSS, he is the best boyfriend/fiancé soon to be hubby EVER UGHHHH its so cute

devoted to trouble - fluff, lil angst, smut, comedy, spiderman!jk au inspired by seven??? a masterpiecE. the world finds out he is spiderman but he dgaf bc he only cares about you, #pininggg, reader playing hard to get, man i love tHIS

show you what devotion is - boxer!jk, ballerina!reader, fluff, angst. you´re like his safe place, it´s giving exes to wannabe lovers, they deff like each other and jk wants to eat her uP but he´s wants it to be romantic and stuff, idk idk I liked itttt

you surprise him for his birthday - he´s so boyfriendddddd, this is so wholesome and cute

he can´t sleep bc he loves you so much - now THIS makes me want to drink bleach and die bc of how cute it is, THEY ARE SO IN LOVEEEE, there´s a lot of giggling, a lot of praising, a lot of disgustingly sweet loving talk after sex :´)))))) its such a good read i promise

fighting heart - boxer!jk, fluff, angst, he´s so stressed sldfkj, reader gets in a small accident and jk went crazy when a nurse answered your phone

make a wish - fluff, little smut, best friends to lovers, reader is so sweet, birthday surprise, jk shoots his shot, he only wants to spend his birthday with you

daft pretty boy - basketball cap!jk, classmates to lovers ig, see he´s smart but when he´s with you he gets nervous and forgets how to exist, he lowkey confesses and he´s sraightforward with itt, he´s got a hUGE crush on you lmao

ride - strangers to lovers, fluff, angst, jk is a fucc boy on campus, reader has tattoos and rides the coolest bike, jk has an instant crush, love at firts sight i would say, got him blushing and sweating lmao, this is an on going series but I KNOW it´ll be gREAT, I love it already

in your arms - e.r, fluff, smut, morning secs, waking up by his side for the first time after moving in

encore - game designer!jk, he is cool af, has a fat crush on reader, this is just the teaser of the fic but I really like it

crave you - idol!jk, crack, smut, fluff, hispanic choreographer reader, texting, taejikook, jk is HORNY but he´s a softie too, he´s got a big big fat crush, strenght kink bc we all know he can throw her around like a ragdoll

pretty girl - smut, tattoo artist!jk, chubby reader, THIS IS ITTTTT, he´s tall, dark and handsome, flirty af too, "pretty girl" stFUUUU, they both want to fuck so he shoots his shot at the tattoo appointment

easy - angsty, fuckboy jk, bet!trope, jk plays you so he can get his rent paid, i read this one a lawwngg time ago and decided i was an angst loving hoe

Inevitable - angst, fluff, smut, lovers to exes to lovers, baseball player!jk, dad!jk, parents au, you break up with jk years ago after you got pregnant bc you wanted him to follow his dreams and now he´s back home just to find out there´s a boy who looks just like him.. this is a masterpiece, honestly one of THEE best jk series out there, it has it all fr, the angst is angsty and the fluff is FLUFFY, i love it sm i´ve read it 3 times and never get tired of it

finish line -fluff, nerdy!jk, racer!jki loooooveee itttttt, so cute, so fluffy, this blurb uGHHHHH, just read the whole thing pls

ungodly hour - crack, smut, fluff, college au, broke college student!reader, lowkey slutty!reader, jk is thirsstttyyyyy, simping atp, "who´s dick do i have to suck for a hulu account?" this series is honestly so funny ksjakskjs

ceo au / sugardaddy au / rich bf au / coworker au

Over The Odds | The Confession - ceo jk, sugardaddy jk, jealous bf jk, sugar baby reader, he gets mad and yells bc he is lowkey insecure of her ex but reader is equaly in love. this is a series

wrong time - smut, angst, dilf!jk, ceo!jk, exes to lovers, workaholic as a scape mechanism, the one that got away type of stuff but she broke things up first for valid reasons, big big heartache but she´s still the love of his life

don´t blame me - sugar daddy!jk, ceo!jk, soft yan!jk, obsessive!jk, student!reader, unhealthy behavior on his part, manipulative behavior on her part, jealousy on both parts, he goes a lil too far but reader is bitchy and annoying, he lit gives her everythinggg she asks for, the man is..creazy about her in a very unhealthy way and she takes advantage of that, toxicc

failed quickie - cowerker jk, suggestive, they´re about to fucc on an elevator but it didn´t work, he likes his hair pulled!!1!

someone older -smut, ceo jk, divorced jk, 30 something yo jk, taehyung has a kid, younger oc, its a nice read, would do it again

break up au / cheating au / fuckboy au

night after night - smut, angst, crack, fluff, semi-retired fuckboy jk, red flag jk, stalker jk, break up au, lovers to exes to lovers, he fucked around and found out so he is FREAKING ouT, also he is beggING okk.. we love that, he also has a Harley bc he is bad boy™, they make up anyways bc he is pussy whipped.. or in love, whatevs you wanna call it

seven plus one - smut, angst, they break up for like a week and that shit got him SIMPING fr, standing under the rain begging and stuff, the man is obsessed, we love it

what could've been - smut, angst, rockstar jk, fuckboy jk, ex gf oc, he breaks her heart then leaves to become world famouse, the sees her again, they fuck, he wants to get back together bc he´s still in love but she does´t want him like that

pwp / fwb

woof, woof, woof - smut, angsty, kinda E2L, jealousy, toxic relationship, teasing , unprotected sex

you good?? - drabble, smut, "what if you gave jungkook head?" is righT bc i´ve been thinking about it for a min!!! he is mean ok yall know he is a brat buT, the head is too good to do all that, the man was shaKINg for godssakeee, so good he had to answer with a thumbs up bc reader drained him fr, left him so brain dead he couldn´t even speak

afterglow - smut, fwb!jk, slight possessive!jungkook, dirty talking, degrading nicknames, but he cares ok, he´s trying to get out of the friend zone

every side of you - very pwp, he is a rough sex loverrr, he compares readers moans with angelic melodies like??? he´s so romantic like that, but also: degrading dirty talk, he is rouGH alright, straight up clingy bf after sex, sweet loving talk + cute cute aftercare, he is just pERFECT

come sit on my lap - pwp, lots of praisingg, they way this is written is good yall, "use me" , “so polite” shUT UPPPP im literally blushing, AND he is also cute at the end?? i hate it heREEEE :´)

birthday gift - honoring his 26th birthday with this masterpiece, he like to talkkkk ok?? dirty talk, degrading nicknames kinda talk, "dumb bitch" kinda talk, growling while he calls you names, i was shook fr

he has a lot of cum - boyfriend!jk, the title I- , he DOES have a lot of cum, lots of stamina, lots of everYTHING, and on toP of those small details, wdym he wants to see how many times he can cum in you before it´s too full and it starts to spill????? somebody stop this man

riding jungkook´s nose - we´ve ALLL thought about this, and if you haven´t you´re lying, periodt. pRAISINGGG, he´s in a pussy-drunk frenezy, he likes feeling used, he likes getting his hair pulled, he likes getting his face wET, it´s sickenINGGGG goreaditplease

fucking in the gym - this was inspired by that one pic of him and jimin with their back out, I SEE THE VISION, fucking with ceiling mirrors

wicked - smut, incubus!jk, big big corruption kink, lots of dirty ploting and dirty talk, yupppp this is a good one, so detailed, love me a fic that lit makes me see what i´m reading

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[sunnebeam]

twin flame bruise. (03)

PART 3.

pairing: jeon jeongguk x reader, jeon jungkook x reader (yes they're different people)

plot: the jeon twins have become nothing more than two strikingly similar looking guys who share a mere home address and a last name. but in their senior year of college, the estranged twins may have found one more thing they share in common – you.

warnings: jeon twins au, possible headache bc the use of Jeongguk (nicknamed Guk) and Jung Kook (nicknamed JK) is v confusing, implied sexual content (like it's barely even there lol)

series index. | masterlist + disclaimers.

note: ok ngl, i think i butchered this chapter 😵‍💫 but i'm still gonna post it anyway lmao. as always, feedback & reviews give me sustenance! (and they give me motivation to actually finish this shit AHA) enjoy reading <3

Sweat drips down Jung Kook’s back as he slams his fist against the pillow.

It’s not the most ideal setup but when you’re in hiding, you can’t exactly bring a punching bag and full boxing gear with you. Unfortunately, he’d have to settle with an overstuffed pillow and his bare hands.

Unlike most people, he has never been the type to stay still and wait. Where most people would use this sudden downtime as an opportunity to relax a bit and reevaluate things, he takes this as an opportunity to keep his hands occupied and his body moving.

So for most of the morning, JK works up a sweat with his makeshift pillow-turned-punching-bag as a way to release some pent up frustration. When he’s finally cooling down, he hears Yoongi and Namjoon approach him, their footsteps tentative.

“You know,” Namjoon starts, “for a split second there, I actually thought you were Guk. Since when do you do boxing?”

“Since when do you know all about my brother?” JK fires back.

“Touché,” Namjoon chuckles. “Still, I don’t think you were ever into boxing for as long as I’ve known you. You always told me ‘that’s Guk’s thing.’”

“I’m just passing the time,” JK explains, wiping his sweat with a towel.

"How is he, by the way?” Yoongi asks. “Your brother?”

“He’s...” JK pauses, “...the same, I guess. I don’t know. You guys know we don’t really talk.”

It’s true. For a pair of identical twins who share almost everything, it’s been a fat minute since they last sat down and had a proper conversation. One that isn’t forced courtesy or out of familial obligation.

JK wonders how his brother is doing. Does he still hang out with Taehyung and Jimin? Does he still visit their parents every other month? Does he know about his twin brother’s disappearance?

“You should talk to him more,” Yoongi says thoughtfully. “When all this is over.”

“What would we even talk about?” JK grumbles.

“Well, for one, you can introduce him to Y/N,” Namjoon offers.

“No,” JK says, resolute. “Not yet.”

“Why not? It’s about time you told her about having a twin. I mean, even I know you have a twin. Me!”

“That’s because you saw him at the library, and you know damn well I wouldn’t be caught dead in one.”

“Why are you keeping it from her, anyway?” Yoongi asks.

“It’s not that I’m actively keeping it from her...” JK sighs. “Look, you guys don’t get it. You don’t know what it’s like to be a twin. Or more like, you don’t know what it’s like to be Guk’s twin.”

Because being Guk’s twin essentially means being the other twin. Being Guk’s twin means being the second twin. Being Guk’s twin means being the irrelevant twin.

“Guk is the better twin,” he admits. “He’s the perfect son, perfect student, perfect guy. And I’m just his understudy—”

“You’re not—”

“But I am. You see... Guk is always Guk. But I’m not even JK. No, I’m just Guk’s twin,” he explains. “But with Y/N, it’s different. With her, I’m not under anyone’s shadow. I’m just JK. I’m just her JK.”

He closes his eyes, adding a soft, “And I don’t wanna stop being her JK.”

Yoongi and Namjoon share a look before the former pats JK on the back gently.

“Get some rest, kid,” Yoongi says. “Things will be over soon.”

Namjoon offers a dimpled smile.

“Not much longer now,” he says.

"How much longer?”

Jeongguk shakes his head, amused. This is the seventh time you asked him the question and yet, instead of feeling annoyed, he just feels endeared.

“Asking every few minutes isn’t gonna make us go faster,” he tells you cheekily.

You pout. “You’re no fun.”

You say it in jest but you feel the atmosphere in the car turn more somber. The rain outside only adds to the sudden gloomy mood.

“Or so I’ve been told,” Guk finally mumbles. “I’m the boring twin, after all.”

“I’m sorry,” you whisper, remorseful. “I never intended to make you feel bad.”

“No, no, I know you were just joking,” he waves your concerns away, exhaling a shaky laugh. “I’ve been known to take things a little too seriously. You don’t have to walk on eggshells around me.”

“Is that what they tell you, though?” you ask him, turning to face him. He has one hand on the steering wheel while the other rests on the gearshift. “You’re not boring, Guk. Far from it, actually.”

He just chuckles. “Thanks, but it doesn’t really matter. When you’re a twin, people are always gonna highlight all the things your twin is and all the things you aren’t.”

“That hardly seems fair.”

“It’s just the way it is.” He shrugs. “And I can’t complain much, anyway, since I know JK has it harder than me.”

You blink. “How so?”

“Well, take school, for one. Just because I do really well in class, people are quick to label him as this stupid troublemaker. When in reality, he gets decent grades and can get really passionate in things he's interested in."

"Is that why he never talks about his family?" you muse, "why he never told me about you?"

"Maybe. I can't be too sure. You'll have to ask him when he gets back."

The rain starts to get worse.

"If he gets back," you whisper.

Guk tightens his grip on the steering wheel.

"He will," he promises.

The sky starts to darken as the rain brews into a storm. A small motel comes into view and you both decide to stop there for a night. After a little mishap at the check-in counter, the two of you head to your shared room.

As luck would have it, only one room is available and...

...there's only one bed.

You sigh. Whoever's writing the story of your life sure has a sick sense of humor.

"I can sleep on the floor," Guk, ever the gentleman, offers.

"Don't be silly," you tell him before heading over to the side of the bed closest to the window. "Dibs on this side."

He shakes his head in amusement before agreeing. You wash up first, doing your night routine before settling on the bed while he does his. When he finishes, he lays on his side of the bed and you both stare at the ceiling.

It's awkward.

You play with the edge of the blanket, wanting to say good night but you can't, wanting to lay still but you can't.

Guk notices your restlessness. He's about to ask you what's wrong when a particularly intense flash of lightning and grumbling of thunder makes you whimper and flinch.

"Not a fan of thunder?" he asks gently.

"I hate it," you respond.

He turns on his side to face you, eyeing the way your hands have a death grip on the blanket. Carefully, he reaches out his hand to hold one of yours, interlacing your fingers together as a sign of comfort.

"You can squeeze it if you get scared," he tells you.

You purse your lips. "It's not that I'm scared, per se," you explain, turning to face him. "It's just that... everything feels so ominous. Like bad things are about to happen."

Bad things like your parents leaving you in an orphanage during a storm. Bad things like you and JK screaming at each other during a storm.

And bad things like Guk's lips just centimeters from yours.

You gulp.

"Tell me stop," he says, inching closer.

You stay quiet.

Then you feel his lips pressing gently against yours, gently testing the waters. It's comforting, addicting.

He pulls away.

"You don't have to worry," he assures you, smiling. "I won't let bad things happen."

But that doesn't mean you won't.

So with stupid courage, you pull him by the neck and kiss him. Deeply, this time. You pull him in, closer and closer, until you don't have any room to think anymore.

No booming thunder, no scary lightning, no missing twin, no family problems. Just you, him, and the stormy night.

Much later, when the night passes and the storm finally ends, the bright moonlight shines on your bare, sated bodies.

COPYRIGHT 2023. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

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[ggukkiedae]

COOK WITH ME, YEAH? || ep.1 my ride or die, my other half

uploaded on january 15, 2024 to the bangtantv youtube channel and weverse. dialogue in italics are spoken in english

content warning: mentions tannies’ enlistments and separation anxiety (please tell me if i missed something)

miya: “hi everyone! welcome to my new series: cook with me, yeah?”

she started clapping, even cheering a little bit before reality hit her

she sighed and looked off camera

miya: “you know, you could cheer for me”

jungkook: “you said you’d do the intro before introducing me!”

she got the folded cloth from next to her on her kitchen counter and threw it towards the direction of the voice

there was a yelp, laughter, then cut back to a smiling yoonmi

miya: “i’m very open about my friends, and armys like to see that, so i decided to start this series and introduce some of my friends to you guys while cooking with them! while cooking, we’ll be answering first few set questions i’m always asked on weverse or instagram when i post with my friends, then a few questions more specific to us as friends that i found on twitter by lurking”

while she was talking, a few pictures of her with her various friends were shown on screen

she held up her phone when mentioning the set questions

she lifted a small fish bowl with slips of paper holding questions when mentioning the more specific ones

miya: “this friend, well, i’ve known him since i was eleven. nine? we use international age now… anyway!”

she trailed off a little before laughing and waving her hand

miya: “we met as preteens, now we’re in our twenties. i literally can’t imagine life without him, he became my ride or die, and, because of how we were raised, he practically became my big emo-punk-looking soft boy other half. the oppas think we could have been twins in another life”

there’s soft thumps sounding from off camera

she looks over and starts laughing

miya: “he’s cringing and punching a pillow right now. everyone, welcome the person i’m sure you are all missing by the time this releases, jungkookie oppa!”

jungkook jogs in in his pastel pink apron cheering for himself while yoonmi clapped for him

jungkook did a little slide then a spin before bowing

yoonmi laughed at him, shoving him to the side

jungkook shoves her back then the video cuts to them standing together relatively calmly

jungkook: “i brought you chardonnay. i thought it would pair well with carbonara”

miya: “this looks good!”

jungkook passed her a two bottles of chardonnay, which she gratefully accepted

she pulled up two wine glasses and poured them some

they clinked their glasses together and finished their first glasses then she refilled them, setting them to a corner of the counter

miya: “like kookie oppa said, we’re making carbonara. want to explain why?”

jungkook: “namjoon hyung. he always talked about enjoying the carbonara in italy. mimi and i were talking about it when she was conceptializing these videos, so we decided to try”

miya: “shall we start, oppa?”

jungkook: “let’s go!”

the video cut to a clip of her filling a pot with water

there’s a clip of jungkook cutting up a slab of guanciale into cubes

when did you meet and what were your first impressions of each other?

miya: “contrary to popular belief, kookie oppa was very straightforward and blunt with me”

jungkook: “why? we became friends because of me”

miya: “i know! but people think we didn’t start talking until like weeks later”

jungkook snorted and looked at her while she added oil and salt into the pot over a flame

she looked at him

then she poked him with one of the uncooked noodles, which he swatted away

he turned on the other side of the stove and placed a pan on it, waiting for it to heat up

jungkook: “you were the only girl in the boys classes at the time. i thought you would be a vocal, but namjoon hyung said you were a rapper, so i was surprised. then i heard your satoori and got curious to find another busan kid in the company”

miya: “and you went straight up to me when you entered the training room. i was a little scared of you, but not really? i just didn’t know what to expect”

she brought out eggs and a bowl of pecorino romano cheese

jungkook started frying the guanciale

what are your names for each other in your cellphones?

miya: “kookie oppa? i have him saved as ‘ride or die’ with, like, the praise hands emoji”

jungkook: “i have mimi as ‘princess crazy’ with a crown”

she gave him a look, and he just gave her a smile

there’s a close up shot of the guanciale frying and a clip of jungkook trying it

there’s a clip of yoonmi trying it, too

there’s then a clip of her cracking the last of the eggs into the cheese, adding pepper, then starting to whisk everything together

describe each other in one word

jungkook: “yoonmi is music”

miya: “what?”

jungkook: “you literally live and breathe music. you're in your studio all the time, you always look for music to add to your playlists, and it seems like everything you do is very musical. the way you move in general has a rhythm, and the way you speak has a melody"

miya: "... you're nice to me today"

jungkook: "so i deserve a nice answer"

he took the pan off the heat and took the bowl and whisk from her

he gave her an expectant look while whisking while she just thought while fixing the pasta into the now boiling water

miya: "i think you're excellence. everything you do, you do it very well and to the best of your abilities. when you find something you struggle with, you work your hardest to become good at it. you're practically excellence as a person"

they met eyes then cringed before laughing

jungkook exaggerated his aggression with whisking the contents of the bowl while yoonmi walked off to the side

the video cuts to them clinking glasses and drinking their glasses of wine, now just waiting for the pasta to cook

what’s your favorite memory together?

jungkook: "that's hard to answer, mimi"

miya: "true, we've been friends for so long and together almost daily, so there's way too much to choose from"

jungkook sipped at his wine again

jungkook: “maybe when we wrote ‘stay’? do you remember that?”

miya: "when we slept in my studio for like three days?"

jungkook: "we cried, made jokes, watched movies, didn't namjoon hyung physically drag us to eat food that wasn't instant ramen?”

they laughed at the memory

yoonmi lit up at a thought

miya: "oppa, vegas!"

jungkook: "oh yeah! you weren't legal in america yet, so you couldn't go to the ptd parties in the bars"

miya: "but you took me around vegas for food and to look at all the different light and water shows! it may sound boring, but we had a lot of fun there"

there's a clip of yoonmi gently stirring the pasta then of jungkook pouring more wine for them

how often do you two have sleepovers?

jungkook hummed while thinking

jungkook: “a lot, actually. i slept over at mimi's a lot for a while to help her take care of yoonseollie and the puppies back before she graduated. nowadays, we sleepover in each other's house just whenever we feel like it"

miya: "yeah, but we still see each other almost everyday even without the sleepovers. oppa, the pan?"

there's a closeup of jungkook placing the guanciale from the pan onto a spare plate

what was it like working on jungkook’s solo album together?

jungkook: "oh, yoonmi wrote ‘yes or no’ back in 2018, if you all know what was going on then"

he wiggled his eyebrows at the camera, making shove him to the side

he pulled her into a noogie while she squeaked in surprise and started to hit his arm

jungkook: "she was falling in love! this kid! look at her, falling in love so young!"

miya: "oppa, let go!"

jungkook: "i still remember the first time you admitted you might have been in love"

miya: "oppa!"

she stomped on his foot, making him let go

she was fixing her hair while he laughed at her

miya: “in all seriousness, oppa told me right away when he started pulling golden together that he wanted to use ‘yes or no’ and to have me feature on a track he’d promote, so i edited ‘yes or no’ just a bit then i listened to ‘seven’ to start writing my verse.”

jungkook: "it was comfortable, you know? a sense of familiarity. then i wanted to make a song for army, and mimi actually translates my thoughts best, so we wrote please don't change together in a music style similar to one we've been listening to a lot. you know songs used for dancehall?"

miya: "I've been listening to a lot of latin and afro beat music"

there's a clip of yoonmi tasting one of the noodles

and there's a clip of jungkook throwing one at her wall (it stuck)

she looked at him then threw a noodle at his face, which he ate

does bam play with yoonmi’s pets?

yoonmi transferred the noodles into the pan where the guanciale was cooked, turning the heat on high

jungkook stepped back and gave a loud whistle

there were pitter patters of feet running, and you see bam and dipper running in

jungkook bent to pet the dogs

jungkook: "you don't see her, but nala is here, too"

miya: "our pets are siblings. they all go to stay with my brother or kookie oppa's brother when both of us are busy, so they bond a lot"

she turned the stove off then opened the freezer jungkook looked up and pointed at something yoonmi pulled out a small tray with frozen treats

they gave them to the dogs who all scattered away after receiving treats then they washed their hands

miya: "this next part needs extreme focus, so excuse us for being silent for a moment"

jungkook: "mimi, i think the pan is the right temperature"

there's a clip of jungkook pouring the sauce and adding the guanciale into the noodles while yoonmi mixed it

jungkook placed the bowl down

yoonmi looked at him, so he got a bit of the pasta water and added it into the pan

there's a close up of the pasta being stirred

there's a closeup of jungkook plating the pasta

the video cuts to them sitting on the floor in front of her couch, their plates of pasta and glasses of wine in front of them

but jimin is now with them

miya: “jiminie oppa is here!"

the three of them cheer while jimin waves

he puts his arm around the two maknaes, bringing them closer to him and rubbing his head with theirs

jimin: “my busan babies! my cute babies made me pasta”

jungkook: "hyung, let go!"

they're all speaking through laughs

yoonmi speaks up

miya: "jimin oppa is here to try our pasta, and he has the special honor of reading us the last question! but first, have a bite, oppa”

yoonmi handed him the third plate while jungkook handed him a fork

jimin twirls a bit of the pasta onto the fork, laughing a little about how awkward it was to do that while the two were watching him

he takes a bite, tilting his head before humming in approval

he swallowed and looked at the two

jimin: "this tastes really good, babies! i think it's a 100 out of 100!"

she grinned while jungkook handed him his glass of wine

yoonmi held up the fishbowl of questions for him while placing the plate back on the table

miya: "now the last question, oppa"

jimin stuck his hand into the bowl, swirling it around while giggling at the two maknaes

he pulls one out and reads it to himself first before chuckling and taking another sip of wine

jimin: "I'm curious, too, actually"

jungkook: "then read the question, hyung”

how does it feel knowing jungkook is about to enlist?

yoonmi visibly tensed while jungkook’s head snapped to the side to look at her

jimin put his free arm around her and rubbed her arm comfortingly

miya: “i’ve been seeing my therapist about this, and she said it would be a challenge for me. the oppas and i always talk and hangout, especially me and ggukoo oppa who talk to each other daily and see each other almost everyday. i’m honestly scared, but i’ll have to push through. i can do it. i think i can”

jungkook: “i’m honestly very sad about this. mimi and i are used to going to each other for almost any and everything we can think of, and we have gotten used to each other a lot. while i am worried about her given her separation anxiety, i’m also a little scared for myself, especially for the five weeks of basic training where i won't be able to talk to or be updated with her at all”

jimin: “don’t worry, babies. i have people to watch over our princess, i’ll be watching over jungkookie, and this will all pass by very quickly. just you wait”

jimin leaned his head on jungkook’s then turned to kiss the top of yoonmi’s head

the video cuts to them with finished plates and empty glasses, all smiling towards the camera

yoonmi, now seated in the middle, spoke

miya: “that brings an end to this first episode of cook with me, yeah? thank you to kookie oppa and jiminie oppa for coming to spend the day with me! if any one of you would like to try what we made at home, the recipe will be in the description! see you next episode!”

the three of them wave to the camera, then the video cuts to black

after a few seconds, jimin appears sitting in what looks like yoonmi’s home office with a question along the bottom of the screen

what do you think of miya and jungkook’s friendship?

jimin: “it’s a treasure. you don’t see friendships like theirs often where they’re raised together by the same group of people while experiencing the same things. our maknae and makdungie developed a connection over the years that us hyungs and oppas ourselves can’t understand, but they understand each other, they have fun, they keep each other in line, and they do love each other. i’m pretty sure they were twins in another life. but, yes, their friendship is like a rare treasure”

-end-

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[sailor-mist]

hii! how are you?!!!

can you do if bts members have a connection with their soulmate/twin flame/future spouse?!

thank u sm!!

namjoon: yes (i dare say he already knows your fs)

jimin: the strongest connection i receive is about twin flame, it's as if he feels a connection with someone and doesn't understand why things don't flow. so yes to twin flame.

seokjin: yes to fs and this person is close to entering his life or they are already together.

hoseok: yes and he also already knows this person.

taehyung: maybe he has unresolved emotional issues, has a fixed idea and thinks nothing could be better than that. but he doesn't know his fs yet and these emotional issues (it seems like feelings for someone) block any connection at the moment.

yoongi: fs connection yes!!!!!!

jungkook: yes! jk is in a moment of connection with his fs where he seems to be in conflict but yes, connection with fs.

#kpop tarot #bts tarot #kpop astrology #bts astrology #namjoon tarot #jimin tarot #jin tarot #yoongi tarot #taehyung tarot #jhope tarot #jungkook tarot

[freemindedspirit]

I don't know if this is possible but how many soulmates does each member of BTS have in this lifetime? Or like how many will they meet in this lifetime? *romantic soulmates. Is this possible to ask??? ahahahah I just got so invested in the whole soulmates title

Okay so for the question as it is, the general vibe was "meeeeh i dont wanna answer", so i think its better if i explain what i currently know about the few soulmates i'm starting to recognize ?

JK is all abotu his twin flame in this lifetime, his soul really works hard for a positive union to happen in this life.

Taehyung has sort of a "dream person", but its not fully actualized yet, so either this person is far from being the person they would be at the time of meeting, or its uncertain who they are outside of a... raw drawing of a person multiple people could fit ?

Jimin said he wants to keep it a mystery and straight up stopped me from asking his guides lol

Namjoon is having a hard time, im gonna leave the poor guy alone lol

Hobi: He is positively SPARKLING talking about this,i have a tiny speck of intuition saying its likely a twin flame too but in general there is just a particular person from his present or future he likes to talk about.He might have in the past met some other soulmates ( he also call BTS his soulmates)

Yoongi: I see only one person with no further info lol

Jin:I think i see three people, including one or two a little more proeminent

#bts tarot #jungkook tarot #yoongi tarot #hoseok tarot #namjoon tarot #seokjin tarot #jimin tarot #taehyung tarot #bts soulmates

[shediot]

CYCLICISM (SERIES)

CHAPTER 3: The House on 8th St

SUMMARY —> Jungkook makes a wildly unexpected reentrance into your life, and, despite the less than ideal past you two share, this time you’re bound and determined to keep him in it — and to keep history from repeating itself.

TAGS —> 90s/00s, Estranged Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn, Flashbacks, Emotionally Constipated OC, Nicknamed OC, Jock OC, Jock Jungkook, Cohabitation

WARNINGS —> None in this chapter.

WORD COUNT —> 7.1k

MASTERLIST | AO3

PREV | NEXT

Freshman Year: September, 1994.

Nursing both a steaming cup of black coffee and a pretty nasty hangover headache, you find yourself staring at the absolute mess of the kitchen and living room, and come to one startling conclusion:

You like your new life. 

How busy, and full, replete with vitality and humor and fun it is. Even if it’s messy, it’s fun. 

The dawn slowly rises and gleams in through the windows to reveal a less than ideal sight — red solo cups, plastic plates, bottles of emptied beer, and someone crashed on the couch, sleeping like the dead. But not actually dead. Maybe. Hopefully. You think. 

Whatever. The point is - you don’t mind the mess.

It’s only been two weeks since you’d moved to this new town. Two weeks since you moved into this house on 8th st. Two weeks since you’d met your assigned housemates.

You’d been immediately endeared to them. They’re a big chunk of the reason you’ve been able to sculpt the barest beginnings of this life, after all.

Joy had been the housemate you’d met first. It had just been her and you, your first morning in this house, and it had felt like an instant friendship had blossomed. Twin flame and all that. She’d clued you into the house party a few blocks down, and you both went, eager to meet new people.

(And meet new people you did.)

Jimin and Namjoon you’d met the following day, after you’d come home from your first meeting with the university hiking group. You’d asked all three of your housemates if they wanted to head to a brunch place and grub down some greasy-ass food, and that was that. Friends. You had the beginnings of them

And you really, really wanted to try your best to keep them that way.

The four of you had come to an agreement: the house would have an open door policy. Even Namjoon had readily agreed, and he’s definitely the introverted black sheep of the four of you. So, from dawn to dusk, your front door stays unlocked so long as at least one of you is in the house. Maybe it’s not the wisest, but you all keep your individual rooms locked when not around, and it seems to be making this house on 8th street be the house to be already. Attracting strangers turned new friends alike like flies to honey.

And you fucking love it. You love that you can walk downstairs and not just find Namjoon, or Jimin, or Joy, but someone completely new. People are already taking to crashing on your couches shamelessly, and you don’t mind it at all.

(Right now, the person zonked out on one of the matching couches, courtesy of the anal-about-decor Joy, is Min Yoongi, a throw blanket haphazardly thrown over him.) 

The contrast of this busy life from your life a month ago? Stark.

And you wouldn’t have it any other way.

You’ve always been a morning person. The most notable change, however, is that, now? Now you’re actually excited to wake up. Excited to wake up to a full house and experience these new, fun days.

The thing you like most of all since coming to this new town, though? 

A soft knock sounds at the front door, and, a short moment later, it’s pushed cautiously open. And then Jeon Jungkook steps inside. 

Jeon Jungkook. Aspiring frat boy. Hiker. A boy who sports a couple small tattoos on his right hand and wears a plethora of silver and black rings on his fingers. He dresses in dark colors and baggy clothes, and has thick, dark, wavy hair that falls down his forehead damp and messily, and has even thicker lashes that brush against his full cheeks.

Despite his apparent ‘bad boy’ look, you’re quickly learning that Jeon Jungkook truly is, at his core, a polite and kind-hearted guy. Hence why he knocks first and looks around shyly before fully coming in through the front door, despite everyone having told him like three times that he is more than welcome here any time. But Jungkook had given you a good vibe from the moment you’d met him, and after nearing two weeks as friends — seeing him almost every day since the night of that party where you’d met  — you’re only growing increasingly assured of your opinion.

None of his frat boy friends trail behind him, surprisingly. It’s rare when Jungkook comes alone, though you suppose it makes sense. It’s early as fuck on a Saturday, after all.

Even more surprising than Jungkook coming to the house alone, though, is the bulging paper sack he lugs in, pressed tightly to his chest, groceries peeking out over its top.

Nodding his head your way by way of greeting, he walks farther inside the house and sets the sack down on the kitchen island.

“Morning,” you greet, lifting your fingers off your warm coffee mug to waggle them at him, your voice slightly quieter than normal so as not to take Yoongi.

Jungkook gives you a soft, quiet smile. “Good morning, Blue.”

You don’t really understand the pleasure that blooms across your chest at the sight of Jungkook standing there across the kitchen island with his shy smile and sleep-laden gaze. The sunlight dapples in through the living room windows, and it seems to illuminate him. His curls are damp and somewhat plastered to his head, as if he’d just hopped out of the shower not too long ago, and his skin, despite the sparse bits of acne, seems to glow, as if recently moisturized.

It feels… weird, to see Jungkook so early in the morning. Intimate.

You clear your throat and sit up straighter. “Don’t mind the mess,” you say with a wave of your hand. “I promise, after I drain my third cup of coffee, I will get to work making this place look less like a frat house.”

Slowly, he pulls his gaze from yours, and it seems this is the first time he’d really paid any attention to the mess. His smile fades to a displeased frown. “You’re going to clean up… by yourself?”

You shrug, unbothered. “Everyone else is sleeping off their hangover. I don’t mind. But, more importantly…” You gesture to the groceries. “What’s this about?”

Jungkook doesn’t seem appeased by your assurance, but he does glance down at the sack strangely. “I got these groceries,” he says, pulling out a small package of ripe tomatoes, “For you.”

Your mildly-groggy brain faintly registers his words, but you remain staring at him, dumbfounded, as he proceeds to empty out the rest of the sack onto the kitchen island. You almost can’t comprehend what he’s saying, but there’s undeniable evidence laid out before you: other fruits and vegetables, two packages of meat, some snacks…

“I mean, not that I’m not appreciative, but... Why?” you ask.

“The guys cleared you out,” he replies, as if it’s simple and clear-cut. “They always clear you out. So I thought I’d stock the place back up for you.”

Sheer disbelief: that’s the only way you react to this revelation.

This boy, Jeon fucking Jungkook. There’s just something novel and fresh about him. He’s kind. He’s endearing. He’s generous. He’s caring. Maybe you haven’t known him for very long, but he’s quickly earning himself a place at the table of your life. Quickly worming past your defenses, making a beeline toward carving out a piece of your heart for him.

(Platonically, of course. Joy, Jimin and Namjoon are also earning themselves seats and carving out pieces, too. It’s… Different though. Somehow. Perhaps because those three are your roommates and Jungkook isn’t?) 

Notes of thinly veiled wonder in your voice, you say, “You didn’t have to do this.” Even if it’s a gift. A purely genuine gift that makes your heart swell. “There’s a reason I let everyone raid the kitchen. I don’t give a shit. Feeding people isn’t a big deal.”

Luckily, you have enough money to afford them doing so. But you don’t mention the money thing. That might only make Jungkook curious about how you have money, since you don’t have a job. You don’t want him to probe. Not that.

“Feeding a whole village, though?” Jungkook retorts, disapprovingly shaking his head. 

Okay, maybe it is a whole village. You have any number of guys from Jungkook’s fraternity coming through your house at any given moment, and that’s not to mention all the other new friends that make your and your housemates’ home theirs. 

“I got you, Blue. Just accept the groceries. Because they’re yours.”

Well, what else would you do? Kick Jungkook to the curb with his celery sticks? Instead, you grin. “Fair enough,” you say. “Thank you, Jeon. Really. You’re sweet.”

Bashfully, he returns your smile, a slight blush dusted across his lightly freckled cheeks. Jungkook can surprisingly be mildly shy. When you’d met him, he was quiet, but spoke the more you did. In hindsight, though, that was probably more to do with you annoying the crap out of him than any blossoming personality trait of his, though. But you like that as the days go by, you’re starting to learn more about Jungkook. Starting to get him to open up more and more. You don’t truly understand the full reason why you feel this way, but you’ve come to the conclusion that he’s one of the best people that you’ve met since moving here by far.

You get along swimmingly. You have similar jock-ish interests. And he’s incredibly attractive. 

Okay, maybe the last part is very irrelevant. 

Or maybe not. You think most of your friends are pretty damn attractive, actually, so it’s not just Jungkook whose looks you thoroughly admire.

Still, the fact that this friend is here bringing you groceries because his friends, your shared friends, had eaten many of yours?

It’s a fact that warms you, even more than the steaming cup of coffee does.

Rising to your feet, you begin to grab the items and place them in the cabinets where they’re meant to go. You don’t bother telling Jungkook not to help you do so, because at this points you’re sure it would be wasted breath.

So, the two of you work together to put the groceries away and, when you’re done, he turns to face you with tired eyes. It’s only at this point when you realize the slight purpling beneath his eyes, the exhausting that lines his irises. 

Of course he’s tired. t’s only seven in the morning, and, for people who aren’t you, that’s really fucking early for a Saturday. 

“Oh, shit,” you curse lowly, so as not to wake Yoongi. You rush to pull a mug out of the upper cabinet, grab the coffee pot, and swiftly pour him a steaming cup of coffee. “I’m so sorry I didn’t offer one right away. Next time, though, feel free to ask. Or pour one of your own.” You extend the mug to him, feeling out of sorts, and he hesitates to take it, as if mulling over your words. 

“Okay,” he says, finally, reaching out to take the cup. “Thank you. I appreciate it.” And yet there’s something to the tone of his supposed agreement that makes you think he absolutely will not be asking or pouring one of his own in the future.

Okay, so he’s excessively polite and worried about putting you out (as if he could ever). Fine. You’ll just have to remember to pour him a mug whenever he’s over in the morning.

You hope he comes in the mornings more and more often. Because, right now, it’s quiet. It’s just you and Jungkook right now, essentially. It hasn’t been just you and Jungkook since the night you’d met, for that all-too-brief time in a stranger’s laundry room.

You want more of these quiet moments with him.

As Jungkook sips the coffee, his eyes scan over the living room once again. Setting the mug back down on the counter, he walks over to your kitchen sink and bends down to dig around in the cabinet under the sink before popping back up, hands filled with myriad cleaning supplies that he sets on the counter. Then he grabs the trash can from beside the sink and sets it beside him. “I’m going to help you clean,” he states, brooking no room for disagreement.


Naturally, though, you disagree. “No, Jeon, it’s okay, really. I’ve got it. It’s no big deal.

He doesn’t respond, merely reaching over the counter to pull a few of the Red Solo cups from the counter, into the trash.

Well. That spurs you to action. If he’s going to be insistent about helping, then you’re not just going to stand there like a useless idiot and make him do it alone. So you follow his suit and start throwing all the beer bottles in the trash, carefully setting them down quietly.

Jungkook turns to face you over the trash can between you, giving you a soft and airy look. 

For a millisecond, you freeze under the steady weight of his honey-eyed gaze, entranced by him, before you mentally shake yourself and tear your own eyes away.

Facing away from him, you find a very small, unplanned smile coming to your face.

The two of you spend the rest of the early morning cleaning up the mess from the night before.

Even though it’s a mundane task, it feels far less mundane with Jungkook beside you.

********

Present day, Summer 2002.

There are reasons you love the outdoors. 

One of them is the views.

The way the sunrise peeks wonderfully over the horizon, swathing you in its budding warmth and refulgent light. The twenty-mile view out from the cliff that shows you the forest of vibrantly green trees. Another jutting, jagged cliff down the way, the forest broken up by a babbling river that runs through it several hundred feet below you.

Another is the sounds.

The euphonious birdsong that swells with the rising sun, growing louder as the assortment of birds greet the day with pretty chirps. Or the steady, low thrum of the wind, accompanied by the scuffling through the underbrush of the myriad animals that make the outdoors their home. 

Another is how it feels.

The wind gently caresses your skin, and the sun grants you gentle kisses atop every exposed part of your body. Even the rough rocks that you’re seated on aren’t unpleasant; the rocks ground you in your body.

But what you love most about being in a place like this, gorgeous and raw and everything amiss from the grinding cogs of the industrial civilization you live in, is how natural it all is. With the rise of cell phones and the growing need to stay ever-connected to your network of people via the electronic, you find yourself loving more and more eschewing the industry of society and finding little pockets of untouched nature. 

Normally, when you’re here, you feel rooted to your body. It’s not that you lack a brain in moments like these, it’s that your brain is filled only with the steady buzz of wildlife,  of the sound of water rushing over rock, of trees shifting in the breeze. All worries gone with the breeze.

So why in the goddamn hell is that not working right now?

Your mind, instead of being beautifully, deservedly dégagé, feels overrun with thoughts of the man sitting beside you, kicking his muscled legs off the ledge and taking tiny sips out of his water bottle.

Jeon fucking Jungkook. 

It’s definitely not the first time the man has occupied a great majority of your thoughts, but it’s been years since your mind had run rampant with memories of him. 

You’re a regular hiker at Sangsaeng, and you’ve come many times over the years. With friends, without them — even with Jungkook, way back when. And yet it’s only here, now, with Jungkook’s four-year-long sabbatical from this town hanging between you, that you feel overwhelmed with thoughts.

You fight them back and push them way, way down.

The past is the past. You and Jungkook have a second chance to be friends here. You’re not going to let the stupidity of your college years ruin this chance. 

You’re grown now, damn it. You and Jungkook both.

Twenty-six, not eighteen. Older, more mature, hopefully significantly wiser than the you of back then. 

So, because you’ve never been a quiet person, you turn to your side and give Jungkook an amiable look, prepared to break the stuffy silence. Feet dangling precariously off the edge of the cliff, you lean over on one shoulder and say, “So. The Rivet, huh?”

“Yup,” Jungkook replies with a shrug, enunciating the lone word so it pops. 

His single word answer doesn’t bother you. Jungkook has his rare super-talkative moments, but he’s also generally a pretty soft spoken dude. His life philosophy is probably something like: why say something in twenty words that you could say in three? 

To which you’d counter: why say something in twenty words when you could turn it into a half hour long rant with room for probing questions from your conversation partner in between?

(Okay. Maybe you love to talk.)

“Hopefully you aren’t planning on staying there overly long,” you say. “I know that place is expensive as all hell. Namjoon’s parents stayed there one weekend when they were visiting and they complained for, like, months afterward about how much money they dropped to come see their son.” Your heart squeezes unpleasantly, remembering that. Even if they complain, they truly love their son. “And Joon’s parents got money money, so you know they were draining their wallets.”

Jungkook laughs softly, and your heart squeezes again: this time, much more pleasantly. “Well, they may have money money, but they’re also cheap cheap.” Before you can open your mouth to retort— because yeah, he’s got a point, but your point was that you know he’s got to be dropping way too much for the room — he waves a hand to wave that off. “Don’t worry. They’ll eventually reimburse me for at least some of the cost of the room, so I’m not that worried about money.” He sighs, and you watch him, leaned back on his tattooed arms, his head tilted back to reveal the smooth expanse of his throat. “Hotels are just so annoying to live in. It’s only been a week and I’m over it.”

You hum as you watch your sneaker-covered feet swirl in absent-minded circles. You tend to have trouble sitting still, your body wanting to be in motion at all times. “Well… Knowing you, you had to have had more reliably permanent lodging planned before moving here, yeah?”

“Well, yeah. My backup plan was to crash at Chan’s place for a while, but he’s on a business trip in Canada right now, since he didn’t know I was coming earlier than expected, he didn’t think to leave a key so I can get into his apartment.” Chan — Jungkook’s college roommate slash best friend. More muscles than brain cells, but a decent guy. You’re relieved to know that they are still in contact. At least Jungkook didn’t completely lose everyone when he’d left. “I looked at a few apartments here and there, but either they were overly-priced, tiny as fuck, in the shitty part of town, not available until Spring or…” He tilts his head. “I’m pretty sure one had mold growing in the ceilings, so that was fun.” Again, he shrugs. “I got lucky enough with the job. Fair enough that I didn’t luck out with a place to live right away, right?”

“Not lucky,” you counter, leaning toward him a microscopic bit. “You’ve always worked so hard. Hell, you did post-grad at SNU, Jeon. That’s amazing. Not to mention that internship at a Global 500? You mean to say luck landed you there?” You scoff light-heartedly, rolling your eyes as Jungkook mildly preens at your praise. “You, Jeon Jungkook, are a little bit of an idiot.”

Jungkook immediately de-preens, giving you a slight pout that makes your resulting loud laughter ring off the cliff and into the ravine. 

“Build a man up just to tear him down,” he quips, clutching his hand over his heart. “You know just how to twist the knife, Blue.”

There’s something about the way he says it: in his familiar, low voice, on the breath of a laugh, his dark, doe eyes crinkling in pretty crescents as they stare across the too-wide gap between the two of you.

Then confusion visibly overtakes his expression, and he says, “Wait. How did you know all that? Where I interned and stuff?”

Oops. 

You and Jungkook haven’t spoken in years, that’s true. But… “Jimin and Joy,” you say. “I’ve gotten front row seats to Jeon Jungkook’s Business a few times over the years.” 

Immediately, understanding dawns on him. “Ah. Right.” He nods and fiddles with his ringed, tattooed fingers, seeming to readily accept that.  “Makes sense.” Jimin and Joy have always been forces to be reckoned with, both of them people with their fingers on the pulse of seemingly everyone in the entire country’s goings-on.

If you ever want dirt on anyone in a 2,000 mile radius, just ask them. They’ll be able to dredge up something. Somehow. (Who knows how they do it? Not you.)

“Sooo…” you drawl out, tapping your fingers anxiously on top of the dirt-speckled rock. “You really haven’t found someplace that won’t require you to sell an organ once a month just to keep the lights on?”

Jungkook smiles. You stare, transfixed at it, the way it pulls up his face prettily. “Really, Blue. Don’t worry about me. I’ll figure it out.”

“Well, figure it out with me, then.” At his slow, uncomprehending blink, you add, “Like. Live with me.”

Yes, sometimes your mouth runs faster than your mind can keep up with it, but even though you mildly regret the words as soon as they escape your mouth, you realize they don’t feel like a mistake. It doesn’t feel wrong to have extended such an offer to Jungkook.

What does feel wrong, though, is the deer-in-the-headlights look he gives you in response.

“No, no, let me explain,” you say, heart thumping. “I’ve got my own apartment. I’ve had it since everyone had to move out of the house on 8th street. Jimin was my roommate. He moved out about two years ago into his girlfriend’s place, and I never felt the need to move. It’s rent-controlled and decently sized, two beds, two baths. Nice airy kitchen and living room. It’s a sweet place, and there’s an unoccupied guest room with your name on it, if you want it.”

Jungkook’s shoulders tense up, a furrow nesting between his thick brows. You sense rejection on the horizon, but before you can sweeten the pot for him, he says, “I don’t know, Blue… I’d be imposing on you.”

“Not at all!” you assure him wholeheartedly. And not in the kind, doesn’t-mean-it-but-trying-to-be-hospitable way, but genuinely. Putting Jungkook up for a bit wouldn’t harm you in the least. “At least for now, anyway. If you want to keep looking for a place, then by all means. But at least do it from my apartment for free instead of chopping off a finger every week for your payment to the Rivet.”

His skin dimples as he smiles, tongue darting out to lick his lips as he puffs out a laugh. “I’m not paying that much, Blue.”

“C’mon, Jeon, live a little,” you continue. “It’ll feel like college all over again.”

Not that you want it to feel like college. But, undoubtedly, Jungkook’s return has brought with him wisps of nostalgia that color the air in their pale blue hue.

“Let me help you,” you insist into his silence, quieter this time.

God knows Jungkook has done his lion’s share of helping you.

And, sure, perhaps there’s a small part of you that’s allowing your guilt from the less than ideal past you and Jungkook share to guide your offer, but the larger part of you overrides that. You genuinely want to help Jungkook because he’s a good guy who’s struggling a little bit and you can.

Jungkook tilts his head, seeming to consider your proposition. Curiosity replaces some of the tension in the broad lines of his shoulders. He looks away from you, out at the sunny sky, chewing on the inside of his cheek. “You’re sure it’s okay?” he asks. “It wouldn’t be… I don’t know… weird?”

Awkward would probably be a term more apt to describe it than weird, but you shake your head regardless. “Not weird at all.”

There’s hesitation in the dips of his face, evidenced by the crinkling of his nose, the slight downwards tug of his full lips. Then he sighs, and speaks. “Fine,” he says, and before you can open your mouth to cheer, or — something, Jungkook levels you with a stare that makes the noise die in your throat. “But only on the condition that you let me pay half the bills.”

“There’s no need for that.”

“I won’t live there for free, Blue.”

At his intense gaze, the way he leans marginally toward you, the sweat that gleans over his face from the summer sun, you consider it. You definitely don’t need his money — and thank fuck for your own financial security — but if it would help alleviate some of his apparent guilt at leeching off of you, or however he wants to view it, then fine. You can take his money and use it to buy your friends drinks, or something. “How about you buy the groceries —”

“Because you hate going to the grocery store?” Jungkook interrupts knowingly.

Your heart warms. Why does he remember that seemingly obscure fact about you? “Yeah,” you say. “So. You do the grocery shopping, and pay the utilities, because I remember you taking hour long fucking showers.”

“Is it a crime to like being thoroughly clean?”

“Not a crime. Just a drain on the water bill. Hence why you’ll be the one to pay it.”

His resulting laugh is loud, open. It sounds more free than the other laughs he’s given you since his return. Almost a return to the Jungkook of old. 

But then the laughter dies, and his dark eyes trail over you. Searching. For what? You’ve not clue. He swallows. “Blue,” he says, and the way he says your nickname sets your skin ablaze. “Are we really doing this? You’re sure?”

You understand his repeated checking in with you. Really. For you to go from giving him an icy shoulder for years to offering him your spare room in exchange for pennies and potatoes, you recognize that’s a large leap from where the two of you had left off. A huge leap. A seemingly out of nowhere leap. 

But Jungkook hasn’t been inside your head the past four years. He hasn’t even been here. Hasn’t been here to bear witness to the potent regret that trailed you like a stubborn shadow; to parties, to bars, to your clinic, everywhere. 

Your throat dries up. Suddenly, you hear nothing but the low thudding of your heartbeat, see nothing but Jungkook’s dark, eager eyes. Suddenly, there is nothing in the entire world but you and Jeon Jungkook.

So you have to shake off that feeling before you can dive down the endless well once again. Only brain damage awaits you down there.

“We’re doing this,” you affirm, using the opportunity to break that thick moment. You wipe off the rock dust from your bare legs and give Jungkook your best dazzling smile. “So why don’t we start by getting you moved in?”

“Oh,” he says. “Uh, yeah.” He rises to his feet with the power of his legs exclusively, gracing you with a smile, and though you spot some uncertainty hidden in the cleft of his lip, Jungkook is unfailingly polite enough to attempt to hide it.

What you feel right now, however, is nothing but sure.

This is a chance, plopped in your lap. A real, solid chance to rebuild your friendship with Jungkook. A chance to attempt to remedy the past. Chances like this don’t come by often. This is the first in four years. It may be the last.

“Hotel first?” you ask.

“Hotel first,” he agrees.

——

Contrary to Jungkook’s misgivings about how horribly put-on you’d be to help him, helping him isn’t actually all that difficult.

The two of you walk back down Sangsaeng’s trails, chattering far more than you had on the way up. You were grateful for it; some of the tension had been effectively dissolved, the ice broken, leaving you at least edging closer to the place where the two of you had been years ago. 

You start to put his bike on the bike rack on the back of your Jeep, but Jungkook insistently takes over, and you reluctantly let him take his bike to attach it to the spot beside yours. Once you’re both settled in your car, you take off for Jungkook’s hotel. You walk with him up to his hotel and help him pack what little items he did have, stubbornly ignoring his claims that you don’t have to help him, because, like, who does he think you are? A raging asshole?

(Well, maybe a mild asshole. Sometimes. But not a raging one. At least, not in years. And never intentionally.)

You stand next to him as he turns in the hotel room’s keycard to the hotel’s receptionist, and then, armed with his four duffels, you both climb back in your trusty Jeep and take off to your apartment.

Now you’re in the elevator, Jungkook carrying three of his duffels and you carrying only one — because Jungkook had stubbornly ignored your persistent claims for equality — while the elevator slowly traverses up eight floors. 

“I’m in 8A,” you inform him. “First door when we step off the elevator.”

He nods, but says nothing, fingers thrumming against his duffel.

The elevator door slides open on the 8th floor, and Jungkook needlessly extends his tattoo-sleeved arm and thick, similarly-tattooed fingers to hold it open for you as you exit the elevator, followed by Jungkook.

And then, faster than even you can take in, his arm braces out in front of you, causing you to jolt to a stop. You crane your neck to give Jungkook a curious look, and he only shakes his head, eyes dark, putting a tattooed finger to his lip.

The brittle, alarmed look in his gaze is enough to keep you quiet, enough to raise your hackles.

Then his eyes settle forward once again, looking at your apartment door, still bristled. 

When your eyes follow his, the surrounding tense air thick and heavy like molasses, you brace for the worst. Instead, you immediately relax upon seeing what’s got him so on edge. Or rather, who. 

You roll your eyes. You forgot how protective Jungkook can be. He’s so mild-mannered and then boom. Quick as a hair trigger, ready to puff up and fight at a millisecond’s notice.

“Hoseok!” you call out amicably, hoping your usage of the man’s name will put Jungkook right.

The man turns around from your front door, a handful of packages in his arms, overflowing, almost. He brightens when he sees it’s you, and shakes his elbow by way of greeting, considering his arms are full. “Hey, Blue! Don’t mind me.”

“Oh, I mind you,” Jungkook mutters under his breath.

You elbow him lightly in the ribs before moving forward, encroaching on Hoseok standing in front of your doorway, right on the welcome mat. “Let me guess. They delivered your package to the wrong address again?”

He pouts, sighing. “I don’t know how they always get it so wrong. You’re apartment 8A. I’m 8C. A. C. Two completely different letters.”

“Wow, someone passed kindergarten,” says Jungkook. “Remind me, what’s 2 + 2 again?”

Hoseok looks up to face him, clearly bewildered. 

You ignore Jungkook. “Honestly? I think the delivery people are just too lazy to walk down the hall,” you say, grabbing some of the packages from his hand to help him in his perusal of them. “This one’s yours,” you say, tucking the small package into the crook of your elbow. “This one’s for Ms. Kang in 8D… This one’s for 8B, so it’s for Mina…” You frown. “Is there even anything for me?”

Hoseok laughs lightly. “Did you order anything for you?”

“Well, no, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t make me jealous being the dropoff for everyone else’s packages.” You sigh playfully. “Want my help dropping these off to their rightful owners?”

“Sure—” He stops when he looks at Jungkook behind you, suddenly looking slightly nervous. “Actually, nah. You look like you’re busy. I’ve got it this time.”

“They really should pay you for doing their job for them,” you tease.

Hoseok steps back, shrugging. “I don’t mind it. Hey, though — are we still on for parasailing next weekend?”

“Of course. I’m really looking forward to it.”

He nods, smiling his friendly, wide smile that he gives everyone, a lock of brown hair dangling off his forehead. He’s a man with a lean build, an attractive guy for sure.

The recall of Joy’s ringing voice in the back of your head reminds you of when she’d asked you, why haven’t you fucked the shit out of your hot neighbor yet?

You have never given her anything more than a joke for an answer, but the real answer is because you know it would be awkward after, so.

You don’t do casual sex with friends very well.

Strangers? Yeah. Friends—or anyone you are literally forced into seeing on the regular? Absolutely not. Never again.

Feeling Jungkook staring, you say, “I’ll call you with the deets. Now, I’m not sure, so don’t hold me at gunpoint to this, but I think Sana managed to score us a steep discount because she fucked the paragliding lady.”

Hoseok shakes his head fondly. “Of course she would. I’ll give her my thanks if her sacrifice saves me fifty bucks.” Then he turns to face Jungkook. “Sorry about that, dude. I’m Jung Hoseok. I live down the hall.”

“Yeah, I gathered that,” Jungkook replies flatly.

You shoot him a narrow-eyed stare.

He sighs. “I’m Jeon Jungkook. Blue’s new roommate.”

Hoseok’s eyes sparkle at that, his mouth widening into a comical ‘o’ before he looks at you. “Damn, Blue. Been a while since you had a roommate. Not since that one dude. The tall one who always dressed like he just walked off a magazine catalogue, you know?” Hoseok tilts his head, thinking, and you eagerly try to stop him before he says it via neighbor telepathy. (That’s gotta be a thing, right? Because Hoseok’s somehow always available when you run out of salt and need to borrow some). And yet, all your burst blood vessels and neighbor telepathy do jack shit, for he pays your clear distress no heed as he tries to remember. “Jin, right?” He looks at you with a smile, as if happy that he managed to remember.

Shit. You forgot how loose-lipped Hoseok was. You shake your head, eyes wide at him, and his own eyes widen as he clearly catches on that he made a social faux pas. “Oh — I. Um. Yeah. I gotta jet. If I don’t deliver these packages, no one will.” With an awkward laugh and even more awkward two-fingered wave over his shoulder, he practically scuttles away, holding the excess of packages tight to his chest. “I’ll catch y’all later!”

You watch as he drops Mina’s packages on her doormat before quickly veering down the hall and to the right to continue his self-imposed delivery duty.

Refusing to look at Jungkook, you use the resulting silence as the chance to grab your keys out of your pocket and unlock your front door, kicking the door open wide for Jungkook. “Here we are,” you say, levelly, extending your arms as if parading off an art piece. “My little slice of heaven.”

 Jungkook doesn’t say anything, and you swallow, feeling awkward. 

You move forward; your open concept, large kitchen immediately in view off the entranceway. “Here’s the kitchen,” you say, stupidly — wondering if Jungkook’s going to make a sarcastic remark about how he’s glad you’ve graduated from learning colors to rooms in a home, but he doesn’t. You turn to face him, his expression unreadable as he drops one duffel on your marbled kitchen island, the other two on the floor beside it. Then you extend your arms to the back of the apartment; your floor-to-ceiling windows, your cozy living room. The hard wood floors and fluffy rug atop them. “The living room,” you say, voice a bit high, like you’re a paid spokesperson for your own home.

Why are you being so odd?

You walk off the open space and down the small hallway. You open the hall closet, showing him the assortment of freshly washed sheets, blankets, and towels inside, as well as all the cleaning supplies. “For all your linen and cleaning needs.” 

Still, he says nothing.

Then, to the left, you open the door to reveal a stark room. There’s an empty desk complete with a rolling desk chair and a made queen-size bed. You grimace at the bedset; a floral pattern of pinks and reds entwined. “Sana really wanted me to get that bed-set. Sometimes she crashes here when she’s drunk. But, uh, since the room is yours for the time being, you’re welcome to buy your own, of course.”

“The bedset is fine,” Jungkook says drily.

Right. You step into the room, moving toward the center, where the closet door is. You open it to reveal a decent-sized, empty closet. “All yours,” you say. Then you head out of the room, and wordlessly, Jungkook tails you. You open the next door down on the left to reveal the guest bathroom. “And you can consider this one yours unless guests are over, because I’ve got my own en suite.” You point to the door across the hall, on the right. “That’s my room. And… That’s it. That’s my apartment. Worse places to live, right?”

Jungkook turns to face you silently, and then he leans against the hallway wall, crossing his arms across his chest. “You told me your last roommate was Jimin. Who’s Jin?”

Ugh. Fuck. 

You’re definitely going to be sprinkling cajun salt under Hoseok’s pillow for retribution.

Technically you never told him Jimin was your last. But. Yeah.

“Just some guy,” you lie, waving that off with a hand so Jungkook doesn’t feel it necessary to continue grilling you. “Do you like the apartment? Think you can bear to stay for a while?”

Jungkook’s eyes search your face, his irises almost black, intense and scrutinizing. 

Then he sighs and straightens. The terse aura dissipates at that, and he says, “The apartment is great, Blue. Thanks for allowing me to kick it here.”

“Always,” you say, grateful that he’s ready to segue past this little blip.

Jungkook leaves you standing in the hallway while he goes to grab the duffels h’d left in the foyer, carrying all four of them with ease into your guest room. Jungkook’s room, now, you remind yourself.

Despite the weird aura, the part of this situation where Jungkook is living in the room isn’t really the odd part. In fact, it makes you almost giddy. Not just to have someone to share your living space with, but Jungkook, of all people.

Hope crests within you. This is going to be good. So good. You get to help him — he who has always, unfailingly been there for you — and get to have him back in your life. It’s a win-win.

(And yet, guilt crawls up the ribs of your throat. It’s a win-win for you. For Jungkook? Doubtful.)

You stand in the doorway to his room and watch as he begins to pull things out of his duffel and unpack, surveying him as you watch the way his biceps flex while he moves about the room, ensuring everything he puts away is carefully folded and properly pristine.

He’s always been a clean freak. 

You keep things nice and clean for the most part, but you don’t live and die by cleanliness. Definitely not to the extent Jungkook does.

“Here,” you say, setting the keys to your car down on the still-empty desk. “Feel free to use the Jeep for whatever you need. You can use it for the rest of the day, even.”

Slowing down in his folding of a pair of joggers, Jungkook eyes the keys unsurely. “… Are you sure I can?” He sets the pants down, striding toward you, a knot between his brows.

“Of course,” you assure him. “Now, I’ve got to shower because Joon and Joy are coming over in a few hours, so you’re good, right?”

Jungkook nods, giving you an appreciative look as he comes to a stop in front of you. So close, yet not close enough. “Thank you, Blue. You don’t know how much your help means to me.”

A pleasantness vibrates throughout you.

You wonder if Jungkook remembers all the times he’d taken care of you, in years gone by? In more ways than you can count, in more significant ways than you can express, in more important ways than you could ever repay him.

You certainly remember, even as you try hard not to. Even as you try to bury it all down and forge forward.

But then Jungkook leans forward and hugs you.

It’s quick, barely there, just an awkward, one-armed hug like that of near-strangers, and nothing like the burrowing, lengthy hugs you used to share, but it’s a hug all the same.

A hug from fucking Jeon Jungkook.

Your brain completely on the fritz, you don’t manage to comprehend what’s happening and hug him back in time before he pulls away, giving you one of his sweet, small smiles — more of a ghost of a tug of his lips than a smile, eyes gently twinkling.

“Really, Blue,” he murmurs. “Thank you.”

And, your car keys ensconced in his palm, he walks past you and exits your apartment.

Against your rationally best wishes, you feel yourself deflating slightly in his absence, but you shake that off by reminding yourself that even though Jungkook had left — this time, he’ll be back.

Jungkook had come back. Here’s here now. For the time being.

And, for now, that’s all that matters.

#jungkook #bts #jungkook x reader #jungkook x oc #bts fic #bts fanfic #jeon jungkook #jjk #bts series #cyc #cyclicism #jungkook fic #bts fanfiction

[astroyongie]

delulu game :)

sun: virgo, moon: taurus; rising: aries; venus: virgo; mars: leo; mercury: virgo.

idols: namjoon, jungkook, bang chan. ^ㅇ^

thank you.

Rm: twin flame , just get him

Jungkook: this wouldn’t work well

Chan: for some reason, he loves you dearly

[astrolaurical]

Not rm saying he wants his ex back in the unreleased song he performed on DDAY-THE FINAL 3 😭 the regression nooooo 😭😭😭😭 What kinda voodoo did this karmic ex DO to him??

OR OR OR I just re-read the lyrics and watched the video. Could this possibly be about his twin flame and saying he wished his divine counterpart would visit him in dreams again??

Is there hope?!!!

#I’m so annoyed #it’s like when ur friend tells u they’re going back to their POS ex #it’s like indigo meant nothing #Namjoon twin flame #Namjoon love life #Namjoon analysis #rm #Namjoon

[sunnebeam]

twin flame bruise. (02)

PART 2.

pairing: jeon jeongguk x reader, jeon jungkook x reader (yes they're different people)

plot: the jeon twins have become nothing more than two strikingly similar looking guys who share a mere home address and a last name. but in their senior year of college, the estranged twins may have found one more thing they share in common – you.

warnings: jeon twins au, possible headache bc the use of Jeongguk (nicknamed Guk) and Jung Kook (nicknamed JK) is v confusing, mentions of money laundering, strained family relationships

series index. | masterlist + disclaimers.

note: part 2 is here!!! this will have 8 parts + an epilogue btw! each part will more or less have the same word count as this one (since i still struggle writing long pieces),,, no update schedule, we just chillin' here and writing things when we have the time and energy <3 as always, feedback is highly appreciated!

It’s been a month and a half since Jung Kook last had a good night’s sleep.

But he supposes it could be worse. After all, the bed he’s laying on is decently soft, the pillows are freshly fluffed, and the bedroom he’s occupying doesn’t have that dusty-old-room smell. Yoongi really outdid himself with this one.

“Hey, kid.”

Speak of the devil.

JK turns on his side, his back facing the opened door and the person entering it. He hears another set of footsteps that tells him Namjoon just entered, too. Still, he doesn’t budge.

He knows his being a bit too hard on his two companions, but JK can’t help it.

“I know you’re mad at us…”

He’s not, actually. He’s mad at the situation.

“...and I know you hate this place…”

Not exactly. It’s a decent house. He just prefers his own.

“...but it’s still too dangerous right now. Please understand, kid, we need to hide away for a while. Make things die down a bit before going home.”

Home. He wants to go home. To his apartment. To his bed. To you.

JK sighs. He already had this particular talk with both Yoongi and Namjoon a hundred times already in the past month alone. He doesn’t mean to be so difficult but the situation just frustrates him to no end.

But then again, this is his own fault.

Entering the underground world of money laundering – even as an errand boy at the bottom of the food chain – wasn’t the greatest idea for a side job. But when you’re an impressionable college student mixing in with the wrong crowds, you don’t exactly make the best choices.

What started as a small, risky gig to earn some extra cash turned into an endless cycle of running his clients’ dirty money around different places and concealing them in clean, legal transactions.

He tried hiding his little errands from you but you were too observant for your own good. Though you don’t exactly know what he’s gotten himself into, you do know it’s dangerous. In fact, you told him time and again to get out and get his shit together. But by the time JK finally got his head out of the gutter and tried to leave, he couldn’t.

Because you needed money.

Money has always been a sore spot for you, having struggled financially for as long as you could remember. And yet, not once have you asked for his help nor forced him to put himself in risky situations just to help you out. Unfortunately for you, JK is nothing if not stubborn, and if there’s a way he could help you, he’ll do it.

But this time, though, he fucked up.

“You didn’t fuck up,” Namjoon interrupts his self-deprecating thoughts. “It’s not your fault, JK. Don’t beat yourself up over it.”

But it is his fault. After all, their latest client was dangerous, influential, powerful. This client was not to be messed with, not to be stood up, not to be denied…

…and yet JK backed out of the deal at the last minute.

“You were right to back out,” Yoongi reassures him. “I wasn’t sure about that client, either.”

“You’re just saying that,” JK says.

“I’m not. If you hadn’t called to back out, I probably would’ve. Either way, the man's pissed off so we need to lie low for a bit, yeah? Don’t brood too much."

Yoongi turns and heads out the door, motioning for Namjoon to follow him out, but not before calling out to their younger companion for one last thing.

“You got a good heart, kid. Don’t worry, you’ll get home soon.”

And he will. He just has to hold out a bit more.

He can’t. He can’t hold out any more.

Jeongguk looks at the caller ID with panicked eyes, the incessant ringing of his phone echoing in his ears, and he realizes he can’t put off answering any longer.

Swiping the green button, he holds his phone to his ear and internally hypes himself up, before finally talking to his parents.

“Eomma.”

“Well, hello to you, too,” his mother responds sarcastically. “I was beginning to think we didn’t have a son anymore, with you not answering our calls and your brother giving us the silent treatment.”

His brother.

Guk pinches the bridge of his nose, wondering how he can keep feeding his mother the lie that his twin brother was just in one of his so-called moods and took an impromptu vacation somewhere.

He feels horrible for lying but he also doesn’t want to unnecessarily worry his parents on the fifty-fifty chance that his younger twin really did just take some time to himself without telling anybody. And maybe it makes Guk a terrible brother but he really thinks JK is capable of such a thing – of just going off the grid and not warning anyone.

But that’s the best case scenario.

As for the worst case scenario, the two of you already went to the police station to report his twin as missing. But since the last text he sent was telling you he was going somewhere and explicitly telling you not to follow him, the police couldn’t do much.

Still, Guk is nothing if not thorough, so he takes it upon himself to call in some favors and hire a private investigator. As of now, he’s still waiting for some updates.

“Sorry, Eomma, I’m a bit busy with homework,” Guk tries to placate his mother through the phone but at the mention of the last word, he’s reminded that he actually has company in his apartment right now when Taehyung and Jimin snort at his lame excuse.

“Homework?” his mother repeats. “You work too hard, Gukie,” she sighs. “If only your brother was more like you…”

Again with the comparisons.

“Nah, he’s alright, Eomma,” he defends. “Y’know, he’s not failing his classes, right?”

“Yeah, well, he’s not excelling in his classes, either.”

“He doesn’t have to. Cut him some slack.” At this point, he’s getting tired of the nagging, even though it’s not directed at him. This kind of nagging is the exact reason his parents’ relationship with his younger twin is so strained in the first place. “Anyways, tell Appa I said hi, will you? I gotta go. Bye. Love you.”

He hangs up.

“Damn, Guk,” Jimin sighs. “Still haven’t told your parents?”

“I’ll tell them at some point, okay? I just need to make sure that JK didn’t leave on his own on a whim.”

“You still think that?” Taehyung asks incredulously. “I highly doubt he went missing on his own. Hell, even Y/N doubts that.”

At the mention of your name, Guk can’t help the slight reddening of his cheeks, something his friends immediately notice.

Taehyung smirks. “Looks like someone’s got a crush.”

He doesn’t even bother responding because how could he not have a crush? His growing, albeit awkward, relationship with you is plaguing his thoughts every minute since he met you. In between discussions about his twin’s possible whereabouts, your other conversations allow him to learn more about you, and what he learns is that you’re passionate, driven, diligent – all the good things.

And of course, to top all that off, you’re fucking beautiful, too. It’s no wonder that, despite the unlabeled situationship, his brother fell for you.

Guk just hopes, when all this is over, you’ll give him a chance.

Nope, you won’t give him a chance.

You stare at the customer who has the audacity to only order side dishes and nothing else again. He usually gets away with his request when your boss, Seojoon, is manning the counter. But with you? Nope, you’re not giving him another chance.

"You need to buy more than just pickled radish before I let you eat in this pub," you tell him, arms crossed. Your manager, Yiseo, is at your side, tapping her foot expectantly, her eyebrows raised.

He scoffs.

"Rude," he grumbles. "What if people find out you're turning away customers?"

"You can't be a customer if you only order the free side dishes," Yiseo retorts.

"At least I pay for the rice," he grumbles when a hand lands on his shoulder.

"That you do, Jin," your boss says, inserting himself into the conversation. He then tells Yiseo to cater to another customer who wants more drinks, before turning to you. "Y/N, why don't you prepare Seokjin's food while I show him to his table?"

You sigh, complying with the request and ignoring Jin's annoying smirk directed your way. Well, if Seojoon wants his business to be at a deficit, it's all on him.

Besides, you suppose you owe Jin now since Guk hired him, and being hired to investigate a missing person's whereabouts definitely isn't a walk in the park.

And speaking of Guk…

"Hey, Y/N."

Ah. Right on time.

"Hey, Guk," you greet him, waving your hand stiffly and awkwardly. Yiseo sees your shaky wave from across the pub and teasingly wiggles her eyebrows, but you silently plead with her to not make a comment.

After all, this has already become an everyday occurrence.

Everyday, a few hours before your shift ends, Guk visits the pub and eats with Jin, ordering a generous amount of actual food to compensate for the latter's small meal. Then, later at night after you close up, he walks you home – sometimes updating you on Jin's progress with the case, sometimes just talking to you about anything under the moon.

You've grown closer with him, without a doubt, but you can't deny that you're in an awkward situation – what, with your history involving his twin and all. You cringe internally when you remember the time Seojoon mistook him for JK, much to your embarrassment.

"Seokjin's over there." You point him to the table where the man is eating.

Guk looks at the direction you're pointing to before turning back to you with his eyebrows scrunched. You're about to ask him what's wrong when you see his hand reach towards your face, more specifically, your cheek.

"Eyelash," he says as an explanation, pulling the offending object from your cheek, completely oblivious to how you freeze up at his touch and proximity.

When he finally mumbles a low, "see you later," and heads to Jin's table, Yiseo rushes over to you and gives you a pointed look.

"I see you have a type."

"Please," you whine. "Don't."

She laughs at your expense, patting your shoulder and bumping her hips against yours playfully.

"Y'know," she starts, "you should consider giving him a chance."

"Unnie!"

"What?"

It's your turn to give her a pointed look. "Did you forget he's JK's brother? His twin brother?"

"Yeah, well, your fuckbuddy isn't here, so…" She shrugs. “I don’t see why you can’t ask him on a date.”

You sigh, wrapping your arms around yourself, your eyes downcast. "I can't even afford to go on dates, let alone have time for it."

It's the truth. Dates entail time and money – things you don't have. And it's not like you have any family to help you out, having been orphaned at a young age. You’ve only ever had yourself to rely on. That’s how it’s always been.

"Y/N."

You're pulled out from your thoughts when you see Guk approach you with wide eyes.

"Hey, Guk. Did you want more rice?"

"No. I, uh—" He looks from you to Seokjin who's frantically typing away on his phone back at their table. "Jin and I were just…"

He trails off. You stare at him, waiting.

After what feels like a hundred years, he finally gathers the resolve to tell you the three words you've been wanting to hear.

"We found him."

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[im-tops-bottom]

Felix: *heartbroken after a bad break up*

Minho: *pulls out his Hyunjin sized air fryer* 180 for 20 minutes

Hyunjin: *pulls out a knife set* Minho Hyung got me these as a birthday gift. I did tell him I'll use them wisely. I need new art inspiration and paint

Seungmin: *pulls out an airsoft rifle* it's hunting season

Changbin: *rips his shirt off, flexs his muscles* time to go hulk on them

Jeongin: *pulls Felix in* see this is what happens when you don't listen to us. We're the only ones you ever need now *pulls out poison* let's make this person some tea shall we?

Han: *eats a container of Felix's brownies* we got your back sunshine. No one hurts my twin flame and gets away with it

Felix: you are all my heroes

Chan: *pauses his heavily worded letter he was going to send to the person after finding out through a Namjoon fan their address* What in god's menu is wrong with you maniacs??

#incorrect stray kids quotes #incorrect stray kids #straylix #theyre protective of their sunshine

[seokjinsonlyone]

Ranking who I KNOW I can seduce in BTS least to most likely Context: I'm THICK big butt, big boobs yummy thighs straight smile and round face. That's what we're working with lets get into it! Least- Jimin! While I think Jimin would be very attracted to me I think I'd spend too much time psychoanalyzing him, definitely a turnoff! Jimin and I would more quicker become long term confidantes than ever romp around in the sheets. Cute face though, maybe an accidental makeout once or twice? J-Hope- Jhope is not a one night stand type of deal to me idk. I think I'd be too in awe to even try to seduce him and if he paid attention to me I'd probably be too focused on something more long term that I'd forget all about the seduction mission. Also I think he'd find me a little exhausting lmao SeokJin- Love of my life jin please I need him so bad and that would be my downfall. He would know by one look in my eye how BAD I want the dick and I think that would be a big turn off for him. I think he'd enjoy toying with me for months on end but would never give me what I want.

Yoongi- Yoongi and I have def made out a couple of times but the friendship is so good that fucking seems off the table. I think we'd have too many deep convos about our lives and what we want in life that sex would seem like something almost too intimate to share after all that mental intimacy if that makes sense?

JungKook- I think I could pull JK! He's sexy and all but I am too lmao! I also think seducing JK is much more about the chill approach. coming over and playing video games, buying him a stuffed animal that reminded you of him. texting him only on occasion. Just giving him space to trust me and like me and he'll be knocking on my door begging within mm a month?

Namjoon- All I gotta do is be 1/10th of a natutally charming person to namjoon, not be an ignoramus, and continue to have big boobs and an ass and namjoon is in the bag. Maybe we'd spend a few days getting to know each other but he doesn't seem like he'd waste much time once he trusts that you're not a fuckin weirdo Taehyung- Not to double down on the taehyung easy train but you're absolutely right compliments and some expressive faces and he's done for. And as someone who has seduced someone without speaking their native tongue it's really not gone take much. Taehyung likes loving and being loved and I'm readTEE to give it to him.

SEE NOW those are different parameters than i allowed myself to operate within like i was thinking more like i meet you at a bar and decide i want you who am i taking home tonight but what you're getting at is WAAAYYY different bc give me some time and i 100% can have my pick of the litter bc my personality is a 12/10

but before i dive back into that lemme first say that you may be onto something with seokjin bc like i said before we got the same personality type and i literally did that to like 2 guys this past year ajsksjjwje but in my defense!!!! im on the spectrum so it wasn’t on purpose i just didn’t realize they liked me until i had already hurt they feelings LOL

ALSO that makes perfect sense for yoongi being so mentally and emotionally intertwined that you end up in that friend purgatory bc you’re afraid to change the nature of your relationship it’s textbook really

NOW who could i seduce HOLISTICALLY from least to most likely since that's the trend i started with that one actually i'm gonna do who would be the easiest to seduce from ltm and i'm forcing myself to do a spark notes version to save you from another one of my dissertations that nobody asked for

i’m keeping jin at 7 bc like i said unseduceable (we’d end up a nice lil nuclear family with 2 kids and a dog)

i’m dropping yoongi down to 6 bc that’s my twin flame and i feel like if i gave him too much time to think he’d talk himself out of it

i’m keeping hobi at 5 bc we’re endgame like we’d def have a good mix of 2seok and sope energy im his lil rain cloud and he’d be my sunshine we’d make rainbows together <3 but i’d have to give him the space to come to this conclusion on his own

dropping jimin to 4 bc he’s another one who would try to talk himself out of it but he’d be super curious about the possibilities(we’re playing the long game)

joonie would drop down to number 3 but only bc

jk would be number 2 like give me a month and i’d have that boy eating out the palm of my hands like we fr fr have too much in common and don’t have similar sense of humour i got that whole tsundere thing going on im so certain he wouldn’t be able to resist me like he’d talk himself INTO it bc he thinks we’re written in the stars or something (we’re not) but i’d let him think we were (¯\_(ツ)_/¯ he’s hot)

then tae stands at number 1 for previously mentioned reasons

#ask #such a fun topic for us habitual delulus

[freemindedspirit]

Hey!!! Hope you’re doing great!!

I wanted to ask what’s BTS’ SO (as in, anyone they want to talk about - soulmate, twin flame…) current energy, if that’s okay :))

Have a nice day!! <3

For entertainment purposes only

JIn:Stubborn, incredibly focused and impossible to distract.Very fixed sign energy.Maybe Capricorn energy ? Yoongi:At an ending.Maybe a difficult one.Lonely, hurt.Numbing it via scrolling ?

Hoseok:Balanced,at equilibrium.May be highly connected to Hoseok intuitively right now.Might be a propice time for meeting ?

Namjoon: Looking for solutions.Moving swiftly, rationally through problems.Fierce.

Jimin:doesnt want to participate

Taehyung :Powerful, thriving, manifesting, creating things.

JK:Stuck but not in the wrong way ?Just enjoy a moment where they dont have to move much, stable.They might be just taking their time and doing their hobbies without really pursuing much more than enjoyment rn,maybe on holidays.

#bts tarot #jungkook tarot #yoongi tarot #hoseok tarot #seokjin tarot #namjoon tarot #jimin tarot #taehyung tarot #bts soulmates

[secfir]

Pending | 2

Melophile | Part I

➵ pairing: min yoongi x reader

➵ genre: AU! enemies to lovers, fluff, angst, smut, slow-ish burn 

i’ll be home | jjk

PAIRING jungkook x reader (minor namjoon x reader) 

GENRE fluff. smut. angst. fantasy!au. f2l. 

the bodyguard | ksj

pairing: bodyguard!jin x reader genre: smut, fluff

The Lord Taketh Away (M)

Pairing: Seokjin x Reader Genre: Angst, horror, smut

Recs | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | yandere | min yoongi fic rec list - 2 - 3

Recs w nav & tropes

bounty (m) | myg

pairing ; gang leader!yoongi x thug!reader, angst (minor), enemies to ???

Best Served Cold | Yoongi

pairing: Yoongi x afab!reader

au: mafia!au, arranged marriage!au

Haegeum

Pairing: Agust D x fem!Reader x Min Yoongi

Under The Willow Tree | MYG

Pairing: Bad Boy!Min Yoongi x (F)!Reader Rating//Genre: Small Town AU, S2F2L

stay (m) || myg

genre : angst, fluff, smut, strangers to lovers.

Highway to You

hurt/comfort, angst, fluff, childhood friends to enemies to lovers, mafia!au

FIRE ON FIRE , min yoongi

gangster ! min yoongi x fem ! reader

Menace (m.yg)

PAIRING― gangster!yoongi x afab reader

bring it back | masterlist

⇢a collection of oneshots set in different time periods and au’s

Till Death Do Us Part | MYG

Hitman Yoongi x Kidnapped f.Reader ⤜ Mafia/Arranged Marriage AU ⤜ Enemies/Lovers

KILL MIN ⇀ MYG

↠ Genre ‣ thriller, assassination gang!au

Regime (Teaser) | myg

Pairing: Ringleader!Yoongi x Fem!Reader

Silent Grace | myg

✎ au/genre: Mafia!Au , angsty , smut, Violence

Composition of the Century

musical aus

moonlight sonata | myg

pairing : pianist!yoongi x fem!reader rating/genre : m (18+) // angst, smut, fluff, enemies to lovers

Dealer - myg

Pairing: DrugDealer!Yoongi x Female!Reader Genre: Mafia/drug kingpin au, Y/N coming from nothing, found family

HATE 7: BUTTER (M) I MYG

🌙 Genres Mafia!AU, Smut, Angst, Action, Thriller, Enemies to lovers

Belong (Series Masterlist) | MYG

Genre/Tags: exes-to-lovers-to-exes-to-lovers; actress!OC x basketball coach!Yoongi

like crazy mini series:

summary: the story of seven loves across eight lives.

to love a monster collab

Wicked As They Come | myg

⟶ pairing: vampire!yoongi x reporter! f reader ⟶ genres/aus: supernatural au, vampire au, fake dating au, ceo au, romance, smut

Internal Conflicts | KSJ | Masterlist

Genre: Fluff, angst, smut, non idol au, step brother

Illicit Favors | MYG | Announcement

Genre: Fluff, tiny angst, smut, non idol au. Friends to Lovers. 

SHADES OF ME

Pairing: Patient!yoongi × doctor!y/n criminal yoongi.

i don’t care - min yoongi - one shot

genre : fantasy, smut, enemies to lovers, slight dom + sub thing

we belong together | teaser

genre: min twins au | angst and smut

Love Bites | JJK | ONESHOT

Genre: fluff, angst, smut, idol au, hybrid au

The feeling’s slow to fade

Genre: Enemies to lovers, horror with a touch of fantasy, smut, fluff, angst.

"Set me Free"(Preview)

Vampire Yoongi x Reader, angst, supernatural/fantasy themes, violence

chase series teaser

genre/characters: underground rapper au, rivals to ?, enemies to ?

enchanted

genre: soulmate au, fantasy au, dragon au, pairing: Dragon King Yoongi x Human MC

Kingdom Come

yoongi x reader!AU, fluff, angst

matilda | myg

pairing: yoongi x fem!reader| brother’s best friend au, f2e2f2l, slice of life, angst, fluff, eventual smut

All Talk

pairing: Yoongi x f reader, Smut: male dom, mild spanking, gagging. the teeny tiniest dash of fluff

candles & flames | jjk (m) | masterlist

➳ genre: enemies to lovers, royal!au; angst, fluff, smut, fuckboy!JK, royal!jk

Maybe I’m a little Dangerous (Maybe Love is Too)

Tags: Torture, Gore, Mafia! Yoongi, killer! Yoongi hurt/comfort, fluff, insecure! reader, self-hate, soulmate AU, fluff, coffee shop au

Remedy

pairing: yoongi x reader genre: angst

Fire & Desire

pairing: seokjin x reader genre: smut, fuckboy!jin, dom!Jin

Box Of Chocolates | JHS

↳ Hoseok x f.Reader ⤜ Hometown AU ⤜ Exes/Lovers

Poison | myg [m]

dom!yoongi

Away From You | index

⇢ 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: yoongi x reader ⇢ 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: fluff, angst, smut, divorce!au

The dealer : MYG

Pairing : drug dealer yoongi x good girl reader

They, who belonged to The Sea

Pairing: Hoseok | Reader Genre: fantasy au  | triton au | pirate au | angst | smut | a bit of fluff

Masterlist - Fractured

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader, platonic OT7 x Reader Genre: Mafia AU, angst, fluff, (future) smut

Yes, Sir

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader, Enemies to Lovers AU, smut, fluff Warnings: dom!Yoongi, sub!Reader

the crimson shell

— pairing: jungkook x f!reader — genre: mermaid au, yandere au

Moonstruck | Yandere KNJ x Reader

Pairing: Yandere Mafia Boss Namjoon x Florist/daughter of a hitman reader

Mine | One Shot | myg (m)

❀ Pairing: Yoongi x Succubus F. Reader ❀ Genre: Smut, Horror, Thriller

Break | ksj (m)

❀ Pairing: Witch!Seokjin x cursed!reader ❀ Genre: Supernatural, smut, angst

Predator Universe Masterlist (Vampire AU)

SET ME FREE x MIN YOONGI

[MAFIA AU], Smut, mentions of blood, death, robbery, killing, guns, torturing, fire, porn

1. Asterism || KSJ

Genre: best friend's older brother!au, angst smut fluff trifecta Pairing: Seokjin x female reader

Clockwork Heart

Pairing: Min Yoongi | Reader Genre: fluff, fluff and light angst, chaebol, enemies to friends to lovers, arranged marriage

nephoria | min yoongi [masterlist]

pairing/s: vampire ceo!yoongi x reader (slight oc for the plot) .

warnings: cyberpun

Percussions | MYG

Genre: Mafia!AU; Assassin!AU; angst

care for you masterlist

⟶ SUMMARY : Tales of a grumpy doctor and the sunshine of his life, you.

drabble: “royally forbidden”

princess!reader x knight!yoongi

schemin’ | myg (m) MASTERLIST

pairing:yoongi x fem!reader (producer!yoongi, ceo!yoongi, agust d persona, rapper!reader)

christmas warfare | ksj

❆ exes to lovers | smut | fluff | humor | a small amount of angst (cuz it's exes, soooo)

elites: masterpost

Pairing: BTS x OCs (1 story per member; Member x OC) Genre: Dark romance, high school au (legal ages)

↳ HOPE WORLD [ON-HOLD] jhs

enemies to lovers au | fluff, angst, smut

sucker (m.) | pjm

❥𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒓𝒆: smut, angst, vampire au, horror au (?), vampire!jimin x human!reader, supernatural au

𝐔𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄 🔞

Tags/Warnings: Alien!Jungkook, Human!Reader, Angst, enemies to lovers, blood and injury, captivity

WHEN I'M WITH YOU

SEOKJIN X READER, ALIEN AU, M/F, RATED M

Gods of the Dark | myg (m)

❀ Pairing: Dark god!Yoongi x f. human!reader ❀ Genre: Fantasy, angst, strangers to lovers, smut

In the wake of your leave

Pairing: Jimin x reader Genre: Unrequited love; brothers’ best friend; slow burn; mafia au; angst

Until Death (M) myg

Genre: Green Bone Saga!AU || Organized Crime / Forbidden Romance / Suspense + Action

Flowers of Fate

▻ Flowers of Fate ↳ UnseeliePrince!Yoongi x Human!f.Reader

[gogosingularity]

Namjoon Twin Flame

first of all, this post is not about who's his twin flame or if he has any or other similar questions... this post is about me taking a rather logical or critical approach to this topic. but if the end of this post disappoints you, I don't actually have made my mind fully about it yet but I still want to express my thoughts about it.

after scanning bts tarot and astrology, twin flame was mentioned many times. I didn't really pay attention to the details until this week.

so I re-read posts that talk about namjoon twin flame. I found various type of posts from serious and detailed to unhinged in the most odd almost destructive way and unhinged in the funniest way.

I think posts that mention namjoon and twin flame in the same post has been spread through the years and everywhere. one of the post I keep coming back to is this. particularly, I think we have similar view but different approach regarding this, that namjoon know about twin flame. this post was posted in 2020.

it's 2022 now and yeah, he knows.

here's my story.

watched Decision to Leave finally. I have wanted to watch it so bad after Park Chan-wook's answer at Cannes Film Festival 2022:

Q: why there isnt sex in decision to leave

PCW: if this is other directors' work you wouldnt ask this question, i think it isnt necessary for this movie, i said when i prepared i said i want to make an adult movie, someone said "there will be a lot of sex then? it strange when poeple think adult means sex, so i made the exact opposite of what people think when they thought of adult movie"

PCW is one of the recognized directors in South Korea and many of his works include sex scenes. many were surprised when they learned there's no sex scenes in this movie, so do I. and that become my main driving force to watch this movie.

the minute I finished watching it, I forgot about my initial driving force to watch this movie. when the credit titles started running, that's when I realize this movie's premise is, twin flame.

okay. let's stop talking about this movie too long (even if I want to). let's go back to talk about namjoon twin flame thing.

so namjoon himself has watched this movie many times. wonwoo from seventeen has also mentioned watching this movie. so far only these 2 kpop idols mentioned to have watched this movie. I found it interesting that only these 2 have watched this movie and rather funny that namjoon have watched it too many times.

I think namjoon can't hide his obsession. He's seriously knee-deep into this movie.

this movie itself is beautiful, like ✨beautiful✨, but I don't want to dig deeper because it deals with cheating issue which is painful to watch. well, again, let's focus on namjoon twin flame thing.

there are more stories regarding namjoon and this movie, and coverage by media as well.

it's also interesting how other members have attended movie red carpet thing this year, I think it's jin and v. and then there's namjoon. you can tell that in namjoon's case, he's genuinely into this movie and willing to do everything for this movie.

in conclusion, yes, he knows about twin flame and he's probably also down bad about twin flame thing. as in, thinking so hard if he has twin flame, and if he does, he'll ask himself whether he will ever meet that person, and so on.

personally, this namjoon twin flame topic gets even more interesting after watching decision to leave because it's giving that buzzfeed unresolved meme.

so, good luck namjoon!

#namjoon #decision to leave