#not really my sleep schedule is all fucked rn is all

[orionangeline]

I'm such a girl who's a guy who doesn't get much sleep. Also I sleep all the time

#not really my sleep schedule is all fucked rn is all #turns out my high school health teacher was right. sleeping three hours then waking up then sleeping 5 hours is fine. but! #sleeping 3 hrs then 2 hrs then desperate nap length intervals does not work #cant sleep very well when my aunt's over making noise and talking loud and telling me its time to do chores #like. auntie. i know this isn't my house but get out of my house #she's playing nurse to my grandma now though so. just gotta deal #and fix my sleep schedule #i got all off track bc i was sick then I was on my period and now. i go to bed at 8:30 am instead of 3am #oops 😔 #gonna see if I can make it to noon before I fall asleep today tonight tomorrow lol

[falldogbombsthemoon]

Yall haha, my dad made it so I have wifi access for one hour a day. which I can use from like 14 to 21 german time. So once my mobile data is dead, I will not be active that much ig. So please dont think I'm abandoning yall.

#vent following #its fucking ridiculous. im not a fucking child. neither is my brother #no idea what my dad wants to achieve through that. “so you can relaxe more” yeah no. being on the internet is my fucking coping mechanism. #there is nothing about relaxation there. also he did that so we'll to go sleep earlier. if it really was about that. #he would need to force me to sleep. you cant just change my sleep schedule by that #anyway its fucking ridiculous as i was on a good way of getting to sleep more early but if imma do that now he will think like #“wow. im such a good dad. i fixed all the problems my child could possibly have.” which is absolutely not the case #yk. ive always fucking struggled with feeling like people cant trust me. #and him not trusting my abilities to be responsible for myself is not helping #and then boom. im feeling shitty but wait haha my coping mechanism is currently set offline. #and like also im in extra stress atm bc school is fucking with me #not only are like a bunch of tests on the way but my fucking anxiety in school is getting so bad. #i cant sit in that facility without feeling like imma have a panic attack any minute #i am in need of fucking professional mental help. and at least one diagnosis. i dont want to do shit to myself. #but in this house hold. emotions are not talked about. feelings are suppressed and mental health is an illusion #i NEED to see a fucking psychiatrist. but i dont feel like i can to my parents about that. and technically i could go without them knowing #but someone needs to educate them. and i mentally cant be that someone #and guess whos sitting in their room crying and writing about that rn. not studying for their tests tomorrow and the day after. #i bet if my parents wouldnt have done that shit with my wifi i would be studying rn #quinns daily yapping post #rather #quinns personal hell

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

unnormalize staying up late btw

#camera talks #kinda being serious and I can’t really explain why bc it’s literally midnight and I should be sleeping rn but #from a young age I was taught by kids around me that staying up late to do anything but hw #was cool and the longer you were awake the more you could brag about it in the morning #not cool actually bc now I’ve entirely fucked my sleeping schedule and it’s part of why I feel so bad all the time #would write more but I have to sleep now #anyways seriously unnormalize it. let kids (and people in general) get their sleep #it’s not healthy otherwise

[skitskatdacat63]

There's this nearly 4 hour movie I've been meaning to watch for a while and I was like "ah maybe ill watch it tonight hehe 🥰" and then I remember...quali is at 9 🫠

#i actually despise abu dhabi being the seaosn closer ngl #basically since Japan the race time has suited my timezone pretty well #1 am. 1 pm. 3 pm. 4 pm. 12 pm. 1 am. #<- like look at that. look at they absolutely delicious schedule #every race for the past 2 months has been at an ideal time and ive really settled into it #wow you mean i can sleep in on weekends and actually wnjoy the schedule!? oh boy! #and then they put fucking ad at the end which is at 8 am. who wants to wake up that early on a sunday #it would be fine if it was earlier in the season bcs during the middle i got pretty used to waking up before 9 bcs all the European races #but to have this one at thw end is literally horrible #its really down to timezones but fuck it really does bother me #bcs wow youve made me have zero desire to watch the season closer! thanks!! #id sooooo much rather brazil be the season closer still #like whh do you have to completely switch timezones right at the very end. its terrible #i think ill do waht i did last season and take a bit of a nap beforehand #it makes it much worse that this on a holiday wknd too. yeah bcs i rly wanna spend the last two days of my break waking up in the morning #sry im being ultra salty rn but i really dont wanna wake up for it but i hate missing race events UGHHHHHH #last yr i literally fell asleep during the first lap of AD 😭 #yeah im concerned abt if nando will retain p4 or not but...waking up before 8 am...?? #yeah idk i just rly dislike this scheduling #i actually kinda like AD as a track but its position in the season makes me resent it #catie.rambling.txt

[databent]

[pained wailing emoji]

#.pdf #rd #THE REST OF THIS IS JSUT ME WHINING. FEEL FREE TO IGNORE #i dont wanna go to work ‼️‼️‼️ i feel like i am nearing a breaking point i am sofucking burnt out #every time i go to work. my brain gets Scary at me. stresses me out. dont like it ☹️ #im supposedto be going in tonigjt but im dreading it sososo much #my work hour options have changed from “fully flexible” to “7am-9pm only” whcih yeah i know that doesnt sound that bad. but i have non-24 #(circadian rhythm disorder that makes me sleep progressively later every day circling fully around the clock over ~3 weeks or so) #and bcos of it often i have to force myself out of bed in what my body thinks may as well be the middle of the night just to get to work #and then i dont ever get enough time to recover from that to actually let my sleep fall back into its natural schedule wjich is the only #time i feel properly rested. so essentially im chronically sleep deprived which is making me chronically stressed and way less productive #i just reslly really want to fucking save up a little money and just Not work for a week or two. bjt. with my sleep bullshit i cant really #work enough to be able to put anything aside. at all #so. kind of an unrealistic desire i guess. lol #ive been feeling like this ever since like early january when i was told i ahve to stick to a more normal schedule. & its only getting worse #idont know i just wishthere was something i could do that was fully flexible on timing but also doesnt havw the kind of workload that would- #-stress me out like basically anything with longer-term projects so ykmow Most flexible schedule jobs. #i do have one thing in mind i could do on my own but its dumb and probably wouldnt make much money and has startup costs i cant afford rn..

[queerofthedagger]

god I've seen so many slightly annoying to downright horrible takes on just so much stuff today, I think I should like. not interact with people for a few days actually

#a curséd day like. truly #from just mildy annoying headcanons/meta takes to gems such as 'women shouldn't write mlm and vice versa' this day really had it all #never been one much for detox of anyhing but rn a week without internet and people sounds. so fucking great actually #also 'today' is a very loose concept i'm trying to fix my sleep schedule which. ofc this coincides why would it not #and yeah! curate your experience!! unfortunately I have not yet learnt to like... unsee stuff #anyway ignore me i'm being a hypocrite by whining about the internet on the internet etc etc etc #mona rambles

[hgduo]

k!Fargan is back and he wants to confess to k!Alexby ^_^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#he just needed a little push to confess... and that 'push' was lely dying and reviving LMAO #I know it's kl so it probably won't end well but for now I'm excited! Hope their schedules line up!!! #karmaland #karmaland v #fargexby #I know I'm late to this news but I was busy all day and am slowly catching up on what I missed #(why was it such a struggle to make this post first I accidentally delete all my tags and then my fucking browser crashes gdi...) #(it's been crashing a lot lately and I don't know if it's firefox or the new laptop but it's really annoying :/ ) #(I'm gonna try to go to sleep now- wish I could be more hyped but I feel super drained rn and I have to get up early the next two days ;u;)

[sonego]

i've been trying to stay awake for a little bit (to break the goes to sleep at 9pm-wakes up between 3 n 5am cycle) by looking at pictures of my blorbos on my own blog. a little sad maybe as a way to spend my night during my week off but this is why i have tumblr. to rb things i know i or someone else will look at later and be like ":) !"

#me looking at the 2360th lewis pic: oh yes serotonin! #this week off has literally just been me trying to regain energies and then fucking up my sleep schedule and having to somehow fix it #and today i went to the cinema while it was storming and i need new shoes #my sock got all wet i think one of my shoes has a little hole #idek how to end sentences rn i need sleep i have been awake too9 long #sprry for not replying to messages i am tired n a mess 😭😭 #i love my friends but sometimes i really dosuck at being a person

[mudskip-muses]

fuckin,,,,trying to remember how to be a living person after a nap i Shouldnt have taken,,,,,,,,

#i felt like Shit(tm) so i laid down at like 6 #its now almost 1030 #and i just #i can feel the fucked up sleep schedule #not the mention i still feel like shit but in different ways than when i went to sleep #life simply decided to say fuck you hfkjd #oh well at least my cat was happy to see me when i woke back up lol #ooc #vent #delete later #i Just fucking realized while typing this why my brain has felt foggy all day like #youre anemic you dumb bitch your iron is low hfjsdk #youve been eating like absolute Shit lately so of course its gonna come back to bite you hfjkda #not much i can really do about it rn but hey #at least i know hfjsk

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

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#so for the last like. as long as i can remember. ive had a shit sleep schedule #mostly like sleep all day and stay up all night kinda shit #but i got sick/burnt out recently and slept for almost two days straight #and somehow it reset my sleep schedule to something normal #like i went to bed at 10pm and woke up at 5am for the last few days #and i havent had to nap #and the not needing to nap is really fucking with me #like im used to waking up. feeding my dog. and then napping until i go to work #i should be napping rn. but im not tired #i dont have to get ready for work for another four hours and ive already been awake for three hours #i went to the coffee shop and to walgreens. im in real clothes instead of pajamas. i did a load of laundry #im laying in bed (its so hot i might be dying) and i just. dont know what to do with my time #im probably gonna do some cleaning and packing because im moving in two months #idk im just feeling some strange type of way because for the last few days ive been. alive #instead of sleeping my life away #its so strange. i got sick. slept for a few days. and now my biggest problem is just fixed? and i can have a life now? #its 70 degrees today and the world is my oyster. what should i do? #i have a list of chores im gonna do. i might walk to the coinstar machine so ill have money #yeah i want to do that cuz im in the negatives in my bank account but i want to get a cool drink before work today #my dad texted me this morning 'noticed your bank account is overdrawn for the second time this week. whats going on kid?' #which is such a sad text to get because i know im broke. thanks dad. lets pls ignore my financial hardships #if you want to make my dad less sad hmu for my venmo /hj #anyways ill probs do that today. get some cash so i can get a frozen lemonade from wawa or something #yknow that post thats like 'seasonal depression seems fake until its 50 degrees in march and it feels like you took a party drug' #i think thats partially whats happening here. its 70 degrees and sunny and my systems dont know what to do with that #i hope youre all having a great day that you dont sleep through. i love you!!

[hetanatural]

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#vent #cw for animal death if you read through this #just feel like i have to ramble about this. somewhere. but everyone's asleep rn and i don't wanna randomly pop into someones messages #so to yell at the void in the tags i go #but one of my dogs died today. or yesterday technically. idk it's 4am rn and my sleep schedule's fucked #but yeah. apparently he passed away in his sleep. teddy bear's gone. #which like. shouldn't be that surprising since he was like 13 years old #and he was a maltese and yorkie mix and both of them live to be about 13. he was a little old man #but none of us really expected to lose him before we lost susie who's a little over a year older than him and his mom #and also has been having some health issues. nothing major or serious but enough to be kinda concerning with how old she is #but teddy was perfectly fine. didn't have any issues at all #but i was helping my brother get ready for school and was about to go and watch for the bus #and we were passing by the couch that he loved to sleep on and it just looked like he was asleep on a pillow #and my brother went to pet him and immediately noticed that he was cold #and yeah. a while after that my dad put him in a box and now he's buried in front of the well we have in our backyard #and it's just been kinda hitting me in waves all day #like i'll be fine and then i'll realize he's gone and then i'm fine and then i'll remember what he looked like on the couch #before we realized #and i'm kinda surprised it's affecting me this badly? like. idk. when i lost my cat orange a couple of years ago #who i had since i was like 2 i didn't react like this at all #like of course i was still sad and i miss her but. idk. #maybe it's because there wasn't any build up? like with orange we knew something was wrong #and had a couple of weeks knowing something was wrong and she might not live before she died #and also i didn't see it. my parents were there when she was put down by the vet but i didn't go #but with teddy. i saw the body. thought he was just asleep until my brother tried to pet him #so i guess maybe those combined is why? idk #grief just never. hit me this much this quickly before #also sucks to know we're probably going to be losing susie soon too #we're planning on getting another dog so louisa won't be alone when it happens #she's been with teddy and susie her whole life. we don't want her to be lonely without them so we want to get her a friend

[milo-is-rambling]

Thinking about drinking again want to be home alone forever that’s called moving out idiot get a job lol thanks brain anyways where’s the vodka

#I will drink soon I know I will but not 2nite #sleepy tired tonight but that’s good I need to be tired to sleep cause my brain has been evil with all the trauma flashbacks recently #I got like three hours of sleep last night and I’m exhausted rn but can’t sleep #I just feel like shit and I hate my incredibly accurate and vivid memory rn #great for writing horrible for living my life #me and Sylvia Plath like this fr 🤞 #I need to die or sleep already I am miserable and only getting worse but I am also applying to jobs and becoming more of an actual person #while actively descending into madness #haha yeah anyways swag swag swag I think I might be going into a bit of a depressive episode and trying so desperately to get out of it #before it’s really started but it feels like the world is crushing me and there’s nothing I can do #I need to get back on my meds fuck that will fix me why are my chemicals so fucked up forever ugh #I will be mentally I’ll all of my life I just need to deal with it but god the violent thoughts are never ending and I need to tear #someone apart viciously or write poetry about a wolf #that will fix me #okay bye #going to go try to write or sleep or cry maybe #fuuuuuuuck I wanted to post this but now I’m on post limit cause my stupid reblogging ass fuck me I hate myself okay bye ugh I’ll schedule #this for midnight #I wrote this at nine thirty btw

[saintedbythestorm]

Managed to shower so I would have a chance to do dentist on Friday... then just sat down in my bed afterwards... and now I'm getting a migraine... yeah I don't think I can do dentist on Friday....

#cause like migraines tends to take me out the day after... and i still gotta keep fixing sleep schedule... #so i can't keep fixing it if i am recovering from migraine all day tomorrow #guess I'm fucked.... 🙃 #well at least nobody can say i didn't try #it's gonna be a really bad one too cause I'm already on my meds and it is covering such a huge part of my vision rn #ryder speaking

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#tfw an phd advertisement sounds like something i would be super into but its in fucking Arizona #i do not want to live in Arizona. #i do not want to live in new mexico. or nevada. or fucking California. or Utah #and texas is on thin fucking ice #im open to Colorado. but again. thin fucking ice #i just. i dont want to live in the desert anymore. if i have to spend 3.5-5 years in Arizona i will lose my fucking mind #i already refused to look at nevada bc i dont wanna live in vegas. just ugh. #why do u have to be in Arizona? im scared of haboobs :-( #ugh. fine ill reach out to the guy but i feel like my other option in a cooler fucking place is a better bed bc they do function and #evolution. and this is mostly function stuff. but its extromophile mechanisms. which is real fucking cool #so annoying. ugh. and why am i up at 3 am? bc my boss who is in Europe rn emailed me at 12am #and i was foolish enough to check my email at 12.30 and shes like: can u get me this data soon i wanna do it thus weekend #and once i saw that i couldnt sleep. so i spent like 2hrs finishing it up bc i spent like all day working on that frustrating bullshit #hopefully thats the last tjme i have to do it and the code is fine #ugh but this does not bode well for this weekend. bc ive made the choice to obligate my sleep schedule #and i agreed to meet my lab mate even tho ive got things to do and its prob just gonna upset me #aaaaaaAAAaaaAaaa. why???? blah. i should really try to sleep #unrelated #lmao i was so mad

[scattered-winter]

thank GOD the week is finally over i did sooo badly taking care of myself this week

#i missed breakfast almost every day and today i missed breakfast AND lunch #and i ate a big late lunch so i missed dinner too <33 #one meal a day!! we're doing GREAT lads /s #its not a disorder or anything like that #its just because i have meds that i have to take on an empty stomach and i always forget to take them until late in the morning so i can't #eat until lunch #and i'm pretty forgetful so it happens a lot #and today my schedule just didn't work out for lunch AND i forgot breakfast again so it was great #i also haven't gotten much sleep this week but that's because of the fucking NIGHTMARES #i don't usually have bad nightmares but lately i've been having full on HORROR MOVIES in my dreams #so no sleep!! no food!! i'm doing GREAT <333 #sigh....hopefully next week will be better #i'm gonna try and take my meds asap in the mornings so i can have a little breakfast. and hopefully the scheduling conflict #from today won't happen again and fuck up lunch and dinner #in conclusion im not feeling super great because of all that shit but i had a great week otherwise!!!! i really really love my life rn #its been a long time coming. but i really do love it. #i just gotta get better at the self care shit #<3333 #winter speaks #tw eating issues #its in the tags but just in case

[borathae]

"Jungkook loves having a break from work because it means that he can make you breakfast in the morning and welcome you home with dinner."

Pairing: CEO!Jungkook x f.Reader

Genre: married life!AU, Slice of Life Fluff

Warnings: Jungkook being a cutie, cozy mornings, casual use of Bunny & Mommy as non-kinky petnames, kisses, flirting because they're in love!

Wordcount: 2.6k

a/n: this was planned for january but we all need fluff more than smut rn so i decided to switch up my schedule a little. i hope this can cheer you guys up.

You wake up in darkness like most mornings because you and your husband prefer to have the electric blinds down. And like most mornings, the first thing you do is look for him in the darkness by swiping your hand over the sheets. However, unlike most mornings, you can’t locate him today. He must have gotten up already, which was weird considering he had the day off today. 

Because of one of his countless work trips, he has this week off. He gave himself that rule. The longer the work trip was and the higher the stress level, the longer he'll relax at home as balance. He wasn’t home for a month this time around, so for one week you will have him playing house husband. 

Jungkook shouldn’t be out of bed yet. It was his second day home and he should be getting his well-deserved sleep. You have to get up for university, but Jungkook should still be snoozing. You have to see what could be so important that he is already out of bed.

You open the blinds with a click of the button you have next to your bedside lamp and use the growing light to get out of bed. You stretch your arms above your head, yawning loudly to get the oxygen flowing. Then you make your way to the bathroom for the mandatory post wake up pee. Once relieved and equipped with a glass of fresh water to drink on the way, you make your way to the living area in hopes of locating Jungkook. 

The faint sound of music calls you to the kitchen. Soon the smell of breakfast tickles your nose. So that's where he went off to. He is cooking breakfast. 

You smile once you lay eyes on him. He is turned to you as he is using the kitchen island counter to chop kimchi. He is wrapped in a dark blue kimono robe and a black apron. The long sleeves of the kimono he fixed according to Japanese traditions, making it so that they wouldn’t get in the way as he cooks. 

He is singing to the song on the radio, lifting his eyes as they catch your movements.

His face lights up.

“Good morning”, he says and keeps gazing at you as you make your way to him.

“Good morning”, you increase your steps, needing to be with him, “why are you up already? It’s so early.”

Jungkook checks the time, “I didn’t feel tired anymore. I’ve been up since five thirty.” 

“Why? Bunny, today’s your free day”, you whine, setting the empty glass aside.

“I’m seriously fine. I think jetlag’s still doing it to me. I’m making breakfast.”

“I know, it already smells amazing”, you say and wrap your arms around his waist. 

He puts the knife down and turns in your hold, lifting his arms so you could snuggle into his chest. He closes his arms around you, swaying from side to side as your bodies naturally move to the music. 

He closes his eyes and rests his cheek against your head. 

“You should be in bed snoozing”, you mumble into him.

“I’m okay”, he says in a chuckle, “I feel really rested.”

“Mhm okay fine I believe you”, you give up and squeeze him gently, “my bunny. Shit, I missed you.”

“I missed you too”, he says and squeezes you back, “so much.”

“I missed you more. You know?” 

Jungkook laughs, “that’s impossible because I missed you so much that nobody could ever top it.”

You chuckle, “wow that’s a lot.”

“Mh-hm it’s a lot.”

You lift your head, grinning up at him. He retorts it, scrunching his nose. 

“You’re a stupid noodle.”

“Heh.”

“What are you making?” 

“Steamed salmon in a teriyaki glaze, multigrain rice, kimchi and miso soup.”

“That literally sounds like heaven, holy fuck.” 

“And I’m making jujube tea with ginger because it’s getting chilly.” 

“You’re seriously amazing. I was so down to eat soggy cereal today and now you’re treating me to such a royal breakfast.”

He giggles, “yeah, I hope it’ll taste yummy. I made the glaze myself and, I don’t know, I think I used too much ginger.” 

“I bet it’ll be amazing.”

“Yeah, hopefully.”

The air fryer beeps, calling Jungkook’s attention.

“Oh! Food’s ready! Sit down Mommy, I’ll serve it to you”, he says and wiggles out of the hug in excitement. He skips to the air fryer, humming to himself.

You do as you are told and sit down by the round dining table, watching him scramble to get the food plated. You are wiggling your toes in happiness. He is so cute. 

“You look so handsome in your kimono, Bunny”, you tell him.

“Thank you, Mommy”, he says, but otherwise stays rather unresponsive as he is fully concentrated on making the food look pretty. 

“It’s a shame that I gotta leave for classes today ‘cause I just wanna stare at you all day.” 

At that Jungkook lifts his eyes. He glances at you. Flusters. Looks away. Blushes. 

You chuckle fondly, grinning to yourself. Of course your words would fluster him. That was your goal after all.

“And then later if you let me, I’d unwrap you like a little treat.”

Jungkook glances at you again. He is so obviously shy from your words, but he doesn’t let it show at all.

“Food is, uhm, it’s done”, he says.

“You’re just gonna ignore me, mhm?” you tease with a smile.

“I don’t know what to say to that”, he confesses, making you chuckle 

“You’re so fucking cute.”

He serves the food on a bamboo tray, setting it down with a kiss to your cheek and his left hand petting the back of your head.

“Thank you, my love”, you say, leaning into the kiss.

“Mhm, you can start already. I’ll just get mine.” 

And as Jungkook hurries back to the kitchen, you scan your eyes over the food. It looks amazing. The salmon looks crispy in a dark glaze and the multigrain rice has a nice purple colour to it. The miso soup is steaming and the fresh kimchi from Jungkook’s mom is served in a small glass bowl.

“The food looks amazing”, you tell him.

“Yeah, dig in. Dig in”, he dismisses you as he is terribly busy with scooping rice into his bowl.

“I am”, you say and chuckle. He is so cute. 

You pick up the wooden spoon and scoop up the first bite of many. You try to make it equal parts rice and equal parts salmon, topping it off with a piece of kimchi.

Jungkook sits down on the chair next to yours, resting his chin on the back of his hands. He is watching you intently, showing off his teeth in a sweet bunny smile. 

You take the first bite. 

“And?” he instantly asks, leaning closer to you as he is waiting for the praise.

“Mh”, you let out and pull a face of pure culinary ecstasy, giving him two thumbs up as you chew deliciously. 

He giggles, “good?”

“S’amazing”, you mumble and take a bite of the miso soup, “mhhm, mhm hm mh”, you hum, continuously giving him thumbs up.

“Heh thank you”, he whispers and sways happily, “eat a lot, Mommy. I made it with all the love in the world.”

“I can taste it. It’s so yummy”, you say and swallow your bite. You put your hand at the back of his head and pull him into a kiss.

“Mhm”, Jungkook lets out, twisting the front of your shirt as his legs squeeze together under the table.

You break the kiss with a ruffle of his hair.

“Thank you so much for cooking”, you whisper and smile.

Jungkook’s eyes sparkle, his lips curl into a giddy grin.

“My cutie”, you add and break away to continue eating. The food is too delicious not to put your entire attention on it.

Jungkook watches you take a bite and eat it happily, then he finally begins eating as well, doing so with a frown.

“Mhm yes, this is good food”, he comments and nods his head.

“Yeah, it really is”, you agree and for the next few moments, you and him are silent as you concentrate on eating.

The amazing thing about being married is being able to see eating time as what it is. Eating time. In society, eating with other people most often means forcing conversation for the sake of friendliness. Foods get cold from being neglected for talking, bites aren’t properly chewed for the sake of conversation and tastes aren’t properly enjoyed. Being married to your soulmate and comfort means that those forced conversations cease to exist. You already have the greatest bonding time eating and sharing cozy silence.  

By the time the food is almost all gone, the conversation naturally begins to seep into the silence again. You and he were able to enjoy the food and are now finally ready to talk. Oh, it is so nice to be married.

“Will you go to afternoon lectures as well?” Jungkook asks.

“Yeah, I have to. What she’s talking about right now is really important.”

“I see. Is it still about behavioural studies?” 

“Yeah.”

“Mmh nice. What you told me on the phone always sounded really interesting.”

“Yeah, it is. Mhm Bunny seriously, I can’t get over how everything is though. Like fuck college talk, your food’s amazing.” 

He scrunches his nose, “thank you, my love. I have another surprise for you too.”

“What do you mean? A surprise?”

“Mh-hm. Don’t make me say it yet. You know I suck at keeping surprises a secret”  he says and smiles his cutest bunny smile.

“Okay, but now you gotta tell me. What did you do?”

“No, I’m not telling you”, Jungkook says and gets up to flee to the kitchen. He giggles as he does, looking over his shoulder to check if you were watching him.

“Bunny”, you warn in a chuckle, getting up to chase him, “tell me.”

He is by the sink, loading the dishwasher and shaking his head.

“Tell me”, you say and tickle his sides.

Jungkook squeaks and writhes away, pressing his arms to his sides as best as possible.

“Mommy stop”, he whines between giggles.

“Tell me”, you insist, tickling his waist instead.

Jungkook turns and grabs your lower arm.

“You’re unfair”, he squeaks. 

You laugh, tickling him again just so you can get his reaction. Jungkook squeaks in laughter. He pulls his biggest move by tickling your sides in return.

“Ah!” you twitch away, “hey! Not fair.”

Jungkook snickers, “it’s what you get for being mean.”

You click your tongue, “you’re a little brat.” 

He grins, “and you’re almost running late.” 

You glance at the clock.

“Oh shit. Fuck, I gotta wash up”, you gasp and sprint off, “you stupid noodle you. You distracted me with your cute butt. Also, if I come downstairs and see you changed outta your robe so you could drive me, I’m punishing your ass. You’re staying home today”, you scold him as you run up the stairs, taking two at a time. 

Jungkook laughs. Seconds later, the upstairs bathroom falls closed.

Jungkook abandons the cleaning up for now in order to prepare your backpack for you. He would drive you to campus on other days, but you told him last night that you would take the bus today as you needed to swing by the library either way. Jungkook didn’t really want to argue with you about it so he just agreed to whatever you insisted on. 

But that doesn’t mean that he won’t make sure that you are leaving the house perfectly prepared. He fills your thermos cup with your favourite coffee, puts a water bottle into your backpack after making sure you have all the books and notes backed and he even slipped some little love notes between the pages you will read today. He hopes that you will love them. He is already so giddy at the thought of you discovering them.

You are stomping down the stairs again, putting on your earrings as you do.

“Have you seen my backpack? I'm going crazy. It’s not in my office.”

“It’s here, my love. You always forget it downstairs on Tuesdays because you come home so late”, Jungkook says, carrying it for you as you hurry to the coat closet. 

“Ah yeah. Fuck, did I get my books?”

“Everything you need is in the bag.”

“My notes?”

“Yes, those too.”

You scramble to get your shoes on. Jungkook in the meantime gets your coat so he could help you later.

“Shit, I didn’t get to make coffee.” 

“I did. Don’t worry”, he assures you.

“And water. I need water for later.”

“It’s in the bag.”

“A big-” 

“Yes, a big bottle.”

You halt in your hurried actions for a moment, looking at him in adoring disbelief. He is still holding your backpack and another bag in one hand, whilst offering you your favourite coat with the other. Your eyes flit back to the bag.

“What’s that?” 

“My surprise.” 

“Your surprise?” 

“First. Coat”, he says and helps you slip it on, “then backpack”, he helps you again, “now surprise”, he hands you the bag. 

You look into it. Your thermos of coffee is in there, a metal spoon and a pair of chopsticks wrapped in a paper towel as well, your favourite chocolate bar, a small package of salted pretzels, a tangerine, a banana and a metal bento box.

You look up to meet his shy gaze.

“You made me lunch?” you get out squeakily, pouting as your eyes fill with fond tears.

Jungkook nods his head, “it's something so yummy. I also packed you favourite snacks and some fruits for vitamins. But don’t open the bento until it’s time for lunch.”

“Bunny. Oh my god, you’re gonna make me cry. I love it so much.”

Jungkook wipes your tears away, smooches your forehead and then places his hands on your shoulders to lead you to the elevator. He calls it with a press of the button.

“No tears. You’re running late.”

You laugh, feeling your heart flutter. He is so fucking adorable.

The elevator dings and opens. He shoves you gently until you naturally walk on your own.

“How do you expect me to be normal after this? You’re the sweetest noodle ever”, you whine. 

“Thank me by thinking of me all day”, he says and giggles.

You turn. He is still in the penthouse while you’re in the elevator. One reach is all that separates you and him.

Jungkook lifts his hand to wave you goodbye. Just a few more seconds and the doors would close. It’s now or never. 

The doors begin closing.

“Good luck today, my love. See you late-eeek”, Jungkook squeals and stumbles into the elevator as you pull him inside by the collar of his robe.

You twirl him and press him against the wall, knocking a surprised gasp out of him.

The elevator moves.

“What are you doing? I’m in my robe. I don’t have my keycard with me. I don’t-”

“Take mine. You can open the door for me later”, you interrupt him.

“But. The robe.”

“Nobody will care. Wanna make use of the time”, you dismiss him and pull him into a kiss. 

Jungkook whimpers, grasping you instantly. His heart is racing, his knees are buckling. So here he is. In his robe, without clothes underneath, pinned against a cold wall as he is getting tongue kissed in an elevator. It’s not what he had hoped would happen if he made you lunch, but it’s definitely not the worst outcome.

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