#notmyday

[flamesofhearts]

It's one of these days, where my mind is not at the right place...i think i'm not alone with these feelings. But i hate it when the mind is not clear at all, you know what i mean?

#mind #clearmind #thoughts #my writing #my thoughts #notmyday #blogger

[isismouse]

𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐾𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡, 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠, 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑢𝑝. 𝐾𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑧𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝐼𝑡 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑠 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑔𝑙𝑎𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡.

.#notmyday #JackYang #model #artist #actor #myPrinceandKnight #jackYangActor #JackJYang #myhope #thankyou

[llcomeuntuonoll]

Nessuno sceglie di essere forte volontariamente, perché sarebbe bello sapere di poter contare su qualcuno.

Ma non c'è nessuno.

#nobody #choose #strong #expect #someone #nessuno #sceglie #forte #aspettare #qualcuno #thoughts #pensiero #notmyday

[ahchoo-oh-thanks-u]

This is not my day!

It’s imposed on us by advertising and capitalism. We must not forget who our tyrants are, do not give festive falsehood to powder your brain, sisters!

Share it everywhere, let them know that we are not afraid!

We are together! Together we are strong! I love you!!! 💚💚💚

#stop_abuse #stopabuse #womynpower #womanpower #womyn_power #woman_power #notmyday #not_my_day #notmyvalentinesday #14 febryary #valentinesday #valentines day #stop abuse #feminism

[kamilhelbin]

22# "I'm not a concept, Joel" #artsy #notmyday #so #ijustplayed #withit #eternalsunshineofspotlessmind #digitalpaintings #instaarts https://www.instagram.com/p/B7pBJFUDqUg/?igshid=gwaa02mkojlj

#artsy #notmyday #so #ijustplayed #withit #eternalsunshineofspotlessmind #digitalpaintings #instaarts

[theswisschubbyvegangoesfit]

My day in a nutschell

Today I did not sleep a lot, anxiety and depression were fully there when I got up, I did not show up to work, I did some yoga and dissociated in front of many tv shows, had a meltdown when my bf got up and asked why I was there, cried for hours, tried to partially communicate what was wrong in my life and tried to say what I was feeling lately, kind of failed, kind of succeded, kind of felt lighter afterwards, I am still completly lost tho. But...

One day at the time. It's going to get better I know that. Patience and work are keys here. I trust that it is only temporary. Hopefully tomorrow is a much better day.

Take care of yourselves and others folks 💙

#accountability #depression #chronic depression #mental illness #anxiety #personal #me #notmyday

[gemini--goddess]

My anxiety today again😔😔 plus some people trying me 😣😣

#notmyday #imsorryforbeingsonegative

[whatahoax-blog]

Distant and Tearing

I can explain the feelings I felt today, it was a rollercoaster or emotions. I felt distant from everyone I spoke to, the feeling was just there and took over around all my so called friends. It was almost as if no one knew me, although now that I think of it does anyone actually know me. I cried as I woke up this morning, I've been stressing so much. Pimples are appearing due to this stress and anxiety. I cry way too much, I ran to the bathroom on Friday during design because I was just in tears. I was overwhelmed and anxious and I just hate this feeling of failure. I feel like an incomplete mess for no reason yet every reason. As soon as I got home I had to make the call to the insurance for my failure back in February. I cried, so much, blazing hot tear; the good kind. I couldn't help the feeling that over came me. Failure. Disappointment. It seems to be a reoccurring feeling. No boys to update on, as usual. H confuses me, she has a problem with L and J but continues to be 100% with L and I hate when she tells both of us the same story, it makes me feel less than. She sometimes leaves me out which is fine I guess because she has other friends too but she makes me feel like I've don't something wrong or I'm less than. perhaps that explains my need to distance my self. I really want my licence. It’s killing my not having it, know that I failed not once but TWICE over minimal things; it’s almost as if the universe is against me which is for sure a cliche thing to say, but I really feel it. This year so far has really opened my eyes to how fake people can be, more so friends. I can't seem to talk to mom normally anymore, I love her to bits but I just feel like I've disappointed her. I can't seem to do anything to my own standard and its killing me. She doesn't expect much but I feel like I need to prove something to be more than what T was. I want be the person she can be proud of and give her the feeling that she did something right with me, as T went down the wrong path. I feel like such a failure in that department and it hurts. Ive wasted so much money on failure that it pains me. 

S and K are getting serious and Ive tried to hide the way I feel about it but I wasn't honest with my self. I still love him. I guess I'll always love him, fell for him when I was 10 and i’m now 16. Thats crazy. I can't know if its real love since its the closest ive gotten to actual love but it sure feels like as sort of love. I miss him. Now he’s with the hottest girl in school and well, I can't compete with that. Ive been replaced with B as his best friend and I can help but resent her for it, first E and now S. I guess I had to leg got eventually. I really wanted him to ask me the ball, I knew it was a long shot but I was hoping he'd come over and we’d talk till 2 In the morning on a Sunday night and forget about school the next day because were lost in conversation. Like last time. But no. the universe runs against me. I can't seem to find anyone I love or like. I just can't feel that way for anyone I already know. I want it to be instant, I wanna feel the attraction and chemistry between us from the first meeting. I want ‘After’. I want he feeling I got when I watched the movie.

I really want to read more this year, I had said that at the start of the year and I bought books but never followed through even thought the desire to read has been lingering in my mind the entire time. Ive been obsessed with ‘after’ the fan fiction, which I guess counts as reading a book I mean I read 3 of the books and have bought the book that I could start reading. I decided to take a break from after thought because I know I'll get obsessed again and I want to focus on the novel for class ‘Jasper Jones’ its pretty good but just hasn't hooked me in yet. But I'm enjoying reading the actual book. I really want to read ‘Pride and Prejudice’ I bought it today as well as ‘Withering Heights’. I decided to set a goal to read for at least half an hour or 3 chapters a day. I plan on reading a lot more this year as I want to improve my English. English is my favourite subject, Ive begun to prefer it over art these days which is quite a development. I got a merit in English for the first assessment and I hate myself for it. I should have worked harder, last years bad habits of settling for a merit kicked it and spoiled my excellence. Im just glad my desire to drink or get high hasn't increased due to my mental state.

This was obscenely long for a daily post but its the first one and I had a lot to get out. They won't often be this long...I hope. I have a crazy messy past that id love to talk about or answer questions about. #daddyissues bahhaaha.

#notmyday #teenager #teen problems #personalissues #dailyupdate #mylifeinanutshell #boringteen #troubledteen #need new friends #boydrama #relatableteen #edgy

[whatsheread]

When your six-month-old Tesla kicks out a fatal error that prevents it from even turning on. #apictureaday #2022inpictures #fuuuuudge #notmyday #nothappy #wtftesla (at New Life Assembly of God) https://www.instagram.com/p/CaK_X8pvw7K/?utm_medium=tumblr

#apictureaday #2022inpictures #fuuuuudge #notmyday #nothappy #wtftesla

[wenzoranda]

. 🕯Bye 38, hello 39 👋🏻 . #myday #notmyday #20dec #2021 https://www.instagram.com/p/CXthNFvPn3B/?utm_medium=tumblr

#myday #notmyday #20dec #2021

[rosesrawreality]

#wokeuplikethis and started #cleaningoutmycloset !!! #proudofmyself #needthis #organizingmylife #animalprint #closetorganization #ineedhelp #draculahours #whatdidisignupfor #notmyday #earlymorning #deepclean #ineedspace to put #myclothes #isthatallmine #imready #readyforthis (at San Francisco Bay Area) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRUUcEMrZxk/?utm_medium=tumblr

#wokeuplikethis #cleaningoutmycloset #proudofmyself #needthis #organizingmylife #animalprint #closetorganization #ineedhelp #draculahours #whatdidisignupfor #notmyday #earlymorning #deepclean #ineedspace #myclothes #isthatallmine #imready #readyforthis

[createmydreamblog]

Dzisiaj krótko i późno bo dogorywam po wczorajszym. Wczorajszy dzień nie był mój, oblało mnie trzech idiotów drogowych jak stałam na pasach, a uciec nie ma gdzie. Do tego byłam mokra cała bo deszcz, burza, no i zgubiłam okulary 😢 Dlatego ciężko się czyta bez, nie mówiąc o przeglądaniu Facebooka . Zdecydowanie miałam pecha 😭 Miłego dnia życzę, a jutro może wpadnę jakoś pomiędzy świętowaniem moich urodzin .... Miłej soboty, a właściwie miłego wieczoru ❤️ #flower #red #green #rose #tree #leaf #garden #ogródbotaniczny #kraków #UJ #trip #sighsteeing #happytime #badday #pech #notmyday #glasses #rain #car #weat #storm #badfriday #night #saturday (w: Ogród Botaniczny Uniwersytetu Jagiellońskiego) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRKXLmnJfom/?utm_medium=tumblr

#flower #red #green #rose #tree #leaf #garden #ogródbotaniczny #kraków #uj #trip #sighsteeing #happytime #badday #pech #notmyday #glasses #rain #car #weat #storm #badfriday #night #saturday

[mrssquishbeans]

This should so be my #ootd today.. fudge this morning! #badday #notamorningperson #fail #accident #fails #notmyday #stillfriyaytho

#accident #ootd #badday #notmyday #notamorningperson #stillfriyaytho #fail #fails

[bryantminqi]

Good experience in my cycling life 👉🏼 tyre puncit 😞 thank you buddies who help me 🙏🏼 . . . #BryantCycling #MQCycling #weekendride #BatuCave #風鈴木 #notmyday #tyrepuncit #enjoythemoments (at Sentul, Kuala Lumpur) https://www.instagram.com/p/CM9X_4OnblRUCsF_VrTRQdN--dZ9QD98mh7UgE0/?igshid=35q3uk7rb3pa

#bryantcycling #mqcycling #weekendride #batucave #風鈴木 #notmyday #tyrepuncit #enjoythemoments

[livfromallaboutghosthunting]

#notmyday #badday #angrywithmyself 🤬😢😤 (hier: Basel, Switzerland) https://www.instagram.com/p/CL0IlqmFnr0/?igshid=1s46dyptepv32

#notmyday #badday #angrywithmyself

[sashalessa]

Before I fell into the Yahara River. 😂 Long story, it's pretty funny. I think my Docs will make it through that tribulation. They're currently drying after being scrubbed with dish soap and water. Oh boy, this is why we can't have nice things. #ridiculous #docmartens #nofilter #notmyday #lastdaysofsummer #buns https://www.instagram.com/p/CFOf4edjcnf/?igshid=stnmzvxbed4y

#ridiculous #docmartens #nofilter #notmyday #lastdaysofsummer #buns