#oh gosh this is painful

[recalled11]

Directionless Pt. 4

Pt. 1/ Pt. 2/ Pt. 3/ Pt. 4/ next part coming soon!

#recalled #recalled update #Recalled Directionless #part four is here! #also known as the part where 'oh no everyone's hot--' #that's partially why it took a while #the rest was just backgrounds #cause OH MY GOSH #Lookout landing is a real pain in the butt to draw #BUT YEH #and we've got two new companions here! #this was honestly one of the first scenes I came up with when starting Recalled XD #recalled wild #recalled captain #recalled flower #recalled sky #recalled sun #recalled Time #recalled malon

[heretodefyfate]

fudge it, renegade Aevia posts

#pkmn rejuv #pkmn rejuv v13.5 spoilers #KArts #some people already seen this but meh #decided to post these now cuz' why not #i hope we get to see more of that buff-Melia version #again. Talon's physical body got morphed against his wills and clearly in pain #me: oh my gosh! he looks so cool!

[etincelleart]

OKAY so basically. I'm really doing researches because I'm interested in the topic lol, but when you understand attraction is actually so different than how you were taught to experience it, everything kinda change (I feel like a baby discovering grass for the first time lol)

I think it's both a result of how I grew up and also the fact that I'm demi, but so far I really associated the fact of dating/doing romantic stuff with someone with FEELING that romance thing. Because I personally need to feel that attraction in order to get physical intimacy with someone

So yeah I already had crushes/fell in love several times in my life, and only felt this desire to do romantic stuff in these case, otherwise I don't. Or at least if I'm not close to someone at least as a close friend I would at least be attracted to for a bit, I wouldn't want that. But learning that some people just never experience this attraction but still decide to be active and do romantic stuff, sexual stuff, is kinda new because idk it just never occurred to me that not experiencing stuff doesn't mean you don't want to do it. It's so dumb lol and I'm mostly talking to myself here but I actually could use my experience for this, even if at the moment I don't experience clear romantic or sexual attraction it doesn't mean I don't want it or wouldn't love cuddles, kisses, sex etc. So if someone never experience it they can just still do it. This sounds really weird because I felt like I KNEW all that when I didn't, I'm demi but still experiencing romantic/sexual attraction at some point even if it takes me time and a strong bond, but I still feel like I'm discovering stuff

Anyway I think I understand aromanticism and asexuality better-- I think I really needed to understand that not experiencing it doesn't mean not wanting it, that can be the case of course but not for everyone

So I guess I understand QPRs a lot more too as well, and a lot of other identities in the spectrum

I'm done with my rambling don't mind me exploring stuff-

#aro #ace #demi #aroace #aspec #sexuality #romanticism #oh my gosh i feel like my brain is exploding #that sounds so stupid sorry it wasn't super clear to me until recently- #honestly experiencing romantic attraction is beautiful but also a real pain in the ass ngl

[mugiwara-lucy]

So this was brought to my attention and honestly??

THIS worries me.

We have seven more episodes to be animated (assuming they don't do my idea that I posted this morning) until the end of the Wano Country Arc and I DOUBT Egghead will be done by then so this means we'll have another situation where just like in Dressrosa and Wano, we'll be in the SAME DAMN ARC for the anime/manga perhaps....

Oh god.......the pacing.....

#one piece #toei animation #one piece anime #egghead arc #wano country arc #oh gosh....that means MORE recap episodes 😵‍💫 #and THAT pains me...

[aarafox]

I looooved the new helluva boss ep! A lot of plot and lots of progress and interesting conversations and argh Blitz & Fizz’s past explained is so painful but I’m so glad they talked it out and then both became so open to forgiving each other hhhhh it was so well done!!

And Stolas stating out loud that he’s caught feelings for Blitz!!! I mean we all knew!!! But he said it!! And as we expected he came to Ozzie’s to ask for those crystals… god I hope next ep we see him receiving them and taking them to Blitz, I will SCREAM

And I’m so ready for what’ll come after that

#it drives me insane how blitz doesn’t realise about Stolas’s feelings arghghh he has to know at some point oh gosh and then what??? #and I’m so here for blitz slowly healing the pain from his past #step by step blitzy! step by step ❤️🖤 #helluva boss #helluva boss spoilers #stolitz #what else to tag? this is fine I guess

[shimmershy]

🌼Thank you, I'll say goodbye soon

Though its the end of the world,

Don't blame yourself now🌼

#safeutdr #undertale #song is goodbye to a world by porter robinson btw #okay so i like to associate certain music artists to characters that fit the general vibe i get from their music #for example i associate chara with mother mother and the oh hellos #and i feel like porter robinson fits asriel pretty well. especially since goodbye to a world always makes me think of him #my art #digital art #frisk #asriel #asriel dreemurr #frisk dreemurr #frisk undertale #asriel undertale #goodbye to a world #porter robinson #i love how this turned out but OH MY GOSH. drawing all those flowers was a pain i almost gave up. #I'm glad i didn't because they turned out alright. this is one of the most cohesive pieces I've ever done i think. like the bg matches #the characters #it was originally supposed to be less detailed but I'm glad i went ahead and shaded it and everything. :)

[the-13th-battalion]

Trigun '98 be like

episode one: hi!!!! hello!!!! look at me, I'm just a goofy show!!! lol look how dumb my main character is!! so goofy so sweet!!! space!! cowboys!!! the power of love!!!

somewhere around episode 17: hahaha SIKE you didn't need your heart, did you?? come here and let me sucker punch you in the face every five minutes and throw you out the airlock!!! you want happiness?? pick a different freaking anime eheheheh mwahahahahhaha

#IM IN PAIN #I cried so much #oh my gosh #I have two episodes left #I literally can't #I hate this show #affectionately #I need to write fic #immediately #trigun #emma speaks

[aspd-culture]

living in a society that’s so ableist is so wild because as someone questioning if they have aspd the ableism makes you wonder if you REALLY do because you’re just “too human”. like yeah, i see children hurt and i get uncomfortable, i see parents post pictures of their children and i worry. is it really true worry? who knows! point is, the idea that you’re inhuman for it is just drilled inside you so hard that anytime you show any sort of “humanity” you wonder if you are actually antisocial, even if you fit the criteria fine because the idea of being antisocial is boiled down to being evil and incapable of emotions; subhuman in a way. I hope that makes sense and resonates with anyone; been questioning for a while if we (system :)) could have aspd because ableism keeps making us believe a false idea of how it appears on people.

aspd-culture is

#oh gosh I feel all of this #Please remember that pwASPD are still very much human #and whilst those of us that fit these stereotypes exist and are entirely valid #many of us if not the majority of us do not #many pwASPD feel for children in pain especially because that is what caused us to deal with this #and worry is in no way mutually exclusive with ASPD #it sucks that the world we live in makes pwASPD question themselves just because they act ‘’human’’ #It makes it hard to recover when prosocials shove us in a box like that #because we struggle with healing vs feeling valid in our diagnosis #and that is just not a question anyone should have to worry about at all #aspd-culture-is #aspd culture is #aspd culture #actually aspd #aspd #aspd awareness #actually antisocial #antisocial personality disorder #aspd traits #tw ableism #cw ableism #anons welcome

[warlock-enthusiast]

Did I cry in bed when I watched Neil's speech?

Yes. The answer yes.

#bg3 #oh gosh #my heart #to be fair i slept badly and was kept away by pain most of the night #neil newbon

[bernardbuzzo]

oh sog oh i love this soggy

#buzzo #buzzo lisa #lisa the painful #buzzo buttfart #lisa the joyful #bernard buttfart #lisa rpg #drawing #oh silly #oh silly girl!!! #i loive him.... #oh my golly gosh #Hes so cute i cant #hes so pretty

[moeblob]

I'm sorry Irving, but yeah. I forgot about Dark Deity for way too long. :c Please forgive me as I put the game off even more...

#dark deity #irving #tbh i forgot i had it on switch until i was looking at stuff on desktop to delete #and saw dd was there and was like OH MY GOSH I FORGOT MY COMP HATED RUNNING THAT #and then i checked my switch and its still downloaded so like #cheers to this game i need to play it again at some point the cast is so cute ??? #i miss my kids in this game omg theyre all my babies #i drew this after i started art for p3p and after i cried for hours over engage today so like #idk man im just trying to cope with mass amounts of pain and also lots of anxiety meds #and this is the best i can manage today #have a good night

[mewkwota]

Bruv.

For the first time in 57123988 billion years...

(I did get all merges for Babby Chrom btw)

#oh my gosh I actuallt had to go into my stash too it was sooo painful #but we did it #they will be strong now too :) #fire emblem heroes

[void-chara]

holy SHIT eclipse federation is so cool oh my gosh. this zam stream is SO GOOD. hes their sun their guide he keeps them grounded and reminds them what they fight for and what is right. AAAAAAA. vitalasy and subz could be gods and zam is mortal and hes there to question them they WANT him to question them AAAAAAAA. gay people. i NEED to draw fanart.

also like. the glitch?? WOW. flying like creative mode flying in SURVIVAL. and vitalasy is ALSO responsible for poopies along with spoke? wow!! AND THE PLAN. the plan! wowww. i need to draw some fucking fanart of like full godmode subz and vitalasy with zam. woww. minecrafters are sooo gay.

and like! its so good! theyve been thinking about him for so long and when zam brought up his anxieties they were so receptive and told him so much they literally. they. they care! about him! so much!! they wanted him there specifically so that his worries will keep them grounded and remind them of what the normal players of the server want!

and like. theyre trusting each other! they communicated! communication!! theyre all opening up to each other mcyts are SO gay fr. and zams got his Issues still be hes tryign hes trying to communicate with them and theyre being sooo receptive and AAAAAA. and and and. i just.

gay people. i need to create fanart i need to draw them i need to read fanfic i need to TALK ABOUT THEM . but noneee of my usual friends i go to to info dump watch lifesteal aaaaa.

WAIT WHAT. i just switched over to the vitalasy stream and he said if he wanted he could literally use this glitch to shut down hypixel?? oh my gosh

and like. also going back a bit WHY was that sign labeled lifesteal season 5?? and also what was in the other 64 pages of the journal?? and theres another book too??

i just. AAAAAAAAAAAA. i need to draw them. i am sooo incoherent except not really bc i just wrote a lot of words actually. um. WOW. wow. i am experiencing a catagory 5 autDHD moment right now. oh my gosh. i fucking love minecrafters this is so cool

#lifesteal smp #liveblogging #eclipse federation #princezam #vitalasy #itzsubz #hoooolly shit i am shaking rn #been having an awful day and these streams are making me feel so much better #oh gosh you know that post where its about people worrying when they info dump about fave characters bc what if they misinterpreted them #thats me rn. i am not having a great time for unrelated reasons and i also have memory problems and issues interpreting peoples meanings #sometimes. so like i am soooo anxious what if i am accidentally spreading misinformation right now that would suck i would cry #i already almost cried earlier bc wisdom teeeth are causing pain i dont wanna cry again

[themyscirah]

Wait omg..... Jessica Cruz probably did rifle... my specialized sports knowledge coming in CLUTCH

Okay so I barely practiced and made it to regionals like once so im NOT the expert here but uh headcanoning that Jess did air rifle when she was a teen. Like idk if it would be as part of a team like with a high school (what I'm familiar with) vs like an individual thing vs like a travel/competitive team (it depends on the sitch in her area growing up) but she definitely went to some national matches (probably including JOs/JO quals like i think she was GOOD). I think she probably would have quit competitively following a bad shot at nationals (relatable) along with anxiety about competition (ALSO relatable) but still kept up with shooting casually for fun and relaxation and to hang out with friends etc.

She definitely would have shot smallbore competitively too but I never did that bc I was lazy so idk to much abt it competitively

#and by bad shot i mean a 0 #it hurts me to even think abt doing that during a match actually esp at fucking JOs #a girl on my team did that and im sure it was devastating (we never let her live it down after too) but like dang. i feel that pain #im just saying she would vibe sooooooo hard with rifle. like canonically they just said she did it but im talking air in particular #also in the panel they said six which first off. humphries bro thats TOO young ik youre trying to be impressive but youre talking abt rifle #here. if someones let their kid have a gun at 6 theres actually smth wrong with them. and not even a bb or smth wtf #ANYWAYS you guys haveeeee to understand this. jess would go so hard for rifle she would fit right in w every competitive shooter ive ever #met istg- #she would be out there on the porch 35° weather in full gear mid match crying w the rest of us it would be great #wait wait shoutout to the time i had to get smth from my car and there were like 4 ppl out there crying during the middle of standing #like i literally FEEL THAT SO HARD (weve all been there) but also like... awkwarddddddd #4 is an unusually large amount though. normally its like 2 ppl at a time first relay. with more 1st relay ppl crying after than during #gosh rifle omg this is making me miss it #<<<<freshman/sophomore me would kill me for saying this btw. i HATED practicing so bad then omg #OH and Jess would be a kneeling girlie. fave position. why ? bc i said so shut up #no but bc its my favorite position (yes i know its the worst okay. im aware of all the reasons kneelings sucks and why everyone hates it. #but you know what? kneeling hates everyone equally and i respect that) no but uh yeah ✌️✌️✌️✌️ #top 10 posts that are 80% jargon and only i care about 😘 #anyways this is canon to me now actually #like idc what you say she was down in the trenches (the range) w the rest of us #also ik she almost certainly would have shot paper but in my mind she practices mainly w electronic bc thats what i used (even if its super #uncommon and is only used at the nice ranges) if she was super competitive she would probably have driven to shoot electronic. lets just say #there was a paper nearby and an electronic scoring range a bit farther or smth #anyways yeah #WAIT OMG SHE DEFINITELY MET HER FRIENDS FROM HER BACKSTORY THROUGH RIFLE #and the dating drama too omg rifle drama was INSANE. like i was almost always out of the loop bc i never practiced and didnt have snapchat #but like the drama was INSANE. fucking wild. at least to my nerdy ass self. so her relationship drama makes total sense now okay babe fr #jessica cruz #blah

[enypneon]

ok i'm going to bed now i'm an emotional wreck my soul aches if any of you are playing phantom liberty and have reached the end? i'm here to give you emotional support ─ i hold you tight

#phantom liberty spoilers #WHAT DID I EXPECT???? what did i expect ... #i feel so empty right now oh my gosh why do i do this to myself i know i'm gonna sob myself to sleep what a nightmare #that's what you get for being attached to fictional characters PAIN only pain bittersweet pain #but i'm excited to get back into writing tomorrow 🥰 #i've also dropped plenty muses :( and added ... one ?! yeah :) #[ OOC ] — * reporting live : MUN .

[allylikethecat]

matty coming out on stage with an iv feels very ally coded

like i know he has done it before but i can honestly not not imagine george being exasperated with him for doing this only days after the diving-off-b-stage incident

plus, sick!matty is kinda your brandTM now

I am SCREAMING literally my first thought when I woke up and saw the pictures / videos of Matty in his socks, and little robe with his IV last night was “Wow, poor Matty I hope he feels better, I cannot WAIT to write a fic about this” 😂

It might take me a few days to get something written, but I do promise that I will for sure be writing something inspired by this event - Fictional!George isn’t sure how much more of this he can take, he is very much wondering if it’s possible to just… wrap Fictional!Matty completely in bubble wrap, for his own safety and for Fictional!George’s peace of mind (especially with it being so close to the diving-off-the-b-stage incident) I’m not sure if IRL he ripped out an actual real IV or just had fake one taped to his arm for ~dramatic effect~ but regardless, Fictional!George is not impressed, that is how people hurt themselves and give their loved ones ulcers MATTHEW. 

I am so completely honored though that my brand is being recognized as Sick!Fictional!Matty, because I full heartedly believe that Sick!Fictional!Matty is a very large part of the AllyLiketheCat brand, only to be rivaled by “Angst” and “Pain and Suffering.” 

ANYWAY, thank you so much for sending me this ask because I smiled SO HARD at the event being labeled as “ally coded” and brand recognition, like literally made my entire night, I’ve been staring at this ask for nearly an hour now and I just… still can’t stop smiling. I even had to walk away for a little bit before I could formulate a response because I was just like !!! This is the nicest anon they so get ME! Thank you so much for reading and for the continued support 🥰 I hope you continue to enjoy my fic and I will hopefully have a new sick fic up within in the week 🫡

❤️Ally

#allylikethecat #ask ally #anon ask #fanfiction #matty fic #keep it kind #gatty #fanfic #the gasp i let out when i saw the pictures /video on twitter this morning #i was like!!! #and to be honest im still like !!! #then i realized he wasn't wearing SHOES #and didn't have a shirt on under the robe #like oh my gosh Matthew I hope your cute little goth girlfriend is making you some soup #because you my friend clearly need it #i hope he is feeling better soon #the tour is almost over he's got this! #pain and suffering and illness is GREAT for fic #but i feel bad when it is manifested into real life #this ask though #this ask was perfection #it made me so happy #so thank you