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polysyndetonaddictsupportgroup · 4 months

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what would megumi’s life have been if he was actually raised by the zenin from day one? like either gojo lost the custody battle or they were able to scoop him up before gojo ever reached them. i doubt they would want to keep tsumiki with them so she’s not there for little baby megs.

i think it would be really cool to see a zenin raised megumi interacting with his fellow classmates when he attends the school, not to mention the contrast between him and gojo. like on paper they both should have gotten the same treatment-being pampered and spoiled rotten but we also know that the zenin think that hurting little kids makes them stronger so it would be super interesting to see megumi realise that the stuff that happened to him wasn’t normal and for gojo to have a guilt trip bc he wasn’t able to help megumi when he needed someone to help him the most.

So I have a fanfic that I’ve half written (no idea if I’ll ever finish it—I’d love to, it’s just hard to find the time) about EXACTLY THAT that I talked about in this post for an ask game.

That being said, that entire thing happens from Tsumiki’s perspective, and I agree with you—I don’t think the Zenin would have ever actually taken her too. They don’t want her. She’s not Zenin. She’s not a sorcerer. They only bought Megumi. For the most part, Megumi is absent from that post, and you asked about Megumi. So this is what I think would happen on Megumi's side of that post I linked.

It comes down to two things:

1. He is never, ever happy with the Zenin.

2. He never lets go of his sister.

Megumi’s old enough to remember Tsumiki when the Zenin take him away. He's old enough to love her. And I think that Megumi loves very quietly, but he also loves very violently. He wouldn't let his sister hold his hand on the walk to school, but he would sacrifice himself for her future.

I think the Zenin took him from his sister, and I think he kicked and screamed and wasn't strong enough. I think they thought he would forget her eventually.

And then I think he bit most of the Zenin Clan.

At the end of the day, what Megumi wanted was the one thing the Zenin were not willing to give him. They were never like the Gojo clan, they were never going to pamper him, but there are a great many things in this world that they would give the Ten Shadows finally returned to them. But they would not give him a non-sorcerer, non-Zenin sister who would only be a weakness to him. They refused to let him have any contact with his sister, and that was the source of a lot of what soured.

Any Megumi that was taken in by the Zenin would have been taken in to Naobito's household directly. He would be announced as the one who finally inherited their most cherished technique, and he would be declared heir, and the Zenin would call him beloved for it.

They would keep him in a room that was large and empty and almost always dark, and he wouldn't be allowed to decide when he slept or woke, and the door would always be locked from the outside. They would give him a wardrobe of expensive clothes that he hated, and he would never get to pick which of them he wore.

Megumi would hate them. He would hate all of them.

He's just not the type to be comfortable with or enjoy the adoration of others--especially when it's not backed up by genuine love. Megumi is someone who very much values sincerity and depth to emotion--it's one of the reasons why he seems to respect Yuuji so much. Yuuji is a good person who follows through with what he says. He's not just going to talk about wanting to save people--he's there making the sacrifices as he does it.

The Zenin do not actually love him. And he knows it. He's experienced love before, and this isn't it.

They love the idea of him. The fantasy of him that lives in their heads. He has no interest in being their little god prince to contend with the Gojo's own. He knows who he is, and it's not this. He wants to go home. He wants to find his sister again. He doesn't want to do this anymore.

And I think that's a feeling Megumi never escape: he just didn't want to do this anymore.

Megumi would feel like a bug pinned beneath glass in the Zenin compound. He would constantly have people managing him--when he ate, what he ate, what he wore, when he slept, when he woke, when he trained, what he did. Having to become a jujutsu sorcerer signified an inherent loss of control, but it's nothing compared to the sheer objectification that he goes through when the Zenin have exclusive control over him.

He has no power of what clothes he wears. How his hair is styled. His schedule, his diet, the people he speaks too--he's suffocating and the Zenin are just increasing pressure on him.

I don't think Gojo ever thought that would be Megumi's life.

We’re gonna just have this imagining exist in the same world as the Tsumiki centric fic described in the linked post, and in that, the reason why Gojo never took him in was because he didn’t know Megumi had a sister. He showed up, saw the divine dogs, realized Megumi had the Ten Shadows, and decided he couldn’t do this. He was a mess. He was grieving Suguru and Haibara. Megumi looked just like the man who killed Riko, and apparently inherited the fucking Ten Shadows of all the goddamn things. The Zenin would lose their shit, and Gojo didn’t have the energy to fight and told himself he didn’t need to, because if Megumi was the Ten Shadows he’d be cared for like a prince with the Zenin. He turned around and left and spent the rest of his life with Megumi in the back of his mind, always nagging him with whether he made the right decision. It wasn’t until Maki got there and made a few worrisome references to Megumi's standard of living that he started to really worry that he had made the wrong one, and it wasn't until he found out about Tsumiki that he knew it was the wrong decision.

It's like this: The Zenin hurt Megumi in every world.

It would be bad no matter what, but it really gets bad because Megumi refuses to stop trying to get back to Tsumiki. She's his sister. They didn't have anyone or anything in this world, but they had each other, and he couldn't let these people just take her away. He’s feral about it. He refuses to fit the mold they keep trying to cram him in. He’s trying to scale the walls to escape. He’s increasingly desperate and angry and the Zenin are getting more and more frustrated the longer he fights them. He’s the heir to the clan, and he can’t stop trying to leave it to get back to some random girl who isn’t his real sister and isn’t someone they’ll ever allow him to have.

It gets bad.

They put him under increasingly strict levels of control. He’s constantly being trained, which means he's constantly being hurt. He’s not allowed to speak to anyone without the clan head’s approval. He is under absolutely constant guard after he manages to get over the wall and halfway to his old neighborhood before they catch him again. Tsumiki’s name is not allowed to be said aloud, or his old name. He forgets his name used to be Fushiguro, but he doesn’t forget Tsumiki. He doesn’t let himself.

I think it escalates until it hits a breaking point. Megumi becomes increasingly self-destructive and non-responsive to everything they try. They push him to extremes that start risking permanent damage.

I think Megumi would try to hurt himself, eventually.

He wouldn't be in his right mind. He's in the most shit situation possible. He's undergoing pretty severe abuse. He'd be at the end of his rope from the lack of control over his own life, and he'd be spiteful as hell towards the Zenin. And the only thing he has to hurt them with is himself.

As a character, Megumi has always considered his own sacrifice as an acceptable means to the end of getting back at someone. Mahoraga, intrinsically, requires him killing himself as a way of killing someone else. He'd hurt himself if it was the only way he had of hurting them.

Naobito would cover it up. He'd never, ever want the rest of the clan to find out that it happened. It was already bad enough that Megumi openly hated them--he couldn't have the Zenin seeing any vulnerability in what was meant to be their most powerful member. He'd put Megumi in total lockdown until he could make it all go away.

Then they'd make a deal.

A binding vow. Megumi could never purposefully hurt himself again. He could never again try to leverage his own safety against the clan.

And in exchange, Tsumiki would be taken care of.

The last time Megumi saw his sister, she was on a sinking ship. They were running out of food, money, options--he doesn't know if she even has food anymore. He doesn't know if she lost the apartment or if there's still running water.

They're not letting him see her. But they are letting him take care of her. He can sacrifice another piece of control over himself, and she'll never have to worry about money again. They'll pay for her housing, her food, her education, for her every desire for as long as she lives. The trust the Zenin set up for her will be a generous one, and it will be managed meticulously by a trustee who can make sure she'll be provided for until she's old and grey. And Naobito will vow to never hurt her or send someone else to hurt her. She'll be safe. She'll be taken care of.

Megumi makes the deal.

In the end, the deal's what sort of breaks him.

Because he doesn't promise to stop looking for her, but the Zenin manage to make it a part of the terms anyway. When they approach Tsumiki's mother with the offer to be her family's beneficiary, they include a requirement that Tsumiki be moved to another city entirely with no forwarding address given. She needs to be somewhere that Megumi can never find her again.

The Zenin keep the old apartment. They pay the rent every month. And the next time Megumi manages to make it off compound, they let him make it all the way there before dragging him home. They let him see the empty apartment with all its empty rooms.

Naobito wants him to know that Tsumiki's gone. He wants him to know that he'll never find her again.

He tries to run a few more times after that, but he never makes it very far. He doesn't have anywhere to go.

In the linked post, Megumi finds Tsumiki, just once. She's on a class trip. He's on one of his very few and far between allowed excursions off the compound grounds, and he sees her in the crowd and recognizes her, and he ducks away from his escort before anyone can stop him.

She remembers him. He didn't think she would do that.

She tries to save him. He didn't think she would do that either.

She still loves him. And he was always too afraid to hope she would do that.

It goes the same way it did the first time. There's a car, and the Zenin shove him in it. She's on the outside, and he's trapped within, and he wishes she didn't scream so loudly when it happens. The sound never seems to leave his dreams.

His sister still loves him. Naoya hits him in the back of the head. He wakes up, and it was like she was never there at all.

But they hit him harder, after. Like they're trying to beat the memory of her out of him. He has even less freedom, when he already had next to none at all.

But he still has a sister. He has a place to go that isn't here. He just has to figure out where that is.

He wouldn't really have anyone in the Zenin clan. Most people are just... weird about him. Naoya's violently abusive. Naobito's weird and violently abusive. Everyone wants him to be someone he's not.

Maki would be his favorite.

He doesn't care about whether she's got cursed energy--his sister didn't have any. And she's obviously strong. She doesn't treat him like a divine blessing or try to force him to act a certain way. I think they would have genuinely liked each other, but kept each other at a distance. They're both trapped in an abusive situation and keep themselves safe by keeping everyone else at arm's length.

He would have been happy to see her get out, though. He would have told her that she could have his spot as heir or head or whatever when she came back if she wanted it. She would have told him that if he ever got out... well, fuck it. They could be something then. Family. Whatever the fuck they weren't allowed to be here.

She would have told him she's sorry, and she would have meant it. The only one she she regretted more than Megumi was Maki. He would have told her not to be, that if she dared to be sorry for getting out that he would never forgive her, and he would have meant that too.

I think his relationship with his own techinque would be very different in a world where the Zenin raised him. In canon, his issue is that he doesn't view himself as someone who could be powerful or win in the long run, but in this world, all he ever hears is how powerful he is. Pride of the fucking Zenin. The most powerful of them in centuries. Meant to rival Gojo fucking Satoru himself.

I think his real issue would be controlling it.

His technique would be a source of negative associations for him. It's the reason why the Zenin took him away. Most of his interactions with it have involved getting beaten and hurt by either his family or a high-level curse they shoved him in front of. I think he'd have a lot more firepower under his belt than at the start of canon, but he'd have less of a fine tuned control over it.

He lost control over his own life because of his shadows. It think that would manifest in struggling to control his own shikigami at times. he's not as in-sync with them as he is in canon.

Eventually, he'd go to Jujutsu High. He would be the only one in the first year class at the beginning, just like in canon. And he'd finally meet Gojo Satoru, the man he's supposed to topple.

He looks at Megumi really goddamn weird.

He's... enthusiastic. About. Teaching. He guesses. And constantly asking prying questions about the Zenin, but not in the sort of way he'd expect from a rival. In the sort of way he'd expect from someone concerned about him. Which is stupid. And annoying. And weird. He keeps a distance from everyone. They've all heard about the Zenin clan heir, and he has no interest in having to fit or break whatever mold they've already cast him in. He's better off on his own.

Maki's there. She's cordial where other people can see it, and in private, she takes care of him in a way that's terrifyingly close to familial. He's not sure if he likes it. He's not Mai, and she's not Tsumiki, and they both want someone they can't have.

She isn't sorry she left. She is sorry she left him. He can hate her for it all he goddamn pleases.

Of course, if this is in the same world as the linked post, Megumi finds Tsumiki again. He finds her in Sendai.

He gets to keep her, this time.

Gojo Satoru, of all the goddamn people, intervenes and becomes his sister's benefactor. It's super fucking weird. He won't stop looking at Megumi strangely. He won't stop insisting that he didn't know he had a sister, like that matters.

That would sort of be the first time in a long time that life actually gets better for Megumi.

I think he would ask to go by Fushiguro again, once he asks Tsumiki what his name used to be. He'd ask her if she minded it, him taking the name again, and he'd ask the rest of the school to call him Fushiguro instead of Zenin.

Predictably enough, Naobito loses his shit when he finds out, but it's not nearly as big of a pain in the ass as he thinks it is? Because Gojo intervenes.

Gojo keeps intervening.

It drives Megumi nuts, because if anyone was supposed to hate him, it was this guy. If anyone was supposed to be against him, it was this guy. This is the guy he was supposed to rival. This is the guy who killed his shitheel bio dad.

Gojo's just... good to him. He keeps him safe. He keeps him safe from his own goddamn family, and that's--no one's ever done that. No one's ever protected him from the Zenin.

The Zenin try to remove him from the Tokyo campus and move him to Kyoto the second they find out Tsumiki's there, and Gojo just... says no. It causes an uproar, and he doesn't fucking budge. It's treading dangerously close to him kidnapping the Zenin clan heir, his refusal to let them remove him from the Tokyo campus, and he doesn't care about whatever problems it causes him.

Megumi's his student. He doesn't want to leave. So Gojo won't let them take him.

He personally goes to Kyoto and collects him, the one time the Zenin force him into a car and move him when Gojo's off on a mission. He tells the higher ups to get fucked. He changes Megumi's student I.D. to read Fushiguro, and he causes problems for Yaga and the assistants until they start calling him Fushiguro as well.

Megumi's different with the other students once his sister is there.

He's more connected with them. He becomes best friends with Kugisaki and Itadori. He gets closer with the second years. He's visibly happier, and it sort of casts in sharp contrast how unhappy he was before this.

And Gojo? Gojo's so goddamn sorry. He didn't know megumi had a sister.

The thing is that now that both Tsumiki and Megumi are on campus, it sort of haunts Gojo with what could have been. They're both fantastic kids--funny, smart, resourceful. And it's painful watching them try to rebuild what was taken from them. And it could have just. never happened. Because he could have saved them both. He could have been their family.

It's sort of painfully obvious the Zenin abused Megumi, and it fucking haunts him. He doesn't even have to read into Megumi's behavior--he sees it happen, right in front of him, with how they try to control him and push him around. He wants to kill them for it. He wants to hate himself for it. He could have saved Megumi and he just. He didn't.

He wishes he did.

#jjk #fushiguro megumi #fushiguro tsumiki #gojo satoru #zenin clan #zenin maki #also featuring in this au: itadori absolutely torn because his best friend's long lost brother is extremely pretty and he HAS to be in #violation of some kind of bro code. the boy is in crisis. there he is. enrolled in fucking wizard school. his best friend tsumiki finally #found her long lost brother. said long lost brother proceeds to give him his gay awakening. he's fucking sweating. kugisaki stop laughing #gojos latent desire for fatherhood has been violently awakened in this and no one is safe. he's everyone's dad now. no one wants this.#yuuta in africa: sensei it's three am why are you calling is everyone oka--what do you mean what color do I want you to paint my room. what #room. what are you talking about.#yuuta keeps getting the weirdest goddamn updates from japan and he thinks he's having a stroke. what do you mean zenin-kun is fushiguro-kun #and he has a fucking long lost sister and gojos possibly going to gently kidnap him. is it kidnapping if he wants it too but the people who #has custody of him doesn't. what do you mean he needs to come back and help maki kill her entire family. maki explain your words explain #yes word of god megumi is also yuutas boy in this one i decide this for no other reasons than i want this #it's not the same way as in sea glass gardens. Maki just said some worrying things when yuuta first met him and he decided to keep an eye #out for him. he didn't seem all that happy. and he seemed alone. yuuta didn't want him to be.#megumi's sort of blindsided because he went from being raised in a clan where he was barely a person to having a bunch of medically insane #people decide that his wellbeing was their personal crusade. like. no one ever cared about /him/ before this. they just wanted their idea #but not who he really was. he felt like he was screaming and no one could hear it. then suddenly these people he barely knows are like #okay so we're going to punch your shitty bio uncle and also set his car on fire. yes we will call you by the name that makes you most #comfortable. yes we will help you get a new wardrobe full of clothes you're actually comfortable in.#he hadn't heard his own name in years. he's just been the ten shadows. never fushiguro. only rarely megumi.#everyone calls him fushgiuro at the school. his sister calls him megumi. he sort of wants to cry about it but he doesn't.#his shitty uncle shows up and makes a big stink about him being called zenin and inumaki and panda keyed his car. is this what love is.#is it a keyed car.#Low key he does NOT know what's going to happen the first time the school goes on break because gojo keeps making comments about how #megumi's not going back to the zenin compound and he says it like a joke but. he may not be joking. is he not joking. is. is megumi being #kidnapped. again. this is getting statistically improbable. did gojo just. decide. to keep him. when did that happen.

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yandere-daydreams · 20 days

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tw - unhealthy relationships, obsessive behavior, somnophilia, implied non/con, mentions of knots.

Puppy!Yuuta, who catches your eye the second you step into the shelter, despite the fact that he’s not at all what you were looking for. You need a service animal, and as cruel as it feels to say, hybrids of undeterminable origins with less-than-stellar past homes aren’t known to be very consistent, let alone trainable when it comes to such a high-stakes job. You were supposed to meet a pure-bred, highly recommended husky hybrid whose previous owner was no longer able to take care of him, but it was over for you as soon as you saw those big, dark, watery eyes – nearly hidden entirely by overgrown hair and jet-black ears that seemed to droop even lower whenever you threatened to look away from him. You’re already a lost cause by the time you ask a shelter employee for his name, and the paperwork’s signed within the hour. He leaves with you the same day, eyes on the ground and tail wagging a mile a minute.

Puppy!Yuuta, who was always meant to be someone's spoiled pet. He's shy, at first, scared to talk too loudly or cling too tightly or do anything that'll get him sent back to the shelter (no matter how clear you make it that that's a non-option), but it only takes him a few days to warm up to you, a couple weeks to come out of his shell, just under a month to start sleeping in your bed and trailing you around your apartment. He almost trips over himself when you ask if he'd like to wear a collar, and soon enough, he's more akin to a second-shadow than a dog. He does have some aggression issues, particularly when it comes to human men, but he's an angel with other hybrids, and when he bows his head and pouts, you really can't help but forgive him. With a life like the one he must've had, you can't really blame him for being so quick to bear his teeth.

Puppy!Yuuta, who's more than ecstatic when you mention still needing a service animal. He might not be qualified on paper, sure, but he's already constantly at your side, constantly worrying about you - it'd just feel wrong to go out and get another hybrid for a job Yuuta is more than capable of. He says he likes that idea of being able to take care of you, too - like you take care of him. You want to ask him not to be so sappy, to think of a slightly less sentimental way to say it, but when he's so happy and so, so proud of himself, it's hard to be even that strict.

Puppy!Yuuta, who cums untouched the first time you comb your fingers through his hair. You don't seem to notice, and he does his best to hide his face in your lap, to bite back the little, pathetic whimpers that crawl up his throat whenever you scratch at the base of his ears. He doesn't want to scare you, to be so needy so suddenly when you've been so kind.

Puppy!Yuuta, whose one and only flaw is that he can't seem to stop riffling through your dirty laundry. He can't be left alone for more than an hour without stealing one of your oldest, most threadbare shirts or worse, claiming a pair of your underwear as his newest chew-toy. You really should chastise him for it, but it's such an awkward thing to talk about, and he has such a sweet face - it's hard to believe he could ever do anything deliberately wrong. You've resigned yourself to just trying to limit the damage and salvage the less damaged items, even if those mysterious stains are a little hard to get out.

Puppy!Yuuta, who wishes he didn't have such a big, bulky knot. It's too thick and too heavy and seems to swell up whenever he gets even a little hard. If he didn't have a knot, he'd be able to actually thrust into you, rather than just fucking his fist over your sleeping body and imagining how tight you'd be, how pretty you'd look, how nice it would be to make you feel as warm and as soft as he feels because of you. He does what he can with his tongue, but you don't seem to like waking up with his saliva soaking everything between your thighs, and he always gets too excited when he tastes you. If he has to rut against your thigh that desperately again, he's afraid you might wake up and scold him.

Puppy!Yuuta, who can't wait until he works up the courage to mate with you properly. He knows it's still too soon, that it'd scare you to do it so abruptly, that he doesn't deserve it yet, but soon, he'll be able to to step up and take care of you as something more than just a pet. He's not there right now, but one day, he just knows he'll be the perfect mate for you <3

#yandere #yandere x you #yandere x reader #yandere imagines #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen imagines #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk x reader #jjk imagines #yandere jjk #yandere jujutsu kaisen #yandere yuta #yandere yuuta #yuuta x reader #yuta x reader #yandere okkotsu yuuta #yandere okkotsu yuta

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appleblueberry-pie · 16 days

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Can u do yandere house wife Yuuta Okkotsu from jjk?,love u

If i could suffocate and kill you with affection, i would. Here's more food.

HUNGRY, STARVING, Greedy....

He felt nauseous, happy, dizzy, light and so fucking horny. The gurgled cough coming from underneath him inspired him to continue jabbing the knife into the disgusting lowlife's lungs and chest. Over and over and over again. He inhaled, raised the knife, a tight and sweaty grip on it. The handle was hot because of how long he'd been gripping it for. And finally, putting all of his upper body strength into fatally puncturing the body, him and it jolting as he repeated this again. The last time felt the best. It felt so easy to do, so messy and blinding with crimson red, yet that scream ripped out of his throat as he gave a passion into the last stab, the corpse now motionless underneath him.

Oh god, he would probably be somewhere better in life if he didn't meet you. But he can't imagine it ever being better, ever. Just knowing he can make you proud by being his again tonight makes him squirm and smile to the ceiling, blood coating him generously. His hard on made him wince and he shuffles off of the body, tossing the knife somewhere onto the ground.

That's the third person this week. A few more, and he'll finally reach the top targets meant to be executed this year. He's been taking his time getting rid of these targets that can't seem to leave you alone. Starting small with all of your exes and moving up to people that had a larger impact of your life, he's ridding all competition so he can finally spend the rest of his life with you permanently. He wishes your beauty and shine could be hidden from the world, but taking extreme measures for you worked just fine by him. So, he'll stay low for now.

Yuuta was your good boy. So sweet and kind. Humming you a song to sleep almost every night and caressing you in his arms to wake you in the morning. Who needs an alarm clock when your fiancé is there to gently caress your face to wake you from your peaceful slumber on time every morning? It's so hard to leave him when he makes you the best meal choices for breakfast, helps you choose your work outfit for the day and walks you to the door with those big beautiful eyes begging you to stay. Fortunately, wrestling your tongue with his for half a minute gives you enough time to rush out the door and make it to the car before he gives another excuse to keep you at home.

And when you come back home, he's there to help you undress. Maybe with some light begging, puppy eyes, a staring match and light convincing, he can jump into the shower with you. His hands would lather you with soap, the light smell wafting all throughout the bathroom. Carefully, working from your shoulders, down your arms, to your chest and stomach only to start shaking when you begin teasing him and baby talking him about how good of a little wife he's been to you. He accidentally squeezes your breasts a little harder than he would, making you wince.

He'd apologize and you slip out that it's fine in a soft tone. It makes him jump across lines to do it again, finally connecting your back with his front, letting his hands roam lower. And like every other time, it starts with him getting confident, taking the lead and feeling you melt into his hands. Your warm and soft skin molding between his fingers and making his cock twitch uncontrollably. It's so embarrassing how much he's panting. You can tell he can't handle taking the reigns, and before he can stop you, you completely control his brain. Doubling back down on him, sloppy kisses on his neck and chest, lightly squeezing and rubbing his tip in a way that almost makes him squeal.

To summarize without going too far into details, he can't ever be the one in charge. He's too scared.

Sometimes you massage his upper body, knowing how tense he can feel when you two sleep at night. Maybe the laundry load was too hefty for him or the groceries gave him a hard time. You can never figure out why such simple tasks make his muscles as hard as they are during the night. You worry for him sometimes and you ask what he could possibly be doing for him to feel that way. Maybe you two should talk about it? But he reassures you it's fine every time.

Sometimes it's hard to believe that Yuuta has always been your good boy, because you found out recently he leaves sometime in the night and comes back a few hours later. Leaves the house entirely. And it's peculiar. You thought he gave up doing sorcerer work a long time ago, so why does he.....?

You tried to let it go, tried to let it slip your mind. But then it kept happening. Once turned into twice, which turned into five times, which turned into no more of this bullshit please. You felt like it was your turn for a massage now.

And each time he leaves, he comes back to bed feeling tense all over again. And it angers you. You and him swore to keep no secrets from each other. He becomes extremely offended when you assume he is hiding something from you, but this is proof that he seriously is. Leaving the house every other night to come back home without your knowledge where just stresses you out. Where was he going? Is he doing something illegal? Is he hurting someone? Is he....unfaithful? Just thinking about it makes your stomach hurt.

One night, Yuuta returns to bed in just his boxers, showered and as relaxed as he can make himself. Eyebags as prominent as the day he first got them and tired. He slips under the covers you kept warm for him while he was gone and he sighs in bliss. Finally, returning home to you once more makes his mind go black. His hand runs up your back slowly, but he scrunches his eyebrows when he sees you pulling into yourself away from him.

"...Baby? Are you awake?" You don't answer, but he can see that you are. Yuuta sits up a little and sees your strained face. He can now also see that your face was glistening with tears and you continue to turn away from him. His heart and face drops at the sight and he sits up some more to try and see your face, his hand now on your arm to try and pull you back towards him. "Y/n? Please look at me. Why are you crying?" His voice was soft and understanding, with heavy concern mixed in, making you more nervous.

Your stomach twists and turns at how much he worries for you, but it just continues to make you assume the worst. You shake your head and gasp out a sob. You can hear him repeating 'no' behind you and he sits you up to properly talk to you.

You stare at his face silently, slowly regaining your composure. "..." He stutters lightly before beginning. "I'm always here for you when you need it, baby. Just please don't hide anything from me. I can't bare it when something's hurting you and you won't tell-" "Where do you go?"

He sits up straighter at the question, not expecting you to answer. "....What?" You wipe your face, quickly growing angry at the irony of his previous statements. "Where are you going when you leave at night, Yuuta?" You watch the color leave his skin and his lips purse. He averts his gaze for a few seconds before looking back at you, a slight panic in his voice and stutters increasing drastically. "I don't.....I-I-I don't know what you're talking about, dear." "Dear?? Yuuta, you just said we don't lie to each other." "I'm not!!" You give him a nasty stare. One he never thought he'd get from you. It makes him close his mouth immediately and you let the silence grow. ".....You just lied to me again." "I can't tell you." Yuuta gains the courage to blurt out the words and he watches your face contort once more, and immediately regrets his decision.

"That's bullshit! You said we tell each other fucking everything! What's so important that you have to hide it from me for who knows how long?? Are you cheating on me?? Oh god." You turn away from him, not wanting to know if you could've possibly been right with the assumption, getting up to create distance. Yuuta immediately yanks your arm back to him and sits you back down on the bed, turning your face to him to make real eye contact with you. "I wouldn't ever think about cheating on you. I love you. That has never been a thought in my mind ever since I first laid my eyes on you." "Then what are you hiding?"

He thinks about the possibilities of telling you the truth. How possible would it be that you would forgive him? How possible would it be that you just stay angry at him for a few days? How possible would it be that you would shove him away? That you would leave him?? He can't tell you. It sacrifices too much. He just wants to be your man. Forever yours and nothing else. No outsiders intervening, no arguments, no fighting. And he always lets you win, but......he just can't let this one go.

Once he started shaking his head, you knew you couldn't just let this happen. You were scared to understand what he was doing. It had to be something horrible or demented, because why can't he tell you? Does it have to do with you? You were tired of thinking. Yuuta watches you look away from him and walk towards the bedroom door. "Please leave." He blankly stares at you for a few seconds, mouth agape and still. Like he couldn't properly register what you said. But you continued walking out and he followed, his mind lagging behind with speech. "......W-wait. What?....What??"

He began to speed his pace, wanting to grab your arm, your waist, something. Because that couldn't have been what you sai- "Get out of my house." You picked up one of his random shirts, one of his pairs of pants, some shoes and threw them at his feet. "Get out. I don't want to see you right now."

Yuuta began feeling lightheaded and dizzy, his veins popping out of his skin from stress, his hands shaking. His worst nightmare was coming true, all because he wanted to keep you safe. Is this what he gets for being reckless? He couldn't even get words to flow out of his mouth, too scared. Just flimsy excuses that seemed to do more harm than good. ".......I didn't even do anything wrong!" "You're a liar, you've been leaving the house at night for over a month and you can't even tell me the truth! Why should I live with someone like that?"

You were yelling at him now. He watched you scoff before putting your own clothes on. You only managed to get some pants on before Yuuta dropped to his knees in front of you, pulling your wrists to his chest and he stares up at you as if he was a crazed man. Tears coated his wide eyes. Fear shown clear as day. You could feel him shaking.

He began to splutter out words, as if his mind was on autopilot, while feeling like he had to drag them out of the corners of his mind just to make coherent sense. "I didn't do ANYTHING, I promise! IpromiseIpromiseIpromise, just don't fucking leave me! I'll do anything you want, please. I just- I-I can't live without you, I love you." He heaves a sigh, still shaking, before continuing. "I love you so....much. I need you so bad. Everything I've been doing has been for you and will always be for you. Please don't leave. Please."

You were scared to say or do anything. The way he held onto you, squeezed your wrists as if you were his lifeline, was terrifying. Was this the man you wanted to marry? One who kept promises and...did something outside of your knowledge to stay with you? It felt like you didn't have any choice but one, even though his life was entirely yours.

Yuuta rested his head on your stomach, wanting to feel and absorb your heat. He wouldn't let you go unless you told him he could stay. "........."

You stayed silent. He stayed silent. You were still and he continued to shake like a leaf. His mind continued running and you stared down at him. Blank stare at his pathetic face. Waiting for what you wanted. He knew what you wanted. But he couldn't tell you. He stared back up at you, tears building in his eyes once again. You didn't have to say a damn thing and he already knew what you wanted from him. That's how it's always been between the two of you. You let him decide to give you exactly what you want, and he'll sacrifice whatever he needs to just to please you. Whether that would be his money, his time, his soul and heart. And you always provided back in return, your love. And it's all he ever needed to keep satisfying you. But you might tear yourself out of him entirely if he gave you what you wanted, needed. And he didn't want to sacrifice anything. He didn't want to say a word. But he didn't have a choice when his sobs racked out of his chest, his chest that hurt as if someone was squeezing the blood out of it forcefully. He didn't have a choice when his headache throbbed from the back of his head to the front, weakening him. And he didn't have a choice when he knew his mind and heart collectively moved his tongue for him.

He slowly choked out the words, "I killed them." He heard you voice your horror and he held you tighter, wrapping his arms around you to tightly keep you against his yearning body even though you resisted, wailing and speaking louder. "I killed them all. They're dead. But- but I did it all for you, I promise!" He squeezes your clothing tightly, and choked out his words. "I just wanted you to love me. Just me." His words were slurred, but you could make out every bit. The killer held you tighter, sobbing into you. You weren't anything but a woman he had an unhealthy attachment towards. Having that realization towards the man you thought you could entrust your life to was like your castle walls crumbling in a matter of seconds.

You didn't know what to do. He was repeatedly calling out your name now, wanting you to say something, anything to him. It was late at night. The cops couldn't be called. And even if they could be called, they wouldn't help you anyways.

Yuuta felt like he was suffocating and dying. You didn't love him anymore. He could see it on your face. His world was disappearing before his very eyes and grasped to have it back again. His world was in front of him, in his arms, but your presence wasn't there. Not like how it usually was. He wanted you back. He wants you. But how could he take you back when you looked down at him as if he was a stranger from the streets that you couldn't recognize? He wanted your warm hands on his face, he wanted to be inside of you again, he wanted to feel your lips on his, he wanted to hug you again.

He seemed calmer now. No longer crying like a baby, but definitely tired and deluded. "Let me stay? Please?" He stares up at you with those eyes you used to love. His cold hand held yours up to his face for him to rub onto. "I told you. So, you'll let me stay?" You gulp, realizing you'll have to decide. Either let him stay and pretend like nothing happened for your safety, or say no and deal with him crying for you to not escape him. You didn't want either of those.

"Baby.....?"

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unknown-lab · 2 years

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𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐖𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐇𝐞𝐫 (𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟑)

Pairing: fem!reader x Okkotsu Yuuta

angst to fluff

A/N: Here you go, Part 3 of this Yuta fic <33 I'm so excited to write the next part!!! o(≧∇≦o) I tried to make this the final part, but I didn't know there was still so much more to write. I guess part 4 will be the final part of this series. Thank you so much for your support! <333 Hopefully I can complete it in a few days (ﾟ∇ﾟ|||)

𝐇𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐖𝐢𝐬𝐡 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐇𝐞𝐫 (𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟐)

"Yea, I think he found out something was wrong." You explained everything to Toge. He seems to catch everything quickly, which makes you a little relaxed because you don't have to explain all over again. He took out a piece of paper and a black gel pen to write.

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As Yuta's friend, I don't think he truly meant what he said last night. I can see that he was extremely upset that you weren't spending your time with him. You knew he really was heartbroken when he lost Rika, and now, he's scared that he'll lose you too. It's not that I agree with the way he used to express his feelings, but all I know is that he was too emotional to think of a better way to communicate with you. So, why not try talking to him? You both can discuss everything again and live a happy life together.

ㅤ

You took the piece of paper from him and read it carefully. You knew Toge wouldn't lie to you, he's just too kind to do so. Before you could reply to him, the same waitress who ordered your food came and put both of your breakfasts down.

ㅤ

"Enjoy your meal, lovebirds~"

"Oi, stop it. You know we ain't one." You put down the paper and look at the waitress, with a smirk on her face.

"Yes yes ma'am, mad as usual I see." She shrugged, that action successfully irritates you every time.

"Ha?" You raised an eyebrow, head tilted to the right side, confused.

"You know, you gotta stop being so mad all the time. No one would be in their right mind to marry you if you don't control your emotions." She instantly received a bonk on her head from you after finishing her sentence.

"Ouch! See? You're so mean to me! I kinda feel bad for this gentleman here, having to sit and eat breakfast with you." She covered her head out of self-protection and looked at Toge.

"Ya, say whatever you want, sis. Now, can you leave us alone and do your work properly?"

"Yes, ma'am. Hope the both of you have a nice day!" Before she ran away, she whispered something to Toge. You tried your best, but you couldn't hear, so you just let her be and start eating your breakfast. You looked down and took a bite, looked up, you see a tomato-faced Toge and your friend is nowhere to be seen.

"What did she say to you?" You asked, looking into his eyes. He just simply shook his head and took a bite of his tuna sandwich.

"Sigh, I hope she didn't say anything bad to you."

"O-okaka"

Sir, are you free for dinner tonight? Here's my number, just text or call me once you've made up your mind ;)

'She's kinda cute, no harm trying for once, right?' He said it in his head. He didn't know his face is getting redder and redder, and because he is covering up his face now, so you don't have the chance to tease him again :(

'Ugh! What did I do last night?' Yuta threw himself onto the couch, yelling in his head. 'Gojo sensei was there, right? Let me text him.' He took out his mobile phone and started typing.

Yuta: Good morning sensei

Gojo: Morning~ Do you need anything?

Yuta: I was wondering, do you know what happened last night?

Gojo: Uhhhhh

Yuta: Do you remember?

Gojo: I think I stayed in the restroom for a while, and when I got back everyone was gone.

Yuta: Oh, alright then. You don't know anything, I assume.

Gojo: Yea, you can say so.

Yuta: I suggest you drink grape juice instead of wine next time. Just so you won't pass out again.

Gojo: If y/n is the one who made it, then I'll drink.

Yuta: No. That's exclusively for me ONLY.

Gojo: Awww just share some with me 🥺I promise I'll keep some for youuu

Yuta: No

Yuta closed the chat and scrolled through his contact list. Finally, he found the right person. He then pressed the voice call button and held the phone to his left ear.

"Yo, good morning."

"Morning Maki." Yuta cleared his throat before speaking.

"Do you need anything?"

"Let me get straight to the point. What happened last night?" He asked with a serious tone, eyes looking blankly at the ceiling.

"..." Maki kept quiet for a while. Debating inside whether should she tell him the truth or not.

"Well?" Yuta asked impatiently, his right-hand fingers drumming the couch arm rest.

Maki sighed, "You better not tell her." She then explained the whole situation to him without leaving any details.

"That's all, I don't know what happened after you both left. Y/N didn't tell me about it."

"Thanks. I have to go apologize now. Do you know where did she go for her mission?" Yuta stood up, searching for his car keys.

"Huh? What mission?" Maki asked with a confused tone. 'This wasn't what y/n said about in the group.'

"She said Gojo sensei sent her out for a mission... with Toge." His words stopped before mentioning Toge. He's starting to get insecure. 'Is she still mad at me? Will she dump me and be with Toge? What if Toge hits on her? What if...'

"Today is our day off, remember?" Yuta's thoughts were cut off by Maki.

'Oh ya... So she lied to me?' Both Maki and Yuta stayed silent for a while. From the statements Yuta had mentioned, Maki knew you were lying to him. She still stayed silent, although she knows what was going on, just to let Yuta calm down and think of a way to fix things up.

"Well, good luck. I still have some training to do later on." Maki broke the silence first, ready to hang up the call.

"Oh, okay. See ya around." Yuta responded. His mind is still pondering what to do about this incident.

"One last note. Don't think too much, y/n isn't that kind of person." Maki said before giving Yuta the chance to respond and hung up the phone.

'Don't think too much, huh? Then what am I supposed to do?'

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Part 3 End

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cursingtoji · 3 years

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𝖜𝖍𝖊𝖗𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖞 𝖜𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖙𝖆𝖙𝖙𝖔𝖔 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖓𝖆𝖒𝖊

FEATURING>> Choso, Yuuta, Yuuji, Toge & Megumi

WARNINGS>> suggestive, gn!reader. the usual blah blah tattoo awareness

PART 1 >>gojo, geto, toji, sukuna | M.List

𝕮𝖍𝖔𝖘𝖔

✧ this man himself is the tattoo artist

✧ and a lot of people come to him to get their lover's name inked on them

✧ he tried to talk them out of it a couple of times

✧ but they always seem so happy afterwards

✧ so he decided to do the same

✧ the thing is

✧as a tattoo artist choso already has the greatest part of his skin marked

✧ but there was one available space

✧ one he could actually tattoo himself…

✧ you thought it was weird your boyfriend didn't try to make a move on you for a few weeks

✧ until one day he just stopped at the bathroom door frame in nothing but a towel around his waist and damp hair after he had a shower

✧ you look up from your book to see his pose against the frame laughing and asking "what?"

✧ then he just dropped the towel

✧ along with your jaw

✧ because there it was your name on his pretty dick

✧ and now it was nearly healed

✧ why don’t you show him how much you loved it ;)

𝖄𝖚𝖚𝖙𝖆

❀ precious bby Yuuta

❀ he didn’t plan on having many tattoos

❀ at some point he decided to get one that meant something for him

❀ then another, then another…

❀ anyways there’s still not many of them for Yuuta to be considered “heavily tattooed”

❀ the occasion that made him think about it was your upcoming anniversary

❀ he would stare at showcases for hours looking for the perfect gift

❀ until he stopped at a tattoo studio

❀ And remembered how much you love his tats

❀ always tracing them with the tip of your fingers when you’re laying on his chest

❀ so he got in and asked for your name on the inner side of his forearm, but the artist suggested that he put another element since that part was completely free

❀ And together they came up with a similar design of his sword that would fit that area nicely

❀ with your pretty name inside the blade

❀ now you demand cuddles so you can trace your new fav tattoo of his when he spoons you

𝖄𝖚𝖚𝖏𝖎

☆ as an opposite of yuuta, yuuji would get tattoos for fun

☆ like tats from his fav movies

☆ or quotes

☆ once he showed up with wilson from cast away on his arm and megumi questioned if he would ever get something meaningful on his skin

☆ ouch

☆ he knows megumi was only being a meanie

☆ but it did make him think

☆ he should get something meaningful

☆ like his beloved s/o name!

☆ but that alone is not enough, is it?

☆ for the following weeks yuuji tried to get some hint from you

☆ he would propose some movie nights in order to find something you liked and that he could put along your name

☆ you watched all rom coms that existed

☆ yuuji found the one when you were watching lord of the rings for the 23873th time

☆ the way you sighed lovely when arwen said 'I would rather spend one lifetime with you, than face all the ages of this world alone.'

☆ yuuji smiled so widely at this

☆ thankfully you were laying on his lap and didn’t see it

☆ he picked up his phone and schedule an appointment for the next morning (with choso)

☆ then he came home with a loud ta da! flexing his bicep

☆ that quote beautifully fitting his muscle and your name under it in a pretty delicate font

☆ that shut megumi up :)

𝕿𝖔𝖌𝖊

✼ precious boi ™

✼ but also secret menace ™

✼ tattooed toge would express himself towards the art on his body

✼ which includes a ‘bitch’ on his palm so he can just do like ✋

✼ toge would secretly have a naked silhouette that looks like you hidden in the middle of his other tats

✼ he would also have way too many pandas

✼ every important person of his life got some kind of tattoo on him

✼ it’s his way to show love okay

✼ yes a hedgehog as megumi is the way he chose to show love

✼ but you’re his special one

✼ so you deserve something more

✼ and he still had a lot of space

✼ out of all the free space he chose the place below his belly button (pelvis?) with your name and little lipstick mark because ....ya know

✼ and let’s say that shocked some of his friends

✼ somehow that became a joke between you and toge so he would often tap his lips and points down

✼ and you just have to get down and kiss your name on his pelvis

✼ whatever that leads to… it’s just a consequence ;)

𝕸𝖊𝖌𝖚𝖒𝖎

♡ i like to dream of megumi looking up to toji

♡ with a heavily tattooed dad megumi would dream of getting tats since he was a lil gumi

♡ before gumi was even legal he would have tattoos already

♡ thx to dad

♡ mom why u beating dad

♡ but he thinks a lot before getting a tattoo

♡ he’s extremely aware that those will be on his skin forever

♡ he researches a lot of artists before choosing the one with the best set of skills for that specific design

♡ and he came across you for a design you would do often

♡ you bond so well, every other tattoo he had an idea of he came to you to do it

♡ it was inevitable you two starting to date

♡ and you would always tell him funny stories about how your clients would come in to get their partner’s name tattooed and afterwards you give them your card in case they wanted to cover it in the future

♡ that made megumi wonder

♡ he always thought that inking some else’s name on you was dumb because if you break up their name will stay there for good

♡ so why does he keep thinking about how good your name would look under his collar bone?

♡ one day you got a call scheduling a name tattoo for the last available time of your woking day

♡ you were confused when gumi showed up, the shop was empty except for your coworkers

♡ gumi sat on your chair saying he was the one that would get the name tattoo and you would be the one doing it :)

#jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk headcanons #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen x you #choso x reader #toge x reader #itadori x reader #megumi x reader #yuuta okkotsu x reader #inumaki x reader #.jjk tattooed

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nakachuchu · 3 years

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Blue Popsicle | Okkotsu Yuuta + Orimoto Rika

second part here

SYNOPSIS: You met them on a hot summer day.

READER: gender neutral

WORDS: 1075

WRITTEN: 03/31/2021

NOTES: Timing is most likely off near the end, but ignore it for the sake of angst

You were a happy child. Your childhood was full of smiles and running around the playground with your best friends, Rika and Yuuta.

Those two were always closer to each other than you were with either of them, but with a trio, it made sense.

You didn't mind. As long as they hung out with you and played pirates and princess with you, you were happy.

The happiness didn't last long, and whenever you looked back on it, it made sense.

Clothes wore out eventually and had to be replaced, so the same could be said about memories.

To be fair, you weren't really part of Yuuta's and Rika's lives. You simply tagged along because you were lonely.

You were raised by a single mother who claimed that your father was a bad man, and you didn't understand why he was so bad until you grew up.

With your mother constantly working, you were often left alone. So when you met Yuuta and Rika on a hot summer day where this blue popsicle was melting and sliding down your hand, you attached yourself to them.

Rika would be the Princess in distress, Yuuta would be the knight in shining armor, and you'd be the pirate with a wooden sword.

You didn't care that Yuuta would quite literally have to beat you to save Rika from your evil clutches.

You didn't care that Rika and Yuuta held hands wherever they went, and you would walk behind them in their shadows while holding a stick with a bug on it.

You didn't care that Rika and Yuuta promised to marry each other in the future. All you asked was that you would be invited to their wedding.

Rika died after leaving the park that day. You were with Yuuta because the two of you lived in the same direction.

Yuuta wasn't the same after that, and it would be a lie to say that you were different. You really weren't because you weren't that close to Rika.

You liked her and she liked you. You were lonely so you liked anyone who spent time with you.

But Yuuta loved her. You knew that. He cried for days, cursing her for leaving him, even though you were there for him the whole time.

Eventually, your mother got a better job and moved away from the area, thus you cut off ties with Yuuta.

At the time, Yuuta had already begun ignoring you and the two of you slowly drifted apart. You didn't know why, but you didn't bother to chase after him and ask.

Something changed, and you didn't realize what it was until you saw a strange man sitting on your living room couch one day.

The man in your living room introduced himself as Gakuganji Yoshinobu.

You didn't know who he was, but your mother seemed to have an idea. The whole time she was preparing tea, her hands shook.

"I never wanted this for you," she said.

Her voice was shaky, but it wasn't angry. She was sad, you noticed.

"You'll be attending Jujutsu Tech in Kyoto," he said. "We'll teach you how to control your ability."

You didn't understand what he meant, but you went with him. You got a customized uniform and you learned about the world of curses and sorcerers.

You learned your father was a sorcerer, and when your mother said he was a bad man, she just meant that he was a liar.

He didn't tell her about his world until she was pregnant, and at the time, she was already in love with you and didn't want to abort you.

You didn't understand your ability yourself. If anyone asked about the technicality of it, you'd just stand there and smile.

Gakuganji told you your father had that ability and you inherited from him; the ability to draw forces from the earth.

At that point in time, you forgot about Yuuta. You were completely focused on creating stone wall barriers and combative boulders.

You never expected to see Yuuta at the first exchange event. He looked the same to you, but afraid and quiet.

He noticed you, and his eyes lit in something that was recognition and relief. But your eyes widened slightly when a curse appeared in front of you.

You barely had enough time to create a wall around you before claws dug into the concrete wall.

It spoke to you in a slurred and slow voice.

"You—"

"Rika, come back!"

You learned the curse was Rika and that he had a hard time controlling her. The wall around you crumbled, returning to the earth.

Your eyes glanced toward his left hand and you definitely didn't care that Yuuta continued to wear the ring Rika gave him even after her death.

You stood across from him with your classmates. The rivalry between your schools was made clear, and you could care less about Yuuta.

You didn't need friends. Your life was full of silence, so you were used to it. Your classmates didn't talk to each other unless needed, and it hurt you a bit when you noticed how friendly and outgoing Yuuta's classmates were.

Well, that life wasn't meant for you anyway. Even if you had gone to Tokyo, they wouldn't have liked you—just like Rika and Yuuta when the three of you were younger.

You were never part of their lives anyway. You learned that at a young age, but it was made more clear to you as you laid there on the ground, bloodied and tired.

You didn't know why Rika hated you so much. She seemed to like Maki more, and she was more of a stranger than you.

If you had known Rika would have attacked you so easily for simply walking past Yuuta, you would have stayed in the trees with Noritoshi.

She didn't seem to care that Yuuta was crying, completely worried about your injuries. You didn't care either, and the only tears on your face were his.

You didn't understand why he was crying. The two of you were never close anyway.

Luckily, Ieiri healed you in time. You were left bedridden for only a few days and during those few days, his classmates arrived to give you something from him.

It was the same blue popsicle you were eating on the day you first met him and a blue ring pop with a note that said "Wait for me."

#jujutsu kaisen x reader #Okkotsu yuuta x reader #headcanon #imagine #jujutsu kaisen #jjk x reader #jjk x you #yuuta okkotsu x reader #okkotsu yuta x reader

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shinichirosbabymama · 3 years

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Yuuta Okkotsu relationship headcanons

A/N: Okay so I started writing these with no real intention or direction so you're gonna have to excuse the fact they're basically word vomit 🤠 I'm in deep Yuuta brainrot right now so please enjoy the below as my coping mechanism.

Implied NSFW but nothing explicit. Both reader and Yuuta are aged up. Minor spoilers for the JJK manga (the plot isn't referenced at all but it does mention some of Yuuta's techniques so if you're strict about avoiding any spoilers please don't read it). I've placed the headcanons under a read more just to avoid spoiling anyone. Enjoy ❤❤❤

Based on purely my own observations and opinions, I think Yuuta is drawn to powerful people so it would not surprise me if he was interested in another sorcerer.

Being a sorcerer is pretty cool on the surface but a lot of the time it's pretty horrible too. You're constantly surrounded by fear, death, injuries, and the overwhelming negative energy from the cursed spirits.

It requires a lot of mental resilience which you've had to build up over years of training. As a result you've hardened emotionally, its hard to build relationships with others and you could do without the complication.

Yuuta comes crashing into your life with his special grade curse and nervous energy and throws everything off kilter.

He's so transparent. Where you tend to mask your feelings to save yourself any potential heartache, he wears his heart on his sleeve. Its both refreshing and infectious despite the fact you try to hide the way your heart stutters when he smiles at you.

I feel like this relationship would be years in the making. You're in denial for so long, trying to convince yourself that you don't feel anything for him, that you're simply reacting to someone in your life who is nice for once.

Plus Rika fucking terrifies you. You and Yuuta begin to interact more once Rika's cursed is lifted and you find the feeling even harder to fight.

You throw yourself into your training, surpassing most of the other students - although you're constantly reminded that he's still stronger than you. You thought you'd be jealous but instead you find yourself feeling proud of him.

That doesn't the two of you having healthy competition. You spar frequently and 9/10 Yuuta folds your ass but you don't mind so much when you get to watch him hover over you, his eyebrows pulled together with worry as he offers you his hand. He's so handsome it's painful.

Gojo starts sending Yuuta overseas on different missions (the bastard) so what was a simmering tension between the two of you turns into full blown pining.

Gojo (again, the bastard) senses something isn't right with you and he requests that you fly out to support Yuuta on a mission.

You're happy that you're going to be able to see him again but you're also apprehensive. You know you can't carry on in your current state - you need to tell him how you feel and this mission seems like the perfect opportunity to do that.

You throw up the whole time on the flight there and blame it on turbulence (bullshit).

When he meets you at the airport he pulls you into a tight hug and you hesitate with your face pressed into his neck for a moment, willing your face to stop burning quickly. He smells like soap and detergent and it's comforting.

Luckily he's blushing too and he scratches the back of his neck and apologises for hugging you like that. "I've been alone for so long...and I really missed you!"

You need to talk to talk to him but first things first you need to take out this special grade cursed spirit.

Easy peasy right? Should be no match for you and Yuuta. Except it is and everything goes horribly wrong and you nearly fucking die.

Yuuta very conveniently masters his reversed curse technique at the time and saves your life. You never forget the look on his face when you wake up and gasp for air. The poor boy is traumatised but he cups your cheek when he sees that your conscious again like he needs to feel that you're real.

During the flight over there, you'd thought of all the things you wanted to say to him. You were going to be brave, sit there, explain your feelings and brace for rejection.

Except that didn't happen. You woke up, looked at the pain in his eyes, and smashed your lips against his. It's messy and awkward. Yuuta is confused as fuck for about three seconds but then he kisses you back and its desperate and hungry as years of denying your feelings for each other finally boils over.

You leave the hell hole that you both nearly died in but the kisses don't stop after that. Yuuta's pining is as evident as your own and it sets your soul on fire. The two of you don't leave your hotel room for two days as you make up for lost time.

After that it's time for a serious discussion. The idea of being together whilst risking your lives constantly terrified you both but you knew deep down you were going to love him whether you were with him or not so you may as well enjoy each other while you were still here.

There were some ground rules though. The main one being that you could not go on missions together. Whilst it was tempting to be a very effective double act, you knew it would severely impair your judgement during a fight.

It sounds strange but you both basically agreed that if you died, you died. Neither of you wanted to die with any regrets and this was the only way to ensure that.

It was hard being away from him after that. You tried hiding your relationship from Gojo as long as possible but he soon caught on. He teased you both incessantly but on the upside he stopped sending Yuuta away so much.

From then on you take each day as it comes, silently looking forward to the day you can both retire.

Once you're graduated you move into an apartment together, a safe space for you both.

It's hard being away for him but he makes it all worth it when he comes home, brushing off the likely very dangerous situations he's been in to rest his hands on your hips and plant kisses on the back of your neck as you try to cook a meal for you both.

You call him a menace and he gives you that same breathtaking smile that used to plague your thoughts all those years ago.

He rests his forehead on your shoulder and sighs but it's a happy one. It feels good to decompress.

"I missed you. How did I get so lucky?"

"I missed you too. Good thing I kissed you that day hm?"

"Mhm. My turn now." He replies and turns you around so that he can kiss you properly. It's soft and tender and very much him.

You know this might be the last time. That anything could happen. But if it did - you had no regrets.

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SFW - A taste like a good bye - Getou Suguru x reader

Warning : angst, mention and talking of death and actually death

Pairing : Getou Suguru

Resume : everything is over, and sadly you have time to say goodbye to your lover.

Author note : reminder that english isn't my first langage so be nice if you see any words misspelled!

The show is over.

His body fall on the ground out of tiredness and pain. Like a puppet loosing his string.

It's hard to see.

As far as you are concerned everything stopped since he left you behind. You heard the news of Suguru's death from Satoru's mouth and decided to accept whatever reason it was given to you. You drawn a line that you wouldn't cross. You must had to turned the page and closed the book to be able to fight.

Although, it still hurt. Suguru was your best friend and your lover of a lifetime.

" - It's over, you mumble to yourself. "

You take a step forward to check if everything is really over.

It had been days, weeks, months, even years now that all of this took placed. That this imposter was using Getou's body to move around and kill at his like. So you needed to front his death to feel relieved. To know your love is finally resting in peace.

But despite the fact you accepted his fate, it was still Suguru's body on the ground.

" - It's hard.., you chocked. You heart twisted himself out of grief and sadness. "

Behind you, your team is waiting. Satoru can only node to agree with you. He would have liked to help you but it's something he know anybody have to live through alone.

You kneel next to the inanimate body. You eyes slide on his bloody clothes to thoses stitches you hate so much it gave you nightmare since the first day you saw them.

And you stayed like that for a second. But at the moment you are ready to made your goodbye, you perceived a fainted breath coming from his lips. His eyes open slightly at the same time to meet yours but it wasn't his eyes. It's Suguru's stare that it given to you.

" - Is that you? " he can articulate slowly. " I can't see clearly..."

Nobody can hear him except you. But everybody react seeing his hands trying to slowly move to your face. Despite his want, he sadly can't lift up higher than your hips. And even if his voice surprise you to the core, your react immediately to him and grab his hand out of despair and put it on your cheek.

It's him. It's his grips. It's his eyes. It's him coming back. The shock gave you shiver down your spine. You are crossing the line you drew a time ago now and slipping to this despite your promise to yourself.

" - Suguru?!" You almost scream out of tears Your voice is shaking. " It's you?! Stay with me! Wait I'll call someone to - someone please can anybody heal here?? Shoko?! Yuuta?! Anybody?!!"

You turn around. They all look at you with shocked eyes, making you frustrated to see nobody move. Even Gojo.

" - Come on wake up!! He is still alive, here!!"

More words are almost slipping through your lips but you feel his thumb brush your cheek. You then turn back to face him, bending over to be as close as you can.

" - It's me... because... I don't have much energy left.. He cursed me, I can't come back. " he gave you his cheeky smile while lifting his eyes to force you to look at the stitches on his forehead. " I missed you, I'm so happy to see you.

- Suguru, please, I beg you, don't go... Again... "

You want to say things. You want to express yourself. But more the time pass, more his grip is weak. So you let him speak, desesperarly grabbing anything he can gave you last, tears now running on your cheek down to his thumb brushing slower each secondes passing.

" - I'll regret nothing but you. I.. " He breath out, ready to continu but he didn't breath in back.

His stare fade. His grips is getting weaker. And all you can do is to call him. Call his name. Again and again until you thoart is sore.

You could have accept it. You could have. You already turned the pages, close the book and burned it. But it's seems a few pages remain in the ashes and you can't have the heart to burn them more.

Some step come from your back. You are now crying out loud without even realizing it. Satoru have to drag you away from the, now, dead body's of Getou.

" - You are the strongest, you scream now, so why can't you bring him back?! " Gojo turned you to face him instead and hug you tight, burying your face in his chest. He don't speak but you can feel one of his arm move as if he is giving order to people around.

" - Suguru became selfish. He wanted for a long time talk to with you, even if he knew it would have hurted you more than anything, Gojo talk with the softest voice he could have. I am sorry he stayed such an egoistic douch until the end."

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