#paul: why are you like this

[kinos-fortress-2]

this is what the mind of someone insane looks like

#piss mauling #sniperpauling #you know piss mauling is such a deranged name out of context very different from the others thats why i like it #thanks user maybeeventhebest for creating such wonderful name for such weird shipp #team fortress 2 #tf2 #sniper #miss pauling #kino art #this arent that good but hey i will dump whatever i made for tf2 in this fucking blog and you gonna bare with me bc im gonna be so annoying #anywaayyss... they are so cringe and sweaty and weird girls and and yeah #this is like the second most weird girl shipp type w miss pauling the first one is w pyro ha #edit:FUCKIFORGOTTHETEXTOFTHESECONDPONE #edit2: if anyone asks why her back is so arched like that just imagine she’s super flexible👍 i often can’t draw bodies right forgive me

[nose-coffee]

you know what i DO want to talk about? that scene on top of the truck where nona’s arguing w varun, and varun asks “do you love?” and nona says, “yes - no yes. i don’t know what it means. i say it, but i dont know what it means. did i ever know what it meant?” which is truly heartbreaking to hear from a character who’s spent the entire book up until now loving most everything she lays her eyes on with nearly reckless abandon.

and fifty pages later - after paul’s birth (pyrrha saying, “it’s not love, what you’re about to do. it’s a mistake.” being almost immediately replied to with, “the perfect friendship, the perfect love.”/”life is too short, and love is too long.”), and kiriona’s interrogation (”okay. different question -- do you love her?”), a near constant barrage of “what does love really mean?” and “what is love?” and “what would love make you do?” “what lengths would you go to for love?” when she’s already struggling with the idea of knowing if she’s felt love at all - she very nearly gives in to that despair, the lack of certainty that she knows what her feelings mean and that she’s allowed to feel them. she’s mourning, and she’s not able to reach pyrrha through her grief, and everyone else she’s with is more broken than she’s ever seen them before. but then paul reminds her of noodle. and nona, in a moment of lurching panic, decides to live, if only just to save noodle.

to me, that’s a devastating moment of raw, human love. it’s like that moment in alien (1979) where ripley’s about to abandon ship, and then goes back when she realises jones (the ship cat) is still on board. nona was ready to let them all die, hopless and lost and sad, every one of them-- but noodle, a sweet yet unimportant pet, is what brings her back.

and i think that’s what make’s paul’s statement of, “it’s done, it’s finished. you can’t take loved away.” hit as hard as it does. she’s just had this crisis of faith in her own personal belief system of loving-things-for-the-sake-of-loving-them, only to have it reaffirmed, and is now facing the abyss of personhood, facing returning to a self who was hurt and was deeply angry, going so far as to say, “i’ll be different...and palamedes -- i won’t love him...i won’t love anything, i won’t know how.”

paul says, “don’t worry,” (even though she just explained why she was worried), “we loved you too,” because maybe nona’s right and she won’t know how to love anymore, but she needs to know that she did. she did love, and she was loved, and there was never a doubt in anyone elses mind that she loved them fully and completely and genuinely. maybe she thought she was faking it, maybe she thought she was just making it up, but it was real, and now it’s done, and no one can take it away. no one.

#i get so upset thinking about how she wasnt quite sure at the end there if it was real #like no babygirl!! it was!! you loved!!! you were loved!!!!! #ntn #nona the ninth #tlt #the locked tomb #the locked tomb spoilers #tlt spoilers #nona the ninth spoilers #ntn spoilers #nona tlt #paul tlt #kiriona gaia #pyrrha dve #fuck off lou #my post #long post #noodle tlt #i dont think people talk about that convo w varun enough #making her face the truth of her identity while asking why she'd protect people who essentially murdered her #i cry #essay #sort of #this has been sitting in my brain for a long time #esp the alien (1979) comparison #this is kind of meandery but i know what i meant to say

[paulic]

bro really does love his margaritas lmfao

#why’s he always making or offering them bro drink some milk like you used to 😭😭😭 #obsessed with him #also the way he quoted him and we all know he absolutely didn’t say that lmaoooooooo #paul McCartney #liam gallagher #oasis #beatles #the Beatles

[ringosmistress]

#i can't think of any more bluer eyes than that of ringo #he just fucking stares into your soul as well #I'm sure there are tons of people like this too #i need me a piercing soul starer too :( #John's eyes were something else as well #why did he have to die #fuck you mark #the beatles #john lennon #ringo starr #paul mccartney #george harrison #beatles

[javelinbk]

John Lennon escorts a sick Paul McCartney after postponing their show in Portsmouth, 12th November 1963 - part 3 (part 1, part 2)

#the pic that launched a thousand fics #look at john’s widdle face #poor worried baby #I bet paul just hated being looked after like that (not) #our little damsel in distress #you just know the show wouldn’t have been cancelled if brian wasn’t in america #not sure why it’s headline news though #weren’t the beatles showing off all the time? #ba dum tss #john lennon #paul mccartney #john and paul #the beatles #november 1963 was just the best month #november 1963 #it was sixty years ago today

[nibblelinephym]

in another life i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you

#achilles rambles #starkid #hatchetfield #paulkins #paul matthews #emma perkins #the guy who didn't like musicals #tgwdlm #black friday #nightmare time #nmt #forever and always #nerdy prudes must die #npmd #just finished my hatchetfield binge oh my GODSSSS they make me want to ear drywall #the fact they dont interact in nmt2 is soulcrushing. why are they separated. you can t do that

[cowboycomics]

ted & paul & coffee

the guy who didn't like musicals by matt and nick lang and jeff blim // hey, melissa! by matt and nick lang // in the country of resurrection by ada limón // coffee poem by richard brautigan // still life paintings by rachel petruccillo // tumblr user jacebeleren

#DOES THIS MAKE ANY SENSE . DO YOU GET IT #i am always thinking about the implications (the coffee as a love language) #thats the only part of hey melissa that matters to me btw. #coworkers to maybe youre the closest thing i have to a friend #if paul doesnt care why does he have his coffee order memorized. checkmate athiests. #starkid #tgwdlm #the guy who didn't like musicals #paul matthews #ted spankoffski #web weaving #i dont care if they were joke lines. theyre referred to as best friends two times and its real to me.

[sword-swallower-pin]

we're in such a strange era where men will just casually wax poetic for several paragraphs in mainstream media outlets about how john and paul were in love with each other but no one dares to explore the real questions (were they having gay sex? when were they having gay sex? what kind of gay sex were they having?) mate you're a journalist, do your job

#rob sheffield what do you think of mclennon top/bottom discourse #john and paul #its genuinely jarring seeing the theories you thought niche to your strange little internet community in newspapers #but like nobody is bothering to go any furher with this #oh yeah john wrote several sad yearning song about how much he misses paul. why would that open up any intresting questions? #someone write a book please. if peter jackson can make get back then we should be able to find out what happened in india #john lennon #paul mccartney

[m00g4n]

Idk what was I thinking when I made this lol

Original pic:

#tf2 #tf2 medic #tf2 art #tf2 oc #engineer tf2 #team fortress fanart #tf2 miss pauling #science party #yuri #idk why but i feel like medic is bi for some reason #you cannot convince me otherwise

[in-restless-walks]

Simon & Garfunkel, 1982-1983 tour

#does that look like they're fighting to you? #Why were they angry at each other yet at the same time look like they're fucking after every concert? #Simon and garfunkel #s&g #simon & garfunkel #1982 #1983 #paul simon #art garfunkel #in restless dreams

[alienoriana]

We were growing, time was going so fast Without knowing, we were growing up fast We were lying down, in the shade I remember the love we made We were lying down, on the bed I remember the tears we shared

#growing up falling down #this song has to be here for mclennon reasons #paul sometimes sometimes you are so transparent its endearing #the song is gorgeous #(for me the shade has to be in 67 but i totally get the theory that place it in early liverpool) #(especially if we think he's remembering chronologically) #(why he always tells it like it was a one time thing) #(as in however absurd) #(or the pound is sinking) #mclennon #x

[perseabeth]

These lines by Apollo, aka Lester, live in my mind rent free

Listen, i have no theory, i have absolutely no idea what is the connection here

ALSO:

I mean HELLO?? A four-thousand-something years old god saying that. plus i might not be knowledgeable about genetics and how it works but doesn’t percy possess these eyes because of Poseidon ?

this is an extract taken from The Lightening Thief:

I’ve been a reader of Rick Riordan for so long that i know he doesn’t just add things randomly

I don’t know what’s happening here, but I do know that Estelle Blofis, the very lovable energetic child who is very much capable of dominating the planet (Apollo’s words not mine) might have an important role in the story

but again, who knows

#i noticed these when i was rereading the book and i was like???? wait a minute???? #is it random???? #and why apollo got the feelings that he need to hide her from Zeus??? #like why would Zeus be interested in a mortal child? #and him emphasizing TWICE that she is capable of dominating the world??? #if anyone have any theory here please drop it #ive been away from the fanbase for so long so idk if you guys already discussed this #pls enlighten me #plus we all know that sally queen jackson will never cheat on Paul guys #pjo characters #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #trials of apollo #tower of nero #lester papadopoulos #apollo #estelle blofis #poseidon #percyjacksonandtheolympians #heroes of olympus #hoo #toa #percyjackson #rick riordan

[anonymousfandommurmurs]

#paul mescal #andrew scott #all of us strangers #paul why are you giggling and blushing like a school girl

[fiendishartist2]

"i do agree there's a resemblance. um. very strong resemblance between us"

#my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #petscop #paul leskowitz #paul petscop #carrie mark #petscop care #bathroom tomb #im so tired rn but i dont CARE. ill spend 2 hours on a petscop piece no matter what #do you ever think about how paul looks in the mirror and cant quite place the face he sees #do you ever think about how paul knows he looks like care. do you think he wonders why the bathroom is identical #do you think he asks himself why the family is in the game. hey. do you think he doesnt have a strong sense of self and doesnt know why #hey #you know its bad when im saying nothing. whatever paul is in my soul and i cant get rid of him and i dont want to!!!!! #idk how much i like the text now but whatever. i like the sentiment #i gotta go to bed soon........

[ringosmistress]

#chris evans' belief in mclennon confirmed? #you just can't deny it #thank you #chris evans #for this tweet #too bad you deleted it #and your entire account #they were such a powerful couple #why does this sound romantic #like you would say this about soulmates #i guess they were soulmates #no they were roommates #the beatles #john lennon #paul mccartney #ringo starr #george harrison #beatles #memes

[javelinbk]

John Lennon, Paul McCartney and George Harrison of The Beatles walk along the Avenue des Champs-Élysées in Paris, 15th January 1964 - part 2 (part 1)

#why do they look like three startled cats in that second one? #tfw you go on your second honeymoon but have to take your kid with you this time #I love how they all loved postcards #such kids on holiday #paul mccartney #john lennon #george harrison #the beatles #paris 1964 #javelin’s gifs #it was sixty years ago today #javelin’s gifs: 1964