#put me to bed and leave me alone

[pennyserenade]

dana scully you didn’t stand a chance and neither did i. this was one of the top ten romantic things i have ever seen in my entire life

#misc. #x files #i think about the sixth extinction i & ii: amor fati more than i should #bc i just wanted to kiss his forehead and put him to bed in it #that scene where diana said she wondered what fox was dreaming abt #and the csm said he was dreaming of what all men like him do: normalcy #the way he imagined an entire life with diana — the wedding and the babies and his sister living just down the street #with her own children #but at the end he was old and dying and alone and it was dana standing there #holding his hand telling him this wasn’t the end. that he couldn’t die. that she wouldn’t let him #that’s true love for fox: not a fantasy but someone who will remain real and constant and true even when it is hard #bc no one in his life ever was. dana won’t leave him. not in dreams. not in life. it makes me so 😭

[transxfiles]

Y'ALL WHAT THE FUCK.

MY ROOMMATE HAD SOMEONE OVER FOR THE NIGHT AND SHE LET THEM SLEEP IN MY BED WITHOUT ASKING ME FIRST??? EVEN THOUGH WE EXPLICITLY AGREED THAT WE WOULD ASK EACH OTHER FIRST BEFORE EVER HAVING SOMEONE OVER??? AND IN MY BED???? HELLO?????

this is such a massive boundary for me and i'm so upset. she knew i was gone this weekend because i have to work (when i work i'm out in the city so i just stay there for the night instead of dealing with the commute to/from college) or else i can't afford to yknow exist as a human being under capitalism but like. that's so fucked. she literally knew that i wouldn't be able to do ANYTHING about it bc i'm out of town for the weekend and she took advantage of that.

and she pretended that we never discussed having someone over she tried to play the "oh i'm sorry we just never talked about it before" card and i'm like. we literally DID talk about it. it was in the roommate contract that the college MADE US FILL OUT TOGETHER and we both agreed we would have to ASK each other and COMMUNICATE before anything like that happened.

the thing is i'm just a very personal type of person and this is a massive boundary she just crossed for me. and she was already really upsetting me bc she's been belittling me all the time and she's not respectful of my work and i woke up a couple times to her watching me sleep and she's been staring at me while i change and she doesn't listen when i tell her no, ever, and i'm very, very upset about this all. this is the last straw.

#vent #i texted my RA about it because i'm so done but there's also a housing shortage on campus #and bc my roommate never fucking leaves me alone - like she literally follows me around places and tracks me down if i try to avoid her - #our friend groups are kinda overlapping now which makes things very very complicated #and i was putting up with all the other random shit but when i found out she let a stranger sleep in my bed ON MY SHEETS WITH MY PILLOWS i #just needed to cry. i NEED to cry. this is a massive thing for me and i just can't forgive her for this.

[kanene-yaaay]

Look. Look.

I need to get it out of my system, okay? I just need to. Immediately

Himmel + cheer up tickles

The reason?

I rest my case. Thank you for coming to my Ted talk I am slowing descending into madness here

#not me literally writing 1863635 tickles hcs about this guy HE MAKES ME LOSE MY MIND #never though I would get attatched to him #literally watching the first ep sent a screenshot of him to my friend saying 'If he dies I'm dropping out' #one minute after I was sending her screams #anyway #never been so close to writing a self insert fic in MY ENTIRE LIFE. probably will commission some art w him in the future LIKE AAAAA #Wanna put him in a mcrowave and SHAKE BECAUSE HOW DARE YOU. HOW DARE YOU LEAVE MARKS HOW DARE YOU LEAVE A PIECE OF YOURSELF IN EVERY VILLAG #EVERY FRIEND EVERY ADVENTURE EVERY INTERACTION #and don't even let me start talking about Friern because I will go crazy #this anime broke and healed me so much #Kanene being Kanene #not even going to tag this w the anime I shall perish alone #'oh but kanene when you say a self insert you mean a reade-' nope. i'm dragging my sona by the hand and throwing into that world #and then carefully building an entire background with daydreamed interactions and relationships until I get to the point of cheer up tickle #Gosh haven't done one of those since..... 2018 I think #Time to get my dear oc out of under my bed as it seems

[comet-wire]

#bruh i just woke up to feed my cat #leave me the fuck alone please #i just had to block so many people #val rambles #comet rambles #putting this in the tag bc jfc leave me alone please yall are nasty #sofia the first #im going back to bed lol #well the couch #cuz sasha is going silly so i sleep downstairs when im tired and she has her zoomies #anyways yall make me violently uncomfortable

[alsaurus-loves-dean]

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#last month i wrote some tags about how i needed to leave my nails alone because i was getting extensions #in the hopes that i would finally stop biting my nails after doing it almost my whole life #well it FUCKING WORKED #i got gel x tips and i loved them sooooo much #but they kept coming off because i have to do so much with my hands especially in water lol #and i have tiny fingers too so the sizes she had weren't quite right #she redid the ones that came off for free for the whole three weeks i wore them! #so i bought her some new tips in tiny person sizes as a thank you lol #for her to use on other clients tho because she recommended this gel overlay system she likes #I've been wearing it for like a week and a half and they are still FLAWLESS #so I'm never going back to anything else lol i'm going to keep getting these pretty much forevwr #but anyway the important part is. that i no longer put my fingers in my mouth to destroy my nails and cuticles #i have real grownup hands now and it's AMAZING #my nail plate is reattaching to my nail bed!!!! like the bed is getting longer #they'll eventually reach the actual tips of my fingers the way theyre supposed to 😍 #and the gel keeps the nails hard and almost fucking unbreakable #i had to replace my compulsion to bite/chew with the compulsion to apply cuticle oil lol but it's SO WORTH IT #i look at pictures of how my hands used to look just two months ago and i cant fucking believe i lived that way for DECADES #and i guess this is especially significant for me because my hands have always been a source of shame #not just because my nails were fucking gross and fucked up. but because i have TINY HANDS #like really small hands. not proportionate to my body. AT ALL #especially when i put my hands near my head because i have a slightly larger than average head lmaooo #and my fingers are very thin and just. i have small hands. very weak. #i cant even snap my fingers and make a sound #(do NOT instruct me. i know how to do it. i have been trying my whole life. its not physically possible for my fingers to make that sound) #so having nice nails really fucking helps me 🥹 #like i can be proud of my hands even if theyre small #and i dont feel the need to hide them anymore

[cookinguptales]

I know that people follow me for wwdits or the muppet show or whatever but apparently my one true fandom love is interactive art/theatre exhibits that allow me to give into my worst hyperfixation urges and glean the story through drips and drabs and thrown-away love notes

and my favorite fics are the absolutely fucking unhinged trippy ones that try to assemble all these exhibits into something absolutely heartsick

but due to the fact that all of these canons literally have to be physically experienced in a specific place (and occasionally even specific time) the fandoms are tiny and weird and I don't... think usually read fic...

so I'm like fucking FINE I'll write fanfiction for the TV SHOW THAT WE CAN ALL WATCH TOGETHER but just know that in my heart I'm writing something unhinged about the halloween party that was at an interactive theatre exhibit in new york three years ago

#sorry I'll go to bed I'm rambling but damn do I love that shit #put me in any interactive exhibit where I have to investigate and earn every scrap of meaning I find #knowing full well I'll never find it all #and I'll write you something that makes me cry and makes everyone else go ???????? #it's how I process information and emotions okay leave me alone

[colorstormx]

what if I went back to college but for astronomy this time. what then

#a half formed thought that passed through my head yesterday but won't quite leave me alone #maybe if I get a job on campus. and get the employee discount. and just take a couple of classes a semester #take it real slow and not worry about it too much #and then apply for a job as a planetarium presenter when I finish #as a step up from just being a space camp presenter #I haven't thought through all the details and researched what I'd need to actually do or anything like that yet #but it's 2am and something in me is aching and I can't quite seem to sleep #I need to just make myself finish my daily project and wrap up this comm already (sorry Zane) and go to bed #but something just feels strange right now. out of place. heartsick but I can't put a finger on why #or maybe I can. it's daylight savings dummy you just miss the sun already. go to sleep. #the snowjag speaks

[nerdie-faerie]

Feeling a lil vindictive, a lil nasty this morning

So context, my brother had a work do last night and before he left he told my mum he'd becoming back here and doing so alone. So tell me why he called me at 3am when I'm trying to sleep but travel anxiety and says he's bringing two mates back? I tell him he can't I'm leaving at 6 tomorrow he just goes yeah they'll just be passing through your room. No I've gotta get up in 3 hours you can't be keeping up, yeah it's fine. The fuck it is not

Anyway so my alarm goes off 3 hours later I've barely slept, my brain already woke me up several times prior but that doesn't mean I'm turning my alarms off immediately or getting ready quietly after the prick disturbed my sleep

#Demon Spawn #travel tag #the rest of my siblings got a nice goodbye but im not a morning person on a good night sleep let alone when i havent been able to sleep #like i wouldnt have gotten much sleep regardless because of anxiety but i woulda been able to fall asleep sooner if i hadnt been dragged out #of bed kept awake by the rage induced adrenaline and the sounds of sports being played on tv and chatter in the next room #and hes gonna spend all day in bed anyway so i dont feel guilty particularly when hes had guests over constantly for the two weeks ive been #home which denies me access to the ensuite and kitchenette thats accessible from his room and he constantly keeps me awake #i dont get to enjoy my comfy non student accommodation bed because the fcker never lets me go to sleep and my mum wont let me sleep in #i did fix my sleep schedule minutely was getting tired at 12 instead of 2am from where i fcked it during assignment season so small mercies #had to wake my littlest brothers up to say goodbye and the babby started crying 😢 my mum wanted me to wake her and the baby up too #but the baba was still half asleep and definitely not processing that i was leaving 😂 she was so unbothered guarantee ill have to facetime #my dad dropped me to the bus stop and hes as bad at small talk and emotionally constipated as me but he was just coming back from a night #shift so i appreciate that that was him putting in extra effort and him checking i had enough money is as close to sentiment as he can do #everyone else? cute goodbye. my sister was already awake when i got up to the house pretty sure she had an alarm set..... #my oldest younger brother? i hope the hangover sucks

[tardis--dreams]

I don't wanna!! I cannot express just how much I do not want to!!

#i hate life #GOD i hate it #what if i just don't #I'll just stay in bed for a few months #that's gonna cure me #god the idea of having to DO things is so off-putting i feel sick #i'm so annoyed #this is fun #why do people expect me to be excited for anything #I'm literally never looking forward to anything ever and i rarely ever enjoy things #'are you excited for korea? :)' no? i'm ignoring it? leave me alone?? #my suitcase is still empty #hahahahahaha help #I'll probably start packing at 3 am because i literally cannot bring myself to do it #end me #void screams

[eats-the-stars]

upside to a workplace w/shop cats: free kitty time! take a short break to pet one of these little fur-balls

neutral side to a workplace w/shop cats: i have heard each of my coworkers meow at least once, which is odd but neither good nor bad

downside to workplace w/shop cats: one is obsessed with knocking over cups, making water placement a delicate act. also he once knocked a glass bottle of hot-sauce onto one of the machines and i had to clean it all up while he just sat there and took in the free entertainment

#cats #we don't normally have things positioned so they can be knocked over onto the machines #but one of the machines is close to the little countertop area where ppl put their lunch things sometimes #it also has like little sauce packets and salt and things #and the hot sauce bottle was on top of something maybe the microwave? can't recall but something that gave it height #and put it close to the edge by the machine #and none of us expected him to go for the hot sauce #because he normally targets open cups and leaves things like water bottles alone #but not that day! #nope he was meowing for my attention and i was telling him i was busy right now #and then i glanced over and froze when i saw him poised beside the hot sauce #and i was like 'no no noo don't do it!' #and he looked me right in the eyes like 'should've given me scratches then' and bats it right onto the machine #also he has toys and ppl do play w/him especially in the sewing area #he also has like 9 million boxes to sit in #a cushioned rolling chair draped in fluffy blankets specifically for him #scratching posts/cat trees in the upper shop area #another scratching post and a cat bed in the office plus more toys and treats #he is a spoiled cat who gets plenty of attention and has a lot of space to roam and big windows up in the upper shop to look out of #knocking shit over is just extra for him

[kingblau]

living at my family home is literally going to be the death of me. my one wall is against my parents bedroom and the other against the upstairs bath and it's the guest room bc my brother is occupying the room that was mine before I moved out. and I'm going to die. I miss living alone holy fuck what I'm saving on rent ISNT WORTH IT. it is worth it, it really is but I need to leave immediately.

#someone is drawing a bath rn and i was about to go to sleep i just want to be alone #its bed time and theres too many sounds and the room is a mess bc theres nowhere to put anything #leaving petoskey was the right choice and coming home from NZ was also the right choice but the wallpaper is turning yellow #PLEASE IM AN ADULT GET ME OUT OF HERE #I MISS MY APARTMENT EVEN THO IT WAS COLD AND THERE WERE SQUIRRELS IN THE CEILING #my brother is my arch nemisis currently bc he took my room i want it BACK i deserve the privacy! i learned to drive first!! and im nicer!!!

[wibble-wobbegong]

i have never fought with my mom before but brother i am feeling Annoyed. we are not going to be late because i leave at 7:07 instead of 7:00. school literally starts at 7:45.

#sorry annoyance with my mom is spiking #basically raising her kids for her in every way except money #and when she used to drive us we’deave even later than i normally leave bc she’s pouring herself coffee and we were STILL so early i couldnt #go into the school yet #i drive ur kids everywhere i plan your son’s birthday #your daughter gets out of an abusive home and SHOCKINGLY she’s depressed to hell and back and starts hurting herself!! but no IM the one who #has to fight for her to get put in therapy too #i had to hide thd kids and put her to bed and stand guard and call the cops for her #i got a job literally a week after she told me to get one #me when i have to explain my sister’s sensory issues to my mom so she’ll leave her alone #me after i tell my mom my brother probably needs to be put into therapy too but she wont listen to me and then she’s shocked when the doctor #tells her he has anxiety issues #who wouldve guessed #not to mention the many months long period where she straight up wouldnt feed us #like. didnt buy the groceries #were good now but at least if it happened Now id have the money to doordash us stuff #im grateful for my mom bc she’s done good things for us and doesnt hurt us but good god #rant over #sorry i ran out of my mood balancers this morning #dear diary

[lilgynt]

me when my family doesn’t check on me at all when i’m sick (this has been ongoing since i was a child and i don’t know why it upsets me):

#personal #like earlier this week when i was hung over and puking i get why no one checked on me #make ur bed and all #but like everytime i get sick my family just leaves me alone and it’s sucks #i have like. one or two memories of my mom being nice to me when i was sick as a kid #i feel spoiled wanting more but i want someone to ask if i’m okay #to grab me medicine if i’m too tired to #grab me water maybe #i had a dream when i sleeping about grabbing a water bottle and filling my other one with ice and water and woke up not even realizing it #was a dream until i needed water #i had no idea what i was gonna do food wise but luckily my mom made food tonight #didn’t tell me till i got out of bed for more water and medicine #and the only time my mom has talked to me about this today is to tell me to take a covid test #gets mad and blames me when parts of it are missing #im positive i put them back but honestly what’s real #and then tells me to stay away to not get her sick which fair #my friends tell me their moms tuck them in and cook them food and i just want that too #or just asking if i’m okay #like i think i offer my family support when their sick #i get them meds water buckets to puke in or like i just ask if i can do anything #not to say they’ve never done anything but i just wish i didn’t have constant reminders that like #they really dont like me

[hafwen]

Timmy tried to join Lillie and i during our snuggle time and she hit him in the nose

Poor dude is the strongest and biggest but had the worst life before us so he gets scared so easily

He ran down the hall to one of mine and his normal snuggles and I have joined him.

It was so brave, he's never tried to do it before

Lillie why can't you just support him!

#when he first got here he hid for a whole day and hissed #and we left him alone overnight #apparently that flipped the switch because when we went in the next day he was weaving and rubbing our legs so hard! #i had to sit and he just got in my lap and purred #so yeah hes very nervous and its easy to overstimulatie him and he runs away to hide #if he doesn't want attention you will not pet him #but that's okay i only wanted him to get better at telling me when to stop without drawing blood #we got there it took a few years but now he flicks his tail and even puts his ears back if hes really done #im so proud #Lillie can get her apparently 1:1 snuggle time in a bit when he leaves #grayson comes in most nights but i think since he doesn't want on the bed she doesn't care if hangouts with us #poor Timmy #timmy #Lillie #grayson #so i have cats and a dog

[cynically-optomistic]

im trying to eat dinner with a toddler literally sitting over my takeout why.

#just. why #im so hungry please leave me alone i put u to bed four times already #they are literally shoving their face in front of my chopsticks im going to take their eye out accidentally

[churipu]

YOU SLEEPING ON A COUCH AFTER AN ARGUMENT 𓆝 ⋆｡𖦹°‧

featuring. gojo satoru, geto suguru, toji fushiguro x reader

note. i hv so many ideas right now apart from what i'm actually supposed to be focusing on, so...pls excuse me.

GOJO SATORU. arguments with gojo are a pain in the ass, he's petty and everything will be a mess. he's so stubborn that it actually baffles you sometimes — and he calls you rock head?

being a sorcerer is never an easy job. gojo wakes up every day, not knowing whether he'd die in a mission or get to live another day. so when you brought up your concerns about it to him, the male didn't take it lightly. things have been tight for him, and you're walking on eggshells for the past few days.

the slightest thing angered him, like how his sleeve got stuck on the door handle, or the way he curses out loudly when he stubs his toe on the coffee table. it puts him in a shitty mood, so when that happens, and you try to talk to him about his job.

gojo gets very pissy about it.

frankly, you understood where his anger comes from. and it was part of your fault to bother him the moment he came back from work exhausted, it was bound to happen so you weren't really blaming him at all from the projecting of his anger to you the night before — he didn't say hurtful things, gojo knew better than that. all he did was tell you to leave him alone and get out of his sight for the night.

and you did. sleeping alone on the couch, all sprawled out, an arm dangling on the edge; while a string of drool dribbled down the corner of your lips.

you seemed to not mind having to sleep on the couch (under your own want). but your boyfriend did, the moment he knew your bed time strikes — he came out of the room and eyed your sleeping form. guilt washing over him when all you did was care about his being and how dangerous the jujutsu world is.

gojo approaches you and gently carried you in his arms, an arm right under your bottom and his other arm around your waist. hoisting you up like a baby as your cheek leaned onto his shoulder, letting the drool blotch his shirt. he doesn't care at all.

the male tucks you in the bed, pulling the covers over you before slipping next to you, chest pressed to your back and an arm resting on your hip. gojo will never let you sleep a whole night on the couch, he will bring you to sleep with him and apologize the very next day for being such an ass.

he also, tried to make it up to you by cooking a classic english breakfast. which ended up in chaos — and you both decided to order take out instead.

GETO SUGURU. geto is usually calm and collected; he doesn't really get angry at anything. even if he does, he mostly keeps it to himself unless it really bothers him. but since humans have certain capacities to their own emotion — geto is not spared from being angry, no matter how calm he is.

after the death of amanai, you could feel him change. your geto. it was traumatizing for him, and you understood. always being there for him, never leaving him alone. the dark circles under his eyes were apparent, and it looked like he hasn't had a good night sleep for what seemed like . . . weeks, or months, if that's even possible.

geto appreciated your company, really. but sometimes, he also wanted to be left alone to dwell on his feelings. he didn't want to end up saying hurtful things to you because he was so angry at himself. but he did, and god was it horrible.

he was already feeling like shit before the argument— which if you see, wasn't really an argument at all. it was one-sided, geto was telling you off and you didn't say anything back. because you knew he didn't mean it. he almost desperately begged for you to leave him alone because your presence was "annoying" him and he couldn't stand it.

although geto said it in a heap of moment. he didn't mean it, and before he could say anything else, you tell him that you were going to be sleeping on the couch, so if he needed anything he was free to come to you.

geto didn't stop you. he was busy hating on himself for telling you that — and believe me when i say that he, right there, almost cried out of frustration.

he tossed and turned on his bed. where you were usually on too, beside him, holding his hand whilst he sleep. your hushed voice lulling him into a peaceful slumber; but you weren't there today, all because he told you to leave him alone. geto sat up, his eyelids heavy, but no matter how long he shut is, they always open back up.

with slow and heavy steps, he approaches you on the couch. and geto had always knew that you were a light sleeper, so his footsteps awoken you. seeing your eyes flutter open, geto slid on the couch, laying himself on top of you — head on your chest, arms clutching onto your shirt like he's desperate for your presence, and his legs intertwining with yours.

getos' hushed apologies were heard as he leaned into your warmth, and you told him that you were never angry. brushing his hair, massaging his scalp using your fingertips before lulling him to sleep, and geto did. almost immediately. and so did you.

he could never sleep without you. whether it being on the bed, the couch, or anywhere else — as long has you were with him, he will find the ability to drift off.

TOJI FUSHIGURO. is an ass. let's face it — he wouldn't give a fuck if you decided to sleep on the couch after an argument, at least for the first couple of hours. toji is a blunt man, and he's a sole believer that nobody could bear sleeping on the couch when there's a bed in the house.

but you were there to prove him wrong.

after an argument going south, he finds you grabbing your pillow and then seeking shelter on the couch. and he clicked his tongue in annoyance, knowing you'd come crawling back on the mattress after a few hours — because who'd choose the couch over the bed?

you. apparently.

he slept without a single care, thinking of words to say when you finally decided to come back on the bed. but when he woke up at three am, his arm searching to find your body, but realizing all he was catching was air — he finally realized that you weren't coming back onto the bed.

and it annoyed him. he was angry that you weren't there. and at three am? he was already wide awake, walking out of the room angrily. but his gaze softened when he saw you asleep, the constant flashing light from the television panning on your body; toji walks over, snatches the remote and turns the device off.

letting out a soft sigh, toji squats down, flicking your forehead. and the action was enough to make you grimace lightly in your sleep — although not enough to wake you up completely. the male chuckled and prepped an arm under the hollow under your knees, and an arm across your shoulder.

with ease he brought you into your shared room and he laid you down on the bed, covering your body with the blanket before he slips into his own portion of the bed. scooting closer to you as you instinctively nuzzled into his chest, seeking for comfort.

toji wouldn't admit that he was the one who brought you into the bed and would end up saying how you came crawling back at three am. you always find out the truth though, and toji tells you to forget about whatever he did because he won't be doing it again (he will).

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