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mintaikcorpse · 2 months

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Me reading a fic where the person had an identidy realization that they were in he aroace spectrum and now they were figuring themselves out(I finally found something that understood me and a romance I could relate to after all these years)

#love loses! you're on the aroace spectrum and you dont fucking know what you are but you're definitely on the spectrum #but it's so hard to explain bcuz how do youve never had a real crush on someone but also have had platonic feelings for someone #and dont want to do the romance thing but also still want to have a queer platonic relationship and do romance things?#YOU DONT #IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE TO ME BUT I JUST KNOW #ESPECIALLY BECAUSE I CANT JUST GET CRUSHES ON PEOPLE IT TAKES YEARS I'VE ONLY HAD 1 CRUSH THROUGHOUT MY LIFE #AND I JUST WANTWD TO BE FRIENDS WITH HIM #I thought that was just me but the author was projecting and explained perfectly what i was going through #and ik i say “I cried” a lot when talking about something but i did actually cry #had to put my phone down bcuz it felt so nice to be understood #idk just venting and rambling lol #aroace #ace spectrum #gotta keep a journal on this bcuz i want to explain to people but it's so hard for even me to grasp #and i feel like they won't believe me anyways bcuz ive tried to himt st it but i just get weird looks #its annoying but it is what it is #aromantic #asexual #lgbt #queer #talking #rambling

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padawansuggest · 9 months

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I really hate pining with all my heart, so here’s an idea: CodyWan who fall in love within the first month of meeting each other and hold hands and give hugs and little nuzzles and everyone else is like ‘yeah. Cody and the General. They sure are friendly…’ but no one says it to them till they overhear it one day and straight up go ‘we got married on month two of dating’ and everyone loses their minds they thought they were in a ‘everyone but them knows they’re married’ AU but they’re actually in a ‘speedrun strangers to old married couple’ AU and they’re so confused.

#star wars #obi wan kenobi #clone wars #commander cody #codywan #I’m both demiromo and ace so pining has no interest to me at all #you either find your soulmate and immediately fall in love or you don’t Lmao #I asked her to marry me before I asked her out you know and she said yes #pining is like the opposite of my likes I want them to immediately start to date and then face the REAL monster #which would be reality and life around them and maybe raising padawans idk #I’m so tired of stories that end with them confessing and then nothing else #me and my gf want the happy ending okay we wanna see them be stupid and in love thanks #I think this is also why I stick to kink fics st least I’m getting them together for that shit

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spawksstuff · 2 months

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The Cowboy and the Poet According to De's Characters

He was an old time cowboy Don't you understand His eyes were sharp as razor blades His face was leather tanned

His toes were pointed inward From a hangin' on a horse He was an old philosopher of course

He was so thin I swear You could have used him for a whip He had to drink a beer To keep his breeches on his hips

I knew I had to ask him About the mysteries of life He spat between his boots And he replied

"It's faster horses

Younger women

Older whiskey

More money

He smiled and all his teeth Were covered with tobacco stains

He said, "It don't do men no good To pray for peace and rain" "Peace and rain is just a way to say prosperity And buffalo chips is all it means to me"

I told him I was a poet I was lookin' for the truth I do not care for horses Whiskey, women, or the loot I said I was a writer My soul was all on fire He looked at me And he said, "You are a liar"

"Son, it's faster horses

Younger women

Older whiskey

More money

Well, I was disillusioned If I say the least I grabbed him by the collar And I jerked him to his feet There was somethin' cold And shiny laying by my head So I started to believe The things he said

Well, my poet days're over And I'm back to bein' me As I enjoy the peace and comfort of reality

If my boy ever asks me What it is that I have learned I think that I will readily affirm

"Son, it's faster horses

Younger women

Older whiskey

More money"

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bumblingbabooshka · 11 months

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write to me

#I drew this when I was VERY stressed (days ago)#bee doodles #Tuvok/Janeway #Janeway/Tuvok #st voyager #st voyager art #letter writing and the preparation of warm beverages #Janeway & Tuvok seem like they'd call each other things like 'my other half' and 'my moral center' and 'my dearest companion' but then you #ask if they're dating and they're like Noooo. Absolutely not. and they're not but they are coming into each other's rooms at night #because neither of them can sleep well and talking about Mark & T'Pel while they lean against one another (holding the warm mugs instead of #hands - that comes later when they can pretend that maybe they were asleep)#because they're the only ones who know Mark & T'Pel - you're the only part of my old life that's here and that's a comfort and that's a #tragedy (because I care about you too much to want you here but I need you too much to wish you were anywhere else - and maybe I'm too #selfish too and too afraid to be alone) and when they're talking about Mark & T'Pel they can ignore the fact that they're leaning against #each other and how good the weight feels and how much their chests ache and how much they want more. Not even sex or a kiss but something #steady that lasts. (hold me close even if you can't tell me it'll be alright)#two people who're loyal to everything - too loyal to ask for what they want. They aren't dating because they're married to ghosts now and #to leave that haunted house would be to admit that there's nothing left there - that the grieving's done - and if the grieving's done then #the loving is too. It has to matter - it has to be present to be real (follow Starfleet rules follow Social rules follow the rules we make #up on the fly and honor as if they've been longstanding. Build a little life with me. Define strong lines we cannot cross. Look into my eyes #to make sure I'm not longing. Double check. Triple check. Don't look away. Please.)#When I want to hear your voice I'll read the words you've written - but I won't ask you to stay #Kathryn Janeway #Tuvok

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pjshermann · 2 months

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the julia post… any chance of some wholesome jude and julia moments in my baby?

oh absolutely, like so many. That’s his MOM 🥲. It’s not a criticism of the book bc I know the main focus was male relationships, but I wish we’d gotten more in-depth with Jude and Julia’s relationship, especially a one-on-one scene with just them and not Harold included.

Speaking of My Baby, there’s actually a scene in the next chapter that’s going to set up a part (one part of many) of Julia’s relationship development with Jude. it’ll be something that Harold wouldn’t be able to relate to but Julia does and therefore Julia has a better understanding of it and how to help Jude deal with it. So your question is very much on time haha

(Also, if you’re the anon who sent in that Julia headcanons ask, don’t worry it’s not being ignored, I’m just preparing the list of headcanons 😉)

(And the other headcanon asks are being prepared too hehe)

#a little life #a little life play #jude st francis #harold stein #julia altman #een klein leven #a little life book #fanfic asks #my baby asks #is that gonna be a tag now #I hope so #I love questions about my fics it makes me do the :3 :D in real life

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post-modern-prometheus · 6 months

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big surprise that the writing by two dudes who have never once had an original thought for themselves is not good......

#my love for st has been going downhill but esp after real life shit... jkr part 2 #i was just thinking i wanted to move my poster from my college house to my childhood bedroom and make a cooler collage wall......

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bbq-hawks-wings · 2 years

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Hi, I can't stop thinking about how Seteth not only writes children's books, nor does he simply write lots of them - reading through an entire book he wrote in one sitting is apparently impressive to him.

Seteth writes both collections of short stories as well as mutli-chapter, standalone books judging by the differences in the books that Hilda and Bernadetta illustrated for him.

This guy wrote an entire big-brain book on war tactics, and now he uses those skills to write about lazy foxes and shy historical figures to speak directly to little ones in ways they can understand. He pours himself into writing his new books for children specifically so they have stories and values to cling to and comfort them as they grow and experience turbulent times - taking direct inspiration from how his own daughter held to the ones he made just for her when she wished she could have some new, exciting fairy tale to love in the midst of crushing circumstances but there were none to be found before he filled the void himself.

Don't mind me, I'm just crushing on the 2D dragon man harder every day.

#no wonder hilda fell for him so hard in their supports #and Bernie clearly was helped in being able to act out the real life lessons hidden in the tale of St. Cichol and Indech #seteth is just one of those guys who was clearly born to be a husband and a father and i love it #she speaks #seteth #seteth fe3h

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shopcat · 11 months

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THIS. i love you

#🐾#so real...#eddie's personality facets to me are loser -> 20 year old virgin (virginity is a construct) (he has never had sex in his life) -> f slur #-> likes heavy metal. also autistic in there somewhere #audhd if u wanna get a little cool w it .. of course #and he's a little baby cat with big brown eyes who can see for miles and miles and loves with all its heart #and collects garfield mugs .#sts

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cakeinthevoid · 3 months

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(I'm not sure if you do writing asks, so feel free to disregard if you're not interested 😅)

Happy Storyteller Saturday, Void!

What kind of scene intimidates you most? Do you end up including it anyway (if the story calls for it), or do you do your damndest to avoid it?

oh my gosh!! Happy STS! I’m always down for writing asks :))

This one was kind of tough to think about. At first I was going to say action scenes… there is definitely a lack of them in my writing, as I bet I could count on one hand the amount of fight scenes I’ve actually written, despite having so many in my mind. Thing is, I still wouldn’t say I’m intimidated by writing something like that. It’s definitely a challenge, but if I needed to, I would do my best to write it.

So what truly intimidates me?

…That One Scene. You know the one. The one that you’ve had envisioned for your character since day one. Something SUPER important—maybe the climax of their character arc, or the moment they realize something terrible. High stakes, high emotions… Something you NEED to hit just right, but you can’t imagine your writing ever doing it justice to how you’ve envisioned it in your mind.

I have several of these. More than one per character sometimes, like for Lora. I can talk about and answer questions about these scenes no problem, but putting it into writing… I don’t want to let myself down, you know? In this case… yea, I am kind of doing my damndest to avoid writing these.

Even the current thing I am working on! I had a dream of where I had this one vivid emotional whump scene that I immediately noted down because I liked the idea so much. …currently, I’ve written nearly 2m words of buildup just to get to that scene. Partially because I want it to hit harder, partially because I am avoiding writing That One Scene I have.

BUT I AM FORCING MYSELF TO FINISH THIS ONESHOT!!! I will write this scene!!!!

thanks for the ask :))) <33

#FRR THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING. AAAAAAAAA #I see these STS asks all the time from your blog and I think they are so neat!!!!!#i love asks <3 #writing rambles #witg any luck I’m going to get this one shot done today and just post it to get it out of my head #then I’ll be able to do my actual real life responsibilities 💀

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urnotjaysflight · 2 years

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what if season 5 started with a flashback to byler meeting at the swings

#byler #stranger things 4 #stranger things 5 #st season 5 #byler is real #will loves mike #mike loves will #byler forever #byler for life

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unproduciblesmackdown · 11 months

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eddie bracken as orville wingait in summer stock (1950)

#don't get it wrong abigail whacking orville upside the head is during their comedy backstage 5 sec to Resolution ending rush #literal last minute conclusion crunch in unsurprising formatting lol; i chose a more peaceful gif to end on. note the prior one's [feet Up]#i hope this illustrates There Is Much Material. more clips than this & truly as good or better a role as any others to choose from here #summer stock #conveniently it's apparently wingait in the movie but via that casting news this (2023) role is wingate #tcm fancam life...we've all been there. akd talking abt meet me in st. louis like maybe i should rewatch lol. have to muddle through someho #anyways there's for sure room to like grab a little thread of plot and enhance it in this story. e.g. orville & abigail could talk Thrice #their B-plot / more idiosyncratic romance there is still >>>>>> the main JUDY & GENE one unsurprisingly even w/o a third convo lol #whoops the main guy is an asshole. judy/jane learns she loves show business so just kinda may as well be in love w/the show guy ig #like girl you don't have to be...but ofc already although her & orville's dynamic is pleasant enough she seems somewhat disinterested #while fascinatingly for our purposes though orville is framed a bit like [this NERD] he can't be too dunked on b/c [romantic B-plot]#meanwhile abigail's Undeserving Of Gene/Joe (she is but she's too good for him) qualities being just that she's been too Indulged so like #in her lack of protestant ethic farm work she's so conceited & sensitive that she wants to rest & not be yelled at???#smash cut to for real judy/jane on Opening Night like asking tentatively like oh romantic interest you're Not gonna yell at me..??#but she's been Hard Working so she will tolerate the physical AND emotional demands. but she's also more Talented than abigail #so joe need not be mean to her Anyways like. okay wild maybe we could rework that but congrats abigail for NOT ending up w/him fr #meanwhile orville's arc (joe has none to speak of save realizing he wants to make out w/this other woman now) is as clear as anyone's #extricate himself from otherwise only getting to be an extension of his father who is generally interfering / directing / demeaning him als #another ''well i don't know about that'' element in that when orville Does tell him to cut that out his dad actually just rolls with that #and becomes more amicable lol like well that does work out & it's unsurprisingly like cmon orv you can't LET him treat you like that...#and if you didn't? he'd just be like ''oh haha okay''...like is abigail supposed to be ''right'' abt uhh romance there but yet she's just #too sensitive to handle Tell Don't Ask / No Apologies? maybe; but they both end up getting to Not Stand For It lol. i think that that would #ofc still be fun to develop. whereas w/joe it's like uh maybe make him Not a huge asshole in the end / judy p much in love w/Showbiz....#abigail & orville out here decidedly Not About Nonsense....but still a bit zany ig such that after the [imagine the foley] hit: it's good #like i'm sure it's ''orville's still enough of a NERD to be chill w/that'' & ''abigail's still DIFFICULT enough to put her foot down''#['50 gender politics] we all know that couple whose flaws & idiosyncrasies allow them to Apologize & Ask & use their inside voices #and be all upset if someone's trying to demean them. unlike True Romance of the man who won't bully his wife if she earns it :')#joe could instead uhh be a harried director who's actually Wrong for being a dick to his gf (if we even include that) w/the various sources #of pressure to make a show Work but there's all this req'd spontaneity / flexibility anyways & he learns that even if he's clenching throug #it he can Not take it out on other people / Make it succeed by Making ppl do anything. & also jane reminds him of Passion for this.

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gothixm00nz · 2 years

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In other news, I was once told by some straight girl on tiktok to [GAME OVER] myself because I ship Will x Mike and Steve x Eddie... so uh, gotta love the homophobes...

Also this chick shipped Robin x Steve and I'm fucking SICK. I AM SICK. That's just blatant homophobia.... we can't let them keep getting away with this.