#romanticising eating…

[wistful-giselle]

foods to heal the soul & body 🦪 ~~

all fruit & berries — raspberries, blueberries, blackberries….. freshly picked, ideally, in a little wicker basket…. pair with live yogurt or kefir and nuts and seeds to eat like a fairy or bird-like creature……

organic vegetables of all colours — kale, squash, mushrooms, carrots, edamame, potato, beetroot, chard, (baby) cucumber, sweetcorn, peppers — for beautiful salads with chickpea hummus and oils and tofu and olives and feta cheese….

seasonal treats for winter : bûche de noël and marzipan fruit and crystallised petals and hot milk with honey like a child before bedtime and pink heart biscuits for valentine’s day….

for autumn : toffee apples and mulled wine and syrupy coffee and oat porridge with banana in the morning and hearty seasonal soup with hot soft bread to break and share… .

for spring : hot cross buns with (homemade) cherry jam and simmel cake and chocolate rabbits with gold foil and eggs to paint….

for summer : lychees and watermelon and white peaches and figs off trees and ice cream by the seaside and freshly caught fish stewed with cherry tomato and herbs and onion and lentils…

little garnishes — edible flowers, parsley, pomegranate seeds, pistachio, rosemary and thyme, lavender lemongrass….

and above all, whatever brings joy alongside sustenance — dates stuffed with almond butter, italian fettuccine in antique bowls, birthday cake and non-birthday cake, oysters, melon cut out to look like stars, sushi and sashimi, jellies in fanciful moulds, crepes from french markets and stroopwafles from dutch markets…. etc.

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#romanticising eating… #mine #food #nutrition

[nonsensegnomes]

Ring of Honor DVD Case Designs | CM Punk

#guessssss what i've been watching for the last while #i will NEVER enjoy anything as much as i enjoy romanticising fun & corny early 00s dvd covers <3 #i want to print these out and eat them i NEED to keep an unordered stack of discs on my bedside table 😖 #cm punk #ring of honor #roh #wrestling #appreciate the punk v. joe one that makes it look like a presidential race w/ the red & the blue... v v funny to me

[avataroft4t]

my friend asked me “have you listened to hoziers new songs”

my ass is trans and very autistic about hannibal, i have that shit implemented inside my veins at this point

#hannibal #hozier #eat your young #autism #sorry for romanticising cannibalism (i’m not) #rip hannibal you would’ve loved eat your young 2023

[miffytiramisu]

Watching people (a singular person) say they don’t appreciate cannibalism being used to represent queerness in Bones and All because it reinforces queerness being associated with grotesque fetor is so interesting to me. Me, personally, I feel as though it perfectly encapsulates the feeling of “otherness” that comes with growing up queer in a mostly heterosexual/ homophobic space.

Even before I realised that I was a lesbian, I always felt like a pariah amongst other girls. Like a voyeur encroaching in on soft femininity, a form that I felt I was too amorphous and fetid to fit into. It always felt as though there lurked an inkling of “errant-ness” in me surrounded by everyone else.

Seeing Maren in a voracious fit bite off that girls fingers resonated with me because I always felt with other girls this fear of doing something wrong to come across as the perverse, creeping queer. Her cannibalistic tendencies, to me, really paralleled how I carry my lesbianism sometimes. As something to be ashamed of or that would turn others away from me.

#bones and all #taylor russell #timothée chalamet #I also haven’t even seen the fucking film #so maybe I’m just talking to talk #I’m also just a huge fan of cannibalism in media in general soo.. #not in like a creepy I wanna eat people jeffrey Dahmer romanticiser way #moreso I like how it can be used as a symbol in media #lesbian #queer #lgbtqia #maren yearly #maren bones and all #girlblogging

[cattons]

everything tiktok says about saltburn pisses me off so it being branded a "tiktok movie" is like being hit over the head with a cartoonishly large mallet every day

oh anon don’t get me started tiktok sensationalism will be the death of me.. it’s crazy how both the haters And enjoyers on that app managed to piss me off just terrible takes coming from all sides. i argued with a man on hinge the other day because he saw it in my letterboxd top 4 (<— awful sentence need to reevaluate my life) n felt the need to drivel on about style over substance shock value etc. turns out he hadn’t even watched the movie he’d just “seen enough through tiktok” 😭

#just earlier i saw someone say it romanticised eating disorders! #do words have meanings anymore!!!

[sigmoon]

Idk how to explain it but I gen love your Nikolai series, but in a psychological thriller way if it makes sense... it's so disgusting I just sit the whole time like 😨😨😨 /pos

Mission accomplished, I guess. Although there's smut in Lupus in Fabula, I don't write it just for the sake of the smut, or because I think the scenario is hot. It's one aspect of the story, but not what the story is about. What I'm trying to do is write a toxic relationship and a possible reason for someone ending up in one. It's just fictional, of course, not based on true events, but I'm practicing writing stories like that one and making the characters' actions and choices understandable if that makes sense? And I definitely want to add some key elements of psychological thrillers. I want to write flawed characters who make horrible choices, I want to upset and move my readers, and really focus on my characters' emotions and inner lives.

I don't fully remember anymore how I came up with the plot (anxiety-induced memory loss is real), but it included thinking of which dynamic between two characters would be creepy and gross and projecting that onto a fictional character.

I also wanted to experiment with power imbalances, manipulation, and writing from the POVs of both the manipulator and the victim, in hopes of portraying the mind games authentically, without the victim being just stupid and the manipulator being just evil without either of them having multiple layers and reasons for their behaviors.

We're still at the beginning and I'm still learning as I write, this is a writing practice for me, after all, but I'm looking forward to sharing the rest of the story with you and I hope my plan works out :0

To sum it up, I have no idea what I'm doing, except that I had this idea and needed to write it.

And I'm very happy that you like it so much!

#and once again: i am not romanticising toxic relationships or any of the dark content i write. #chit chat #anons<3 #bsd #nikolai.bsd #lupus in fabula #dark content #dead dove do not eat

[confinesofmy]

me and my grandmother and cousin are going to visit an ancient monument next week and i'm sooo excited. because of the monument, for sure, because that is fucking crazy, but also honestly because i'm going to pack lots and lots of foods and drinks and supplies and i've got the route all planned out and all possible stops along the way. idk why i'm like this but planning and executing a trip is literally about 50% of my enjoyment.

#i told my cousin the menu and she replied HUMMUS so that's a win #i'm also making muffin tin onigiri sushi which will be fun! #might eat those while driving tbh #and i always make homemade chai as a treat for when we go places together and last time i made it it was so good we were lowkey shaken #i don't mind giving myself a lil treat i love a lil treat & i romanticise & structure as much of my life as possible to facilitate treats #but there's just something really special about sharing treats #i keep thinking about how i'm going to pack the cooler and best utilise the space and getting really excited #like i just can't wait to see how it all comes together #i definitely anticipate repackaging my sandwich ingredients 4+ times looking for the perfect fit #adam yaps

[highkeyanerdbutyolo]

A couple days ago I looked up eating disorders again because I haven’t been eating well and I just feel like shit because I was doing so so good and now I’m back where I started and I don’t feel good and I don’t look good and I just hate how I feel right now and I have this compulsive need in my head that I need to start over somewhere new somewhere better where I can be a better version of myself but such a place doesn’t exist

#tw: ed mention #tw: ed #this is not me romanticising it #let me repeat #do NOT romanticise eating disorders #this is a horrible HORRIBLE feeling and even if I don’t feel it right now I over came it before and I know I’ll overcome it again #just sucks though #I feel like I’m in a constant loop of breaking cycles and I am so tired

[bbgpinkyeonie]

from tomorrow, im gonna try "wonyoungism". I want to be the best version of myself and i will be. I'll start my day with stretching, then drink a cup of soy milk, do my skin routine, do pilates andget ready for the rest of the day. I also want to learn new choreos and dance more. my food will ALWAYS look great and cute. im gonna buy myself more cute stuff and i want most of my things to be pink. my ed is still going to be here, but from now it's going to be more romanticised.

my life is going to be better form now. 🩷

#ana trigger #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #i want to be weightless #i want to disappear #tw ana shit #bede motylkiem #wonyoungism #nie chce jeść #thig gap #thigh g4p #i wish i was weightless #romanticise your life #tw ed diet #tw ed but not sheeran #4norexi4 #4n4rexia #4n0rexic #3d girl #pink pilates girl

[hella1975]

BTW HELLSTIE! I AM HAVING THOUGHTS ON BLOOD AND CONSUMPTION AS A SYMBOL OF LOVE THAT I THINK YOU WOULD ENJOY.

Like there's this brand of song, yk what I mean, the girls a little off kilter, she sounds like maybe she's not doing the most a ok, but she's singing about love and she's singing passionately. Stuff like The Dismemberment Song, The Red Means I Love You, An Unhealthy Obsession, Mania, they're just great. And it's like, blood as this thing that brings us together and that we share and love that's messy and about consuming maybe overpowering like idk! Get a little funky get a little real with the fact that maybe their love is a bit fucked up and no that is not going to stop them and it's just like love love love it's red it splatters it will stain your clothes and it's coppery and filling and real and in everyone and it's just like, blood <3

One of my favorite quotes from uuuuh The Red Means I Love You that just makes me go do insane every time:

"You leave me high and dry

A rush comes to my mind

At the drops of blood you leave behind

Run as you might, my love will never, ever

Stop

And I've always heard it's what's inside"

And well yeah i figured you would maybe have thoughts about it <3 mwah I love you ik you'll be so so cool about this (and if you're not you'll do it in an incredibly cool way anyways so)

CW for like, blood gore torture and drugs I think if you end up listening to the songs btw (it's mostly Mania that's like that though)

#ANONNNNNNN <3333 TALK TO ME ABOUT THE RED MEANS I LOVE YOU AGAIN SEE WHAT HAPPENS (WE MAKE OUT COVERED IN BLOOD) #off-kilter women in songs singing about murder but in a way where you have to be like 'IS this about murder?' #bc they've romanticised it sm and are so delusional about it is just AGGGGHHHHHH i eat it UP #ask

[literalite]

i would be more expressive about nayef’s situation but there’s things in there idk how well would be received. really

#i shouldn't be considering there is also something of this vein later down the line in one of my other stories and i think it make it quite #clear that although i'm not exactly averse to romanticising the occasional objectively morally fucked thing (cough eating people) there are #things i am actually condemning and examining in my own way i suppose #but again its more of a are you going to take everything i do in bad faith or am i just conveying the stories of ocs that have taken form #in my mind without like relative conscious control. do you know what i mean #additionally its like even though i make the most horrible ocs like EVER. truly despicable people and i do mean that. they're just sort of #objectively attractive but also what does ugliness really mean in the service of portraying a character? #but beauty can be used as apologia for characters i do not in fact want to be redeemed so its like hmmmm #anyways thats my sleep deprived rant of the night time to hop into photoshop #seph.txt

[wistful-giselle]

plans for the evening, 31st october .22

I am in the midst of my dinner -- a whole pomegranate, pulling apart with wet red hands, the seeds like rubies or fish eggs (not advised; eat real food for dinner). juice like blood staining my fingers, my white shirt, my wall. my room is full up with overripe fruit --- I am continually kept company by fruit flies, now. I am surrounded by my books. I am trying to write on milk and blood and Eucharist and feminine cannibalism except my brain is flitting away. it is halloween --- I am going out, tonight. I will dress soon --- a lace dress and red corset and red boots and cape and basket and little ribboned plaits --- angela carter's little red riding hood. I am venturing into the night alone, to later join with my friends --- for courage I have plenty of red wine. I might start with a mug of hot mulled wine, first, to soothe me. I had my rituals earlier in the week, I will read my tarot tomorrow, I think. and I think, I am an adult, I am a girl, this is my youth, this is the end of it, I am being brave, I am rotting away and romanticizing it, I am in love with existence, I am in love, I will never love. oh, but I am grateful to be here.

#diary #on a serious note please don't romanticise unhealthy eating habits #<3 #halloween #mine

[willows-woes]

"you'd restrict yourself all day and then eat enough to make you sick at dinner, feel bad, and the cycle continues." hearing it from someone else's mouth just makes it feel sadder.

#that. that was exactly what i was doing though #and i in no way mean to romanticise this #but i didnt realise someone noticed the overeating at the end of the day part. and then i'd feel guilt. and then i'd restrict again. #this would happen nearly every single day. #i repeatedly considered the b.e.d diagnosis until i realised binges are usually a) an out of body experience [nope] #and b) emotion driven [also nope] #tw ed #tw disordered eating #tw eating disorder #tw disordered behaviour #tw eating issues

[dottcre]

have not hit u guys with cannibalism things in a while. stay tuned.

#it originally started as a joke bc i got intrusive thoughts about eating things which were alive #now i’m embracing said thoughts #i won’t do it irl (obviously. theyre intrusive thoughts 😭) but no one has ever said u cant sexualize and romanticise them 🤷 #so here i am now with an actual kink #at least thats what i think happened #unless its some other deeply rooted trauma i have #@ tearoom chatter !

[awokerph]

—— crawlers starters.

a remake of my old starter list based on my favourite crawlers songs from a blog ive long since deleted. feel free to change as you see fit, and stan + stream crawlers bc they are fruity as hell (minus harry we love him tho).

warnings for: alcoholism, weed, implications of an ED as well as self harm.

COME OVER (AGAIN).

"You can't fake it; that's telling."

"You're too young to know her."

"I think I'll go to sleep."

"I won't think about you."

"Come over."

"Come over again."

"I want you to know I see how you used to be before you knew me."

"I see how you used to be before you knew me."

"I'm just so sick, I can't even look at myself."

"I can't even look at myself."

"It's a mental hell."

"Take her name out of her mouth."

"You don't deserve to mourn."

"You just love the attention."

"Do you get bored?"

"Just wait 'til you're sure."

"Pity she's a whore."

MONROE.

"I hate my mirror."

"If she's pretty, then I like me."

"They act like they don't want me."

"I see you every night."

"Please, love."

"I want control."

"At least I've got my money."

"Guess all I'm worth is fucking money."

"Tell 'em to be nice."

BREATHE.

"I'm losing myself and I don't know how."

"Let me breathe!"

"Breathe."

"Will you ever learn?"

"It'll stab you in the back when your back is turned."

"We won't set ourselves in our own demise."

STATUES.

"You're the ulcer that always tends to bleed."

"We don't smoke the same weed."

"You make me so calm."

"Let the statues fall."

"Does it feel right? Does it?"

I CAN'T DRIVE.

"I drove my car off the bridge."

"Fuck it, I can't drive."

"But I like to imagine."

"I cried into her arms, I never cry like that."

"Take it from me."

"I'm not looking for anybody."

"It's loud without noise."

"I think my head hates my guts."

"It's been seven months."

"I saw you with her."

"The months felt like filler."

"I'm not angry, I just really thought you cared."

"It's only when you're drunk, you give me time to spare."

"I wanna start smoking just to feel the rush."

"I liked someone who did it once."

"I wanna get off this road I'm on."

"It's best not to think."

"I don't think of it often, not unless I drink."

"Am I the bad guy here?"

"Give it a few years."

"Give it a few years and you'll be in the backseat."

"I can't even drive."

"I just needed something to romanticise."

"My mother said she was right."

"My mother said she was right when she said "take it from me.""

I DON'T WANT IT.

"I don't want it."

"I don't."

"I can't escape it."

"Would you start to love me if I tried to lose a little weight?"

"I just want your attention."

"I'm not an addict."

"Can't you see I'm self-aware?"

"I saw your message."

"I'll ignore it."

"Life is over, not begun."

"It's not self-harm."

"It's not self-harm, we are smiling."

"I love the drinks when we're not buying."

"I'm not precious."

#roleplay meme #inbox meme #roleplay starters #roleplay #tumblr rpc #rph #roleplay help #*meme #*mine #*starter #*inbox #awokerph #alcohol tw #weed tw #eating disorder tw #ed tw #sh tw #self harm tw #do not romanticise

[annie-river-winchester]

Noodles. Romanticise noodles.

Get yourself chopsticks, learn how to use them and eat noodles while you practice mindfulness.

#my post #my quotes #noodles #ramen #homemade noodles #healthyramen #korean food #japanese food #chopsticks #romanticise your life #romanticise everything #romanticise #romanticize #mindfulness #mindfulpractice #mindfulquotes #mindfulmonday #mindfulawareness #mindfullifestyle #mindful eating #living mindfully #being mindful #infp #infp thoughts #noddle eating #mindfull eating #mindfullness #deep dream #deep thoughts #thought