#scattered memories

[killerinstinctgold]

time will pass you by.. better be prepared

#its me athenax #my memories #scattered memories #tgirl cock🦾

[wayward-wren]

I think my favourite part about Tales of the TARDIS is that we get to see companions who have grown old, who are allowed to grow old.

Because in NuWho its become a trend for companions to leave in violent and brutal ways, only leaving because theyre ripped away. But Tales of the TARDIS let us see companions who grew old, lived lives after the Doctor. They get the soft ending of growing old.

Jamie gets to have daughters and grandchildren. Peri becomes a warrior queen. Vicki gets to live with her love. Tegan gets to chase her own adventures. Jo lives a life with her husband.

They get the opportunity to grow old. Leaving the Doctor isn't the end of them, rather it's the start of a different, maybe even better adventure. These shorts hold then companions and say 'it isn't a tragedy' and it's refreshing after the tragic exits of modern companions.

#Wren rambles #Doctor who #Classic Doctor who #Because so many of their stories could have ended in tragedy #Jamie was dumped back into a war zone with no memories #Vicki knew nothing about living in ancient Greece #Many just left on random scattered planets or space stations #And we had no idea if they had a happy ending or not #No idea if they were right to leave #And they WERE. #It makes me very happy

[teecupangel]

I had a thought earlier: What if Ezio was Desmond's Sage?

Basically, the usual setup with Desmond using the eye to contact Ezio in the library and offering to send him back in time to save his family, but due to the damage he's sustained from the Eye, he can't come with. Once this moment in the Grey is over, he would die. Ezio begs him to come with him, through any means possible. He refuses to leave behind the divine being he is the chosen Prophet for. The being who is going against Fate itself to give him his family back. Desmond just can't say no to Ezio and tries to see if there's anyway he could come with Ezio. He doesn't want to die if he can avoid it. It's then, through the connection with the Eye and the Apple, that he learns about Sages. With a few modifications for Ezio's safety, that could work. Instead of consuming Ezio's mind to take over, he would just live alongside him. When he tells Ezio of it, Ezio accepts.

.

.

When Ezio wakes up, it is to his childhood bedroom. Everything is how it was when he was 17. Is 17. It worked! His family is alive and well! Did the Sage thing work?

"Desmond, are you here?"

'Yes Ezio, i am.'

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Just a thought i had. I imagine that Ezio could let Desmond have control of his body, but Desmond is pretty chill with just watching though Ezio's eyes.

Ezio would have mind conversations with Desmond, which worries his family a lot when they catch him just staring emptily though the air. That and his complete switch in behaviour.

There's probably so many routes to go here, but i'm too sleep deprived to think atm. XD

It doesn’t take long before Desmond realized that all the modifications he made for his consciousness to become part of Ezio had turned him to be the least invasive Bleed to ever be conceived.

Did this count as possession?

Was Ezio even a Sage or was Desmond simply a sentient Bleed?

Wait.

Did that mean that the Bleeding Effect mimicked the experiences a Sage goes through when they start ‘getting’ the Isu’s memories.

Didn’t that mean that there was a possibility that the Animus was based on the research the Isus made to create the-

“Desmond, as interesting as your thoughts are about this subject, I’d prefer it if you were to. Focus!” Ezio was unable to stop himself from raising his voice as he punched one of Vieri’s hired muscles as Desmond liked to call them. The man staggered as he took a few steps back and Ezio swiped his feet before stomping on his groin.

There was a few scandalous looks thrown his way at that attack and Ezio just shrugged.

It wasn’t his fault that Desmond’s skills in unarmed combat bled through to him during these situations and Desmond fought shamelessly dirty.

‘In my defense…’ Desmond quipped from his mind, ‘I was taught that honor and shame have no place when you’re getting ganged up by Templars.’

Ezio grunted as he dodged a punch aimed for his chest, quickly grabbing the wrist and pulling him forward to unbalance him before delivering a high knee strike, making the man gasp as Ezio kneed him on the throat.

Okay, that one was from one of Desmond’s Bleed, not Desmond himself.

But then again…

Desmond was his Bleeds and his Bleeds were him. When he thinks about it that way…

“Desmond…” Ezio gritted as he smacked an incoming kick from another man, quickly jabbing the man’s side before suckerpunching him.

‘Sorry, sorry. My brain’s wacky at the moment.’ Desmond said.

That was an understatement.

Desmond had been in Ezio’s body for only a few hours. They had went outside to try and get a lay of the land and found out the date by Vieri throwing a rock at Ezio and giving Ezio the scar on his lips.

So yeah…

Desmond was still not used to being this… entity inside Ezio’s mind.

“Don’t think too hard.” Ezio backhanded a goon’s cheek hard and fast enough that he was able to topple the surprised and hurt goon with his mind quickly making it known that it was a common technique Altaïr used to do. Ezio tried to focus as he said, “Let’s just get this over with then we can have our mental breakdown in our room, okay?”

‘Yeah, okay.’ Desmond answered and Ezio felt Desmond focus.

It was like his senses became clearer.

His body became lighter.

And…

He could predict everyone’s next move.

To borrow Desmond’s expression at the moment.

Holy shit.

(Desmond doesn’t know it but because he made Ezio his Sage, he is technically a being that has access to Isu senses which he can pass down to Ezio. Ezio’s human body can’t take much of it though so there’s a time limit and that is how Federico comes in and save them because Ezio and Desmond starts getting a headache after using it too much.)

#desmond’s mind is a bit… scattered atm #because he did just transfer his consciousness to ezio #but making sure ezio would not be negatively affected #am i saying the sages’ isu memories are like the bleeding effect? #yes yes i am #i haven’t seen how it appears with basim #haven’t played mirage yet #i promise to play it before the end of the year #i just need to clear the latest event of hsr #ask and answer #assassin's creed #desmond miles #ezio auditore #teecup writes/has a plot #fic idea: assassin's creed

[youareunbearable]

I like to think that Himring has some elf magic on it, or at least prime Noldor construction that allows it to keep standing

Imagine if it did keep standing well into the third age? That you could look across the sea and see the little island with that strange elven fortress on it? Many Men, Elves, and Dwarves alike have sailed to its shores and tried to open its gates, but just like the Doors of Durin, they're sealed shut. Nothing anyone does can open them, and there is no way in either. The walls are unscalable, no grapples will ever find anything to catch onto, and ladders will sway and fall under the strong sea winds. Tunneling under the walls gets one no where either, for if they dig deep they either keep meeting rock, or find water.

This is Himring, the fortress built with the desire to withstand anything a Vala could throw at it, outlast any siege. It was constructed with powerful intent, to be the strong hold and last safety net an eldest brother could use to protect his siblings. Imagine the power a frantic, paranoid, still healing from his torture Maedhros would pour into a place with the mindset of Safety?? Of Protection?? Maedhros would have rituals where every dawn he would walk upon its battlements and talk to himself, talk to Himring, of nothing important, nothing that could be valuable to overhear, but nonetheless the intent of using it for safeguarding, of protection, and providing safety. A ritual of that for over a couple hundred years? Maedhros burns bright with the white flame of life and hes pouring all of that into his fortress. There is a reason Himring is the only thing to survive of Beleriand, it has it's Lord's Will within their foundations.

As far as Himring is concerned, it's still waiting for its Lord to return. It survived the devastation of the War of Wrath that turned the mountains around it to rubble. Its holding against this siege of water surrounding its gates. It will keep holding until its Lord returns, whenever that may be.

#himring #Maedhros #Silmarillion #silm #lotr #she only opens her doors to Maglor who uses her as a home base for a while #the memories become too much so he never stays for long but he comes back every one in a while #he takes elrond there once #and while her interior design is in serious decay shes still beautiful #and maedhros rooms are untouched by time #elrond and maglor spend a day in his rooms reading the letters he kept in his desk and crying about it #he also had little nicknacks of his brothers scattered all over and his wardrobe #has some of Fingon's shirts in them still. perfectly preserved as if they were hung up yesterday

[benetnvsch]

I think it'd be funny if knkd had oddly specific knowledge of whatever was going viral online

#it catches everyone by surprise #he's just like me fr #ill reference stuff im seeing everywhere online and NO ONE knows?? #like?? #idk #kunikida feels like the type of character to have scattered knowledge of everything #like he knows every math equation but doesn't know more then 5 breeds of dogs #can name every country's capital by memory but can't recognize the country by shape #like strange #IDK :'')

[noctuary-eyes]

scene concepts

#OC #illustration #art #artists on tumblr #d&d #fantasy #digital art #dnd #verdant #he kind of became the demigod of depression and got to explore his domain #endless sunless ocean with scattered memories of everyone that has held the mantle #also his village almost got destroyed

[hirazuki]

Mairon/Sauron (Tolkien) Cosplayer + edits: me Photo credit: stevejensen65 Wig: Arda Wigs (Grace, in “Fire Orange”) Contacts: Uniqso (Sweety Crazy Red Demon Eye) Ears: Aradani Costumes (Sun Elf Ears) Circlet: PernCirclets (on Etsy) Gorget: Crystalsidyll (on Etsy) Leather armor: LederFantasies (on Etsy) Fangs: Scarecrow (Small Deluxe Fangs) Dress base is mass-produced/store-bought; boots are my own. In the brooding silence by the light of the moon Running through yesterdays gone wrong -- Poets of the Fall

#mairon #sauron #silmarillion #tolkien #cosplay #some more end-of-First-Age angst ♡ #i really enjoy thinking about the period of time after he rejected eonwe's proposal and before he appeared as annatar in eregion #having to rebuild quietly; somehow find and consolidate all his orcs and other servants that were scattered across the continent #having to learn the layout and lands of a brand new world; keep up with the elven politics and who has established themselves where #working entirely alone; no thuri no gothmog no other high ranking former angband folks he can rely on #and all in secret and with the very recent memory of how melkor and all his works were brought down #rebuilding himself as well in the process #driven by genuine love for middle earth and by anger/spite towards the West and by compulsion/perfectionism; unable to stop #must have been very lonely and bitter work #hits all the best angst spots ^^ #hira cosplays mairon

[waroferas]

do u ever think abt how many ppl just straight up died in the calamity bc it never struck me until i was like . so zoned out doing dishes the other way . whaaaaaat do you mean . what the hell

#zelda’s memorials scattered around in totk . shuts my eyes and drifts away

[tvckerwash]

I hc wash and south (and by proxy, north) as all being ODSTs prior to pfl and one thing I really like about hcing them as such is that it adds another layer of depth to why they were all chosen to be a part of the recovery force.

ODSTs are a special forces unit within the marines, and they're generally used as force amplifiers and in high risk or sensitive operations. two such scenarios include the recovery or recapture of personal and high level assets behind enemy lines, as well as deep reconnaissance and intelligence gathering. ODSTs are also used in politically sensitive operations, which pfl was following the crash of the moi.

so basically, who better to be on the recovery force than former ODSTs who already have a background doing the kind of work that would need to be done?

this also adds to some of the tension between north and south as well imo, as while they're a great team who are capable of working together they clearly have two very different skillsets—south is not portrayed as someone who has the patience necessary for long reconnaissance missions, and part of the reason why team b failed so spectacularly is because two snipers and an intelligence operative are not a good choice for a smash and grab mission. had north been replaced with south things would've probably went way better for them, because south is actually fairly similar to wash in her "get in, get it done, get out" mentality, though where wash comes off as more methodical and is willing to take that "wait and see" approach, south throws caution to the wind and has a "we'll cross that bridge when we get there" approach.

this is probably why wash and south were (on paper at least) going to get eta and iota—south would've benefited greatly from having an ai that was afraid and anxious as it would force her to slow down and think things through more, and wash getting an ai that was happy and cheerful would force him to loosen up a bit and be less high-strung and serious.

#rvb #red vs blue #agent washington #agent south dakota #agent north dakota #related but not related but i think the reason wash and epsilon ended up in the situation they did is bc they were hyper compatible #like most of the ai are paired w a freelancer to either balance something out or to amplify a specific trait #for example north was given theta so he'd get off south's back or sigma could've helped lina be driven by more than just competition #so giving an ai that is memory to someone who already has a great memory in theory seems like it would be good. but if the memory is just a #glowing ball of trauma then. well. it would impact them a lot more than someone who doesn't have a great memory #like tbh i think delta could've gone to maine and epsilon to york bc the guy is kind of scattered and his adhd vibes could benefit from a #better memory while maine who has a habit of letting his anger and frustration get the best of him would've done well w calm logical delta

[abirddogmoment]

I planned my big birding trip for the year and I'm going back to the sand dunes and Grasslands, two places I adored taking Mav. I think it's going to be bittersweet going without him.

But I'm also going to two places I've never been, so those will be new and special for Rory.

#mav memories #personal #idk there's nothing in this post really #im sad mav never got to go back to the grasslands #im glad i took him to the dunes his last weekend #i saved some of his ashes to bring back there #(most are scattered at my usual hiking area so i can visit him often) #theres something meaningful in taking rory to all his old haunts #but something meaningful in visiting new places with rory too #idk its all very emotional and sad and hopeful too

[annabelle--cane]

yknow the more I listen the more I wonder how much of cecil's memory problems are because of supernatural and timeline shenanigans and how much of them are the completely mundane product of dissociation

#there have been scattered very blatant moments where he decides to block upsetting thoughts and memories from his mind and. oh buddy. #wtnv #marina marvels at life

[quietwingsinthesky]

thinking about Sam being pulled out of the pit with Lucifer’s handprints on him from where Lucifer tried to hold on and drag him back in 🥰🥰🥰

#them just being scattered all over his body. handprints and fingerprints and bitemarks that scar and never go away #Lucifer laying claim in every way he can because if Sam has to be taken from him he sure as hell wont be allowed to forget who he belongs to #resouled Sam waking up with no memories and those handprints and dean telling him ‘uhhhhhh yeah Cas made those. getting you out.’ #but Cas very bluntly denies doing so when Sam tricks him into telling him what really happened #tells sam to his face how hard the devil fought to keep him. how he’s been marked so deep Cas can’t remove any of it. #🥰🥰🥰🥰 u know #spn #lucifer spn #sam winchester #samifer

[jizzlords]

────────────────── in the earlier years of hell, specifically when Morningstar crashed into the earth and was the first fallen angel, the seven deadly sins fell shortly after along with him. Ozzie bore witness to Lucifer falling.

Upon witnessing Lucifer's fall, Ozzie's wings were ripped from his back and he was next: falling down, down, down until finally crashing into the earth. In that state of dreary disorientation, Ozzie was still made to fend off wayward Exorcists who followed him down to do as much damage to him as possible when he was already struck and bleeding out. Surviving the attacks, Ozzie — who was one of Lucifer's best friends — immediately sought after the fallen angel. But it was to no avail.

Thankfully, Ozzie's search for Lucifer doesn't end in vain — for instead, Bee was one of the other deadly sins he'd rediscovered. Dazed and spent, the two stuck together ever since and developed an even tighter bond. Ozzie found Mammon not too long after finding Bee. They faced the discomfort of their Sins together, the changes they didn't suffer utterly alone. Still, Ozzie — who knew these individuals pre-fall and what traits they possessed in heaven had now amplified in hell and worsened over time. Ozzie had the displeasure of watching certain Sins change for the worst and some, he was luckily willing or able to tolerate. It couldn't be helped with the Deadly Sins as it was what they all became in the end. Worse versions of their sins. Embodiments.

Centuries passed. Broken bones have long since healed and massive scars webbed where massive gashes once bled the blues. Across his back and alongside his ribs, healed but never forgotten nor forgiven. All this time long since passed with no trace or word from Lucifer despite Ozzie's attempts to reconnect. Answers weren't clear, questions have gone unanswered and are long gone. Resentment has taken its rightful place yet Ozzie still holds out for a call.

The years roll by. That resentment Ozzie harbors within his heart remains frigid and intact in present day and growing stronger, especially when news of a princess being conceived had broken out. Ozzie is familiar with Lilith and Charlie. In fact, Lilith has even gone out of her way to visit him. A proper introduction between Hell's Queen and one of her Seven Deadly Sins.

It was Lilith who introduced him to Charlie. And it was Lilith who somewhat smoothed the fabric of Ozzie's resentment. Although his feelings about everything are certainly not resolved, he respects Lilith significantly and in that, has found a fondness for the princess alike. He (jokingly) took on the unofficial role of an "uncle" as he would be entrusted by Lilith to look after Charlie from time to time. It's because of this, does he know Charlie a little better than the other Sins.

Upon Lilith vanishing, however, Ozzie is reminded of Lucifer. Ozzie still found himself looking after Charlie from time to time but the effort was exhausting. Moreso emotionally than mentally. Even still, Ozzie couldn't recall seeing Lucifer again. Even in times where he'd be left looking after her. It's a sore memory and every time Charlie is sent back home, Ozzie is left even more sore than the last time. The older the Princess became, the less she came around.

Now, Ozzie spends his time living as the Sin he is. Despite a hollow past, he's "moved on" to better things. But it'd be a lie if Ozzie said he never looked back and wondered, never made haphazard attempts to contact with still, no answers. Forgotten or neglected, whatever the case — Ozzie still became a respected Sin and lives vibrantly in his ring as the King of Lust. He could live even more vibrantly if an old friend would answer Ozzie's long-abandoned pleas.

#── ♡ ❝ chain of memories. ( meta ) #its all disheveled in my peanut i call a brain. scattered and all. #time to bleed ozzie's heart as he relives the past in bits and pieces. the scattered debris. :} #long post #im taking this shit over. ozzie's muse is telling the story fuck what viv says akfjsa

[thueenz]

merry christmas everyone i hope your day is good and if youre spending it alone i hope you find joy in every little thing you can and that your day is at least peaceful 💞

#im probably not doing much bc yknooo the highlight of my day was opening the colourmytree msgs love everyone who sent one #wishing as well for you honey to live for pleasant memories💞merry christmas eat yummy food dont die of stomach curse💕💕 #sometimes i wonder if ppl think im using a petname when i say that name LMAO #also...💙💙super special secret merry christmas to you....mwuah mwuah💞💞💞💞💞have a good day #excuse me while i ramble in the tags for a mile #my father said hed finally after months start redoing the flooring in my room so maybe i will finally be free of having all my belongings #scattered. maybe. pray for me i hate being outside of my room for long periods #the energy is STINKY out there!!! #other than that im just going to do whatever probably bc everyone i know is busy doing their own christmas stuff #and i dont speak to my family #hopefully i can still play games idk if ill have my computer w the renovation sobs GOOD LUCK ME #pers

[tzufcallsmeshomps]

my neighbors lost their son and even though it's not my personal immediate loss i hurt all over because it hit so close to home again

he was friends with my brother and his sister is a childhood friend of mine we'd meet in shul and we'd all have shabbat studies with our dads

i didn't recognize his picture at first because he grew up so much and I hadn't been in touch with them in so long i don't know how or whether to reach out because our circles barely touch now but

he was out there protecting us with so many others of our families and that makes him family too- as well as the other three who fell that day

#his name was Gavriel. Gabriel #and even though i didn't know him for quite some time his friends and family said he lived up to his name. i believe them. #may his memory be a blessing #needed to write a thing because i'm feeling scattered #third circle grief

[allovertheatlantic]

oh i wish i was the moon / so that i might be with you / one more time / i wish i can disappear / because i know i can’t stay here / with or without you

hannibal (2013 - 2015), 306 “dolce” ; 309 “and the woman clothed with the sun…” ; 311 “...and the beast from the sea”, created by bryan fuller / happy (2016), mitski / i wish i was the moon (2021), ewan j phillips

#for their many days of separation they would have to visit each other through the mundane devices of day to day life #a memory palace and a hanging moon #will would always know where hannibal was but he could only ever see him through the scattered looking glasses of reminiscence #they could not escape each other so long as the lingered under the same sky #hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannigram #hannibal lecter #will graham #dolce #and the woman clothed with the sun... #and the woman clothed in sun #...and the beast from the sea #hannibal edit #hannibal web #web weaving #paralells #the moon #separation