#seasonal depresh

[inkdrinkerofthevoid]

Seasonal depression

Winter depression: Wanting to just crawl under the covers and never come out. The world feels hostile, angry, and you’d rather die than face it for another day. You haven’t seen the sun in days- you feel weaker, deteriorated. You’re tired all the time and it’s unbearable to do anything. You’re supposed to be celebrating the holidays. You’re supposed to have your life together. All you want to do is stay home but after a time the being alone begins to kill you. Everything around you dead and feeling like the days are so long that they will never come back to life again. 

Spring depression: The sun playing tricks on you- it looks warm out but it’s not. This is also supposed to be a fresh start, a new day, but you feel like you haven’t shaken off the cold yet. The flowers are blooming and it devastates you because you don’t have time to enjoy them. Summer and winter both distant. Hating yourself for not loving it enough, breaking your promises. And then, that creeping feeling that it’s too warm this early in March. Did the daffodils come out as early last year? You can’t remember. Things growing and you, in the soil, stagnating, feeling like a swan among ducklings. 

Summer depression: The worst kind of depression in my opinion. Summer is life and death mixed in one. Again, the feeling of wasting days, because this is meant to be the best time of the year but you’re spending it inside. Again. Everyone seems to busy and away and you start to get lonely. You’re busy, too, you have to keep working, and if you’re not working, the thought always lingers in the back of your mind that you’ll have to soon. It drives you insane. You lose yourself. The days pass slowly but the months go by fast, and soon you feel like it’s all slipped away and you forgot to enjoy it. Summer is always yearning for summers past and then weeping when the flowers rot. 

Autumn depression: Again, so much beauty around you and not enough energy to appreciate it. It’s not always time, or society- after so long, you start to get scared that it might be you. Leaves falling everywhere and making you want to cry because it’s happening again but it’s never as magic as it once was. The chill in the air as you step outside, always slightly too cold to be happy. Everything dying again, and the wish that summer could last for just a moment longer, you swear this time you’ll appreciate it. The approaching dread of winter, trying ot savor the last dregs of sunlight, knowing it’s never enough.

#tag yourself ig? #tag urself #tag yourself #tag yourselves #depression #tw depression #spilled ink #spilled thoughts #spilled words #winter depression #seasonal depressive disorder #seasonal depresh #seasonal depression #summer depression #spring #fall #mental health #types of girls #types of people

[sweatsnervously47]

I safely compartmentalized my feelings but then I tipped over the box. Help! They're getting everywhere! They're on the walls!!

#sadgirl #feelings #seasonal depresh #compartmentalization

[angwlbliss]

is it just me or march and april always suck? I’m always so sad and i don’t even know why, which makes it 10 times worse because it gives me so much anxiety.

And dealing with an ed doesn’t make it any better lol

#sadgirl #ahs coven #seasonal depresh #ed not ed sheeran #2014 tumblr #im just a girl #coquette #lizzy grant #this is what makes us girls

[bussyandbingus4life]

I NEED SPRING TO COME SO I CAN FROLICK MY DEPRESSED DELUSIONAL LITTLE HEART OUT

#coquette #aesthetic #lana del slay #quotes #i want to frolick #can it be spring already #fuck it we ball #frolicking #spring #flowers #seasonal depresh

[irezumishibari]

I know lonely is a feeling.

I know you can feel lonely even when you’re with people,

but there’s nothing more lonely than when you’re actually alone.

Physically.

#seasonal depresh

[hahahahahagain]

Having seasonal depression is so freaking exhausting

I am okay or meh for 6 months, and then the weather changes a bit, and I am rotting in bed for 6 months.

Do i experience happiness? Yes. But I always know it will end once summer ends... And it's exhausting to be thinking all the time. "How much more time of okayness do I have?"

Also, it's autumn in my country, so I am trying my best to survive.

#988blr #s3lf harn #s3lf mutilation #selfharrrm #sh #su1c1d3 #su1c1dal #tw s3lf harm #self h4te #tw self h4rm #seasonal #seasonal depressive disorder #seasonal depresh #tw depressing thoughts

[penumbrapolaroid]

digging everything lately, pretty stoked with the content i’ve been finding and creating. also really into the little blog rework. definitely chalking it up to the vitamin d (thank you, ball of space-plasma).

hoping this is a constant, but it’s cool if it’s not.

go outside, appreciate the weather with a loved one.

aces,

#penn talks #txt #seasonal depresh #welcome warmer weather #time to live again

[beatheprincess]

🌸Spring Break day 2🌸

Still rain, reverting back to my old ways again- was trying not to wake up so late :/ but today I woke up at 12pm I was shocked as hell looking at that clock but o tf well I thought till my stepdad said how am I going to get a job if I'm waking up at 11-12pm n how school trained me to wake up early, you think I liked waking up at 4 in the morning being out by 6, eating breakfast and too damn tired to learn anything first period so I just dont care ?? It was alot for 12 years, I get what he's saying but damn- I'll have to force myself to sleep at 2:35 again

My brother is still sick too n it's all his fault, covid is still out here n you around pesky crotch demons all day who carry thee most viscous viruses!?! Now you cant enjoy spring break. I don't like seeing him like this tho I want my bestfriend back to normal- also going to call my grandmother today hopefully n talk. Idk if the weather is affecting my mood but sht I feel so mentally tired its crazy 😔 the only thing that's keeping me in high spirits is , music (free therapy) my ice cream and shien orders next week (more free therapy)

#girlrotting #girl room #seasonal depresh #:( #i am tired #day started #ughhhh #can things go my way #babygirl things #confession #dollie #follow #tumblr fyp #girlblog ♡ #girlcore #girl interrupted #this is a girlblog #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #girlblogging #girlblog aesthetic #digital diary #⊹ ⋆꒰ఎ ♡ ໒꒱ ⋆ﾟ⊹ #🎀 #rain 🌧️ #talks. 🧸 #can anyone hear me

[imabitlosthere]

I was sick for couple of days and nature was just singing, sun was shining, air was warm and wind was gentle. Now I'm better and going to leave my apartment. Weather turned the town around me back to icy wet hellscape of slush and black ice.

#nordic weather #seasonal depresh #fools spring

[candlewinds]

So, I was going out to buy kimchi when I heard yelling on the emergency stairs. Then I heard you clamoring up to the rooftop. Naturally, I followed you. What I want to say is...don't read too much into us running into each other again like this.

LOST (2021)

#jtbc lost #human disqualification #kdramaedit #kdramadaily #kdramasource #jeon do yeon #ryu jun yeol #kdrama #pulled out the hard drive with the lost and my mister files.......it's over for me. seasonal depresh starting EARLY!!!! #miss holding my breath watching these two stand in the same vicinity #*edits

[sweatsnervously47]

Any youths going through the depression and that are told that it “Can’t be that bad because you’re young” need to know that it IS that bad because you’re young. One of the worst depressions of my life was my time in middle school (11-13ish) and it was because I had never been that depressed before. I fully and completely believed that my happy times were over. There could only be sadness and awkwardness and bitterness going forward. But that was a lie that my depression was telling me.

If you’ve never experienced a thunderstorm and nobody tells you what it is, its gonna just be like “Welp, I guess its the apocalpse now.”

Weirdly (sarcasm) being alive is messy and nonsensical and wondrous and terrible. And children and teenagers are alive too! So of course they can experience all of that as well!

Anyway, this is just a reminder/notice to anyone out there struggling that you’re not alone.

#mental health memes #too young #seasonal depresh #depression #depresh #sadgirl

[sanchoyo]

I wanted to do a daily art challenge but didn't vibe with any of the lists I found so I made my own :-) will try to post smth for each prompt everyday over on my art blog @sanchoyoscribbles, even if it’s just lil doodles or sketches!! (mostly, I want to work on composition and values, so its very likely to be b&w sketches) also anyone else who wants to do this is free to join in ^_^

#daily may...........or as i like 2 call it.......maily #mayly?? #white soccer mom type name. sorry #sanchoyorambles #chose may bc its the least busy time of the year for me usually #AND no seasonal depresh bc its so pretty out. #yaaay #also all of these will prob be oc drawings .... (is obsessed w them) #maybe a fanart or two tho we will see!!

[neoneun-au]

i am feeling sooooooooooooooo

#😬😬😬 #idk #i gotta make some changes in my life like yesterday #or is this the seasonal depresh hitting hard to say #mads.txt

[marvelsmostwanted]

Do you ever have one of those days when you just. Miss your iPod nano

#maybe it’s the seasonal depresh but I loved that little thing! #it had the perfect number of songs on it #and that little game with the bouncy thing #and the satisfying clicks when you scrolled #not to be a nostalgia millennial but it was superior #mine

[marnie1964]

I liked the Kreese prison break because it was very #slay and I’m ultimately here for the sweet cocaine rush of high camp karate insanity, but I kind of wish they had committed to the sickos yes moment of undermining Silver’s arrest by having it lead directly to the release of a bigger monster

#the entire season you’re watching silver collapse in on himself over his isolation while kreese had a bit of a depresh sesh but quickly #bounced back to trying to manipulate everyone around him until he finally found stuff that stuck #and regrow like a tumor #da-eun also seems to be one of his & I’m willing to bet that she let silver go under because she sees him as competition #the same thing way he sees Johnny as competition #which makes it fun that she literally can’t pick j law out of a lineup #cobra kai #he’s my great value tsurumi <3

[te-pu-si-ti]

If September was the death, and October was the funeral, then my November is a ROARING WAKE.

Reunited with some show buddies for a one-month-on gathering, drinking sake and RUM PUNCH, and two delightful quizzes that @myburntwritings and another friend just casually threw together that very day

Going to Sadlers Wells this week to see three former cast dancing in Balletboyz England on Fire

Three weekends of three other former cast in Sleepwalk Immersive's Bacchanalia

COMING BACK TO TROY, they're letting us in for a tour, people may have varying feelings about returning back to the shell of the city without a show inside it but personally I am thrilled to be able to come back. It won't be the same, nothing's ever the same, but this is perhaps an even better outcome to me than the set being gutted and holding a sale!

#the burnt city #punchdrunk #tbc mourning #the 30 day challenge will return later when I have more capacity for it #i did complete it on instagram and doing both at the same time was more than seasonal depresh would allow