#so much has changed

[fishykays]

Kirb and ducks <3

#kirby #waddle dee #fanart #nintendo #kirby fanart #kirby and the forgotten land #hi tumblr; it’s been a while; don’t mind me; I resurface once in a blue moon #I feel very out of touch from socia media #so much has changed #doodles

[glimpseofsanity]

I hope soon I'll be able to stop being afraid of so much and start living and have experiences that make me feel alive.

#personal #so much has changed #and my anxiety has improved a lot #so that has been really good #but can't deny the fact that bein this way has stopped me from living #been too afraid of all the thing that could go wrong #of all the bad that can happen

[originalaccountname]

can i ask about the chuuya related stuff on the bingo?

(also hasn’t the chuuyas OG ability theory already been proven in sb or am i remembering it wrong)

the bingo

The bingo was made as a compilation of theories/speculations me and @videogamelover99 discussed! I may answer most of them

The "Chuuya's original ability" was included because while I fully believe in it being true and as the author intended, some people do not. It was included in the bingo as "perhaps it will be of use later", with very low expectations.

Chuuya owes Ango for something, as he said so in both Dead Apple and Gaiden (but refuses to provide context). The whole debt thing is probably in reference to the irl authors' shared history; they drank together and fought and stuff, I forget all the details. Sadly it's been too long since we came up with this specific bingo and I forgot what this one was. All I could find again was "Chuuya's debt to Ango was about getting records of his friends that died in DHC", so I guess it was about Chuuya asking Ango, who was at the time cataloguing all the dead PM members' identities so they wouldn't become numbers on a list, something about the friends he had just lost.

"Mori being behind Arahabaki", "Chuuya turning on Mori" and "Mori and Chuuya's real dad were pals" are all ideas that bounced off each other, but could happen independently. They came from this instagram post about the origin of irl Chuuya's name. irl Chuuya's father was a doctor in the army that worked under irl Mori (see the instagram post); plus, another man that worked under Mori with him was a certain Nakamura. He could be the inspiration behind SB's professor N.

bsd Mori had a leading role during the war on how to use abilities as weapons, his pet project being the Immortal Regimen with Yosano. At the same time, N was responsible for Project Arahabaki, the study of singularities to be used as weapons. That their paths never crossed would be very surprising, their fields being so similar. From that one photograph of kid Chuuya in SB, we can see that N knew Chuuya before being in the lab, and the epilogue revealed Chuuya's dad to be an ex-military doctor. Bringing back the Mori-Nakahara-Nakamura trio from earlier, it seems likely they would all know each other on some level (though, with bsd's habit of inverting dynamics, Mori probably wouldn't be everyone's boss here).

From there, our theories split: Vee envisioned a situation where Mori was the one to point Chuuya out to N through their shared connection, making the project take form (as the initial ability to create a singularity was hard to find), while I preferred a scenario where Mori knew about N's ideas, but was busy with his own stuff. They both result in Mori seeing the King of the Sheep in Yokohama with his gravity manipulation almost a decade later and going "HUH."

Chuuya turning on Mori could happen in a few different ways, but it was originally meant to be a response to Chuuya finding out about Mori's relative implication with project Arahabaki. But, no matter the shape it could take, it would need to come from broken trust between them, much like Dazai's was with Oda's sacrifice.

#here you go! #you can probably find all of these if you look on vee's blog but i don't want to do it myself because it takes too long #i hope i got it all right... it's been a hot minute since we discussed these #so much has changed #ask answered #apparently i talk sometimes #long post #?

[ayyy-imma-ninja]

You weren’t replaced, Eclips’s. Moon just never needed his helper (Lunar) until some hunters caught Sun.

Yeah.

Fairy hunters.

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#answered ask #fairy au #dca fairy au #him #so much has changed #he's excited to see it all #help him

[transingthoseformers]

I'm so sorry for my horny brain (not really)

Orion Pax, while on the Nemesis, discovers that his upgraded frame comes with some rather nice benefits. Like a larger spike. More stamina. More reach.

Like when Megatron is laid on his back over his desk, helm hanging down, having his throat fucked as Orion leans over to bully his node and Megatron chokes on the spike in his mouth as he overloads and squirts, splattering the wall.

Many, many nice benefits because yes

#valveplug #tfp orion pax #tfp megatron #megop #so much has changed #and we can utilize so much of it #also damn that's some flexibility from megs if i have my math right

[wilsons-journey]

Behold some very old Art I made in 2016 as gold commission.

Maybe one of you notice their old Charr? Maybe one of these cats still exist? Please let me know! ;v;

(I’ll try something like this in my current Artstyle- maybe, just maybe I’ll offer something like this again,... I’ll will think about this. (Doing commissions gives me anxiety,... sadly,... but I can remember these were a lot of fun to made,... hmm)

#gw2 #guildwars2 #guild wars 2 #charr #myArt #a lot of chibs #I think they were 5? gold each back then #thats 7 years ago #so much has changed

[laurancezvahlslefteyebrow]

I FOUND OLD APHMAU FANART OH MY GOD

LOOK AT THESE AAAAAAA

back when i actually watched mystreet

man i was like 11 or 12 when i drew these omg

#so much has changed #😭 #back when i was happy #WHO SAID THAT #aphmau #aphmau fandom #i don’t support aphmau #aphmau mcyt #mcyt #aphblr #aphverse #mystreet #aphmau mystreet #aphmau fanart #fanart #myct fanart #old art

[mallowstep]

i hope you’re doing okay. 💙 it’s ok if you don’t answer this, i just wanted you to know folks are still thinking about you and wanting good things for you.

thank you babe (and thank you to everyone else who sent a message to this effect; i will answer them when i can)

i'm doing pretty well right now. i've been very busy at work, working on a top secret classified project (god only knows when you'll get more details than what i've already shared ;3), and also just. recovering from depression. there is so much of my life that even months out from the worst of it, i'm still trying to pull the pieces back together.

i have been writing a little. it's been difficult, mostly because of numerous incidents regarding writing and mental health (if you've been here for a while, you probably know about them; if you're new, the tldr is "mallowstep went off the wall for a bit and he's fine but it left him feeling bad"), and now i face down the summer which is...rough, mentally.

i don't know what normal looks like for me right now. i want to write but i don't know how it will fit into my life. i'm still making space for myself, in all the chaos and reconstruction. i know writing will be a part of normal for me. i just don't know where it fits yet.

it's been a while since i've felt like myself. the hollow feeling is abating. i am finding words to describe emotion again, that are more than just there or missing. i have been thinking about the stories i have yet to work on. what i want to tell next.

it has been an incredible two years for me. when i started this blog, i had just been broken up with by my boyfriend of three years, only a month or so after my childhood cat and dog had died one day apart. i was coping with so much impossible grief: i wrote the second chapter of i'll come back to you someday soon myself after my grandmother died, and i did not write anything after that for quite a while.

my wrists are healing. they hurt a little today and i'm not sure why, but they are healing.

i'll be going back to university as a natural resources major. i want a job that lets me protect and cultivate the forests i find so much comfort in. the complex webs of their ecosystems bring me so much delight. did you know trees talk to their daughters? did you know they care for their children? protect them?

it has been an incredible two years. i met my now-partner, learned how to actually trust people, and failed out of a year of college due to collapsing mental health. i went through approximately one million assessments to get a diagnosis and understand what was happening to me. i had a doctor tell me i was being undermedicated to an astounding degree. i had to let go of my beloved plants because i couldn't keep myself alive, much less then. i found a job i love so much i am eager to go to work every morning.

i honestly don't think i would've recognized who i am now, back when i started out here. i have become someone who trusts. who has connections with people. who does not fear so much. (i have also become someone who cries as i drive home from work sometimes. i have also become someone who needs to sit on the floor and count all the pieces of art i can see. we move in spirals, not straight lines.)

all of this is to say, i have been quiet on here for quite a while because i have been recovering from two years (a lifetime) of some truly exhausting events, as well as letting myself find things i enjoy. when i got out of high school, i loved what i was doing academically. i had very little passion. it had been bled out of me.

i am incredibly grateful to each and every one of you. your support, even in my period of dormancy, has meant so much. my relationship with writing sometimes feels like i am fighting my double, trying to balance both my need to use writing to understand myself, and my tendencies to ruin myself in the process.

i still don't have any promises to make, because i really don't know what's next for me. but i am still here, and you all still mean something to me.

with all my love, mallow

#ask #mine #anon #update #sorry this got like #so rambly #it's just really been an incredible two years #so much has changed #who i was when i started this blog feels like a stranger #it hasn't been an easy journey #and i have been trying to recover #to heal #to find new things i never thought to try for #it has taken so much up out of me #that being said #(if i were the promising type) #i would look for the next chapter of ashes ;3 #before anything else #but that's just a guess #who knows where i'll truly go

[styx-n-stone]

oh my god it’s been forever

hi uh

a lot of life happened

but I think I wanna come back? Maybe make a Nicktoons Oriented blog based on a personal project?

#Holy shit I’ve got a boyfriend and girlfriend and a job and I’m certified and holy shit I sell drugs #legally #like in a pharmacy #So much has changed

[bitchlessdino]

My fiancé just reminded me this is the anniversary for when we first saw seventeen 🥹🥹🥹

#IM EMOTIONAL OMG #so much has changed #nan talks

[charmcoin]

thinking back i have no idea how i worked 11am-8pm on weekends in high school (in FOOD SERVICE) without killing myself. i'm scheduled 9-5 on weekends at my comparatively cushy retail job nowadays and it makes me wish i was dead sooo bad. here if i get bored or tired of standing i can just go sit on the shitter for 10 minutes and scroll on my phone but at wendys if i went to the bathroom for more than like 2 minutes they'd threaten to fire me. and i had to talk to people all day and shit. here i can just mind my own business and not look at anyone unless they talk to me. behaving like a npc

#pers #i also worked like 6-10 almost every day after school ????? #there were some weeks whwre i was working like 35 hours #and now i work 16 and i wanna kill myself. what was i on back then #oh and i also made less at that job than i do now #so much has changed

[ca-d]

Boston 🩶

#that heart pic is from Cambridge tho #so much has changed #it’s so weird driving through there now #but anywho #went to a show #always nice going into the city #I don’t go much anymore #should go back for hangs soon #Boston #mine

[foreverdreaming252]

😐😑😐 me seeing the end credit scene just an ad for the DC crossover

#rwby v9 spoilers #rwby #LET V10 BE GREENLIT PLZ #SO MUCH HAS CHANGED #THE BROTHERS ARE PRODUCTS IF THE TREEE?? #SO WHAG DOES THAT MEAN FOR SALEM

[key-lime-soda]

damn i went from ISFJ to ENFP

#so much has changed #I think I took the test a year ago?

[hockeysweetheart]

I can't be the only one who Thinks how Tumblr is running now is really Annoying.

#so much has changed #wtf tumblr #some I'm like finally #others im like why change that #new tumblr #tumblr changes #why #whats the point #changes #i don't like it

[theletterwsarseflap]

Feels weird to play Don’t Starve again

Really miss playing Don’t Starve Together with friends though 😭

#useless text post #I helped beta test dst and god I haven’t played it in years #friend group kinda collapsed in a way #and I didn’t know anyone else who played #like I’d love to do more on my elec mod or make other robot masters but I cannot code worth shit #I still don’t really know anyone willing to play #I haven’t properly launched a game on steam since 2020… #:( #playing ds on the switch rn because comfier chair. #it’s bittersweet because this game was a way for me to socialize and it kinda just poofed away over night #lmao I wonder how many people in the ds community even remember me #so much has changed #it was so rare to find other fans back then #outside of the forums anyway #we don’t bring up my shitty Maxwell rp blog though grghhh