#sorry atsushi

[lotus-pear]

SIGHHHH BSD REREAD…................I MISS THEM SO MUCH :(((

#if i catch anyone tagging this as a ship i will gut you like a fucking fish. #HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO DAZAI AND DAZAI ONLY. BTW #sorry for the inactivity i was busy flopping my ap’s🥰 #no skk art from tumblr user lotus-pear after two weeks of not posting get PRANKED #anyway i was rereading the manga and i was struck once again by how father and son they are 😭😭😭😭😭 #dazai calls him “kiddo” and “my boy” in the translation i was reading and it actually made me keel over and sob like he’s so sweet 🥺🥺🥺😭😭 #actual crime they haven’t been reunited yet #switched up my coloring style a little bit bc why not #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #nakajima atsushi #atsushi nakajima #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #lotus draws

[satoureaper]

@lunargifted asked: “ do i trust you? absolutely not. next question. ” Atsushi

prompts for emotionally stunted idiots

He flinched. Okay, that stung abit, but he wasn't entirely surprised. If their roles were reversed, he wasn't sure if he'd trust the other tiger either. Especially if he had still been in the mafia, it would have been a blood bath on sight.

"....Next question." The reaper echoed as he shoved his hands into his black jacket pockets. It likely didn't help he was dressed in his old get up, large black coat with a few dried bloodstains on it, and the white fur around his neck. His eyes meet the mirror's, and they narrow and start to turn gold.

"Are you fine with having a million death's on your conscious?" He lets the question hang in the air for a moment. It was cruel to come at it from this perspective, but maybe it would finally get through the 'real' Atsushi's thick skull. "My world might have been born from the book, but it was real. My friends, my new family, the children at the orphanage...They were real. I could touch them, feel them, laugh with them, cry with them....and I'm here asking for help to get them back."

He takes a few steps closer to Atsushi, standing right in front of him. For a moment, there's a low growl as the beast reaches up to grab at the original's collar, lifting his feet just barely off the ground as he continued to speak. "They aren't just dead now, they're gone. As if they never existed. The ADA, the port mafia, the orphanage, anyone and everyone I know - they're gone. So you can trust me when I say I would burn this world down to get them back." He had been making so much progress, but now...now he is back at square one. Any kindness he thought he had built up was gone now. Kyoka wasn't here to calm him, and who knew if Akutagawa had made it to this world to help him either. As far as he knew, he was all alone, again. Not even Dazai could help him this time. His only hope was to get the original world's book and bring his world back to life again. He had to bring everyone back....or die trying.

"You're either going to help me, because that's what detectives are supposed to do. Or you're going to stay out of my way." He drops Atsushi then, and whether or not he catches his balance when his feet hit the ground is not the reaper's concern.

"You don't have to completely trust me to work with me." He decides to say after taking a few deep breaths, rubbing his gloved hand over his face in an attempt to calm himself down. This is the exact kind of situation where he would lose control. He tries to focus on the coping mechanisms he's learned from Mori, but it just makes the pain worse. Damn it, he just gained a father only to lose him within a few weeks....Did Dazai curse him by letting him know the information of the book? He thinks he would have rather been ignorant.

What else could he say? What would convince the real Atsushi to work with him? He could understand why the other was hesitant. The reaper was the worst version of the original. Atsushi likely didn't want to see himself in a mirror looking and acting how he was now - but he couldn't change in the blink of an eye. And so many weeks of therapy and coping was going down the drain now.

He turns his back to Atsushi, taking one more deep breath. "Think on it." He grits out through his teeth. "I'll be waiting at the port." He couldn't be here anymore, he needed to remove himself from the situation. So he starts walking, however slow the pace might be, he's walking. His shoulders are hunched as he grips the front of his jacket while he does so. Breathe, he reminds himself, don't lose control, not here.

#this...got away from me not gonna lie #was gonna take it in a completely different not as angsty direction but #vaguely gestures #this happened #sorry atsushi #[ Ask ] 𝑑ₑԼᵢᵥₑᵣ ₐ Լₑ𝑡𝑡ₑᵣ #[ IC ] ᵢ ₐ𝑚 𝑔ₒᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑡ₒ Լᵢᵥₑ #[ Post BEAST / Canon Crossover ] 𝑡ⲏₑ ᵣₑₐԼ ｗₒᵣԼ𝑑 #lunargifted

[hesbianyaoi]

misc. doodles that deteriorated in quality to satiate my hunger

#bsd #bsd kyouka #bsd atsushi #bsd dazai #bsd chuuya #ft marketable plushiezai #sorry these are quite messy. im a bit silly like that #i think kyouka would have so much fun with a DS #meanwhile atsushi is not a gamer whatsoever #please give her a damn console! #art tag

[iztea]

accidentally bumped into a guy once

[[from this tiktok by @ / charlie_bucket_18

#sorry if i posted this before i genuinely can't remember #art #iztea draws #bsd #bsd fanart #did anyone notic atsushi's little tiger keychain #i thought it was pretty neat #bsd meme #bsd comic #dazai #bsd dazai #bsd atsushi #tiktok art meme #bungou stray dogs fanart #bungo stray dogs #dazai fanart #atsushi fanart

[kokoasci]

sketch of the day

#realized today i had never drawn atsushi????? #im sorry sushi i will draw you #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs fanart #dazai #atsushi #atsushi nakajima #bungo stray dogs #bsd fanart #fanart #bungo stray dogs fanart #kokoart

[wistfullywaiting2]

The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.

The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma he’s just constantly thinking about/reliving it. He can’t escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.

He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.

Atsushi doesn’t even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.

If Lucy hadn’t had her whole “you’ve never suffered the way I have” spiel then I doubt even the audience would’ve gotten to find out about his scars

If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that he’s been hallucinating.

In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that it’s clear he wouldn’t have told her that unless she had asked.

In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.

And the thing is that there are scenes that implies that the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand what’s wrong with him.

Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesn’t. Just because we see into Atsushi’s mind doesn’t mean the other characters know what’s going on in there.

Also little footnote here that I think this is a reference to the moon over the mountain but I digress

#bsd #atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #nakajima atsushi #idk #on the floor wallowing in pain as we speak #bungou stray dogs #tagging is hard and i’m lazy #I love the Atsushi trauma dumping for no reason headcanon too #but I have to complain about it not being canon accurate #just don’t put it in fanfiction ok that’s all I ask #Guys let atsushi be painstakingly vague about his past in peace stop ruining it #atsushi #Atsushi hated pain #but pain had been an intimate- dies #anybody have fanfic recs with this concept or do I have to write them myself #idk guys you’ll just never catch me writing anything where the other characters truly understand Atsushi #sorry #Kunikida will never be written to know what the fuck is wrong with him for as long as I live #He just gives up #at some point

[starlightshadowsworld]

The only thing that pisses me off more than people thinking the Agency doesn't care about Dazai. Is people thinking Dazai doesn't care about the Agency.

Motherfucker literally got captured by the Port Mafia just to figure out who put a bounty on Atsushi.

He talks highly of Ranpo and maintains the guise about his ability.

His partnership with Kunikida, how much he respects, admires and adores Kunikida.

The fact he set up a meeting with Mori, the man he hates the most because he trusted Atsushi's judgement.

His entire speech to Kyouka so she'd pass her entrance exam and live.

Literally his entire scheme in Dead Apple was him doing what he believed was right to save his friends.

He even says I hope Atsushi and the others are okay.

The whole time Dazai was escaping Mersault, he said he was doing this all for the Agency.

The fuck you mean he doesn't care about them.

#Sorry I'm mad #bsd dazai #dazai osamu #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd atsushi

[daz4i]

bungou stray dogs + @ao3-crack

#bungou stray dogs #soukoku #shin soukoku #ranpoe #bsd dazai #bsd oda sakunosuke #bsd atsushi nakajima #bsd gogol #bsd yukichi fukuzawa #bsd ranpo edogawa #bsd kenji miyazawa #bsd akutagawa ryunosuke #bsd steinbeck #bsd poe #bsd chuuya nakahara #sorry for the notif tumblr user ao3-crack i wanted to properly link back to your blog but adding actual links hides posts from searches iirc

[originalartblog]

they're experiencing issues over at the Armed Detective Agency

#goose (+cat) gang unite #thank you ❤ #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd fanart #dazai goosamu #bsd dazai #bsd oda #bsd atsushi #bsd chuuya #bsd fyodor #bsd kenji #bsd kunikida #bsd ango #ask answered #nawy's doodles #oda doesn't have an accessory i can easily reproduce to make him recognizable... so he gets stubble and kids kjhfkjghkfg #sorry i made the others generic geese/ducks i didn't have it in me to pick specific ones #you're all more than welcome to debate it

[thornedarrow]

bungou stray dogs as text posts part 3 (part 1) (part 2)

#bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs textpost #bsd #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #nakajima atsushi #akutagawa ryuunosuke #fukuzawa yukichi #edogawa ranpo #motojirou kajii #miyazawa kenji #soukoku #shin soukoku #memes #sorry for the long post i'm a giver #wait what are eri's tags again #bungo stray dogs textpost #port mafia

[degenerateshinji]

im not getting over this any time soon (happy pride)

#shin soukoku #sskk #akuatsu #atsushi x akutagawa #atsushi nakajima #ryuunosuke akutagawa #bsd #bungou stray dogs #shitpost #bsd fanart #fanart #my art #ITS FUNNY. ITS TOO FUNNY TO ME. IM SORRY. #i like my little blorbo artstyle its so bad

[ardeidae-e]

*siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh* hi beautiful people of tumblr, i come to torment you too with my super cool bsd x star wars au because who doesnt like to mix their most precious hyperfixations, right?

anyways DISCLAIMER PLEASE: this stuff is old as fuck so uh yeah thats why they might look a bittt rancid

and ANOTHER disclaimer: i literally change this au every month so this is not the canon rn lol (also the outits are not canon, what was i thinking???????? where is the SPICE where is the serving cunt vibes????? anyways yeah)

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #chuuya nakahara #dazai osamu #atsushi nakajima #akutagawa ryuunosuke #star wars #bsd x star wars #help me god #please #im so sorry guys i might go feral over this again but with cooler designs #please where are my bsd and sw fans COME HERE PSPSPSPSSP #my art

[they-sleep-in-a-pile]

Shenanigans and tomfoolery

[Next]

#nakajima atsushi #chuuya nakahara #dazai osamu #tiger nakajima atsushi #catsushi #bsd fanart #myArt #bungou stray dogs fanart #bungou stray dogs #dazai and chuuya #dazai and atsushi #chuuya and atsushi #bsd atsushi #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #i didn't feel like putting effort in drawing the hands in this one #sorry

[hesbianyaoi]

its 10pm here which is still christmas time so i can still post this. happy holidays from the detective agency

(parody of that one My Hero Academia Christmas omake)

#bsd atsushi #bsd dazai #sorry but that omake is genuine gold #and i think it would be very funny for atsushi especially #he'd only ask for a playstation to play games with kyouka #and kyouka is beating his ass at every game. atsushi's never touched a console in his life #does he even have a tv actually. what do they know #apologies for no art either. ive been in a hellpit but ive escaped #i hope your holidays have been wonderous and loving #and yeah dazai's flapping #flamboyantly may i add #art tag

[c7arisse]

"You damn fool, hurry up and go"

(i heard Bones didn't get THE panel right so here's my version for it)

#my art #digital art #fanart #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs season 5 #bsd spoilers #bsd fanart #bungou stray dogs spoilers #bsd chap 88 #akutagawa ryunnosuke #(im mad and i didn't even watch the episode yet!) #(like their expressions while looking at each other in the chap 87 #when Fukuchi asks Akutagawa to kill Atsushi #the anime did not do justice to them!!) #like Sygma in the anime?? sorry i find him really ugly but i love his design in the manga #idk in the manga he looks delicate but in the anime i did not at all

[yuugen-benni]

''Can I borrow your shirt ?..and your coat...and...''

Summary: BSD Characters with a reader who likes to borrow their clothes

Note: Fem!reader for Gin only

Atsushi Nakajima

He's totally fine with it, and obviously he's not going to refuse. The first time you borrowed a T-shirt from him, He was taken aback and couldn't stop giving you that sweet look… Because of that he got into a lot of trouble…*cough* Kunikida...But the poor guy doesn't take his eyes off you.

Atsushi doesn't understand how you can look so good in his clothes than he does!

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke

As you can imagine, Akutagawa doesn't understand ''couple things'' like that and don't try to make him understand he'll call them trivial… and since they're trivial he doesn't care! Or at least he pretends his face doesn't turn red when he sees you pick up some clothes

Kunikida Doppo

He has so many questions. ''Why…? Why my clothes? You- wait don't- give me back!''

He knows he won't find a ''plausible'' reason, but Kunikida isn't mad, he's actually a little happy so he just sighs and gives you a small smile after writing it down in his notebook so he doesn't forget if one of his clothes is missing.

Chuuya Nakahara

Not only will he lend you his clothes but he will also stylishly match clothes with you. He has a good eye for fashion and nobody can disagree. When you asked if you could borrow any of his clothes his eyes widened and he quickly opened the wardrobe door

Sigma

Much like Chuuya. Sigma also has a good taste in fashion (Did you see his heels?! It's magnificent) and he will never think of this idea as a bad thing. When he sees you wearing one of his clothes at the Casino, he makes a point of taking your hand and making you spin slowly

Gin Akutagawa

*Blush and more blush* She can't answer you right away but know that she is so happy! She feels like those simple things connect the two of you…Gin might even secretly buy you a dress that looks just like hers so that on those rare days off, she can match clothes with her girlfriend on the date she arranged :)

#sorry for my bad english #bsd x reader #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs x reader #benni #chuuya nakahara #chuuya x reader #bsd chuuya #chuuya fluff #atsushi nakajima x reader #atsushi nakajima #bsd atsushi #atsushi x reader #kunikida doppo x reader #kunikida hcs #kunikida x y/n #bsd kunikida #kunikida x reader #gin akutagawa #akutagawa x y/n #akutagawa ryuunosuke #akutagawa headcanons #akutagawa my beloved #bsd gin #gin akutagawa x reader #gin x reader #bsd sigma x reader #bsd sigma #sigma x you