#stpd traits

[avpdpossum]

psych assessment: do you ever feel like your thoughts aren’t actually your own?

me: no, never, absolutely not

also me: *regularly saying “shut up” out loud to my own thoughts because sometimes when i think bad things about myself i don’t actually mean to think them and they catch me off guard and it feels like someone else using my mind’s voice and i don’t like it so i have to tell the angry brain gremlin that now’s not the time*

#is this an avpd-is-maybe-schizospec thing or a schizotypal traits thing? the world may never know #either way my avoidance does tend to be...far more schizospec-flavored than i sometimes realize #and it took me way too long to realize that this counts as Thoughts Arent My Own shit #poss.speaks #avpd #actually avpd #actually avoidant #avoidant pd #avoidant personality disorder #cluster c #stpd #stpd traits #schizotypal traits #cluster a #schizotaxic #(<- that feels relevant since this is like. avpd/stpd ipseity disturbance related shit)

[getrid0fme]

every day i live on this earth is suffering. the few people who still care about me could leave at any moment. ill truly be irredeemable if fp does.

#cw vent #vent #stpd traits #bpd traits #stpd #bpd

[astrangerthatlovesyou]

Just a gentle reminder that it’s okay and healthy to like and even love parts of your personality disorder. (Or any other disorder)

Nothing is ever all good or all bad. Your PD(s) is a part of your very make-up. It plays into every part of you at least a little, and you are not obligated to hate every part of yourself. Many of the few things I like about myself were catalyzed by AvPD. I feel that it has made me very considerate and gentle for example.

You can love parts of your PD while still recognizing and addressing the destructive parts. Curing and getting rid of your PD isn’t a realistic or healthy goal. Learning to love and accept yourself while minimizing the negative impact of your harmful symptoms is.

I love you, and that means that I love your PD too.

#pd #personality disorder #stpd #szpd #ppd #aspd #hpd #bpd #npd #ocpd #avpd #dpd #loving your personality disorder is a part of loving yourself #self love #positivity #avpd things #actually avpd #avoidant personality disorder #borderline personality traits #dependent personality disorder #obsessive compulsive personality disorder #schizoid personality disorder #schizotypal personality disorder #antisocial personality disorder #narcisstic personality disorder #histrionic personality disorder #paranoid personality disorder #self acceptance

[schizotypalpd-culture-is]

schizotypal culture is. okay wait how do I word this. I always think of it as getting stuck in an echo chamber of your thoughts? like your brain is just looping a thought loud as shit in such a way it's out of your control and kind of feels like hearing a voice inside your head? does this happen to anyone else?

If not just the part about thoughts being Loud and from that little nook in ur brain where the worms live that u don't have much say over lmao

(sorry this is a mess I've been Super disorganized lately)

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#it makes sense #dw anon /gen #i often refer to my stpd traits as “the brain worms” #that is very much what if feels like #stpd culture is #schizospec #stpd #cluster a safe #schizotypal #actually stpd #schizotypal pd #actually schizotypal

[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Schizotypal + questioning NPD/Traits is im not wrong. I literally THINK things into REALITY i AM specially gifted, and THUS i deserve to be treated with respect and reverence as the next prophet of go- Oh? Oh delusions? oh yea nvm then

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#npd culture is #npd traits culture is #npd + stpd culture is #stpd with npd traits culture is #npd + cluster a culture is #cluster a with npd traits culture is #questioning npd culture is #npd #actually narcissistic #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b #npd traits #narcissistic traits #stpd #schizotypal personality disorder #cluster a

[holyluvr]

Everyone thinks having Antisocial Personality Disorder or high traits of it means someone is out there constantly committing crimes, abusing someone, plotting some form of evil, and having sex indiscriminately. In reality, one of the reasons that I’m diagnosed is because it’s 16:22 O’clock. My shift starts at 18:00. It takes me 15-20 min to arrive at work once I get into the car that needs air in the tires(5-10min). Before I leave, I need to check on my snake, shower(45min-1hr)shave/basic hygiene after neglecting that for 2 days, sort through my clothes and figure out an outfit that’s appropriate for my work’s trivia night vibes and gives off a good enough impression, dry and style my hair, grab an assortment of items I always take with me, listen to my mother scream at me for idk how many times now over how I’m late for work and she’s not going to take me anymore if I continue this because I’ll be fired and it takes up her time— very inconsiderate of me, etc. I know that I’m always late for work, and at this point it’s weird to text my boss a heads up about it since it’s so consistent. I know that it’s inconsiderate to my mother’s time, too. I don’t necessarily want to be late or upset them. But right now, like usual for this time, I’m in bed. I just put my laundry in to dry since it was next to the fridge that I needed to refill my vodka soda that I’ve been drinking for a bit now. I can’t remember which pills I took or when. I’m in pajamas. My hair is greasy. I’m unshaven. I’ve been smoking enough weed to be stupid. I know that my music is loud enough to annoy my mother in the other room. That may sound relatable to a lot of people, especially to people who have things like ADHD or Depression. But the difference is that the reason I’m this way is because I can’t care enough about anything unless the consequences(which I often don’t think of or feel like I can avoid from affecting me or manipulate to be less severe) of doing what I want instead of being responsible will seriously irk me, and I don’t feel remorse over or think about how what I choose to prioritize in my actions may be inconsiderate, make me look bad, or hurt feelings. Me lying here, drinking vodka and high while listening to music alone in a dimly lit room with my fan on and window open is what I want to prioritize because it feels good. And that’s all I can get myself to care about. I don’t care that I could lose my job for showing up late and crossfaded if it means that I get more time to feel good. I feel like I can handle whatever consequences someone throws at me because I don’t care enough about anything. And that may sound easy to you, but it isn’t something to be jealous over or think makes my life good. Being this way is the reason my cycle of trauma and unfortunate circumstances continue and repeat, never ending. If your behavior shows that you’re uncaring enough times, life gets violent. I’m not immune to consequences— but I’m stuck in a cycle of allowing it to be my norm.

#… #also not everyone has this symptom or to this severity it’s one potential symptom #seems like other schizo-specs (common to have ASPD traits) resonate with this one so shoutout to other schizos ☠️ #ASPD #antisocial personality disorder #schizotypal personality disorder #schizoid personality disorder #schizophrenia #szpd #stpd

[cluster-a-culture-is]

I don’t know if you’re the right person to ask, but I’m really confused rn. I had to fill out a personality disorder questionnaire in therapy, and it found that I had traits from three of them; Schizotypal, Borderline, and Avoidant. Based on how long I’ve had these traits (as long as I can remember), these were deemed ‘clinically significant.’ But before any formal diagnosis could happen, my therapist had to go and help out the crisis team due to covid short-staffing. I’m currently back on a waiting list to be allocated a new therapist, so I don’t currently have a therapist to ask about this.

So my question is: do I say that I HAVE these personality disorders due to the ‘clinically significant’ label, or do I say I have ‘traits’ from them?

I relate so much to everything you post, but I don’t know if I’m allowed to say I have these disorders or not.

Hello!

So, the general agreement on these things is: you can have all of them, there is no limit on how many disorders someone can have. Usually people say that they have the PD that is causing them the most distress as primary, other PDs as secondary, and PD traits last.

For example: if BPD is the PD that is causing the most distress in your daily life, then BPD is your primary PD. If AvPD causes you distress but not at the same level BPD does, then AvPD is your secondary PD. If you have symptoms of StPD but for one reason or the other you don't fit all the criteria for the full disorder, then you can say you have StPD traits.

It all comes down to how much a disorder is impacting you. If you're not sure whether you qualify for a diagnosis of a disorder (professional or self, doesn't really matter) then you can just say you have traits. If you're sure you meet criteria, then go on and say you have the disorder(s).

#not cluster a culture #pd traits #pd diagnosis #stpd #bpd #avpd

[bpdcodone]

Just got out the mental hospital 💀

#mental hospital #discharge #cluster b #bpd life #system #schizotypal #actually stpd #cluster a #did system #borderline things #aspd traits #bpd vent

[antonballdeluxe]

You said you were willing to elaborate on the schizotypal lolcow thing? I'm a bit curious (I didn't even know what lolcow meant I had to look it up)

ok so first i am so sorry for making you search the definition of lolcow second of all its mostly bc of my theories that chris chan ladyalt69 and sapphire crimson claw all have stpd as well but basically stpd comes with strange thinking behavior AND dress, magical thinking, lack of close friends, and a lot of other things that can all be connected 2 a lot of lolcows

#schizotypal personality disorder #schizotypal #stpd #nephro.txt #as a note this is coming from somebody with stpd and many MANY lolcow traits ^_^

[sys-polls]

feel free to share your experiences in the tags if you happen to have a PD! EDIT: PD-NOS is also known as PD-TS (personality disorder; trait specified).

- amaranth.

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[schizotypalpd-culture-is]

stpd culture is irrationally hating anyone who's clearly forcing quirkiness because they're always the people who are most scandalized when you unmask

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#SO TRUE #“i love weird ppl” and then they call u a freak for unmasking ur schizo spec traits #which like YEAH i am a freak but come on #stpd culture is #schizospec #stpd #cluster a safe #schizotypal #actually stpd #schizotypal pd #actually schizotypal

[narcvampp]

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[schizoid-culture-is]

Hello!

This is yet another culture-is type blog, and its for schizoids/ppl with szpd/scpd. Not to be confused with schizotypal/stpd or schizophrenia.

If you're not familiar, schizoid personality disorder is a pd that is described as someone who prioritizes their inner world rather than the world around them. They are usually uninterested in external relationships. Emotions for schizoids can be nonexistent or felt at a lower intensity. This pd also tends to overlap with other disorders that affect social life or perception from others, such as autism and adhd. (this isnt the overall definition, but its the most predominant traits imo)

This blog is pro-every pd and will not stand for hate against other pd-havers

When submitting an ask, make sure it starts with "szpd culture is" or "schizoid culture is" or "szpd and other disorder culture is" or something similar. This blog runs on user submissions, so please feel free to submit posts!

If you submit a question it may take longer to be posted compared to normal culture is posts

**This blog is run by one mod and I am not a medical or psychiatric professional and any answers will be given from personal experience rather than a professional standpoint

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[holyluvr]

Ok. I’ll be nice to people and put the Schizo & Chihuahueño trauma-bonding-projection-comfort-love rant under a cut.

Maybe one of the reasons I like Chihuahuas is because of their misunderstood personified nature along with how often they’re abandoned, euthanized(only dog breed euthanized more is the American Pit Bull Terrier), and mocked reminds me of growing up being paranoid and how people think that they understand it once they read or are told about it yet usually fail to recognize and react mercifully to paranoia when it happens.

Chihuahuas are used as symbolism for anxiety once personified; their homeostasis requires a lot of trembling that we associate with fear, they’re tiny predators from a vast territory that’s dangerous to their proneness for dehydration and that’s always been full of stronger predators, they have to be more vigilant and better at hiding, they’re always on guard and guarding their supplies.

Chihuahua traits are then further misunderstood from a mixture of willful ignorance and genuine human inability to comprehend what they’re seeing. They’re treated without their needs met(can’t say most of them are “raised”)and often punished or forcefully have their boundaries removed consistently when they shouldn’t be, leading to them being “bad dogs”. Because they’re going to stress out and become unstable if they don’t feel safe and secure.

Because the smallest breed accepted into the kennel club association is scared from seeing the world as that large and powerful then hardly has it’s emotional needs met from owners refusing to try to get onto their level, viewing it as a behavioral problem when a pet Chi has strict boundaries or guarding, the bigger issue personification and devaluation of their species happens:

Chihuahuas have bodies shorter than 1ft that can easily sneak and hide where we can’t reach or see, legs that are perfect for them to outmaneuver or charge, and they have canines. While they’re more sensitive to fight/flight-mode so the reason may have different context overall,….a Chihuahua will use those canines just like any other dog, except they jump immediately to kill intent because they aren’t blessed to have the safety of anything lesser dished out.

It’s scary when it’s a Chihuahua because their sense of perceived threat is so large that their charges are desperate. That Chihuahua darted from under the chair his owner was in while snarling at you and snapping his teeth at whatever comes in contact with him like a mad dog because you stepped near his owner and his territory, and he isn’t sure if you’re going to hurt them.

Unlike a larger dog, a Chihuahua is both a predator and a prey animal, a Chi can’t take the chances of letting someone it doesn’t know for fact is safe closer to him or his loved one because to a Chihuahua, being touched by someone they haven’t decided to be loyal to is the same as letting themselves be killed. & unfortunately, people have been proving this irrational fear of theirs kinda true to them by reacting without sympathy or with focus only on their own hurt or disappointment as the human in charge. ♻️ A cycle worsens!

So Chihuahuas are abandoned, killed, then mocked and hated widespread using the very misunderstanding that hurts them and whoever they attack to justify that mistreatment.

Are Chihuahuas bad dogs or little dogs that are born into a big world that doesn’t understand or show patience and grace about it being much more dangerous for them to exist than the larger predators; including their families of humans, cats, and other dogs?

Did my Chihuahua know from senses and instincts that she was the same species as my Border Collie? Did she view herself as a weak and small, scolded failure that should have been like my Border Collie? Do human beliefs and mockeries ever reach them and affect them? Do the Chihuahuas and other “sassy” little dogs that hang around my work know that the 100+lbs dogs everyone fawns over, frolicking with no worries in the world, that keep naively trying to play with them by getting in their face by force are the same species?

Do people remember that they’re the same species and take that into account, how variable one species of mammal can be?

I almost hope to God and all that’s good in the world that people are somehow, despite contradictory evidence and testimony, correct when they hate on Chihuahuas.

I don’t want to think that the dog who grew up with me could have felt confused or wrong by the literal fact that she wasn’t my Border Collie and couldn’t do anything to assert her boundaries in a house with a Collie, multiple cats, and 4 humans.

I hope Chi’s lack the ability to feel alienation, self awareness of their size, comparison to others, injustice, senses to notice the hormones and weird familiarity of other dogs, and love— I really hope it’s true for their sake that they don’t feel that. They’re just bad dogs. It would be a less ugly story if that were true. People wouldn’t have to be uncomfortable with their actions or take responsibility for how they raise and care for vulnerable creatures if that were true.

But I know it’s not fully true, and I know my first 2 dogs were especially important to me and meant a lot to me for comfort because I noticed parallels with how people kept making “jokes” about them while claiming to love them, and how they treated a sick child who had never felt human enough like others, always dehumanized, but still always expected to act like a normal and “good” child, like good kids, normal, like your good sister, like your sister who wasn’t psychologically built all weird and fucked up like you:). psychologically different when it suits them, violent and cruel and unpredictably dangerous as a choice when it suits them, an annoying and pathetic joke with no worth when it suites them, full of potential and fun quirks when it suits them, but why in the world does it become more unpredictable with time treated as a weird, outcasted, “kinda”-animal? Maybe because you’re not treating Chihuahuas with the same basic respect for other dogs. Maybe because you never treated me with the same basic respect as other kids?

I always felt comfort of knowing that, even though Tito and Coco were dogs and didn’t understand the reasoning and senses of humans, even if they didn’t understand that their world was different yet based on the same expectations and needs as large dogs, they were still experiencing a similar mistreatment born out of ignorance and refusal to let go of ignorance and denial in favor of human pride, avoidance of responsibility, convenience/laziness, or fear of admitting to past mistakes/regrets. Or maybe you’re an asshole.

#… #border collies are considered the most intelligent dog breed and trained as such. I agree HOWEVER #is the measurement of IQ fair? what is intelligence? for a dog? and has human bias of saying border collies are the smartest #lead to higher rates of border collies being trained by professionals and thus smarter to humans in large numbers? idk #I wanna see what traits they used and if they included diverse ages and backgrounds and took into account how many border collies are bred #to be working dogs. bc for SOME FUCKING REASON— IDK HOW SCIENCE FAILED IF IT WAS DONE RIGHT #BUT CHIHUAHUA ISNT ON THE HIGH IQ LIST. OK? GUESS WHICH BREED IS THOUGH. AND HIGH UP THERE. #LABRADOR RETRIEVERS AND GOLDEN RETRIEVERS. AND GERMAN SHEPHERDS. I’m sorry I’m not saying they’re lesser I’m just saying I don’t see much #true problem solving and some of the most wild mistakes and bad choices and huge problems caused by them Not Thinking But Good Intents!😀👍💀💖 #most of the high IQ list is working dogs. and many aren’t skilled at problem solving unless trained well and early so is IQ just still… #‘easiest to control/make how we want them’??? 🤦🏻 I know it’s not a good tool in general but my prob is how it’s still used as major. #anyway this was about stpd/schizo and my attachment to chihuahuas partially

[cluster-a-culture-is]

cluster a with npd traits culture is thank god i'm the hottest and smartest person ever or else i would've offed myself by now

I have some npd traits and. yeah absolutely

#fent.txt #stpd #szpd #ppd #cluster a #schizotypal pd #schizoid pd #paranoid pd #cluster a culture #npd traits #cluster a with npd traits culture #disclaimer here: /i/ am the one with npd traits in the system. we have some collectively but i think I'm the only one with enough traits