#such is life with a compulsive liar

[uozlulu]

#after fighting my mom about it for days so he could have his brother over yesterday #my dad at 5:30 this morning admitted it's not allergies after all but he's sick #so the inevitable fight with (justifiable on mom's part) anger woke me up #luckily it's a cold and not covid #but ffs #he's been coughing and sneezing on everything too because we can't tell him what to do #and he's always had a weird way of thinking his germs aren't real germs and therefore he doesn't have to cover his mouth and nose #sick talk #long sigh #such is life with a compulsive liar

[sukimas]

usami renko refuses to accept that anything is anything but normal including herself. however she's fascinated and attracted by the idea of things that can't be explained, despite this denial. this is the principle by which she goes "no way that's happening. it would violate thermodynamics" to "everyone must know thermodynamics is wrong" in 6 music CDs- she cannot possibly admit to herself that she really really wants things that don't make any sense to be real so fucking badly and she cannot admit the deeper belief that she truly thinks that things that don't make any sense are real. thus she explains shit in the way she does. and thus if merry one day said "hey i think we should destroy reality maybe" she'd instantly agree in her heart but refuse aloud. and that's why every renmerry re-encounter fanwork must include so much hoop-jumping.

#compulsive liar vs. compulsively lying to herself #“who are you calling a nihilist? i'm practically bursting with the zest for life.” #“why- i'm sleeping soundly at night because i'm so excited about what the universe holds.” #<-closest that woman ever gets to telling herself the truth

[boag]

My friend just mentioned to me that my ex best friend who bullied me our entire childhoods up until age 17 and constantly told everyone I was retarded and used my struggling with social cues and stuff to humiliate me in front of people and try to isolate me from having friends other than her is now posting about how she got diagnosed as autistic . Good for her

#MDJSJFJ???? #not to invalidate her experience but I spent almost my whole life attached at the hip w her #and never got even a little bit of that impression #she was always just a compulsive liar and super mean and manipulative #and constantly targeted neurodivergent people bc they were easy to manipulate! #anyways hopefully she’s grown as a person since then . I would rather die than ever interact with her again tho

[br1ghtestlight]

forever thinking about when i was like 11 and for school we had to write about our future dream jobs and what we would enjoy about them vs what some of the hardships might be and i didnt have any particular dream job so i decided to choose something easy and went with Taxi Driver. and i wrote about how the hardships might be drunk people who are violent or who throw up in the back of the taxi. like imagine a middle school student telling you their DREAM CAREER is taxi driver at like 3am for prostitutes and drunks. What was my problem

#maybe my actual dream job around that age was cartoonist but i couldnt think of any particular hardships at that age #so i just decided to use something quick and easy #as a kid i used to lie A LOT in assignments whenever they asked about my life or personal history or opinions etc #bcuz i knew they werent gonna fact check me and i was like idgaf #even in journals and diaries or whatever. i looooved lying <3 still do if we're being honest #but i was a compulsive liar as a kid which explains a lot #txt

[kyungsein]

can't post about orv anymore

have too much to say and nothing to say at the same time which results in me shutting down

awful absolutely awful, 0 stars

#orv side stories #FUCK THERE ARE REALLY 0 STARS #telling myself to fuck off #you ever want to discuss a part of a book but the only thought you have about it is a 'mood' and an incomprehensive block of letters #totally get your not-trauma lee hakhyun. totally get it #being distraught about not having the colorful experiences like other people and lying about them just to not be laughed at or dismissed or #thought to be a boring person. #lying in itself is telling a story too #so why should one be authentic anyway #you don't feel the writer in their stories but would you even want to. people are nothing like the stories they tell #are you not entertained #you are empty there is nothing in you and at the same time you can be anything - you are an abyss and it stares back #in a world where nothing has happened there is neither joy nor sorrow. #confession time i am a compulsive liar just because my life is so uneventful #and now every time i tell anything at all i tend to '''decorate''' it automaticaly or reimagine it just not to seem boring #i don't have a story to tell but i can invent one #build it from scraps of ordinary things #that's a lie too.

[mrsblackruby]

Guys would you be surprised if I told U I had low empathy because I actually have low empathy. But I try so hard to be empathetic. I’m also a compulsive lair but I’m trying so hard to fix that. These are just some of my trauma responses. people are usually surprised to find out about them because i combat them so hard but guys I promise they are high functioning. I try my best to compensate by actively trying to be outwardly honest and understanding when I can but it’s not in my nature. It’s just not. I feel bad about how impulsive I can be. I also feel bad about how I can intentionally/ unintentionally hurt others sometimes. Pls let me know if I’m being a dick. I’m trying to work on it. I want to love and be loved by people I care about. And try my best to care about their boundaries more. I just want understanding I hate being written off as just a bad person. I’m really trying. To be even more honest it’s hard for me to feel regret for things I’ve done; even if I know they were “wrong”. I beat up on myself a lot but I still don’t like feeling shame.

#this isn’t targeted at anyone but my brain #low empathy #impulsive #anger issues #compulsive liar #actually traumatized #recovery is possible #life quotes #life motivation #9teen #young adulthood #survivor #mental health

[bijoumikhawal]

"How come garak blabbed about Tain being his dad and being abusive that seems unrealistic" there is a dangerous rush to being able to air out your abusive patents dirty laundry without any consequences because they will never know you did that, man. Also he didn't even seem to realize that the closet thing was fucked up.

#Cipher talk #Admittedly I'm not a compulsive liar but like #I've seen a few people go that's not realistic Garak was taught to lie #My mom taught me to lie too. Specifically about what my home life was like. Having to lie all the time about that makes dishing #Addictive under the right conditions and makes it so you just lie to your parents more than anyone else

[cryingkayak]

Am I going to have to live the rest of my life by lying my way out?

#lying #liar #compulsive liar #mental health #life is genuinely going to knock me out #okay

[plutotunealouette]

dear OCD: die 😘

#this feeling in my chest that makes me feel like i’m drowning with compulsions #i hate this!! i hate this!!! i hate this!!! #my brain is a dirty liar! #none of my compulsions matter! they have no effect on my life! they’re irrelevant! #i wish my brain would compute that! #ursa speaks

[demosthenes70]

Typical she

Typical me

Typical she

Atypical me

#teacher #dark places #chaotic academia #inspiration #wisdom #decision #life quotes #happiness #books #books & libraries #librarians #divorce #healingjourney #healingtiktok #healing #healing era #love quotes #poetry #dark acadamia quotes #21st century compulsive liar

[echo-2-1]

well I finally owned up to all the lies I’ve told to my partner during the 2+ yrs we’ve been together, some understandable, some inexcusable.

I don’t know where we go from here, if he’ll ever forgive me, if I’ll have a home tomorrow, but at least I told the entire truth for once in my fucking life, at least I gave him that.

I hope I get to hug him one more time

#lifelong compulsive liar finally coming clean #I love him so much it feels like I set my own heart on fire #I can’t believe I risked the life we made by telling the truth but I couldn’t keep letting him treat me so kindly #while I took advantage of his trust #I’ve been shaking all day waiting for him to get home from work #honestly I hope he hits me #it would made everything so much easier #but I don’t deserve easy

[wwwyzzerdd420]

Lies make me so fucking angry and violent

Lie to me I'll fucking kill you, I'll fucking find you and you'll regret opening your lying fucking mouth cause you'll have no goddamn teeth left, lying piece of shit

#i don't understand liars and lies #my major abuser that ruined my entire fucking life was a compulsive liar to the point where she would repeat MY OWN STORIES back to me #claiming they were her stories #and lied about anything and everything #its so goddamn unnecessary just tell the fucking truth dipshits #especially people who make fake posts and shit for the purpose of misleading people (not for the purpose of obvious jokes)

[noybusiness]

Habitual Lying

It’s official, George Santos is Lila Rossi.

#george santos #life #real life #politics #anti george santos #miraculous #miraculous ladybug #miraculous: tales of ladybug and cat noir #lila rossi #volpina #chameleon #tales of ladybug and cat noir #compulsive lying #habitual lying #ladybug and cat noir #ladybug #compulsive liars #habitual liars #compulsive liar #habitual liar

[xuanelle]

john silver

[id: screenshot of a tweet from @/ghoulhag that says, "low-key have a crush on my coworker and it might be mutual but the problem is i’m a compulsive liar and fabricated my entire life story over the last 6 months we worked together." /end id]

#bracken.txt

[neo-nomatrix]

10 Things I hate about you

Hobie brown x reader

word count: 1120

(My) Nuisance masterlist

Synopsis: You have hated your neighbor for one year, 3 months, and 8 days. You hate his hair, his boots, his obnoxious music, and most of all you hate the way you love him

a/n; This is the last part of the main (My) Nuisance story! Other installments will be on parters about reader and Hobie before and after the main plot. Thank you to everyone who loves this story it means the world to me!

Being neighbors with Hobie has been one of the most frustrating, exhausting, and confusing experiences of your life. He has truly put you through hell and back.

1. I hate the way you talk to me and the way you do your hair.

If someone had told you one year ago you would be completely head of heels for Hobie you most likely would have laughed in their face. If someone had told you he was the man under Spider-punk's mask you would have jumped off a bridge right then and there. Yet here you are, searching your brain for answers about Hobie and his feelings wondering what you got yourself into.

2. I hate the way you lie to me and your stupid boot buckles.

The unbearable truth was, Hobie got to you. Most importantly he hurt you in the process. You weren’t supposed to get close to him, you weren’t supposed to fall in love with him but you did. He had completely forgotten about the night before and it hurt you more than anything. You genuinely thought he liked you, as luck would have it he confessed to you that he was a compulsive liar when he drank too much. Leading you into realizing he didn’t mean it, why would he? He seemed like the type who would flirt with you just as a fun game, you didn’t know what you were expecting.

3. I hate you so much it makes me mad, it makes my head spin, my stomach ties into knots, makes me weak in the legs.

Was that what this was? A sick joke? A game to him? Just thinking about that made you want to scream at him. Yell at him, tell him how angry you were with the fact that he played with your feelings. You wanted to scream at him and give him a piece of your mind. Yet you couldn’t. You have always been able to yell at Hobie, always. Even over dumb things like the way he talked. But now, it’s different. You wanted to get up and yell at him but you stayed sitting on the ground. Legs to your chest and you just sat there. Unable to move, frozen in that position.

4. I hate it when you’re out all night drinking and the way it makes me worry, worry so much that I stay up all night waiting to hear your stupid boots.

You hear a knock at the door and know it’s him. Of course it’s him, in your time living here he was the only person to ever knock on your door.

“Love? I- I want to talk to you. Can you let me in?” He asked, his voice quiet.

5. I hate your stupid smile and the way you purposefully play your guitar too loud just so i’ll come over.

He takes your silence as an answer, he’s about to say something and then pauses.

“When you were in my room you found a box. It had your stuff in it and a letter. I wrote the letter for you. You deserve to read it. I have your necklace and ring too, sorry bout that,” he gave you an awkward laugh.

“No, I shouldn't have even known about it,” you’re surprised you could even speak to him, “I don’t want to read it either,” you say quickly.

“You have a right to know what it says, okay? At least let me tell you.”

6. I hate that you were so easy to fall in love with.

A few seconds after he finished talking he turned the doorknob and walked into your flat.

“I don’t know what I said to you last night but I'm sorry. Whatever-“ you cut him off before he can finish.

“Don’t. I know you didn’t mean it so don’t. It doesn’t matter now I'm over it,” you brush him off.

“So uhm, what did i say exactly?” He questions

“I said it doesn’t matter, piss off!” you snap.

You both look away from each other, unable to speak.

7. I hate the way you hurt me and the way you made me get close to you. It would be so much easier to despise you if you weren’t so handsome.

“The letter talks about how much I love you, alright? Ever since the day we met and you gave me that stupid note I have been in love with you. You really don’t see the way I look at you? Or- or how I'm extra loud when I know you're trying to sleep? I would do anything just to look at you, that is how in love I am with you. I don’t know if you’re really just clueless or you’re trying to ignore the signs but I am pulling every string to try and make you fall in love with me. Is that what you want to hear?” He’s out of breath by the time he finishes. Tears are brewing in the corner of his eye.

8. I hate it when you say exactly what I want you to say.

“Yeah, actually it kind of is. You told me that it hurt when I didn't show up for our date. I thought you did like me, but then you said you lied when you were drunk. And I don't know why but I believed you,” You confess.

9. I hate it when we don’t talk and the way you make me feel. I hate that I didn't understand those stomach knots were me falling in love.

“No no no, I thought I said something that would upset you. Of course I meant that, Love,” he said, holding your face in his hands. The cold metal of his rings touching you.

“You mean that?” you ask.

“I’ve never been more sure of anything else,” he smiles. God that stupid smile.

“You also, kind of told me something else. You said you were uhm, Spiderman?” you nervously asked.

He visibly tensed up.

“Oh that, well I guess there’s no point in lying huh?”

“So you are?”

“Yeah, for the last three years. But I don’t believe in labels, they’re stupid,” he shrugs

“That’s pretty embarrassing for me then, hm?” you look around your spiderman themed room.

“Nah, I think it’s pretty cute,” he says, making you blush.

“Why don’t we start over? We can go out on a proper date, forget any of this happened. I promise, no standing each other up and we’ll be so happy,” He says, grinning ear to ear.

“Alright then, where should we go?”

10. You especially hate the way you don’t hate him at all. You don’t like him either. You love him. You’re in love with Hobie Brown, your nuisance.

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[rabbits-of-negative-euphoria]

yeah, “bad things” happen to “good people.” but this doesn’t mean that when a bad thing happens to you it automatically makes you a good person. moreover, just because a bad decision you made arose from external misfortune doesn’t mean it was any less of a bad decision for which you are morally culpable

#- HK #if I unjustly lose my job so I go out and get hammered and do some coke and have a one-night stand #my victimhood doesn’t excuse my subsequent behavior #if my landlord raises my rent without notice so I go shoplifting to make up the difference #i am not excused #and if I am a compulsive liar and a cheat my whole life and then one day I am mugged in the street #I am not suddenly a good person for having been mugged #I’m a victim sure but I also victimize others #these two things can be true at the same time #mobile #x