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The biggest thing I find disappointing about any of the "official" sequels to Homestuck, is that... They don't really expand on Homestuck.
They simply add problems, that weren't needed, and are churning out solutions, that didn't matter--because the problems in the first place weren't needed.
My idea of a Homestuck sequel would be to have the world-build, because now we have that idea of the "world" and how it "works", but start from scratch (haha).
Make new characters in classes and aspects we haven't seen yet, or didn't see enough of (Mages and Thieves and Sylphs, oh my, Dooms and Rages and Blood, oh my!). Make new characters that have new remixes of classes and aspects we already know of.
Make new inner memes and repetitions, Homestuck is nothing if not repetitious. Have some actual fun with your sequel. I can't imagine the current stuff being Fun, not with what's its building from.
Say something new in the story, or say something old in a different way. HS is all about ridiculous bullshit all the time anyway, just as much so as its about serious shit all the time always.
Personally, I'd rather not go through SBURB again, I'd want to see how HS works without SBURB being the main focus--or maybe have a SBURB that is completely off its knocker and is impossible to play, as its background.
( Earth C is a perfect place for that )
There are, of course, several things that can be expanded and thoroughly explored that HS leaves open.
Throughout your life, you are going to have more than one class or aspect.
I know huh? Its a thing we've seen out of the Adults that pop up in HS--they always have at least one more class and aspect, and are capable of performing those classes and aspects successfully.
And this even falls in line with typical character dynamics on writing and comprehension. A 3D character changes depending on what situation they're in and who they're with.
And with such, we can assume that HS is about your Core unchangable Classpect--Who are you that is you?-- But now, let's have another!
All your Lives are Connected
Yeah yeah sounds like Utilma-Self horseshit. But there is clearly a thing to explore here; you are connected to yourself, throughout time and space. So even if one of yourself dies, it'll still live on as long as you exist.
The Afterlife
Okay, we've seen hints, maybe, but now I kinda want to know how this works without Dream Bubbles. Dream Bubbles are a SBURB thing, and even then, its only sessions that touch on the Troll Session (Like the human one), who get access.
And even then... its only for Players. Everything else is a recorded memory.
What's a universe like when it has its Gods?
Its clear that when SBURB makes a universe, its generally intended that its players become its gods of that universe. So... what happens when that does actually happen, and not some tomfuckery coming along.
And of course, this is just the HOmestuck World-Build stuff.
You can tell so many different stories from this, from any variety, from silly to serious (And in HS's case--both). Hell, take someone off the street, throw them randomly at this, see how they react, that sort of deal.
And it can be done, without slogging HS's characters through the murk.
If the intention of the current "sequels" were to make things tired, dragged out, and not even fun anymore... Yeah congrats. The story worked as intended. So much so that I'm not even going to keep up with it.
That's how tired its made me.
ADDENDUM:
A lot of people, found comfort, relation, and personal importance, in HS's characters.
And what was done to several character, was a horrible, disgusting, and terrible thing to do, to characters that people found comfortable, relatable and personally important.
And How it was handled afterwards, whether it was staged or not, was A Shit Way to Handle It.
Occurring at a time and place in history where you Should Not Have Fucked That Up.
Because of this, I am not going to accept the "Sequels". I'm not going to accept any justification for the "Sequels".
As far as I'm concerned, Homestuck ended with Homestuck, a silly ridiculous serious webcomic that lasted a very long time and long after the time period it was in (To a point where nobody remembers what early '10s / late 00's internet was like), no publication attached.
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can we hear more about brackenbark and his monster…
thank you so much for the kind words, and as always, i am honored that other people are interested in my silly little cat characters haha. but i would love to talk about him! i've only figured out a few plot beats, so there's no cohesive story, but i can share them.
brackenbark is the healer of a clan (no name for them yet) that lives in the forest. the cats of the clan are all related, so they are encouraged to take loner or kittypet mates, which results in some distinct bloodlines and conflict between them.
starclan is a lot more evasive here, and healers travel to the moonstone or moonpool or whatever to check in with them every once in a while. during one such journey, an unsuspecting brackenbark closes his eyes... only for his connection with starclan to malfunction, plunging him face-to-face with an eldritch abomination.
i haven't decided if brackenbark can communicate with the monster, or how much power the monster has (like is it the planet-eating kind), but cats are definitely just ants to it. however, it is fascinated by brackenbark. for now.
as long as brackenbark can keep it captivated, it won't slaughter him and his entire family. he's tortured by his knowledge, the way it haunts his dreams, the way it starts to appear in his life. he begins calling it the blight and manipulates his clan into worshipping it.
but everybody gets bored of ants eventually. cats disappear, bodies are found. starclan warriors are murdered. it's the blight's way of saying "c'mon, do something".
i'm not entirely sure about his ending. the real protagonists of the story are two young warriors, childhood best friends who are concerned about the disappearances and murders. what i'm leaning towards right now is brackenbark dies after falling out of the blight's favor- probably killed by the two warriors, or the blight itself- and the two warriors run away, hoping for whatever peaceful life they can get before being them out too.
basically, this is a cosmic horror story, with a focus on inevitability and status and insignificance. so i've had a difficult time figuring it out. but i have gotten very attached to brackenbark, he's very blorbo to me, and i'm going to be very mindful with him :3
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Weekend WIP game
A tad late, I'm sorry! But I was tagged by all these lovely people: @read-and-write- @suseagull04 @daisymae-12 @kiwiana-writes @hgejfmw-hgejhsf @happiness-of-the-pursuit
Rules: List your WIPs below (if you only write one fic at a time, feel free to include future WIPs/ideas!) then answer the following questions. Then, tag as many people as you have WIPs (or more). (questions for artists/gifmakers here).
1. WIP List:
That have docs:
Canon Divergence Coffe shop!AU
History will say they were best friends (genderswap AU)
Movieverse post canon one shot
Neighbours AU
Watermelon Sugar
That are in my mind:
Dog park AU
Single dad Henry AU
Buenos Aires vacation (Henry chapter)
2. Which of your WIPs is currently the longest?
I guess Watermelon sugar atm
3. Which WIP do you expect will end up the longest?
The neighbours AU. I think it's gonna be a multichapter lenghty thingy
4. Which WIP is your favourite to write/the most enjoyable to write? Why?
At the moment, none of them haha I'm terrified but I think the neighbours AU is gonna be fun. Also the dog park AU because I daydream about it every morning when I take my dog to the park.
5. Which WIP do you find the most intimidating to write? Why?
The canon divergence and the Genderswap because I have to repurpose some canon elements and find a creative way of using them.
6. Which WIP do you experience the most self-doubt about. Why?
Same, anything canon realted that's not post canon.
7. Which of your WIPs will you seek out a beta/sensitivity reader for? Why?
All of them because English is not my first language
8. Have any of your WIPs been struck by the curse of writer's block?
I think the coffe shop AU for some reason?? But I truly love the idea and I want to write it.
9. Which WIP has your favourite OC? Tell us about them?
Watermelon Sugar has an OC that's a bisexual English lady that's witty and will give Alex a run for his money. I'm so in love with her tbh and I've written all of 3 lines haha
10. Which WIP is the sexiest?
Watermelon Sugar and I hope the canon divergence one and the genderswap one!
11. Which WIP is the angstiest?
Canon divergence coffee shop AU or the genderswap.
12. Which WIP has the best characterisation (in your humble opinion)?
I hope all of them???
13. Which WIP has the best scene setting (in your humble opinion)?
I hope the Buenos Aires vacation because mi país, mi país.
14. Which WIP have you worked the hardest on?
I think the canon divergence coffee shop AU
15. Which WIP do you have the highest expectations for? Why?
The nieghbours AU because I think it'll be the most personal one.
16. Do you dream about any of your WIPs?
hahaha I haven't yet but I'm sure I will because I always do .
17. Do any of your WIPs have particular complexities that your other fics don't?
I don't think so!
18. Which WIP is the funniest or has the most humour?
I think the dog park AU will be the funniest because it'll be such a silly romcom
19. Do any of your WIPs contain outside POVs or a deep dive on a character other than the main ship? How are you finding that process?
No, not at the moment!
20. Tell us one thing we don't know about one or more of your WIPs.
The coffee shop AU is a canon divergence fic where Henry and Alex never met in Rio. Henry refused to be paraded around after Arthur died and has been hiding away in different cities, one of them being DC while he starts working at a new coffee shop that Alex and June start frequenting. One of the things I like the most about this idea is that the Henry is the one who'll think Alex is a petulant asshole.
I know it's no longer the weekend but I'm gonna tag a few people anyway in case they haven't done this! No prssure thou! @orchidscript @hypnostheory @bellamysgriffinprincess @pridepages
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Okay…so today's episode of Home Alone really highlighted how close NCT 127 is. They must have become even closer recently, but it really showed their deep bond. When Doyoung mentioned that Haechan sometimes says he wants to live together when they get old, Haechan himself confirmed it, making sure of his decision and expressing his eagerness to do so in his life. He also mentioned that his favorite drama is Reply 1988, and there's a dialogue in it about neighbors being better than distant relatives or something. This really reflects the episode of the "lost boys" and what Haechan said about his family and his bond with them. He truly wants to cherish the bond with his hyungs (older brothers) forever.Of course, he is close with the dreams too, but you know, I hope you understand what I mean.
I used to be someone who didn't like Haechan because he would annoy and tease Doyoung all the time, at least that's how I saw it before. But now I can't deny the fact that he is emotionally closer to Doyoung than to Mark. Mahae is close frnds, Maybe it's because of their schedules and work, they depend on each other mentally and physically. But the closeness he shows with Doyoung is something really special. I don't know how to explain it, maybe it's because of Doyoung's kind nature towards him, even though he teases and stresses him out. Haechan lacks that kind of attention in his life, and as everyone knows, he is an attention seeker. So if he wants it from Doyoung, he will come and get it. And who is Doyoung to deny attention to the people he loves and adores? So it's balanced, haha.
Even when they're playing, whether it's teasing or anything else, how many times does Haechan mention Doyoung's name? The eagerness he shows to do anything with Doyoung (other than being on the same team when playing physical games, well, that's also kind of teasing) really amazes me. It's not just Jaehyun or Taeyong who remember Doyoung in everything they say or do, Haechan also attaches himself to Doyoung in an emotional way. I think that's really cute.
I don't know when he started thinking about the idea of living together, but speaking of that topic, our Taeyong already requested to dy to go nursing home together in 2020.. .that's really makes me wonder how much that man loves dy even 3 years ago...haha...
Haechan is really clingy. I haven't watched the 2nd episode yet, but in the 1st one the first thing Hyuk dis at the service stop was to go and demand they eat something together. In the end they ate separately in different groups, so the point was more to annoy (my favourite moment was when Tae appeared behind them chewing on his bread with cheese(?), looking like a content hamster).
Doyoung is a self-proclaimed person who prefers to give love. As a result he is surrounded by attention-seekers. Win-win for both parties, heh.
The most noticeable thing is Hyuk making sure to thank Doyoung (for food or smth else) or advertise his solo projects (albeit often in a teasing manner). As Tae, Jae and Johnny, Hyuk aknowledges Do's effort (what Do actually wants and expressed this in the past a lot).
Why are the men arounf him ask to cohabit together with Do in the future with disregard to his future wife... hm.
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because I can't stand holding this stangst fic idea I thought of yesterday inside, here it is. putting it under a cut because it is really angsty. also for those who want to have some element of surprise if I do write and finish it haha.
basically, Stan arrives in Gravity Falls a few weeks later than he did in canon (got held back by complications in his journey there, haven't thought of what exactly yet) and when he finally arrives, Ford doesn't answer the door at all. Stan, not wanting to just leave his twin that he hadn't seen in a decade and also being a little worried, shoves his way inside. He searches the empty, almost abandoned looking house, calling his name, until the horrible truth was revealed. Ford had died in his study of some unknown cause just before Stan's arrival (I'm thinking the day before). Stan grieves and blames himself, believing it to be his fault for not coming sooner (even though he had no control over the circumstances that delayed his arrival). A weird and vaguely threatening dream induces Stan to vow to find out how Ford died and why Ford wanted Stan to come in the first place, beginning with something he discovered in Ford's trench coat before burying him the day earlier. Solving a mystery while struggling with grief, that's the name of this fic (not literally lol). someone stop me from murdering my favorite character again /lh /hj
If I do begin to write it, it will be after I finish one or two of my in-progress wips because they're closer to being done and I don't want to put them off for more new ideas. And also if I do write it, I think I might need help writing this one once I get to it! I don't actually know yet what the cause of Ford's death would be outside of it being Bill-adjacent. Like, specifics surrounding it that would lend clues. And I struggle with pacing, often rushing things when I should take them a little slower. I'd want Stan to find clues naturally while he's struggling with the pain of losing his twin, and not sound so forced or rushed, if that makes sense. idk, help is appreciated once I'm ready for it.
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06.24.2022
I woke up a little late but at least that means I got a good night of sleep~ Even if my dreams were a little weird. As usual.
It's funny but all of the information people I've met here are low-key rude haha. It's fine though, and I guess it's fair since i don't really speak Italian. I try, but it's so broken and I'm so uncomfortable with it.
I went to Romagia and had a lovely breakfast! It's good! I ordered an omelette, but I think I confused the waitress a little bit. It's not 'oh-me-let' here, it's 'oh-mo-leh-te' haha But turns out the trail didn't start at Riomaggiore, so I had to move on to Corniglia. I swear the train company is making so much money off of me. From there... I took steps. So many fucking stairs. I was hot and sweaty and I doubt any rando would hit on me now lol My genes make me sweaty so wearing a full face of makeup while going hiking is never a good idea. And yet... But I've got to remind myself that no matter how ugly I am, people will still talk to me and be nice to me. Which feels like a blessing.
But there were so many fruit trees!! So many!! I ate some of the grapes and they were SOUR.. A French girl hoped over a fence to get fallen peaches and I had one~ it was so sweet and juicy! I also really wanted to get fallen plums but those were already claimed by insects... I kinda wanted to get a lemon, but like. I wouldn't have done anything with it lol. Maybe adding it to my water, actually 🤔 And if I do come back tomorrow, I wanna go swimming in the little nook I found. I wanted to go scuba diving, but again. The information places are not very helpful. I really like the Italian sea, it's so blue~ I did get to find a place close to the rocks! I chilled there for a bit~ Did some parkour~ And skinned my leg a bit when i slipped ;^; My airport fell into the little pond so I gotta get new ones I guess 😅 And one more adapter. My iPhone kinda died since I didn't charge it last night to charge my android. I also need to buy shampoo. And I'm also low key anxious about the internship now. I know my Italian is bad and because I know I haven't been practicing... Low-key kill me.
Oh! I have my first work call catch up today!! I'm pretty excited for it. And anxious. I'm gonna have so many emails, but I'm curious to see how it's been going.
I think if the chance comes up to get a tattoo in Florence I'll take it. I feel like I accomplished my goal of feeling more connected to my goddess without really bending over backwards somehow? Worshipping her just became a natural part of my day. So I think I'm ready. Even if I don't get the house or the full time job, I want to get this tattoo.
Ohmygod... So I decided to be excited for this right? Be excited for going back to work. But first, the computer work account gives me trouble. And then I decide I'll check my emails, clean things off before my catch up meeting~ .... ......... I have 243 emails.
BROH.
I can't. I'm sure half of those are junk and meetings but OHMYGODS
Ohmygod... This was none of the things I was expecting...
I just had my catch up meeting with my coworker and. Golly. This is NOT good. Social guy got Fired?? He didn't quit, he got *fired* and he was a driving force in some of our integration discussions. My manager still sucks. She's changing everything and making it impossible for my coworker to do anything about it. My boss was very angry about the new tool we were discussing eventhough we discussed it and I said the coworker's company would take care of it? I'm just. What am I going to go back to. August is going to be a literal hell. ...I'm, going to go get pizza.
That update about work actually has me pretty bummed out... Like, why couldn't things just stay good? But I do recall that I just wanted a job to get me all the way to Italy, and that's what it did, and I met some wonderful people along the way so for that I am very grateful. I guess I'll have to apply for some new jobs now though, just in case.
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Ask game: 1, 2, 3, 4, 20:D
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Your top 5 reads of 2023
Answered this one, but I'll elaborate a little:
Hikaru no Go: I'm a sucker for sports/game stories when they keep the game play relatively grounded and focus on realistic efforts people take to improve. All the character work is very solid too, and the story arc about grief and loss makes me cry.
Inside Mari: I was uneasy to read this one because of its subject matter, but I thought it handled things in a successful way. I'm always in love with this author's art style (see question 3) and even though I thought some of the ending was weak, the story was still good.
Dungeon Meshi: I did not like the beginning much, but as the characters fleshed out and the world grew, I became much more impressed. I like the art style and I like the comedy. I haven't quite finished it yet.
Blue Period: This comic does a good job capturing what it's like to engage with art through academics and the tension between art as expression and everything else art can be. I like the diverse character designs.
Chainsaw Man: The anime dragged me back in to the comic. I reread part 1 last year and have been sticking with the updates to part 2 fairly regularly. There's just something compelling and sad about the protagonists. And a little action and silliness is fun too.
2. A series you'll keep up with next year
Chainsaw Man, Kekkaishi, The Summer Hikaru Died, Kaiju No. 8 (maybe)
3. Your author of the year
Shuzo Oshimi. I read Inside Mari, Blood on the Tracks, and reread Happiness. This author always deals with dark, sad subjects, but often pulls out uplifting aspects of humanity even as he is breaking people down. I love his art. Every time he stops using midtones I get so excited, haha.
4. An underrated gem
This is tough. I feel like I read some underrated gems last year (anything by Taiyo Matsumoto). The one I'm picking isn't really a gem, just more of a manga I haven't mentioned yet: Welcome to Demon School! Iruma-kun. The art is okay and the story is okay. But the protagonist is sweet. I haven't looked at it in months, but I could still see picking it up again when I want something cheerful that scratches a specific itch. I think what I like about it is that in a world of demons, the human Iruma has a power-creep trajectory that still feels attached to him being a human.
20. Drop your 2024 reading list 💗
Ones I've paused that I mean to finish: Goodnight Punpun, Dungeon Meshi, The Land of the Lustrous (if I can tough out the despair), Dorohedoro, To Your Eternity (if I can get through without crying every 10 chapters)
Ones I want to reread: Our Dreams at Dusk, Ajin, A Silent Voice, Mob Psycho 100 (waiting for all the books to publish in English), Homunculus
New Reads: Flowers of Evil, Tomie (and other Ito works), Sunny, The Book of Human Insects, Solanin
Always open to recommendations!
#manga#ask game#generally i'd like to read more books i already own#flowers of evil has been sitting on my shelf for at least a year#and my roommate owns basically every ito work every published in english#edited to add homunculus to the reread list#I wonder how it holds up
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Author Ask Tag
I was tagged by my amazing writeblr pal @scribe-of-stories! Read their post here, because Fleshtown sounds as fascinating as it does horrifying and I can't wait to read it someday! Also, I LOVED their writing advice for the last question. Definitely check it out!
I think I'm going to focus on 2 WIPs for this tag. My (STILL untitled) 90s rock band novel--click the tag to see more of what I've posted about that--and a dark marauders era fanfiction I recently started working on.
What is the main Lesson of your story? And why did you choose it?
For my novel, I'd say the main lesson is that blood isn't a prerequisite for family. And that when you've found them you know... because together you can overcome any obstacle and rise to the top against all odds, and because when you truly see someone as family you love them despite their flaws and the mistakes they make.
For the fic, I'll be honest, I haven't thought much about it yet. It's VERY new. All I was thinking was "DARK JEGULUS DARK JEGULUS" and... vibes? So, yeah. I'm a mess. But if I had to think about it I'd probably say it's that most bad choices are redeemable if you're willing to put in the work to change.
What did you use as inspiration for your worldbuilding?
NOVEL: Oooh, this is a good one. I took inspiration from other works like Almost Famous and Daisy Jones and the Six for the rockstar vibes, and High School (the Tegan and Sara memoir) for the 90s vibes. I also wanted the general atmosphere to be very moody, so I took advantage of the setting (Seattle) and used the weather to manipulate that, which feels very Twilight if I'm being 100% honest.
FIC: Well, I mean, that's fairly obvious. I took inspiration from the original HP source material. I also wanted to give it a very dystopian worst-case-scenario feel, so for that I took inspiration from another great fic I've been reading called As the Worm Moon Dies. Highly recommend it!
What is your MC trying to achieve, and what are you, the writer, trying to achieve with them? Do you want to inspire others, teach forgiveness, help readers grow as a person?
NOVEL: This project has multiple MCs, so I'll focus on my boy Jamie. Jamie's goals are interesting because while most of the others in the band are looking to make it big and be super famous, all Jamie wants is to play music with his friends for the rest of his life. Also, he DESPERATELY wants to sort out his feelings for River and live an authentic life by his side. As for me, I'd say my goal is to show people that growth isn't necessarily lateral, and either is forgiveness. But no matter how bad things can get, as long as you're willing to put in the work and lean on your people for support, almost anything can be overcome.
FIC: Regulus is just trying to survive, man. He's going through it. He's also trying to live with the choices he's made and (though he doesn't consciously know it yet) find ways to make up for them. Meanwhile, James is quite literally trying to save the world. Which is very him. He's also trying to overcome the cognitive dissonance he's experiencing when it comes to aligning his feelings for Regulus with his own personal goals and values. I don't know what I want as the writer yet, my dudes. Like I said, right now I'm just here for the vibes and the angst.
How many chapters is your story going to have?
Unknown for both WIPs. Although my novel is currently up over 40 which I worry is too many. Mind you, it's still in the first draft stage so that will likely change as I cut and edit.
Is it fanfiction or original content? Where do you plan to post it?
I'm HOPING my novel will be picked up by my pals at NineStar, and the fic will be up on Ao3 when it's ready!
When and why did you start writing?
I started writing when I was 9 or 10, when I would make kids books (illustrations and all, haha) for my baby brother. All I had was printer paper, crayola markers and a dream baybeeee. Then I started writing short stories for youth magazines and contests, then in high school I moved onto fanfiction, and so on.
As for why... I don't really know. It has always just felt natural to me. I've always known I was going to be a writer. It's what I feel best doing. I could never give it up.
Do you have any words of engagement for fellow writers of writeblr? What other writers of tumblr do you follow?
I don't know how to follow Scribe's advice because it was just so damn good. So everything they said!
I'd also like to add that there's nothing wrong with working at your own pace. As a neurodivergent author who goes months at a time without writing a single word only to suddenly and without warning embark on a three-week writing hyperfixation where I block out absolutely everything and everyone around me, I'm here to tell you that it's FINE. It's fine to take breaks, it's fine to take ten years or ten weeks to write a novel, the important thing is that you're writing it.
Like Scribe said, don't let other people tell you how YOUR process should go. Deadlines are one thing, but all you can do is your best. What that looks like to one person may look completely different to you, and that's FINE. <3
Oooh shoutouts! I love shoutouts! Some must-follow writeblrs: @scribe-of-stories, @idgie-stark, @dewiwrites, @artcoffeecats, @rachaellawrites and @brieflyinfatuated!
Open tag! Any and all writeblrs are encouraged to play along!
#untitled rock band wip#fanfiction#marauders fanfiction#writeblr#tag games#author ask tag#my wip#vicstmichael#writers on tumblr#writing community#tag game#writers corner#am writing#writblr tag game
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300 MILESTONE WRITING EVENT. (CLOSED, BUT REGULAR REQUESTS ARE OPEN)
OMG HI BESTIES, I recently gained 300 besties and I can’t even begin to tell y’all how thankful I am for all the love and support all of you have given me in this short amount of time that I’ve owned my blog. I thought I was going to be a flop lowkey but you all proved me wrong LMAO. So to show my appreciation for you all, I decided to finally do a milestone event like I was supposed to do a long time ago but shhhhh, don’t be shy to send in a request bestie! I promise I don’t bite unless you know you’re into that kind of stuff 🙈
MASTERLIST (tba once the first requests is complete or I get a couple of requests)
HOW THIS EVENT WILL WORK
♡ listed below underneath the readmore cut are 90 prompts for you to choose from that are broken into categories (fluff, smut, angst, & crack)
♡ You can send in one prompt or mix and match them together along with a character of your choice, two characters for a ménage a trois situation if you want to be extra, or a character x character request
♡ You can be as descriptive or as vague as you want with your request.
♡ For example: “prompt number 13 (or the prompt by itself) + prompt 31 for Jean & scout!reader after he thinks you’ve died while in a battle but the two of you reunite later on” or just “Prompt 19 for Shigure Sohma” and even request who you want to say the prompt!
♡ In return I’ll write you a drabble based off the request that varies from 500-1k words.
Requests specifically for this milestone event are open until 04/25/21 or until I say they close because I’m lowkey terrible at putting a time restriction on things.
WHAT FANDOMS THIS EVENT IS OPEN TO
♡ ATTACK ON TITAN
♡ JUJUTSU KAISEN
♡ BLEACH
♡ FRUITS BASKET
♡ DEVILS LINE
♡ FIRE FORCE
♡ DEATH NOTE
♡ JOJO’S BIZARRE ADVENTURE
And any other animes/mangas mentioned in my rules post, even the ones in my currently reading/watching list, but the ones listed up above are the main ones.
PROMPTS LIST
FLUFF
1. " hey, so... i know you haven't been feeling great, so i picked up a few of your favorite snacks, drinks... "
2.“ wait , did you just say you love me? “
3." it's okay. i promise you, i will be here when you wake up. "
4." wow... you look... you look amazing. "
5." you're shivering. here, take my jacket. "
6. “ i love you. “
7. “ what? ME have a crush on YOU? whaaaaaat?! haha! what? pfft … shut up! “
8.“ jealous?! i’m not jealous! “
9.“ wow … your smile is breathtaking. “
10.“I want to be more than friends. “
11.“ let me take you out on a date. “
12. “ it seems that you get impossibly more beautiful every single day . ”
13.“ so … do i get a goodnight kiss? “
14. “ i notice that you keep looking at my lips . you’re criminally unsubtle . ”
15. “ i think the kids are awake … ”
16. “ i ran you a bath . get in it . ”
17. “ there’s no greater blessing than looking at my child & seeing your eyes . ”
18. “ let’s just get in the car & drive somewhere . anywhere . ”
19. “ i just can’t believe that you’re mine , now . ”
20. “ no , you’re not going anywhere . you have a fever . ”
21. “ every time i wake up & you’re there next to me , i wonder if i’m still dreaming . ”
22. “ i think i might be in love with you. ”
23. “ i love you, every part of you. even the parts you don’t like. ”
24. “ you know, if you moved in we wouldn’t keep having to say goodbye like this. ”
25.“Come watch the sunset with me.”
SMUT
26. “i’ve been waiting all day…”
27. “can i come yet? Please let me cum.”
28. “you have to be quiet if you want to cum.”
29.“ wow … you’re hot when you’re angry. “
30. “i want you to touch yourself for me.”
31. “just shut up and fuck me.”
32. “i’m gonna fuck you until you beg me to stop.”
33. “i want you to forget everything and everyone else but me.”
34. “make me.”
35. “they’re gonna catch us—”
36. “You’re beautiful when you’re all flushed and wanting.”
37. “You can be rough with me, I won’t break.”
38. “Did you touch yourself, thinking of me?”
39. “Please, please, touch me.”
40. “I want to bury my face between your thighs.”
41. “You can beg better than that, I think.”
42. “Ride me. Slowly, that’s it.”
43. “Come taste yourself on my fingers.”
44. “are you gonna be good for me?”
45. “did you just yawn?”
46. “how much do you want to cum?”
47. “you sound so pretty when you moan”
48. “tell me you’re mine”
49. “I’m going to put a baby in you tonight.”
50. “Is this your first time doing anything?”
ANGST
51.“ please just … leave me alone. “
52. “ i don’t love you. “
53.“ you don’t have to talk, we can just sit together. ”
54. “ stop trying to fix me. ”
55. “ you’re right, you are a monster. ”
56. “ loving you is killing me. ”
57. “ you’re bleeding! ”
58. “ why can’t i be enough? ”
59. “ just stay still. let me hold you. ”
60. “ if you’re so intent on going down this path, then i’m coming with you. ”
61. “ i miss the way you used to smile at me. ”
62. “ i need to know that you’ll be okay. if something happens to me… ”
63. “ why won’t you just let me go? i’m not worth it. ”
64. “ please don’t go. ”
65. “There are more lives at stake here than the ones you care about! What gives you the right to decide that one person’s life weighs more than countless others?”
66. “I miss the old you.”
67.“I wish we knew each other sooner.”
68. “ even when you smile, your eyes are still sad. ”
69. “Promise me you’ll find me in our next lifetime.”
70. “ don’t do that— don’t shut down on me. let me in. ”
71. “ why aren’t you scared of me? ”
72. “ would you kill for me? ”
73. “ i don’t like the way they look at you. perhaps i’ll cut their eyes out. ”
74. “ yes. i killed them— but i did it for you. ”
75. “I think I’m pregnant.”
CRACK
76." what in the actual fuckily duckily. "
77." how do they know an animal is extinct like?? you looked everywhere?? "
78." why is it called creepypasta and not fettucine afraido? "
79." no offense to myself but what the fuck am i actually doing. "
80.“ … why does this card say ‘ happy 3rd birthday ‘? “
81." ted just be letting anyone talk. "
82." i wonder when the bermuda triangle stopped working. not a lot of drama there anymore. "
83." no wonder the ice caps are melting, i'm fucking HOT! "
84. “crying is very punk, trust me, i do it all the time and i am a punk. ”
85. “your inability to learn complicated handshakes is tearing this friendship apart. ”
86. “ what do you mean a thesaurus isn’t a dinosaur? ”
87. “ i’m not interested in being polite or heterosexual. ”
88.“It’s probably the Illuminati anyways.”
89. “ you’re lucky you’re cute. ”
90. “ Might just headbutt the wall and knock myself the fuck out.”
91. “You deserves the world but all i can give you is my anxiety and depression.”
#fingers crossed that this first milestone event is a successful one ☝🏾🤞🏾#this is also coincidentally my 100th post#aot x reader#attack on titan x reader#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#devils line x reader#jojos bizarre adventure x reader#bleach x reader#fruits basket x reader#fire force x reader#death note x reader#Stallion Speaks.
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Yeah. Exactly. I wonder if shifters know how connected they seem to people on the outside looking in. Well, when you put it like that, I guess we’re in the same boat, but also poised to help each other!
Well, maybe I have more important things to do than be your own private human dictionary. Have you ever thought of that, Freelancer? Oh, good good good. So I’m not the only one who was skeptical that they died? I’m kinda relieved. I thought I was just grasping at straws.
When you put it like that, maybe it might be more likely than I thought that a cat would come up to me. I do run hot. Plus, maybe I could borrow a few of those treats you offered earlier? Just as, y’know, insurance. And hey, if you go, perhaps another cat will choose you. Does Eren play nice with others?
Hmm. That’s an interesting offer, Freelancer. I guess we could arrange that. Purely for gathering data, of course. Not because it might be fun. You probably snore. Aww, that must’ve seemed magical for you as a kid. Even though it means that you didn’t get a picture to capture the moment, maybe you’re better off not having a smartphone at the time. You got to be in the moment and capture it in your mind’s eye without distractions or pressure or thinking about how you’re going to show it to other people. You were there fully, completely, and now you get to always have that. Barefoot in the snow? Oh hell, Freelancer. The thought is enough to make my toes fall off! You need some self-preservation.
Should we do a matinee or an evening showing? Oh, enemies to lovers can be interesting, but it depends how it’s handled. I like to see some sort of complexity or something right from the get go. If they just both scream and yell and insult each other, then I never want them to end up together. Like, there’s a point of being too mean. Lots of movies use that trope. I always think of /Much Ado About Nothing/ as the OG enemies to lovers.
You do that thing with your eyebrow, raise it up and crinkle it, when you lie. A little competition never hurt anyone, in my opinion at least. Crispiness can be an asset sometimes. Like with sweet potato fries. Those are my favorite! I’ll make sure not to serve any popcorn. Good to know. What’s your take on caramel corn? I know you’ve got quite the sweet tooth.
Maybe if it’s that cold, I could actually hold the snow in my hands without instantly melting it. I remember one winter, just after my powers manifested, I wanted to make a snowman and couldn’t. I almost, almost cried! But, then my mom showed me how to control my fire so that I melted the snow a little bit into ice and we made an ice sculpture that looked like a snowman. She’s so creative. But when it’s a dry heat, it’s not that bad! I promise!
-Damien
I was just kidding, Damien. It was a pretty poor joke, I'll admit, I'm sorry. I really don't think of you as a dictionary, even though you usually teach me new words. But you're definitely not grasping at straws. I mean, they're an earth elemental, and there was earth beneath them. Hux is always digging holes just for fun, imagine how fast he could be if he had to do it in a situation like that.
I have plenty of treats, for insurance reasons of course, though I doubt that you'll need them. Haha, Eren loves other cats, though he's a bit...persistent, so most other cats can't stand him. He just wants to be friends.
Oh, I definitely snore.... funny story, when I was a kid I used to deny that I snored. I had a dream where every so often whenever I tried to speak, I'd let out a snore... and well, I was convinced that I snored after that. So, if I get too loud, just wake me up or put a pillow over my face or something. That's a really sweet way of thinking, Damien, and you're right! Haha, I still go outside barefoot in the snow to take out the trash or get the mail or stuff. I haven't lost any toes yet.
Maybe evening if that's okay? I have to agree, if they're just yelling and hating each other, it makes no sense. I haven't seen that before, maybe that's another movie we should watch together?
I do? I had no idea. I don't usually lie so I guess I don't really think about the kinds of tells I have. Oh, I love sweet potato fries! They're so much better than regular ones. I love caramel corn when it's fresh, when the caramel is softer and not so hard. My grandma used to make caramel puffcorn balls around Christmas. They were such a mess. Have you ever had white chocolate covered puffcorn? It's pretty addictive.
That sounds like so much fun! And pretty, have you ever tried to use food coloring to make the ice different colors? We should make a snowman together! Have you ever built a fort out of the snow, the big piles that are made by the plows? When I was a kid we used to dig out tunnels if we got a lot of snow. And oh sure, I'll believe you if I ever see that. The summers I've dealt with are always so muggy.
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/rp- this is all just their characters! No ill will to any creators themselves.
This is just my reaction to Tommy's stream "I can't any longer."
FUCK FUCKING FUCK WHAT A GOD DAMN DICK c!DREAM IS
SPOILERS UNDER CUT
DID HE JUST SAY "THAT WASN'T IN THE SCRIPT" lol
WHAT A B I T C H HE BLEW UP TOMMY'S THINGS
I'M SO ANGRY ABOUT THIS
NOOOOOOOOO DREAM NOOOOOO
"No one can come and visit you, until you learn to listen."
GHOSTBUR BUILT THIS ALL, NOT TOMMY, YOU DICK
"Tommy, you would never, actually... You know. You're here for a very long time, Tommy."
I wanna hurt character Dream so much
Drista gave Tommy those tags and they're gone ;w;
At least he still has the photos/compass
The animatics after this are going to be so fuckin scary/scary good
.......and now he's gone. tommy's left with the rubble.
THE WAY HE WALKED THROUGH THE BROKEN PORTAL NO TOMMY
"I said I was sorry... I meant it..."
THE LAUGHTER AT THAT PHOTO OF TUBBO LMAOOOOO
"Happy memories..."
"Jump in the- no, no..."
TUBBO FELL LOL
Tommy, Tommy what are you
TOMMY
TOMMY STOP
NO NO NO NO NO HE'S GONNA JUMP
WHY IS TUBBO DYING?
GUYS STOP IT STOP STOP STOP STOP
"My only friend, Dream- Is gone."
TOMMY STOP PLEASE STOP
please tell me someone is gonna join please please please
Please someone help him, don't let Tommy die
I know i thought the idea of GhostInnit was interesting but i don't want this
TOMMY PLEASE STOP
PLEASE
GOD, THE PICTURES--
"He'd come to watch me."
Looking over Logsted
please please stop no he uncrouched come on tommy
TUBBO STOP DYING
i just saw people spamming flipinnit in chat
Tommy's realizing Dream isn't his friend
HE JUMPED- INTO WATER
Tommy!!! To your senses Tommy!!!!!!!
"He wasn't here because he was my friend"...
The chat's going god damn crazy
"I almost said 'It's only a disc.'"
HE'S BREAKING THE TREE? GIFT UNDER TREE?
OH SHIT HE DIED OOPS NOW HE'S AT SPAWN LOL HAS TO CALL DREAM
"My bed seems to have been destroyed..."
"This blooper reel is getting longer and longer."
let's pretend this didn't happen <3
I'm not going to forget Dream's death though that was hilarious, he's never gonna live that down
Who named this disc Mellohi lol
What the fuck are Ant/Ponk talking about
If I could sub I would </3
"No one [...] no one came here. And everyone left me."
"I'm the only one Dream's scared of. And he almost had me, for a little second there."
"We don't have to stay in this shit hole."
Heyyy found a chest with cool stuff!
Ooooooh he joined a VC, is someone going to pop in later? IS HE GOING TO GO FIND TECHNO???? TECHNO RETCONNED TOMMY FINDING HIS BASE BECAUSE IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN YET IS IT GONNA HAPPEN
"Die, pig. I fuckin' hate pigs." okay, well.
"No one's gonna know!" "Dream's not gonna fuckin' know, is he?"
"As soon as I get back my disc, everything ends."
"He won't be able to find me." I mean yeah, technically not ig
I just realized how much I've calmed down haha
He's heading into the snow 👀
"I'm not like Dream."
YEEEEE THE LOG AND BELLLLLLL
"No one on this entire server knows where I am, now." THEY WILL IF YOU LEAVE HALF TREES DIMWIT
"Even Ghostbur left me." Oh yeah, where'd he go lol
Is he. Is he going to try and rob The Blade.
"Surely I remember..." Tommy you're not supposed to remember, idiot-
LMAO SOMEONE IN CHAT SAID "Tommy, did your balls just drop man"
Holy shit I forgot those weird ice skeleton mobs were still in the game I haven't seen one in years
"When have I ever done the work myself?" tommy hhhhhhh whyyyyyyyy
"we are smol and confused" - awesamdude
"I'm at Techno's house right now" "He commissioned a bee Farm" - Phil 👀
YOOOO ARE WE GONNA SEE PHIL HERE? no? ok
Techno what the fuck is in your basement
tommy you idiot lmao you're fuckin' dead
"Exile is awesome"
Chat is saying run????? IS HE GONNA LIVE UNDER TECHNO'S BASE?????
raccooninnit & dumbassinnit haha
Heyyy Eret joined! And Dream's gone! :D
"It would be nicer just to be home. No, no, no-"
Fundy is live ayyyy
THE BOY IS BACK AYYYYYY I haven't typed in a while trying to put MC on my brother's pc
WE'RE ENDING STREAM BOYS TIME FOR ME TO STOP TYPING AND DO THINGS
"I think shit's gonna get crazy from here."
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Not related to Seteth that much, but just wanted to say regarding this new chapter in FEH after reading your post about it- 1: I agree with all your points. 2: If you haven't played it yet, please do. It clears up a few things you've mentioned, though the story is still confusing as ever
YEAH I did actually. I’m still... Man. This story just threw me into a loop. I never Made a post after he actual chapter came out. because I’ve still been trying to figure out how I feel about it.
But thank you so much for sending this in! I’ve really been thinking about making another post discussing this but never got around to it because I didn’t want to turn this into a “Lin has feelings and opinions about FEH” blog. Though there is an Alfonse ask blog if y’all want my opinions on FEH there.
To also just mention this- I live where FEH resets is midnight but atm where I am it’s three am and I deadass stayed up until three for this chapter and BOY do I have opinions. Last time I stayed up for FEH reset where it was at three intentionally was Mila banner so I could summon for Líf. As much as I always say FEH bad and FEH stinky, I’m so attached to Alfonse that I’m the fool here.
This is going to be long because I’m going to mention a few things I’ve thought about since the midpoint and just going back to it. But basically, a whole bunch of things relating to Book IV and Book III because those are the only two really relevant anymore (thank you IntSys for at least attempting to make Veronica relevant. Maybe we should get her and Bruno as units and not their alts and more about them-)
ALSO WHEN I WENT BACK IN THE CHAPTER FOR THIS LET ME JUST SAY
Why does when you’re engaging an enemy does it look like you’re in front of the summoning stone. At least in the last part of the chapter. Please IntSys, this chapter already brought me enough pain.
A lot of this is may seem like “Wow that’s obvious” but still.
Starting with the beginning of the book, and all of it really. It’s so confusing. And what did this really... Have to do with the “plot”. It’s like IntSys forgot about the Embla and the conflict with Askr. Sure, Book II was somewhat related, and Book III was actually pretty related with the whole Líf/Alfonse and Thrasir/Veronica thing. Book IV finally doesn’t feel as disconnected from the rest of the “plot” (I say “plot” because it’s a tough subject on what the plot of FEH is) as the whole, “He died because of what happened in Hel/with Hel” thing. Book IV is literally some fever dream.
Alfonse being dead did not hit me well. Now this may sound childish, but when FEH first came out, I had finally moved back to my home state yet was still alone and all. All the friends I had left me one way or another over the years so when I first started playing, Alfonse was instantly one of my favourites. It wasn’t an “Oh haha he’s hot” thing but more of a “He gets it”. So with the whole Kiran is actual Alfonse detail?
Yeah me too.
With Kiran being from our world, you’d assume shitty things happened to them. It’s our world after all. So one could assume, going to Zenith was probably nice for them. Again, we don’t have any information about Kiran because they’re supposed to be us, but by the way Kiran hasn’t tried to leave yet (Unless they have and IntSys just. Didn’t show us until sometime later to fuck everything over) they wanted to stay. It makes sense they would want to stay, and have grown attached to the Askran trio and other Heroes as the summoner support exists (I say that as if my summoner supports aren’t Alfonse and Líf). So you could say that’s one reason they became Alfonse for his book, but honestly I say there’s more to it than “I didn’t want you to live without Alfonse/I wanted him to keep being able to go on adventures with his friends”. I definitely don’t think it was Kiran being selfish though, just putting that out there. I think it really does have to do with Alfonse and the game isn’t just saying that to not be like “Oh well in reality Kiran doesn’t want to leave”.
I went back to through the last part of the chapter again and I’m not wrong. Freyja’s line to Kiran saying they were all alone further supports the whole “Kiran finally has friends” thing.
I’m not going to quote Alfonse’s lines again, but I will quote Líf’s. Many of the things Líf says suggests that he was close with his Kiran. And obviously that means Alfonse and Kiran are close and the likes yeah yeah but. Looking at Líf’s lines...
“Get close to someone, and the pain of parting will be much more acute. You and Alfonse must remember this.”
“If you want someone to patrol with, ask Alfonse. I am not your comrade. But...be careful. Please.”
And then his whole level 40 conversation honestly.
“I once made a vow to Kiran... The summoner of my world, I mean. We trusted each other. I swore that I would keep Kiran safe... But in the end, I was unable to keep that promise. Alfonse must not make the same mistake I did. And I will protect you myself. Yes, I will continue to fight. Not as Alfonse, but as Líf. For your sake.”
Since Líf is technically still Alfonse, even with different futures, it suggests that no matter what, Alfonse and Kiran has a strong relationship and deeply care for each other. I’m not saying it’s something romantic because again, Kiran is the player and some people may not like Alfonse, but you can’t deny the in game relationship between the two is important to each other. So in all reality, part of the real reason could be that Kiran couldn’t cope with Alfonse’s death. Again this is just me speaking here but. I dunno.
I don’t think I need to say this but. The whole “changeling is Sharena” was to get everyone to focus on Sharena so Kiran being Alfonse was more surprising. With what happened, there’s no way they’d pull that too. Or they would but I feel like that would be more annoying than anything? IntSys definitely is aware how people feel about this chapter. There’s no way they wouldn’t.
Now to compare that part from the midpoint to the chapter!
Earlier, I started theorizing why “Alfonse” was in our world. I mentioned how close Alfonse and Kiran are, why Alfonse would be there, why “Kiran” came at “Alfonse”, but it’s really proven now. This may not have been noticeable because it was short, but “Alfonse” doesn’t seem phased at what “Kiran”’s doing. When Kiran comes towards Alfonse, we never knew the motive but for that short time you can see Alfonse’s face (I suggest watching the midpoint in .5 to catch it) and he just. Seems like it’s not really a shocker to him. He only just looks so dumb and needs a small bap in the face. So it’s like Kiran was aware they were going to see Alfonse again.
I’ve put this in my writing about this chapter but, there’s a possibility Kiran also wanted to lead them all to him through this to try and help him or whatever. Though that’s more just me writing angst off of my feelings of him being dead.
But as Freyja said, this is just one whole dream. So that would imply next chapter everyone will wake up and Alfonse would be alive.
Yeah.... I don’t think that could work. Because then Hel would have to be a dream.
Or you know.
They could break the fourth wall in a terrible way. Where everyone learns about FEH. And that’s what she could’ve meant by “everything is a dream”.
But I highly doubt it.
I hope the next chapter isn’t disappointing and that Alfonse can come back. Perhaps the Light’s Blessings can come into play? Become story relevant too.
This all may have not made sense but, I really do have opinions for the chapter.
Apologies if this doesn’t make sense, I’m still trying to wrap my head around a lot of things.
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MY NEW ROAD - Chapter 1
» Older Daniel Diaz x reader
» Warnings: mature, romance, blood, gang
Chapter 2
» So i was hoping i could read something about daniel diaz, at the end of 5 ep, and as i was sick of waiting, so i decided to write a long short about older daniel diaz, so let's go :)
And there I was, in this moment i was terrified, I could I feel my blood coming out of my belly, it hurts a lot... I couldn't breathe, or think, to be honest I didn't know what to do... Who is he? Why is he here? For a few seconds i felt my body being lifted up.
" Y/N ? Oh please wake up... ahhh SEAN!!!!"
I recognized this voice, but I just let my eyes close, I felt my body fall asleep.
*A FEW HOURS EARLIER*
So HI!! My name is y/n, im 17 and right now I'm living on my own in Mexico, more property in puerto lobos.
I'm a very simple girl, I grew up in LA with my grandparents, I never met my parents, and during my life, my grandparents never told me about their daughter, they just told me that she had abandoned me when I was Little, and as for my father, they didn't know who she was, so I never really cared about that.
I've been living here for about six weeks,I study in a small americam school, near here. I'm loving living here I never thought, that a dream I had since I was little would come true so soon, I decided to live here, because I love Mexican culture and not to mention that living by the beach never tires anyone, and I still have the privilege of seeing the sunset disappear into the waves...
Since I was a child I was very shy and I don't know how to express myself to others anht this is the reason why I've not be able to make friends in this new school yet, I feel ashamed when they look at me or try to talk to me, it's complicated, however, I've always managed to make some friends in LA, people I talk to almost every single day.
it's already 7 am i think i should be preparing for school but i think laziness has won ahaha, I got up and tried to take as little time as possible, I don't want to be late again or Ms. Lopez will kick me out of her class again.
I was new to that school and it wasn't the first time I was late, which I can say I love sleeping, but I have to work harder to make sure that doesn't happen, and I'm going to start right now haha.
I tried to take as little time as possible, of course that for me it's kind of impossible, because, I still had to take a shower before going, but I think at least I won't be late this time, I look at the clock and OMG is already 7:50 and the classes start at 8:00, ahhhhh how will I get to school in 10... Afff so much effort for nothing, well at least I can still get to the beginning of the first class.
On the way to school, I saw him again... I think his name is Daniel, he's from my class but I never talked to him before, and to be honest, I never had the courage to talk to him, well... not only with him, I think with everyone in general, so far I haven't made any friends, except the lady from the apartment next door, and we only talk on Sundays, because we have the same way when we go to church.
I think I've been looking at him too long... why do I say that? He's looking at me right now. I can't deny it he's beautiful... he's so mysterious, but from what I've seen of him, at school he's very fun, reserved, but fun.
I felt him staring at me, which made me completely ashamed, and my only option for not having to talk to him was to hit him and not, to look at him as I passed by, even with my back to him his gaze managed to make me feel a huge chill, but it's a good thing that I'm already arriving at school.
For real I didn't know what to tell him anyways.
When i arrived at school i came across Ms.Lopez on the way. And I think it was at this moment that I realized I was completely fucked up, I tried to go unnoticed, but without success.
And when I turned back I only saw her ferocious gaze directed at me.
"Miss l/n shouldn't be in class already. Preferably sitting at your desk waiting for me." - she looked at me with a deadly look on her face
"oh I finally find you y/n, thx for waiting for me, and here you have your Spanish book that you lent me." He looked at me and winked at me, so that I could continue with the theater.
"O-of course I do, Daniel, there's nothing to be thankful for" he stands next to me and takes my hand. And he gave me the book, I felt my heart go off a thousand an hour...When I lifted my face I saw his eyes glued on me, why did he protect me?
"Is that why you were late?" She looked at me and then at Daniel, I felt the anger in her eyes
"yes i decided to wait for daniel" i smiled at her, and i felt daniel put himself behind me
"Vamos, no te enojes con ella, maestra. Sólo fue esta vez (Come on, don't get mad at her, teacher. It was just this time .)" Daniel grabbed my shoulders and spoke, I saw Ms. Lopez calm her eyes and take a deep breath.
"Hum being so, i let you pass your delay this time you two have 5 minutes to introduce you in my class, and miss L/N thank the boy Daniel for helping her " his voice was calm now but his words were cold.
She continued on her way to the classroom, and I hear Daniel laughed
"You're welcome!" daniel said as my body moved, his voice was now hoarse, I sounded hypnotized by the voice of him.
"T-thank you for helping me." I tried to be short and quick in my answer. I was so nervous and idk why.
"let's go to class before Ms. Lopez decides to murder us, because we're late" daniel just went on her way but stopped 3 steps ahead of me.
"will have to pull you?" he laughs softly and throws a half smile, my heart, jumped a beat when i saw that smile.
"Y-yes" I just followed him.... When we arrived in the room each one sat in his seat, but for some reason, Daniel kept looking at me and it made me nervous for the rest of the time.
During the rest of the day, everything went as usual, except for the failed attempt by me to escape Daniel's gaze, I don't know what he was looking for in me, but I think I managed to make him lose interest for a while. I think.
When I finally rang the exit bell, I was the first to leave for the first time, I didn't want to know anything else, I just wanted to get home and enjoy being alone.
When I walked through the school gate, I took a deep breath and tried to rearrange my ideas, how can something as simple as talking to a person make me so nervous?
I'll speed up the walk and look at the sky and then at the sea at the end of the street to calm myself down. I didn't understand what was going on this day but I just asked it to end quickly. Yeah, to tell you the truth, I've never had a boy look at me for so long, am I getting a crush on him? AHHHHH well I hope not.
When I was almost at home, I felt a chill on my back and soon I could be able to realized what was happening....
"Are you trying to avoid me?" Not that voice, not again.
I turned slowly and there he was, did he follow me? When I looked at him I felt my face boiling with shame.
"Did the Cat eat your tongue?" he looked at me and laughed, and began to approach me.
I tried to ignore to not have to answer, I really suffered from many anxiety problems and did not know what to do in these situations.
"okay i got you, you don't want to talk to me don't worry" he looked at the floor and his cheerful expression went to sadness
"well see you tomorrow at school" when he was going to turn around and continue on his way i screamed
"WAIT"
He turned to me and smiled... OH God that smile was so sweet
"I thought you weren't gonna answer ahaha."
"I'm not ignoring you, or avoiding you...I'm just too shy to talk" I couldn't face his eyes so I just looked at the ground.
"Are you sure? I didn't want to get into it with Ms Lopez, but I knew if I didn't, she'd kick you out of her class" when I looked up I came across the most beautiful smile I'd ever seen.
It made me blush, involuntarily, I didn't know what to say.
"thank you...and it's okay, I'd be kicked out if it wasn't for you too, so thank you for helping me."
"You're welcome, I've always seen you being very shy with everyone and you don't seem to be the kind of person who would be late on purpose, well, I won't take up your time. See you tomorrow"
he said with a perverse smile on his face
"Oh and if tomorrow you want company for the school I can wait here for you".
I didn't have time to say anything else I just agreed and entered the building.
When I got home I lay on the couch, looking at the ceiling, trying to see what had happened, I didn't notice it, but I felt my body tired and ended up falling asleep.
"Daniel... Something about him attracted me...'
I opened my eyes very slowly, I looked at the window and it was already dark, I picked up my phone and turned it on, I had 5 unanswered calls from my grandmother, this was strange she didn't call me so often
I dialed her number and called...
"y/n honey is you?"
"yes Grandma, what's going on? I'm sorry I was so tired that I fell asleep and didn't hear you call".
Without telling me anything else she felt like she was crying, but what happened to make my grandmother cry she hardly ever does, and when I say that she doesn't, it's because it's rare.
"Honey, I have something to tell you... Your mother is looking for you," those words left me unanswered, my mother?
No...
No...
Couldn't be, my mother abandoned me 16 years ago, for me she died... I started crying, that person who abandoned me 16 years ago, now its looking for me why? I had so many questions in my mind, I couldn't talk to anybody, I just need some time.
"honey are there? Y/n?" My grandmother called me...
"I'm sorry Grandma, I need to think a little, I'll call you later."
"darling no-" i hung up on her, i don't like to do this but i need time to process
I got up, grabbed my jacket and went out towards the beachWhen I got there I sat down on the sand, and watched the sea, and the waves coming at me, I didn't want to believe that my mother was looking for me, if she hadn't wanted me in 16 years, she wouldn't want me now.... Now I did not even want her back
At that moment I felt that I was not alone there, I turned around and saw a group of people coming towards me.
I got up quickly and tried to get out of there, but it was too late.
Fear sometimes makes us irrational, and at this moment I did not know what to do, I did not know how to react, I was scared, I felt one of the men grabbing me by the arms, and attached me to his body
"hey you, don't move so much kittens, let's talk"
The second man spoke and stood in front of me, and grabbed my face forcing me to look at him.
"so you're the Diaz little princess aren't you?" I wasn't noticing anything, I just tried to get away but without success, I wonder what would happen to me...
I tried to fight and I tried to let go, but unfortunately I only did worse, he pressed himself behind my back and won't let me go.
"Let's teach that boy a lesson, that's what he and his brother will pay to judge us dumb."
One of them pulled a knife out of his waist and approached me...
"NO PLEASE DON'T"
I started screaming, and crying madly, I was now completely scared.
At that very moment, I felt the blade pierce my skin... I didn't know what to do, I just tried to struggle
But when I turned my head, there he was, out of nowhere, the people around me were thrown away, I felt my body fall into the sand...
And there I was, in this moment i was terrified, I could I feel my blood coming out of my belly, it hurts a lot... I couldn't breathe, or think, to be honest I didn't know what to do... Who is he? Why is he here? For a few seconds i felt my body being lifted up.
" Y/N ? Oh please wake up... ahhh SEAN!!!!"
I recognized this voice, but I just let my eyes close, I felt my body fall asleep...
But to be honest I felt my body warm, from this moment on, it just got dark.
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Mal: I'm BI I'm HOMELESS I have RADIATION POISONING and I'm NEW IN TOWN/ I swing both ways ;) Violently. With a bat. Come get some motherfuckers./ in order to lead a happy life i'm gonna have to disappoint my parents a bit/ my neutral expression makes me look like i'm always in a bad mood which is convenient because it's usually true/ if i feel an emotion one more time im gonna snap/ "that's too much eyeliner!" cry me a fucking table, Linda, go back to Forever 21/ whatever *becomes an enemy of the state*/ if someone points at your black clothes and asks who's funeral it is, a look around the room and a casual "haven't decided yet" is always a good response/ Hmmmm gay rights but for me i think? The rest of you are on your own/ family dinners more like heteronormativity and offensive jokes/ Maybe she's born with it maybe She's Been Constantly Pressured To Meet Impossible Standards Since Birth/ if i ever opened up to you i was joking/ i'm bisexual and stupid. that's all i am. god looked at my shitty tiny frame and said, "you're going to be a little bisexual moron" then released me into the world.
Estelle: ...and this is my bedroom aka my Isolation Station TM/ every day is leg day when ur running from your problems/ im a witch i mixed some herbs and crystals together and now my cat nows the f word/ it's just me and my 400 unread books against the world i guess/ "You should never bottle up your emotions," I say kicking seventeen Emotion Bottles TM under the carpet./ If you were a gifted kid in elementary school there's a 100% chance you're gay and depressed now
Jaki: the longer my hair gets the more powerful i become/ *enters with a bad powerpoint animation effect* hello/ what if i deleted myself off the face of the earth? haha...unless/ not to be controversial but respect trans women or die by my sword/ I just want to say from the bottom of my heart I didn't sign up for this shit/ accidentally indulged in too much 'me time', turns out I've been reported missing for over six months and presumed dead by most local and national authorities/ since it is pride month and due to recent events I am challenging all transphobes and Agni Kai. I have my hairspray and lighter ready. Get in line.
Malais: "dude" but like romantically
Mal and Estelle: "Darling" but I can't stand you/ I'm gonna start a Cute Bi Club for all bisexual and biromantic folks and all we're gonna do is pet cats and talk about how cute and bi we are
James: women want me. fish fear me. dermatologists hate me. hot singles in my area want to meet me. god wishes he were me./ While you were studying the blade, I was studying a bigger, cooler blade/ you guys don't know what a himbo is anymore. you've lost sight. you can't just call every man you like a himbo. theres nuance/ the more knives you have the more valid you are
Celine: please do not disrespect the moon/ *wakes up* what the fuck/ u ever wake up from a dream like "damn i guess i'm not coping with THAT as well as i thought i was/ i wanna learn how to throw knives so i can throw them real close n graze somebody to let them know 2 shut the fuck up/ I'm gonna replace every bone in my body with a knife, if someone punches me they're in for a surprise (the knife)/ "Wow, you're so mature for your age!" thanks it was the trauma/ yeah i'm beautiful but where is my mental stability???
Solais: Im a slut for validation!!Tell me you're proud!!! Tell I did good!!!!/ have you ever met someone that was sunshine in human form/ the rumours are true...i have a soft heart/ i'm very important and soft/ have you ever met someone who's smile looks like it could make flowers grow/ talents include looking 12 and saying thank you to the bus driver/ I'm dropping out of school to become a full time lesbian reblog if you want in
Diego: she knocked that smug look off my face but luckily i was a second, smaller smug look underneath/ if you ever feel safe please remember that im out there/ power move: saying "that's treason" everytime someone does something that mildly inconveniences you/ *sigh* why am i better than everyone/ ok yes i may be evil and morally corrupt but i'm also incredibly beautiful and i think that makes up for it honestly/ i want to do cool teenager stuff, like going to parties and arson/ yes I am fully aware that I'm the worst TM but I still wanna be like.....loved and stuff/ i am no longer baby i want power/ i'm fine thank you for asking! though recently there has been a darkness growing within me
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