#theres just so many things i cant draw

[ratguy-nico]

okey today was a waste. I didn't want to start something new because I have no head for that. So I start working in a scketch from months ago. and get instantly regret with the result, but hey…I tried to do something so dont be harsh on me.

I bring up all the layers so you couldn't see how awful it is. And also because my process is a mess.

#scketch #spiderman #across the spiderverse #punkflower #miles morales #hobbie brown #love my babie boys #sorry for the #artistic freedom #that i take with the characters design #theres just so many things i cant draw #im actually very bad at drawing #im just very good at hiding it #my art

[luck-of-the-drawings]

smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.

#jrwi show #jrwi fanart #jrwi riptide #gillion tidestrider #made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying #nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess #ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so #i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little. #AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair. #AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair #both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother. #GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home #but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns. #he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again #not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO #i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED #all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis #but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum #and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it #youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales. #YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!! #you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound. #elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now. #this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes #BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply

[casdeans-pie]

I attempted to recreate the adorable teeny tiny Cas floating in a cup by @diminuel ! but. put him actually in a cup

#there were so many tiny details that melted so fast!! #but Im really pleased ! I think hes cute #castiel #spn #supernatural #latte art #my latte art #spn coffee art #I was sweating trying to finish the drawing without it melting too much lmao #and you cant sketch it out first! you just have to go for it #so theres a few things I wish I'd have been able to sketch out first #but overall it was just something else to add to my experiences of drawing on a latte #pie's projects

[puppyeared]

i wanna post my skip to loafer art but i cant do it knowing ppl are gonna put it on tiktok and pinterest bc itd be like. bringing an invasive species ykwim

#my meds just kicked in so im feeling talkative but truly idk how to explain it #its like. with anything else id be more than happy to introduce it to ppl like monkie kid and mp100. witch hat maybe but its personal to me #but skip to loafer is special to me. and i feel bad for saying this bc other ppl do deserve to watch smth they will enjoy #hell the reason i got into it was bc my friend was kind enough to lend me her copy and i got hooked #its so ironic im saying this esp given how insecure i am abt depicting characters wrong. but i really dont want to look thru the tags #and see them on a 'can i copy your homework' tier list. or ppl getting mad abt why egashira mitsumi and shima cant just be a throuple #its just!! i wont stop you if thats how you like to engage with the show or how you interpret it bc ill just ignore it and leave u alone!! #and theres no objective wrong way of doing it!! and i know that interacting with the work is what forms a community after all!! #but keeping it tight knit is just easier for me bc nobody has to worry abt making each other laugh and we can enjoy it for what it is #fully aware im saying this as someone whos drawn monkie kid art with text post memes and owl house draw the squad templates #but at the same time i just. dont want to explain myself or give ppl reasons why shima and mitsumi are ace coded just bc it 'feels right' #fandom is a communal thing and it feels so hypocritical thinking this. too many conflictng thoughts that idk what to act on #yapping

[kelocitta]

Tangentially related to some of the discussion i posted earlier but quiet literally the first RW Art Month i participated I did it completely on whim like, one day before it started. And I mostly did it because I hadn't drawn a ton of rain world and wanted to draw more. Fandom presence was a lot smaller than and I was one of a handful of artists who did the entire thing. Fast forward and I still do Art Month and I've gotten to work with VC directly. But it was quite literally something I decided to do completely on whim that set the ball rolling, and for something a lil more niche and certainly with a lot more dev/fandom art involvement than most. It's really random how and why you might get noticed more than usual, especially with the "toss it into the search and hope it pays out' mechanism of Socmed

#t.extpost #and im hardly the fanciest art month artist out there so it wasnt even about being a jaw droppingly talented artist or whatever #and while artmonth for rw is still given a huge focus its also a much much bigger thing now with a much bigger number of participants #which is cool! its awesome how many people i saw do most if not all of last art month! and VC is really good about not just repping the #most popular artists or fanciest pieces #but theres So Much More there now and while its great for finding artists its also impossible to get Everyone in there you know? #Although they absolutely try #And this is like. one of the most fanartist involved devs ive ever seen in terms of both celebrating the art their fans make and actively #bringing those fans in to contribute #and its /still/ hard to get going just because thats how Posting is #i used to be more of a hk artist which is both a huge fandom and riddled with stunning artists but theres So Many #and niche fandoms are niche so youre more likely to connect with people but less likely to see a ton of engagement regularly - #probably best example i have for that was being briefly fixated on patapon. #Its just messy to try and find the hack that sets you up #just have fun and jump around and make what you like #get a sense of feeling for your style and some people will stick around for that vs. strictly the subject matter #others will look up the thing you switched too and some wont engage #you cant really control it #so have fun and draw that thing you randomly thought about at 2 am that doesnt match your blog #draw for that forgotten rpg you liked when you were 15 or draw for the 70 player max steam game you played for this week #you never really know what will happen #but its not really worth worrying about what will happen either

[skunkes]

having struggles with hobbies and enjoyment and creativity again

#thinking about buying more supplies to make more clay things with and like #idk. id never get good anyway but if i got good what would i do? theres only so many smunkers or als or talons i could sculpt #ykwim? #i wish i liked things and i wish i could make things #i liked making something out of clay but i have no ideas #i love printmaking: screenprinting and block printing. i have block printing supplies. i have 0 ideas. #if i woke up tomorrow an art master id still have no ideas on what to draw #its why i havent improved at bgs or composition. bc i dont draw it because i dont know What to draw #wrt symbols and icons and colors and such #ykwim... #my whole life is just. i like thing so much. i wish i could do it too but im stuck outside looking in thru a window. i wish #i could participate. its not enough to like it i want to do it too. but i cant...! #if i were any good at art id make a piece out of this. out of all my other feelings. but i dont know how to make work that Means anything #its just. technical show of skill. no feeling. no meaning. nothing. i cant make anything #i always talk about how I fear finding a partner bc what would I have left to draw? #i am not an artist. not really. #and if I am i got the worst luck and the worst brain for it. defective. #talkys

[skitskatdacat63]

Some contemplations on the matador au...sorry, I'm like a child with a new toy 😭(I've not abandoned my other stuff btw obv but at certain point, it gets a bit hard to build an AU cause I'm like, I have so many ideas but idk how to post them in a cohesive way???? So it's a bit more relaxing and fun to play with a new one for a bit bcs everything is new :) )

This au mostly exists bcs I rly like drawing ornate things, such as the matador costume. But I've been thinking a lot lately abt the actual content of it. Vettonso(of course.) I have a few ideas abt the actual avenue of it. I have one main one, and then two jokey ones.

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The first(and actual) one would be the original thought that both of them are matadors. And Seb retires after injury(btw jfc bullfighting injuries are such body horror. The one guy I was researching was impaled in the skull and lost his eye and some of his hearing. But he came back to bullfighting, and at some point was impaled in the chest and injured his lung. And still kept competing I think??? Somehow there's athletes more insane than f1 drivers, shocking, I know.)

I think Fernando would be renowed for his resilience and Seb for his agility. And both for their exceptional showmanship and flair 🤭 There's actually more than just matadors! Seb would prob start off as Fernando's assistant, a banderillero(kind of an assistant to the matador. They stick these flag things in the bull, and have to be super agile and fast.) And then becomes a matador in his own right(surpassing Fernando's achievements????) But as mentioned, gets a pretty bad injury and has to retire. But he still feels a lot of admiration and respect for Nando and comes to watch his matches. And Fernando *always* dedicates his kill to Seb, throwing his hat at him, hoping he'll one day come back. Seb is like: "what do I do with this box of hats..." Fernando is crying in the corner bcs he's lost a lot of his motivation.

It's really !!!!! to think about their suit designs and the evolution of it. They're pretty united when Seb is Fernando's assistant(Nando wearing light blue with gold, Seb darker blue with silver.) And then Seb becomes a matador(dark blue and gold), and Fernando suddenly changes his suit to bright red(he is upset, he is seeing red, haha get the bull joke?) Seb would start wearing that circa 2010 bull hat after successful matches, thus cementing himself as the "red bull" and Fernando, his rival, "bull-killer." They're not directly competing, but thematically they are. In traditional bull matches, there's 3 matadors vs 6 bulls. So vettonso are often in the same matches, indirectly competing against each other, but fighting to have the most flair and success. Fernando sees defeating Seb to be just as important as defeating the actual bull. He slays the bull, and then conquers the other.

Sobbing to imagine Fernando abandon his hatred for Seb after witnessing him getting injured. Cradling his bloody, torn up body. Pressing his hat to Seb's chest, soaking up his blood with his own cape. By that point, Seb had had a dark green suit. And ever since he retired, Fernando now wears the same shade, as an homage to his once great rival, dedicating every kill that Seb never got to have to the man himself.

Hahaha okay silly versions:

Two is just bullfighter!Fernando being driver Seb's wag 😭

Everyone notes the irony of him being a Red Bull driver who constantly has bull iconography(2010 bull hat, petting the bull on his car, "riding" the bull at the end of 2012, etc.) dating a man who kills bulls for a living. But it turns out Fernando is the only one who can tame the bull 🤭, and also Seb is the only bull he can't bring himself to kill. Seb makes a helmet for the Spanish gp based on the embroidery of Fernando's suit. Fernando tries to incorporate Seb's logo and rbr logo somewhere on his cape. They share a trophy shelf 🥰 and Fernando brings one of his hats to the Spanish gp to publicly bestow upon Seb.

The third is so stupid 😭 Basically: Seb becomes the human physical manifestation of one of the bulls Fernando is meant to kill, and tries to seduce him into leaving the bullfighter life. So he's a bull-boy: tails, ears, horns and all 😏 So Fernando comes home from a match, and Seb is there, kneeling, when he opens his front door. Fernando now must conquer a bull in a *different* way. Bull-boy out who is out to ruin your livelihood by seductively splaying himself across every surface in your house and encouraging you to tug on his septum ring, and forget that you have a match to go to this weekend, and wouldn't you rather enjoy a bull rather than kill one?

#please take my horrible brainrot #i get really obsessed w things and cant let them go and then write things like these..... #theres just so much metaphor abt Fernando being a bullfighter and seb literally being a red bull #kinda what i was getting at with my last drawing #seb just likes to be silly and coy(i.e wearing the bull hat to display that hes conquered the bull) #whereas fernando now takes it way too seriously and has to conquer more than one bull #seb feels akin to the bull. he understands the bull. the psychology of it. he respects it #just many things to think abt 🤔 #the other two are just silly thoughts that i like a lot though 🤭 #sry i wish i could explain better but its just taking me over so badly rn #im just like: RED BULL x BULL FIGHTER GET IT GET IT GET IT????? #f1 #vettonso #catie.rambling.txt #matador!nando

[serendipitous-mage]

its the Good Kush she got it at the dollar store :3

#i did this! :D! #extremely unfortunately ffor my hands i realized earlier that ibis paint x has an animation canvas #rip me #sketti #doodles #animated doodles #gifs #i hate animation i hAte animation i want to do so many things its so cool 😭😭 #i so very rarely have the energy/motivaation to do just *one* drawing let alone 5000 of them but Slightly To The Left #eugh #used a tutorial thing have had in my saved folder on insta for ages for the smoke #to be clear that is a ✨joint✨ not a cigarreette #my wrist hurts so much #full time hasnt been fun ive had to avoid playing games because the controllers hurt too much #trying to limit typing even and just mostly watch things when im off work #which gets boring ;w; #theres so many things i want to animate i cant even beGIN #from full on like..legitimate movie length shit from my books #to little gifs of really dumb memes #music videos etc #everything in between #i just get so frustrated at how long it takes #and am always so tiired:(((( #but i!! made this:3 #in like an hour too i think #shes goin in my reactions folder #fursona

[wyverncult]

bingyuan pencil sketches from my new sketchbook :]

#bingqiu #bingyuan #svsss #scum villains self saving system #scumbag system #scum villain #mxtx #mo xiang tong xiu #shen yuan #shen qingqiu #luo binghe #the scum villain's self saving system #SO MANY TAGS EVERY TIME #my art #queue #ive given up on trying to draw sqq but goddamn if i can draw shen yuan #(i cant) #theres a lot more these are just the presentable ones #hand fans ....... *breaks my pencil* #did they ever change the ''first 5 tags'' thing or is that still in effect

[phnmnt]

i love your sy shixiong au! and aaaah little binghe is so cute! is he still going to go into the abyss? or is that a spoiler?

Thank you so much !!!! ♥♥♥

It's not really a spoiler, no haha I'm basically following the svsss timeline because I believe that Shen Yuan would more or less make the same decisions as a shixiong. I mean, other than being a little more "free" to do what he wants (because he transmigrated as "himself"), he is still the same person with the same brain, right? Of course, there will be small to big divergences in the future, but the main events will still take place! (I also want all characters to appear and I'm not exactly a good writer so I'm cheating a little bit hahaha)

So to answer your question: Yes! Binghe is still going to fall in the Endless Abyss :') BUT! There's going to be something different about it! And THAT is a spoiler haha

#sy shixiong au #ask box #not art #i cant wait to draw the abyss part!!! #like idk if ill ever reach the end of this au because this is quite a big project #but i will AT LEAST draw the abyss part #thats my goal #that and... others things unnnnhhhhhhhgg i dont wanna spoil u guys but i wanna talk about it SO MUCH #if there are people who wanna talk about it with me you can dm me #i just dont wanna spoil people who dont wanna be spoiled #also if theres many people who wanna discuss sy shixiong au #i can make a discord server??? maybe??? #thank you for writing to me ♥

[nagitoedit]

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#shy bc i am definitely treading into dangerous territory here but #i just dont see why people care so much about the term bi lesbian. like who care. #and people are making it out to be this huge threat to lesbianism and bisexuality like. is it really? is it? #and i guess the other part of it is people trying so desperately trying to pin down some definitive and all encompassing #definition for what is and isnt a lesbian and its just. uhm guys do we really need these definitive solid definitions and #strict bold lines drawn between this and that like . its just a waste of time and this actually Does harm people #like you guys just need to understand that the definitions and lines between this and that orientation are really vague #and that youre making a huge monster out of something that really i dont think effects anyone #plus theres things from the 70s even mentioning 'bisexual lesbians' in like many different contexts or meanings #and also the 'definition' of lesbian used to include bisexuals? the 'definition' has changed a whole lot over time #also seeing this stuff from people who are like 'trans men cant be lesbians' like . whuh. #idk i think my and many of my mutuals genders would make you rip your hair out in rage and frustration. #transgenderism is so. i need you to know that 'trans man' can mean SO many things . and that its just complicated #im just not a fan of people trying to draw solid bold lines between different lgbtq terms and identities bc . its really not solid......... #also some of the explanations i see for why bi lesbians are bad are just. no other way to describe them other than invalid. lawl #'by identifying as a bi lesbian its your fault that straight men harass lesbians' #'bi lesbians are erasing the bisexual community' #'bi lesbians are encroaching on our precious lesbian only spaces and destroying lesbian culture' #'bi lesbians are erasing lesbian and monosexual privilege over bisexuals' (<- WHAT privilege ??? 😭) #like its just . gets a headache for real. i think there are more worthwhile things to put your effort and attention towards #rather than getting angry at like what. a handful of internet people using some term . like i just dont see how this is a pressing issue #im sure that the like 'discourse' about it has made this seem like much more of an issue than it really is.

[sonknuxadow]

feeling kind of bad about how few artfight attacks ive done this year theres a week left and ive only gotten 10 done when ive done double that amount in the past. also most of what i have done is revenge so i haven't really gotten to draw any of the characters i have in my bookmarks either . ive been struggling a lot with motivation to draw in general for a little less than a year now idk what's wrong with me

#well not many people have attacked me this year either so at least my battle ratio isnt going to shit i guess #i know im not like obligated to post a shit ton of art but i Wish i could draw more. i like drawing and theres so much i want to draw #but i just cant get myself to do it #its a shame that ive barely participated this year when ive been looking forward to this theme being used for so long .. #to make myself feel better i will think of it as a quality over quantity thing. #ive posted less art than i have in past years but im actually proud of everything ive made #unlike in past years where i post more art but im not happy with some of the results

[vypridae]

i cant tell which art style i want to take inspiration from anymore

#WHY ARE THERE SO MANY GOOD BSD ARTISTS BRO IM WAILING #xanchats #no like u dont understand. it is literally impossible for me to choose #like i see art i go 'i want to draw those !! eyes' and then i see more art and i go 'OH MY GOD BUT THOSE !! EYES' #and then i see more and i go 'FUCK WHAT EYES DO I DRAW' and i have a crisis #and then i decide and then i regret what eyes i decide because either theyre hard to draw like that or they dont fit my style #and then i have to change my whole style to fit one thing #and then im like ooh i want This !! way of drawing hair #and the cycle just conTINUES #ABD IM LIKE BRO CAN I DECIDE PLEASE #i love art so much and this is why theres so many options #i think my problem is. i draw too much like one person / artist half the time #like i dont put together parts from other artists i just snatch up another artists' style and go 'mine :3' #but ineed to combine stuff to make MY art style #but thATS FUCKIN HARD WHEN NOTHING LOOKS RIGHTIRHFKVJHDSKDFG #i might spend most of tonight putting together a new art style. or ill draw siglai #we'll see yall #sorry. little mini art rant in the tags here ASJKHFGJKDFHGAK im just Going Insane cuz i look up to like five different artists rn and #i cant decide who i want to take inspiration for what from JASHAKJDFHA

[em-bandaid-boy]

Sorry for the lack of art besties I am constantly burdened by the fact that I am a real person

#ive been up to. things. #also ive been like bankrupt on ideas #idk like i love drawing and creating things but like i just cant its super cool 🥰 #i mean i dont think a lot of people are like scrambling for art from me so. whatever ig #idk im just like so tired. i just wanna sit in a corner and be silly. theres too many things in my brain

[todayisafridaynight]

STOP I OVERPLAYED ODE TO JOY WHILE LEARNING PIANO 😭😭😭😭😭

However! I am happy to share and am so glad you see the vision. Sorry In Advance to you and all your followers for the spam but here is a (mostly corrupted) office tour (please note the "Mine Power"-brand gym equipment):

P.S. I recall really liking The Wings of the Kirin, please enjoy!

EVERYONE OVERPLAYED ODE TO JOY GROWING UP IT CAME WITH YOUR PARENTS FORCING YOU TO LEARN THE PIANO LERKJALEKJ

BUT OH MY GOD NO DON'T APOLOGIZE THIS IS LITERALLY PERFECT I thank you again for my life this is so important to me you have no idea

#fave #snap chats #'parents' more like my mom. #BUT YEAH I PLAYED ODE TO JOY ALL THE TIME GROWING UP TOO ITS WHY I HAD A STROKE AT THE END OF Y7 VLKALVJLK #getting the sims just to make mines apartment brb. fr tho why the fuck dont i have the sims thats Architecture Simulator #but more importantly i have a sick obsession with having the layout to buildings #i havent posted any of them but i have a bunch of sketches of various rooms/buildings in the RGG series #i dont imagine many people would want to see those so thats why i have them hoarded #obvi i ref them when drawing stuff but theyre also just fun to draw.... #THIS type of stuff is BEYOND valuable to me tho this is my crack. my cocaine even. i live for shit like this #my dad used to be involved with architecture and real estate so i'm gonna blame him for that #BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY im saving all of these theyre so so so important to me i cant thank you enough #im sure others will greatly appreciate these as well #even if it's a bit 'corrupted' i can definitely DEFINITELY salvage these #im going to laugh if he has his own gym equipment brand. is that what his company's done this entire time #was his 'research' just gettin fuckin yolked Cant Believe This #i wonder if mine has a bedroom somewhere though i cant imagine it being in the same room as the piano. unless rich people do that. #theres just so much dead space in that area aside from the piano and it looks like to be a pretty sizeable room.. PURELY just The Piano Roo #like its fuckin luigis mansion over here. not impossible i guess. very strange thing to have. esp if its connected to the GYM #its not even in connected to the main part of the office where you can realistically be like 'lets go into the next room for piano' #you gotta cut through the gym first bro what the fuck is this #but what are those closet-esque bits behind the piano? unless im blind. what purpose would you have to put a closet in a piano room #if its sheet music you keep that under the chair or something #even through the mesh it still looks like those lead to a skinny hallway... idk im rambling #ill study these more in depth later BUT THANK YOU AGAIN #OH BUT i'm about halfway through the movie so far and im def enjoyin it ! #i always like it in crime shows/movies where the answer seems Obvious at first but then as the case goes on its like #Oh God Wait. Hold On Let's Double Check #again i'm halfway through the movie but i always love it when i feel uncertain about the situation ☠️☠️ #it's just fun watching all the pieces come together so yeah im def enjoyin !

[potatobugz]

hi dear mutuals + followers. n. new hyperfixation. i think. please do not blow me up with missiles and rockets☹️

#rambles #so. uh. um #s. south park drawing. can i post it. can i post art #i started watching it out of curiosity bc my friends like it and i enjoyed it and #i think the hyperfixation was inevitable bc i was planning on watching the whole thing. theres like ten billion episodes #and i am capable of consuming media like. normally #its funny bc when i was younger i used to have a grudge against this show like i rlly didnt like it and look at me now #anywho sorry if iam being cringe and or lame #im not trying to be like 'oh woe is me i am now being shunned because i watched a tv show some ppl didnt like' i #just have anxiety :( bad anxiety :(( #p.s. obvs ppl are entitled to their opinion also #long story short; i am afraid. #ILL STILL POST OTHER ART TOO THOUGH )$;($- OFC #theres room in my brain for many things except long term memories i guess #:( :( :( :( #ANYWAYS LAST BUT NOT LEAST sorry for putting this whole ramble in the tags ii couldnt rmable in the main post #bc for some reason i cant talk like this in the main post bc i get too nervous but i guess im fine in the tags? #sorry thats worded super weirdly. i hope u know what i mean #really truly i am like a frightened baby dear ready to take off at the slightest hint of movement #*deer