#this chapter absolutely killed me

[theonewhowails]

silly stuff i drew while reading Feel No Evil by @payasita , in which the Lamb does not know how to propose, Narinder does not know how to be alive, and neither of them knows what an obligate carnivore is

bonus? lmao

#my art #cotl #i am looking into your soul with my huge autistic eyes. read this fic right now. blease #hksfdjghdfghldkfg im sorry it just fucking kills me that for the first 4ish chapters narinder is just. so nasty #like all the followers are like There He Is. The Leader's Favorite Guy. and its this filthy half-dead cat that hasnt bathed in 10+ years #like he has hardly eaten the entire time he's been mortal and he looks like absolute dogshit #and their unbeatable normally serene and gracious leadergod is hovering around his stinky ass like omg nari hiiiiii #its fucking hilarious to me. and also heartwrenching bc this fic does also get into how hard it is to be alive when uve never learned how #gonna draw the twins desperately bringing him soap later i just had so many things i wanted to draw for this

[aeymii]

Sometimes, you just gotta sit back and draw this a-hole✨

#oh no I GAVE HIM SIX FINGERS?!?! #AUGHHHH PLEASE IGNORE THAT :')) #I both hate him but absolutely love him at the same time lol #Like no #YOU DON'T JUST TRICK GONTA AND GET AWAY WITH IT #I MEAN GONTA!! BEST BOI LIL CINNAMON ROLL #WHO DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG WHATSOEVER #but like hes still funny and antagonistic so I guess he's my favourite hehe #currently finished chapter 5 by da way #AGHHH I LOVE THIS SERIES SO FRICKING MUCH- #kokichi ouma #drv3 kokichi #danganronpa killing harmony #ndrv3 #killing harmony #danganronpa #art #rendering is actually pretty fun though #i don't know what possessed me to make this #also I SPENT AN EMBARRASSINGLY LONG TIME ON HIS HAIR AGHH #But I somehow managed to figure it out yass

[my-hyperfixations]

Me after seeing Dazai and Chuuya find Fyodor’s dummy:

#I cannot be the only one who’s absolutely FINISHED with the Russian man’s bullshit #‘look at me I’m so mysterious no one knows what my ability is-‘ SHUT UP #honest to god he should have been killed thirty chapters ago #I don’t even care I’ll die on this hill #bsd chapter 114 #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bungo stray dogs #soukoku #bsd skk #bsd fyodor #fyodor dostoevsky #fyodor dostoyevsky bsd #bungou stray dogs fyodor #bsd manga

[amaranthdahlia]

if you won't be mine ... then

#ik i havent made it obvious here on tumblr but i was absolutely obsessed with this chapter holy fuck #hori COOKED with this chapter my GOD #ive been asking for ofa/afo lore for a year and we finally got it !!!!! #and fuckkkk i ate it all up and ate the plate too #im more active on twitter so u couldnt tell but yeah i fucking love the ofa lore/subplot #and i absolutely LOVE yoichi and kudou #so this chapter sent me to heaven esp the last panels #also this made me wanna kill afo with hammers even more fucking creep #and it was so well written about it too #my god the way talked about yoichi made my skin crawl #and also his philosophy was frankly interesting #still think he should drop dead by the end tho #anyways excited for more ofa lore my GOD ive waired for this shit for a year #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #mha kudou #shigaraki yoichi #shigaraki afo #all for one #2nd ofa user #mha manga spoilers #mha manga #mha 407 #cw blood #dahlia.art

[melatien]

tiny yoichi (unwillingly) lures out soldiers by being his helplessness little self so his brother can strike

#bases are the most reliable way to find food afo found! #yoichi is crying bcuz he pitys them <3 #not because hes nervous #im gonna be honest i made this idea up on the spot when drawing this #pewdiepies new art video awakened something in me I NEEDED TO REMIND MYSELF I CAN STIL DRAW BANGERS TOO #i didnt disappoint myself!!!! competitiveness is my enemy and my bestie literally #anyways his right eye was an absolute horrendous nightmare to draw it was going so well until i did the hair then it ruined the eye #i actually thought yoichi was wearing shoes at this age but then i looked back at those chapters and realised yoichi was shoeless #WITH ONLY A BANDAGE ON HIS FOOT??!?!!?!? agony #can yoichi not make me wish he had something good in life for ONE SECOND #think of this as like how he responded to afo killing those people that (presumably) beat yoichi up beforehand #we dont know if hes crying because his brother is killing or if he was crying before being 'saved' #ill try do some fluff art soon ive been really interested in body horror related art lately so i wanted to play around!!! #i have a BUNCH of ideas written down ive yet to do #i just keep doing whatever i feel like #i am the master of ignoring the instructions and winging it #mha #my art #yoichi shigaraki #one for all #my hero academia #first ofa user #shigaraki yoichi #mha yoichi #tiny yoichi #tiny yoichi in his shabby little clothes #ive actually been dying to draw tiny yoichi again but KIDS ARE SO HARD TO DRAW!!!!! #i had an art moment though #HALLEJUHAH #art gods had my back fr

[amanitacurses]

#aoi akane #jshk akane #jshk #jibaku shounen hanako kun #tbhk akane #tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun #this is all I have right now #but do know that this month's chapter absolutely gutted and killed me #I don't usually draw Akane with his glasses #so I decided to do that for a change

[revenantghost]

When Tristamp was coming out, there were two (2) scenes in particular that people got upset about for mainly shipping reasons, but, honestly? After having seen the whole thing and having thought about it for awhile, I think both are perfect for this iteration of Trigun and the narrative foils that Wolfwood and Meryl play against Vash. In no particular order:

Meryl Awakening Vash

I’ve already gone off about how closely Meryl and Rem are tied together, so I won’t retread old ground, but it’s so, so, so pivotal that Meryl believes in Vash unlike anyone has since Rem. And not in a motherly sort of way, either. (I think Rem would have a heart attack with the trouble these two get into lol.) That was important for Vash in its time, but now? Now Meryl is everything that Vash is fighting for in humanity. She sees the good in him, sees something worth fighting for, sees something worth loving. And the love in Trigun is just so integral to everything and everyone. It defies explanation sometimes, and that’s really beautiful to me.

As absolutely hilarious as it would have been for Wolfwood to have come in gun (singular in this iteration lmao) blazing to help Meryl break Vash out, he’s not at that point yet. It wouldn’t have made narrative sense, it would’ve broken the scene. It’s Meryl who has that hopeless, senseless faith in Vash, in the good that humanity could be. She still believes in justice, even after having gone through hell since meeting Vash. She’s seen ugly, undesirable parts of him that no one’s seen in years and she chooses to stay. She is the faith in humanity and the love for Vash that Rem had. She’s the reminder of what he’s still fighting for.

The Scar Reveal

As you can tell from above, I love Meryl in this story, and I honestly think we’ll probably see hers and Milly’s reaction to Vash’s scars at a later date. But for this first reveal to us, and especially for Tristamp in particular, it makes perfect sense for Wolfwood to see these scars and still, somehow, be horrified. This man has been tortured in ways unimaginable since he was a child. He’s had to turn off his humanity for years. He’s been broken and battered by monstrocities we can’t imagine. And yet he’s still horrified.

He probably wouldn’t have been at the start of the season. (See: Eriks barking like a dog very early in their relationship in the other versions, at VERY different emotional points.) So for Wolfwood to have been changed enough by Vash and for him to care enough about Vash to be horrified for him, to want better out of humanity for him? Despite the fact that he’s about to toss him to his ruthless brother because he can’t afford to care for Vash and the orphanage? It was really critical in setting up his own decision for episode twelve, coming back for Meryl and choosing Vash over Knives in his own way. Wolfwood’s been crumbling for awhile, but this is such a huge crack.

TL;DR: It’s about love and faith in humanity and justice, and so much more. I’m so happy that we got to see these characters shine in different ways, and in significant ways that we haven’t seen before. And don’t get me wrong! There are valid criticisms about many parts of Tristamp, but I ain’t having none for shipping wank lol

#Trigun #Trigun Stampede #Tristamp #Trigun Meta #That's it that's my hot (aka lukewarm at best lmao) take #Also VASH'S BLUSH IN THE LAST PIC ALWAYS GETS ME #ABSOLUTELY NO POINT IN ME SAYING THAT IN THIS POST #BUT IT KILLS ME NOW #COULD WRITE A WHOLE POST ABOUT VASH'S SHAME FOR HIS SCARS MAN #OUCH #Anyway #It's so funny because I even DO like one of these ships #But I was so confused at the reaction to these scenes #And if you follow me you know #Anyway... time to going back to worrying about people hating my latest fic chapter EYYYYYY #My Trigun Meta

[bigalockwood]

Royally Whipped- Chapter 10

If he wanted to get out unseen, he had to leave right now. But it was difficult to go, especially when there was still that one spotlight, illuminating the band on stage, Simon’s profile like the paper cutout of a Greek god. “Your Royal Highness, we ought to go now,” Malin repeated herself for the thousandth time, and this time, Wille complied. He sighed, turned to leave; and the entire concert hall flooded with light.

As the meeting with the court draws closer, Wille finds himself growing more and more nervous, while it becomes increasingly difficult to hide his feelings for Simon from everyone else (not that he ever did a very good job).

Chapter 10 of Royally Whipped is out now! Read it here!

And if you have no idea what this is all about, you can start from the beginning here.

Have fun reading <3333

#this chapter absolutely killed me pls be nice #yr fanfic #young royals #young royals fanfic #wilmon fanfic #simon eriksson #prince wilhelm #royally whipped #YRXBake off #lia really shouldn't be writing #talking shit for the hell of it

[sapphireswimming]

I just!! Am Screaming!!!! Sean said they were just going to keep sending him back into the field one more time just one more job you gotta do until he was dead but he never said no! he could have left Candela Obscura at any point, after any job, but he chose to stay there! even after he'd reached the end of his rope! and everyone else continued to stay with him! for him!! Marion told Sean he was only there because of him. Auntie Bee admitted she was only there to stay near him. if he ever said he wanted out they would have not only let him but left with him! and if Sean and Marion were both out, Jean would have been to! Nathaniel would have followed as soon as he paid his debt to Allison! they didn't want him to keep going until he broke! they were trying to be there with him for him by him beside him because that was literally all they could do for him! they all could have been happier outside of Candela Obscura but Sean was there so they weren't going to leave! they loved him!! the love was there!! the love was there the whole time and it mattered of course it mattered but it didn't do anything!!!! it didn't do anything except keep them all together until it was too late! and I! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#candela obscura #candela obscura spoilers #cr spoilers #circle of needle and thread #sean finnerty #this chapter! killed me!! #I haven't been able to stop screaming!!!!!! #no coherent thoughts in my head but OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG #omg they did so good I cannot believe how incredible this was #chef's kiss tragedy just absolutely chef's kiss #i just! they were all there for him!! #and it wasn't enough! and he broke! #and he was willing to sacrifice them all! #all of the people who were only there because they loved him enough to stay!! #and by the time we get to this chapter it's too late to leave! #it's already too late almost before the episode starts because the creatures have their eyes on Nathaniel before he even joined CO #they can't leave in episode 2 because they're all marked and leaving does nothing to save themselves!! #the only way out is through and it's the last job any of them will ever have to take #one way or another #and oMG #ss

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i don't even like video games so why have i been playing Red Dead 2 for the past eight hours gay

#i think me brain likes the Reward of successfully one hit killing things with a bow and arrow #i was born in the wrong generation (should've been a hunter gatherer) #i dont even care about the story!!! the tutorial / first chapter was tedious as fuck! #im only completing missions to unlock things so that i can Keep Fucking Around!!! #also my horse's name is wizard and if anything happens to her im killing everyone in this game #thankfully when the fuckin. asshole odriscolls Ambushed me i was riding a backup horse i'd just tamed #so THAT one died instead of my darling wizard. but still. cmon #she was a gorgeous buckskin... her name was gonna be Egg... i was on my way to the stable to name her... #BUT YEAH I DONT EVEN LIKE THIS GAME ALL THAT MUCH WHY CANT I STOP PLAYING #maybe my brain is like 'oh my god finally something New. something other than the same shit we've been doing' #killin turkeys and deer #i tracked an elk into a train tunnel AND HIT IT!! #but it didnt die!!! and ran out!!! and then i couldnt find it!!! cmon!! #this game is so infuriating Why Cant I Stop #absolutely unprompted #though i have been thoroughly entertaining myself with my own antics #'i want to be nice to people 🥺' #ten seconds later im killing a man i couldve easily saved purely bc there were no witnesses around <3 #well! he would'a talked! i got a camp to protect and provide for! #oh ok yeah i also think my brain likes being able to be a rugged western man w a beard #riding horses and Providing in a slutty little outfit i picked out #most of the game is Such A Drag (as my darling shikamaru would say) #but there are some good bits. addicting bits. sigh #like the allure of open world. optional story. yeah <3 #no rules <3

[everymeloneveryday]

chapter 162 page 18

#beastars #melon beastars #beastars melon #melon #chapter 162 #what always gets me is that she lets him do this #she lets her son kill her #like there is absolutely no doubt that she abused him #she loved his papa so much something broke in her when he left and instead of learning to cope like a normal person she... #i have sympathy for a woman who clearly needed a lot of help and in the absence of that ended up abusing her child #but thats about where it ends #she deserved to die for what she did as much as she deserved to be helped #anyway unrelated to melomama sometimes i think about what happened to him after this #like chances are they wouldve tried to find the next of kin to dump him on #but considering how hybrids are viewed by society and how isolated melomama is AND how hard he was to track down by the police #chances are he just got lost in the foster system #having a fully fledged PhD by 23/24 is fuckin INSANE btw he wouldve had to skip grades n get into college courses by 12 at the latest #which means btw on pretty much all his legal documentation hes probably JUST marked as a gazelle #lol. melon. i think about him every day

[somegurl8]

Warrior Ochette my beloved you have killed so many for me it’s amazing

#octopath traveler ii #octopath traveler 2 #she dealt 30k damage onto Throne’s chapter 5 boss and he instantly got to half hp after that #there is nothing funnier than watching a small furry child absolutely decismate bosses #that or having her summoned beasts do it for her #example: me dealing enough damage to kill Osvald’s final boss before his second phase #waited for the dialogue to pass and then had Ochette summon a birdian to stab the boss to death

[cowardlybean]

if i write another reigen major character death fic people will certainly think i’m nuts!

However.

#I HAVE. UM. what like threeee? unfinished drafts? where he’s erm. kicked the bucket? #and i know that makes me sound absolutely insane but two entirely rely on it as the concept and one it’s fake so does it really count #like for example (this wouldn’t be a spoiler bc it’s the first chapter) ritsu has an accident with his powers and. oh! reigen’s a spirit no #and the whole fic is his guilt and reigen trying to hide it #SO. YOU SEE. IM NOT BATSHIT FOR KILLING REIGEN AGAIN #i also like analyzing other character’s responses to tragedy like a lot a lot #my last big fandom had MCD as a big angst trope and even before that i was a sucker for it maybe i am a little crazy #um. if you read all this. hello i hope i don’t sound absolutely insane i swear i’m a normal human being #COUGH anyway #cowardly speaks

[bishonenspit]

absolutely useless man

#パタtag #im hungry but where is wife? wife is not home to cook for me? so hungry where did wife go? wife hates me he wants me to starve and die #absolutely 0 survival skills dude go eat shredded cheese out of the bag or something #it's bancoran's turn on the being so overdramatic it borders on delusional #maraich earlier this chapter: you stepped on my head on PURPOSE to try and KILL ME because im MAD AT YOU for CHEATING #bancoran now: you're not home to cook for me because you're trying to STARVE ME so im too weak to CHEAT ON YOU because you're MAD i CHEATED #like what is wrong with both of you #btw this is one of my best pieces of evidence towards my mommy issues bancoran theory

[tytonnidaie]

trigun so easy to sift through people worth following the litmus test is just "what do they think of knives"

#knives my beautiful darling son #there are really people killing off nai with their whole chest..... #redemption arcs are fine.... i guess #i dont think he has done anything he needs to be redeemed for tho. IN MY OPINION #the atrocities dont matter to me. i get him #once you stop looking at trigun as good brother vs evil brother #and instead 2 characters who took the opposite extremes #neither of which is wholly good or bad #then its soooooooooooooooooo tasty #always on my bullshit that vash's morals dont always make him “good” #in the same way nai's goals dont always make him “bad” #trigun spoilers #the absolute poetry of vash and nai running away and nai having to beg the first humans he can find for help.... #why even bother with a redemption arc. #he gave them apples. #one chapter of trigun says so much more beautifully and concisely than i could in 100k #sorry. im thinking about trigun again

[quickhacked]

– WIP DAY.

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with chapter 12 of the broker fic dropping tomorrow, have a little sneak peek for that >:^) you can catch up with the rest of the fic here!

The hallway endlessly stretched out in front of Vitali’s eyes.

He had been standing there for five minutes now. Unmoving, jaw clenched, eyes unfocused as he listened to the noises of life behind him, the Megabuilding still crawling with people even at that hour of the night. He wore his combat gear- cargo pants, dark henley, chest armor- though he was unsure why he had decided to put that on out of all possibilities. Perhaps he subconsciously expected it to be a trap, or perhaps he wanted to come across as intimidating, and not scared; but he regretted it now, well aware of the way people had looked at him when he had made his way inside. I’m just here to talk, he had wanted to tell them- I’m just being careful, taking precautions. Justifying himself to complete strangers who had no idea what he was even there for, as if it would clear his conscience, as if it would ease his mind. A curious reflex. It had been a while since the last time he had felt the need to do such a thing. Every step closer to the door at the end of the hallway was heavier than the last, every footfall bouncing off the walls and endlessly echoing through his head. Just there to talk- it sounded so simple, so innocent. A son visiting his mother after many years- save for a single encounter not all too long ago- though in that very moment he felt like anything but a son. And the moment he reached the front door, he froze. What was he supposed to do- knock? Ring the doorbell? Just walk right in, see what would happen? And what would he even say to her, assuming she would be there? What could he say? He tightly balled his fists, brow narrowing when he heard a loud BANG somewhere behind him followed by piercing laughter. His heart skipped a beat and for a brief moment the world seemed to spin around him, and he needed to reach for the wall to regain his balance. He could walk away, still. He could turn back, leave the past in the past, leave his mother behind and simply assume she had nothing to do with it- But he had to know. He had to know for sure. ‘What if I’m making a mistake, Vitya?’ Vitali asked, unable to look the other man in the eyes as his grip on the mug in front of him tightened. ‘Perhaps I should just- I should-‘ ‘You should do what feels right to you,’ Viktor gently interrupted him, briefly glancing around the diner to see if anyone was listening in. ‘Clearly it’s bothering you- clearly you’re still lookin’ for answers. Would it ease your mind if you let this rest? Would it bring you peace?’ Of course not. Nadya was far from the final puzzle piece, but Vitali knew she was an important one; the last one that needed to be placed in order for him to make sense out of it all, even if he learned nothing new, even if she was innocent- or, well, as innocent as she could be. ‘I feel like I’m losing it.’ Vitali slowly drank his coffee; it had turned cold by then, but he didn’t mind. ‘I was doing better, and- and then Roksana shows up, and-‘ ‘Well, of course.’ Viktor smiled a gentle smile at him, but Vitali could see the barely masked concern dripping from his expression. ‘Forgive me, Vito, but- your family is a damn handful. When’s the last time you saw your sister- a decade ago? Like with your brother- of course it’s not easy to see her again. No surprise to me it’s knocked you right back off your feet.’

#tag games #nuclearwriting #this chapter was an absolute beast to write and the list of warnings is as long as my arm #but oogh it's also very tasty. i'm allowed to say that i poured my heart and soul into it #once again horrible with tagging people and you can kill me for any reason even if it's just for fun #there were many parts i wanted to share but i feel like this is the most !!!!!! one. teehee and lol #everything else would've contained too many spoilers already. now i'm just over here building tension #anyway hiii i am very excited to share the whole thing tomorrow :]