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kaithewhatever · 5 months
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YEA BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!
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front-facing-pokemon · 10 months
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theprestigegirly · 6 months
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THE SCREAM SCRUM WHEN I OPENED THIS
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no1ryomafan · 5 months
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The curse of being so knowledgeable on older animes is going to suck irl for as long as I live where I am-which is probably permanent rip-because man I wish it was possible from a education stand point for people to learn about the history of it. How anime has become such a phenomenon and one of the greatest works from across the global that has so much history to it that people in the west hardly know about unless they dig for it themselves. It’s something that deserves to have classes taught about it, deserves to have people learn and watch the all time classics that MADE anime-
but the issue with that is “even if anime popular it’s not apart hugely apart of our culture when it comes to how it was made and you can’t really show off most older works because they are long as fuck in a school that no student could reasonably stay on top of it” so this is never happening ever.
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lupismaris · 10 months
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okcoolthanks · 3 months
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SHIT I FORGOT ABOUT THE FUCKING CLASS I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO RN
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crabonfire · 2 years
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could you do mercs reacting to their s/o infodumping about their hyperfixations? :]
I was working on another request when I saw this pop in and oh my gosh. Yes.
Mercs reacting to s/o who infodumps about their hyperfixations!!!
I also have a touch of the tism :)
characters: all mercs
warnings: none
note: ps as a ref I decided the s/o would have a hyperfixation on crabs because...I love crab
♡Scout♡
• aw
• honestly thinks it adorable...and tbh? I feel like Scout also has hyperfixations. He doesn't really realise it or even know what it is but he loves to nerd about things he's real into.
• he finds it cute your so passionate about this stuff!! Like yeah babe go off!! Talk to him about your silly little hyperfixations!!
• if you ever apologise for talking about it he will shut you up, telling you to continue about your ramble!!
"Ah...I'm talking too much-sorry you probably don't wanna hear about certain crab species."
"No no! It's interestin babe, go on. I wanna hear about Christmas crabs and what they do at Christmas Island."
"...oh....okay!"
I use crabs because that's what I'm fixated on...I love crabs...:)
♡Pyro♡
• please don't ever stop talking
• finds it absolutely charming how into it you are, like the way you sometimes get outta breath from pacing around your room and talking 24/7 about it makes him happy to see you so happy
• like omg!!! ur so cute!!!
• even if your hyperfixation is about murder, or something simple like bugs, he still loves to hear you talk about it.
• if you ever apologise for talking about it, he will assure you it's okay and encourage you to talk more about it. He loves jt.
♡Soldier♡
• finds it interesting!
• if you ever just spit out fun facts or explain stuff about your hyperfixations, he will shut the fuck up and listen, even asking questions about it.
• "Crabs are actually a quite aggressive species! Even the friendly type of crabs have their own limit to how friendly they can be. Did you also know that crabs are escape artists?"
"WOAH! I DID NOT KNOW THAT! CRABS ARE ESCAPE ARTISTS?!"
"Yeah! That's why, any type of crab you have, make sure the tanks sealed properly. Even the tiniest nook they will somehow escape."
"I SEE! CRABS ARE QUITE INTERESTING."
"Yeah!!"
• if you ever apologise for it he will get mad. like why r u sorry he loves hearing u talk...especially about something your passionate about. Keep talking, he loves it.
♡Demoman♡
• he will have a hand on his cheek, his eye half lidded with a dumb goofy smile on his face the entire time he listens to you ramble on.
• he loves it when you get so happy over your little silly hyperfixations.
• when u stim over new stuff for your hyperfixation he finds it adorable
(Ps baby girl don't be embarrassed abt ur stimming!! I've seen ppl say that they r and my little tootsie roll pancake it's normal and it's adorable!!)
• if u apologise he will be dramatic,
" gasp WHAT ARE YE SAYIN? do ye really think that I could ever hate yer knowledgable rambling?!"
But he will insist that it's okay, and that he finds it cute.
♡Heavy♡
• it is very cute. please continue.
• "I love pom pom crabs...they are so cute. They are also known as boxer crabs or cheerleader crabs, that is due to the sea anemones they hold in their claws. Why do they do that you ask? Their claws are too small to catch food, so they instead ramble ramble crab nerd stuff "
"Mhm :)"
He will actually get into what your into, he wants to know how he can fuel your hyperfixations since they make you so happy. Like bugs? He got you your favorite! Want to know more about certain crime cases? Yo he found...a clue from the crime scene? How...what? Huh?
• he's super supportive, so don't even think about apologising. because he actually loves when you talk about whatever your into.
♡Engie♡
• he will listen to you in his workshop while he works, it's like an audio book.
• he loves when you get so happy and talkative when you infodump, he wants to kiss your dumb face whenever you just ramble on about it all.
• just like Heavy, tries to fuel it. Like,,,yas babe!! Get into your little hyperfixations WOOO
• he'd definitely ask a lot of questions to get you going, he loves the expression on your face from the happiness you get from answering them.
• "The longest living crabs I've seen from multiple crab owners I've done research on is...they mostly live only until 8 years depending on the species....that's so sad...not even a decade :("
"I want to kiss you so bad."
"what? engie what did you say?"
"Nothing, uh, that's terrible...I'm sorry honey."
• DONF EVEN APPLOGIZZE BRO THIS MAN MAKES U FEEL OSO COMFORTABLE U DONT GOTTA APOLGOIZE
♡Medic♡
• he definitely has a touch of the tism too,, bro is hyperfixated on his work lol
• definitely infodumps about his to you too, and he loves to hear about yours.
• he will do intense research about your hyperfixation to impress you and relate to you, it's quite nice.
• cute ass mf
• likes to write down notes about specific things you've said to him about your interests, likes to read them when he's sad and smiles when he remembers the fire in your eyes when you talk about it.
♡Sniper♡
• he desperately wants to kiss you because of this
• he thinks it's charming that your so into all this...whatever it is, he will listen.
• also takes time to get into it!!!!
• loves it when you absolutely infodump outta nowhere, especially when yall are doing something else,,,its so cute :)))!!!
• " ramble ramble ramble "
"God, your so damn cute."
"...huh?"
"HUH? WHAT? Continue."
It just slips sometimes, he can't help it your just so so cute.
• apologise and he will give you a quick forehead kiss, telling you that he loves you a lot, especially when your being a little nerd about what you like.
♡Spy♡
• he will never ever ever admit it but he finds it charming.
• he won't really talk much about it, pretending like he doesn't care, but if you ever apologise for talking he will automatically shut you up, talking about how interesting it is and telling you that as long as your happy so is he.
• buys you stuff that's related to your hyperfixation, out of nowhere too, it's always so sweet when he does it.
• it's like his white noise, infodump all day baby!!!
• he likes the way you smile more when you talk about your hyperfixations, even if he won't understand some, he will still try to, and definitely loves you just a little more for it.
There u go!!! Sorry its 11 and I'm on the verge of falling asleep,,,so there might be some errors...I hope u enjoyed tho :)
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jasontoddssuper · 10 months
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My favorite games + Why i love them
Mario:I grew up playing this franchise with my favorite cousin so i have literally countless good memories of it!!!It's just a super wholesome and fun and interesting series and i love everything about it so much!Also Daisy was my fave as a kid but now it's Rosalina which i think symbolizes my transition from tomboy to femme transmasc /lh
Sally Face:So underrated yet so good!!!An excellent mix between dark and positive(With my rewrite of episode five that is😭)and one of the few brand's of horror i can stomach!The cast,artstyle,story and lore are all an absolute delight and i really hope we actually get that sequel one day!Also SAL I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU *gets wacked by Travis for being gay*
Animal Crossing:Couldn't leave this one out,it's absolutely legendary to me!!I love,love,LOVE that i get to be a cute lil token human that befriends all these incredibly friend shaped animals and be creative by making stuff and decorating and having lowstakes adventures!It's just absolutely made for the summer(me,my name is Summer)!!
Hades:Ah,greek mythology my old beloved.As a Pjo kid with Percy as their all time fave,i instantly fell in love with this world and especially Zagreus(///*Looks at the self-insert pastel goth guygirl i made to ship with him*).Very cool,very original,very bisexual and trans,my tism is very in awe of it
Night in the Woods:The thing that drew me in the most was Mae-I found this one at the beginning of a very rough time in my life and i was very similar to Mae so she's incredibly important to me.On a lighter note though,this game's so fucking funny😭I was laughing every other scene and it has great messages,cool plots,equally cool mechanisms and banger after banger songs!!Deserves all the love☺
Butterfly Soup:It's so fucking cute!!!!Extremely adorable AND hilarious AND relatable to me as a bi nonbinary afrolatina AND accurate rep!!Also the songs are so soothing and Diya and Min are one of the best couple's out there💞💙
Bonus-The Polly Pocket games:I'd say this one is a joke but.....Nah,it's not JFJEHFHFH.They're one of my childhood comfort's and i'm so glad i found a website that has them💖Fun fact,i had the purple Polly Pocket as a kid(not a doll,the compact things)!!
@moonage-gaydream
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Imagine: The Scarlet Witch invades your city in search of her children, but you react differently to her. (Yandere!Wanda Maximoff/Yandere!Scarlet Witch x autistic!fem!reader)
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Summary: Everyone's made fun of you. Bullied you. Abused you. You don't really think like others. It's just how your brain was wired. By this point, you didn't think much good could come from it.
But that may just capture the heart of a powerful witch.
(CW: Mention of bullying/isolation, hypnosis)
Author’s Note: My laptop is really starting to break down, just like me mentally and emotionally. 
A loud set of screams interrupts your quiet time in your first-floor apartment, startling you.
Looking outside your window, you see people running away from something, including some of those who’ve bullied you for your autism. (which is a bit satisfying to see, you won’t lie)
“What’s going on?” you wonder aloud.
That’s what you see them, following the scared crowd; it’s a figure decked out in a dark red outfit.
“That’s what everyone’s afraid of?” You’re confused as fuck, so you decide to go outside to check out the scene. As you get closer, you can make out the figure more clearly; a woman with long hair that seems to be made of fire. Her hands are glowing with a scarlet aura. It’s....actually a bit relaxing to look at and you find yourself entranced by its smooth movements; it’s like it’s performing a ballet. Slowly you find yourself getting closer, staying fixated on the aura.
“Wow....” you gasp as you approach her hand.
“What are you doing?”
A voice nearby snaps you from your trance. You look up to see the woman with a hardened expression.
“Sorry,” you say sheepishly. “I was just fixated on that glow in your hand. It’s beautiful, and honestly kinda calming as well.”
The hardened expression softens a bit.
“....You’re not running from me,” she notes.
“Why would I be?” you ask. “You don’t scare me.”
Her expression turns back to stone and her head tilts.
“Is that a challenge?” An Eastern European accent appears in her voice.
“No,” you say matter-of-factly. “I just don’t feel afraid of you. You’re not causing any trouble, you’re just....here existing.”
The tilt retracts and her anger turns into a mixture of confusion and fascination.
“You’re a very odd girl,” she notes.
You shrug.
“Comes with the ‘tisms.”
“The what?”
“Oh, I’m autistic. My mind is.....well, it’s different from other people’s brains.”
“I see....”
“Yep,” you nod. “Kinda got bullied and isolated for it. A lot. Still do. I....basically have no friends.”
“Why would they bully you?”
You shrug.
“I guess they’re afraid of what they don’t understand, you know?”
At that moment, her expression softens almost completely.
“Yes.....” she says quietly. “I do know....”
In her mind, something switches. Here you are, a fellow misunderstood soul, with not even a single companion. Someone who’s not afraid of her, someone who didn’t immediately run when you saw her, but rather....you were fascinated by her. She can’t remember the last time she’s met someone who didn’t fear her or treat her like a criminal.
“You’re really pretty too, you know.” Your compliment both jolts her from her thoughts and solidifies her decision. There’s no way she’s leaving you here. Her heart is pounding furiously and she comes up with an idea.
“Would you like to see some more of my aura?” she asks.
You nod eagerly.
“Please? Those screams I heard earlier kinda stressed me out.”
She gives a smile and moves her hands to conjure more in front of your face. Her hand movements begin to fascinate you as well.
“Holy shit, that’s beautiful,” you whisper, your eyes widening in awe. “It’s like your fingers are dancing.”
You begin to find yourself hyperfixating on the magic and on her hands, just as she hoped you would. Soft whispers invade your mind, but you’re unable to make out what they’re saying, nor do you really care about what they’re saying. Slowly your eyes gloss over as the hands and magic play over and over again in your mind.
You almost fall down on the road, but the Scarlet Witch catches you and sweeps you up bridal style, holding you close and protectively.
“Sweet, sweet girl....my sweet, sweet girl,” she whispers as she flies away with you. 
“You’ll never be hurt or unloved ever again....”
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joron1a-stardustlor · 8 months
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Lesharold hcs bc im having a shitty day;
-Their ideal date would be a walk and talk anywhere really, the park, the mall, around a lake, wherever!
-Harold will not hesitate to strangle anyone talking crap abt his queen
-Harold knew if he wrote those letters and signed his name on there, Duncan, Geoff and DJ would prob kill him, though they never expected him and leshawna actually together
-Leshawna doesnt mind how strange or silly her bf may be, she loves him
-Harold told Leshawna about how he rigged the votes to get Courtney kicked off the island to piss off duncan, and how he kinda has to stay in the bushes in playa del losers otherwise Courtney will find him and she genuinely does not care if she manages to kill someone with her bare hands
-the two things Leshawna thought, how the fuck Harold even managed to rig the votes, and how dead Courtney is
-opposites attract <3
-Harold is very lightly colorblind (hence his strange outfit colors) so Leshawna helps him pick his outfits sometimes
-Harold cross dresses sometimes and leshawna helps him with that sometimes too
-totally straight couple 😊 unless 😳
-Harold is pan and genderfluid but mainly describes himself as a demiboy with he/they prns
-Leshawna is bi
-now imagine leshawna coming out to harold concerned he might not accept he and Harolds like; THANK GOD I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY HOMO IN THIS RELATIONSHIP
-Im taking a guess in saying you watched the show, after season 1 Harold tries so hard to impress Leshawna, he never does but she thinks hes so silly when he does <3
-Girlboss x Male wife forever <3
-Harold wrote a love song for Leshawna using Kasane Teto in UTAU
-he is very good at tuning and tries to make Tetos voice as realistic as possible
-SHE LOVES IT SO MUCH HE IS SUCH A SWEET HEART AND SHE PLAYED IT ON LOOP AND THWY DANCE TO IT AND AND
-He and Leshawna go to comic cons sometimes
-He and Leshawna cosplayed as Gakupo and Gumi
-HAROLD IS THE BIGGEST KASANE TETO FAN HE IS OBSESSED WITH HER HE EVEN COSPLAYS AS HER SOMETIMES
-Im srry he named a fucking SNAIL after her because he missed her MARRIGE STRAIGHT AWAY HE LOVES HER SM I HAGSHFDJSGHAGHSGSHBW
-Harold would litteraly DIE for her omgomgo
-They do have some problems though, mostly in communication(hehe angst)
-if you've watched all the seasons with them then yk
-First of all, With harold being so autism coded with his behaviors and feelings, he most likely doesnt know how to handle a serious longterm relationship
-they broke up once because of this worst 7 months of his life :[
-Leshawna tries to be real with him, but also doesnt want to hurt his feelings
-They both learned how deal with these problems and ended up together again though <3
-Theyre are so sweet dont ever seperate them <3333
-due to the 7 month breakup Harold turned a lot sensitive and doesnt want to hurt Leshawna
-Leswana is indeed in awe of his tism
-Whenever Harold cries Leshawna just picks him up and cuddles him
and now for my favorite hc ;
Harold said himself he had lots of diseases when he was younger
I headcanon Harold has some surgery scars around his torso and is pretty insecure of them
NOW IMAGINE
*deep breath in*
LESHAWNA GIVING HAROLD LITTLE KISSES TO HIS SURGERY SCARS SO HE DOESNT FEEL AS INSECURE
Bye i might do more or a harzeke ver
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sirwow · 9 months
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so is louie evil?
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not really, just a awe tism who has never had much social/life guidance up until Olimar and it shows through his extreme reactions and avoidance (at least in my hc/au)
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carebeartherese · 7 months
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My live reactions to Loki season two ep 5:
-WOOOO HERE WE GO
-running through the recap
-Im actually scared for this episode srsly
-oooo the almost silent intro
-ALIVE???
-he is angelic fr
-where is everyone???
-did they go back to their timelines??
-Im loving these continued camera shots
-pie room??
-TIME SLIPPING
-oh shit
-:0 double Loki
-hello?
-time slipping is just an excuse for Loki to flip his hair like the hoe he is /pos
-time loop???
-WHAT THE FUCK
-WHY IS EVERYTHING COMING APART
-SHIT
-oop there’s the theme
-prison??
-CASEY?????
-WHAT THE HELL
-oh hes escapin
-where are they i wonder
-a boat prison??
-no not again dude Loki can’t handle this
-ALCATRAZ????
-his name ain’t Frank lmfao
-oh it’s the BOAT PLACE
-dude why are we back in the tva
-:0 SHIT NEW YORK 2012
-Aw b15 is such a great doctor I love her
-MOBIUS WHAT ARE YIU DOING
-living his dream
-who tf is don
-also his son??? No thank you
-LOKI GO SEE YOUR MAN
-this is so unserious
-LOKI IS SO CUTE ABOUT MOBIUS
-Mobius is adorable
-SINGLE DAD???
-FUCK YEA
-ooo 1994
-OB!!!!
-hes so silly
-awww he just wants to sell his books
-hes a writer <333
-in his bunker???
-ITS JUST LIKE HIS LAB
-dude ob will believe anything that happens to him
-the sons of who??
-ob is so adorable with his little “hey”
-dammit
-none of that made sense OB
-cannot control the time slipping
-oooo true
-LOKI = TEMPAD
-to save his friends
-oh yea shit kang is coming aint he
-control it Loki!!!!
-nope
-you look like you’re trying to take a shit
-there is no controlling time
-OB WE DONT SHOCK PEOPLE
-OR WHATEVER THAT WAS
-stop psychoanalizing
-go to the pie room
-GET THE BAND BACK TOGETHER
-oh that’s actually kind of smart
-ob is adorable and I love him and his tism
-oh fuck there he goes
-TO MOBIUS AGAIN!!
-he sucks at taking the trash out
-yea Kevin
-these kids are literally adorable
-don’t burn down the house pls
-“HELLO”
-these guys are so awkward
-just kiss srsly
-WAIT THEY ARE SO CUTE
-HES SUCH A SALESMAN
-wife long gone????
-cause of the gay
-is he flirting??
-are jet skis flirting????
-mobius really thinks lokis crazy
-OB HI
-none of this makes sense
-awww the way he grabbed Mobius
-dude theyre so gay
-they need to just kiss already fr
-yea your kids will be fine mobius I swear
-hes just a suburb dad
-this is a little heartbreaking but also gay tbh
-IKR IT IS A COOL NAME
-B15!!!! Come with!!!!
-CASEY FUCK YEA
-ESCAPE
-where’s sylvie?
-mobius looks shook
-and Casey trusts no one the little thief
-mobius/don is he flirting with Casey/Frank
-I love sylvie but she always gets angry and fucks shit up
-please leave her out of this one
-WAIT WHAT
-HOW DOES SHE KNOW YOU
-wait till it back
-fuck get that time slipping under control
-sylvie with her lesbian fit and her mullet
-ok but Loki loves mobius and doesn’t wanna loose him
-uncaring queen
-I mean she wants to live
-damnnnnn
-WAIT CALL HIM OUT
-WHAT DOES HE WANT
-FALSE
-HE WANTS MOBIUS SRSLY
-oh come on Marvel be more specific
-of course he doesn’t wanna be alone
-don’t make this romantic again pls
-NO WE ARENT
-his story is with mobius tho!!!
-Casey is such a weird ass hardened criminal
-mobius stop trying to sell shit to people
-Loki you are so babygirl
-NO WHAT ABOUT THE GANG
-I don’t understand anything anymore
-is sylvie flirting with record shop guy??????
-THE VELVET UNDERGROUND
-HOLY SHIT
-literally what is happening rn
-whos this guy in the back
-oh he disappeared????
-why’s shit disappearing????
-NOOOO
-THE TIMELINES DECAYING
-OH GOD NO!!!
-NOT HOT RECORD SHOP GUY
-and she’s gone
-so is the timeline
-Loki is so sad and lonely
-MOBIUS KISS HIM PLS
-HE NEEDS TLC
-NOT TRUE
-a timeline just died for some reason
-Loki was just waiting for this opportunity
-CASEY DAMMIT SRSLY
-OH FUCK NO
-WAIT EVERYONE COME BACK
-NO MOBIUS PLEASE
-OH GOD NOT PLEASE NOT KNTO THE DARK
-THIS VERY BAD DREAM
-oh shit Loki use them timeslipping powers
-GO BACK IN TIME
-YOU CAN DO THIS BBG
-ITS ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS
-oh come on dont give me that fuckin cliffhanger
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threadsun · 1 year
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Fishie asks: "time to be extremely self indulgent, but how do u think the lads stim? i tried looking through u tag to see if youve done that so if u have then OOP but im pretty sure u havent anyways. i love oral stimming via chewing and i keep making clicking noises so i wanna know what kinda stims they would have cause #autismhourswhoupgettingslonkedsilly!!!! - fishie"
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Ohohohohoho yesssss it's autism hours!!!!!! I am in awe of their tism!!!!!! I fully headcanon them all as autistic, but especially Ian and Nick~
Also yes I'm back on my ex-ballerina Jean bullshit >:3c
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Jack:
Jack hums! Usually just a simple, repetitive tune or a single note if he's not paying attention. When he's really happy, he'll typically just have a low droning hum going in the back of his throat constantly. He also bounces in place, especially when he's excited or otherwise full of energy. He keeps it to a minimum if his bouncing would cause problems (like jostling someone in his lap), but he's a bouncy boy!
Ian:
Taptaptaptaptaptaptaptaptap Ian's a tappy boy!!! All four fingers pressed together, tapping his fingertips on anything nearby all at once. If he's particularly overwhelmed (good or bad), it turns into patting with his whole hand. He also pops very quietly when he needs to stim. Just gently pressing his lips together and making a soft little popping sound that's easy to miss if it's not silent in the room.
Shaun:
Well, I mean, the obvious one for Shaun is purring. He doesn't have the requisite biology to actually purr, but he'll make a low grumbly sound in the back of his throat while he essentially kneads/makes biscuits on whatever soft thing is nearby. He also clicks his tongue quite loudly whenever things get too quiet or he needs to focus, it's his go-to stim when his brain needs a sound in the background.
Nick:
Nick's necklaces? Stim necklaces. Same with his bracelets. All of his jewellery is in some way stimmy for him. Whether it's just dragging the lock over the chain it's on to feel the way it vibrates or spinning the beads on his bracelet. He's a very fidgety stimmer, so he also keeps at least one fidget toy in his pocket at all times. Just anything that can keep his hands occupied and has a good sensation to it.
Joseph:
Joseph's got the typical delinquent stims. Bouncing his legs and drumming on everything. Whether it's patting a beat on his thighs or using his fingers to drum on the edge of a table, that's his go-to stim. And whenever he needs to sit for long periods of time, his legs are going to end up bouncing. His big nervous stim that he's been trying to kick forever is biting his nails. He'll bite them to the quick.
Jean:
Jean was heavily forced to mask as a child, so he doesn't stim much. But when he's standing and needs to stim, he'll often go en pointe or go through the basic ballet foot positions (or full positions, if he's alone). Generally, he only stims when he's nervous or excited because those are the only times he can't stop himself from unmasking. But yeah, generally ballet feet is his thing because it's easy to hide.
Rory:
Hair twirling! Rory stims by twirling his hair and rubbing the tips of his hair against his thumb. Something about the slightly spiky feeling of it is a great stim for him. He also tends to knock his feet together gently, just bouncing them off each other a bit. He's also really big on auditory stims, so he'll tap or crinkle things to hear the sound they make. When something makes a good sound, he'll keep it!
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fraudulent-cheese · 10 days
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opinions on sugar
hehe i loveeee her
probably the funniest part of Pahkitew for me, along with Max's EVILLLL schemes! She'll just say the most out of pocket weird shit and then move on it's great. She's super mischeavious and is just a menace all season. Amazing.
Her perspective is also so so interesting. Since she was raised in pageants she treats TD like one and it informs her relationships with most of the other contestants - her throaway line about Topher being a suck-up, being willing to bend the rules to get by and driving a wedge between her and Sky, hell her entire dynamic and relationship with Ella's driven by that!
She thinks Ella's full of shit and just manipulating people but no that's just how Ella is! But how would Sugar know? This is a competition. Why be nice and innocent and play by the rules if you're not just gonna use that goodwill to backstab your opponents into the dirt afterwards? It's kind of tragic they never did hit it off, Ella was really desperate to befriend Sugar and it just. Didn't work out. Sad.
Also i love how she's impressed by Leonard and finds Max incredibly endearing, it's awesome. She in awe of their tism fr
I didn't wanna end this post on a bad note, but i feel the need to mention that im a little uncomfortable with what she was based on. At least when other TD characters were based on things that weren't tropes they were fictional characters (you cannot tell me Harold and Heather weren't based on Napoleon Dynamite and Heathers/Mean Girls respectivaly, and MK's based on a character Aquafina played to my knowledge) or at least adult celebrities (i belive Anne Maria is one such case)
but. Sugar's based on Honey Boo Boo. Who was like 8 years old in 2014? And the show treats Sugar super awfully. It constantly treats her as unattractive, annoying, gross and untalented, and while i don't think making a character gross on it's own is a bad thing, coupling it with the previously mentionned traits and the fact she's fat... Just leaves a bad taste in my mouth. It really feels like they're using this fictional teenage girl to mock a literal child. She deserved better from the show, but it's Total Drama. It was never gonna happen.
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nullbutler · 11 months
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weird thing I noticed about myself!! I dunno fi anyone else with the tism has had this particular experience, but here it goes!
I always get heatstroke. like...okay. I get it a lot. usually because I can't tell however hot I am is too hot. the sensation hits me all at once like a sudden alarm has been flicked on, and I have about five minutes to get as cold as possible before I start vomiting. NOT FUN. anyway
I realized that might be because when I'm overwhelmed in a sensory sense, I kind of shut down my sensory??? like for instance if I'm in a crowded room, at a certain point the noise will reach the point where it doesn't bother me any more, but I'll be kinda not there. I'll be in a good mood, but at a distance. like, I've reached a point of being so overwhelmed I'm basically disassociated, and disassociative states can cause the release of endorphins, which in turn can lead to an almost high-like state of 'happy' chemicals, numbing the pain. so anyway, that's what I'm like when I'm at my limit.
the issue is, I dont realize I'm at my limit then. the things that should be warning signs for 1) thirst 2) hunger 3) exhaustion 4) pain 5) heat all melt away. so I dont have any of that. and so I usually end up feeling pretty awful because my check engine light basically just beeps itself out of existence by the time it actually matters
so I'm gonna start getting really good at keeping track of myself on my notes app, i think
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zcottwhathuh · 1 year
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the babes!!! yes, i got better at drawing sandman
these two really do awe my tism
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