#to only take as much as they can carry

[howtotrainyouragents]

I was falling asleep and I had a funny thought about Luffy stealing an armload of library books for Robin. 1) because that's exactly the kinda thing he would do and 2) it’s not necessary, it’s a freakin’ library, but he heard the words “check out limit” and thought, “You can’t put a limit on my friend or what I would do for them.”

It gets funnier bc stealing an armload of books off the shelf all at once can only really end in two disastrous ways: 1) either he drops half of them as he trying to run or 2) he's trying to take them off the top shelf, and he’s about to knock himself out with about a thousand books crashing into him

#luffy #op #one piece #monkey d luffy #robin #nico robin #yes Robin and Chopper take Luffy on their library outings #chopper #it’s kinda in a babysit the captain kinda way #but he enjoys it bc they tell him gross facts they’re reading and give him a book about beetles #the whole check out limit thing happens bc Robin and Chopper have an agreement #to only take as much as they can carry #Chopper is very strategic about it using his backpack and such #but Robin…well she has an endless amount of arms for book carrying #agent h #agent report #headcanon accpted

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

I want it back / I drag its dead weight forward.

#Better drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #digital art #This was a style experimentation doodle that took on a life of its own. #In a way it is a great example of 'beautiful failure'. The original goal was to try a pure black and white contrast piece. #Which I very much failed at doing. Not quite ready for that! However what this turned into is something I like a lot! #Different but in a way that really pushed me as an artist. A little less simple; a little more proportional. #I was also recently thinking about LWJ's grieving that we only catch glimpses of. #LWJ grieved his first love for 13 years. His love that was never reciprocated. #He chose to dedicate his heart to that mourning and most painfully of all - he did so knowing there was no end to that grief. #Wei Wuxian comes back to life in MDZS but that is an exception. Not the expectation. #He was dead. Not missing. Not 'maybe in hiding'. He was dead and his spirit unreachable. #Jiang Cheng went forwards with denial but LWJ takes that grief on. He copes by continuing to carry the weight with him. #Let me be clear. Neither are healthy approaches. It is a way to cope but it does not mean that is healing or healthy. #Grief is loved transformed but it is also about endurance and letting go. Grief can change you. You can also change your grief. #It isn't a good or evil thing to experience. It is just an experience.

[ebbpettier]

(Inspired by I bought some deathwish coffee)

#Simon snow #carry on #going off sounds so much like my sensory meltdowns yknow #and that scene in ws where they’re kissing in front of the car #and Baz is wondering if Simon can only feel Good when they’re pumped full of adrenaline #fun fact i have a massive appetite for specifically carbs when I don’t take my meds #bread and butter and sugar and FAST BURNING FUEL AND DOPAMINE #(me in front of the Pepe Silvia string board but the top just says SIMON HAS ADHD

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

First of all, I just want to say. I called it lol

Finally an sskk face off since the sacrifice. I am going insane. I can’t articulate all my thoughts rn but something about the way Atsushi aimed a kick at Akutagawa that he fully expected the guy to block (because they know each other’s usual fighting styles!!!) only for it to connect and hurt him; Atsushi begging Akutagawa to recognize him because even if he still can’t consciously admit it, Atsushi has become convinced that Akutagawa wouldn’t be attacking him like this if he knew it was him; pleading for him to snap out of it and demanding to know why he saved him aghhhhh I’m going feral we know the reason Atsushi we know whyyyyy

I can’t believe it actually. We are at the point where sskk do not want to genuinely hurt each other. Atsushi attacked only out of self defence and was taken aback by actually breaking his wrist. Akutagawa refused to kill Atsushi in the Fukuchi fight and Atsushi is now convinced he’d stop attacking if he recognized him. Holy shit. Oh my god.

And Sigma badass moment! My boy, he pulled through! Either him or Chuuya had to break the stalemate; hell yeah, validation. Wasn’t there a meme someone made? “Prison arc -> prison arc if Sigma still had a gun”? Well Sigma’s got a gun and things are picking up babyyyy! His retort to Fyodor was quite possibly the funniest thing he could’ve said in response. Just completely shut him down. Using what he’s learned running the empty home Fyodor previously tried to buy his trust with. Beautiful. ADA Sigma real??? (I think the story will have to acknowledge his very public involvement with Taneda’s shooting and the acts of terrorism the Hunting Dogs now know he is responsible for… so I’m not sure how that will go but I’d like to see him end up with the Agency tbh… so long as it makes sense.)

Things I did not expect:

Mysterious note left in Russian??? It could be Mykola I suppose but… why? What happened? If he’s actually in trouble I doubt he’d need help escaping. Is it a trap? But what for? Alternatively… could it be Pushkin? He was in Meursault initially right? We never found out what his connection was. It could be a new Russian author too! Intriguing! There’s also the matter of it being written in Russian in the first place - who is it meant for? Sigma specifically? Or is it meant for someone else who speaks Russian?

Dazai is actually injured! I was certain he had something ready to get out on his own but I like this much better. Tbh I know this sounds bad but I’m actually way more invested now that Dazai has a broken leg and Fyodor was just shot. There’s higher stakes, you know? Damn though. I think Dazai’s injuries are. Worse. He’s being terribly self-sacrificial, and is apparently going to face off against Chuuya next time we see him. I do think now the stakes would be too low if Chuuya was completely free of the brainwashing tbh… I’m hoping for a double “I know you’re in there” fight between skk and sskk. Not that Dazai can do much physically but his strength has always been with words anyways, and I am certain Chuuya’s already fighting back. And I know Atsushi will reach Akutagawa. Manifesting sskk reunion where they challenge Fukuchi again and win this time via the power of unbreakable trust (delusional).

Sigma asks Fyodor “WHAT are you?” Which is interesting, and I’m hoping will acknowledge the way Fyodor doesn’t seem to age… but also intriguing is the “getting closer” part on the side which implies he’s not quite right. I think Fyodor will still turn out to be human tbh (it’d be weird otherwise, thematically), but now I’m starting to lend a little more weight to that theory about a Fyodor double…

Well anyways. This was a lot. I’m going to helplessly whir about it for a bit now.

#bsd #bsd spoilers #bsd chapter 107 #storyrambles #I just want an incredibly homoerotic showdown between skk and sskk where Dazai and Atsushi snap their partners out #of the brainwashing so Chuuya can wreak havoc while Dazai watches him with stars in his eyes as he’s crumpled on the floor #and Akutagawa can immediately go off to fight Fukuchi so he doesn’t have to answer Atsushi who is behind him #relieved and irritated and asking him why he chose to save him on repeat #‘I am asking you a question here!’ ‘I cannot hear you jinko we have more pressing matters keep up’ #aya leaning over to bram: ‘he-he’s dodging the question!’ #I take my theorizing very seriously thank you very much :P #wait. Hold on. What if. What if dazai can nullify the vampire curse but only when he’s in contact. #what if chuuya has to carry him everywhere while dazai is in physical contact with him constantly. think of the comedy. think of the gay. #actually I’m going to cry that’s so funny to me. they’d be complaining about it constantly #meanwhile you just know chuuya is worried about the extent of dazai’s injuries and dazai is still livid about the mind control #hi this is unbelievably funny to me

[palms-upturned]

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#meg talks #feeling really down and frustrated #ever since i caught covid over the new year ive just been doing so badly #it’s now halfway through may and not only am i having all sorts of weird new pain problems #to the point where i dragged myself to the er yesterday bc my usual meds didn’t do shit for me and i spent seven hours writhing in pain #but also mentally im just. constantly tapped out #before covid i was able to keep up w news and work on research projects and write multiple image descriptions every day and read books #and keep up w friends all while working full time #like even if i was in bed p much whenever i wasn’t at work i could still read and write and carry conversations #now it’s like i can only handle all of these things in small doses before my brain just shuts off #im still keeping up w news and describing what i can and working on my research projects and trying to make connections #but i feel so slow abt everything i do #it’s driving me up the wall #ive been trying for days to get through this one academic paper that’s rlly not even that long #and i just can’t do it. not for long anyway i have to read in small bursts #and then having to take muscle relaxants for these fucking spasms that make me really drowsy and sleep the whole day away… #idk. it might not even be abt covid i might be reading too much into it but it’s just pissing me off. thinking abt how nobody masks anymore #and how every time there’s a covid outbreak i won’t be able to properly protect myself or my brothers from it #bc of this fuckass job #idk im just tired and upset

[icewindandboringhorror]

I have found a beautiful perfect humble rock specimen that is light yellow with a weird dark yellowy brown lining, somewhat resembling a chunk of smoked gouda cheese... effervescent

#I am still very into trash collecting at the moment and even went out and got one of those grabby sticks for cheap and a little #bucket I can carry around and put trash in. so I am going on walks in nature a bit more (not really to enjoy nature but more to play the #very fun Real Life Hidden Object Point And Click Game that is 'hunt for bottle caps and cans' .. but eh.. whatever gets me out of the #house lol).. anyway.. some nature places near water will have cool rocks #Which I know you're not supposed to take them and I MOSTLY dont.. but every once in a while it's like... when else will I ever find a #gouda rock... I have cleaned up 4 buckets of trash today.. I have helped the environment.. mayhaps.. i could take a One Single Rocke as a #treate... ANYWAY. but yeah. I don't know the names of rocks but there's a rock that's a matte muted marigold yellow sort of #color and I call them 'cheese rock'. I'm pretty sure this one is of the 'cheese rock' species but it just has weird brown coloration #like maybe it got stained or something on one side of it. Most of the other cheese rocks have no markings. though sometimes there will be a #auburn reddish sort of hue on a corner or something.. hrmm.. curious. I also got a Beginner's Hobby rock tumbler and some supplies #so I might try polishing some of the rocks from my enormous rock collection. even though they're all street rocks I picked up from sidewalk #and stuff. I saw a video where someone put random gravel and stuff in a rock tumbler and none of them were Stunning Gems or whatver #but some still turned out cool enough that I would be pleased with the result... OUgh.. I want to post more I need to like do costumes and #sculptures and stuff and be Active On Social Media and think about my Future and Career and how it always benefits artists to keep an #active social media or etc. but I just feel so tired and bad lately. I think the summer heat waves have really exhausted me. I also have #been trying to make new friends + on a weird schedule so I've been socializing and also watching media too much. I notice I always start #to feel this kind of unsettled stress of not making any forward progress in my life if I do that for too long. like 'Okay this week I've #done nothing but meet up with two friends & watch like 10 episodes of tv and only worked on a few projects on the side.. this is HORRIBLE!' #(ppl who follow me here that I talk to on discord: this isn't about you! Im specifically just referencing being tired of introductory talks #with a new round of random strangers during my Friend Hunt. Just clarifying so it couldn't be misinterpreted as vaguepost implying that I'm #secretly bothered by talking to you or etc. lol.. anyway) . Which I know to MOST people 'I talked to a lot of friends and watched some cool #stuff!' sounds like a GOOD relaxing time but.. to me it is not ghhj.. Those are 'external' focuses on things outside myself which bothers #me if not moderated. Like.. i MUST retreat internally to work on my worldbuilding and my own thoughts and etc. at very regular intervals or #it will really start to bear on me too much. Brain Mandated Hermit Isolation lol. Just being too detached from my world and stuff for #too long feels increasingly bad. PLUS. every day I don't make tangible progress towards my goals is a day wasted that I could have been #investing in my future by working on novels/games/sculptures/actual career relevant stuff. Not even in a Capitalism way i just genuinely #enjoy Completing Tasks & feel miserable if I don't for too long. EVEN the media I'm watching I turn into A Task since I rank in a detailed #google doc list after viewing lol.. Like EW movie too boring on it's own. NEED to turn it into something I can categorize and analyze ghghj #LOVE to make things more complicated than they need to be. like YAAAY organizational tasks! yaay meticulous sorting!! BOO ''mindless fun''!

[swiftcast-selene]

Day 26: Faith

what you take from the earth, take care to sow again. such are the teachings of the Matron.

#miqomarch #miqomarch 2024 #final fantasy 14 #seeker of the sun #ffxiv miqo'te #very loosely based on the 'sower of stars' thing i thought it would look nicey #shout out to the rats who ran euphrosyne with me so i could get this shot... love u all #ANYWAY as a seeker negi obviously has a lot of respect for azeyma too #but theres something about having spent a lot of time both in gridania and studying conjury #that makes him like. feel much more connected to nophica than to azeyma #she was there for him when he couldnt figure out his magic... she helped him tend to the ala mhigans #and him studying nature was his escape when he was a little bedbound kitten #so he feels like he owes her a lot. in general but also for his own personal growth #so he's very stringent in his gathering methods #only take what you need. keep seeds to scatter them when needed #woven mesh bags to gather mushrooms so the spores can spread #that sort of thing! #his faith carries him just like he carries it~

[thefiresofpompeii]

yayyy the shining! minotaur! labyrinth! house of leaves! running down impossible yellow-walled corridors! malevolent architecture!

#everything i love about this episode that’s only the surface of it #it’s got layers! isn’t it good to see an episode with layers #most importantly it’s vertically complex (dissects the meanings of the characters’ relationships to one another) rather than #horizontal complexity (moffatisms: an extremely convoluted plot that takes brainpower to untangle but doesn’t carry much substance beyond #ooh look just how twisty-turny i can make this timeline) #not to toot my own horn but these are useful terms and i’ll be using them in future posts not even just about this show #‘creepy or wet’ meme. you tell me this media’s complex. i ask if it’s horizontally or vertically. you tell me you don’t understand. i check #the media. it’s horizontal #dw #the god complex #jamie catches up #doctor who #jamie.txt

[scalproie]

#also if you vote id like to hear your reasonning in the tags #see in my story the father only see his value as someone who can give his life so others wont have to die #they only get one shot at life while his are technically endless #he gives himself body and soul and not only does it take a toll on him bc dying is extremely painful and scary #but he cant always stop people from dying where he couldve and each loss and failure weigh so heavily on him #the end result is that he is carrying so much physical and psychological pain #the son on the other end is prioritizing self care. he does not throw his life away at any opportunity for others #but he does end up being called selfish and heartless by those aware of his immortality for his inactions #idk its a fun debate for him and good father and son drama :) #tagging later

[beautifel]

seems like my heart does nothing but break lately

#oh my god dont read the tags. it breaks for everyone :( but on a more personal level #for my gf whos sinking deeper into something n i cant even help bc im a wreck myself but i am so so scared to lose her #still havent even been able to book a psych appointment n i rlly dont know where to go with all these ..em*tions #Guys i rlly dont understand one thing. how come one random freak whos in ur life at some point can derail a whole person like eons later #jeopardise their whole future just by crossing some lines for funz i really dont understand this #not fair not fair at all this is evil #and becasue u got unlucky someone wanted to be disgusting u have to carry the consequences #i rly still cant even say it i still cant even write it #i dont even know how . irl the only perosn i told in some capacity #is dealing with her own trauma and i hate that jsut being understanding is not enoughlike #Wow Lmao Its just Funny How it Shapes You. & U Can Never bury it forever becuz it will always catch up to you😂😂😂😂😂😂 #AND THE PAST CAN NEVER BE ERASED 😃😃😁😁😂😂😂🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔪🔪 #at least my gf has been taking steps to deal with it for.3 yrs and i just never even #LOL i feel like such a coward but the sh*me and the g**lt associated with the Thing..r so overwhelming i cant even admit it #what would i even do at the psych appointment like straight up what am i gonna say Lol #hai iam here to process something i dont actually remember probably becasue i was a child but imnot sure. n id rather #kms than tell u how i know 😂. So thats also why my heart breaks. for that little girl who was a ball of shame i guess and no matter #how much i cognitively.like rationally know its not my fault the ball of shame n guilt is still there #n it swallows me every time i vaguely start 2 think about acknowledging the Th*ng #or whatever. And thats just my end of the deal but my gf has it worse genuinely bc she remembers everything n still has to see the freak #n it went on for yrs n her family doesnt know n heres the worst thing hes a beloved family member a sweet boy with struggles of his own #well i hope he walks into traffic for doing what he did to her

[hooved]

i thought it was so weird how many wallets i've seen being sold with no dollar compartment or whatever and i only just now realized. are ppl just not expected to carry cash anymore ??

#i pretty much only ever carry cash #i have a card but i can only have a certain amount on it per month so i don't use it for in-person purchases #and i get really annoyed when i have to. which is rare but still. everywhere should just take cash

[seraphsanzu]

seraph seraph seraph seraph seraph seraph seraph seraph seraph seraph seraph seraph seraph.

dumbification with tentacle sex with mahito

it’s actually insane how quickly you go dumb just from having the tip of that wretched thing flicking at your clit until it’s all puffy n twitching with need .. slick pools into the sheets underneath you as you grip them taut, wondering how the hell something like this could feel so good. and when he does inch the muscle into your cunt, it’s a stretch like no other — sloppy, slimy even. odd in shape but hits every fucking spot.

mahito finds great amusement in the way you roll your eyes back, back arching while uncontrollable loud moans stream from your lips just as the drool running down your chin does. mahito doesn’t see you as his partner, or even a human. you’re his test subject , and this is just one of many trials to further his hypothesis that humans truly can’t take much.

can you take it if he sped up the pace at which his tentacled arm fucked into your fluttering pussy? can you take stimulation from your clit, core, and nipples all at once? can you take it if he slipped it into another hole? what if you were choked? restricted airflow or even gagged? what if he put it in your mouth. fucking hell, would you go unconscious?

#sorry i #got carried away #a bit #i just think he’s so inquisitive in a cruel sense #he’s aware of the fact that you can only take so much #but wants to test the limits anyway #seraph.replies! #dior.dreams!

[rose-ramblings]

you'll never guess what I've been playing lately

#goldic's drawings #vegito #dragon ball dokkan battle #good news everyone! I found a shading brush that I'm happy with! #i'll finish that other thing I keep mentioning eventually I swear I've only got 3 characters left to do on it #but uhhhhh y e a h I've been playing Dokkan for like a week and a half now (blame the content creators for making it look really fun) #I understand absolutely nothing other than 'it's a big number go brr type of game' #but it also gets me to use some strategy in my team building and fighting which I am very much enjoying so far #i didn't get Mr. Yosha himself or melty Zamasu (much to my personal sadness) but I did get a copy of Power-Awakening Piccolo #and enough of that PHY Zamasu with the tea set to rainbow him (and waaaay too many of a certain SR SSJ Goku that can awaken into SSG) #and a copy of that new Mai I guess (I'm not entirely sure how to use her properly in battle yet but I'll figure it out) #I've been calling that PHY Zamasu I mentioned 'Tea Time Zamasu' btw (mostly cuz of the tea set in his art) #oh yeah speaking of Tea Time Zamasu that man's been carrying my team in terms of eating hits like a champ so #definitely gonna be using him a lot; especially since *gestures to blog theme* he's one of my favorite villains in dragon ball #I haven't Dokkan Awakened the Piccolo at all yet (he's just a max level UR rn) but he's been pretty damn useful in taking hits himself #first unit I made an LR (besides the free one) was a Zamasu that turned into an LR Goku Black (F2P STR I think; he's my support unit rn) #I've also already collected all of Bardock's F2P crew and mostly maxed them out because I'm totally normal about it hehe #bardock's crew best crew I don't make the rules #goldic rambles #this is transparent because I couldn't figure out a decent background to give it

[dredshirtroberts]

yeah guys idk I'm just thinking maybe the lightheadedness and desire to sit down about halfway through putting away groceries my whole life might not have just been a reaction to the way my parents were when i was a kid and the accompanying anxiety and sudden flurry of movement, but also possibly maybe i have a Health Thing about this...

#thank god i finally scheduled that doctor's appointment #Jan 15 cannot come quickly enough tbh #like i've streamlined getting shit put away and i hurry as soon as the wooziness starts hitting because i know i'm on borrowed time #and that's when the trauma reaction kicks in of ''i can't stop halfway through i'll be in trouble'' anxiety #because i *enjoy* putting away groceries and organizing the kitchen #i just also can't without a lot of assistance and plenty of spoons and time to prepare myself physically and mentally beforehand #this post brought to you by i had this realization doing the groceries and now i'm having like a lot of thoughts about it #i can't do it all in one go ever and i have never been able to without someone else handling about half of it #no matter how much i get or of what i can only get about half put away before time's up and i gotta sit down #it's why so much of my food was non-perishable when i was on my own #cause i'd get the cold things put away because they *had* to be #and then i couldn't physically do any more - especially if the groceries that week were more cold than non-perishable #but like yeah if i had to stop or take a break in putting away the groceries (despite also having gone to the grocery store #and walked around the whole store and grabbed items AND carried the heavy things into the house because i was the heavy lifter #AND i was in sports and had probably either just done a lot of exercise or was still in recovery from the day before/earlier that day) #i got fussed at for not helping out #so that's fucked up and fuck my mom actually she sucks #ugh

[dutybcrne]

When getting married, Kae's ideal wedding fit is something that heavily blurs his gender presentation. Is it a suit? A dress??? Is he the bride?? Groom??? Who knows? Definitely not anybody getting a good look at him-

#hc; kaeya #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Ambiguousness dialed up to the MAX #//The most important part is that he looks GOOD #//And leaves his partner mouth agape; that too ksjbgd #//If he can leave them breath and speechless; he'll be more than happy with his outfit choice #//Deffo WILL playfully tease them during the vows for sure #//Suuuubtly adjust the collar/opening at his chest to draw attention to it; or otherwise shimmying his shoulders ever so slightly to do so #//Cock his head and give them a coy little sultry look as they speak; batting his eyes as he purses his lips juuust a lil bit #//ESP if he Knows it's gonna make them wanna get back at him later #//Definitely would want to go All Out on the decadence; for accessories; materials; makeup #//He doesn't usually want to splurge so much on himself; even with his presentation on the daily #//But for his wedding; he would LOVE to go all out #//It's only one of the BIGGEST MOMENTS OF HIS LIFE; after all #//Esp considering how much it would take to actually GET him there and give in to actually marrying his partner; his anxieties considered #//It's IMPORTANT #//It's a different story if the wedding happens to be impromptu lmao #//Like the Potc scene with Will; Elizabeth; and Barbossa jbdgkg #//My favorite thing ever lol #//Propose to and marry him mid-battle; and he will be ECSTATIC #//Blood-spattered; bruised; disheveled and all; he wouldn't care; he'd be SO happy #//Might have to anticipate consummating the marriage IMMEDIATELY after the fight's been won tho kjdnbkgft #//He'd be so lax bc there aren't family and friends to present to; it's just him and his partner #//Which honestly may mean less stress for him in the long run; lbr #//Prolly the most ideal sort of wedding for him #//Where he doesn't have to think; lets himself get carried away by the emotions and his partner's joy/excitement #//Just FUN and THEM #//and a little chaos; that too lol

[brainscrewz]

me thinking about how productive i could be if i had a car

me thinking about how many hours of my day i could spend doing whatever i want if i had a car

me thinking about going to multiple stores in one trip if i had a car

me thinking about being able to work any shift i want if i had a car

me thinking about getting all my errands done in an hour if i had a car

me thinking about not getting a sunburn from waiting for the bus every day if i had a car

me thinking about being able to get food from a drive thru if i had a car

me thinking about going places after 7pm if i had a car

me thinking about smoking in my car if i had a car

me thinking about how much less my body might hurt if i had a car

me thinking about taking my friends out if i had a car

i absolutely could not afford to buy even a craigslist car and i definitely cannot afford gas and maintenance and also i hate car dependent infrastructure and the ecological havoc the automotive industry is wreaking on the planet. but sigh. if i had a car....

#i am so so grateful that i happen to live in a city with public transportation. and it's even free right now #but it takes me two hours to work and another two hours to get home from work #i can only buy as much groceries as i can carry #i can't go from one store to another because they won't let you in with bags #i spend so much time walking and waiting #and if you're caught outside after your route stops running for the day god help you #so i can't go too far from the one bus route that runs frequently and late because i could get stranded #not to mention the dirty seats and people coughing in your face and random secondhand fent smoke at the bus stop #and drivers throwing shit at you or yelling at you while you wait #basically. goddamn it i am tired of getting around