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iamlu-mmm1 · 6 months

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when the honymoon faze ends and your ed starts feeling like eating everything<<<<<<<<

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enigmarcane · 13 days

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I really want to purge. I have never done it. I tried it a few times but I am really scared to just....

I watched a few tutorials about self-induced vomiting too.

How do you all do it? Aren't you scared?

I know I sound like a coward, I am sorry

Maybe I could try drinking water with salt, is it a good idea? and does it work each time? I really don't want to end up with an upset stomach for the rest of the day with studies and tests going on.

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dr1nkablejello · 3 months

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my dad took me out to mcdonald’s for breakfast and then we went for a walk so i couldn’t pvrg3😭 my stomach is literally rejecting the food rn😭

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s4r4hlynnlover · 7 days

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Coraz bardziej sie wacham czy nie zaczac recovery pomocy boje sie ze nie poradze sobie w recovsry i znowu tu wroce albo roztyje sie jak swinia...

#blogi motylkowe #ed relapse #ed nonsense #za gruba #mia rants #mia blog #bulimist #bulim14 #mia recovery #ed recovery #tw mia shit #tw mia stuff #tw mia #tw mia diary #tw mia vent

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sknnysblog · 7 months

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How can I make myself sick? bc I can’t make myself thr@w up. Does anyone has any tipps?

(Plz I eat over 4.000 cal in not even 2 days)

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turtle-triple-s · 2 months

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my roommate is asleep but the bathroom shares a wall with her bedroom... do i risk purging or not? i'm still under 1000cals on the day and i danced for a few hours earlier so i prob burned a lot (plus i've been awake 38 hours) but also i feel full and gross :(

#notprojustusingthetags #ed not ed sheeran #tw ed diet #purg1ng #counting cals #bulim14 #kcal counting #tw disordered eating #low cal restriction #ana e mia #tw mia stuff #tw mia #tw mia shit #i want to ⭐️ve #tw ed in the tags #i will reach my ugw #i wanna be weightless #i need to lose so much weight #thinner is better

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jeckatwt · 18 days

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keep your £d silent

don’t let them know through vents

don’t let them know through reposts

dont let them see the numb look on your face when you look at your plate

act as long as possible

and eventually..

they will see without you showing

they will feel without touching

they will listen without you speaking

they will care

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p1nkl1z · 2 months

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I need to lose weight for summer so bad.

#tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw mia stuff #tw ed diet #tw mia diary #tw ana diary #tw mia #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw mia shit

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thingymagigy · 2 months

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puked for the first time in months 🤭

anyone know how to stop my face swelling??

#disordered eating thoughts #ed not ed sheeran #pro a4a #skinnni #i wanna lose weight #ana meal #i wanna be tiny #@n@ tips #@tw edd #ed behaviour tw #tw mia #tw mia stuff #tw mia shit #tw mia diary #tw bulimia #tw bulimi4

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dead-core · 3 months

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having to purge because i didn't restrict well makes me feel so guilty. like i can't even do anorexia right.

#ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw ana #tw ana shit #tw mia #tw mia shit #this is a dumb mindset btw an-b/p is so valid #it's just the shame cycle u know?#'having to purge' is odd word choice but it did make me think about how fucking compulsive i am about this shit :)#me? compulsions? neverrrrrrr

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dr1nkablejello · 3 months

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got t-worded again😞 old users were drinkablejello, drinkablejelly

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iamlu-mmm1 · 6 months

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any mi@ tips??

i need it sm

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xskeletal-illusionsx · 7 months

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Reasons I Continue to Recover: A Reminder for Self

🖤 Freedom from obsession

🖤 The ability to feel emotionally stable

🖤 Better cognitive and physical abilities

🖤 Feel better overall

🖤 Regained and strengthened my sense of agency

🖤 Able to feel genuinely good emotions

🖤 Able to connect with others, especially over recovery

🖤 Freedom from the cycle of behaviors

🖤 Ability to find real solutions to my problems

🖤 Freedom from fears

🖤 Freedom from a need for control

🖤 Hair doesn't fall out anymore, and it's healthy again

🖤 Skin isn't super dry

🖤 Nails don't break off from being super brittle

🖤 Healed bone density (no more breaking bones!!!)

🖤 No more ulcers in my mouth/throat

🖤 Teeth aren't super sensitive anymore

🖤 Able to heal and grow my relationship with my family

🖤 Able to enjoy food!!!

🖤 Freedom from the isolation that illness brings

🖤 Freedom from feeling weak and not empowered

🖤 Not passing out or feeling dizzy all the time

🖤 Much more stable mood

🖤 Less stressed out

🖤 Freedom from feeling forced to adhere to unrealistic beauty standards established by wh*te supr*ma*y, misogyny, and p*d*ph*l*a

🖤 Freedom from feeling like I should adhere to beauty standards for a gender I don't even identify with

🖤 Feeling more comfortable/assured of my gender identity regardless of "how I look"

🖤 Being alive and able to write this list, in hopes that maybe it'll reach someone else who needs to hear/see it

#recovery #ed recovery #reasons to recover #support #ana dairy #tw disordered eating #tw ed diet #tw mia #tw mia diary #tw mia vent #tw mia stuff #tw mia shit #tw ana fast #tw ed rant #tw mia recovery

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probablynotlong · 7 months

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my stomach still hurts so bad every time i eat something it’s unbearable.

i think i’m just gonna wait till my heart stops.

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minionwl · 7 months

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dawg trying to lose weight youve already lost before is so embarrassing…

#tw mia #ana dairy #tw ana shit #ed not ed sheeran #ed bllog #ana and mia #tw mia shit

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