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twatitsfinest · 6 days

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hey guys! i’m back. i’ve been in recovery for a while and was happy. but then i went prom dress shopping. i absolutely hate myself. prom is in a month. i have a dress i wore when i was skinny. inwilll fit in the dress in a month. i can’t weigh myself yet i’m scared it’ll just make me depressed when i’m currently motivated lol. basically i used to be 123.4 pounds. i know i’ve gained WELL over 50 (DISGUSTING RIGHT??))) i was forced into recovery by my family and ex bf. then i just kinda went a lot with it. pls drop any advice for me :)

#pro4ana #bulmia #an4r3xia #4n4m1a #4n4t1ps

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lena-xia · 24 days

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intro + stats

hi! i’m lena, recently my main account got devoured sooo.. 💔

feel free to follow me, i’d love to meet some new people!

i’m a minor, i don’t care who interacts with me, please block if i follow/like a post from you and your account is strictly 18+! sometimes i don’t notice things so i apologize in advance!

if you’d like to be friends, message me! i would love to have a few buddies that are going through the same struggles, it sucks feeling alone in this!

Stats

hw : 180lbs/ 81kg

cw : 147lbs/66kg

gw1 : 135lbs/61kg

gw2 : 125lbs/57kg

glw : 115lbs/ 52kg

#tw ed but not sheeran #f4tsp0 #st4rv1ng #too f4t #@na shit #@na vent #@na #th1nsp1ration #@na rules #@na blog #@na fast #@na meal #@n@ tips #@na motivation #bulmia

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enigmarcane · 10 days

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I really want to purge. I have never done it. I tried it a few times but I am really scared to just....

I watched a few tutorials about self-induced vomiting too.

How do you all do it? Aren't you scared?

I know I sound like a coward, I am sorry

Maybe I could try drinking water with salt, is it a good idea? and does it work each time? I really don't want to end up with an upset stomach for the rest of the day with studies and tests going on.

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thatbitch4evr · 10 months

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what if i barely ate for the next three weeks lmao

#@na rules #@na trigger #tw ana shit #@na tips #@nor3×14 #ana trigger #bulmiia #pro an@#tw ana diary #tw ed diet #ed bllog #bulmia #bul1m1c #bul1mic

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pinkfairyprince · 1 year

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Thrifted these shorts...

Probably listening to Lana 🩰

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iwanttobekidnappedandtakenaway · 5 months

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I want to be so skinny that my bones fracture and break from one single touch.

I wish I had an eating disorder so bad rn.

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caress-me-please · 2 years

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I think we can all agree that physical hunger is way easier to ignore than psychological hunger

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desperatelydamaged · 2 months

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So frustrating. After a month of terrible binging and purging, I finally feel in control and am eating healthy, exercising and trying to take care of my mental health…have lost NO weight! It’s so unfair. Last summer I basically starved myself and was 10 pounds lighter. All the books and people who say, “if you just heal yourself your body will lose the weight” or “I feel better now and healthier”….it’s all BS! Nothing works to be thin and beautiful except starving. Nothing.

#ed not ed sheeran #lose weight #house of thin #weight loss #bulmia #disordered eating thoughts #low cal restriction #ana trigger #skinnni #i need to lose so much weight

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sadbulmix · 2 years

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I will reach my GW by my birthday

40 Days

16 pounds

LETS GO 🌞💛

#bulmia #promiia #proanni #bonespø #not pr0 mia #notpro4n4 #weight loss #need to loose weight

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unfondnessofone · 2 years

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I hate my face shape so much. Besides my stomach, I think it’s the feature that triggers my body dysmorphia the most. It’s so fucking round and wide and fat. Whenever I smile, it looks even bigger, and I forget this until I see myself smiling in a picture. My side profile can make someone throw up. It’s actually disgusting in all seriousness. What makes it worse is that my eyes are already small and I don’t have a nose bridge. My face literally lacks all depth and edge. Why did I have to be born like this? Once I save up enough money and graduate I swear to God the first thing I’m doing is booking a facial reconstruction surgery in Korea.

#tw ed vent #tw ed diet #body dysmorphia #body dysmorphic disorder #anar3x1a #bing3 eating #bulmia #skinnysp0 #tw disordered eating #vent tag #personal vent #ed diet

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its-dysfunctional-ana · 2 years

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I thought I could get over this but really i always fall back to it because it’s what i’ve known for so long, it’s something i know i can control. Just because I’m not underweight means no one has ever worried or really tried to stop me even tho they all know, it must mean it’s ok right? That or they just don’t believe i have the willpower to stay strict, well i refuse to fall back to the binges and I will make my goal!

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pinkfairyprince · 1 year

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Photo Update:

"I love you just a little too much"

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angelcake-99 · 1 year

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Its great to be the skinniest one in the family but then you realize you family are all morbidly obese.

#ana #anamia #anoerxia #anoxeric #anorxia #tw: bdd #bdd things #tw ana #tw eating things #tw ed stuff #food tw #bullimia #bulmia #bulmic #anaa #skinny

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oliviagracexo · 6 months

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After years of pain and Kcal counting, I choose recovery. I choose not panicking about what you’re going to eat in the next week. I choose not thr0wing up the last of your meals. I choose not feeling dead. I choose not feeling guilty about eating 3 meals a day. I choose not feeling dizzy. I choose not fainting. I choose healthy hair. I choose healthy skin. I choose getting my period back. I choose a healthy body and not one that’s rotting away. I want my mind back I want to recognise myself again.

I choose recovery 🫶

#recovery #ed not ed sheeran #health #wellness #i want to live #choose recovery #ana rant #bulmia #i’m done

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fatghostboi · 10 months

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I’m back on my bullshit

But I hate it here, normally before I could eat as long as it was in my calories and feel fine, like sure sometimes I had bursts of guilt but mostly because I knew I was in my calorie range I was alright.

Now I eat lunch because ya know chronic illness let’s not die, and suddenly I have such a big wave of depression that lasts all afternoon. I don’t get anything done after I’ve ate because I’m too depressed, my motivation falls and I just go and hide in bed.

I hate this I hate how shit eating is making me feel.

#anamia #ana advice #ana and mia #anameals #ana male #ed not ed sheeran #tw ana shit #ana trigger #bulmia #notpro

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purgatory17 · 1 year

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Me whenever I think about how good my body shape would look if I was thin

#anor3xi4 #bulmia #thinspo #not pro

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