#we are both polyam.....

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

Those Beyond The Wall

sequel/companion to The Space Between Worlds, set a decade later

character-focused sci-fi set in an area divided in two, the rich protected city on one side and everyone else in the post-apocalyptic desert

follows a woman who works under the Emperor in Ashtown, keeping the peace

when mangled bodies start showing up with seemingly no murderer, she’s tasked with finding the cause, and finds out that it’s the result of corruption spanning both cities and multiple worlds

explores oppression and messy revolution, police violence and apartheid

bi & polyamorous MC

#Those Beyond The Wall #aroaessidhe 2024 reads #space between worlds sequel!!! honestly I’m not entirely sure how I feel about it….. In general I enjoyed it and I think it had #a lot of important things to say but also maybe highlighted some weaknesses(?) in both books? #or - I guess just the fact that the sff stuff (which skews a little more magicy here) is kinda small scope relative to its potential #and more there to serve the plot and characters. Which actually maybe is the point. idk- there's def mixed reviews lol #it has a messy unlikable MC (like actually - when half the weak ass reviews are saying the MC is annoying you know they are Actually a #complex character) and some interesting relationship dynamics #it is pretty solidly a sequel - I wouldnt read this without reading TSBW #cara does show up in here& tbh her characterisation felt quite different to me? unsure how I feel about that? but maybe it's the biased POV #also to be clear: polyam MC; not a polyam romance or anything #(there's - kinda a romance? or various feelings floating around and she 'ends up' with someone. feel like i would have liked that to end #more subtley but that's probably my personal taste lol) #man some of the 1 star reviews of this are kinda.....just racist though. can we get some measured critique in here #as I said i am not entirely sure how I feel about it but not quite in a way I can articulate.... idk! i think it's worth the read tho #it's maybe one of those revolutions that feels solved a little too easily in the end - but then also is it solved or is it just that the #narrative has to end at a certain point

[redrocketpanda]

You're going to follow through on that false relationship, bearing the weight of your sin?

It won't be a false relationship. This time, we're gonna be a real family

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Kazuki and Rei are fucking deeply in love with each other and Buddy Daddies is, in part, about them both not only realizing this but coming to terms with it. There's absolutely nothing you can do to convince me otherwise

#the homoeroticism of it all #there are so many scenes I wanted to include in this post including both of the balcony scenes and Rei's birthday drive home #but I think these three simple screenshots convey what we all know is there #they're just pals being bros and don't know how to speak into being that they somehow bro'd their way into a relationship #headcanon Kazuki being a bisexual polyam boy #and Rei not being remotely interested in anyone until his big gay Oh moment with Kazuki #also fuck I wanna write the shit out of some of the gaps in episode 11 bc damn there's some meaty Kazuki/Rei moments in that #anyway Kazuki/Rei own part of my soul now #buddy daddies #kazuki kurusu #kurusu kazuki #suwa rei #rei suwa #kazuki x rei #rei papa #kazuki papa #kazurei

[goredeer]

dont test us we will fuck that house

#objectum #both about house blue text and our wife (we are polyamous )

[vampsvitae]

i don't post my art often but here's a doodle of a joy doc getting a smooch from his buddy

#they are in love actually #me and oomfie both agree that the joy docs are all autistic and in a big polyam relationship together #i can queerify and autistify anyone i want #ESPECIALLY THE ONES IN THE HIPPO CLUB #whf #we happy few #whf joy doctor #joy doctor #art #doodle

[transizzyhands]

‘im not a fucking teenager’ i whisper to myself as i mentally panic over every interaction between myself and my high school ex

#to be fair we broke up literally half our lives ago #this is the first we’ve spoken in over a decade #we’ve both worked a lot on ourselves and we’re in much better places now than when we were teenagers #but it’s so weird to feel this anxious again #I don’t totally hate it but it’s a curveball I did not expect a week ago #also she’s queer and polyam… I’m queer and polyam… maybe…?

[sallyandthefandommachine]

Shipping Darcy and Riven: 😍

Shipping Musa and Riven: equally 😍

Shipping Riven with every single character. Even the ones he has no screen time with or has absolutely been known for hating: 🧠🫀🫁

MY BRAIN AH

MY HEART FEELS LIKE ITS GOING TO SCREAM

AND MY LUNGS HURT FROM ACTUALLY SCREAMING

Riven and Darcy would literally both have Diaspro call them for angry sex and then Helia would figure out why Riven flirts with him and Flora likes it. Everyone in this show is bi or gay and AT THS POINT IT NEEDS TO BE SAID. Riven is a bottom. Darcy is a top. Musa is a switch. Everyone else...I'll let you decide.

#winx club #shipping riven with everyone #flora and helia would be like “sorry we're late we were teaching riven some stuff.” #and riven would come in with rope burn and hickies and be like. what? #this is NOT something random ive literally shipped this pink haired fashionably challenged dorito with everyone in the specialists #some of the winx #all of the trix #diaspro #ogron #hes just everyones 3rd #like polyam winx characters with chaotic neutral energy #to making him and darcy both be disapros sex buddies without each other knowing #if there is a winx club ship that exists riven has been there once. or twice.

[r0semultiverse]

Had a shower thought about my ex not communicating with me properly one time and so I ended up in 2 relationships simultaneously because “ok fine” for my autistic ass was like a green light. I take things very literally sometimes. My other cooler ex (who I’m still on great terms with) telling me at the time that my toxic ex should have been more forward and literal knowing that’s how I communicate. Saying what I mean is my love language and how I function. I wear my heart on my sleeve 24/7 basically. That short lasting other relationship was still one of the most fulfilling I had in my younger years. 💜

#little story from my younger days; we were both polyam but my toxic ex and I both had communication issues #we were both hurt people hurting each other especially as time went on #I cried so many tears when they had to move away; I’m glad we’re still friends to this day even if we don’t chat as much #my less cool ex and I were the hurt people hurt people trope and it was codependent too #just to clarify #the more cool ex and I are on great terms and haven’t really fought it out over anything to this day and now they even have a kid #to all of my baby gays out there; stick by people who can communicate properly with you and don’t develope codependency on a friend pls #mine #OP #actually autistic #polyamory #polyam #polya #polyamorous

[violetsareblue-selfships]

still trying to decide about if i want arle//bina to be the canon route or if I wanna ship w/ them separately (but have the polyam pairing as like an au)

#we don't even know if they get along #which wouldn't necessarily stop me but still #it'd be odd if we never see them interact at all and for the polyam one to be canon #bc my other canon polyam pairings are all between two charas who have plenty of scenes together #i just wanna add arle as soon as possible (honestly this goes for both of them) #bc it's been nearly a year since I've started crushing on them lol #april rambles

[xysidhe]

I've put way too much thought into the wand Reg gets in my fic. And by extension the wand everyone else gets too, ive also discovered as a result that Lily has a wand that to my understanding of what little we know of her (and a lot of her fanon interpretations) simply.... does not fit. And James' wand has no description for the wood, mahogany, on the wiki or on the Wizarding World website.

So now everyone is getting new wands yay.

#anyways Reg gets a yew wand with some extra funsies thrown in #i had to call in my friend to help ick since my short list was 7 woods and i was panicking #im panromantic and polyam i havent made a single choice my entire life #Also im thinking maybe rowan wood for Lily or James #maybe dogwood for James #their wands arent fully picked but Lily's will certainly not be willow #Rowan Red-Oak Cedar Alder mayyybe Holly are all better fits imho #for Lily #for James Dogwood is high on my list Alder as well English Oak Fir Pear Poplar Rowan Spruce is also a fav #wand lore is really fascinating and i wish we both had more info on it and that it was more prevalent in canon #anyways i spent like 4 hours researching send help #dead gay wizards #hp marauders #regulus arcturus black #jegulus #starchaser #regulus deserved better #regulus x james #harry potter marauders #james deserved better #lily evans #regulus black #james fleamont potter #regulus headcanon #marauders headcanon #oh and Sirius' wand is ebony dragon heart string its literally perfect for him

[howlingheretic]

I think Mina and Lucy are casual girlfriends

#dracula daily #the whole ‘I am longing to be with you by the sea where we can talk freely’ thing? #they’re both bi your honor #bi and polyam I think

[farmerlesbian]

do you really think that "transmasculine guys" and "men" are separable, mutually exclusive groups

hmm no. i don’t think most things in lgbtqueer land are easily separable or mutually exclusive. there’s lots of overlap. *insert video of kamala harris talking about venn diagrams* it’s more like wibbly wobbly fuzzy shapes and overlapping …uuuugh yeah a lot of venn diagrams, i guess. anyways! but words exist and we can try to understand each other by using them in creative ways. i hope you can read my posts and figure out what i’m trying to express!

#anonymous #ask farmer lesbian #mod alfalfa #identity #trans #i’m a trans masculine guy and i’m certainly not a trans man #and i know a loooooot of other people like me #i also know a lot of trans guys that ARE men too! #there’s just a lot of people and #the thing is also people change and grow and our understanding of ourselves changes over our lives too #anyways my anonymous dude you gotta chill and try taking a more good faith reading of people on the internet #i also believe we as a community won’t always agree on everything but that’s fine #it’s like family we still love each other even though we don’t always quite agree #you gotta know what matters like pick your battles #where’s the line where it goes from ‘acceptable disagreement’ to ‘unacceptable difference’ #for me that was someone who i’m no longer friends with #telling me she was both bi and lesbian and that lesbians are all exclusionary and transphobic and that basically it’s an outdated term #and then proceeded to start pursuing and dating and fucking several cisgender binary men #the multiple isn’t the problem we’re all polyam here im just saying that bc it isn’t a fluke #and i believe it’s fucked up to say a lesbian can’t date cis men but can trans men like #that just feels so fucked up and transphobic #gender

[holyarcadeglitter]

Being poly is fun. On one hand, I can say

I adore you and have the biggest crush on you

And on the other I can ALSO say I want you to make out with my best friend right now

#also no i am not forcing this situation #it just so happened that my best friend and i have had a crush on the same guy since varsity days #and the guy we like recently revealed he was panromantic and liked both of us #so thats a huge win #anyway #polyam fam #polyamory #polyam pride #kai dot txt #ramblings #personal things

[whimsicalcotton]

best part of having gf is getting fire emblem brainrot together <3

#we are both obsessed with edelgard and that is fine #we are both marrying dorothea bc we're Predictable and too polyam for our own good sometimes #we are both collectively losing our minds over dedue #life is good shdgfjshgfj #nebular.txt

[not-cael]

having a crush on ur friend who doesn't live in the same state feels like this btw

#especially bc it feels like we both know there's something there but we're both dancing around it #anyways I really like her and long distance is a bitch #at least I'm polyam so it's not like I'll just wallow until I don't like her anymore #which is impossible bc I originally became moots with her bc I liked her then we became friends and that feeling went away #and now I like her in a different way 😐👍🏾 #Caël rambles

[mongoose-king]

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (excited, genuine)

#had staff party for work tonight #gonna preface this with none of us are normal when it comes to are work environment lol its chaos and we're hr nightmares (affectionate) #anyways confessed feelings to a coworker after heavy flirting between us #its been a flirty thing for a while but like. started as silly friends thing ans evolved into ''oh. oh I have feelings for them.'' #and they return them???? #I did say like. we take this at your pace. bc while we are both polyam and stuff #they wanna talk w their husband first n stuff #(we've all been to a sex/kink club together lmao) #but GOD I wish theyd realize how PRECIOUS they are inside and out #so good. so adorable. pretty. handsome. thoughtful. caring. feral. good. kind. protective. considerate. #(and super cute when flustered :3€ hehe) #also for lulz they never expected me to be a flirt/tease but by gods when I wanna flirt I FUCKIN CAN it is NOT subtle #it is OBVIOUS it is OVERT #its a semi-recent thing but hehehehehheeheheheheheheheh #and our assistant manager was like ''YIPEE also ur gay ♡ ily'' #we love her shes gr8 we say the staff at our store is a cult who worships the assistant manager lmao #ANYHOO night night its almost 6 am ive had a bunch of alcohol and I need to sleep bc Im seeing a movie w Sad--tree later today lmao #oops I didnt mean to be out this late 😅 #MongoosePosting.txt

[lemonofthevalley]

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#okay things are . mostly fine between me and my bf #hes a little mad at me because i didnt bring it up at all before hand and how casually i had told him #(it was like 4am i was tired but wanted to remember to tell him before i forgot because alternatively i would just have not told him and -- #-- forgotten) #basically the one boundary we have about gettinf into other relationships (both polyam) is telling the other first but i was scared to -- #-- because i didnt know if like i had told him and then like 2 days later show up like 'lol they were just joking ignore that' #and sometimes ppl do joke flirt and joke abt being in a polycule and i couldnt tell if they were and i didn't want to ruin the fun by askin #i told him the second we made it official at least . in comparison to me forgetting to mention it for weeks or something #he wants to take a little bit of a break so he doesnt get mad at me again but we arent breaking up at least #its gonna be awkward for a bit between us but itll be okay #if we broke up i would probably kms tee bee haytch #sui joke #<- not really a joke but yeag #rlly hope our other friend whos in our main gc isnt mad at me too augh #we both told them he doesnt have to pick a side at all but . what if he hates me too yk #dont rb #sorry for v/nting in the tags again do you still love me /joke